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im never finishing this drawing . throws it at u
#stfu popi#ortismypassion#undertale#sans#COUGH DONT LOOK AT THE UNFINISHED SHADING#IBE HAD THIS SITTING IN MY PHONE FOR MONTJS.#HAVE IT I DINT WANT IT#if u know wwre i got the pose no u dont (jazze-bee)
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pick me, choose me, love me
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Eddie wants to scream. Eddie wants to talk to Buck. There are questions he should ask - Do you know when the bleeding started? How long has it been? How bad does it hurt? Are you injured anywhere else? There is a conversation he wants to have - If I leave you here I don’t know that you’ll be alive when I get back. There are protocols, in disaster situations. If you can only save one person, you save the one most likely to survive. Beyond protocol, you always fucking save the kid. Beyond that, it's our kid. It’s our fucking kid, it’s Christopher, and I am going to get him to the surface and in doing so I am going to leave you for dead. But it’s Buck, and they never really needed words to talk, and Buck is still looking at him, and Eddie knows what he'd say. He'd downplay the injury. He knows the protocol. And he’d already said it, damned him out loud, he’s going to take you back up top and then come back for me.
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#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#evan buck buckely#Christopher Díaz#911 fox#911 abc#911 fic#my writing#my art#hello hehe dropping this at like midnight oops. oops#oh well thats what the tag list is for#trapped buck and Chris fic here it is at long last….#pick me choose me love me#really posting because for some reason ao3 wasn’t accepting pasted in italics and i spent awhile fixing them all and dint want it to crash#in the middle of the night and lose all that work#ok goodnight have fun
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hibiki koto is pretty so i drew her and thats it
#mayor doidles#fanart#vocaloid#hibiki koto#digital art#regular style#she is one of those characters that are sooo pretty you have to draw them every time you look at them#but beyond ‘pretty’ they dint have much personality beyond anything basic#which means coming up with a pose or scene to draw them in is very hard#thus we have. a very generic pose#i just wanted to paint her okay!!!!!!!!
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sketch comm for cvvani on twitter!!
tfw you and your boyfriend propose at the same time.....
#obikin#i looked at hayden in that one coat and i just had to draw it skfjghsdkjlfg#he brushed his hair back but its still a mess sobs#very moe#i was trying to look for a similar look that ewan nay have worn but???#i didnt really find smth that screamed obiwan personally gomenyasai#and i dint want him to just wear suit....#sw
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thought for a moment "how can afab people be scared of blood/faint at the sight of it over like. cutting themselves. you have a period every month" and then countered it with another thought "well that's normal for them they have it every month. they can't stand to see blood coming out of places that it's not supposed to come out" and then realized with "oh that's right plenty of afab people feel normal about and tolerate their periods and don't feel like it's a neverending cruel joke every day for a week out of every month every year unending for entirely too long of their life"
#not all afab peple Have periods bc of transitioning or maybe soemthing else i dint knwo about but you get it.#didnt want to say women bc im not one of those guys(women)#i do just have. full conversations in my head. i do often answer my own genuine questions. i do not know if tbis is normal#words from the monarch
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i really wanna make a vampire dip au inzpired by malice mizer doez that zound cool ..
#philip rambles#ill talk about it more anotherr time but grrgrgrgrr..#i dint have the time to draw for it right meow but i really want to :(#i love malice mizer zo much#my favorite band :3#no pains no gains iz my favorite zong at the moment
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I would love to get into fandom more, but, tragically, I have rabidly pair-bonded with a character outside of the Main Couple Continuum and so instead I stew alone in my little corner consumed with Thoughts
#this is a chronic issue I have#but specifically I am talking about my guy Teal’c#I adore him#I’m sure other people adore him but he is tragically not Main Character Material by dint of not being one half of the big pairing#also maybe because he’s you know#not white#but shhhhh I live in a better world where people are just overly compelled by Whatever Gay Thing is happening with John Sheppard#I want to hold him in my hands like a tiny angry bullfrog okay#I’m very normal about this#literally couldn’t post about anything else til I expelled this thought#other people I have irrationally decided to Love include#sunstreaker#aayla secura#Tuvok#teal’c#Cana alberona#Jean Pierre Polnareff#the list continues don’t worry#maybe I’m just looking for love in all the wrong places who knows#this isn’t a cry for help this is a shout into the void#begone burgeoning affection for Teal’c you’ve been subtweeted away#fandom#sg1#Star Trek#transformers#Star Wars#fanfiction
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why am i so interested in south american cultures and history. and why do i keep stopping myself from learning about them
#no cuz i have a fucking interest in it and its unexplainable idk where it came form#i literally live on a whole other continent way away from south america#i never been to anywhere in south america#i do not have a drop of latinx blood on me i have absolutely no connections to the damn place#but yet i am so interested in whatever the fuck incas aztecs and mayans were doin#about past history and current history#and current countries NOT TO MENTION THEYRE SOOOOO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GOD#i saw a vlog about brazil and never wanted to visit a country more in my life like holy shit#also i was obsessed with sottr mainly cuz of the focus on the latino civilizations#but from little research ive done it was quite stereotypical and blending the civilisation even tho theyre very different#but okay anyway#i HAVE the interest and yet i dont go let myself research ???? like i literally tell myself no????? no ill do that later ?????????#i have very poor memory retention okay so ig that makes me demotivated but STILLWOUWHABFJ#i remember watching some vids on the topics and trying to learn the damn differences BUT I REMEMBER FUCKING NOTHINGGGGGG#i can barely remember what i have learned in math last (4 weeks ago) like jesus cmon...................#i want to learn but i can barely remember anything FFLOR FUCKS SAKEEEKSGXVAJ#but still I dint think that's a reason for me denying myself and self sabotaging myself here ?????#i guess cuz im not taking it as much of a priority compared to the subjects im doing it + art + art history#which i also fucking suck at btw i am constantly trying to learn sm for art history and i remember. barely anything !!!#i remember i had to relearn the events and everything of ww2 like around 6-7 times and im not joking here#cuz i would not remember anything and now i remmeber it vaguely enough to be able to know some basic facts but no dates or smaller events#ok god my memory retention is shit i think i actually gotta be concerned about that shit#anyway i just wanted to rant except i have absolutely no information or facts to offer whatsoever#rumaiq rambles#writing this whislt listening to a Argentina 70s top playlist and there is absolutely no bad song. i love them all. and that is very rare#especially for me i am picky as fuck with my playlists and music#idk what the conclusion of this is i dont think there is one
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Yeah I think I can say goodbye to ohe tiering. Cool. That's great. Awesome even!
#keri rambles#:(#i dont have luck for emu events huh#theres no wifi here. snd i have limited internet abroad. i dint want to risk using it all up on prsk and then havung to overpay.#not counting the fact id wanna go online for tumblr sometimes etc#shpildve expected it honestly#ill still play for a while evedy fsy ig but i definitely wont have time or internet for long enough to actually tier#thats cool. totally fine. im not getting unnecessarily upset over something so stupid#its the hormones#sigh#well see how it goes#maybe miraculously ill managr#and ill be complainign for nothing#ughdhhhhnn
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his new fit. if you even care
#twf#the walten files#sophie walten#yes i know I KNOW ILL DRAW FOR THE NEW EP ASAP#i just wanted to share these cause id dint have anywhere else to put em#anyway. moew
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i wanna ask about getting this vox print but its $100 BUT DAD SAID HE'D HELP ME PAY FOR IT ONCE WE GOT HOME FROM FLORIDA...
#i want that one and i want the val one and i want the velvette one#i need the vees sooo badly i have the PERFECT spot for them on my wall dude#i neeeeed these posters#xanchats#i could also alternatively just buy it myself#i have enough technically i just dont wanna go under $100#HGNRRRNGJHRGR DUDE... AAUGH#the desire is real#i need this poster but i dint wanna ask about it but dad already said hed at least pitch in like $40 i think he said#AUAGUAUAGUH
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how do you feel about other people making art of your mer!andreil designs (with credit obviously)?
I have cried happy tears over people drawing them in the past and I will cry over any drawings of them made in the future 🥹💕 and if you tag me so I can see it all art made for any of the aus goes straight on this blog hehe
#PLEASE ID BE SO HONORED#youre so sweet 🥹#thank you smmmmm#not art sorry guys#asks#also nate im so sorry but if you ever posted that lil shark pup drew here i totally missed it#and i cannot find it#you dont have to post it by any means if you dint want to but i was 100% willing to link it as well lol
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I had a first driving lesson and it was.. bad.
#oh I supposed it would be bad because my motor coordination s bad#and I am bad at multitasking#but eh unfortunately I think I chose an instructor who isn’t for me :/#like I said that I have never drove a car and he got nervous that I dint know how to change brakes :/#use* brake#and I don’t know why he wanted me to drive in roads first?#like shouldn’t I try to ride in a training yard?#eh I would tell all of these and if nothing changes I will resign :/#it’s not for my nerves#and it would be waste of money too ;/#geez why I can’t have something simple and nice for once#instead I have to have everything so hatd#I sometimes think that I should spend this holidays on beach not on this stupid training :/
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#it sucks being a simp and a whump writer bcs#i want to share in the love of my fave chara but#while i can deffo do keysmashes and delirious sentences smtimes i just#how do u stop urself from sounding like a deranged motherfucker#'i love this guy i just want to dunk him in a tub full of bugs'#(yes im talking ab a specific piece of fanart iykyk)#'yes i think he shud puke his guts out hed be so cute'#'he makes me feel so much i jus wanna beat him an inch from death'#LIKE UGH my impulse control can only do so much#have i ever mentioned that one of my first fic ideas for jamil involved rope?#anyway back to ur regularly scheduled programming#dellet-asides#edit: i am partly referring to limbus company sinclair. he inspires so much whump i want to subject him to the horrors.#hes so whumpable i wanna hurt him 🥺🥺#(thank god i dint end up a kalim stan i wud project so much of my whump brainworms onto him)
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Behold ! g2 lagoona reroot
#wsnt gonna have pink in her hair but i ran out of yellow and dint want to stop working so i filled the left side in w pink#also its that ugly mermaid one with the shirt molded on so. ill have toi sand her or smth#meat art#monster high#lagoona blue
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man. why is there only like one instrument like omnichord... and why is it like 900 dollars 😭😭😭
#i want something thats portable but like i can put head phones in and not bother anyone#but also that i vibe with. i guess i will just attempt to use my phone more#i just. don't have that much to spend and even if i did im not good enough at music to justify a purchase like i dint deserve that expensive#of equipment 😭#my guitar is already too much but my dad got it for me.#also just not portable snd too loud.... at least for what i wantb which is to make random noices thst make my brain feel better#i think i can make it work with like. phone apps. i just need to get bsck in practice. i hasn't been producing like anything lately#no srt no music no writing i am weak and frail#also sleepy
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