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kumezyzo · 1 year ago

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p2 of the enemies to lovers pls!!

very fun pt.2 to thissss.... i rambled about their minecraft world cause its kinda cute and builds on their relationship a bit.

i know someone else asked for pt.2 but i could only find this one. so, im sorry it took soooo long to write.

i really hope you enjoy! or dont... :) m.list

having to share a minecraft house with sapnap made you realize what kind of person he actually was. he was just a six year old in a 22 year old body.

"I want my bed over hereeeeee," he whined, picking it up and moving it to the other side of the room.

it just so happened that one of the next requests from your viewers was to have your beds next to eachother. you two debated pretending like you never saw it, but the next day, it was the top comment on both of your perspectives.

or (when you first started your world)

"what colour do you want your boots?" he asked you as he died his own leather boots orange. you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion for a second, looking at your camera strangley.

"what do you mean?" you asked, crafting another pickaxe.

"your leather boots?" he asked, pausing to wait for your answer. "fuck it, youre getting the plain brown."

"okay?"

but you also started to realise how much differently he truly was from when you met him.

"yn, i have a suprise for you," he announced, smiling as he grabbed the item out of his chest. "where are you?"

"chest room," you replied, completely expecting to get thrown dirt or some garbage he didnt want in his inventory.

"close your eyes," he instructed.

"no,"

"okay whatever," he sighed and threw you a notch apple. you silently let your character pick it up before you opened your inventory in disbelief.

"where did you get this?" you asked him, reading the item title over and over.

"in the desert temple," he told you simply, waiting for a 'thank you'.

you were silent for a moment, "youre telling me.... you've had this... for 15 EPISODES???"

and you two started having normal conversations. texting stopped being you two asking for face cam perspectives or gameplay. you actually started forming inside jokes, laughing with eachother instead of at the expense of eachother.

your viewers started to notice as well. you two weren't in a visibly bad mood around eachother anymore. it was refreshing. in the later videos of your series together, you're smiling through half of it, laughing together, and talking kindly to eachother.

people even started making edits of your relationship. it would be of your first interaction, swearing at each other, then fading into your side by side face cams laughing and celebrating over beating the wither.

the friends in your circle started teasing you about how your life was becoming a little fanfiction. every time you would be streaming irl, you would happen to get a text from someone that made you smile at your phone.

"oooh, yn, who are you texting?" your friend teased, seeing you type on your phone excitedly. you look up at the camera and ignore your friend, finishing the text you were sending.

"does it start with s and rhyme with snap map?" your other friend teases.

"shut the fuck up," you roll your eyes, trying to hide your smile.

when dream and george saw the clip, they were hanging out with sapnap. and a similar situation occurred with them

"was this you?" george asked, giggling. the man in question looked up from his phone and watched the clip silently. the smile on your face was contagious. and he hoped it really was him that made you react like that.

"wait, let me see," dream said, pulling georges wrist toward him to see the phone. "looks like she might be dating someone."

"yeah... definitely not me..."

then you both realized you had feelings for each other. it was a harsh realization. but it was one that made you like imagining you two together. for sap, he knew it was coming. he just knew you would never be able to leave his mind. if a childlike crush didn't manifest from it, he would have known something was wrong with him.

sap started getting the feeling that you liked him too. he can't see all those clips and edits and think you didn't like him too. but he was afraid to shoot his shot, just in case you didn't feel that strongly yet.

"hey, what do you think about coming down to florida?" he asked you when you two were on a discord call and fixing up some building in your minecraft world.

"like... to visit you?" you asked, feeling excited by the invitation.

"well- i mean- if you want," he tried to sound nonchalant, but his stammering gave it away.

"if you really want me to... im sure the viewers would really like that, too..."

when he goes to pick you up from the airport, dream comes with him. and the entire drive there, he's considering hugging you or just shaking your hand.

"do i hug her?"

"yeah, if you think you're that close now."

"i dont know if she thinks so."

"I'll hug her first, and then you hug her?"

"what if i just shake her hand?"

the silence that fell over them was sickening. dream turned to sap slowly and laughed.

"dont fucking do that, dude."

and he hugged you after dream did. it was warm, and it gave you both such intense butterflies. it was a hug that you also never really thought would happen. you thought back to the first time you met im person when you refused to even look at him, let alone stand next to him.

dream thought it was adorable, seeing you guys laugh on the way back to their house. he happily sat in the backseat and let you two interact.

he took a picture of your backlit figures in the front seat, neither of your features visible. he thinks about not posting it for half a second before he puts it up on snapchat with "👀👀" as the caption.

everyone slowly lost their minds trying to figure out who they were looking at. most people assumed it was you with sap. he's not hard to miss. but it was even more shocking that you'd be there. so others assumed it was his secret girlfriend.

you two honestly didn't mind that dream posted the picture. it was fun when you two posted a dumb video announcing that you were in florida. it started with small subtle hints.

the first video started with you laying on their couch and patches laying on your chest.

"she's purring!" you coo softly, feeling your heart meltm

then it was of you talking about absolutely nothing while you walked around the parts of the house people had seen before.

"british people are so weird, you know? like, i was talking to one today. and he was just shitting on americans. but he lives here. so i obviously had to fist fight him. i won, obviously. and stole his sock to give to a house elf."

the last video was of sapnap finding you in his office, using his pc to play snake.

"i think george is in my office again," he said from behind the camera. he opened the door and stopped in his tracks when he saw you with a concentrated look on your face. "HEY!" the video cut with you looking up in pure fear.

all of those videos were posted to your account hours apart from each other, and your views felt like it was a slow coordinated attack to make them slowly go insane. with the first video, people were sure if it was patches. the second video made them believe it more so and they started going crazy. then the last video was the icing on the cake. it was filmed on your phone and posted to your accounts.

then, you had to stream together. and that was the definition of chaos.

"yn, move over."

"no?"

"youre sleeping outside then."

"what the fuck-"

'what's one thing you guys like about each other?' a donation read out.

you two sat there for a second, thinking. "hes..." you grimaced, trying to think of something

"she... is funny?" he said painfully.

"wait, i am funny," you said defensively.

"its pure crickets when you speak."

"okay-"

"wait, im you now," you said, laughing as you put on his headphones.

"you look nothing like me," he said, deadpanned.

"oh wait," you took them off again and ran out of the room. sap sat there completely confused before you came back in wearing his beige killua hoodie. then you put the headphones back on.

"you still dont-"

"what the fuck is this music?" you ask in complete horror from the sound coming from his headphones.

"is there something playing?" he asked, clicking his mouse around to find his spotify window.

"oh my god, is this cbat?"

"no, shut the fuck up, sage"

'i thought your name was actually sage?'

you both sat there in silence before laughing loudly.

"no he was just an ass."

"and you were just a bitch."

all you have to know is that a lot of edits and ship content came from that stream. and the future streams you did with the other two. and people loved that you were hanging out with the dream team now.

the longer you spent time together in person, the more you just wanted to be around each other he remembered being afraid to hug you, but now you were sitting next to each other on the couch watching movies alone.

it was a strange dynamic neither of you chose to acknowledge purely out of fear. but then it was hard not want to cuddle during movies or occasionally hold hands if you're walking together. so sap works up the courage to finally do something about it.

you're both once again, sitting in his room, on his bed, watching some random movie you found on hulu. you're resting your head on his shoulder, only really paying attention to how he's so close to you.

you look over when he sighs heavily. he looks down at you and, without thinking, leans down to kiss you. you sigh softly, feeling your heart soar. your reaction is almost immediate, and it gives sap the incentive to keep going.

when you pull away, you're looking at eachother with droopy eyes. your heavy breath hitting eachothers faces.

"i really like you, yn" he whispers quietly between breaths, looking down at your lips briefly.

you smirk, trying to catch your breath as well. "really?" you say before you lean back in, placing your lips on his.

i feel like there wasn't enough building onto them liking each other, but whatever. -nony

#sapnap #anon #sapnap x reader #sapnap x you #asks #dteam #sapnap x y/n #sapnap fluff #sapnap x streamer reader #sapnap x streamer #enemy!sap #bf!sap #dream team #bsf!dream #dteam fluff #dream team x reader

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wolfertinger · 5 days ago

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"//Keep anon

So. Salem reblogged forcemasc.

I've never heard of this pawberri cuckhold until just now, i try to do all my research in a private tab (and also because i initially baited Salem into blocking me so i wouldnt get involved in all this. i got involved in all of it)

thissss statement feels. odd. weird. he isnt condemning these immoral sexual fantasies, a part of engaging in incestplay or cnc or child s/a roleplay is actually a form of repression instead of an "outlet", Patricia Taxxon poisoned everyones fucking brain with the "its actually theraputic child abuse sex" talk. (oh, and Salem WAS mutuals with Patricia, even when people were telling him she gets off to pedocest rape.) (hint hint-Salems current fixations- hint hint. the shotacon commission)

Weirdo statement. This is very reflective of Patricia Taxxons "its actually theraputic dad/daughter rapecest!", if you actually do a bit of research engaging sexually and glorifying your trauma in this light is a form of repression rather then genuine therapy. (and of course, Salem was mutuals with an adjacent person- 4lung, he'd go out of his way to block people who told him 4lung was a ped but i digress)

so..this all but confirms Salem sees transmasculinity as a fetish, hes probably going to begin engaging in something akin to the above(forced masculinization) but the question is.

why was he engaging with this person?

bit of a scroll and you can see that Ramiel and Salem shared one anothers posts, so possibly mutuals.

So. yeah.Salem is reblogging dubious art from a dubious mutual, it kind of shows his true colours here in a way since we've already known he was a fetishist, but this is actually a new low for him.

Im just surprised he didnt go for the forcefem alt of that drawing.

i wish people would just give up with the forcegendering shit. drop the act, it was never progressive. its just blatant horndog bullshit and worthless for the queer community."

i am struggling, to understand this persons logic. yes. these are adult bodies, pretending to be children, fetishizing and glorifying CSA. there have been many people, who claim their therapist allows them to engage in such content, as "healing". but, posting publicly about something so incredibly traumatic and damaging, i feel, will never be the right way, to go about it. regardless. you are fetishizing CSA. that is just a fact. i have never understood, why people with taboo kinks, do not understand how they work. you like these things, BECAUSE they are a taboo. BECAUSE, things like incest, pedophilia, ect, is a major byproduct, of the misogynistic world we live in.

i also admittedly, do not understand "forcemasc". i know, it is in reference to "forcefem", as a subversion. but, like you said. salem is actively, non dysphoric. he fears, and has expressed disgust, toward wearing binders, and taking hormones. he likely is into "forcemasc", as a way to get over, that feeling. which i do not think is particularly healthy, either.

this, is coming from the outside, as someone who does not have, and has barely heard of, this kink prior. so, i may be biased, in my thinking. i do think salem is GNC. but, he actively does fetishize transition/trans bodies, most notably, transfem ones. that is also, just a fact.

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mazzystar24 · 9 months ago

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actually im gonna keep being a bitch. i doubt this will happen considering how they handled tommy w gerrard so far but i HOPE that they break up over tommy telling buck to lay low and say nothing and it comes out about how tommy treated hen and chim. like im so sick of the cope and people being racist over a noncanon ship having more narrative weight over their 10 minutes of screentime nothing of a relationship. i didnt really give a fuck about tommy until i started seeing the discourse and the shit lfj was doing and now i just never wanna look at him again unless its buck dumping his ass 😭 or better yet just being written off

also eddie punches gerrard with his fists 🫶 ryan said eddie wouldnt fuck with that ik he wouldnt!!!!

SORRY I TOOK SO LONG💐💐💐💐

YESS EXACTLY THISSSS LIKE IF GERRARD IS BACK I WANT THAT SHIT TOMMY PULLED ACKNOWLEDGED

Definitely need Gerrard getting punched by Eddie🤩 Hahaha thing is if that happens I bet hard money certain people in the fandom would try to pull the “ he’s so violent” shit again 😭😭

#911 #buddie #evan buckley #911 abc #911 fox #911onfox #eddie diaz #evan buck buckley #anti bucktommy #anti tommy kinard #911 discourse #fandom discourse

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blaaamboozle · 11 months ago

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Helloooo hi been a second sorry about that, I've been distracted with The Lost Boys hyperfixation I have and I've been making a little story about them, I also made them as ponies!! So ima post them probably later. And I've been playing Fallout 4 and Apex lol.

TW!! (Death and violence)

Anyway, here's is Aj and Pinkie! So their story is that Pinkie, Aj and Aj's family were Sweet Apple archers to celebrate Rainbow's welcome back to ponyville. Rainbow has been in the wonderbolt academy for a bit and today was the day that she was supposed to come back. But, they had a change of plans. An infected pony was running over to the farm, desperately trying to find help. Aj with her kind nature immediately tries to help the pony, taking them into a spare room into her house. Aj asked Pinkie to stay the night at the farm, noticing how sad she was that Rainbow didn't come today. Aj and Granny Smith were taking care of the infected pony, not knowing that the virus broke out. Granny was a little confused and worried, not knowing what this black substance was on the pony. Aj decided to tell her siblings and Pinkie not to disturbed the sick pony, also not wanting to get them sick. Later that night Aj woke up by screaming and wrestling. Aj quickly got up onto her hooves and ran down the hall, it was from the spare room. Once Aj got to the door, it was slightly open and she could hear crying and groaning. She opens the door and notices that the infected pony was bandaging on the wardrobe, trying to break it open. Aj tried to talk to the infected pony, but she didnt see until it turned around. It was disgusting, rotting from the inside out, and black liquid paint the fur of the pony and spread across the bed and walls. The cry yelled out for Aj, it was Apple bloom. Without thinking, Aj immediately tackled the infected pony. She moved the pony and herself away from the wardrobe so Apple bloom could get away. With all this commotion, Pinkie and Big Mac immediately ran out of their rooms and watched this infected pony and Apple Jack struggle. But what Aj didn't notice was that the way she tackled the pony broke her back leg. Besides, she was trying to stop that pony from biting her. Pinkie suddenly grabs the lamp that was on the nightstand and bashed the back of the pony's head, hearing a crack. The infected suddenly collapsed ontop of Aj, the black liquid slowly pouring out of the wound. Pinkie suddenly drops the lamp and began to panic before Big Mac quickly rushes over to Aj and the dead infected pony-

Aaaannnd that's all you get, for now of course hehe. I need to write out Pinkie's and Aj's side of the story a bit more detailed. But yeaaaah still working on thissss I have a few more survivors I need to do buuut I do have Discord, Fluttershy, and Rainbow done!! I just need to draw Rarity and a few other's!! Then I can finally work on the writing portion!! Pretty excited about that part!! But I might post some drawings not related to the infection au for a bit just because I want to take a very tiny little break from it, i just wanna draw something different you know? Might still be ponies however/pos.

#mlp infections #mlp fandom #mlp infection au #mlp fim #mlp fanart #mlp #my little pony friendship is magic #mlp Pinkie Pie #mlp Apple Jack #poor pinkie she just misses RD

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neutrallyobsessed · 1 year ago

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EPISODE 2!!!!!!!!! SNORKELING!!!!

FUCKING FINALLY!! A PARODY OF SOMETHING!!!!

THE MARCHING BAND INTRO LETS MOTHERFUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I FUCKING LOVE THAT INTRO- wait it doesnt have the visuals :((((( thats what i love the most, i love the trumpets over the characters y lo papelito obveoooo.........damn

sighhh we dont need that much blood damn ittt

lol three nuts :v

ngl thats pretty rl!frida behavoir right there lol

OH YEAH THERE SHE IS: CLEO "why didnt you buy me something expensive?" PATRA!!!! HELL YEA (and yeah she lost a few pounds lol)

EVIL IDEA ALERT!!!!!!!!!

i desire you so badly (hehe bad :vv)

AH BUENO

YEAH GIRL REVENGE!!!!!

SHE WON AND THEY TRIED YEAH YEAH THEY TRIED!!

AHAHAHAHAH FAMILY GUY DEATH POSE WE LOVE TO SEE IT!

................................................... s-sorry i got distracted... but like are you hearing what im hearing?? arent you ears being tickled in the right way? is the lack of visuals making you understand how all of this happend??? anyways-

YEAAHHH SHE BOUGHT HER SOMETHING EXPENSIVE!!!!!!

GESH!!!!! FUCK YEAHHHHHHH i really need to see more school of this sort fr fr, ill write a post bout this later~~

Montage B)- AH BUENO

I LOVE THISSSS!!!!!

and i love this too, i saw it coming a mile away cause i know my boy can fit anywhere~~

OOOOOOOHHHHHHH MR. B IS MADDDDDD LET'S GOOOOOO

WHEN THE SEASON IS OVER!! AHGJHSNHNHJJSHUJDHYAAC and that sweet sweet ear poisoning ughhhhh♥♥♥

OOOGGGHHHHHHHHH THAT WAS BEAUTIFULL!!!! im not spoiling what the ending was but it was beautiful!

Rating: POOLSSSSS I FCUKING LOVE POOLS/10!

Topher Bus has appeared on screen for 1:46 minutes (I did count the voice over part cause heheh voice :))

#clone high #liveblogging #clone high season 3

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knwatchesmonkiekid · 11 months ago

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S1E6 The Great Wall Race

AIUHBGYWTFCO*QNUSKLQ* YDWWKJ OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHH

THIS EP WAS AMAZINGGGG!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

spoilers for s1e6 below btw :)

OH MY GOSHHH!!!! THIS EP WAS SOOO FUNNYYY!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I HAD SOO MUCH FUN WATCHING THISSSS XDDDDDDDD

Okay.. first of... MK and Mei's fight/banter was hilarious XDD

and MK coming to the race in his auto rickshaw was absolutely hilarious to wathc!!

this time the reason i dont have much screenshots isn't bc I'm tired/lazy but bc i was soo engrossed with the action XDD

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alsooo Red Son and his parents joining the race was ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS XDDD

plus the way alll the contestants fled was soo funny to watch

lolll

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watching bull dude and his wife just go straight into a mountain was WAYY TO FUNNYYY XDDDD

and the way the windlady was like "oh baby" and then proceeds to tell her husband that he doesn't have good experiences with mountains was way to funnyyy

and the way the bull demon just left the scene XDDD

pfttt

i know that these two are villains... but at this point I'm starting to love them XDDD

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ALSOO ALSOOO!! I AM SOOO HAPPY THEY DIDNT JUST FORGET THAT MK CAN MAKE MECHS!!!! LIKE HELLO!?!!!! THATS EPIC!!! SO GLAD THAT THEY REMEMBERED!!!

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#Friends

lollll

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i know he hasnt like "oficiially" shown up but those few secs of seeing Monkey King act like an actual monkey was hilarious XDD

And look at how CUTEEE he looks!!!

My baby <333

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Overal my rating for this ep is an

11/10

YUP!! It has exceeded the 10 limit!! Prob bc the old villains returned!! But mainly bc after the last ep (it was boring) it was soo nice to laugh like crazy again loll

but... what the heck is that blue power thingy bull demon found and is digging up?? 0.0

anywyas byeeeeee

most prob will see yall on mon since I'm not gonna be online tmrw :')

https://kittenninja14.tumblr.com/post/731916269075480576/hey-yall-i-just-found-this-incredible-video-and

#lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk screenshots #lmk mei #lmk mk #lmk demon bull king #lmk red son #lmk season 1 #lmk s01e06 #KN14 rambles #watchinglmkwithKN #KittenNInja14

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jaylver · 1 year ago

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RIN LOVE IM SORRY IM LATE I WAS TOO EXHAUSTED YTD AND I FELL ASLEEP BEFORE I COULD READ LOVE AT FIRST SPEED 😭😭😭😭

but now that i've finished reading it...

their first meeting was SO UNSRS like PLEASE HEE WAS SEARCHING HIS SOCKS FOR HIS KEY CARD?,!,' & NOT YN WITNESSING EVERYTHING TOO ☠️☠️☠️ soooo chaotic

the morning after was so cute and completely unexpected for me bc what was yn doing there 🤨🤨 was my first thought i was like noooo wayyy??? this entire scene was so ,!?.!,'@!.!,?.?.!. like hee was down HORRENDOUS already its kinda insane but u go king!!! and then came the NICKNAMES WHAT THE FUCK. URE JOKING OH URE JOKING. r u crazy or am i insane? i ABSOLUTELY LOVED to be able to see how their relationship and dynamics developed <3 not every writer includes that but i really enjoy reading how everything comes into play!!! heeyn's dynamic is so soulmate bff coded sooo comfortable

DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THEIR FIRST DATE. DAWGGGGGGGG IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THISSSS 🤣🤣🤣🤣 they're so freaking cute <33333 and then cue jake being sus 🤨🤨🤨🤨 one of my FAV lines from this fic was when hee told jake "i will, like my heart depends on it" like sir. GOD ME WHENNNNN???!:!: i also love how heeyn's r/s didnt feel rushed? if that makes sense 😭 like yn knew she felt smth for hee but she also knew she wasnt ready yet. with that being said, i also loved how we could tell how equally down bad heeyn were for each other 🤪 like it was not one sided AT ALL. she told him her heart feels full every time she sees him 😭😭😭😭 🤍🤍🤍🤍 albeit drunk... but ☠️

and then the lack of verbal communication for their feelings came through 💔💔😟💔😟💔💔 I WAS LIKE YAAAAAS when they kissed in my head i was like "ohhh yea they r official now" and then boom. 🤯. i totally understand hee bc up until then yn didnt tell him what she really felt about him so he was valid for feeling that way but him choosing to avoid and run away instead of talking to her abt wasnt the wisest choice 😞 im so glad he came to find her to talk to her afterwards 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 my couple made it 😭🤍

then came the last race.. HEE WONNNN!!!! DESERVEDDDDD 🥇 he fawking kissed her in front of everyone AND ASKED TO BE TGT OFFICIALLY 🥹🫂🤍 MY HEEYNNNNN absolutely INSANE. i was giggling & kicking my feet btw 😭 the last scene. dont even. THEY R SO CUTE UGH BOTH OF THEM SAYING HOW THEYRE SO LUCKY TO HAVE EACH OTHER?:!:&.&/ thats it im out. i cant take this lovey dovey shit no more (i absolutely ate that up)

& in case u couldnt tell i LOVED love at first speed i really enjoyed reading it!!! thank u for sharing it w us 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 & i cant wait to see what else u have in store for the series!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD. THIS. WHATM. THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR THIS LENGTHY FEEDBACK!!!

honestly reading this made my day A LOT. it also reassured me so much because i had a lot of self doubts while writing lafs, so seeing your positive feedback only made me cry tears of joy. love u love u! i'm so happy you loved it a lot! i'll make sure to cook up a good fic for the 2nd installment 🙏

#from the bottom of my heart this made me very happy i hope u know #it got me all 😭😭🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹#LOVEE U MUAHHH tysm forbthis feedback !#(💌) asks #fic tag! love at first speed

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bunglegaydogs · 2 years ago

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this this THISSSS

the thing about these two that gets me is they understand each other - like mori and dazai, they understand how the other's brain works. how they think. how they work.

that doesn't mean they understand each other's hearts or emotions.

that is the way in which dazai differs to fyodor, and hes mentioned it im sure.

the fact that fyodor only does things for personal gain, and sees himself as superior to everybody else. he sees himself as a messenger of god, and he sees himself as the one who will save everybody from this world.

dazai does not see himself that way at all. yes sure, he can be a little smug bastard, but he's never cocky in the way fyodor is. when sigma calls him superhuman, he tells him that superhumans dont exist, and hes an ordinary person.

people hold dazai up on a pedestal (namely atsushi) out of fear for his intellect and strategic methods/tactics, but the one person who wants no part in it is dazai himself. theres a quote i absolutely adore in the dark era LN.

Immense achievements. But there was one person who wasn’t happy with such an honor. Dazai himself. Dazai sat alone on his circular chair in the container, staring into the darkness.

Fyodor and dazai differ in the sense that fyodor actually doesnt show emotion, or hasnt so far in the series. he sees himself as superior, and doesnt think that he can lose. he sees dazai as a challenge, merely a trial from god to test him. and, i made a post about this a while ago, but i think that will be his downfall.

dazai is sacrificing EVERYTHING for the agency. hes putting his life on the line, and not just the agency, but chuuya. sigma. the people of yokohama. the fucking world. everybody is sacrificing so much - fyodor is sacrificng nothing. hes using everyone else. i dont think i can name one thing that fyodor has sacrificed in this series to help another person out, yet i can think of quite a few for dazai.

they're pretty similar strategically and logically. they both think of rational solutions and come out with optimal outcomes. theyre cold in their thinking, and theyre direct. theyre geniuses, yet they use that genius for differing means.

one thing that really hammers home just how different they are is the fact that fyodor was willing to execute sigma. which he failed. dazai, out of everything he could have chosen that would perhaps solidify his escape, and aid him further, he chose sigma. not because he wanted to use him. but because he didnt want fyodor or nikolai to get to him. he wanted to save him. of course, thats not the only reason. but at least it is one of them. that thought wouldnt have even crossed fyodors mind.

another way they differ is the fact that dazai is completely unpredictable. hear me out. i know fyodor is just as unpredictable and hard to read as dazai - but i dont mean in a logical sense. i mean in every sense. dazai is a wild card. hes rogue. in the wise words of oda, "In a three-legged race he'd turn around and start running the other way." or something along those lines. hes eccentric. and that includes his emotions.

fyodor clearly doesnt have a good read on emotions - with dazai, he recognises that chuuya is a bit of a weak spot for him. so, he utilises him and manipulates him into his plans, bc (as with the both of them all the time) he has many reasons to be doing that. he makes his decisions based on sound logic, and what will damage his enemy the most. he taunts dazai, and tells him that hes "not fit to utilise a gravity manipulator", indicating that chuuya is simply a puppet to be toyed with. indicating that hes not his own person. dehumanising him. and that wont stand with dazai, who fought so hard to prove that chuuya was a human. who was adamant, even when faced with the fact that he was most likely definitely not. he refused to budge. much like chuuya in dead apple when ango was telling him that he was definitely dead.

the difference between fyodor and dazai is that fyodor has nobody on his side. he has nobody to trust with his life. nobody trusts him in return.

and hes underestimating the trust between dazai and chuuya, because he cant comprehend that two people will trust or care for each other that much. hes like a guy who just thinks that everyone else is an npc and that hes the only real person. he doesnt see the emotions or value in feeling in other people. i cant explain very well lol. he only sees how he can use them, or what he can use against them.

this probably made ZERO sense and definitely went off the rails. sorry i got off topic lol

ANYWAYS YES I AGREE <333

Something that I dislike a lot in the bsd fandom is that people really tend to forget that Dazai is not that alike with Fyodor. I mean; sure, dazai and fyodor are both genius and they are most likely on the same level of iq, but that doesnt mean that they are the same emotionally, morally or psychologically.

First of all, we've seen that dazai has some people that he genuinely cares for. A lot of people think that, just because this man was in the mafia and still manipulates people around him when necessary to reach his goals, he doesn't have emotions or a heart, that all of what he did when he left the mafia he did it only as an errand for oda. We see dazai's change and evolution constantly on the manga, we've seen him show affection towards people, be it oda, chuuya and even atsushi. He's shown some real grown on his morals and matureness. And even if this man has a constant facade, it doesn't mean that it is with the intention to hurt anyone. Dazai himself hides his feelings, because, in his words: everything I cherish is lost the moment I obtain it (or something along those lines, I dont remember tbh 😭) he himself admits that if he indulges himself too much on something, it will all go away, so he prefers to deny his feelings and not get too close.

Saying this, when was the time we've seen fyodor show some real, not fake emotion? And by emotion I mean his real feelings, affection for someone or literally anything that shows that, besides being an asshole and a genius, he actually cares for people.

By that means, they, fyodor and dazai, are not similar at all. Dazai doesn't show himself being vulnerable, but we know he pretty much feels and cares enough to try to be a good person, because of the promise he made with oda and because of his own desire to save people and not be in the dark anymore. Meanwhile, fyodor is such a mysterious character that only shows true malice and cleverness. And that is the big difference between them. In any moment, dazai could MAYBE let his emotions slip and it could affect his plans, because he shows true emotion (to us audience, not the characters) and because he is a human, and he can't carry his facade for much longer.

So that's why I dont view them as equal humans (if fyodor even is a human, atp I'm not sure of anything tbh), but as equally capable individuals.

And remember guys, dazai is not a heartless monster who manipulates anyone who crosses his path and just wears this "I dont care about anything" facade, who only ever cared about oda, and who is trying his damn best into changing as a person only because of oda's wish, but a human who feels and hides himself and his feelings in fear he could, someday, loose anything he cares for.

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m6bjo4fu0 · 3 years ago

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Dabi + thissss

“Anyone who could raise one brow is a brat tamer”

Dabi x gn!reader

Warnings: 14+ suggestive but I tried to minimize it because this blog is sfw, chicken nuggets.

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“Doll have you seen my-“

Dabi stopped in his tracks, a mixed expression forming on his stapled face.

“Your what?”

You answered, not looking up from your phone.

His bright blue eyes gazed over your figure, indecisive of how he should react to this. You’re laying on your stomach, pillow between arms with phone in palms.

A pair of muscular yet not too buff arms snaked around your waist as you felt him join the bed.

“What’s this? Missed me?”

You flinched slightly at the proximity of his deep voice. Your view followed his purple arm down to the flesh colored hands, rough fingers pinching the shirt you’re wearing.

“Can’t blame me, your shirt smells nice.”

“Better than I do?”

“Yea. You smell like burnt chicken nuggets.”

His eyes thinned as you chuckled while attempting to sit up. Attempting. And he made sure that your attempt fails.

Bigger palms pinned yours back onto the bed, causing your chuckles to come to a halt with your eyes widening. A smirk came up to his face, dark burnt eye bags reminding you of his sadistic side.

“Oh yea? Would you rather cuddle with that not-burnt-chicken-nugget-smelling shirt then?”

“Of course! I’d eat not-burnt chicken nuggets in that shirt as you wash off that smell.”

Your breath hitched at the sudden applied force on your palms and the rough lips that connected with yours. Long fingers curled together around yours, not letting you go. As he pushed himself up and away from your face, a small sigh left your swollen lips.

Although his dark locks covered some of it, you could see his eyebrow raising up.

“Would that shirt kiss you better than I can?”

You know that it’s better to back off now, but you felt a perverse desire to rile him up more.

“Mmm, not sure, maybe you should try again so I can make my final answer certain?”

“Know your place, brat.”

Dabi started kissing all over your face and neck as you made futile attempts to leave his grasp, only for him to hold you tighter.

“Your answer certain yet?”

He asked after he pulled away, watching your flustered cheeks burning up as you looked anywhere but him.

“Brat.”

Author’s notes: im sry i didnt rly know how to make this not suggestive. OH AND MY DABI NENDOROID CAME TODAY LOL JUST IN TIME

Edit: i just realized today is Dabi’s birthday💀

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corpsette · 4 years ago

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May I request a sykkuno x fem!reader fic where she's this really cute and shy yet cheerful girly girl and how they would match. Like maybe they first "meet" through a stream that Sean or Felix invites them on and sykkuno's being his adorable self and finds her really pretty, and it's all fluff and blushy. 💖

YES, YES, YES!!! I LOVE THISSSS! I hope you enjoy 💞

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pairing → sykkuno x fem! reader

words → 1.2k

the day was going by slowly, and it had been rather boring so far. you had spent all day watching other people stream, and, to be honest, you didnt feel like streaming today...

until sean dmed you asking if you wanted to fill in for someone and play among us with some very big creators.

of course you jumped on the opportunity! who wouldnt? it would benefit both your social life and your real life. besides, a few more friends wouldnt hurt.

"yeah, she should be joining any minute now!" you joined the voice chat and heard sean talking about you. "be nice, please! shes a very good friend of mine!!"

"no need to tell me twice!" you heard a sykkuno say. you had been a fan of sykkuno for a long time, but you didnt have the guts to message him. "oh, is that her in the vc?"

"y-yeah! hello everyone!" you said, smiling shyly as everyone tried to say hello at the same time. "I'm Y/N..."

"that's a lovely name, Y/N!" sykkuno said, making you blush and making your chat spam 'uwu.' "I've watched a lot of your streams, I'm a big fan!"

"thank you, sykkuno! I'm a big fan of you too!" and that was the complete truth. sykkuno was a big role model for you, he was one of the reasons you started streaming.

"okay, enough flirting, sykkuno!" rae butted in, making you both laugh awkwardly. everyone went around introducing themselves, and toast started the game.

the word 'crewmate' flashed over your screen. you quickly said goodbye to chat and connected to the proximity chat modules.

it took you a while to connect, though, so when you came back to the game you found sykkuno standing guard and making sure you didnt get killed.

"sykkuno?" you asked shyly, adjusting your headset ever so slightly. "is my mic working?"

"it's working! I can hear you!" sykkuno said, wiggling his character back and forth.

"oh, that's good!" you said. it was a little awkward, you had not the slightest clue on how to keep a conversation going.

"yeah! so, how would you like a body guard?" sykkuno asked, at this point you were both blushing and smiling like dorks.

you were big fans of eachother and didnt think this moment would ever come, since neither of you had the guts to tweet at eachother, let alone send a direct message.

"y-yeah, I'd like that. thank you!" you replied, but before you could move an inch, a body was reported.

"double kill in-" corpse started, but he was immediately shut up by rae's yelling.

"NONONO, SHHHHH!" she yelled, trying to talk over corpse. "BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, ITS CORPSE. I KNOW YOU'LL PROBABLY SIDE WITH HIM BECAUSE OF HIS VOICE BUT ITS HIM!!"

you giggled quietly as the chaos unfolded and rae and corpse started blaming eachother. at one point you zoned out, only coming back to your senses when sykkuno called out your name.

"Y/N?" he asked, you looked up to see you and sykkuno were the last people who had to vote. "are you there?"

"oh! yes! I'm sorry!" you said, fixing your posture and focusing on your screen.

"who do you think it is, I'll vote with you." sykkuno smiled to himself as you hovered over each person who was being accused.

"I think its corpse..." you said quietly, not voting yet, but sykkuno voted right away.

"I trust you, Y/N!"

"fuck, I should've listened to Y/N." sean said, shaking his head. "small brain plays on my end tonight."

you quickly voted and watched as the voted racked up. 3 votes for corpse, 4 for rae, and 3 dead people. it was obvious that rae, sykkuno, and you voted for corpse, so you already knew who voted who.

"should we 50/50 to be safe?" felix asked, standing at the button and waiting to call it.

"speed run?" corpse asked, laughing slightly as felix started wiggling his among us character, his child dancing behind him.

"SPEED RUN!!" felix said in a deep voice, only for reactor to be called. "SHIT." everyone ran towards reactor, leaving you and sykkuno alone at the button.

"hi again, Y/N." sykkuno said, standing on top of you to protect you. "I know you're crewmate."

"yeah, and I think you're crewmate too..." you said, a bit unsure. "because of the double kill."

sykkuno chuckled and wiggled around. "yeah! and, even if you were the imposter, I'd let you kill me."

"what do you mean-" you stopped talking as the sabotage was fixed and sykkuno called a meeting.

"we're alive!" leslie said, taking a deep breath. "so, we were right with rae?"

"I dont think so..." you said, thinking about all the big brain plays you've seen toast do. "I think its toast and corpse. toast does these kinds of things a lot-"

"WHA? ME? LITTLE OLD ME?" toast practically yelled. "I'd never kill anyone!"

"b-but..." you mumbled, trying to sound confident. "we should at least 50/50 corpse just in case..."

"I'm with Y/N on this one!" sykkuno said in his cheery voice, voting corpse and making corpse gasp.

"sykkuno... are you simping for Y/N instead of me?" corpse faked a sad sounding voice. "I cant beleive it. I actually think its Y/N and sykkuno."

"oh, it's not me and Y/N we were together at spawn when the double kill happened." sykkuno smiled, thinking no one would sus you two after that.

"can anyone confirm that?" toast asked and there was silence all around. "GET EM!"

with that, everyone voted, and sykkuno ended up being voted out because everyone trusted toast...

and that's how you lost the game to corpse and toast. damn, they really were amazing imposters.

"how'd you know it was corpse and toast, Y/N?" ludwig asked, making you try and shy away.

"w-well... I watch all of you guys so I know what kinds of plays you make..." you expected to be laughed at, but instead you got praised.

"that was really big brain, Y/N, sorry I threw that game." felix said, running around the lobby.

"yeah, that was really smart." toast admitted. "I guess I'll have you change my tactics from now on."

"oh... thank you all..." you said, laughing gently. "I have to thank sykkuno, hes the one that kept me alive. so, thank you, sykkuno."

"it's no problem! just trying to make sure we all have fun!"

after the stream, sykkuno added you and discord and you started messaging. you were so lucky to be picked by sean to join the lobby, because that's how you met sykkuno!

sykkuno brought joy to your life, even on days when you weren't feeling like there was any joy in the world.

you cherished these moments with sykkuno, and soon enough, he was more than a friend to you. soon enough, he was your bestfriend.

and maybe even a little more...

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meadowlarkkitties · 6 years ago

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supermidnightqueen asked:

*comes in with Brassy (MY brassbitty), edge (my coral), Knight (my king), Soul (my Chain), Honey (my Honey bo), and le roi (my mamba).* Hi! I heard from vex that you just opened shop! i wanted to look around and see what caught my boys intrest before picking one, if thats okay.

meadowlarkkitties answered:

Meadow smiled brightly when you walked in with your own bitties, she didn’t see other types too much these days since she spent her time here at the shop making sure the kitties were well taken care of. Greeting you first before she praised each of the bitties in turn, making sure to compliment them all heavily. “Miss Vex is a lovely person, thank you for coming over to see us.” Meadow’s smile was bright and welcoming as she gestured you into the adoption center. “Oh of course, the kitties do like when visitors spend some time getting to know them.” She smiled as Clove hopped down from a high catwalk onto her shoulders. “I’m Meadowlark and this is my Papysynnian, Clove.” She reached up to rub the side of his skull earning her a purr. “Please come on in everyone, sit down. Would you like something to drink? Or a snack?” As the group of you all sat down some of the more outgoing felines batted at lamia tails gently or peeked over the arms of the couches at the snake bitties and their owner. A Boss Coon the first to jump up and sit close to you, folding his forepaws and swaying his fluffy tail. A Russian Blueberry peeking at your Mamba with wide eyes, admiring the shine on his scales and he reached out very tentatively, eyes looking up at the mamba for permission to touch. A Honey Fold hopped down from a cat walk above to sit on the arm of the couch, watching curiously from a distance while a Redimese flat refused to get close to any of the snakes yet, eyeing the group from beside Meadowlark. “So what kind of companion are you looking for?” “Clearly they are feline up for a furry companion.” A sansapura smirked as he appeared next to your King, grinning wickedly and expecting groans. He got them as a Papysynnian hopped up next to him and shoved the Sansapura to the floor with a scolding look.

supermidnightqueen

I giggled as knight and soul began petting a few of the kittybitties. “well, i honestly enjoy all types of bitties. But i was hoping to find a bitty that my bois and brassy would feel conformable around, are comfortable around my boys, and at the same time willing to help out soul when it comes to my disorders.” I moved Le Roi to my shoulder as honey slithered behind me. “I know i’ll have a bit of a hard time choosing. i am glad that the adorable kittys have agreed to meet with me.” brassy was looking out of a pocket in my shirt at the kittybitties in awe

“You may touch” Le Roi hisses at the Russian Blueberry from my shoulder. Knight started petting sansapura as Soul waved to the Honeyfold and Redimese in greeting.

@meadowlarkkitties

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@supermidnightqueen More of the less shy felines quickly piled around Knight and Soul, leaning into the pettings and purring at differing volumes. They were quite enjoying the attention and were not shy about letting that be known, even the Redimese giving in and surrendering to some pettings himself. “Oh I can understand that completely, when it comes to things like that I will make a suggestion that a Papysynnian, Boss Coon, or a Russian Blueberry make fine additions to large groups of bitties and are among our more helpful felines when it comes to such things.” Meadow offered gently, not pushing any one breed but those three were known for being far more intune to their owners and other around them. It was one of the reasons she had Clove, he helped tremendously with her own issues.

As the two spoke the Boss Coon puffed up that his type had been recommended, of course they would. The fluffy cats, while a bit of an ego trip, were very balance felines in their own high opinion. The blueberry’s eyes sparkled with joy when Le Roi allowed him to touch the gleaming scales, his fingers moving over the sheen of them with a gentle, admiring quality. “So pretty.” The praise was instant and genuine, the feline having never seen lamias before, especially lamias with such brilliant scales.

supermidnightqueen

@meadowlarkkitties

“Thissss one” Le Roi hisses as he preened from the praised that the russian blueberry gave him. I laughed quietly as knight and soul clearly liked a boss coon and papysynnian each.

“it seems that they are quite taken with those kittys. they are quite beautiful” I said as edge move to ‘accidently’ pet the redimese.

“if i cant decide, do you mind if i take all three? I have a feeling that knight and le roi might put up a little bit of sulking and puppy eyes to get the kitty they want.” I stated with a sigh but smiled.

meadowlarkkitties

The Blueberry’s eyes grew wide when the mamba declared that he wanted him and he wiggled happily, the bell on his scarf chiming softly as he did. He moved carefully closer to the Mamba, still looking at the gleaming scales with an admiring look. The Boss Coon fluttered his thickly furred tail as he was pet, his purr a low rumble and he relaxed into the arms that held him, quite content. As for the Papysynnian, he was much louder in his own purring, his long tail swinging happily as he leaned into every pet given to him. “Oh not at all, in my opinion the more cats the merrier but I may be a little biased.” Meadow grinned and pet Clove’s head softly. The Redimese glanced at Edge touched him, his ears perking just a bit and he made a harumph sound before shifting his body ever so subtly towards the petting, not that he liked it or anything. Ha, as if. Still, his tail did swing towards the coral, coming to rest along his own by TOTAL ACCIDENT.

supermidnightqueen

I giggled behind my hands as i watched the redimese and edge. it was just too funny.

“ anyways” I said through my giggles as i ran my hand along the boss coon “I just need-” honey cut me off by draping himself over me. “Honey noooo! I need to decide”

“dont care, your warm and comfy” Honey hissed.

meadowlarkkitties

Meadowlark smiled over at the two fell type bitties as they “begrudgingly” tolerated the other’s company, the Boss lifting his back into the petting as his fluffy tail coiled around your wrist loosely. “Decisions are tough.” She laughed softly at the antics of all the bitties, eyes soft and loving as she reached into a basket filled with blankets and offered it to Honey as he draped over your form. The Redimese blushed slightly and looked away from you when you noticed how close he was to Edge, shoving his hands in his pockets and tucking his head into the fluff of his hood a bit.

supermidnightqueen

honey took the offered blanket and draped it over himself, covering my face in the process. Le Roi snickered at my misfortune. edge pretended not to notice that he was still petting the redimese. knight and soul were cuddling the kitties.brassy giggled a bit.

“honey not the face!” I laughed as i tried to move the blanket out of my face. honey winked at meadow. “sssssssshes the trouble maker ssssometimessss and needssss to ssssleep more than an hour” honey hissed in amusement. the other lamias nodded

“Hey! dont gang up on me!” I totally didnt pout under the blanket.

meadowlarkkitties

Meadowlark’s face scrunched up in amusement as Honey winked at her, Clove shaking his head a bit but you could see he also found it funny. The Blueberry leaned up on the very tips of his paws to try and uncover your face helpfully, however he wasn’t all that tall so was a bit of a chore for the guy. Giving up he sat in your lap and waved to Brassy before going back to admiring Le Roi’s scales. “Only an hour? Oh my oh my. I think a nap is in order than.” Meadow exaggerated her tones as she spoke and Clove pawed at his owner.

“Don’t be mean, Meddie.” He huffed and you stuck your tongue out at the cat. The redimese watched the goings on curiously, still sitting beside Edge. He lowered himself so he could stretch his legs out behind him, folding his forepaws and somehow ending up resting right up against the coral lamia. “are they always like this?” he questioned idly, crimson eye lights a bit confused by the antics but interested.

supermidnightqueen

“I-i think so” brassy said as he watched. “honey only recently started teaseing Midnight like this” knight said as he petted the Papysynnian. I managed to get the blanket off my face with a pout. “i dont need a nap” I then started to sulk and pet the russian blue berry and the boss coon. Le Roi started to pose to show off his scales.

meadowlarkkitties

The redimese made a show of scoffing but he did find the camaraderie appealing in a way, absently he reached one hand out to run his fingertips along the coral’s scales. The Papysynnian leaned into Knight’s hands with each pet, The blueberry also leaned into your hands as you began to pet him. Meadowlark cooed praise and admiration at Le Roi, such a handsome lamia deserved it after all. Clove flopping on his side to bat at a toy that happened to be laying on the couch. This was nice and relaxed, Meadow found herself rather enjoying the banter of the lamias and their owner. “Teasing is how my people show affection so I would take it as a compliment.” Meadow smiled and winked at Honey.

supermidnightqueen

honey chuckled then noticed the look on my face and look at knight “you gotta say it knight” he said in amusement. Knight scowled and shook his head. Le Roi preened from the attention. Edge hummed softly that way he could deny it.

“Say it knight” I said with laughter sparkling in my eyes

meadowlarkkitties

Meadowlark blinked as they kept asking the king to say something specific, her fox like ears lifting from her hair for the first time and she tilted her head curiously. “Say it?” she questioned, her fingers reaching into her pockets, pulling out a shiny coin of Fae currency and offered it to Edge with a smile. She knew their affinity for shiny objects. Turning her eyes back to the Mamba she resumed offering compliments and praise as she waited to see what the others were talking about.

supermidnightqueen

edge snatched the coin and hid it in his jacket. knight repetedly shook his head as i kept telling him to ‘say it’. honey was giggling and le roi slithered other to meadow and perched in her lap. chain was helping me pressure knight in to ‘saying it’.

meadowlarkkitties

She smiled at the coral when he hid the coin away, the redimese watching in amusement. Shiny things interested him but unlike the lamias they weren’t prone to collecting them, however foil balls would never be safe. Meadow’s fingers stroked along Le Roi’s scales gently, her touch almost massaging. Reaching back into her pocket she pulled out a microfiber cloth and began to gently polish the mamba’s scales. The Blueberry started to chant “say it” as well, not knowing what he was pushing for but wanting to join in with everyone else. The Boss Coon did not join in on the chant, but he was curious, though the Papysynnian looked up at Knight curiously.

supermidnightqueen

“knight if you dont say it i will use the puppy eyes on you” i said with laughter in my tone. le roi began to hum happily. knight began to sulk.

“besssst sssay it and get it over with knight” chain said in amusement.

meadowlarkkitties

Meadow watched you and your bitties with interest, tilting her head curiously a she continued to polish Le Roi’s scales till the gleamed in even the dimmest light? How did she do that. Maaaaaaaagic.

“what do they want him to say?” the redimese blinked a few times, kinda feeling bad for the poor knight, the Papysynnian petting the king’s arm before rolling over on his back and swaying his paws at him to try and cheer him up. That’s a papysynnian for ya.

supermidnightqueen

knight sighed before picking up the papysynnian like the monkey did with simba in lion king then said” This Child Is Too presious for thei crule crule world. I must hide him away for all of eturnity!” Me and honey started to giggle.

meadowlarkkitties

The Papysynnian’s legs swung easily as he was hoisted by the King, blinking at the others in a confused manner before he craned his head to look back at Knight. As the words were uttered the Redimese facepalmed, totally not to hide his chuckling, and Meadow snickered loudly.

“Oh my…” She managed between giggles, resuming her petting of Le Roi as the Blueberry snickered loudly. “Well you do seem well suited to protecting him from the evils of the world, Knight.”

supermidnightqueen

Le Roi snickered as i somehow managed to slip out of honeys grip and fell to the floor with laughter.knight blushes lightly before shifting papysynnian to he was holding him comfortably.soul slither over and checked it i was injered from my fall. honey had caught blueberry before he fell with me.

meadowlarkkitties

Meadowlark smiled as the group laughed softly, the blueberry smiling at Honey as he caught him before he hit the floor. He would have landed on his feet but he appreciated the sentiment and grinned up at Honey with bright stars in his eyes. “Thanks!” The Papysynnian smiled up at the Knight, clearly enamoured. “I thought it was great.” He offered with a bright expression, hoping to ease the lamia’s embarrassment.

supermidnightqueen

knight smiled and scratched the papysynnian back gently. “no problem” honey hissed with a chuckle. I was currently trying to warn off a mother hen. “soul im fine stop” I said while trying to pushing him away. he only kept checking for wounds. Le Roi laughed at my misfortune.

meadowlarkkitties

It was nice to see how much your lamias cared about you, clearly you were all very close knit and it made the puca smile. Offering her free hand to you to help you off the floor so that your chain would worry less, she kept stroking along Le Roi’s scales with a gentle firmness. The fae was honestly rather fond of snakes, and had often wished to have the ability to shift to them… if only to startle her friends. “Don’t worry Soul, the center has fae magic built into it, even if the fall had caused injury the essences within these walls would have began to heal it immediately.” she offered with a warm smile, the cats made a habit of jumping from the top cat walks often so she had to protect their tiny legs somehow. “One of the precautions I took due to the daredevil nature of cats.”

supermidnightqueen

I grabbed your hand and got up “thanks meadow!” I said happily. chain smiled and nodded a bit in understanding.

“im guessing that it happened quite often?” knight asked. Le Roi hissed contently as edge seemed to have fallen asleep.

meadowlarkkitties

“You’re very welcome.” Her response was bright and she glanced over at Knight when he asked his question. “Unfortunately, the young kittens like to think they are invincible and after many many accidents involving broken legs I had to do something to make it safer. Taking down the catwalks would have put the whole community in here in an uproar.” She laughed softly, glancing over at Edge and the Redimese, who were curled up together and sleeping. “It was quite the problem.” Clove offered from his spot laying beside his owner. “The Blueberries and the Papysynnians are so energetic as kittens that we had to make sure they were safe as they play, and young Sansapura are fairly clumsy.” He offered, the Papysynnian in Knights’ arms nodding his head in agreement.

supermidnightqueen

I took out my phone and took a picture of the redimese and edge. “i dont think edge will let me leave without the redimese” I stated in amusement. honey handed the Blueberry into my arms and soul picks up the boss coon.knight still help the papysynnian

meadowlarkkitties

She smiled at the coral and redimese curled up together, it was a cute scene and she had a soft spot for the fell types in general. Glancing over at you she laughed. “To be honest, I don’t think the redimese will let you leave without him either.” she observed as the feline lifted his head slightly in his sleep lean it on Edge’s shoulder, purring quietly. She folded her arms and shook her head in amusement. “Shall I get some paperwork for you than?” Meadow looked over at Clove who saluted and jumped over the back of the couch, towards her desk.

supermidnightqueen

I sighed in amusement. “please” i laughed softly “i come in here for one kitty and i leave with four” soul chuckled along with knight. LE Roi slithered off meadows lap and back over to me. “who’s gonna wake the sleepy boys?” I didnt show it but i was exsausted.

meadowlarkkitties

Clove returned a few minutes later with a small pile of papers and a pen, Meadow taking it from him as he scurried of for one of the clipboards. As she waited for the feline to return she laughed. “As I said, the more kitties the better in my opinion, it happens more times then you would realize around here.” She took the clipboard when Clove returned and began to fill out the majority of the paperwork for you, handing it over when all that was needed was a signature. She tried to do most of the work for people who came in. Turning to Edge and the redimese she smiled and reached out to draw a finger along the Redimese’s back before doing the same to Edge. Leaning close she whispered. “Time to wake up and go home you two.” She kept her voice low so as not to startle them but kept away from the reach of claws. She wasn’t dumb. The redimese’s legs stretched out, claws flexing in the air as he yawned and opened one eye groggily. “home?” He was confused clearly. She nodded and glanced over at you, he followed your gaze curiously. “really?” His voice was shocked, hoping that it wasn’t some joke. Not that you ever pranked the kitties so meanly.

supermidnightqueen

I smiled as i signed the paperwork before looking at the redimese “yes, im taking you, boss coon, russian blueberry and papysynnian home with me and my boys” i smiled happily but my grip tightened slightly on the pen to keep it from slipping out of my hand.

“After you ssssleep” hissed soul “I can feel that your exsausting yourself again midnight”

“I’ll be fine soul” I stated with a smile. the other lamias looked at each other.

meadowlarkkitties

Meadowlark smiled a bit, taking in your weariness with an appraising eye. She walked to a small fridge and pulled out a bottle of cold water, as she walked back she focused her essence into the water, small bursts of misty vapors escaping her mouth as she did. Offering the bottle of water to Soul she smiled. “This will help with her exhaustion till she gets home, promise it’s perfectly safe for humans to drink.” The redimese was still a bit surprised, sitting up slowly and glancing at Edge then at the other lamias. “Please be careful on your way home, Meddie’s essence is potent but it’s not a cure for lack of sleep.” Clove offered and smiled up at you with a cheerful expression. “And you all are welcome in at any time if you want to visit, perhaps I can get some of my herbalist friends to make you a tea to help?” Meadow offered gently, she could tell you were quite worn out and she took back the clipboard and pen once you were done so that you wouldn’t accidently drop it. Smiling gently she offered her hand again, ready to walk you out. “If you need anything, please do call or drop by.”

supermidnightqueen

“thank you meadow” I said softly as soul handed me the bottle of water before drinking it. honey handed the blanket back to her as soul shifted his hold on the boss coon.” and thank you for letting adopt these four beautiful boys”

#Kittybitty adoptions

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shiftylinguini · 6 years ago

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for the fanfic asks, can I ask 1, 2 and 11 please - for the whole of your Bound series if I can? Like whichever fic of that series you feels fits. THANK YOU

Ohh, thank you!! I love thissss, I really loved that series

1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?

Oh, welll I really, really love ‘Sirius comes back from the Veil” stories and I wanted to explore what might happen if canon with Tonks and Remus had chugged along the same, only Sirius came back. The idea of the wolf having this primal attachment to Sirius that Remus doesn’t want to acknowledge, or wants to try and separate himself as the ‘man’ from, really interests, as does looking at all the ways Remus is so externally buttoned up and underneath is a lot of different things. Not to say I find him duplicitous as a character, at all, but I think he could be someone who pushed a lot of the things he feels in this series into the category of “that’s animal, thats wolf, that’s not me, I am more controlled than that” and compartmentalised, and of course Sirius just fucks with this system completely.

Sirius coming back from essentially the dead, and finding has moved on, or tried to, and genuinely loves Tonks but has this pull towards Sirius, was really interesting and abit heart wrenching to me, as well as really fertile ground for Sirius pushing Remus’s buttons. I love both of these characters and I love all their flawed and ugly bits as much as I love the good, and this whole series was really, really interesting for me to write because of this. I think it

2: What scene did you first put down?

Oh, well for this series I actually wrote the first part in one day as part of a challenge for the HP_Infidelity community on Livejournal. I hadn’t written Remus/Sirius before but they are one of my all time HP ships, and I think because of that I had sort of put them on a pedestal of “oh no, I can’t try and write them” and telling myself it would be too hard, but I really wanted to try. Sitting down with this idea and just going for it and not letting myself second guess it at all was really, really good for getting past that, and the whole story just flowed really easily and I love when that happens, it is a golden moment!

11: What do you like best about this fic?

I think, of all four parts of this, I liked part three, and seeing Tonks and Sirius interact. I found that whole scene very thrilling and also painful, and a bit cathartic to write, given the situation I had plonked these characters in. I felt really happy about how it turned out, and I still do I think, and I really wanted to give Tonks her own full chapter rather than relegate her to this woman in the background, as Remus really does love her and Sirius just….didnt stay dead.

I also liked the response and the level of interaction with readers and commenters SO much, it was really brilliant. It definitely kept me invested in the storyline and there honestly would not have been more than one part of this story if people hadn’t been so encouraging and suggesting they’d like to read more, as I had never really done a series before this. But, I’m always flying by the seat of my pants, it really does not take much to get me to do something LOL I am very excitable.

Fanfic writing asks are here if you would like to ask me one :) :)

#fanfic specific fics meme #wolfstar #my fics #ty Le #you are a gem

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iradescentme · 3 years ago

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so casually cruel

great. this would leave a mark on me now. just like that crush I had for 10 years. i just now realized that, i think I have finally moved on from that crush? because of this new one that i had to move on from from now on. that crush from 10 years was the 1st real one i had. anyway, wow. the time I and this new guy have spent together are now just faint memories in my head. i dont want to forget it, so im going to type it down lol: the 1st one, i thought it wasn’t going to happen, akala ko di matutuloy, because he was talking to someone on the phone, about meeting up and those. he was quite busy on his phone that time which is unusual for him, he wasnt on his phone as much as that before during my treatment, so i really did thought it will not push through, gosh if i was right at that time i would really be bumbed. seriously tho, the time we had planned something he talks to someone about meeting up and be really busy on his phone? lol i originally thought I would ask him after my treatment but I held back. i had experiences like that before, i didnt want to embarrass myself anymore so i kept my mouth shut. after i was done with my treatment, i was ready to leave.. but then OMG!!! he asked me “are we not going?” shittttttttt why does this make me smile while i type it lmaoooo nooooo!!!! it was kinda cute tho. i actually thought it wouldnt happen, knowing or reading him based on the chats we had, but then hey.. it happened omg!!! we had coffee together. it was kinda embarrassing the topics i opned up. omygod hahahahaha because this dude doesnt speak much so i had to think about something to talk about. i h8 thissss why am i smiling. how would i get over this!!!! lmao alright so the next agenda was this.. lol, actually he was quite predictable. the texts he sent before was pretty cliche and predictable lmao. i didnt know back then but whenever i thought he would text, he would actually do? whenever i finished my treatment in their house he would text me immediately. i would only see him for an hour or two within the day and i guess we might have the same feeling that it wasnt enough? so we would chat but that would end in just a short while lmaooooo CLOWNING :’) alright moving on to the second one. im starting to forget thats why im writing this down. i dont wanna forget. he invited me again, it wasnt supposed to push through that day, mygod our angels really are stopping this huh? his parents were out, the nurse who was supposed to be on duty that night didnt show up. you know what he did? he contacted the nurse that was supposed to be on duty the next day just so we can go out lmao. the nurse that was on day duty came and he was thinking on making her take the time that night lol. his parents came home before i left. i was leaving lol, this was predictable too, i actually thought he would go after me aHAHAA mygoooood!!!!!!!!! this part makes me smile. i was leaving but his mom stopped me and said “arent you going to wait for him?” lmaoooo PLEASEEEEEEEEEE LOL and then he called me HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i knew what i was doing. i was leaving then he called me came after me LMAOOOOO IRA PLEASEEEEEE. i turned and looked at him coming towards me. i cant get that moment out of my mind to be honest. that moment, that look. him coming towards me in quite a hurry. gawd i really have it bad dont I. i wish i had someone think about me like this. like the moment i come towards them in quite a hurry would stay in their mind and be keep on replaying. we had dinner and had coffee. i stayed with him until 10 pm, until my mom chatted and told me to go home. it was fun. i waited for him to text bacause wasnt that supposed to happen, like its a code, he invited me so he had to thank me right? it took a while... another doubtful moment. if he really was into me he woud text me as soon as we part ways but he didnt. it took a while before he thanked me. i thought he wouldnt. so that was the last. he invited me again for the 3rd time but this time. it really did not happen and there was no next. i just realized the 1st, 2nd and 3rd one were like stages? lol the 1st one i thought wouldnt push through but it did, 2nd one there were already circumstances that was stopping it from happening but it did anyway, 3rd one, there were circumstances again and it finally won, the 3rd one didnt happen and there was no next. I wished to have more of those though. i kept holding on to it but i guess it wouldnt happen now. we even planned to go somewhere far with just the two of us. I had my eyebrows done just because of that idea. it was so embarrassing, tho i have already planned to do it before, but I the reason I had it done immediately was because of that. of course he noticed, his mom noticed everyone noticed, the most embarrassing part i told one of my friends the real reason and i was so excited. i had all these story ideas planned out in my head, it never got to happen. he probably forgot now. how cruel was that? he’s probably not affected too. how could you do that tho? have someone anticipate for something and.... just be gone in an instant. my friends were quite convinced as well that it was something more. maybe it was.. but just for a while. just some borrowed time. free trial lol. you know what as silly as it might sound to others, i find comfort in tiktok, there’s a lot of people who experience things that I do so.. it makes me feel quite better that a lot can relate to you too. 2 months have passed maybe i would get over it soon enough. my explanation is, ive got nothing to think about that why he crosses my mind soooooo often. everyday. do i run in his mind as much as he does in mine? does he miss me too? does he miss talking to me too? does that plan we had ever cross his mind? sayang. i got tired of talking to him too because of how slow he replies. and sometimes the things he says too. the difference with this and the ex is that the good stuff overpowers the bad.. while the ex, the bad overpowers the good. tho there were things that he did or said to me that i didnt like, it is shadowed by the good. and i kept on clinging to that. im still hoping something happens or maybe not. i dont know, i just want to find love.

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