#Hay Sabi

[yannar]

ligaya

pt. 2 pt. 1

filipino!daisuke juarez x fem reader

note: 4 days of writing and thinking of what should happen lol. nakilig ako sa pag gawa neto so like I hope u guys get kilig din sooo (ay conyo pala to) also... SELOSO DAISUKE?? halaaaa

“ang tahimik mo, y/n,”

your best friend, said as she leaned against the desk beside yours during lunch break. her eyebrows were raised, a knowing smile tugging at her lips.

“may tinatago ka ba saken?”

you looked up from your notebook, confused. “ha? wala? why would there be?”

she smirked, tilting her head toward the door where daisuke had just walked past, carrying a basketball and grinning at his friends.

“hmm, wala lang. just wondering if it has anything to do with a certain someone who’s been glued to your side lately.”

you rolled your eyes, trying to play it cool. “hays, don’t start. daisuke’s just… he’s just around a lot, that’s all.”

“just around, huh?” she said, raising an eyebrow.

“because to me, it looks like he’s around you, specifically. like, a lot.”

“nakakainis sya, okay?” you said, slamming your notebook shut.

“he’s always bugging me, cracking stupid jokes, and acting like the world revolves around him. bat ko naman yun magiging crush??”

“mmm,” your friend hummed skeptically, resting her chin on her hand.

“it’s just funny how you’ve been smiling a lot more lately when he’s around. and don’t think i didn’t notice how you waited for him to walk home together yesterday.”

“i wasn’t waiting for him,” you insisted, your cheeks heating up.

“he just… he always shows up at the same time. it’s not like i’m gonna tell him to go away or something.”

“aminin mo na gusto mo sya.” your friend said with a grin, poking your arm.

“hinde ah!”

you snapped, shoving her hand away. “seryoso, tigilin mo na yan.”

she shrugged, still smirking. “whatever you say, y/n. but don’t come crying to me when you realize i’m right.”

“you’re not right,” you muttered, standing up to throw away your trash, trying to ignore the nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach.

over the next few weeks, daisuke continued to find his way into your daily routine. he’d sit next to you during lunch, walk with you after class, and sometimes even show up outside your house to challenge you to a game of basketball—though you always lost, to his endless amusement.

“you’re improving, y/n,” daisuke teased one afternoon, tossing the ball back to you.

“but you still kinda suck.”

“shut up," you shot back, panting as you tried to catch your breath.

“i’m just… letting you win.” he laughed, that bright, carefree laugh that always managed to get under your skin.

“yeah, sure. whatever helps you sleep at night.”

you rolled your eyes, but a small smile tugged at your lips despite yourself. there was something about the way he looked at you, the way he treated you like you were the only person in the world when he was talking to you, that made your chest feel tight.

one night, as you lay in bed staring at the ceiling, your friend’s words came back to haunt you. you so like him.

“mm, di naman.." you whispered to yourself, but the memory of daisuke’s grin, the sound of his laugh, and the way your heart raced whenever he was close made it hard to believe your own denial.

“wait.” you muttered, burying your face in your pillow.

“maybe i do like him.” you kept your feelings to yourself, confiding only in your friend, who reacted with a smug

“sabi ko na ga eh.”

“but you’re not gonna tell him?” she asked, leaning across the table during lunch.

“no way,” you said firmly.

“it’s not like he likes me back. malandi lang yun.”

mae raised an eyebrow. “uh, no? he’s not like that with everyone. just you.”

“whatever,” you said, brushing her off, though her words stayed with you.

the next time you and daisuke hung out, everything felt different. you couldn’t meet his eyes without feeling like he could see right through you, and every little thing he said or did seemed to make your heart race.

“okay ka lang?” daisuke asked one day after school as you walked home together.

“tahimik mo.”

“yeah, i’m fine,” you said quickly, keeping your eyes fixed on the ground.

he stopped walking, grabbing your arm gently to make you look at him. “are you sure? you’re acting weird.”

“i’m not acting weird,” you said, your voice a little too high-pitched.

“you’re just imagining things.”

“huh,” he said, his gaze lingering on you for a moment before he let go of your arm.

“if you say so.”

you continued walking in silence, the tension between you almost unbearable. every time he looked at you, your cheeks burned, and you couldn’t stop wondering if he could tell how you felt.

later that night, as you replayed the day’s events in your mind, your friend’s voice echoed in your head again. just tell him already.

“no way,” you muttered to yourself, clutching your pillow tightly.

“i’m not ruining this.”

but deep down, you couldn’t help but wonder if maybe daisuke felt the same way.

the next few weeks turned into a full-blown show of daisuke’s affection. it seemed like he had one goal in mind: to make sure everyone in school—and especially you—knew how much he liked you.

it began subtly, or at least, as subtly as daisuke could manage. he started sitting with you and mae during lunch, his tray always loaded with food he claimed he couldn’t finish.

“y/n,” he’d say, sliding a cup of coffee or a bag of chips toward you.

“sayo na to.”

“bat mo pinapakain yung tira mo saken, daisuke??” you said the first few times, pushing the snacks back toward him.

“tira? binili ko to para sayo!” he’d insist, grinning as he shoved the food back in your direction.

eventually, you gave up fighting him, though you made sure to roll your eyes every time. your friend, meanwhile, watched the entire thing with a knowing smirk, her eyes darting between you and daisuke like she was watching a rom-com unfold in real life.

“he’s so obvious,” she whispered one day as daisuke laughed at one of his own bad jokes, clearly trying to impress you.

“he’s just being annoying,” you muttered, though the heat rising to your cheeks said otherwise.

“sure, y/n. keep telling yourself that.”

the real chaos began when daisuke decided to involve the entire basketball team in his efforts.

during a practice game, you and your friend had stopped by the gym to return a book one of your classmates had borrowed.

as you were walking past the court, daisuke spotted you.

“y/n!” he shouted, his voice echoing through the gym.

you froze, already dreading whatever was about to happen.

“this one’s for you!” he yelled before taking a shot from half-court. the ball swished perfectly through the net, and the gym erupted in cheers.

the team clapped him on the back as he jogged over to you, grinning like he’d just won a championship.

“ano yun?” you asked, crossing your arms.

“just showing off for my favorite girl,” he said, leaning in slightly.

you pushed his face away with your hand. “hay nako daisuke.”

“and you’re cute when you’re mad,” he teased, winking.

your friend, standing beside you, let out a low whistle. “he’s really laying it on thick, huh?”

“don’t encourage him,” you muttered, but your heart was beating just a little faster than usual.

another time, he took things to a whole new level.

you were walking home with mae when daisuke pulled up beside you on his bike.

“oh? ano nanaman?” you asked, stopping in your tracks.

“offering you a ride home,” he said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

“and i brought you this.”

"ano yan?”

you asked, staring at the stuffed bear he crafted made to look like you.

“ikaw. creative, diba?” he said, grinning.

“now hop on.”

“you’re unbelievable,” you muttered, but you climbed onto the back of his bike anyway. your friend gave you a pointed look before waving and walking off in the opposite direction.

“hold on tight,” daisuke said, glancing over his shoulder with a teasing smile.

“just don’t crash,” you replied, gripping the back of his shirt.

as he pedaled down the street, he started humming a cheesy love song, earning a groan from you. “stop that!”

“what? i’m setting the mood,” he said, laughing.

“kainis,” you said, but you couldn’t stop the small smile that crept onto your face.

as daisuke’s gestures grew more exaggerated, so did your classmates’ reactions. they cheered him on at every opportunity, shouting things like, “go, daisuke!” and “she’s totally falling for you!”

“they’re so embarrassing,” you said to your friend one day, watching as daisuke performed a dramatic bow after handing you yet another bouquet flower during lunch.

“they’re not wrong, though,” your friend said, smirking.

“shut up.” you said firmly, though the way your heart fluttered every time daisuke smiled at you suggested otherwise.

it wasn’t long before daisuke’s boldness reached its peak. "court. pagkatapos ng klase.”

he said one afternoon, casually leaning against your desk.

“why?” you asked, narrowing your eyes.

“you’ll see,” he said, winking before walking off.

against your better judgment, you showed up at the basketball court later that day. daisuke was already there, holding a bouquet of flowers and a small box.

“ano to?” you asked, crossing your arms.

“just a little something to show you how much i like you,” he said, holding out the box.

inside was a necklace with a key charm on it.

“seriously?” you asked, your voice softer than you intended.

“you don’t like it?” he asked, feigning a pout.

"what's the heart necklace you're wearing?" you stared at the heart necklace he was wearing that had a keyhole in the middle."

"it's matching. kasi na sayo ang susi sa puso ko."

you blushed, completely ignoring what he said.

“i.. i guess it’s… nice." you admitted, slipping the necklace on.

“it looks perfect on you,” he said, his grin widening.

“you’re such a show-off,” you said, but your cheeks were burning.

“only for you,” he said, stepping closer. “so, am i winning you over yet?”

“don’t push your luck,” you said, but the smile on your face

told him everything he needed to know.

from then on, daisuke’s efforts became even more over-the-top. but no matter how much you rolled your eyes or scolded him, you couldn’t deny that his antics had started to grow on you. and judging by the way his grin widened every time he saw you, he knew it too.

the chaos started when a new transfer student arrived. he was tall, good-looking, mestizo, and immediately popular with your classmates. the guy had this smooth confidence that made everyone gravitate toward him, including you—at least, that’s how daisuke saw it. from day one, daisuke had his eye on him.

“who does this guy think he is?” he muttered to your friend during lunch, glaring at the new student as he laughed at something you said.

“ay, seloso ka pala?” she teased, nudging him.

“ako? seloso?” daisuke scoffed, though the way he was gripping his utensils showed otherwise.

it didn’t take long for the new guy to start getting a little too friendly with you. he’d sit next to you during lunch, walk with you between classes, and even offer to carry your books. daisuke watched all of it with growing frustration.

one afternoon, as you were packing up your things, the new guy appeared at your desk.

“hey, y/n, wanna walk home together?” he asked, flashing you a charming smile.

“ah, uhm..” you hesitated, glancing over at daisuke, who was pretending not to listen but was very clearly eavesdropping.

“kasama nya ako.” daisuke cut in, slinging his bag over his shoulder and walking up to you.

“i didn’t know we had plans,” you said, raising an eyebrow.

“we do now,” daisuke said, his tone leaving no room for argument.

the new guy looked between the two of you, his smile faltering slightly. “well, maybe another time then.”

“yeah, maybe,” daisuke said, his tone sharp as he grabbed your arm and led you out of the classroom.

“what’s your problem?” you asked once you were outside.

“my problem? what’s his problem?” daisuke shot back.

“walking around like he owns the place, trying to steal my girl.”

your eyes widened. “your girl?”

“you know what i mean,” he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck.

“no, i don’t. care to explain?” you asked, crossing your arms.

“wag na nga,” he said quickly, avoiding your gaze.

you sighed but decided not to push him. “you’re so weird sometimes, daisuke.”

over the next few days, the rivalry between daisuke and the new guy only escalated. daisuke started showing up earlier to class just so he could sit next to you before the other guy had a chance. he started carrying your books, offering you snacks, and even walking you home every day, no matter how much you protested.

“you don’t have to do all this, you know,” you told him one

afternoon as he handed you a bag of your favorite chips.

“yes, i do,” he said firmly.

“why?”

“because he’s not gonna win,” daisuke said, his eyes serious.

“win what?” you asked, genuinely confused.

he didn’t answer, but the look on his face said it all.

things came to a head during a school event. there was a basketball game, and daisuke was playing. you were sitting in the stands with mae and the new guy, who had conveniently found a seat next to you.

“daisuke’s really good, huh?” the new guy said, leaning closer to you.

“yeah, he is,” you agreed, your eyes on daisuke as he dribbled down the court.

daisuke glanced up at the stands and immediately spotted the two of you. his jaw tightened, and his movements on the court became more aggressive. he stole the ball from an opponent, dribbled past two defenders, and scored a three-pointer, all while glaring at the new guy.

“he’s showing off,” your friend whispered, smirking.

“he always does that,” you said, though you couldn’t help but smile a little.

after the game, daisuke found you by the bleachers.

“enjoy the game?” he asked, his tone casual but his eyes searching yours.

“yeah, you played great,” you said.

“thanks,”

he said, his lips curving into a grin. then he looked over at the new guy, who was standing a few feet away. “you heading home?”

“yeah, with—”

“she’s with me,” daisuke interrupted, grabbing your bag and slinging it over his shoulder.

“ha?” you said, narrowing your eyes.

“tara na,” daisuke said, ignoring your glare as he started walking away.

“he’s unbelievable,” you muttered, following him.

as the weeks went on, daisuke’s gestures became even more exaggerated. he’d bring you flowers, carry your books, and even buy you snacks from the canteen, all in front of your classmates.

“he’s so dramatic,” you said to mae one day as daisuke handed you a rose during lunch.

“he’s cute, though,” your friend said, smirking.

“he’s annoying,” you muttered, though the small smile on your face said otherwise.

one afternoon, daisuke finally confronted you.

“y/n,” he said, stopping you in the hallway after class.

“what now?” you asked, crossing your arms.

“can we talk? alone?”

you hesitated but nodded, letting him lead you to an empty classroom.

“look,”

he said, running a hand through his hair. “i need to say something.”

“okay…”

“i like you,” he said, his voice steady. “i’ve liked you for a while now, and i’m not gonna let some random guy take you away from me.”

you stared at him, your heart pounding. “daisuke…”

“you don’t have to say anything,” he said quickly. “just… think about it, okay?”

before you could respond, he walked out, leaving you standing there with your thoughts in turmoil.

as much as you wanted to deny it, you couldn’t ignore the warmth spreading through your chest. he likes you too???? (malamang?? tf 💀)

[siemsayko]

so kahapon nakatatlong jak0l ako sa opis kasi libog na libog ako mehn.

tapos sabi ko na lang “sakit ng tiyan ko hays” todo arte pa ko kunware hehe pero masarap naman kasi may aircon sa cr and hubad lahat kaya ansaya hehe

yun lang another ✨jakolserye✨

[shubhadeep385]

3 IDIOTS CLIP

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Chatur speech:

Adarniya sabhapati mahodaya, atithi vishesh shikshan mantri shri R D tripati ji, maanyaniya shikshagan aur mere piyaaare sahpatiyo

Aaj agar I.C.E aasmaan ki bulaaandiyo ko chhu raahaa hai to uska shreya sirrf ekinsaan ko jaataahai – Shri Veeru Sahastrabuddhe

Peechle buttis saal se inhone nirantar is college mein balatkar pe balatkar kiye. Umeed hai aagey bee karte rahege. Hamein to aashcharya hota hai ki ek insaan apne jeevan kaal mein itni balatkar kaisi kar sakta hai. Inhone kadi tapaasya se apne aapko is kaabil bunaya hai. Waqt ka sahi upyog ghante ka purna istemaal koi inse seeke. Seeke inse seeke. Aaj hum sab chaatra yaha hai, kal desh videsh mein fhail jayenge. Waadaa hai aapse jis desh mein honge waha balatkar karenge, I.C.E ka naam roshan karenge. Dika denge sabko jo balatkar Karne ki kshamtaa yaha ke chaatro mein hai wo sansaar ke kisi chaatro mein nahiii. No other chaatra. No other chaatra.

Adarniya mantraji! Namashkar aapne is sansthaan ko wo chees di jiski hamein sakht zaroorat thi. “Sstunn”! Stunn hota sabi ke paas hai. Sab chupa ke rakte hai, detaa koi nai. Aapne apna stun is balatkari purush ke haat mein diya hai, ab dekiye yeh kaisa iska upyog karta hai

Utthamum dadhdadaath paadam – Madhyam paadam thuchuk chuk – Ghanisthah thud thudi paadam – Surr surri . Praan ghatakam ghatakam

Some mention who reminded me of this and also they can read if they wanna:

@in-ankhon-ki-masti @im-on-crack-send-help @hopelittledreamer @supernaturalandpain @shelovesskiez @depressed-bi-twerking @thegirlwhoknowss @shreyan1826

[kimhortons]

4th of april, friday.

haaaaay.

so we're here again, i'm trying not to dwell in this situation, but i can't help it. i've been waking up really tired ever since i don't know when, basta dumating nalang sa point na para akong sinampal ng malakas at nagising.

yesterday, once again, was my first day of being unemployed. it felt like a de javu, nung biglaan din akong nawalan ng work 2 years ago—i could've stopped it that time, i have a choice to stay or leave, pero walang pagdadalawang isip, nag give up nalang ako at umalis agad agad. this time, kahit anong pilit ko na baka umokay pa o kahit mag makaawa pa ako for another chance, i don't really have a choice.

so ayun, maghapon lang akong nasa kwarto, nagba-browse ng job openings sa phone, asking some of my friends if they know anything na pwede ko pagtrabahuhan pansamantala, while also talking to my bestfriends jasmine and rachel as they comfort me cos i keep saying "i don't know what's next." also, my work besties, about updates—lahat daw sila sepanx at nag iyakan sa prod kahapon. haha. di lang ako yung umalis, dalawa kami, at mukhang may susunod pa. very sudden kasi, although expected ko naman na talaga yung result.

when they told me na last day ko na, i kinda felt relieved, hindi na nga ako naiyak. sabi nga ng isang kateam ko nung nag paalam na ko sa buong team, kaya daw pala ang saya ng aura ko that day. para talaga akong nabunutan ng tinik, hindi na mabigat sa kalooban ko, hindi na mag ooverthink at breakdown habang nag wowork. dahil madalas ko nga binabanggit, halos hindi na ako nag sasalita sa office, naging ganap akong introvert na dalawa o tatlo lang yung sumasama sakin. pero nung medyo nag sink in na sakin that night, nalungkot ako kasi nung nag paalam ako sa dalawang bago na naging lunch buddies ko at lagi kong kasama nung remaining days ko sa work, nalungkot sila. dun ko napagtanto na sayang at iiwan ko agad sila, just when i felt a sense of belonging.

naiintindihan ko naman yung gravity ng sitwasyon para mag end up sa ganitong resulta, pero parang gusto kong mainis kasi di man lang ako binigyan ng oras kahit isang buwan. parang planadong planado ng universe lahat ng kaganapan, another lesson 'to na hindi ko matuto-tutunan, kaya paulit ulit nalang e. kung wala lang akong bayarin, hindi naman sana ako nagwoworry na wala akong trabaho, hindi ko tuloy magawang mag chill. iniisip ko na naman sila papa, yung family ni J, at siya, feeling ko pabigat na naman ako.

ngayon gumigising parin akong pagod, kakaisip. kailangan ko ng pera dahil sa mga bayarin ko, pero mas kailangan ko rin ng pahinga—kahit isang buwan lang. anong uunahin ko? sabi ko nga sa bestfriends ko, baka kahit anong full time or part time na makita ko sa online, kahit mga scam baka patusin ko sa sobrang desperada. lol. magkaron lang ng pang sustain para mabuhay.

hay, di na tayo naka alis sa survival mode, self. di ka na kasi natuto. hehe. pero naniniwala parin ako na madami naman ako kayang gawin, ang hilig ko lang talaga mag mukmok muna. huehue.

[reynanghugot]

so i have this dilemma na ang hirap naman maghanap ng dent clinic na pwede magpa panoramic xray and dent na pwede magbunot ng ngipin na di naman nasa loob ng braces ko. 🥲 baka may ma recommend kayo need lang like around Manila, Makati, Taft. Kasi yung dent ko ayaw bunutin. 🥲 and regardless if may panoramic xray na ko, di daw sila nag bubunot ng ganong part ng ipin. ikd i dont understand. 🥺 basta the last time i had my adjustment sabi niya lang, for root canal na yung isa. Hays.

[alukardtheabysswalker]

*inhales*

So

Things are bad. Very bad.

Today were the PASO in Argentina. I'm not gonna get into all of what it means just know that this aren't the complete elections and that's gonna be in October, then we will know who will govern us for the next four years.

The alt right party is leading the polls. The man that wants to legalize selling organs and privatize public education, plus any other form of neoliberal and pseudo(and not so pseudo)fascistic form of control is leading the polls. Things are looking bleak.

I'm gonna take a moment to give my stance on how it looks like before I get to the main point of this post. It is a very common perspective in argentinian leftist activism that electoral results present a distorted view of the people. In 2016 Macri, also right wing, was president and in 2017 tried to give more liberties to the engineers of the last fascistic dictatorship in the country that are incarcerated and the people took to the streets. It was one of the biggest marchs in the history of this country, and the decision was reversed. Clearly, what we see in the polls and what the people believe are not the same.

Elections won't give us our rights, as it is commonly said here "Los derechos se ganan en las calles"/"Our rights are won on the streets".

But what I want YOU, non argentinian mutual, to do (and the reason why I'm making this post in English) is to be there for your argentinian friends, mutuals and followers. It is scary, especially for POC, indigenous, trans and poor argentinians. So if you can extend a hand, if you can offer support even if just by being there that will be a lot. Be there for them, for us, because that is what we need right now.

Y para mis amigues y compas de acá hay dos cosas que creo que puedo decirles en este momento (admito que estoy bastante quemado igual):

Te quiero, estoy con vos, y como me dijo une compañere muy sabie una vez:"No les des tu miedo, no les des tu tristeza. Enojate, radicalizate, peleá. Que esto te enfurezca y te haga luchar más. Que solo tengan tu bronca".

[motziedapul]

Happy Saturday

Here's a Hi Nay spoiler for an upcoming episode, but it's in Tagalog so 👍🏾

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MARI: Dito na ako. San kayo?

THEA: Ate Chay!

MARI: Thea!

THEA: Hi po! Kamusta ka. Si Ate Ira?

MARI: Ha… okey naman. Di na kami.

THEA: Huy! Bakit?

MARI: Ay okey lang, ayaw lang daw niya ng long distance. Friends pa rin kami, pero ayun.

THEA:[whining] Ateee, ang tagal niyo nang magjowa. Ba’t ganun?

MARI: Hay, wag na nating pagusapan ha? Heto…

THEA: [sigh] Sige po Ate. [in awe] Yan ba yun?

MARI: Hindi pa. Kailangan ko pang mag-orasyon. Sigurado ka bang ngayong gabi yung raid?

THEA: Oo raw. Sabi ni Chua–sa Rotary daw yung papa niya, dun niya nalaman. Sabi ng papa niya wag raw siya lumapit dito kasi may plano silang operasyon. Marami silang huhulihin sa baranggay para magmukhang effective, pero… marami ka ring mahuhuli sa kulam mo.

MARI: O sige. [sigh] Wag ka nang sumama, ha? Masyadong delikado.

THEA: Hay naku Ate, delikado rin para sayo, diba?

MARI: Sige na, Thea. Alam mo naman yung kaya ng Nanay ko, diba? Uwi ka na. Text kita pag tapos na.

THEA: Sige… pero di muna ako uuwi. Doon muna ako sa may Alamat, para medyo malapit. Punta ka doon pag tapos na, libre kita.

MARI: Thea, alam mo naman di ako umiinom.

THEA: [teasing] Sige, tingnan natin. [more seriously] Ingat, Ate.

MARI: Ingat ka rin.

[nice2meetyouu]

Gusto kong pumunta sa Tagaytay randomly. Baka mamaya bumyahe na ako pag sinipag. Ewan ko rin anong gagawin ko dun bukod sa magkape.

Kanina bago mag-work, wala na akong pakialam, inuna ko pang mag-grocery at errands, pero sobrang tagal ng usad kahit sa Prestige, kaya isinauli ko na lang 'yung iba't ibang pack at bote ng yogurt na dala ko na. At pumasok sa work na galit dahil walang yogurt.

Tinignan ko naman 'yung mga sinave ko sa draft, okay naman, mukhang matino slight. Kanina, nagbabasa nanaman ako about kotse-kotse at nandu'n ako sa bank-repossessed cars. At sabi ni D magdala lang daw ng mekaniko. Hay, 'yung mga nagsasabi dyan na sana raw may substance or may sense kausap 'yung kausap nila, sorry na lang ha.

[artemicia]

Akala ko easy mode lang ang February… hindi pala. 🥲

Nagpasya yung client ko na mag-launch ng premium subscription ng app niya nung Valentine’s Day, at saka lang sinabi sakin nung Feb 8 na. Ang gusto niya pa may pre at post launch na posts.

Stress at puyat malala ang inabot ko sa buong linggo na yon kasi minsan for approval na, bigla niyang babaguhin yung format. Carousel post na tapos bigla niyang ipapagawa na reel. 🥲

Tapos sakto pa na nagyaya mag-Tagaytay yung friends ng asawa ko, ang ligaya ko pa sabi ko eh madadala ko yung work ko kasi may laptop na ako. Pagdating naman doon sa bahay, sumaktong sira yung internet nila tapos walang signal ang Smart kaya iginapang namin na maki-connect doon sa kasama namin na naka-Gomo.

Dagdag puyat ulit kasi hindi ko magawa nang mabilisan yung trabaho sabay inallergy pa ko. Feeling ko tatagos na ko sa pader kasi isang linggo na kong walang tulog. Sabi ko sa asawa ko pwede bang matulog ako nang matulog paguwi kasi hindi ko na kako kaya. Ayun kahit siya rin may work paguwi namin pinauna niya akong makapagpahinga tapos siya muna nagbantay kay Harvey. 🥺

Kaso ilang araw lang pagkagaling namin ng Tagaytay at habang nagbabawi ako ng tulog, naramdaman ko may pressure sa mukha ko. Yung parang pilit pinipiga yung bandang pisngi ko. Ayun, naka-pain killers ako ngayon, sabi nung kaibigan kong nurse eh i-round the clock ko at pag di bumuti eh magpa-check up. Pero sana bumuti kasi di ko trip talaga yung nagpupunta sa doctor.

Ang dami ko rin dinamdam lately. Ang hirap pakitunguhan ng mga tao ngayon. Di ko rin maintindihan yung iba kung ano bang gusto nila, kung i-keep ba ako sa buhay nila o ano.

Tapos na rin pala yung rebranding ko. Okay naman sana kaso sabi 4-5 weeks ang ETA. Naging 3 months. Plano ko pa naman mag-launch nung January. Eto malapit na mag-March. Hay. 🥲

[jillaxkalangg]

it is not an obligation but just a sense of gratitude; my sisters gave all their first salary to our parents when they started working. that's my plan simula pa lang kaso nga lang sa unang sahod ko, wala pa sakin card ko and uuwi ako sa batangas. last week, nung umuwi ako i gave all my salary to my parents. inabot sya ng dalawang cut off, i gave them money and we ate outside. wala lang, my heart is happy na i can give back to my parents. i know some people don't believe sa thought na giving back and i understand that, its just that i grew up with this and my parents are not obligating us this. free will ba hahahaha anyway ayon, butal lang yung laman ng card ko. so i asked my parents for money kasi baon ko and october pa uwi ko, naiiyak ako kasi sabi ng ate ko if kulang yung allowance ko, magsabi lang ako kasi they will give me daw :( im working na pero ganito pa rin sila sakin, hay thankful talaga ako sa family ko :(((

[atsuwiee]

ushijima “diba sinabi ko umuwi ka na?” wakatoshi.

⋆.✧̣̇˚. | hindi mo rin alam ba’t siya ganito e, basta nalang sumusulpot pag nasa school ka tas late na.

genre: senior!ushijima wakatoshi au, short oneshot, fluff warnings: grammatical errors, not proofread, written in filipino/tagalog

xian’s note: senior ushijima brainrot bc i’m missing my senior crush na mag graduate na hay

“hindi ba sabi ko umuwi ka na?” you hear the familiar voice and look towards it. “oh ikaw nanaman?” oo, siya nanaman. “uwi ka na sabi e, tignan mo mag didilim na tas nandito ka pa” sabi ni ushijima. nasa organization room ka pa, inaayos yung gamit para sa next event, kaya napa-late ka nanaman na uwi.

“eh ikaw ba’t nandito ka pa?” “may training kasi ako, alam mo na ‘yun”

daming eme naman neto sa buhay, you sighed and cleaned up the room muna. “y/n sabay na…” napalingon ka uli, ay org-mate mo lang pala. he stopped sa entrance ng room, standing next to ushijima, he was small compared to him.

“…tayo” he finished what he said napatingin lang so ushijima sainyong dalawa. “sasama na siya sakin,” sabi naman ni ushijima. “huy—?” sabi mo naman tas tumango nalang ‘tong org-mate mo. “ay oh sige, ingat kayo!” sabi niya, tas umalis na rin.

“ba’t mo ba sila tinatakot?” “‘di ko man ah, not my fault they get intimidated by me”

nga naman, ‘di kasalanan ni ushijama ba’t sila natatakot sakanya, napatawa ka nalang. “hatid na kita,” sabi ni ushijima at tuluyan pumasok sa room. “hindi na kaya ko na ‘to, may training ka pa diba?” sabi mo na patanong, he didn’t mind what you just said, acting as if wala siyang narinig.

“akin na bag mo,” sabi niya. “‘di kaya ko na nga ‘to—“ sinabi mo sabay kuha sa bag mo. “sabi ko akin na, ‘wag ka na makulit, hahatid na kita.” sinabi ni ushijima sabay kuha sa bag mo na hawak hawak mo kanina. “dilim na nga eh tas gusto mo umuwi ka pa mag isa” he muttered pero rinig na rinig mo pa ‘din. “sorry po,” sabi ko sabay tawa na rin habang palabas na kami ng school.

“‘wag ka nga nag p-po sa’kin, you’re making me sound old” kontra ni ushijima. “eh mas matanda ka naman talaga sa’kin ah?” sinabi ko, kasama na rin ng tawa. “senior ka na kasi… sus,” you say with a little ‘tsk’ sound.

“you’ll just miss me once i graduate,” sabi niya sabay tawa, he isn’t like this always, pero moments like this always get you hooked onto him. “ma-feeling!” you say with a small laugh.

tinignan ka lang ni ushijima, but his gaze— it was a sweet gaze. mas bumilis pa pag tibok ng puso niya pag nakikita niya ang ngiti mo.

corny niya ‘no? lakas maka haitd sundo sa’yo kala mo jowa mo na. eh wala siguro pakipot lang ‘to o gusto niya pa ng pogi points para makuha naman puso mo.

the laughter died down pero one question stays im ushijima’s mind and that is,

“y/n, pwede ba kita ligawan?”

[yves-rs]

ito na naman po tayo Avs sa mga katangahan mo sa pagibig tapos ako ang susunduin mo sa bahay ng dis oras ng gabi para magroadtrip at magrelapse. Tapos ano? 5 am na naman makakauwi hindi na ako makakatulog tapos papasok sa office kasi sabi mo bawal malate aasarin mo ko na parang walang nangyari. HAY BUHAY BAKIT KO BA NAGING KAIBIGAN TO LORD AT BOSS PA PISTIK TABANG NA 😫

[maeraya]

“Mahogany”

by ms.maeraya

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“kape tayo” he said.

“gago, 3 am palang, magreview ka nalang for exam mamaya” I replied.

I was about to put my phone down when he replied back.

“Papunta na ‘ko sa inyo, dalian mo na mag ayos”

There, my heart fluttered.

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Chapter I

You’ll be safe here - Rico Blanco

“Maya naman, umayos ka nga!” I scolded my self while looking straight on the mirror.

It’s my inauguration as a club president now kaya eto, todo practice. Sa totoo lang I actually ran for school government presidency, but I failed and got appointed as a minor organization president instead.

Odds is still with me—I guess, eh paano ba naman, I have little to no experience when it comes to leading, so this is a small yet big stepping stone for me to walk on to.

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I scanned the auditorium, looking for my two best friends, Zan and Cara. Those two were my pillars during and after the campaign, yung tipong, the only peeps I asked for cheer ups noon.

“Maya!” Zan exclaimed with his usual high pitch voice.

“Zan, bebe ko” I hugged him.

“Cara will be late for a little while ha, pero dadating yan si girl” he said.

I did nothing but smiled and nodded.

“hoy, pero sure ka?”

“na?” I replied, confused.

“grade 12 representatives kami sa club mo?” he said with a scoffed, as if it was a joke.

“oo nga, tiluk mo. I am forever grateful sa inyo, and that is why I want the both of you to have the recognition that you guys deserve”

“oa mo girl” he retorted, making me lightly punch his chest.

Cara came and I delivered my speech in impromptu and after that— boom! the event ended with me and my sash, might not be the highest authority but damn well I am happy to have it.

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Love makes you, you.

“sus, eh sabi nga nung iba they have to fake themselves just to be loved by someone that they fucking love so much” I reasoned out while my hands held the book.

“Maya, ang ingay mo” Josh said, yan, yung number 1 kong baklang kaibigan na sobrang matalak.

“oo na, tatahimik na, palibhasa kayo masaya kayo kase ready for substitute na kayo sa teacher’s month, e ako, hays, student paren!” I claimed, may pa awa sound pa ako nyan.

“baka second batch ka” sabi ni Tan, hays, isa pa sa mga baklita.

Maybe, but to be honest, I just wish someone is as miserable as me that day kaya I went out to the corridor and immediately drag his arm.

“scheduled ka?”

“hindi, baka next batch daw” he said, resulting for me to gallop around him.

“edi manggulo nalang tayo sa mga mag su-sub, Zan” I joked.

“Tara” he immediately joked back.

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Turns out it’s not a joke. That Friday me and Zan walked all around the campus, mala guard atake namin.

“be, si Josh! Tara sama tayo sa kanya” I said.

we both entered the room where Josh is, aba, pilot section, malamig.

“Upo tayo dun, be” Zan said, pointing towards the two available seat in front.

It was a boring lecture from my friend, Josh para sa mga grade 10 since napagdaanan ko na yan.

“antok na ko” I whispered to Zan.

“edi matulog ka” he said.

There I leaned my head on his shoulder. it was off, off in some ways na it felt—homely.

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[grvntld]

let me vent a litol kasi pagodt ako maglinis ng bahay tapos makakareceive ako ng ganitong ka-echos-an pwede ba—

meron ako ginawan voiceover nito lang tapos sabi nila okie na raw the whole script, pachange lang daw yung name ng product kasi di raw yun yung name ng product nila ahck eh yun yung mismong name ng product nila sa collaterals na binigay nila pero sige keri edi change ang name but aside from changing the name, waley na ko binago sa script since sabi nila okie na tapos ngayon ang feedback naman ay masyado raw scripted like ?¿??¿?¿??¿??? nashushungahan ako sa mga ganitong comment and way of commenting kasi ANG SHUNGA LANG LMAO sana kung tunog scripted na sa inyo, edi una pa lang sinabi niyo na so we could have scrapped the whole script and make a new one, hindi yung sasabihin niyong okie na the script, change name lang anUe bA bhiE sabOwg ka ba ugh naiirita ako ahck ggGGGggggrRrrRRrrrrr plus baka nagtunog scripted na sayo kasi narinig mo na siya (((and probably hindi lang isang beses or twice))) kaya ganOrn na yung dating hAY NAKO WAG AKO kakaimbyErnsxz ha

[tokwattoge]

They say it's okay to grieve the life you thought you'd have.

But you shouldn't let it weigh you down.

It has been 4 years since we broke up, and as much as ayokong sabihin to may times na parang hung up pa rin ako sa relationship na yun. It was really painful na akala ko we were just taking a break, prioritizing what we should kasi nag-aaral pa kami just to find out 3 months later may new na. I was fooling myself nung sinabi ko na unahin muna namin yung studies, can't help but think na what if di ko siya ni let go? Kami pa rin kaya ngayon? 4 years na rin kasi sila nung pumalit. I'm not sure if he's the type to break up, pero kung magpapaka honest ako nafifeel ako na hindi lang talaga ako yung pinili. Back then, bago kami maghiwalay, parang hindi na siya nakikipagcommunicate eh. Bilang experienced na rin sa rels, it's an indicator na ako na lang yung iniintay niyang bumitaw. Pero will he really? Baka childless ako now, baka nakakapagdate na rin sa ibang bansa like what they did. Hay. I need to stop this. 4 years na grabe, this is the longest time na nakamove on ako sa isang rel. Kasasabi lang na don't let it weigh you down. If nagtataka kayo, yes alam ng partner ko now lahat ng regrets ko. He really is patient with me. Sabi din nila na gratitude ang solution sa regrets at living in the past. Pero kahit ganun siguro I'm still allowed to grieve the life I think I should've had.

[onewordenglish]

Nung broken-hearted ako last year, meron akong magjowang friend na palagi kong pinupuntahan. Hindi kasi ako pwedeng mag emote dito sa bahay. Hahaha.

Sobrang naappreciate ko lang talaga sila kung paano nila ako kinupkop, na sa tuwing pupunta ako sa apartment nila may dala akong alak at wala silang choice kundi makipag inuman sakin hanggang umaga at magtatawag pa ng ibang kainuman. May time pa na gagala ako tapos sakanila ako uuwi ng madaling araw tas pagdating ko dun ready na yung bed ko, pati isusuot ko. Kapag naaalala ko yun, natatouch ako eh. Hahaha.

Anyway, pinadalhan ko kasi sila ng gift nung Vday, sabi ko kasi wala akong jowa kaya sila reregaluhan ko, kaya nung inistory nila yan tawang tawa ako. Hay gusto ko pa naman na magjowa. Hahaha charot.

Mahirap magmoveon, wala naman nagsabing madali, pero laking tulong talaga kapag may mga kaibigan kang ipaparamdam sayo na mahal ka at palaging magreremind sayo na wag kang tatanga tanga. Matatauhan ka nalang talaga eh.