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Imagine you are Hayden Christensen's closest friend from college and you help him going through his divorce. Will friendship be enough for either of you? Based on the request made by @calzone-d ...

Warnings: *long post*, drama, explicit smut, fluffy endings.

Recommendations: "Summertime Sadness", "Ride", by Lana Del Rey; “Scared to be Lonely” by Dua Lipa; “Here with me”, by the Killers; “Always” by Gavin James.

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How it started...

You were 19 years old when you finally got the chance to study cinema at Y/C's university. An old dream you had, to be able to transmit onscreen all your ideas. Your family encouraged you to pursuit the academy of arts in order to become an actress, but you thought yourself too introspective to act.

Well, here you were when you met him. The one who was destined to remain a principal figure in your life over the years. Taking acting classes--well, you did need to study it anyway--you bumped into Hayden Christensen.

"Excuse me", he said to you, a little out of breath.."Is this the acting class with Miss H/N? I fear I am slightly late..."

You remembered finding his blue eyes the handsomest pair of eyes you ever came across with: they were intense, secretive, but friendly too, somewhat emotional. You were instantly captivated.

"Yes, it is. And you are not in the slightest late, young man, but /very/ late indeed. Come in, take your seat, I'll have you updated..."

He gives you a long gaze, relieved for being saved from a bigger trouble—and you can tell he is a freshman like you.

“My name is Y/N”, you side smirk at him.

“Nice to meet you, Y/N. I am Hayden.”

You both shake hands. Something ignites within, but you think it’s because he has such a good aura…

“You are such a great actress!”, he is telling you, so many months later. “Quit with the production, you are better than me in decorating the lines.”

You grimace, which makes him laugh. The sound of his laughter is so comforting, like this call to your home.

“I don’t like this acting thing”, you dismiss his compliments nonchalantly. Today, you are in a cafeteria, celebrating the end of another semester. One more to go and you will be ready to keep up with your lives, though you and Hayden had vowed to each other never to be apart. “I feel more comfortable behind the cameras. By the way, I just had this idea!”

And then you lean to him, ready to shake him by his shoulders. He nearly chokes with his coke—but then laughing as always because your impulsiveness often brings him to laughters.

“For the love of God, woman. Do you want to see me dead before the time?”

You side smirk, silently apologizing with your puppy eyes. Hayden smiles back, before encouraging with what you had to say with only a nod. As you do, he seems to suddenly notice how nice your hair looks this day.

“I just had the greatest idea ever! I could film your audition and send to George Lucas. The Star Wars director is looking for someone of our age to portray young Anakin Skywalker. You know, before he becomes Darth Vader, of course.”

Hayden is taken aback by what you tell him. You can see the mix of sentiments that rises behind his blue eyes: insecurity, suspicious before reasoning to excitement.

“What? Are you for real, Y/N? How come did you hear about it? I mean…”

You tell him how your internship led you to it. This is how the fun begins, how both of you in fact begin your career.

You are there in every moment of his life: when Hayden has to conciliate his last semester with the filming of “Episode II: Attack of the Clones”, when he tells you that he and his on-screen romantic pair are having a thing.

He is also present at your graduation, the moment when you begin to transit to adulthood. What about it when you get yourself drunk for the very first time?

He is there too.

“I hate the taste of alcohol”, you grumble, unsure how come you are at his couch. “It aches my stomach, makes me sick.”

Hayden chuckles at how all of a suddenly you turn into these kind of discoveries after spending five years in college doing nothing but well behaving. However, due to such a strong bond you two share, he takes care of you.

“This is the moment where I tell you something you told me once: better to put out than to swallow all in.”

You raise your face, eyes twinkling with amusement.

“Did you just hear yourself?!”

“Wasn’t that what you told me?”

“No!”, you laugh hard at his remark. “Oh my God, H!”

He chuckles after you.

“Well, it did make you laugh, didn’t it?”

***

• The subtle changes…

You are single again. Your ex dumped you. Coincidently, Hayden is single as well. He’s also been going through a difficult phase in his life after all the critics coming from the fans of “Star Wars”. “Episode III” of the franchise didn’t go that well and even though it’s been a year since it’s release, he’s still affected by it.

“We’ve been through so much together”, Hayden tells you one day. “We should definitely do something new for a change.”

“I agree”, you sigh. Currently unemployed, you haven’t been yourself lately either. “Any thoughts?”

“A good journey would do us well. Let us go to Scotland”, so he says, excited. “Come on, Y/N. I’ll let you drive!”

You chuckle at his old tendency to be so reckless. And you do so because you can’t refuse him anything. A bad omen you clearly ignore, of course.

“Very well. When should we do this trip?”

But why’d you bother to ask when you know the answer? Hayden smiles warmly at him.

Oh that damn smile…

“Tomorrow. I’ve already bought the tickets and booked the hotel.”

You scoff at him, offended.

“What? Why? Are you taking me for granted, Christensen? For the love of God…”

Just like that he lifts you up and throws you over his shoulder, smiling as you scream out of surprise. As he puts you down, Hayden messes with your hair, delighted when seeing he’s the reason of your amusement.

And he realizes this is a nice view to contemplate: the sight of your smile, the sound of your laughters, the joy that sparks in your eyes… Seeing you like this makes him genuinely smile in his turn and forget about his bad phase.

But he doesn’t realize that this may mean something else. Or perhaps he doesn’t want to. It’s been years now since you and him became the closest of the friends, so what if all of this is just the result of genuine admiration from one friend to the other?

Regardless, he’s going to take you with him to Scotland. And so you go with him… It is wild to consider how you are usually all straight, not doing nothing that goes out the line all the whilst Hayden is more prompted to take chances and live the present quite intently.

On that fact you blame him being very aries all the whilst you, as taurus lady, prefer to know where you are going. However, he makes life so interesting that even you, as already observed, cannot deny him anything.

So here you are now at Edinburgh.

“I love everything that is medieval”, you tell him excitedly with a spark in your eyes that makes Hayden smile. He does like when you speak passionately about the things you are interested. “I cannot believe I took so long to come here!”

“Yeah, me neither!”

It is a good time to be alive, both of you agree. The landscape is seductive, peaceful, traits much sought after such a bad period you both went through. People too are kind, albeit reserved, but very pleasant.

Those days are being built in your memory as something great to be remembered, but perhaps there is just more that neither seem too attentive…

“Lady, one bedroom with two beds”, asks Hayden, when you got to London eventually because he, of course, is a man who plans very little—much to your distress, the woman who likes everything settled.

But this is not any hotel, but a fanciful one. The said lady looks at him pitifully.

“Mr Christensen, my apologies, but there is only a suite with one bed.”

You two blush, but Hayden somehow doesn’t mind it. This is when you realize you not only don’t mind it but you also want it…badly. Perhaps that’s why you sabotage it.

“You know what? Let’s make it for another day. Come now, Hayden. Thank you”, you blurt out, pushing him outside.

“What the hell was that?”, he frowns at you. “Y/N, what’s wrong with sharing a bed? Do you honestly think anything would happen or what?”

He doesn’t realize his words hurt you, but in truth there is more than his subtle frustration at your refusal allows him to admit. There is an unspoken rising desire between you.

And of course you have to ruin everything.

“I just… please don’t be upset! It’s because I cannot afford it and…” and you tell him the other reason for it, which appeases his anger and is more palpable than you’d care to admit: you are expecting an interview.

Hayden softens, naturally, but you know he’s changed. You hate it because you know why. There are so many things that suddenly rise in your throat but they die choked.

Somehow Hayden knows it too. But he chickens away. He hugs you instead, not willing to lose his best friend.

“I’m sorry for being such an impulsive jackass. But we did have a great time, didn’t we?”

Oh but if only you knew what waits for you back to US…

***

• The marriage

Here you are, dressed in yellow, standing as a maid in honor for the bride and groom. Your heart breaks because you realize a little too late that you are in love with your best friend.

Worse is: had you accepted to share one bed with Hayden in London, everything would be different. Yeah, you may not have gotten that job as a producer of that movie, but Hayden wouldn’t meet Rachel Bilson.

Nonetheless, here you are. Celebrating their vows, wondering if you could be there for a moment, what would be like if you were her.

“Hey, Y/Nickname!”, Hayden exclaims after the ceremony is over. He is wearing his gorgeous smile and dressed in fanciful robes, which all highlights his handsomeness. But you have learned to bury everything deep inside your heart. A secret that you’d take to your grave.

“I can’t believe you are married, Hay!”, you giggle when you greet him with a tight embrace. “I’m so happy for you! Oh my God, look how grown up you are!”

He laughs quietly.

“I know right? Who’d ever thought? The idea of marriage was hardly ever entertained for me”, so he says.

“Oh right! As I told Rachel once, I do have recollections of your drunkenness state and all that came between”, you laugh too, remembering the first time he had a hangover.

“What a time to be alive”, says Hayden in his typical good mood.

As you speak, you do seem to come to terms that if he is happy, so are you. You are at peace with it at long last. Hayden, on his turn, for a time seems to have suspected that you harbored feelings for him. But he always ignored it for the sake of your friendship. Now seeing how genuinely happy you are for him, certainly he believes it was all a thing of his head.

But why does he have a bittersweet taste of it?

“Could you introduce me to that man over there?” You nudge his sides, pointing to a handsome man that is not very far from Rachel herself.

Hayden raises an eyebrow.

“Really, now, Y/N?”

“You don’t expect me to be a nun, do you?”

He chuckles.

“Well I don’t want to see you get hurt, is all…”

Quite unwillingly, though, he leads the way. And maybe the night will not end that bad for you, after all.

***

•The divorce and the consequences…

In fact, looking back now it was really a great job pushing Hayden to introduce the guy to you because he ended up becoming your boyfriend.

This new relationship of yours, however, changed the dynamics of your friendship with Hayden for some time—but maybe it was all because he was living a different life now, becoming a father in the process.

A few years rolled upon, though, when everything started to fall apart—for you and Hayden. You found out that your new relationship was damaged because you and your boyfriend were scared to be lonely. A crisis developed to fights, to exchange of words that only broke hearts.

In the meantime, Hayden realized how long he missed his best friend. His own marriage started to fall apart, but the more it broke down, the more he needed you again.

Was it a selfish wish to have you by his side? Such questionings never reached you out due to his pride, that masked his hurt. Perhaps he was only scared to be lonely too. He could deal with it himself.

Nonetheless, destiny—the same destiny that pushed one from the other—is about to bring you two together again. One call and your night would be different.

You are single now, ready to go out that night with your girlfriends when suddenly a phone call startles you. It’s Hayden. Your heart races: he hasn’t been the one to call, and hasn’t done so for a long while.

“Hey, H. How are you? Haven’t heard of you for some time. Is everything ok?”, you ask, concerned.

There is a pause that accelerates your heart. You know he is not well. Before he answers, you immediately add:

“I’ll be in your home in a few minutes.”

“I’ll give you the new address. I’m not living with Rachel anymore: we got divorced.”

You are stunned upon those words. Now your silence leaves Hayden uncomfortable. He breaks it by saying:

“Y/Nickname? Are you there?”

“Yes, honey, I am. I’m so sorry, Hay. Please stay there… I’ll be on my way.”

He chuckles.

“Where else would I go to?”

In a matter of minutes, after requesting an Uber, you, dressed the way you are, arrive to his new home. Hayden side smirks when seeing you, though how he eyes you up and down makes you blush lightly.

“Wow, Y/N. Looking hot, aren’t you?”, he laughs when seeing the pink painting your cheeks, hugging you tight when receiving you. “Please tell me I didn’t ruin your night.”

You slap his shoulder playfully, eyes rolling at his drama.

“Don’t say bullshit to me, Christensen. I just wish I knew it properly before. I hope you don��t mind me looking like this.”

“You have always been a distraction to my eyes”, he teases you, pleased to see nothing has really changed between the two of you. “We need some wine, it’s not really a warming night, I suppose.”

As you look into his new apartment, he promptly gets the best wine to serve you. Without your knowledge, Hayden’s eyes follow your moves: noticing your y/c hair is now on your shoulders, how vivid your eyes are, remaining as observing and curious as before.

He cannot help admiring you physically too: though this is a cold night and you are dressed accordingly, when you drop your black coat on his coach, he sees your warming blouse shows some skin.

Indeed, Y/N, looking as hot and beautiful as always. Such is his thought.

He never really told you but Rachel was jealous of you. According to her, she could see you harbored feelings for him and part of her feared Hayden would correspond. Nonsense, he’d tell her.

But now, was she really so wrong? Yet, another and more important question he asks himself is: how could have he let go of you? Not only about matters of sentimentalism, but you’ve been an important piece of his life.

Seeing you back hurts his heart because he now sees the stupidity in letting go of you. He wishes he could have asked you to wait for him, to never let go of you. But this is such a state of complex selfishness that he quiets his internal riot and puts a smile on his lips when bringing the two of you the best wine he has, aware you prefer the sweet ones.

“I was admiring your new apartment”, you tell him, smiling in thanks as he passes you a full glass. “Whoa, looks like we are having a full drinking night, aren’t we? Christensen, I am not that young anymore. Not sure I am prepared to have a full hangover again.”

Hayden cracks loud and the sound of his laughters makes your heart skip a beat. Nothing feels different, you think, pleased.

“I’m bringing us something to eat, silly head. Besides I’ve always taken care of you, right?”

“That is true”, you agree. “But what are we having to eat today?”

“Always hungry, eh?”, he teases you.

You shrug playfully before saying:

“What can I do? I am a Taurus, you know it!”

He rolls his eyes, laughing loud again at your remarks—and that sound has always made your heart race, hasn’t it?

“Not with that astrology nonsense again!”

You slap his arm playfully before joining him in chuckles.

“Always with that astrology nonsense, silly.”

It is not until pizza is brought to you that the serious conversation is finally there.

“So what happened, Hayden?”, you ask him softly.

He sighs heavily, avoiding your gaze. He is silent, but you are patient, giving some time, for which he appreciates it.

“How often do we fall for the idea our minds make of the person?”, says he, sounding frustrated. “Not rarely we come to romantic ideas of marriage that break before the crude reality, you know? It’s not just about being different, Y/N, it’s… the commitment, I suppose, in making everything right. Turns out we had very different ideas of making it right.”

“I’m sorry, Hay. I really am”, you speak gently, taking his hand to yours, realizing how broken he is makes your heart sensitive to his pain.

He appreciates it, but when feeling your skin against him, Hayden is remembered the days before he met Rachel. The way he made you smile, the jokes that brought him to laughters. How easily it was to be around you, how you softened him. He, who was never a sentimental man, hugged you more times than he realized.

But Hayden sweeps away such memories.

“I am too. But I am fine now”, he shrugs. “I mean, not entirely recovered, but better than being broken.”

“Take your time, it’s the best you can do. How long has it been going on?”

Hayden hesitates but says:

“Six months.”

Your eyes go wide and your voice comes louder than expected:

“YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH A DIVORCE SIX MONTHS AGO?”

At least he has the decency to blush.

“Hayden! How could you keep me in secret for such a long time?!”

You’d remove his hand but Hayden doesn’t let you to. Pulling you to his side, he says, almost in a tone of desperation:

“I thought I could handle this by myself”, he explains. “I really didn’t want to bother you…”

Perhaps it’s the wine, but your tongue runs loose with words that have long been choked in your throat.

“And what am I to you? A second option, a plan B that didn’t work out? You’ve kicked me out of your life, Hayden. You’ve never called me to ask me if I was doing ok!”

He gives you a painful look that makes you regret instantly of what you said. You’d think he let go of you and a fight would come—this happened once when both of you were drunk, though by then you were both silly and immature.

“I’ve got a war in my mind for a long while”, he exclaims, holding your wrist and he pulls you even closer to him. “I was fucking stupid, I screwed it, I know. But never would I kick you out of my heart, Y/N! And I… I’m sorry I was fucking blinded by my pain. But only because I feared to hurt you.”

You await for his burst to end, very familiar with his intensity—but when his blue eyes search for yours, your soul is denuded.

Oh fuck.

“I stepped away because he was a douchebag”, he proceeds. “You deserved better than such a man, Y/N. I’ve heard of his doings but I couldn’t reach you out when… when I was in the mid of a crisis myself.”

“You’ve always been too shut in yourself to let others in”, you sigh. “But what relation is there with the fact I was in a relationship?”

“You deserved better”, he says with greeted teeth, holding your face with his hands, both of you barely noticing how your bodies have been dancing dangerously close to each other. “You are still slow after all this time?”

You are shocked, perplexed by his words. You freeze. Hayden smiles slowly at your reaction.

“I feel it everywhere, nothing scares me anymore. I won’t let you go. Now now, not ever. Fuck, I married the wrong person. Heaven has always been my favourite place on Earth when I was with you.”

“You have always been the best”, you mumble incoherently.

Just like that your lips clash against his. In between fervent kisses, where he pulls you to his lap, no reason is admitted. Not anymore.

“I’ve missed you, Y/Nickname”, he groans against your lips. “Like the sun misses the moon.”

“Always the romantic”, you chew his bottom lip as your hands run over his hair, pulling it gently. “Don’t want your memories anymore. Fuck, Christensen, you took so long.”

“This is not a game, I swear”, he breaks the kiss to pursuit your skin, his tongue already on your neck as his hands hold your hips, making you feel his rigid pants.

“Oh Lord. My worst sin is to never be able to refuse you anything”, you hate how wine makes you speak your mind.

Raising his head to watch you intently, he messes with your hair before holding your chin, drawing you closer to him.

Oh that intensity that involves one to the other!

“Then make me a sinner too for giving you all that you deserve.”

You crawl over him, you know you do, when your tongue pursuits his, one pairs the other rhythmically, perfectly. And then he lies you there on the couch, hands already working to remove your pants.

His eyes are set on yours like that of a hunter about to capture his prey. He knows you are on fire and that he is the gasoline. You lean partly to remove his shirt, hands all over him. You gasp when feeling his muscles under your touch and you want more, but…

“Patience, Y/Nickname”, his voice is husky and domineering when laying you down again.

“Yes, Master”, you giggle softly, in such a state that makes you both smile to the other.

And just like that his hands find way to your thighs, gently parting before inserting one right there in your feminine parts, not really taking away your panties for such.

“Oh, God!” You moan sensually, enjoying his eyes on you as he works wonderfully on you. “This is better than I thought!”

“Is it?”, he groans softly in your ear. “How long have you been thinking about it, dear one?”

“For a long while! God knows how much…”, another moan breaks you, earning him a smirk. “Hayden…”

“Yeah?”

“I fucked him thinking about you”, you admit.

His eyes dart, his body shakes lightly with desire. Slowly moving on top of you, his moves increase intently, watching you with desire.

“Damned be you for never speaking your thoughts to me”, he lifts your blouse gently but you help him removing it. As he starts to kiss your neck down to your chest, your legs begin to get heavy at his tenderness. “You should have spoken it to me…”

“Never had I the courage to do so”, you moan, enjoying having his hand over your neck lightly as he bites down your bra, slowly removing it with his mouth.

“For you should. It would have spared us some time. I fucked her thinking of you too”, he admits it drunkly before burying his lips to your nipple, much to your delight.

Hayden ruins you and it’s better than you could have thought. You want him to yourself, to make him unspeakable things but it’s difficult to do or say anything when his lips are so occupied with each nipple, twirling his tongue around it, sucking and biting it.

The sounds in his living room go louder each time. You are brought to heaven, and only then you take control of yourself again.

“Hayden…”, you barely speak when he finishes with you.

You both are a puddle of mess when you, nude, sit over his lap. You share a drunk look, one filled with the darkest desires for so long muffled, now brought to light.

“Yes, babe?” He kisses your shoulders, groaning as you rub yourself against his hardness. “Will you forgive me for such a behavior?”

His words are barely heard when his head is thrown back because your skillful hands find way to his pants and remove it so soon.

You glance at his manhood, impressed by how it is when it’s this hard under your touch.

“You don’t deserve forgiveness”, you giggle softly as you start rubbing it, enjoying to feel the drip of it. “You should be punished.”

He holds back a gasp at your words. Now eyeing you, interested in your upcoming moves. And when you slide to your knees…

“Babe…”

“Yeah?”

One glance. Unspoken words fill the air. And you take with his mouth at long last, not stopping until you have it all down your throat.

“For God’s sake!”, he gasps. “I can’t wait any longer to have you with me!”

All gentleness is left aside when he helps you settle on his lips and he slides inside you. To feel him throbbing like this, going so hard in you makes you arch your back.

“This feels so good!”

His hands move down your back as his lips pursuit your skin, licking and taking every bit of you—though he does know how much you enjoy when he takes his time around your nipples, which he does graciously.

But it’s not until his eyes meet yours, sealing your lips as much as you seal your bodies together, that all is at long last truly consumed….

***

• Nowadays

In a sober state, everything is better appreciated. Hayden watches as you gleefully prepare breakfast. There is nothing but genuinely love in his eyes.

What had started as an explosion of sentiments for so long kept in secret has now flown to what should have always been: a genuine relationship. From friends to lovers. From lovers to something better.

He smiles, not now missing the lateness of his realization that you have always been the love of his life. He stands and moves to behind you, holding you close and smelling your scent as you prepare him some eggs.

“What? I’ve been sensing your eyes over me”, you giggle like a little girl. “Don’t get me weak again, Christensen. This is so not you.”

He turns you at him and holds your face between his hands.

“I love you, Y/Nickname.”

Hayden smiles wide when seeing a blush painting your cheeks. And he beams when you tell him the same.

“I love you too, H. Though I fear I love you more.”

“That is not true”, he protests in between laughters.

But before you fall into that old cliche you and him enjoy in secret intimacy, breakfast is ready. As you two enjoy that morning moment, it doesn’t strike as how many years have passed before you two achieved it at long last.

“I have news to tell”, says Hayden with a bright smile on his lips.

You rest your chin over your hands and say:

“Well? Tell me at once.”

He appreciates all the love that comes from you. The way you look at him, how genuinely you listen and help him in every moment, how kind you always are, how sincere you speak your heart out. So many virtues and even your flaws he appreciates.

There is so much love between the lines and out of them too.

“I was asked to play Anakin Skywalker again.”

And how fantastic you are as his soon to be wife when you jump in his arms excited with his news.

“That is awesome, my darling! I’m so happy for you!”

“A better start than I could have thought”, he admits, pulling you to sit on his lap.

“You deserve it all”, you brush your lips against his. “I love you, my heart.”

“I love you, my soul”, he whispers back.

And this is the ending you deserve.

***

•Epilogue…

When you show up dressed in red—from your full lips to your body—Hayden feels something rise in his chest.

“My God, you look gorgeous, Y/N…”, so he says mischievously when you show up after leaving him waiting for 30 minutes. “It was worth the time…”

You giggle, blushing lightly after all this time. Your hair is loose wavily, put on side as you wear the necklace and earrings Hayden gifted you in your birthday.

“Don’t be silly. Have they arrived yet?”

The occasion is to celebrate Hayden and Ewan’s series “Kenobi”. Hayden’s aforementioned friend said he was going to pick them up in a limo so they’d go all together.

“They are about to… which leaves us a few minutes”, he places right behind you, holding your waist tightly.

“Hayden… It took me some time to get properly dressed. Besides, I…” you get lost at your words when he starts kissing your neck and his hands move up and down your back.

“What are you trying to say?”

Hayden smirks, enjoying the effect he has over you. It’s been some good years since you got together, but even now he manages to get you speechless.

“I…”

Your mind goes blank when he turns you to the mirror and see the naughty look that rests in those blue eyes. His hands move to your breasts, playing with your nipples before slowly exposing them.

“Hayden… they are….” You moan softly, struggling to keep your composure.

He turns you now against the wall of your bathroom, mouth dropping to your full chest all the whilst his hands move to your thighs.

“Hmm”, he sings softly, humming against your skin. “Hot as hell, wife.”

You try not to fall from your heels.

“Hayden!” You cry out when his fingers find all the way to you.

“You get your man on knees every single time. Getting me overzealous, uh?”, he smirks when going to his knees. “All wet for me, honey? Let me taste you thus…”

You are almost ruined as he does so, his tongue in you the way you want him to. You forget yourself, forget the reason why this expensive gown you bought three months ago was quite difficult to dress—precisely why you’d want to tell him by the end of the night.

You forget your state, you forget you should be checking time before your friends arrive. There is nothing to remember as he fucks you with his tongue deliciously until you are about to come undone…

Just like that he lifts your thighs and before you complain, he slides his manhood within, fucking you slowly and pleasantly.

“Oh God!” You scream but he has to quiet your sounds, especially because… the bell is rang.

“That was quick”, he manages to say breathlessly as he rushes to keep himself recomposed.

You giggle, suddenly shy as you do the same.

“Indeed…”

Hayden finds you adorable and peppers kisses around your face.

“They can wait a little. I thought you wanted to say something… you know, before…”

You two share a giggle and he smiles when you bury your face in his shoulder.

“I… I am pregnant, H.”

He hugs you closer. What a night, what a life with you is. Hayden Christensen could not have been any happier…

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cordeliawhohung · 5 days

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I've been on an Ethel Cain binge ever since I realized that the title of TMTIV came from one of her songs. Yes I'm late but shhhhh it's fine. Anyways, Strangerss makes me think of Soap from the pet!au so bad. Like the song clearly being about being kidnapped, but she makes it sound like it's love. Sort of like how he's been twisted and abused into thinking that everything is great, actually

I mean you've probably heard the song already lol but it just got me thinking

sighs.... i'm about... to... be really autistic under the cut.

Obviously, everyone is welcome to have their own interpretations for media, but for me Strangers is def Bonnie's song aldksjf. The whole album of Preachers Daughter recounts the story of Ethel Cain's struggle with religion, abuse, and overall her ultimate murder. It's one of those albums that you listen to from the beginning to end, no skips, no snuffle, because the story gets lost otherwise and ugh Hayden the woman that you are....

Strangers is the final song on the album, and it's not really about kidnapping as she's already been murdered and long dead at this point haha. This song recounts how she was murdered and then actually eaten by the man who killed her. "You're so handsome when I'm all over your mouth." (Literally, all over his mouth. He's eating her.) "If I'm turning in your stomach and making you feel sick. Am I making you feel sick?" (I hope I give you the worst stomach ache in your life for eating me). She also talks about how her memory is nothing but a Polaroid in evidence now, etc etc. It sounds like a love ballad but it's a very much "I hope I haunt you in the worst ways possible."

For me, the part that really makes this Bonnie's song, and this I guess makes more sense now that chapter 12 is out, but it's the end. "Don't think about it too hard or you'll never sleep a wink at night again. Don't worry 'bout me and these green eyes, mama just know that I love you, and I'll see you when you get here." Missing her mom (: Reassuring her mom (:

For me, Jonny's song is Gibson Girl. The entire song, Ethel Cain is trying to romanticize the physical/sexual abuse she experiences at the hands of her lover, which is just so Johnny coded. Being so far gone, so in love with Simon, that he sees all of this as normal. "If it feels good, then it can't be bad." Even goes as far to call the abuse "iconic." Like Johnny doesn't know any better, and then perpetrates the same abuse later.

Inbred is both Johnny's and Bonnie's song, though it comes from a different album (Inbred, lmfao). Ethel is recounting her experience with her brother who's sorta "too far gone" to make sense of the abuse she's experiencing. Because Johnny would never, never stand for what's happening to Bonnie if he understood. If he hadn't been shot and then brutally taken advantage of by Simon. Specifically "If he wakes up he'll show you what I'm talking about." If Johnny ever "wakes up" (which is what she's sorta trying to get him to do in Chapter 12) Bonnie is convinced Johnny could be her key to freedom. To escaping.

But for now, she'll continue to take the abuse (Who knows how much longer I'll lay on the floor, touch me 'till I vomit) until that day comes (if ever). (:

#core responds #pet!au #if you ever need an analysis on any ethel cain song i'm your girl

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evilstalks · 15 days

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FULL NAME. michael audrey myers NICKNAME. the boogeyman, the shape, evil on two legs, the babysitter killer ALIASES. none PRONOUNS. he/him, though he does not mind it/they SIZE. 6'9 AGE. 21 generally speaking. he's 21 in 1978 ZODIAC. libra SPOKEN LANGUAGES. english

��𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 ―

HAIR. a very light brown, almost dirty blonde. curly and to the nape of his neck FACIAL HAIR. none EYES. baby blue, although after facing off laurie, his left eye is a pale, scarred over white SKIN TONE. extremely pale BODY TYPE. tall and with a lot of lean muscle. he has very strong arms and his body is hard overall but he doesn't have a 6-pack, he's just very fit and very long VOICE. depends on which fc I'm using. if it's hayden then hayden is the vc and if it's asa then asa is the vc. DOMINANT HAND. right, though when it comes to using his knife, he can skillfully use both POSTURE. straight as a fucking ruler. michael does not slouch. his head is always held high or at a neutral stance and his spine is always straight. it's the stance of someone with confidence and also someone extremely stiff lol SCARS. the most noticeable one is the one over his left eye which has caused blindness in that eye. he has several small scars on his hands and fingers and multiple bullet wounds all over his torso and one on his right thigh, too. BIRTHMARKS. none besides a lil beauty mark on the left side of his chin MOST NOTABLE FEATURES. ummm his mask? lol but without his mask, he has a very intimidating and unsettling presence but he is also extremely beautiful. and SUPER TALL.

𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 ―

PLACE OF BIRTH. haddonfield, illinois HOMETOWN. haddonfield SIBLINGS. judith Myers (deceased) and laurie strode PARENTS. deborah Myers (deceased), unknown father, though he had a stepfather named steve

𝐀𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 ―

OCCUPATION. none, loser is unemployed CURRENT RESIDENCE. generally speaking, haddonfield FINANCIAL STATUS. he grew up lower middle class and well, he has never had a job or any source of income since he has been state property all his life, so his financial status is nonexistent pretty much. he's homeless and poor essentially lol DRIVER'S LICENSE. does not have one but he does know how to drive CRIMINAL RECORD. officially, one charge of first-degree murder against judith Myers VICES. none

𝐒𝐄𝐗 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ―

SEXUAL ORIENTATION. mostly aromantic/asexual, but he will experience attraction towards both men and female when the Right One comes along PREFERRED EMOTIONAL ROLE. he wants to be dominant but he honestly falls more into a submissive role in relationships PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. dominant for the most part TURN OFFS. he's a virgin so he doesn't really know, but uh, good people turn him off for sure lol. TURN ON'S. all the horrible shit you can think of for the most part (excluding certain body fluids). murdering, stalking, knifeplay, bloodplay, gore-- yeah...... LOVE LANGUAGE. quality time and gift giving. and yes "quality time" for him might just be standing near his partner in silence, watching them RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. UMMMMM well, Michael is... very unwell mentally. truly sick in the head and not normal in any sense of the word. he is extremely possessive. he gets jealous a lot too and if he gets jealous he will murder the person making him feel that way. he's also just a pretty terrible partner to have bc he doesn't speak, and even though he does use ASL in some verses a bit, it's limited and he does not really communicate how he feels or what he thinks, so being with him is a guessing game. he is also irritable and especially in dbd verse he will not hesitate to maim his partner if they get on his bad side. but he is also extremely loyal and will not betray them or let anybody hurt them, and he will find things important to them and gift it to them.

𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐎𝐔𝐒 ―

CHARACTER'S THEME TUNE. stabbing in the dark by ice nine kills and Michael by rob zombie <3 HOBBIES TO PASS THE TIME. stalking, dissociating. murder. LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED. right? SELF-CONFIDENCE LEVEL. it's a strange thing because while he is confident in himself, he has never thought about his confidence. but he does not have any insecurities and knows he is a Force to reckon with. when it comes to his appearance he has no opinion at all about what he looks like. he has no idea how beautiful he is RIPPPPPP

#im too lazy to edit this #HEADCANONS.#i stole from vicious heh

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p1nkc4tb0t · 7 months

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OK GUYS IMMA GO ON A RANT ABT THE NOVEL UNWIND, OK? OK.

HOLY SHIT.

guys it was so fucking good i swear.

ok so yeah, warning spoilers n shit. yeah.

ok so i really like the concept of the whole Bill of Life thing, unwinding especially.

like holy smokes was it good.

OK SO IK ITS NOT THE MOST POPULAR NOVEL I DONT THINK SO FOR MY MOOTS WHO R SEEING THIS THIS IS THE GENERAL CONCEPT: since abortions r banned pretty much, ppl either “stork” unwanted children or “unwind” children when they became unwanted. like the story starts off abt three unwinds, being unwound for completely different reasons. Connor was like, a troublesome kid and his parents just didn’t want that so they signed the orders to get him unwound. i missed why Risa was unwound but im pretty sure the state house just didn’t have much room for her anymore(she got storked there i think. she really didn’t grab my attention at the beginning sadly). Lev came from a Christian family, and churches make everyone sacrifice one of their children for God by unwinding them second they turn 13, Lev being one of them(it’s considered an honor)

OK SO the concept of storking is that, the mother delivers a child, doesn’t want it, leaves it at some person’s doorstep and then it’s “finders keepers.” however if they are caught they have to take the kid back and legally obliged to keep it. same with the finders keepers situation, got storked and ain’t no one at ur doorstep? legally obliged to keep it like it or not. however Connor’s parents once got storked and passed it into the neighbors house, and the baby rotated for a week and back to their house, but already sick and dying. Connor then gets traumatized and further on in the book he’s so overridden with the memory that when a bitch got storked she yell at them (Connor abd Risa) to take it back even tho the kid wasn’t theirs.

the concept of unwinding is that legally between 13-18 your guardians can send you to a harvest camp where you’re taken apart and given these parts to those who need it. like for example: you got unwound, taken to a harvest camp, they take your hands and give it to a guy who lost his across the fucking continent. ppl literally stopped trying to cure things, just replaced faulty organs with healthy ones. and no one really knows what’s going on in those harvest camps. do they kill you off immediately or do they wait and wait for weeks on weeks to get to you while you never know when’s your last day.

SO ANYWAY

I really like Connor’s relationship with Hayden, and tbh if they would make them canonically in love i’d be the happiest person on this planet. but again that would cause even further complications w the plot so i get it ig. but at the same time i don’t. Connor never really struck me as a cishet dude even from the beginning of the story, and though him abd Risa r a very good pair i’d just kinda like it more if they paired him up with Hayden. cuz first of all it would add on to tge reason he got unwound in the first place. abd like, i want a gay protagonist in a horror book is that really too much to ask?

same thing with Lev and CyTy, tho i see them more as moirails. yk, homestuck. heheh. no bc they’re so caring for eachother it’s crazy. but again i don’t see them in a romantic relationship, i just rlly like their dynamic. live laugh love how Lev was willing to go through with CyTy’s shit and vice versa.

Hayden and CyTy gotta b my fab characters frfr. anyway so CyTy’s name is actually Cyrus, but he has an eighth of a brain of a kid who got unwound and his name was Tyler. so like, he sometimes does things that Tyler would do but himself won’t, leading them to Tyler’s parents’ house and it actually made me tear up.

ALSO RISA IS AN EMO GINGER. NOT DEBATABLE. I DO NOT CARE IF IT CAN NEVER B CANON, I LIVE FOR EMO GINGER RISA.

GUYS THIS BOOK IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GO READ IT

i NEED to make a Homestuck Unwind AU

(imma just tag 4 moots i think would find this interesting @hiddencattoes @kovuspams @r3z1l1c1ous @imgoingtoeatyourfirstbornchild sorry guys this felt necessary)

#unwind #neal shusterman #ramblings #various #im going feral #explodes #dawg be rambling

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heliads · 1 year

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Lacrosse

Stuck in Beacon Hills after Liam Dunbar insisted he stay, Theo Raeken wants nothing more than to run. He joins Liam's lacrosse team in the hopes of becoming a nuisance, but instead, it just brings them closer together than Theo could ever imagine.

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Theo Raeken is alive, surprisingly, and that leaves him with far less to do than he really expected. Theo always assumed that once the fighting stopped and his life was no longer in immediate danger, he’d just know what to do after that. You know, he’d live a normal life and that would be that. He would know how to exist like everyone else.

Theo is now freshly out of hell and he can confirm that he was wrong. Living is hard. You have to do it right. Decisions made in the thick of battle don’t have to be good, they just have to keep you alive long enough to make another one. Outside of a fight, though, everything matters.

Frankly, it’s a little disheartening. Theo figured he was capable enough to survive without anyone, but it looks like that might not be the case.

He’s not alone, though. Someone made sure of that. Someone stopped Theo from moving out of town despite his best efforts otherwise, and that someone would be Liam Dunbar.

Yeah, Theo can’t really believe that part. Despite the fact that Theo spent several months manipulating Liam into wanting to kill Scott McCall (and would have gotten away with it too, if it weren’t for you meddling kids), Liam still wants Theo here. Unhinged behavior.

Every other member of the McCall pack shares in that skepticism, but Liam is apparently unbothered by it. He decided that Theo would be staying, and seeing as Theo himself seems to have no say in the matter, he’ll be sticking around a little longer.

The problem is that Theo doesn’t want to stay in Beacon Hills, not really. This is the site of his great failure, his inability to topple the McCall pack like he’d been planning for so long. Even the sight of Liam is another reminder that Theo tried to make everything work according to his twisted schedule and just couldn’t do it.

At the end of the day, Liam Dunbar is– well, he’s Liam, and that encapsulates a whole hell of a lot more than Theo could ever adequately put into words. Liam flies off the handle at a moment’s notice. Liam alternates between being down in the dumps to raring to go with more frequency than a pendulum.

Liam also is the only one who checked to see where Theo was staying after the dust cleared. The only one who could be regularly counted on to watch Theo’s back as opposed to just leaving him high and dry in the middle of a fight. Theo isn’t sure how to respond to any of that, so he goes with his usual response: blank apathy with a little bit of targeted aggression. It has yet to fail him.

The fact that he’s been all but ordered to stay put so Liam can keep an eye on him is incredibly frustrating. Theo wants nothing more than to leave this whole godawful town behind him, find another pack to torment and maybe succeed there. Liam only wants Theo here so he can feel some sort of protective bullshit. After all, Liam’s the one who ‘saved’ Theo from his dark side, maybe he feels called to keep Theo in line now.

Regardless, Theo doesn’t like it. Liam apparently wants him on the straight and narrow, which isn’t anywhere in line with Theo’s idea of a good time. Instead of putting his plotting skills to good use and actually succeeding, Theo has to do boring things, like go to class, do his homework, and otherwise live like Liam and the rest of the do-gooders in the McCall pack. What a nightmare.

The only foreseeable way Theo can get out of this is if Liam gets so sick of him that he finally relinquishes the noose he’s got around Theo’s throat. So, Theo launches his best plan of attack: namely, being so infuriating that Liam kicks him out of Beacon Hills as soon as possible.

Theo is wonderful at being insufferable. He’s also very good at being adaptable. When constantly flirting with Liam’s ex, Hayden, doesn’t seem to be doing the trick, Theo switches tactics and goes after his friends instead. Suddenly, Mason and Corey can’t hang out because Theo desperately needs them for studying or something else. Liam is left alone with no one to blame for it but Theo.

Or, that’s how it should have gone, but instead Liam just grins and talks about how glad he is that Theo’s really fitting in with the rest of them. Impossible boy. Theo can’t even rely on the old classic of getting Stiles to suss out his obviously evil tactics because all of the pack members in Scott’s pack graduated earlier this year. It’s just Theo and Liam and the rest of the younger ones, and none of them are nearly as suspicious as Theo would like.

Out of sheer desperation, Theo focuses on the one thing Liam likes more than anything: lacrosse. Theo still has the reflexes, speed, and strength of a werewolf, even if he left most of his chimera abilities behind in hell. All Theo has to do is run a few laps, do some pushups, and show off the fact that he’s obviously got anger issues, and the lacrosse coach is practically jumping up and down with delight.

Theo shows up to the first practice that afternoon, outpaces Liam every chance he gets even when it means he’s heaving for breath whenever the other boy’s back is turned. It’s worth it, seeing the competitive streak flare to life in Liam’s eyes when he realizes he’s finally met his match. Yes, Theo wants to scream, that’s what I’m talking about. Hate me. Hate me so much for beating you that you run me out of this town.

Theo’s never really cared much for lacrosse, but at this moment, he thinks he’ll play it until the day he dies. He gets to run for hours and charge into other people and knock them down so he can score and score and score, never ending, always up for one more round. Coach loves him. Liam grows more furious by the second. It’s everything he wanted.

At the end of the day, Theo has to snap his mind back to reality and remind himself that this isn’t why he joined the team, not that animal roar in his ears whenever he scores but to get out of here once and for all. Pushing Liam past his breaking point is all that matters.

Theo swears to himself that he’s only there to serve as a hindrance, to get under Liam’s skin in yet another way out of thousands, but something in his chest still sparks with approval when he gets his official school jersey for the first time. There’s a number on the back, his, and some voice inside asks if he’s ever had something just for him in so long. The rage, that was the doctors’; the guilt, that belonged to his sister; but whatever he does out on the field, that is his and no one else’s.

That gets harder and harder to remember as the days turn into weeks and the whole lacrosse thing keeps getting better. Theo plays as a part of the team, they face other schools and they win decisively, Theo makes sure of it. To hell if he’s an aggressive player, that’s how you win. Even when some of that rage is directed towards Liam instead. Besides, Coach has said that Theo and Liam can fight with each other all they want in practice so long as they turn that aggression towards the rival players when it’s game time, so isn’t that basically just a seal of approval for Theo to be Theo?

The best part is that he’s good at it. Really good at it. That goes beyond a werewolf’s enhanced athleticism– Theo was made for sports, or so he’s taken to thinking since putting on that jersey. The plays make sense to him, the strategies stick in his brain even when he’s dead tired but the game must go on. Theo likes lacrosse and lacrosse likes Theo. Easy as that.

Even Liam can admit it. He keeps doing this thing where he keeps treating Theo like his friend. Whenever Theo scores a good goal or Beacon Hills High wins a game, Liam goes up to Theo and slaps him on the back or gives him this one-armed hug around their lacrosse sticks that should be awkward but somehow isn’t. For this brief moment, it’s like Liam forgets who Theo is and what he stands for, that they’re just teammates who can celebrate together, joined together by the sheer force of that victory.

The moment always ends, though. Liam’s breath catches in his chest, Theo can hear the hesitation, and he steps away quickly as if nothing happened so they can go back to hating each other. The moment keeps getting pushed off, though. Every game it takes them more and more time to remember who they are.

That extra time gives Theo chances to notice things that he didn’t before. Liam’s good at lacrosse just like Theo is, they both have that same fire in their stomachs to go out there and do something well. They both stand side by side when it’s time to face off with the other team at the start of the match, like they know they could win the whole game even if it was just the two of them and the other team should be quite aware of it, too.

Also, Liam Dunbar laughs with his eyes closed. When he really means it, that is— nothing like that polite chuckle he’ll do when someone isn’t really being funny but standing there motionless in the face of a failing joke seems to be in poor taste. Theo has seen it a few times now.

The first thing he thought was that it was a weakness. Never close your eyes around anybody or you’ll get hit before you know it. The second realization hit him like a gut punch, because Liam probably knows that but does it around Theo anyway because Liam trusts him enough for that. To give Theo a chance to strike because he knows Theo won’t do it. To close his eyes when he’s laughing and let Theo smile back at him. Trusted. Protected. No longer a threat.

Theo has always been a threat. The thought that at some point over the past few months, that stopped being true, shakes him more than he cares to admit. Not everybody around here feels the same way, and every time Scott or Stiles comes around, they always bring back a fresh current of distrust against Theo, but Liam seems to have given up on that front.

Maybe Theo has given up too. He realizes that it’s been a while since he thought of leaving. Just the other day, he was talking absently about plans he was going to make a few months from now, plans that involved him staying here perhaps forever. Liam had been there (isn’t he always?) and grinned triumphantly when Theo mentioned that. Theo hadn’t understood it then, but he thinks he does now.

There is a lot to Liam that Theo didn’t notice, even beyond the physical. He does things to Theo that Theo can’t describe. Liam makes Theo nervous, but not like hunters-and-death nervous, something else. Something like a racing heart even when he should have cooled down after practice. Something like how every time they drive together or walk together or even stand side by side, Theo can’t stop his mind from spiraling into the thousand ways they might touch, accidentally or maybe– maybe even on purpose.

Theo feels that all he can do is look, and look, and look. Liam’s hair is longer now than when they first met, it gets in the other boy’s face until he irritably brushes it behind his ears only for it to fall back in place about ten minutes later. It’s dark usually, but when the sun is setting and the windows are rolled down in Theo’s truck, Theo swears Liam’s hair looks like pure gold.

Theo can’t stop looking. He thinks that it might be all he has ever wanted to do, look. They’re in a car driving home from practice and it’s a good thing that Liam is behind the wheel, because Theo probably would have crashed a dozen times from not keeping his eyes on the road.

This isn’t what Theo was supposed to do, and he knows it, so he turns to a distraction in the form of the only answer he seems to get right: lacrosse. The championship game is coming up for the season, and Theo wants to win this one more than anything. He throws himself into training extra long, extra hard, anything to get this right. He needs this win more than breathing.

It almost works, that’s the best part. Theo loses all track of time and then he blinks and he’s there on the field, the night sky pitch black and the lights like stars forced down to earth. There’s a roaring in the stands that matches the triumphant yell building in his throat, and he realizes at last that he has done it.

God, he feels like a bullet ripped from a gun. Theo is soaring through the air, a crack of gunpowder in a shock of sound, and nothing in this world can tear him down. He won. He won. They all won, actually, and for some reason that distinction makes it better, not worse.

Theo spots Liam across the field and sprints over to him, not caring if he’s moving too fast for a human or not. Liam doesn’t see Theo immediately, too caught up in glancing around the stands like he’s looking for someone. Theo doesn’t like that in the slightest. Something in the back of his head screams that Theo is the only one Liam should be looking for, the only one that should matter in the entire damned world.

Then Liam glances up and sees Theo there before him and grins, this wide smile a bit too big for his face, so full of the same joy and passion that Theo feels right now. He almost wonders if that’s the chemosignals getting to him, both of them standing so close that their same happiness is reverberating through their bodies, building with every passing moment. It might be why he feels better than anything he’s ever felt before. It might be why he finally has the confidence to do something he’s been wanting to do for a very long time.

Liam is surprised when Theo kisses him, Theo can feel it like an electric shock against his skin. He isn’t angry, just surprised.

Theo breaks away, chest heaving, and Liam blinks up at him. “Hayden used to do that. Kiss me after games, I mean.”

Theo nods, jaw set. “Yeah, well, I’m doing it now.”

It doesn’t feel like Theo is encroaching upon some ancient tradition of Liam and his ex-girlfriend. Instead, it seems oddly as if Hayden herself is the outsider here, that Liam’s having brought her up is wrong somehow. The girl’s memory is a villain, and Liam turns a dark shade of scarlet not entirely unlike the tint of his jersey for having shattered their peace by saying her name.

Theo isn’t willing to let the moment be ruined, though, and he pulls Liam in again by the collar of his jersey. The maroon fabric twists in his fingers. It’ll turn out to be torn later, pierced by claws Theo doesn’t remember bringing out. He’s always had such good control over his supernatural tendencies. It’s just like Liam to ruin that for him.

This time, Liam kisses him back. It’s Theo’s turn to be surprised now, amazed by the force with which Liam tears down their walls.

“Easy,” he says, halfway to a laugh, “try not to break my teeth.”

“You’d deserve it,” Liam grumbles, but he’s grinning again by the time they reconnect.

There’s a shout across the field, someone calling their names. Belatedly, Theo remembers that they probably have to shake hands with the opposing team and take photos and whatnot. He says as much to Liam, who looks supremely unhappy to be interrupted in this way.

Theo isn’t bothered by it, though. Not much. Sure, the timing is inconvenient as hell, but there will be chances later: after the game debrief, in the car driving home, all night and all the next day, plus the rest of the weekend. Kind of like forever, actually.

It occurs to Theo, as they’re walking back across the field, that finally– finally– he did something right. It feels very, very good.

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lumilasi · 1 year

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UPDATE: Came up with a new main outfit for him, that is more consistent with his family members, who all have a garment based on actual IRL moth/butterfly (his green shirt is just a random pattern)

Also I kinda forgot to include the small hairties to his front bangs, but it wasn't big enough detail to really need fixing.

Bio below:

Age: 24

Nicknames: Night Owl (Claude) Hay(Caelan) Hay-kun (Yoruga) Hay-hayyyyy~<3 (Celine) Fey, Mage (Basil)

Family: adoptive older brother Claude, adoptive little siblings Milo and Celine, adoptive mother Ida

Friends: Caelan Blackthorne/Delune (Claude's BF), Yoruga (Hayden's absolute bestie in the entire world), Avane Faydream (Claude's coworker/friend) Franziska Belmont (His mentor's sister) Irina Vasile (A snow witch) Reina Montero (Werecat)

Love interest: Basil Montero (Reina's brother)

Occupation: An university Healer Medic student doing an apprenticeship under doctor Angus Belmont.

A Moon Mage with Light witch heritage, adopted into a fae-sleep paralysis demon family after his parents died in an airship accident.

ABOUT MEDIC HEALERS: Medical healers are a separate thing from Doctors in Mirror World; Doctors still mainly work on physical ailments, whereas healer Medics work sort of like exorcists, dealing with curses, spells gone wrong, poisoned magic, etc. These two types do often work together though, and there are specialists trained in both. (Hayden's mentor Angus is a doctor primarily, but has studied Healer medic subjects as well and is qualified for those too to an extent)

Abilities:

He utilizes moonlight specifically for creating all sorts of light based protection/healing spells, which are Moon Mage primary specialties; object purification, curse removals, nourishing magic, etc. He can also dreamwalk and change people's dreams to ward off nightmares or just to contact someone/wake them up.

Because of his light witch magic however, Hayden can also do more powerful spells utilizing other types of light, such as creating powerful laser beams with sunlight, or he can even redirect lightning.

Being adopted into a Fae family known for swordsman skills, Hayden has been taught how to form one with his powers, and how to use it.

He has medical knowledge, both for physical ailments as well as his specific field, which deals more with magic based sicknesses, including things like curses.

Personality:

Hayden is generally seen as a very kind and polite person, but he does have his mischievous side, growing up with a bunch of siblings. By default, he is very good at pulling tricks on people and not getting caught, given most people (except those who know him) tend to not suspect him. He and Yoruga especially tend to be up to Shenanigans a lot during their free time.

He can be a bit impulsive, and if someone really manages to irk him, he might decide to mess with them even when he REALLY shouldn't. (such as when the person in question is far stronger than him.) Basically, when he is acting on an impulse, rather than doing his default mischief, Hayden tends to not plan his actions as well and can get caught and in trouble pretty easily.

He's extremely patient and good with children, having a naturally calming Moon Mage aura to even the most anxious of kids, and he is well liked by their younger patients. His patience does extend to his pranks as well, as he is able to wait for hours on end to pull one, usually on his brother much to Claude's dismay.

Despite his trickster tendencies, he's generally professional at work, as Hayden takes himself more seriously when he's supposed to be caring for others' well-being. This does extent to outside of work too though, as he tends to not mess with people he can tell aren't feeling well.

.........Unless he's drunk.

Weaknesses:

He is not as good of a swordsman as his brother, because he generally has less interest and stamina for it; Moon Mages are more meant for supporting roles, not at the front of a battlefield after all. He also takes longer to form a blade, and it lasts for a shorter period. (People often overestimate his swordsmanship skills and underestimate Claude's)

His moon powers are weaker on Human world, because Earth moon has less magic essence in it unlike their homeland Ether's two moons. (He tends to often store moonlight in special talismans if he has to go to earth for longer periods of time.)

His impulsive tendencies tend to get much worse when drunk, and he can be difficult to keep out of trouble when intoxicated. His ability to read people generally worsens, and he might taunt or mess with a person he normally wouldn't when sober.

Fun Facts

His light-created wings he can summon remind the wings of a lunar moth.

Hayden has the most epic puppy eyes, that his family are far too weak for, and he generally is able to get away with a lot of shenanigans with them.

His medic assistant uniform is white, with the Chrysalis city emblem on it, otherwise they look similar to human world ones.

When he summons his mage robes, his hair always turns white and has a light glow to it, reflecting the cool light of the moon.

Hayden is one of the few people who is not intimidated by Angus the slightest. he also really looks up to his mentor and thinks he's a great doctor.

Hayden met Basil when he went to help his mentor with a situation involving a human, and they traveled to the Vasile castle to ask for some assistance. Basil initially thought of him as some posh weak-ass kid, until he was promptly proven wrong by a sun laser beam, and Hayden redirecting his lightning during a fight against some monsters attacking the castle.

Hayden enjoys stealing Basil's fur jacket, because he knows Basil really likes how it looks on him. (Not that the prideful cat would ever admit it out loud)

#artists on tumblr #digital art #oc ref sheet #oc reference #my oc #bug boy #lumi’s chaotic creations #lumi’s art scribbles #lumi's chaotic creations #lumi's art scribbles #night city parlor #Hayden Faylune #mage #moon

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dis-trict9 · 5 months

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THANK YOU TO @skzoologist AND @dean-a-mean-tae !! THEY BOTH GAVE ME IDEAS AND TIPS :]

☆ General ☆

Name: Asher Hutch (애셔 허치)

Stage Name: Ash (재)

Nickname/s (used by members/family/friends): Cuddles, Ashy, Koala

Nickname/s (used by STAY): Hutchy, Teddy

Date of Birth: June 26, 2003

Zodiac Sign: Cancer

Place of Birth: Bonn, Germany

Ethnicity: German-Korean

Height: 5’6” (167.64 centimeters)

Weight: 137.6 lbs (62.4 kg)

☆ Face ☆

Hair (length and original color): Black, prefers to keep mid-neck

Eyes: Left: blue, Right: green

Extras (blemishes, scars, etc.): Freckles sort of like Felix’s; all over his cheeks and nose, a mole on the upper right corner of his lip

☆ Facts ☆

He’ll mindlessly bounce his leg up and down or tap his foot, when he comes to his senses though, he’ll stop, fearing he was bothering someone with the constant subtle ‘click click’ noise

He has a kitten and is always looking forward to seeing him when he gets back to his home

He was 15 when Skz debuted

He trained for 2-ish years

He loves listening to girl groups and giving them support, his favorite is (G)I-DLE.

He has a very feminine sneeze but no one really knows why nor do they really mind, they just find it funny (his siblings and friends)

Ash has a younger brother and 2 older twin sisters, his brother is named Parker and his sisters are Tatum and Hayden

He used to wear brown contacts because he was self-conscious of his heterochromia

He has naturally pink cheeks

He has a baby-blue bunny that he can’t sleep without

When he got a phone for the first time, his sister Hayden, got him a Miku phone case so when that phone died for good, he was really sad but only because of the phone case (luckily though, he got a similar, if not better, Miku phone case and has it on his phone now)

If he’s sick in bed with nothing to do, he’ll mosey into the living room or a room with a comfortable laying place with a TV and either binge The Seven Deadly Sins or South Park

He keeps his 3 friendship bracelets on from his best friend whom he met in 6th grade and will often call that friend despite the time difference

If he had to marry a male idol who wasn’t in his group, he’d pick Beomgyu from TXT

He’s very afraid of any bug unless it’s the common beetle which isn’t very common for him because he’s only found them about 1-2 times

He kept most of his essays from 7th-8th grade because he missed all the teachers from those grades

He’ll cry for no reason whatsoever and will likely cry more when someone asks him what’s wrong because he has no idea why he’s crying, he just is

Once, in 7th grade, he jokingly asked his science teacher for a Diet Coke and she gave him one but she told him to not tell anyone or let anyone see it because she technically wasn’t allowed to give soda to students.

He hates wearing clothes so he’ll often wear shorts and a tank top unless he’s outside in fall-winter

Speaking of seasons, his favorite is Fall

If he had to pick between Pepsi and Coke, he’d easily pick Coke, specifically Wild Cherry Coke

Back at his home, he has almost 3 walls of squish mallows and even more that are crowding under his bed and on his bed

He used to be horrified of thunderstorms but after he hadn’t had one in a while, he was really happy when he found out that around his area, a very gnarly one was going to hit in a few days (but soon regretted it and went back to being scared)

If he could, he’d adopt a bear cub and raise it as his own baby, preferably a brown bear

His friends make fun of him (playfully of course) for cosplaying so many female or feminine characters like Felix Argyle/Ferris, Elizabeth Lionis, and Grelle

He gets his nails done professionally every few weeks and if he gets bored of the design but doesn’t have time to get them done professionally, he’ll ask on of the other members to help him paint them because of how shaky he is

He gets really happy whenever he finds a Cotton Candy Bang energy drink because he can never find them anywhere

He uses the 🩵 emoji the most

He gets really happy when he sees blue as it's his favorite color

I would add so much more but this is getting long

☆ Skzoo ☆

Representative Emoji: 🐻

Skzoo:

(Ignore the goofy ah skzoo art, I got mad at it and almost dropped the idea)

#skz #stray kids #skzoo #skz oc #art #skzoo art #oc #original character #kinda based off of someone...#the korean might be a little wrong bc I used google translate...#I could rant abt him for AGES

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midnighmoonligh · 6 months

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Oc Agere Head Canon's

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Characters included...

Alpha

Alexandrite

Cathrinus

Colton

Elicia

Elio

Jun-Seo

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A/N

I got bored and made a HC list for my oc's because I can ✨. Do not repost, steal, or copy these characters as they are designed by me. Images are not owned by me though!

Big age 20, Little age 2-8

Non-binary, AFAB, They/Them

Human, Time Traveler

Babysitter is Hayden, no CG

Not in a relationship

Regresses as a symptom of DPD

Comfort item is a pink blanket & a bee pillow pet

They're a sleepy little, loves to take naps and sleep

Super cuddly and clingy. They get jealous easy

They're shy and sensitive, doesn't take much to make them anxious or cry

Has a bad habit of chewing on their fingers

Doesn't usually need a CG. Being alone most their life they've learn to adapt being on their own. They would like to have one, of course, but they do know how to care for themselves

Alpha

Big age 17, Little age 1-4

Demi-male, AMAB, He/They/It

Human (MHA OC)

Caregiver is Zena (bsf)

Not in a relationship

Regresses as a symptom of OSSD

Doesn't have a comfort item

He is generally well behaved, usually crying though

Sensitive, not hard to make him cry

They rarely listen to system caregivers

He isn't aware that he regresses, but doesn't stop himself from doing it

Big on superheroes

Mina is his favorite pro-hero

Loves playing pretend hero's

Doesn't need a CG. He technically had two CGs, often being cared for by system members who like him. However since he fronts as much as he does, he wants to have one

Alexandrite

Big age 34, Little age 1-4

Male, AMAB, He/Him

Human

Caregiver is Darian & Ares

Regresses when very ill

Dating Ares & Dare, married to Ivy. Has a daughter (Jennifer), a step daughter (Fern), and an infant son

Comfort item is a two headed teddy bear named Timmy and Tom

Finds it funny when Ivy, when she's regressed, copies him when he is

Loves when Ivy cries with him, makes him feel heard

He's an outgoing little, enjoys doing things even when he is sick

May be outgoing, but he is really anxious about being around others. He tends to shut down

Needs a CG, since he regresses when he's really sick he needs someone to help remind him to take care of himself. Plus, he gets lonely

Cathrinus

Big age 40, Little age 2-5

Male, AMAB, He/Him

Human

Caregiver is Arden

Is a Caregiver to Ophelia

Regresses to cope with religious trauma

Engaged to Arden and has an adoptive daughter

Comfort item is a penguin called David

When regressed, he's a little sibling to Ophelia

Takes Age Dreaming a little literally. He usually regresses as he's falling asleep

He's a flip, a caregiver and a regressor

He mainly impure regresses, as most his triggers are negative

Really flinchy when he's regressed

It's difficult to get him to do much of anything, most the time he's just sitting there zoned out

Needs a CG, but won't admit it. He's difficult to be a CG for since he'll just sit there and zone out instead of letting himself be taken care of. He's stubborn about taking care of himself

Colton

Big age 19, Little age 1-4

Male, AMAB, He/Him

Human

Caregiver is Victor and Roman

Regresses to cope with Anxiety

Not in a relationship

Comfort item is Victor

Ophelia and Victor are his best friends, Roman is his oldest brother

Has lots of play dates with Ophelia, she often acts like a big sibling

She always convinces him into her chaotic plans

Loves Adventure Time & Bluey

Needs pull ups / Diapers, often has accidents in his sleep

Loves playing video games, his favorite is the Animal Crossing games

He's very sweet when regressed and also clingy, especially to Victor

He's very new to regression and the community!

He's a gaming streamer, but he does have a secret account for his regression

Does need a CG, since he regresses so young. He also emotionally leans on a CG heavily. If they're upset, he'll be upset and so on

Elicia

Big age 29, Little age 5-10

FTM, He/Him

Vampire

Doesn't have a CG

Not in a relationship

Doesn't have a particular reason to regress

Comfort item is a pink blanket he named Janet

Its hard to tell when he regresses, since he has a childish personality

He's very bubbly and outgoing, loves being around others

Favorite game is knights and dragons

Loves exploring, it's easy to loose him if you don't keep a close eye on him

Huge sweet tooth, will tackle someone for a piece of candy

Forts, a huge fan of building large and wonderful forts

Doesn't need a CG, often looks after other regressors when he's regressed as a big sibling

Elio

Big age 21, Pet Regresses to a Puppy

Male, AMAB, He/It

Werewolf (CoD OC)

Doesn't have a CG

In a relationship with Soap

No reason for Regression

Comfort item is a chew toy Ghost got him for Christmas

Best friend's with Twyla (they're pen pals!)

Super playful and happy. It doesn't take much to get this pup into hyper mode

Great with other regressors, super patient

He's protective over age regressors and loves playing with other pet regressors. He's very gentle when playing with both

Loves chewing on anything and everything

Almost always regressed

Doesn't know about regressors at all

Super protective of little Ghost

Favorite game is fetch or tracking

Generally well behaved, but has his moments

Doesn't need a CG, nor does he want one. He can handle himself just fine and other's don't even notice that he regresses

Jun-Seo

Big age 42, Little age 2-4 and pet regresses to a puppy

Demi-male, FTM, He/They

Human (MHA OC)

Caregiver is Dean and Sara

Not in a relationship, but has a crush on Dean

Regresses to cope with DA trauma

Comfort item is his first pacifier, it has a cute little dog bone on it

He has a son (Alpha) and a daughter (Beta)

He works as a pro-hero and always brings Alpha gifts from work

He loves chewing on things, it's often a big fight to get him to stop or to get the item away

He's playful and chaotic, loves to run around and cause trouble

Loves playing Princesses and Dragon's as well as family (or mom & dad)

Favorite movie is Brave

Zommies for days, so hyper

He's shy around new people, will hide behind his CG/s

Does need a CG because of the amount of trouble he'll get himself into

#age regression #age regressor #agere blog #sfw agere #sfw interaction only #sfw little community #sfw littlespace #agere community #agere caregiver #age regression caregiver #sfw caregiver #ocs #my ocs #oc rp #oc #original character #headcanon

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violetfairydust · 11 months

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20 Questions for fic writers

I was tagged by @dear-massacre thank you! I love you!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

0 as of yet, but I do plan on posting soonish!

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

Out of all of the fics I've written for Teen Wolf, my total word count so far is 1,115,142

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Predominantly Teen Wolf. I used to write for The Hunger Games and Divergent, but those have taken a back seat.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

I haven't posted full fics yet, but my mom's approximate top 5 favorites are

Spring Breaking the Rules - Liam and his friends are going on spring break and he invites his crush without consulting with his friends

Skating By - The Hales go rollerskating and run into some interesting characters who want Derek's attention. Features very jealous Stiles

Teacher Conferences - an AU where Stiles and Derek are dating during 3A. They run into Jennifer at the store the day before school starts and Stiles is jealous she's talking to Derek, and then the following day at school they get into a sass off

Operation: Hayden - Mason, Corey, and Nolan are afraid Hayden is coming back to Beacon Hills to reconnect with Liam even though he's moved on and they try to prevent the two of them interacting with the most ridiculous means possible

I Love You, You Love Me - all human AU where Scott dresses up for kids' birthday parties for extra money. Malia hires him for her young sister's party and he has major issues with his Barney costume

My top 5 most popular snippets that I have posted are

Stiles and Isaac argue about costumes from 'Here for the Boos'

Stiles' wetsuit from 'Lydia and the Princess'

Derek is concerned about Stiles from 'What Sees Us in the Dark'

Stiles is sick and Derek plays doctor from 'Doctor Derek'

Stiles wants to adopt the weird teenager from Louisiana from 'Needs a Waterpark'

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

When I was writing on FF dot net, I would sometimes, but I didn't have a lot of time. As soon as I get posting more, then yes.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Nothing Left to Lose. Bring on the brooding, inner turmoil, and mutual pining.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Most of my fics end on a happy note, or they're not super angsty. Off the top of my head I'm going with Family Practice because it's the fic where Stiles and Derek become parents and it's a very happy occasion.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I have in the past, yes, and it was one of the major reasons I stopped posting at all.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

In my mind, yes. On paper, no. I used to, but I never posted it.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I have not.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I posted on FF dot net a fic that was really popular and then I found out one of my readers wrote a very similar fic. It wasn't stolen or a direct rip off, but I could tell it was very clearly based off what I wrote.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I've collaborated ideas, but we didn't write it together.

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

I gotta go with Sterek. Always and forever.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

One of my old Divergent fics. I wrote it in Tris's POV and posted all of it, but then I was going to write it in Al's POV and I got halfway through, but readers will know how it ends.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I can come up with some funky fics. I enjoy my creativity.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Description. Either of the setting, characters, or actions. I try to flesh it out in editing, but it's difficult for me.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I don't personally do it because I'm not fluent in other languages. I'm totally fine with other people doing it. I just don't know enough to make it good.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Oof. I think it iCarly or Harry Potter.

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

I'm proud of so many of them. One that I always go back to entertain myself is If I May Say because I gave myself an excuse to watch YouTube while writing. Scott challenges Malia to only reply to people with the last thing she heard in the video she's watching and her replies were perfect and concerning.

#tag game #sorry this took me so long to get to #i had to ask my mom her favorite fics and she had to think

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phoeebsbuffay · 6 months

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Imagine Hayden Christensen warms your day up.

Warnings: none, light, short reading.

***

Here you are again. You have all that you want: a good job, good paycheck, but not a domestic stability. Your family, in spite of you being an adult woman capable of looking after yourself, keeps meddling in your life and always says things aimed to hurt you.

Who cares whether you are peaceful, gentle, good hearted? Who would remember the sacrifices done throughout these years to them? Should it really surprise anyone at all that you are trying to be unreachable?

You’ve had a huge fight with your grandparents. They are difficult to handle most of times, they don’t make your life easy… even if they don’t live with you anymore, but this weekend you paid them a visit and they hurt you badly.

Still under the effect of these old wounds, you opt to isolate yourself at home. It’s when Hayden comes at you. Your long time celebrity friend has been wondering why you haven’t been picking up his calls, wondering about your whereabouts.

On this Saturday, though, you are going to get a pleasantly surprise. Hayden decides to come to your apartment and check on you himself.

“Frankly, my dear Y/N, I do give a damn.”

Such are his thoughts when rewinding at the back of his mind the gleeful way you often lead your life, or how you helped him throughout his divorce, often there for him when you needed.

As Hayden prepares to drive all the way to meet you, he recollects the times you made him laugh when he was heartbroken due to a misunderstanding that led his ex wife ask for divorce; or even before, when you cheered him up after the critics he got in “Revenge of the Sith”.

Your closest friend also remembers when you encouraged him to take back the role of Anakin Skywalked/Darth Vader, ever the enthusiast about “Star Wars.”

(“Seriously, H. No one does the Darth Vader thing better than you”, you told him then.

“I do not feel so inclined… I mean, don’t take me wrong but…”

“I will not, I will take you by Force.”)

A joke that brought him to laughters then….and makes him smile now. But for a while he could tell you’ve not been the same. There was sadness in your eyes, exhaustion showing in how you sighed… your smile faltered often, and he could tell you haven’t been yourself lately. Whenever he tried to inquire, you shooed him away.

Once this upset him, now he knows he should have never given you up—because you never quit him.

Now here he is, anxious to check on you. He doesn’t care whether you are sick or not, he’s going to be with you, to spend weekend with you.

Hayden Christensen is going to look after you… because he also comes to realize he came to love you.

***

Unbeknownst about it, you follow your routine. You have just taken a shower, so your hair is wet and you are dressing a black “Darth Vader” blouse and jeans shorts. You are about to have ice cream for lunch when the doorbell rings.

“Who the hell is here?”, you ask yourself out loud, not in the mood for interaction.

But every moaning dies when opening the door and seeing Hayden Christensen with a grave look on his face.

“Hayden!”, you exclaim, rather shocked for his unexpected visit. “What are you doing here?”

“We haven’t talked during these past four days. It is very atypical of you to go off like this”, says he, engulfing you in an embrace that makes you mewl deep inside. “I missed you, Y/Nickname.”

This isn’t how you expect to be greeted by a friend. When his strong arms engulf your petite frame in a warm embrace, your heart races and your mind goes blank. When breathing in his scent, your body chemistry is affected—an unfamiliar warmth clings onto your feminine parts in a way that has never affected you before. At least not where your friendship has been concerned.

Which makes you realize that there’s always been that question which you promptly avoided to ask: is friendship enough for you?

Sweeping away such thoughts, you rather focus in the delight his presence gives you.

“Well?”, says he, impatiently so when both of you reluctantly part of the other. “What’s your excuse?”

“I wasn’t being myself lately”, you admit, aware how pointless it would be to lie to him, not after his surprising visit. “I was just…”

You sigh before updating him about the recent events. You detest how family businesses affect you, and so suddenly you find yourself sitting in the couch with him by your side as you burst into tears.

This time roles are reversed and Hayden consoles you, not only patting your shoulders, but actually listening to what you have to say. And then he plays with your hair, delicately so, before making you look at him.

He can tell you are a mess, but this fragility you often kept to yourself. Thus it is meaningful how open you are to him, like he has been to yourself.

Indeed, what you two have is rare.

“You don’t have to shy away from me”, he helps wiping away your tears. “Come on, you have no right, not when you saw me at my worst.”

You have no right to protest it, your conscience already admonishes you for any attempt in doing it. So you nod your head and lean it against his shoulder, melting in his strong arms.

“I apologize for being proud”, you sigh heavily, feeling like he’s your home and he is, you know it. “I did not wish to trouble you.”

Hayden scoffs at your lame excuse and you chuckle at the sound of it. He’s not ready to admit it yet but when he lowers his gaze to meet yours, his heart stops lightly.

Oh.

“For the love of God, woman, when have you ever troubled me?! If you have, I would’ve told you somehow.” Pleased to make you smile, he adds: “I am staying this weekend.”

“Hayden!”, you blush, the first evidence of something that gives him hopes that perhaps his fondness is not entirely one side.

“What? You looked after me, now I should return the favour”, says he as a matter of factly. “I am not taking any no as answers.”

You don’t protest, specially because it does feel good to be finally looked after at least once. You are the one who tends others and always try to be strong.

As you nod, you delegate Hayden the control that used to be yours.

“What happened?”, he inquires as you two sit in the couch.

As he plays with your hair and you get comfortable with his presence in more than friendly acceptable ways, you tell him about your recent emotional distress.

He listens.

Attentively so.

And then… he lifts your chin, seeing sadness in these pretty y/c eyes of yours. His long fingers hold you still and you are paralyzed, mesmerized by how he denudes your soul.

Never before you felt so exposed.

Never before you felt… seen.

Understood.

“I need to apologize”, says he, breaking the spell, though he doesn’t let go of you for a moment.

“What for?”, so you question him, confused. “You’ve never done any wrongs to me, Hayden.”

“I’m afraid I have”, Hayden sighs before parting the gaze just to dive again in you. “I took more than enough time to realize I love you. I think I was afraid to admit it concerning all I’ve been through, as had you, but I cannot look away.”

You are shocked by his words and, as a result, your mind goes blank. Hayden waits as you process it, partly fearful for being misled into think you feel the same.

His heart starts to race faster when you lean into him with a sweet smile on your lips.

“You are my sunshine and you make me happy when skies are grey”, you translate your thoughts in such a famous lyric before holding him near and kissing him gently.

Every doubt dies at this very moment, when peace moves away the last reminiscences of a long lasting storm.

So there you two remain, locking lips, locking hands with interwoven hearts.

#star wars #star wars imagine #Hayden Christensen #hayden christensen x y/n #Hayden Christensen x female reader

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residentdormouse · 2 years

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Dealing with Sickness Headcanons

Ok - with @asirensrage’s post prompting, I was thinking about how my favorites would handle sickness. I know my favorites are not really many other’s favorites, but it’s what lives in my brain and they're who I know the best. So that said here's how I think the main cast of Diving would handle somebody they love being sick, done in a quiz answer format, cause why not.

(Sorry it's a bit late - weekends are not the best for finding writing time.)

Hayden - She'll be attentive, and if you ask for anything, you got it. But you'll have to instruct. She’s bad at making sure she’s taking care of herself sometimes, so aside from blatantly obvious sick care items, stuff may go unnoticed until there’s a cue to suggest otherwise. That said, cues can be read very well, and you won’t have to worry about needing too much after enough observation time. If all things you would need are taken care of, she'd just be at your side, trying her best to make you smile. Expect extra cuddling, and snuggly warm things. Music is a must. Games are most likely coming out.

Glen - You would not need to get up for anything. He'll have already observed your favorite type of everything prior, and once basics are taken care of, you'll get as many stories to fill the space as you could ask for. Paintings if you're up for it. Reading books outloud if you would prefer not doing much. He'll try to lighten the mood with jokes and humor, but you can tell there's care behind it all. Comfort food, comfort items. He’ll make sure it’s all there. The house may be a mess to clean after though, his priority is going to be getting you better and being there for you, not cleaning up. He'll help with that later.

Nick - This is your best attendant of the lot by leagues. He is caring. Compassionate. Will be there with soothing gestures and comfort items. You do not need to do anything. Peaceful caresses and nurturing to the extreme. He's got you. While you're sleeping, he will do everything you'd need done, and you'll have a fresh start once you get up. Clean house, no to-do lists, just pick up where you left off and take it easy. 11/10 this is probably who you’d want to take care of you.

Steph - You will be lavished with all the typical care items, but in a very awkward manner. 'Oh soup! Soup is good. Hold on. But broth soup right? Is there chicken? Do you like chicken? Or just plain broth? Or maybe you don't like soup! Shit. Would you want soup?' … Give her a direction, and you'll be good. Even still, you'll probably end up reassuring her just as much as she does for you. Her heart is in the right place, though, and she will be set on trying to improve your mood. If you play videos games, she'll have a distraction setup ready to go.

Harold - Harold is observant, and devoted when it's somebody he cares for. Just hard to get into that inner circle. But he would make getting you everything you need his priority. Anything. Anything you ask for, you got it. And if people are bothering you, or could potentially bother you, he is chasing them away. You need to rest and to get better; they can deal with whatever they need themselves. He would also read to you bedside, something he wrote most like, until you drifted off. Before you’re asleep, he’s already planning out what all needs done before you wake up, and much like Nick, you would not have to worry about taking care of anything. It is still Harold though, so watch for prickly spots; regardless of sick levels, you hit a nerve and he will react.

Max - On the outside, she is going to be calm and aloof. 'Oh, yeah, water. Check. Can do. Yeah, we got some extra blankets. Hold up, I'll be right back.' But on the inside, she is freaking out. 'What if you get worse? What if this is the start of something they can't fix? Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.' She will be notably absent at times lost in her worry unless you specifically tell her to stay there. Once you're asleep though, she is taking care of everything, staying busy, incapable of staying still. Fuses are short, and while she would not be snippy with you, anybody else had best hope they don’t need shit from her right now.

Lloyd - You will get anything you ask for, but much like Steph, it's going to be kinda weird and you're going to end up reassuring him. 'Oh fuck, you would probably like extra pillows, and how about a movie? Wait, that movie? Fuck yeah, I love that shit! When they're all like *animated reenactments*— Oh, shit I'm yelling. That ain't helping is it, fuck, okay.... Sorry. Oh, I think there’s some— wait, do you want water or something too? You should be drinking. Well, that makes it sound like drinking drink. Not that type of… Drink. Water. On it.' For as much as his help is scattered or delayed, he would be able to read you really well, though. And he would be an excellent cuddler and fun company. Stay in bed next to you? Fuck yeah! Lazy day.

Flagg - Presumptuous of you to think you're a loved one. But for what it's worth, he'd make sure you get what you need to survive. Somewhat comfortably. Depending on how devoted you are to him, he might actually bring items to you himself instead of just having somebody else do this or leaving them where you could find them. Hell, he might even sit with you and tell anecdotes that he retained in his vague memories. Possibly in a nice manner. Maybe. Or maybe he'll be a fuckhead about it all. Toss a coin. Hey, do you like iced milk? It's fresh. Also, he may handle your to-do list while you're out, but don't ask how; you may not want to know details.

Gwen - She's not the best caretaker as she doesn't know what to typically do, or what tastes the best. Much like Harold, she will be playing gatekeeper, and keeping you in a safe quiet place to recoup. Things can wait, or they can be handled by her directly. Handling things is what she does best. Unlike Harold, she would allow others in if they would help, most likely better than her. But she's going to stand back watching to make sure it's helpful to you, and taking notes if it is. You need food, she'll put in an order. Tea? Do you do things to tea, or is it just a packet and water? Oh I guess you do feel cold, that's not normal is it? Let's fix that. She cares, it's just not her specialty. She's trying.

Teddy - Combination of Nick and Steph and Lloyd. You got a high level of care and attentiveness like Nick. He's going to be task focused as long as it's tasks he's familiar with or aware of. Gotta be clear about this though, he is not the most perseptive of the bunch. Like Steph, there's an awkward nerd wrapped up inside all of this. He'll second guess and fumble sometimes, but in an adorably endearing way. Along with Lloyd, his brain also goes faster than his body sometimes, and he'll lose himself in thoughts only to realize you might not have made that mental journey with him. He will also be insanely stoked about lazy day, feel better movie time. He is here for that.

#just realized i didnt tag this #just keep diving down #my headcanons for things #back on my nonsense #stand 2020 #and multiple OCs

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🍓 scurries away

Beloved Hayden,

My fellow Swiftie. Miwi warrior. Haver of sick themes and good takes.

Firstly idk if I ever told you this before but the url slaps. Anyway, you're so fucking funny. So funny. I also immensely enjoy the way you pop in and out of conversations like a mysterious cryptid. Hayden sightings are always a treat. Fun fact did you know that when I showed up late on the byler tag I quickly identified which blogs seemed chill who I wanted to someday be mutuals with. And you were one of those cool people. And when you followed me back — even though I was in the middle of a cat 5 hurricane — I was very happy I did a lil dance. You're one of the few truly cool people on here. You're so kind (even tho you bully me /j) and you simply Get It. I know we don't talk a ton but I'm so glad to know you. Never change, I adore you.

#whatever SHUT UP #asks #compliment spree

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Heya friend can't remember how exactly I ended up followin' you but from one lonely OC artist on tumblr to another I wanted to submit one of them emojis for the OC ask post you reblogged on here 🥰 because I know how much it sucks when you care about your guys that you created but no one asks about 'em. So! My submitted emojis are 💯, 🤍, and 🤔, and you can answer with as many or as few OCs as you feel like in whatever order makes the most sense for you ❤️ the more the merrier obviously, but idk how much effort you wanna put in for a single ask ahahaha basically please tell me things about your kids I would love to hear 💕

Thank you so much, that's very sweet of you. I thought you had followed me from Character Hub, but maybe you followed me there because you found me here??? Anyway, thank you for the follow on both accounts. Considering I have 20.000 OCs, and trust me I'd love to do all three question about all, I'm gonna pick the ones I believe will fit the questions better for each questions. Some OCs don't have facts others don't know and are open books for example, etc.

💯 - share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

Hayden Metzler: He grew up in a cult town in the desert and hates high temperatures, he broke both his legs at the age of eight, he burned down a church with a molotov cocktail. Stacy Earnest: She hates being in her mother's plays and having to wear those outdated costumes, she's afraid Sally will get sick of her job and leave her, she thinks that she'll never beat the curse no matter what. Abigail Jones: All of her boyfriends looked a little like Cornelius cause she secretly thinks he's handsome, she wishes to be seventeen again, she wished her parents had prevented her from going into the public eye with her deficiency, no matter how much they needed the money from the interviews.

🤍 - what are three of your oc's neutral/questionable traits?

(I chose questionable for this because neutral and questionable are not synonyms, which made me a little confused, so I'll go with the morally dubious stuff).

Star Girl: She genuinely didn't care about putting humanity in danger when she made her band, no matter what Matthew's rules of revealing yourselves to humans are. She wanted to play, so she did. Hayden Metzler: Hayden doesn't care about anyone other than himself and his cat for the longest time. He cares about taking down Margaret Lancaster, the cult leader, but when he's possessed all of his worst traits, and then some made up things he thought of himself, come out, so he becomes manipulative, vain, egotistical and violent. The Ghosts of Stacy's story (aka The Cook, The Kid, and The General) (some trigger warning for violent stuff, cannibalism etc because they're the villains): They are all questionable traits. They are supposedly the antagonists, they're all taken by the Earnest curse. So the Cook used to mix her bovine meat she sold to everyone in town with some not so bovine meat, the Kid used to pillage and steal, the General kept going with the family meat business and he was also a sleazy, manipulative bastard. So, they have a mention here.

🤔 - what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms?

Space Pirate: Eats a lot, she loves human food, but only human junk food. Cornelius Wildflower-Stardust: He keeps animals and plants pretty close to him, having so many animals in his house, even though he is a Water Faerie, and doesn't have any real affinity with nature, all because his mother was an Earth Faerie. Margaret Lancaster (aka Mags): She knows everything about Faerie celebrity life, she reads the Faerie Society Gazette pretty frequently even though she is Wiccen.

Thanks for asking!

#lore #wildflower soul lore #wotg lore #stacy earnest lore #tjn lore #phew #blorbos from my head #space pirate #star girl #cornelius wildflower stardust #abigail jones #margaret lancaster #hayden metzler #the cook #the kid #the general #original characters #answered

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conner-morris-portfolio · 8 months

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SCRIPTWRITING PORTFOLIO CONTENTS

FEATURES: A Method - 88 Pages.

Genre: Drama, Surreal, Thriller Synopsis: A disenfranchised boy, Dylan, moves away from home to attend university, he finds himself in an unorthodox theatre group, putting on a play about American school shootings. When a student is assaulted in a nightclub, Dylan galvanises the theatre group in order to find the men responsible.

Akin to: If, Lost Highway, Donnie Darko

Carnyx - 64 Pages

Genre: Drama, Horror Thriller

Synopsis: The parents of a soldier are visited by their son's commanding officer, who tells them due to the classified nature of their son's mission, that he can’t tell them if he’s dead or alive and whether he is coming back home in a few days. The news tests the couple’s relationship and soon the paranoia spreads to the entire street they live on. Akin to: Revolutionary Road, Hereditary, Atonement

End Love - 130 Pages

Genre: Romance, Drama, Surreal

Synopsis: Hayden is getting ready to propose to the love of his life, Gillian. Tragically Gillian is killed in a mugging gone wrong. Hayden realises that there are bigger forces in play and becomes suspicious that fate is controlling his every move. Hayden endeavours to bring Gillian back from the dead by any means necessary even if it brings about the apocalypse.

Akin to: Inception, Paprika, Dark City

Hearts & Minds - 100 Pages

Genre: Horror, Thriller, Drama

Synopsis: Decades after the death of her Mother, Melinoe is in full time therapy and just returning to work as a crime scene investigator. When she starts investigating a case of multiple missing children, the past comes flooding back. As the case becomes more horrific and dark, Melinoe starts realising that it may all be connected to her Mother’s death.

Akin to: Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, Zodiac, Funny Games

Hurricane - 85 Pages

Genre: Comedy, Absurd, Drama

Synopsis: After covering up a tragedy on his previous feature film, a problematic director decided he wants to make a documentary about finding and seducing a Hurricane. A Hurricane that is strangely forecast in a quiet British countryside. As the storm approaches, the patience of the film crew is tested by the ego clashing of the strange director and the film's producer.

Akin to: The Disaster Artist, Ed Wood, Wrong

Pothead - 142 Pages - Still in Progress

Genre: Drama, Comedy.

Synopsis: DJ is the creator and lead animator on the kid’s cartoon “Potluck” that airs on a Christian run local t.v station. After the content of the show is misinterpreted as promoting drug culture, DJ’s life and career falls apart, until 20 years later when a new studio wants to pick up and reboot “Potluck” for an adult audience. DJ endeavours to write the remake whilst trying to retain the show's core values. A challenge that seems simple but could cost him everything.

Akin to: The Artist, Barton Fink, Mank

Spitting Venom - 100 Pages

Genre: Drama, Thriller

Synopsis: Years after escaping from an abusive relationship, Deme, a social worker, takes it upon herself to look into a domestic violence report taking place in a small farm town in Australia. Deme meets the couple and though at first glance everything seems normal it becomes quickly apparent that there is something horribly wrong. Deme soon decides that the normal protocol doesn’t apply and that she must take action into her own hands.

Akin to: Promising Young Woman, Sicario, Se7en

The Missing Idol - 120 Pages

Genre: Family, Adventure, Drama

Synopsis: Abigail, a young girl, has been sick all her life but she has persevered with the love of her family and escapist fantasies of her favourite adventure movies, the crusader series. Abigail gets a make-a-wish where she and her family have the chance to fly to Europe to meet Abigail's hero and the star of those crusader movies. But when they arrive it becomes apparent that this star has gone missing. A revelation that takes the family on their very own adventure across multiple countries.

Akin to: Indiana Jones, My Sister’s Keeper, The Fault in Our Stars.

T.V PILOTS

Regicide - 51 Pages - PILOT

Genre - Drama, Teen, Tense

Synopsis: Raph is a teenager who seeks to disrupt everything around him, he thinks he is better than everything. He challenges his family, his teachers and at a young age is seemingly bored with life, until he attends an open day for the prestigious Portia Golding Academy

Akin: Skins, Succession, Euphoria

Save The World - 70 Pages - PILOT

Genre - Romance, Adventure, Drama

Synopsis: In the near future, when a meteor is heading for an already dystopian and doomed planet earth, the way the world runs changes drastically. Sian and Ezra, two strangers who would usually hate each, have a one night stand expecting the world to end the next. At the last moment Russian astronauts blow up the meteor and save the planet. Sian falls pregnant and she and Ezra realise they want to actually make the world better for their potential kids.

The Mask - 52 Pages - 2 SEASONS, 16 EPISODES

Genre: Comic Book, Action, Satire, Surreal

Synopsis: Based on the Dark Horse comic series. Officer Kellaway has been obsessed with comic book heroes his whole life. But his police work feels inconsequential in comparison. He stumbles upon a mysterious mask at a crime scene, which possesses to power to bring out his potential.

Akin to: Fargo, The Boys, Legion

The Pyramid - 64 Pages - PILOT

Genre: Drama, Genre Bending, Action

A director endeavours to make his historical epic about a Mayan death cult. But the production seems cursed and over budget. The studio eventually tries to shut down production, but the cast and crew will stop at nothing to keep the film alive even if it means losing touch with reality.

The Venue - 23 Pages - PILOT and EPISODE 2

Genre: Music, Drama, Horror, Comedy

Synopsis: An anthology show set at a mysterious music venue every week a new band comes to play a show whilst a story unfolds in the audience, behind the scenes or amongst the venue staff.

Akin to: Metallica Through the Never, Concert Films, The Twilight Zone.

SHORT FILMS:

The Forest Anthology - Various Pages Lengths

Genre: Folk Horror, Adventure, Romance

Synopsis: A series of short films set in a mystical woodland, all linked together with certain messages and themes and a central mysterious figure, The Gardener.

The written films include: A Cut Above the Rest: Franky, attends his families BBQ and finds a mysterious cardboard cut-out of himself

At Midnight: A Hitman gets a job to assassinate a target under a bridge at midnight, but the job might be more than he signed up for.

Ravin: A police officer investigates a noise complaint in the woods, only to discover that there might be some mythical creatures partying there instead of people.

Soil and Sol: A man wakes up in a shallow grave in the forest with no memory of the night before, he looks for his car and belongings in order to piece together what happened.

The Daughter: 2 Travellers wander through open fields in order to discover a new world unfolding around them.

The Lover and the Thief: A lover prepares for his ritualistic date in the forest whilst the garden oversees another day, he stumbles upon an abandoned camera and watches the footage of a camera crew becoming trapped in the woods.

The Scary Story: 3 friends recount a scary story they were all told at different time whilst children attending scout camps.

Wanderland: A man finds himself traversing a dreamscape version of a music festival in the woods and soon realises the universe is punishing him for his behaviour.

Akin: The Twilight Zone, Amazing Stories, In the Earth

Cut Out - 10 Pages

Genre: Drama, Surreal, Dark Comedy

Synopsis: A women gets irrationally angry with the world around her and her roommates and soon everyone in his life starts turning into cardboard cutouts of themselves.

Akin to: Goosebumps, The Shivering Truth, Twilight Zone.

3D Sculptures - 4 Pages

Genre: Thriller, Horror

Synopsis: An artist captures and kills a person in order to convert him into his latest work of art

Akin to: Maniac, Funny Games.

Tie-Dye - 13 Pages

Genre: Thriller, Drama, Trauma

Synopsis: A former acid-head tries to turn his life around by attending a job interview, but after he continues to hallucinate it is apparent he is either still tripping, exhausted or slowly going insane.

Akin to: The Wackness, Smiley Face, Trainspotting

Exeunt - 6 Pages

Genre: Dark Comedy, Thriller, Horror

Synopsis: A down on his luck actor, tanks yet another audition, but might get the second chance to give the performance of a life to a mysterious reanimated corpse that washes up on the riverside.

Akin; Swiss Army Man, Jennifer's Body, The Dead Don’t Die.

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