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Hi, sorry to be anon, but can I ask to see the Vargas family post trick or treating? Divying the goods, or just being tired from the event? Thank you and Happy Halloween!
Day 30 - Fine, but you're taking nightmare duty
#Requestober#My art#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#Todd#Shmee#Called it on being late today lol - not bad for the first (and hopefully last!) of the season tho!#Also no prob on the anon :) As long as you're following the rules it's all good! Anon's there for a reason <3#And Happy (Almost) Halloween! :D#They're back from Trick Or Treat! Edgar and Scriabin in this year's featured costumes haha <3#Once again refusing to show them outside the apartment lol it's just a reliable setpiece!#And since I didn't get any ISaT reqs this time around I decided to throw in a reference myself lol#Toddfrin hehe little guy <3#The adults are very tired from all the running around - Scriabin especially haha his lack of impulse control and being new#Looks like he managed to keep his costume on the whole night tho good for him ♪#Even exhausted he's still going to find some way to poke at Edgar just his nature haha#Todd was going to listen! He's a good kid <3#We all know there's no way Scriabin's getting up after all the excitement haha barely holding onto the back of the couch#We'll just have to pretend Todd gets perfect sleep and nothing spooky happens :') It could pan out that way! Maybe!#I always enjoy this midway-to-chibi style hehe it's cute! But still a little lanky#Little bit quicker and good and cute ♪ Enjoyable
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Wow...does anyone draw him purple anymore...?
#btw happy 10 years for fnaf!!! better late than never#needed a new wallpaper thats the whole reason i drew this#fnaf#fnaf fanart#art#five nights at freddy's#william afton#purple guy#since yk he is very purple here#springtrap
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"The hell are you staring at?"
Instagram ✎ Devianart ✎ Reblogs help! ^^
#jason todd#jason todd fanart#dc comics#dc fanart#dc universe#dc red hood#red hood fanart#like we need more turtleneck jason?????#also this is practice-#and very late happy new year lmao#slept thru everything-#honey.artworks🍀
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Hey hey @feu-ardent ! I'm your Secret Santa this year! I hope you are having great holidays, and at the time I'm posting this, a very very happy new year!! I almost never draw the members of the Earth Eleven, so it has been fun.
I tried to more or less follow the prompts, this is meant to be a photo taken by Minori in the library while they are trying to help Kusaka with his math homework 💚
Thank you @ina11secretsakka2022 for hosting this!!
#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven go#my art#ie go#not tagging all the characters now wkfnek#SORRY FOR BEING THIS LATE I FELL SICK#And the amount of work I have to do.....#I've been very absent srry srry#I very sadly have to disappear again :(#BUT I WISH YOU ALL A VERY VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR#Y felices Reyes Magos para oos que lo celebren!! (yo)#LOVE YOU ALLLL
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YOU GOT THIS LAD!
It's a new year and you're gonna do great I know you will!
#demos emotional support#team fortress#team fortress 2#tf2#team fortress two#(ooc sorry for not posting and the very late happy new year but thank you all for being here still i appreciate you all staying!)
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everyone told me she was terrifying but they didn’t tell me she was so cool and nice
#blacked out and woke up with this in front of me hi. may my ten thousand unfinished older wips forgive me#champion cynthia#cynthia#pokemon cynthia#pokémon cynthia#pokémon#pokemon#dppt#diamond and pearl#oh i am absolutely not tagging all those. God bless 🙏#platinum gang here. i am 14 years late to this party hello#i meant to begin the sv dlc tonight but i got sidetracked again lol#gotta tie up loose ends on one game playthrough before doing another#have i really completed a game if i haven’t made any celebratory artwork? i think not.#anyway this game was very cool and charming and i adore how they pushed the limits of the DS with regards to art and animation#and i’m glad bc now i get to appreciate my beloved pla in a different way :-D#my art#i’m in my no backgrounds no peer review no bothering to color lines era again i guess. lol whatevs i’m happy something is finally dooonnnee#nomura has until the tokyo game show to prove himself and give us kh crumbs or else i might make this my new icon#i. just last-minute flipped this bc i realized the bang was on the wrong side dsgxjxjzk#i flip back and forth a lot while drawing to keep my perspective fresh and sometimes i forget to flip back to the right side#bc usually it does not matter
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Been thinking about a postgame scenario that goes in a direction I don't think canon would ever take in a million years, but like... I think it could be really compelling...
And that's the idea of Chrom becoming Plegia's king after Grima's defeat. And specifically giving up his claim to Ylisse's throne to do it (leaving it to Lucina when she's old enough).
Because here's the thing... The game ends with Grima's defeat/Robin's return in the sacrifice ending. It doesn't address what happens to Plegia at all, and while I personally maintain that Aversa is the most qualified candidate to rule, her canon ending provides that she goes back to the village she was born in. So, fine. Let's give her that.
But SOMEONE has to do SOMETHING because realistically, Plegia is in dire straits. Validar, the king and the leader of the Grimleal, is dead. He gave, like, ALL of Plegia's resources to the Ylissean League (well, okay, we don't know how much, if any, he left in reserve, but... He really needed Walhart gone and it's not like he had any reason to think that anyone would need resources once Grima was running around, so... chances are good there's little to nothing left in the wake of the averted apocalypse). And the population has been utterly devastated, because not only did people (exactly how many is unclear, but presumably it took more than just a couple) have to sacrifice themselves to renew the fell dragon's power, but Grima was also spawning Grimleal onto their back at the final battle. Their losses are so immense...
So first of all, Chrom is definitely responsible for taking all their resources and setting half of them on fire (Now to be fair, Flavia and Basilio are also responsible, but... Idk, I kinda feel like they'd bicker with each other over who has to do the crappy parts of the job and then agree that they should just ask Chrom if he can do it. Like "Haha, if you didn't want to deal with thieves ambushing the Longfort to steal construction supplies, you shouldn't have gone and beaten me at the last tournament!" "Oh, shut up. Let's see if Chrom can send his thief friend over to talk these guys down. Or kill them, whichever." I mean, Chrom is always going to be their guy who knows a guy.) There's just no way Chrom would abandon the surviving Plegians who need help anyway, but especially not when he knows the war with Valm would've ended before it could begin without them.
Of course, there's the historical hostility between Ylisse and Plegia to consider, but... If anyone's protesting, it's probably the Ylisseans. Because the survivng Plegians, uh... probably were never Grima's most devoted followers in the first place (if you really wanted to give Grima your life, you'd rush to the front of the line at the Dragon's Table, right?) and even if they used to consider themselves true Grimleal, the religion's leadership is destroyed, and—for the purpose of this scenario, I'm considering it post-sacrifice ending—the fell dragon is gone and not coming back. These people narrowly avoided becoming Grima's breakfast or Grima's meat shields. They all almost certainly know someone who wasn't as lucky. And the one who saved them... Well, it was Chrom, wasn't it? Because he believed in humanity enough to challenge the concept of fate, a fate that the people of Plegia were surely taught was inescapable. Despite their history with Ylisse, it's hardly unreasonable for them to see Chrom as a savior to them specifically. The second coming of the Hero-King who ought for the lives of all humans, really.
And yeah, I'm going here... Chrom is Marth's descendant. Marth was Altean. Former Altea is is modern Plegia, so technically, the people can argue that he's actually theirs.
Doesn't it sort of make sense, even? Plegia is ruined, the god to whom the theocracy was devoted killed. "What we need is to restore the glory of ancient Altea!" And who better to help them than Chrom, Marth's successor in blood and in spirit?
But Chrom would frown and say no. Of course he's going to help them restore their country to prosperity—or at least to independent, peaceful functioning. But king? Sheesh, that's going too far. Come on guys, you don't really want that. Besides, he's already ruling Ylisse...
Except, he's not ruling it as Exalt. At least, not at first he's not. He forswore the title when he started his rule and in canon he is only official welcomed as Exalt after Grima's defeat. But what if he just... continued to not accept it. It's not like he ever wanted to be Exalt. He only has the right to rule because Emmeryn died—because he failed to protect her. It has nothing to do with any of his successes.
But if the Plegians made him their king, then it would be because of his own accomplishments.
And in a way I also can't help but find it heartwarming, because it was the Plegian people who got him to truly understand Emmeryn's ideals. He wanted peace, he wanted to follow her path, but it wasn't until the Plegians took her sacrifice for the peace offer it was and refused to continue fighting Ylisse that Chrom was finally able to comprehend what it meant that Emmeryn believed that all people wanted the same thing, that peace is something for everyone and not just purehearted saints like her who would never hurt a fly. So wouldn't it be sweet to expand on that existing connection? For the people who once bore a grudge against him and his nation to say, actually, our home is your home and you belong with us... For Chrom to reach back and decide that these are his people and that he will protect them...
Especially because that's what he's always done for Robin. Your father doesn't get to determine your path for you, your past doesn't dictate your future, you always have a place beside me because we are two halves of a greater whole. This AU is definitely a chrobin AU, because when Robin gets back I want them to rule at his side (after all, I do have feelings about Grima's loyalty to a people who have been praying to them to end their suffering for a thousand years).
Now, I do think that Chrom would never leave Ylisse while little Lucina was still growing up, but... Honestly it would probably take quite some time to establish a castle for Plegia's new ruler anyway (especially if they go super hard on the Altean revival theme and want it to be IN former Altean territory, which has become the "border wastes" and undoubtedly needs some help... But EVERYWHERE in Plegia needs help, so what better time to give the land some attention?) So when Lucina is an adult she can take over as Ylisse's true Exalt, and Chrom can focus his efforts on the other side of the border. I think he'd still be awkward about the whole thing, approaching it like "Well, I guess I'm here if you all still want me..." but Robin's there to give him confidence and the people there are SO excited for their hero to come and live with them and together they all usher in a new era of peace and prosperity as Ylisse and Plegia themselves become like two halves of a greater whole.
#this au kinda came to me out of nowhere today but also it's based on years of awakening brainrot so it's kinda also not out of nowhere#idk i've been thinking a lot lately about how risen king chrom wears a crown and how grima never does#and i just wanted like... a good timeline variant of rkc kinda? plegian king chrom?#and i was thinking about how much chrom resists becoming the exalt#and i was thinking about how he still resents the ylisseans that threw rocks at emm#and i was thinking about the hierarch who betrayed emmeryn being a longtime family friend who helped guide her whe she was young#and i was thinking about how chrom has every reason to be more grateful to those plegian soldiers who threw down their weapons in the war#than to any member of the ylissean nobility#and it just hit me like... you know what... he could be very happy in plegia. no apocalypse required#i've written fics where chrobin rule plegia before but never one where the primary ruler was chrom so i am full of new thoughts on this one#uh but don't get too excited because i don't really have the energy to write a real fic for this au any time soon asdfghjkl#nevertheless i'm tagging it for reference...#my writing#fe13
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day 4, week 1
kohane is ready for school tomorrow!
it's friday so the week is almost over, keep going!
👟 8,550 steps | 🥤 3 full cups, 1050ml [1050/2000ml] | 🍴 1 nearly/basically-done meal (lunch), 1 meal (dinner) [2/3], 2 snacks [2/5] | 🌙 roughly 23:14 - around 06:30(?)
[photo taken at 20:34 bst]
#day 4#month: october#year: 2024#kohane nui daily#📷#ueh i keep taking my photos late#ill try my best to take them earlier!#this is getting into a very good habit of mine now :)#🐍#my time slept is a new feature ill now be adding‚ since this day!#i had the idea randomly‚ a bit after posting this day#with that said‚ im very sorry if i mess up a bit#ill try my best to keep track of my sleep properly from now (on)#thank you all for reading!#for more accuracy! yay!#and im so happy at the notes#it makes me glad that at least around 12 people saw these posts and hopefully had a smile on their face :)#i sure do when making these!#thank you all wawawawawawa#🐹#kohane azusawa#vbs#vivid bad squad#vbs kohane#pjsk#project sekai#proseka
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I woke up super early this morning to take my cat to the vet before work because she has been sick with a kitty cold these last few days. She had been getting better the last few days but I still wanted to take her a precaution, you know? She wasn't 100%.
I get up today her little ass is fine. She's vocal, chomped down treats, played with me, rubbed against me, etc. So I was like well damn OK I will cancel the appt.
But now I am wired before work and I am convinced she did this all as a ploy to get me to write more because I have been burnt out these last few days asdfghjkl thank her for my next fic.
#I'm joking#and I am very happy shes better#but its like 730am where I am and I work at 930 so I am like I dont want to go back to bed so I guess I'll just write ell oh ell#also happy late new year everyone!#Love ya'll!
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Doctor Who episodes that aired on the 23rd of November…
In 1963, An Unearthly Child (the 1st episode of Doctor Who!)
In 1968, The Invasion Episode Four
In 1983, The Five Doctors
In 1987, Dragonfire Part One
In 1988, Silver Nemesis Part One
In 2013, The Day of the Doctor
#Doctor Who#Seven#Brig#One#Ten#Wardoc#Eleven#Five#Three#Two#Ace#images not in order#Happy Doctor Who day!#On this day in 1963 An Unearthly Child aired- the very first episode of Doctor Who.#It introduced the very first Doctor as well as his granddaughter Susan and her teachers Barbara and Ian. The first Tardis team.#The Five Doctors celebrated the 20th anniversary of the episode... though in some places it was slightly late#Like the TV movie it was first publicly broadcast in America. They chose the anniversary date while the BBC waited 2 days until the 25th.#Dragonfire part one introduced new and soon to be fan favourite companion Ace.#Fun that the last companion of Classic Who was introduced 24 years after the first.#Silver Nemesis in 1988 was deliberately named to celebrate the show's silver jubilee.#And The Day of the Doctor marked the show's 50th anniversary.#1963#1968#1983#1987#1988#2013#November
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Brings me immense joy to see the Classicvania renaissance happening lately. So much fresh love for the old games, their stories and characters pouring in and despite having moved on to the Souls fandoms myself, I just want to say how glad I am that more people are seeing the beauty of the classic CV games at last ✨️
#sin speaking#(hi i am alive. just about. its autumn at last...)#(i will always have a soft spot for cv and the games. i left the fandom largely bc it was so intolerable as a space due to SOMETHING!!!!)#(but seeing the collective wake-up and newfound love for one of my favourite franchises has made me and my friends so immensely happy.)#(fun fact! i actually only got into Souls games bc a friend of mine kept lamenting [lol] over their desire for a bloodborne style cv game)#(then i played bb myself and a) i agree. i would sacrifice multiple of my organs on the altar for a quirky soulslike cv game lmao)#(and b) that was the beginning of my downward spiral into yharnam and i have yet to ever leave. funny how the dominos fall like that)#(ive been artblocked as all HELL just lately regrettably. very low mood. very low in esteem. very moderately down in the dumps as it were.)#(but seeing all the traction on my old cv art makes me smile. and also cringe bc oof it looks so bad to me now 😂😂😂)#(But that being said i would love to redraw some of it. its vampire season why not. maybe some cv x bb crossovers would be fun too.......)#(anyway hi ive been languishing playing lotf and praying for lop news soon hows your september doing)#(i dont go there but that dbd collab has done wonders for classicvania. imagine how shaken i was to see hd 3d trevor models in 2024. unreal)#(me from 4 years ago would have been OBNOXIOUS about it.)
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Happy Year of the Rabbit! 🐰
Ink Series - 8/? Part 7: here
-like/reblog ☑, do not repost!-
#bts art#bangtanarmynet#shirleytothesea#siyuantag#usersky#trackofthesoul#heyryen#annietrack#dokyelvblr#heyginkgo#uservans#userbangtan#bts fanart#jungkook#jeon jungkook#rumue#ink series#happy lunar new year#oops i disappeared for basically all of january#very tired as of late 😔
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(01/01!)
[ID:a digital bust drawing of xemnas from kingdom hearts. the background is transparent.
he is in profile facing right, he stares down, behind himself with his mouth slightly open, he has very faint eyebags. only the hood of his coat is visible and the length of his hair is shown until it's cut off frame. a blue line follows the line of his profile, underneath his front partitions up into his coat, and is disjointed from a line that follows some of the back of his hair. /End ID.]
#kingdom hearts#xemnas#xemnas kh#kh#happy 70th post (+a few rebagels) on this blog to me and a very happy new year to all of you my dears#ty for the support i am squeezing you with tenderness#someone give this man a haircut that is easier to draw (affectionate)#it's three am where i'm at rn so as per usual scheduling this (bark bark bark) of a guy#ALSO I WANTED TO MAKE ALL OF THESE FACE (each other) THE SAME WAY BUT#I forgot about xig's eyepatch and z/exion's.... whole thing so i'm improvising now you'll see when i get there#i really should start these series with xemnas instead of dem but ALAS i dug my grave and now i lay innit#dying on this hill of starting at the same point every time#it's bad luck of me to do otherwise because number nine. you understand (jest)#for a lot of people it will be the 2nd by the time this posts in which case happy late new years
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Scrimbly Jacqueline 30/52: Milf Jacqueline strikes again...
In my notes/list, she was described as "holding her staff the way Cheri holds her broom in Frostmas and looking smug". She looks delighted instead, which checks out!
Very excited to do a full, PROPER design of her milf-fit! We've seen the original outfit deets HERE, but take the REST of the deets:
The pattern on her SLEEVES! Finally got it how I want it thanks to THIS POST.
The flourishes in each of the little diamonds on the sleeve are flexible—they can be anything tbh!
I went with like. A little circle and four whooshes around it bc I was feelin' it—snowflakey? Ish? I think they were more kaleidoscope-y when I originally did it and I am still quite fond of that design! The lil boops are just easier to doodle lmao
Fun fact: Her fit is a jacket. Custom made, (I think Jack made it for her, same as he did Fino's cloak except she knew EXACTLY what she wanted and was trying to find a place to get it made when Jack went allow me), and it doesn't have buttons but little clasps (these guys)—which is why it looks so smooth on the front!
Under the jacket is more active wear! Dark blue tank top, I think! She overheats a lot 🥵🔥
Moving right down: bike shorts are still bike shorts, just a sparkly grey! I had them grey anyway originally, but like, a dark grey. Now they're SPARKLING! But they don't actually sparkle, they're just. Y'know. A nice grey.
(I need to figure out best practise for using the metallic markers I have, tbh).
She has. Heckin. GARTERS NOW! Cause I thought they'd look cool. And they DO! And lil purple diamonds bc purple is my fave colour (presently) and it's bleeding into Jacqueline's palette!
The BOOTS! So I'm chronically behind in scrimbles and frostmas and lord knows what else bc I have been playing Disney Dreamlight Valley for about a month straight, and when I hit level 30? I think? I started getting the cool Forgotten getup, and the boots? A LOOK.
So that's what Jacqueline's boots are based on!
I wanted to make them the same colour as her dress but decided instead to do the middle blue, so they wouldn't blend in with her jacket OR the inside of her jacket lol.
AND HER STAFF. That's a whole THING.
She has 0 vested interest in looking into if she, too, can warlock, and the only reason she does is bc of shenanigans in a potential Pyros Redemption story.
she ends up having to A) see if she IS a warlock and B) train to staff summoning levels in order to figure out where tf Pyros's staff went after that gnarly defeat he suffered at the hand of Blaise AND Jack AND Jacqueline.
(Remember that? How they kicked his ass? And Jacqueline destroyed his staff? Yeah. There's a method to my madness :)
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ANYWAY, STAFF DESIGN:
EGG.
(It's an opal)
I have no idea how I made the gem holder so pretty but I did?
If you look closely, the very top of said decal and the pommel make a heart (coughs DITE cough cough)
I may switch the gradient! That is, reverse it so the pink is at the top and blue at the bottom. Still on the fence about it 🤔🤔🤔
In terms of like, colouring: Did mess up a bit on the mouth! BUT it looks okay! Yay :3. Almost gave her six fingers on the right hand—still not sure how I managed THAT. But overall, this is deffs in the top 5 scrimbles for sure (so far) :D
Need me a silver marker that can really POP on the dark blue pencil crayons tbh 🥹🥹🥹
#dani speaks#scrimbly jacquelines#dani doodles#milfline#she was FUN!!#guys I have been very impressed with myself the last. uh. three or four scrimbles???#adult supervision one turned out well! and beach jacquie looks SO GOOD#anyway sorry for uh. how late these keep being#ehehehe. it's the viddy games#you should see the bags under my eyes#I am OUT of CONTROL#BUT i unlocked the forgotten lands AND jack skellington. so who is winning here#not me tbh. the lack of sleep is hitting and it is NOT GOOD 😅😅😅#ANYWAY almost ran out of scrimbly ideas but thankfully. k helped me fill up the queue to september#so if anyone has a scrimble they'd like to see PLEASE hmu i'm happy to teribble doodle it!!#the caveat--it HAS to have jacqueline in it#that was the original intent with the scrimbles after all!#a new years resolution that's FUN#AND I'VE BEEN KEEPING UP WITH IT AND IT IS FUN AND THE ART IS IMPROVING!#wheeeeeee#crystal springs#cs posting#jacqueline frost#ocs#my ocs#looking at it now post scanning and adjusting#i am DEFFS flipping the staff gradient lol
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I really like brandy's design!! can u tell us a bit more about her backstory?
THANK U!! :') i accidentally wrote a huge ramble so i hid it under a readmore and added a tldr paragraph lol! gonna try not to feel too cringe for sharing all this bc shes from a silly little fantasy animal rp teehee. also if anything seems contradictory or lacking in context its bc theres a lot of nuance to the roleplay/dynamics that i had to leave out cuz i could talk forever
TLDR - basically she grew up a religious fanatic who was training to be a priestess of a warmongering god, and left home at too young of an age to carry out missionary work after she received a sign from him. being young, very sheltered, and always in search of attention and validation (she'd suffered through a lot of emotional neglect and outright hatred at various points in her life thus far), it wasn't long before she fell in with a bad, predatory crowd and an abusive boyfriend. this led to her completely cutting herself off from her family out of shame (and fear over abandoning her missionary work) and a long and still ongoing struggle with substance abuse, self worth issues, problems setting boundaries and understanding her sexuality, and self-destructive hedonism. the shitty hand she was dealt felt like a betrayal, considering it was all caused by her leaving to carry out religious duties, so she spurned her god and has been unlearning a lot of religious bullshit ever since. after being dumped by her boyfriend it took her a long time to reconnect with her family, because she spent a while spiraling in isolation with deeply unhealthy coping mechanisms as she navigated a fuckton of trauma with no help. since then, however, she was found by her aunt and finally brought home - though the home was new, as her family had been exiled from their community during her absence due to political conflict. reuniting with them has been the best thing for her; she was welcomed back with open arms and is slowly working through everything that's happened to her, but her recovery has had many ups and downs.
longer version
(content warning for themes of pedophilia and abuse beginning in paragraph 5)
despite being born elsewhere, early on she moved to and grew up in a deeply religious society that worships a bloodthirsty god - and she was all for it in her youth. like, very gung ho about becoming a priestess, cutting off her siblings who still lived in their birthplace, etc etc. her beloved grandmother was one of the rulers of this society and a voice of their god, so it meant everything to her.
this new life gave her the purpose, community, and companionship that she lacked in her birthplace, with no friends and a neglectful and emotionally distant immediate family, so as a lonely and vulnerable child she was caught hook, line, and sinker. she connected with extended family that actually made her feel wanted, she was favored by a god to the point of being granted powers, and she felt whole. i think isolating herself from her immediate family, who did not live here with her, gave her a sense of retribution as well.
buuut there was also a lot of developing political tension and a lot of vitriol toward her family - spearheaded by her grandmother's co-ruler, who had powerful sway. and in a brutal environment like her warmongering clan, this was a major and dangerous threat. so for all the joy brandy found in living here and worshipping her god, youthfully unaware of the conquest this necessitated, she grew more unhappy than she was able to identify. so when she one day manifested the ability to grow (and retract) a pair of wings, she interpreted this as a sign from the red god and jumped at the opportunity to leave her home and carry out missionary work in his name - perhaps out of a desperation to leave this place, although that was largely a subconscious motivation.
she was absolutely too young to be striking out on her own, probably around 15 at most (i was writing her on a feral forum rp so the aging was obv different which makes the conversion fucky so im still figuring that stuff out a bit lmao). but what the red god said, went, so no one questioned it - and she was naively eager and unafraid. she was his chosen. she was royalty. she was invincible.
NOT REALLY! she was more vulnerable than she ever could have realized, so desperate to prove her value to her clan (...and get as far away from those seeking to harm her as possible). desperate to be seen and loved without any judgment for her lineage. so it was all too easy for one of the first men she met beyond her land's borders to take advantage of her, and lead her astray from her goals - she was young, after all, and had very little world experience. finn was his name, and he introduced brandy to an entirely new world than anything she'd ever experienced, one of hedonistic vice. nothing a fifteen year old had any business engaging with, and certainly nothing a grown man had any business introducing a fifteen year old to. this new world, this new attention, was intoxicating to someone as sheltered and high strung as brandy - it wasn't long before she and finn began dating, and relatively soon after that her missionary work fell easily to the wayside.
their honeymoon phase felt amazing, like a dream to brandy, but red flags eventually began emerging that she didn't yet have the capacity to examine or act against. finn would always subtly shut down conversations about her home and family, and grew increasingly more controlling, overprotective, argumentative, and jealous over time. resentment did begin to fester within brandy, but she was easily guilt tripped or otherwise pressured out of it time and time again... until things came to a head in an explosive argument that ended with finn dumping brandy and kicking her out.
distraught, she spurned the god who'd led his devotee down this path and then let her suffer like this, and struck out on her own instead of returning home - the shame of dropping off the face of the earth and abandoning her family was too much to bear. what if they hated her for running away? for abandoning her mission? from there, she spiraled, finding relief in substance abuse and the bed of any stranger that would take her. it was the one area in which she enjoyed any sense of autonomy and control - although it reinforced the lesson she'd learned from finn and his friends that her body and sexuality were what gave her worth. with time her physical and mental health began to plummet, her sense of self weakening and her hedonistic escapism becoming the only thing keeping her afloat despite slowly sucking the spirit out of her. she missed her family desperately, and longed to be a child in their arms once more, but as time went on reaching out to them became less and less of a material possibility in her mind.
but by pure chance and far into the future, she one day stumbled into her aunt, arya, while out and about; though panic overtook brandy at the sudden reunion, arya was only ecstatic to see her again, which was an unbelievable relief. but it was a bittersweet reunion - brandy had missed a lot, including the assassination of her beloved grandmother and subsequent exile of her entire family from their community. the former broke her heart and flooded her with even more guilt about her abandonment. here she'd been gallavanting about, living solely for herself and running away from her responsibilities and family and obligations, while the loved ones she'd been trying so hard to forget were suffering.
it took a lot of reassurance and convincing to ease brandy's nerves about going home and reuniting with everyone else, but ultimately she gave in – and it was one of the best decisions she ever made. everyone welcomed her back with open arms, having assumed she'd died and ecstatic to be proven wrong. she moved in with her living grandmother and began rekindling the relationships she'd lost and missed out on for so much of her life, and though recovery has been a massively uphill battle she's doing what she can with her newfound support system.
aaaand that concludes everything i properly rped before the site i wrote on crashed and burned ✌🏼
#brandy#oc rambling#<- new tag?#asks#HOPEFULLY THIS ISNT CONVOLUTED......#she has a lot going on by virtue of being my favorite roleplay character for many years lol#and obv i left a lot of context out bc it would be soooo much to expand on BUT if anyone like? reads thru all of this and has specific#questions or wants elaboration on anything#id be happy to elaborate#but like i dont expect anyone to thoroughly read all this lol#she was a wonderful outlet to explore and express my own trauma after like such a shitty situation i was in...shes very special to me 💗#and still reflects a lot of my own personal issues and self exploration#ILY BRANDY!!!#id like to draw more backstory relevant stuff for her i just havent been in that headspace lately#also just to put this out there nobody rped finn he was just an npc that i wrote a lot of oneshots with
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