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nikki-tine · 3 months ago

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Tacking this on in direct response to my previous reblog:

It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve taken a Wakfu character and repurposed them into something original. I’ve done this with my old Cra (Archer; Kin Goldenrod) character and with an Ecaflip (Warrior Gambler; Leta Velian) character of mine as well. If anyone recognizes these names from when I played them last decade, Hi! Don’t be shy to send something my way.

I may need to do the same - to brainstorm some redesigning and repurposing for my old gal Stealth Bloodseek (My Sacrier - Berserker, and my old main), lol. It’s… well. I miss her, but I don’t miss the pain associated with the time around the point I stopped playing Wakfu’s MMO for good. That’s not to say there weren’t great memories, because there absolutely was! But I a) remember also of returning faces who had intention to harass and b) had made choices in the midst of overstimulation that lead to one too many cases of people screaming at me, freaking the fuck out and dealing emotional trauma in the process (even unintentional, and when their reaction is, well… justified).

I’ve been through too much. I’ve accepted that I made mistakes - and a lot of this stuff still haunts me (I’m sure the guy who freaked the fuck out on me some years ago for an honest mistake would love to know I still get shaken up by the whole thing looking back - that’s the anxiety rambling for me), but… I’m still here, and I’m slowly working on changing things around so I could finally, properly heal.

It’s hard to forgive myself. The Wakfu MMO was a clear humbling lesson on what not to do, what not to reach for, what to be careful with and how.

#Wakfu #Wakfu mmo #Yeah. I came out of this with some scars #Hard to believe but uh… yeah #I hadn’t sat to talk about this in detail here before. I have my reasons for that… there’s more that is unrelated but applies #and to think that a culmination of… 8 years of casually playing the MMO would stop with the force of one stupid overstimulated decision #and one soul that loved to get off on hurting others.#hm…#2018 was… a hellish year for me.

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worstloki · 1 year ago

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something very horrifying about the concept of Thor but not Loki being told that Loki is Jotun when the brothers are old enough to understand the importance of the secret

#so he gets to watch Loki be unfavoured or try to do things and HE KNOWS WHY #but Thor can't SAY anything about it bc he's not supposed to #and Thor obviously has no way to reconcile that Loki is Jotun which means Jotun can't possibly be plain monsters #so Thor and Loki both keep badmouthing the frost giants #Thor gets to watch Loki hate on the frost giants while knowing Loki is one and idk something about that doesn't sit right with him #Thor basically gets to watch Loki fail at things and to Thor it's like 'oh yeah of course he's not as good or doesn't fit in'#he gets to watch and learn bad war stories and that's just how they learn about how horrible the Jotnar are #and i think occasionally Thor would stop to really process that fact #but most of the time Thor is just like. yeah that's a thing but it's not like it matters #even tho Loki being Jotun totally IS an important thing #he's just used to ignoring that it's not since he'd been told pretty far back #and it was apparently never relevant to their parents to inform Loki so *shrug*#ALSO ALSO Loki finding out so long after and being devastated and ''they told you of my parentage did they not?''#but make it Thor 1 #make it happen when Loki goes to Earth to visit Thor too hjsvfdsh #Loki: I have reason to believe I'm not related to any of you by blood.#Thor: uh well that'd be a little hard wouldn't it #Loki finds out that Thor knew he was adopted/Jotun before him too #lets get that breakdown moving along

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seventh-district · 19 days ago

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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."

Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"

#redacted sam #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted fandom #[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object #wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress #listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose #i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate #can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort #very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot #which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me #i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason #listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times #this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes #like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't #rp audio stuff #Seven.txt #(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)

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threepoint14art · 2 months ago

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something happened here for sure

#πa art #fnafhs #<- HA. I ATTACHED A SCREENSHOT TO PROVE IT QUALIFIES /j #fnafhs au #fhs #our au #uhm uh uhm i have a new doll and shes evil. yeah #listen the shadow design for “alumna corrompida”'s shadow goes SO HARD #and whatever i dont believe zero OR shadows being just the reflection of the self so she just has a buddy now :[ and then plot happens oops #diversity win the villains boss is a girl now. Simply because i said so #mint hair has gradient because frog BUT!!! she fucks around and finds out with shadows and it gets larger. haha hell yeah #frog and tarantula mutualism....... hell #victoria

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miscellaneous--bones · 7 months ago

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Hey guess what I finally watched

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goldensunset · 1 month ago

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n it really isn’t polite to talk about how much you miss your old friends while you’re hanging out with your new ones but like i get it. i get it………… 😔

#i miss Me too.#goldie plays pokémon black… 2!!!#‘making dreams come true is hard. i wonder if we’ll ever meet again someday 😭’#but also like. ‘come to think of it we both rode this ferris wheel too’ yeah uh #conveniently leaving out the part where he revealed himself to be the main antagonist of the game and then beat you up with a sigilyph lol #i choose to believe it was half a clever trap and half n legitimately attempting to make friends with someone (While antagonizing them)#with his abyssal social skills #i get it dude i get it

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caffemochachoco · 11 months ago

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mahiru drawing to pair with the kotoko one :3

#the spoon was supposed to have cream on it but that would be off #strawberries everywhere #in an original take of this doodle she was wearing her bfs jacket #according to my friend it looked like she was going to walk the red carpet #goofy #theres like literally only one real flower and its the snapdragons on her arm #ignoring the fact that my brain has for some reason been associating them with kotoko #ahem #yeah #japanese is hard to write #tips please #i believe in freckled mappi #i would treat her right if i were given the chance #milgram #milgram fanart #mahiru shiina #also the flowers are supposed to symbolise the injuries???#uh idk if i did an ok job

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grungnr · 27 days ago

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To be completely honest I don't think I could live with a guy. Especially not the kind of guy that doesn't clean up after himself, leaves the toilet seat open, has to be told what has to be done around the house and then expects me to thank him for doing shit around OUR house???? I am not your mother. Or your father. It's enough that I had to be that for myself for the longest time... I want to be your partner and your best friend and your lover. And I want you to be the same to me.