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happy halloween! 🎃🐈⬛👻🐇
#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back#but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown#so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME#once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo#to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE#im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh#i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen#also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume#so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny
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‼️ VAMPIRE QUESTION TIME ‼️ [MORAL DILEMMAS ALERT🚨]
if your significant other/best friend were turned into a vampire, would you want them to turn you into one too?
and, vice versa,
if you were turned into a vampire, would you want to turn your significant other/best friend into one too?
#polls#.txt#vampire#vampires#i have QUESTIONS#and i want ANSWERS#what is the nature of my immediate tumblr circle#what would u guys DO#be HONEST#the idea of being immortal is Terrifying imo. my ass has been here long ENOUGH#but would i let my loved one go through this horror possibly alone?#then vice versa... im such a martyr. i'd prob be like ''noooo u cant have to suffer like this with me... ohhHhhh the horrors......''#but if they really wanted to be turned... would i do it?#btvs#iwtv#wwdits#i dont even watch iwtv or wwdits but ik a good amount of my immediate circle does from hannibal-spn-buffy land#so i feel like yall would also have Things To Say!#gimme that INPUT! that DIALOGUE!#maria is literally just rambling. hi#rbs welcome on my posts. i doubt id post smth i didnt want to be engaged with on here#did u guys know that one my first ever interactions on tumblr in like 2013 was me rbing a post and that person sending me an ask (bc we#didnt have dms back in the day) telling me to delete the post from my blog bc they didnt want anyone to reblog it#i was SO confused#and now. all these years later... i still am ??#u made a post on the rbing website...#still. i try to be polite and at least ask in the tags as i rb a smaller note post. like. ill delete if someone wants ofc#but it was So ??? to me bc i dont think it was a particularly personal post and even if it was ??? tumblr is also the Personal Story-Telling#Website#alcjskjcjdjd
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scheduling this to post at like 3 am my time bc the anxiety is REAL lmbo anyways. schmoopy silly self-indulgent art under the break
lowk inspired by @legs-like-jelly and conversation with @nebul-anna abhjhdfbjhf
#LISTEN I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE (and also im trying to get more comfortable posting images in general ajfdhsbhjdf esp since i like this piece)#it's MY BLOG and I GET TO CHOOSE THE ART I POST /silly#kiwi's serotonin corner#kiwikatdraws#transformers one#transformers tickles#< yoinking that tag from gabe hjgf#dpax#totally not imagining them being soft and fluffy and dee is hugging orion from behind and like#gently kissing his neck#but then he gets a little evil with it and starts blowing raspberries and orion is lowkey dying but he's also thriving so he doesn't#fight back adn ajhbhfvhjgfsbjkgfsjhbjhdfg#mutuals look away i'm being silly and self-indulgent on main /j
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The most underrated song from FFXIII's entire OST is 'Atonement' and I will die on that hill. I keep using it for nearly all of my character's playlists at this point and I am NOT about to stop now
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#people always talk about dust to dust and those and like#yeah theyre amazing#frankly ffxiii's osts are all amazing theyre some of my favorites in the entire franchise if im being honest#its not an understatement to say that theyve been hugely formative for ieeha back when i first made him#as one can see if scrolling through his blog playlist lmao <3#id say a large chunk of his main songs of all time are from ffxiii#including this one because oh my god. i rank it above dust to dust if im being honest#in terms of ethereal and dreamy songs#SIGHSSS#im only ranting about this cause i made an aesthetic sideblog for irrim and making a playlist for that#which made me come across this one again and i had to give it a proper listen once more#god im so. HRGH#i have feelings as you can tell lol#god i need to replay#silvi talks#Youtube
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#sorry for disappearing :( i’m in a really bad place right now. thanks for being patient. if you see this i love you.#tried to post these last night but tumblr was not having it and i was far too exhausted to fight with it. i’m really still too tired to do#much but i wanted to post … something#these are things from an au that i’ve been thinking about cuz of a video i saw on tiktok LOL nothing interesting just a kemonomimi au where#kieran is a crow and javier is (obv) a coyote and they like to play and have fun like the little animals in love they are#except the javi’s in the bottom left corner. those are just doodles. i love his responses to arthur antagonizing him LOL#and also finally jotted down the difference in javier’s hair bows after he got together with kieran#hopefully i’ll do something more with that but for now i’m just glad to have it down on paper somewhere#also sorry they’re all naked. clothes are a hassle.#i’m gonna try to get to some asks soon :’] slowly but surely … thank you to those who keep giving me the time of day despite my inability to#actually show up. it means a lot. i’m really struggling right now but it helps me to know that i’ve got somewhere i can come back to when im#able and that there are people out there who like what i do enough to wait for me#i’m not going to tag this with anything outside of my blog specific tags#other than#rdr2#and for organization purposes#image#art#hero draws sometimes#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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getting into a new fandom is waaayyy scarier than it used to be tbh. in my most recent fandom before sp (which im still mostly in, my hyper fixations have just shifted around) i made a lot of dark content, and got messages accusing me of crimes and trying to guess what type of abuse i'd been through over it. can't remember if i personally got suicide bait and/or threats to my well-being, but i saw mutuals get them and that sort of stuff genuinely scares me. i also just have anxiety in general so that doesn't help lol. idk, shit feels so hostile, especially if you aren't interested in keeping up with whatever rules that cyberbully circles make up.
#new kid noises#sorry ive just been in a weird mood tonight#i used to be rlly into sp back in highschool but felt bad about getting involved in fandom bc it was for adults#but now i feel bad about getting involved in sp fandom as an adult bc it feels like theres so many kids?#and i dont understand trying to censor myself in the show all about gross shit#cartman has a sex scene w his cupidsona in txc but god forbid you make something inappropriate in fan content??#the kids have been in plenty of inappropriate/violent/sexual situations in the actual show!!#why am i supposed to feel guilty for imagining bad things happening to them? they aren't real in the first place...#sorry for being all serious#kinda just wanted to get it out of my system#in my other fandom ive managed to build up a niche that i know wont harass me so it's a bit scary starting from scratch#i wanna make friends but past experiences make me too afraid to let my guard down for even a moment#i also just dont know what the current sp fandom is like that well#most sp blogs i follow are from way back when i was first into sp as a teenager#...so most are abandoned#im rambling. lol.
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selene what's got you smiling so sweetly? (is it the hunter, covered in blood?) ๏˽๏
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#sene/selene#posting on tumblr nowadays like im golfing off a highrise roof#punting a post into the fray hand on my eyebrows to shield from the sun watching if it lands well#obligatory napoleon dynamite style fistpump if it does#anyway hi 🫣 im still scuttling around like crecher but im making so much progress on ouro stuff#been really enjoying S' character portraits and incorporating more hints of Oakwerths architecture into their design#thinking of adding some porcelain caps to their horns#happy to share some sneak peeks if you forgive me for not being very social :]#i have 722 asks right now! seven hundred and twenty two. that is a dizzying nr and i honestly don't even know where to start#hopefully it gets neater once the ouro blog is up. pffft a girl can hope#i cannot thank you enough for your kind words and evocative q's#(everytime something new comes in it feels like seeing the first spring flowers) it really fuels me#i am working on the not so secret secret project for a while longer#who would've thunk i'd be more productive when not spending so much time on social media. honestly its a mystery#i hope you are doing well ✨#*skedaddles back offline*
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doing a quick run to get a vibe for these characters again and i wanna point out swiftstar's cute little son here.... white and heterochromic like his mama but hes got one of his papa's eyes!!! dont get used to him he's probably gonna vanish
#pregnancy ignores biology is on btw thats how they have bio kits#miiiight turn it off bc it always makes my clans explode but i like seeing what the combos look like#anyways the other reason im hesitating to make an actual clangen blog out of this is because the main four are the only consistent characte#characters#ok and shinyember's kids theyre always around too#in this file one of them died at 2 moons old and they got lasting grief :(#but back on track. i hesitate bc there'd be a lotttt of characters that would just be Erased basically like all the time#and i worry abt someone getting attached to a character and that character basically being erased in like five moons#i imagine inuniverse that rogues that join are still around but. the kits arent ofc#swiftstar is also fascinating to me bc hes not just repeating a day or a week. hes repeating his entire life#i imagine it took him a while to get bored bc of that#his apathy basically comes more from forced immortality and dying over and over again#swiftstar timeloop story
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"surely this will remedy itself on its own," i say, ignoring a problem of my own doing
#🥞posting.txt#neonwaste-vent#im gonna be honest guys. i fucked up and im too scared to face it like a proper person#i feel awful about it but every time i think about it i feel my heart drop and an impending sense of doom#its like. “oh god i fucked up BAD” and it makes me wanna run#and i'm absolutely trying to avoid coming back to here and the headmate i mentioned previously is sort of helping me avoid it#actually it's more like she's desperately trying to find ways to cheer me up (and il her for that)#but in doing so she's keeping [our] focus on things like anime and magical girls and stuff#+ she has a separate blog so that.... also helps me avoid it#anyways! hi my name is jude and i handle my problems by running away from them#instead of tackling them in private like i SHOULD :(#i wanna try and slip away by acting normal but i literally cannot because this is eating away at me so bad i cant even pretend-#-that everythings okey dokey flowers in the fields#if i tried to act like nothing ever happened not only would it be insulting as fuck it would just feel stiff and awkward and lifeless#like going “hows the weather today” while the house burns down#....holy shit i rambled. um fuck.#i KNOW i need to deal with this.. i just. CANT.#but i should do it regardless even if i have to force myself because unlike my other problems this is something i canNOT let fester#especially considering that helloooo this is another human being this is about#fuck. im gonna force myself to do this.
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Hi, I'm Morgan! I recently reblogged some memes from you and I'm curious about your URL: how does a life stage without genitalia achieve such a feat? Can you please explain
Wouldn't your like to know weatherboy
#i refer to .yself as a caterpillar because ive done so since i got on tumblr a few years ago with the url 'a-really-hot-caterpillar'#and EVERYBODY started referring to me as a caterpillar#so when my blog got flagged and i had to make another#i was like fuck it lets make it even more cursed#and make it orgasming caterpillar#anything is possible on tumblr even orgasming caterpillars#also unrelated but#im thinking of writing an Orpheus x Eurydice AU for brocedes#who do you think will be orpheus#personally i think Nico because of all his attempts to get back in contact with lewis even after all that happened#and lewis being eurydice like making the decision to stay in the underworld//away from Orpheus (at least in the retelling that i read)
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…we didn’t quite run it. Or— you ran it, I stumbled it.
[ Tubbo laughs. He doesn’t feel good. His chest is still constricting. He can breathe fine. Everything hurts. ]
Hey, you used to keep me out of the public eye with so much of this shit. If you ever— need to like… y’know. Breathe. I can— Not.. I don’t know what I’m saying either.
[ Every desk looks the same to you. ]
Or I can just make burgers, and we can… uh… try to have normal people conversations?
[ And every relationship looks the same to him. ]
I’ve been learning how to talk about the weather, Big Q, I’m getting quite good at it.
— @bee-pbop
[ quackity doesn't sit down yet. he's caught in the spider web of being unable to let it go. ]
it's because i knew how to, tubbo. when the press says enough shit, you have to learn how to dissuade them.
[ "did you ever think twice about why i was able to keep schlatt looking good for the public? why nobody knew what dream did to you?" ]
i know what the reputation of a president can do to people. and we both know what it means to lose an eye.
[ quackity sinks back down. coughs. clears his throat of cigarette smoke, sets his thoughts onto the better train track. fuck. reel it in. you can't fix this. ]
the weather. ha.
yeah.
we— right. right, it's— none of that's the point. um. i mean, i haven't been by the restaurant in a while. so. are the sales still up? good profit?
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#quackitychirps#ask blog#🐐 anon#ooc: its the way they falter in trying to talk about anything else. they cant Be anythijg else theyre born from their traumas#houughh#q goes for the business side of things immediately. its his best way of shutting down#its also his way of pulling himself together and reinstating his role of president. esp after briefly going back to 'being' his past self#who he shoves down so hard#god im talking so much bye
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i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.
#IN MY MIND HE'S JUST LIKE ME and i understand why he dropped out of art school also.#i need to get back to my readings but im too into thinking about the couple dozen issues i have read#and then going i wonder what he was like in college. and the answer is definitely fucking annoying.#if i knew him i know we would be not arguing in art history class. i would be saying his takes are stupid outside of class during break.#and he would go i dont know how somoene can defend british utilitarian furniture so vehemently and try to liken it to bauhaus design#our arguments would also stem from having very different art history and therefore philosophy education. his background would be from a pro#who would focus on european canon as per usual while my prof was coming from the perspective of someone with a phd in asian art history#and a curriculum based mostly around exploring and investigating non euro art work and how movements like modernism and#post modernism functioned in other continents.#this is such a main blog post but idont care. EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW HOW I PROJECT AND INTERACT WITH HIM IN MY MIND#he would also hate how i argue for art even i dont care about by approaching it at the philosophical angle.#'how do you like this it's barely even art. or it is art. but it's a boring cop out for suckers. honestly.'#'the thing is i dont like it. i just think you need to expand your world views and stop being close minded. youre limiting yourself.'#you might go eiffel what are you basing this on? the answer is vaguely remembered panels in my mind plus generally taste opinions of his i#can gleam from what art references they give him within issues.#it would also be funny bc like. he has a background in design... he's just stubborn and snobby i think when it then comes to the realm of#fine arts. i think his opinions and how they operate in regards to design + illustration + non gallery art are probably quite different#but i cant lie. from the singular 'i dont wanna be some loser who shows up with a blank canvas to a gallery' panel i remember someone talki#about in a post i have used it to create a variety of thoughts i think he could have had.#and the answer is the opinions of someone definitely a little annoying in art school. with a pretty standard traditional training#and background that stems from euo+american art history and sensibilities that inform how he interacts with art. which is very normal#but i think it's funny to view him as someone i would probably roll my eyes at for some comments he would be making.#and it gets funnier with how he acts generally as a person.#kyle you cant be this snobby when you are drawing pin ups of your work crush in your home studio...#good lord this got so long i have a problem. hi. sorry to my new follower your kyle posting made me go ha ha kyle. i like that guy.#static.soundz#back issues box#< it might as well go there bc i blabbed way too hard and too much. sorry. overtaken by an entity in my mind
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jesus christ episode 5 of arcane was so fucking good
#i am gonna finally finish watching it#do not ask me why i havent finished it yet i dont fucking know#its so god damn good im just fucking terrible at watching things if i have free time i play video games lol#kara stop blogging#arcane#but it was so many banger scenes!!!!! SO MANY BANGER SCENES#the scene where vi spots caitlin in the brothel fuckin rizzing up a woman and vi just gives a little shocked 0_0 :)#the whole dynamic flashing back and forth of jayce being on a fucking HIGH while Viktor is sinking lower and lower into his work and illnes#the badass shots while enemy plays of the underground selling its grit#then the upbrupt stop of the music when it suddenly jumps to jayce sitting in viktors hospital room#viktor asks how long they thing he has and before jayce can answer it JUMPS IMMEDIATELY BACK INTO THE UNDERGROUND WITH THE SONG STARTING-#LIKE IT NEVER FUCKING STOPPED#AUGH#THATS GOOD FUCKING SHIT DUDE!!! THATS CINEMATIC AS HELL!!!#oh the way they portray powder/jinx's flashbacks are so fucking good. so expressive in just how much shes haunted by what happened#how her guilt manifests into ghosts that she cant escape from#genuinely incredible. what a show.#i want to watch another episode but its 3 am
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final post. was reminded w this timeskip to december 24 megumi was possessed and alone during his 16th birthday. sukuna mark my words when you die and face the gates of hell i will make sure every deity from zeus to those who only exist as a few whispered tales from a mother to her child greets you with rage and vengeance i will make sure you never find peace in death and that your suffering is eternal when the sun finally explodes and swallows the earth i will have made a deal with the devil to resurrect you so you may feel its heat burn you alive and die again and at every single star explosion and galaxy death again and again i will bring you back so you may uselessly scream in agony until the end of time and when the moment comes where we all face our demise i will rise and restart the timeline of the universe to repeat your suffering once more. goodnight
#jjk#jjk 222#jjk spoilers#cant say whatever idc or idegaf bc i do. i do care. i do gaf.#RHATS MY FUCKING SON. MY MEGUMI. GWT AWAU FROM HIM GET AWAY GET AWAY#if anyone tells me to relax bc its a fictional character im gonna delete my blog like i am obviously being dramatic.#i will ruin his life though. IM COMING FOR YOU. GOJOS POWER HAS NKTHING ON ME GOJO GET BACK ITS MY TURN
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@.enxgmx-wrxtxr → @.dxy-drxxm
#🌙 | dreamcatcher's thoughts#;; hi im back from my hiatus from oct. with a new theme hehe#;; im in a middle of working on its icons but yeah#;; might just make this a multi because im unhappy with it being genshin only and want to branch out#;; anyways expect new shit from this blog i guess#;; if anyone's still around to see what ill write here lol
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