#HAS MY WISH COME TRUE ??
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mythicalcoolkid · 9 months ago
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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reminiscentrainclouds · 5 months ago
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Ohh Shin Tsukimi, we're really in it now (the holiday spirit)
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airenyah · 4 months ago
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you're telling me?? i'm FINALLY. gonna get a reversed back hug?? dunk hugging joong?? not joong hugging dunk?? like 100% of all times in every single series so far?? a dunkjoong backhug????
this truly is the best time line 🥺🥺🥺🥺
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fujunfuren · 5 months ago
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The sea of suffering has no end indeed 😭
What do you mean while he was cooping himself to suppress the malicious energy and his alter ego telling him to succumb to it but he looks at the far distance, imagining a simple, peaceful life with wenxiao.
And his vision looking back at him, smiling, giving him a slither of hope that maybe this pain and endurance will be all worth it in the end.
Crying/sobbing/vomitting
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redthemarten · 4 months ago
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Happy Holidays~ whether you celebrate or not, I hope you have a wonderful time!!
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ducksinspaceadventure · 11 months ago
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Unpopular opinion, but I kind of prefer Huey, Dewey and Louie from the DuckTales reboot when they become teenagers and then adults to all wear pants. I'm just embarrassed to see that no one is wearing or that one is wearing and the others are not. It makes me cringe. Sorry.
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shewhoeatssand · 8 months ago
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they are similar
#painting is Interlude by Jeremy Lipking#my beautiful Neki#I must tell you all how beautiful he is waking up in the morning.#he tries to blink the drowsiness from his eyes but he gives up so quickly#he isn’t fully awake for another half hour or so!! but I rush ahead#he’ll sometimes do some stretches when he gets out of bed#common one is the Touka Stretch! he reaches his arms over his head and grabs the opposite elbows!#he has very pretty arms. pretty muscles. his complexion is very even but his skin is a little dry#Kaneki likes to leave the curtains undrawn overnight so when the morning comes it illuminates him so wonderfully!#I love how he looks bathed in light he is truly a marvel#I love when he wears t shirt and shorts or briefs to bed unbeatable boy combo#anyway when he leaves his room he might go take a pee or splash his face or something (usually it’s bathroom time) but immediately after#he sets up the kettle to boil so he can have his morning coffee#the coffee is extremely important!!!!!! it is what will actually wake him up!!!!!!!!#until this point his house could’ve been moved to a different planet and he wouldn’t even notice#this is a secret but sometimes while waiting for it to boil if he’s leaning against the counter and no one else is up#he’ll start drifting off again…… don’t tell anyone 🤫 it’s really cute#and when he sips his coffee.. he may do a little sigh…#he’s only up that early when he has somewhere to be though otherwise my boy will sleep in so late#and then he goes to sit with his friends or somewhere where he can watch them a bit while he gets himself together#maybe Banjou will look at his bed hair and say “huh. you look like a dandelion”#and it’s true he is the most wonderful dandelion there is because you don’t even have to make a wish#he alone is like every wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my Kaneki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌱🥰#kaneki time#kaneki ken
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aiscapades · 29 days ago
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girl i had huge crush on in school who was a very good friend to me she's so smart and wonderful and kind just told me she's proud of me for inquiring about a breast reduction i literally started crying what the absolute fuck I'm so gay and so deprived of love in my daily life what the fuck kck .?? HELLO??
#yknow when your whole body freezes bc youre struck with the realization people SEE you and CARE about you#my fightflightFREEZE kicked in so hard all i could do was cry and pretend to act chill texting back sowkwowkwl#at one point i thought abt going through gender affirming means for a reduction (vs plastic surgery) but THATS ILLEGAL NOW <33333#😃😃😃😃😃😃😃#THIS IS WHERE I VENT NOW OK PLEASE BLOCK THE NOT TS TAG LMFAO#not ts#me @ myself: girl this is not the time or place#also me: IAOAKQKW 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🫨🫨🫨😭😭😭‼️‼️😭😭🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🫨🫨⁉️⁉️#like I'm proud of myself too :)#i wish I'd done it sooner like everyone told me to. like this has been a reality for me since i was 12 or 13#when ppl talk about me they always mention my boobs. family friends teachers peers#at a funeral for a loved one when im 13 and an elderly relative brings up breast reduction surgery#but i was so scared (i have a surgery phobia and also extreme control issues when it comes to my body/safety) that i put it off#and now i am forced to be stagnant or else i cripple myself. which is a life i dont want to live#i dont want to lie in the floor unable to move bc my sciatic nerve is crushed btwn vertebrae.#crying hysterically bc i think ive paralyzed myself and there's no one to help me#being unable to dance or play volleyball or lift weights again.#i want to run :( for the first time since i was 8 i want to be able to run..#and that's just medical stuff. chronic pain stuff#that's not delving into gender identity or how this has destroyed my mental health in 7 billion ways since puberty#turning 25 this is the 1st time i feel like an adult and a Person. & i realize i need to accommodate myself & my own happiness#if i want to enjoy the life i have.#like i cant keep procrastinating my life#for a long time i've been like “my life just feels like procrastinating suicide” & that's very true. & i dont want to live that way anymore.#it's time i do things for myself. because i'm the only one who can. i can't live for other ppl anymore. it's destroying me.#this went off the rails sorry#i just wanted to make a quirky post abt the gay experience but it's much deeper than that and#i wont un-deep my thoughts and feelings for an internet post :) i am real & messy & multifaceted and#i seek for others to See me :)
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satoruxx · 3 months ago
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HE WROTE HER NAME ON THE WISH WALL I CANNOT DO THIS CALEB THE MAN THAT YOU ARE </////3
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#this is about the summer's echo tender moments btw#there was a wall at their high school where everyone wrote their wishes down#and mc has been writing simple things like “i wanna eat chicken wings caleb makes” or “caleb should win the basketball championship”#and he's been making all of them come true#but he always wrote his wishes super high up on the wall so mc can't see them#and then when they go back to visit the school he finally shows her#(by lifting her up i might add)#and then you see the only wish he ever wrote was JUST HER FUCKING NAME#OH MY GOD#the implications I CANNOT#mc complains saying that's too vague and how is she supposed to fulfill that wish for him??#and he just says he can fulfill the specific wishes himself#he doesn't need mc's help for those ones#but his unfulfilled wish is more memorable and can be remembered for much longer <///3#which means that mc will be thinking about him for a long time <////////3#guys i cannot#even despite all that it's the implication that the only thing he has ever wished for IS mc....#and that his wish can only come true with her help#and it remains unfulfilled until she understands what he's asking for <////3#SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK#he really has been PINING for this girl his whole life#and what's worse is that he has constantly been fulfilling all her wishes without asking her for anything in return#in this moment he literally tells her to be as selfish as she wants when it comes to asking him to fulfill her wishes#i can't bro i need to lie down#love and deepspace caleb#lnds caleb#love and deepspace
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solemnxrequiem · 3 months ago
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I know it's not Twenty Fungalore anymore, but they could still do wishes
he's still there on that cliff for me, whispering, "heard chef" and he always will be, no matter how they decide to change the episode ending
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hpdfag · 3 months ago
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feel like im getting stabbed in the chest every time i think about him. is this even what love is supposed to feel like
#... servant's song ♪#🍊 ☆ beloved .ᐟ#i love him i do. i grieve him the same way i grieve my father if not more so. but. i dont. thisbis fucking weird#i want my memories wiped. i want everything about kamukura gone because maybe then i could just let myself be happy#why cant i just let myself be loved. why cant i love him normally. why do i have to feel a little bit of fear with every muttered i love you#am i doomed? is there no way out of here? what do i even do with myself. i want out. i want to see him again but im scared of how i'll react#does he hate the person ive become‚ now that i've remembered it all? now that it's come into clarity?#if he saw me now would he even recognize me? im scared#i just want to be able to look him in the eye and say i love you without any fear. and for him to believe it.#im scared he wont be able to trust my love and my devotion because of what kamukura did to me#that itll be seen as coerced. or that i feel like i have to just to gain his sympathy. when thats not true#i love him. so much. i wish i could show that. i wish i could watch him sleep and feel at peace. i wish i could care for him while he's sick#i wish i could do so much for him without anything in return. i dont want it to be reciprocal#i want him to love me i want him to be near me but i also wouldnt want him to love me because he feels he has to#i just. i dont know what i want!#im scared im so scared i just want to go home. is anyone even still reading this? i hope not it's kinda embarassing#im not masking enough im not being fun. i hope i don't bore hinata when im not putting on a show#urhrvhrhvghhgh thats enough whining from me i should go to bed. maybe. i want to find my plushie of him but i dont know where it is
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beforeviolets · 8 days ago
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bruh I just deleted threads
#people are such horrendous misinterpreters over there#folks love to call tumblr the site where no one has media literacy#lemme tell you how wrong you are compared to threads#I first of all made a post saying for people to stop harassing authors when they don’t like their covers or titles#because they’re decisions made by the publisher#got hit with all the whataboutisms#yes yall obviously if the book is self publishes#the author is the publisher and therefore makes those decisions#then I just made a post about how I wish book boxes would instead of picking books based on projected marketability and popularity#to pick them based on who needs a cover redesign#and got comments from people being like that’s not true because I have NEVER heard of most of their picks and that’s annoying to me#personally#like babe they’re still picked based on publishers telling them their lead titles and projected sales and trends#as well as what they think is good of course and what fits the boxes market#it’s also why harper voyager books get like multiple editions all the time#some of these publishers have specific connections#and then an author retweeted and assumed I don’t know that books are picked in advance#babe I’ve worked with book boxes and am currently working with two#I KNOW#I’m sure illumicrate is done with 2026 picks or wrapping them up already#my post is not ignorant of that fact#it’s suggesting that books shouldn’t have to be in book boxes the month they come out!#in fact I do think book boxes should release special editions after release more often then not#also sorry plenty of book boxes do this right and do pay attention to books that will likely get less love#and therefore are likely to get worse covers#such as fox and wit#such as rainbow crate#such as satisfiction#the authors post didn’t piss me off as much as a comment to it saying I was rightfully corrected but whatever#i’m so over it
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folcanta · 5 months ago
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found your folken posting and went "oh thank GOD someone who's as fucking insane about escaflowne as me" thank you so much for putting all that into words. I LOVE your analysis of escaflowne. I started watching escaflowne because my friend was liveblogging watching it and I saw screenshot of folken and went "I NEED to see this sad gay clown." after that the autism latched onto dilandau HARD but i still lay awake at night thinking about The Themes of folken's robot arm and writing fix it fics in my head. "a swaggy martyr" you're SO fucking right. I see a character with fallen angel imagery and i lose my mind
oh my word, i hope you don't mind me responding publicly? this is so unexpected and so nice to hear, thank you! i'm really actually relieved my stream of consciousness ranting and raving is hitting because it's hard to see outside of my own ass after letting escaflowne marinate in me for. Oh, God. 20 years?i'm gojna throw up. But my partner has only just now seen it and instantly embarked on some persuasive essays so... There Will Be Posts
lmaooo ok i do love dilandau and folken's big time 15-and-40yo coworker energy. their Boys Night Ins where folken watches dilandau stick a fork into an electrical outlet. he's a damn freak, i completely understand how he commands autistic captivation.
if you don't mind, PLEASE... DO tell me about your robot arm themes and theories! beyond the theme of characters being... forced away from/denying their base selves, the way i've thought about it is like, left a piece of himself in fanelia, is a— hm, ok, this sounds ableist and possibly is, but i wondered if it was a visual representation of him being emotionally spiritually less whole w/o van 🥺 MOREOVER ... AND PUN GENUINELY UNINTENTIONAL BECAUSE I MEAN IT EMPHATICALLY: DISARMAMENT! SWORDS TO PLOUGHSHARES! a strategist, nonviolent... passive, even, perhaps. alright. now you tell me what's up please and thank you
(oh i'm also thinking about nuadha... which in turn reminded me that fanelia was developed with a ""celtic"" influence in the film. sick sick sick)
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akkivee · 7 months ago
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🙂↕️🙂↕️okay okay okay so so far within the og divisions we have:
❤️: they strive for a world where words solve conflict. they pointedly did not use mics to express this. at the end of the track, they’re dynamic as brothers has shifted to a more equal dynamic, where ichiro doesn’t feel so compelled to raise them
💙: they strive for a world without violence and used their mics to resolve the conflict. at the end of the track, they reject their status quo and aim to find a new one to change the world without the use of violence
💛: wanted to be real with each other and used their mics to get that across. at the end of the track tho, they say that truth doesn’t really matter anyway and stay true to the selves they formed their bond with
🩶: a battle of wills using the mics. jakurai’s love for yotsutsuji manifested in the form of sacrificing himself and dohifu trying to stop him using their love for their bond as mtr. at the end of the track it’s that love that’s saved jakurai, healed hifumi and elevated doppo’s status at work
and things have changed for all they’ve stayed the same so i’m genuinely curious where nagosaka fits in this lol
#vee queued to fill the void#as i’m typing this i haven’t really processed the scope of mtr’s story lmao#like it may be bc i’m still a matenhoe forever and always but holy shit their love literally changed their lives#and seeing those threads come to a head like that literally made me want to projectile vomit LOL CAN NEVER FEEL NORMAL ABOUT AN MTR DT EVER#i want to draw!!!!!! the scene where sensei as calm and as at peace as he’s ever been!!!!!!!!#tell dohifu they may think him using the true hypnosis mic to save yotsutsuji is stupidity but to him!!!!!!#it’s literally the most important thing!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!! it’s the utter peace in his voice that literally kills me listening it!!!!!#doppo: with all due respect this boils down to your ego#sensei: my ego? well that certainly may be the case. it is i who will be saved by doing this#me: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGHHHGG#*sniffs* god hypmic has been insane for these tracks on god pls tell me i’m not the only one who sees how insane hypmic rn#and like??????????? wtf can dh and bat deal with??????? i wish i was big brained to see where nagosaka has been going towards lol#dh has to be setting the tone tho since lowkey???? tdd are paralleling with their 1st drb match ups lol bbmtc want basically the same thing#and fpmtr reaffirmed their bonds and identities in theirs#and like ‘the trio’ makes me think rosasa are finally going to punch rei in the face for ditching them lol#but it might be time for dh to enter in the plot frfr trying to get rei from doing stuff on his own#so does bat parallel that??? trying to stop kuukou from doing things on his own???? something else?????#bc hitoya is deadass the only who has interacted with the plot in any way lmao (kuukou too as a victim of the true hypnosis mic)#this is me processing things out loud gomen thanks for attending the ted tag vomit lmao
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aprilmr · 2 years ago
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What I really need is a classic beach/hot springs filler story with UB, where they finally get to go on a vacation but end up entangled in some supernatural shenanigans that must be dealt with. In true anime fashion all of this must take place before shit really hits the fan so in between books 4 and 5 methinks.
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sskk-manifesto · 9 months ago
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Ep 5!!!
#Episodes that make me go “The author has never talked with a woman ever” 😓😓😓#I don't like how Lucy's character is handled at all. And I feel like I can't talk about it because I'm just going to sound like a bitter–#ss/kk shipper... But I really don't like it. And if it can help my case I'm a multishipper so I really don't take any–#issues with atsu/lucy I like the ship quite a lot actually.#So you're telling me there's this girl... Who meets this boy who pretty much ruined her life by directly causing her to lose her job...#And the next time she sees him she's going to sacrifice her own freedom for him as well as tell him “when you're done doing your things–#come and save me” (longest ewwww ever)... And when she regains freedom (author didn't bother to explain how because they don't care)–#she goes to work... As a waitress at the café beneath his workplace. So he can keep doing his Cool Superpowers Job while she literally–#must serve him every time he visits the place. It's just ?????????????????????????????????#Look‚ I don't dislike Lucy and I feel general affection towards her. It's just that they make her act like no one ever would#Just for the sake of the plot I guess#And like I knoww it's (probably just a little) more nuanced than that. I know Lucy is living her own fairy tale fantasy.#It's just that what I've said about her story is still true‚ you know?#I'm sorry but as sweet as atsu/lucy can be. I really hate the author for making Lucy a waitress. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.#It's so weird. This anime has women writing standards that feel like dating back to the 20s#Same with Katai and the ideal woman tbh. Like why are women to be seen as this abstract impersonal entities? Why can't they just be people?#Ideal for WHO. It's like super screwed up of a concept. What even is an ideal woman? What does it mean to be a woman anyways?#They just want to say “ideal wife”. But women aren't made to be wives their existence isn't functional to another person.#Sorry. I derail. Next episode is going to be even worse on this front ughhhh#Back to the episode: once again it really shows they were running out of budget with this season‚‚‚ the animation looks very suffered#Too many flashback also... I feel bad for the animators tbh#I don't really like the shift in art style :( Not even Atsushi I found particularly pretty this episode my heart cries#The nail pulling thing made me feel like throwing up afhsjyabfsbfwasfvb I feel like I can bear worse gore but there's a couple of little–#specific things I can't stand and this seems to be one of them pffftttt#I like Higuchi I think she's both very funny and cool. I really wish she was explored more (but then again looking at Teruko... )#The relationship between Kunikida and Katai looks so interesting even though we only get glimpses of it. Kunikida regrets Katai leaving–#the ada but is also happy for him but also worries for him. He comes to his house seemingly to check on him and starts cleaning around.#The way he loves him and cherishes their friendship and shared history is really evident and it makes for a compelling dynamic.#Perhaps I should read their short story... In any case. Going to someone's house and compulsively start doing the dishes half out of will–#to help out half because he can't bear the mess sounds a lot like something I'd do lol
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