#HAS IT REALLY BEEN SIX YEARS????
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NO WAY DEAR EVAN HANSEN RELEASED SIX YEARS AGO
NO WAY I WAS IN EIGHTH GRADE WHEN I LEARNED ABOUT IT
WHAT THE HELL IS THE PASSAGE OF TIME
#i was looking at musical animatics again because i'm gonna make one of my ocs for college people to look at#and i found myself returning to mushie r's dear evan hansen ones (reuploaded rip)#and i got nostalgic so now i listen to deh at one am#AND WHAT????#I WAS THIRTEEN WHEN I DISCOVERED THIS DAMN MUSICAL#HAS IT REALLY BEEN SIX YEARS????#I REMEMBER READING THE NOVEL IN FRESHMAN YEAR#I lowkey long for those days where I would just#Look at musical fandoms#Like BMC / DEH / Heathers#Listen to that shit on the bus#And then brainrot over Eddsworld flower crown edits or BATIM while I was on my way to the mall with the family#Good times#Nostalgia#Anyways I should probably tag this post my bad#zanyzen speaks#dear evan hansen#also dang DEH hits harder when you're older#Probably because I have a better grasp of the plot now????
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Y'all, I hate to say it, but no, Nandermo did not "go canon", in an "alternate universe" or through "implications" or otherwise. They were making fun of us. That was the point of all the little nudges and open questions that were quickly squashed. That was the point of the hypnosis ending. The point of that hypnosis was quite literally "Here, let's give the perfect fake wish-fulfillment ending to parts of our fanbase" (which is why there were three. They're fake. That's the point. The point is that they are supposed to be fantasies to appeal to people's hopes for the show).
Having Nandor and Guillermo as a classic sitcom couple set to a laugh track in a universe where none of the other characters exist was a jab at shippers who wanted Nandermo to be canon and cared more about that than the other characters or the premise of the show. They were making fun of "and they lived happily ever after" type fanwork. They were making fun of people who, in their eyes, ignored the irreverence and violence and black comedy of the show in order to make fluffy slash content. They were explicitly saying: "This is how we see you, and this is how we see what you want from this show, and we are telling you that it won't happen and we in fact have contempt for the very concept."
Why do you think they kept baiting the ship until the literal last lines of the show? They were making fun of us. They were saying "Ha! You still thought this would happen? After years of us saying it won't, to your face? Idiots." It's a comedy show, and they were making shippers the butt of the joke. They've been doing it for seasons now.
This is literally what Supernatural did back in the day. And nobody said that they made Destiel canon when they had an in-universe/alternate-universe stage play where the actors "explore Destiel". Fans back then recognized that it was a joke at their expense. That's what this is. Same as what happened in BBC Sherlock that one time, where in-universe conspiracy theorists said that Sherlock was in love with Moriarty (a ship the creators deliberately baited, mind you, same as they have here), specifically for the purpose of laughing at and making fun of that theory.
I'm so sorry, guys. I know you wanted to hope. I know you wanted to believe that the things the writers said at that con weren't true, but they were. I know because I wanted to hope too, even when I knew full well it wouldn't happen. They've been plain about how they feel about the ship for years. They saw it as a joke, one that drew in viewers, but was objectionable at its core. And they've followed through on that by baiting and jabbing up until the very end.
#WWDITS#WWDITS spoilers#Wwdits finale#Wwdits s6#Wwdits critical#Nandermo#At this point im glad to be done with this fucking show. Its been declining in quality for YEARS#Its treatment of women especially has been getting really bad#And the jokes have gone so stale#All things that they acknowledge with their characteristic ``lol that was the point`` attitude in the finale#I never ever ever want to watch a show just for the promise of a ship ever again. This has been a waste of my damn time#I wasnt even going to watch season six. I just wanted to know if they would actually go canon in the finale#And what do i get for my time and energy? Made fun of#Really living up to your name as The New Superwholock. Thanks WWDITS for a good first 3-4 years. I will treasure those
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In your Spitfire AU, since Zuko is looking after Lu Ten II, what happened to Ursa?
Zuko is slightly older in the Spitfire AU. He was banished at fifteen, his head a little clearer and denial a little weaker than in canon. After his first look through the Air Temples, Zuko decides that if he can't find a myth, he might as well search for the next best thing.
Finding Ursa isn't easy, but in time he makes it to a secluded house in a near-forgotten part of the world. His mom is there, older and stronger and alive.
But she isn't alone.
And Zuko, as it turns out, didn't keep the best company during his search.
When Ursa is discovered and her secrets are laid bare for assassins (for Ozai) to find, she begs Zuko to take his little brother and run. She'll do anything it takes to protect her children, even if that means leaving them behind to keep a target off their back. Ursa diverts attention from them and allows Lu Ten's ancestry to be kept a secret. She orders Zuko not to follow her again, and disappears.
Zuko is left with a little three-year-old brother to raise and a mother he cannot hold onto.
#dema answers#atla#spitfire#Spitfire AU#prince zuko#atla ursa#Lu Ten II#The Ursa/Hakoda parallels are going to be insane in this one I swear#It's okay tho#It's absolutely intentional#(The other option was killing her. But I happen to find family conflict and abandonment issues way more compelling to write)#Luckily Zuko isn't alone. He's a mess of course—and raising the little brother you never knew you had isn't easy.#But he has Uncle and (once those loyal to his father have been taken care of) he also has his crew.#Look three years into the future and you've got a six-year-old Spitfire running around the ship and giving Zuko early gray hair#Ursa will be reunited with them in the future. I just don't know when would that happen yet.#Probably post-war#She returns to her children only to come face to face with their overprotective found family (aka the Gaang)#Their reunion would be quite messy at first but...it'll all be okay#They all love each other deeply. And sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes there are things that you can't forgive or forget.#But Ursa did everything she did because she loved them. And Zuko knows that. Zuko understands that.#(He was forced to make the same decision in Ba Sing Se—giving yourself up and leaving the people you love behind so that they're safe)#(He understands)#But Lu Ten II doesn't#He doesn't remember Ursa. Not really. He knows of her what Zuko and Uncle tell him. But he doesn't remember ever having a mother.#(Tara is soft and warm and kind to him. She holds him and takes care of him and makes sure he's well-behaved. And he loves her.)#(Is that what makes a mother? Or is it the blood you share?)#Ursa isn't much like Tara. But she loves him dearly—there's a reason he has the name of someone who was so dear to her.#She is Lu Ten's mother. Zuko's mother. Uncle's sister.#And she isn't like Tara. But she loves him even if he can't remember her.#So maybe he can learn to love her back.
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I hope we get a scarf reveal soon. I feel like, with the inevitable “Gabriel was Monarch and Marinette lied about it” reveal, it could be interesting for Adrien to have a “Marinette made this scarf and never told me it wasn’t a gift from my dad” reveal. Because the scarf is an AGGRESSIVELY saner example of Marinette keeping something hidden for the sake of Adrien’s feelings; it could possibly help him see her motivations in a different context and be more forgiving when he realizes the truth about his father
#not that I’m trying to downplay the significance of the eventual monarch reveal#because Adrien IS going to freak the fuck out AS HE SHOULD#I’m also not trying to insinuate that marinette is doing the right thing by keeping it from him#only saying that a scarf reveal could be an interesting parallel to the monarch reveal#and it could be a reminder to Adrien that marinette really is well-intentioned#(it could also be devastating because it could compound onto the fact that his dad really wasn’t a good person)#there are layers!#ml speculation#miraculous season five#miraculous season six#miraculous spoilers#(idk if this even counts as spoilers since s5 has been out for over a year but I’m still tagging it lol)#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#Adrienette#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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I'll update with screenshots later I'm kinda havin a Time right now
#just rehomed my cat today#adopted her six months ago only to discover that I developed a cat allergy in adulthood#tried so hard to make it work but in the end it just wasn't gonna be fair to either of us#there's a really good group in the area that rehomes cats with as much focus on the animals as possible they've been fantastic#and they're sending me updates on her to let me know how she's doing#and everyone there agreed I'm making the right choice#but goddamn it's hard#she's such a sweet little cat I could not have asked for a better cat#I absolutely love her but I can't. be miserable in my own home for the next 15-20 years#and she can't be expected to spend half her life shut in her playroom so I can function she's way too social and clingy for that#she would drool all over me every morning because she was so damn happy to see me (very cute but the allergens are stored in the saliva)#so here we are#I am very sad to give her up#but my eyes don't itch and I don't have to plot out my day around Containing The Allergens and change clothes constantly#and she's an adaptable cat who's rarely bothered by anything and loves everyone so I know she'll be okay#as long as she has laps to sleep on and feather sticks to violently murder
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#mentally i've been having a really hard time seeing the number on the scale go up#my movement has been very restricted since november. on good days i've only been able to walk for 800m-1.0k#to then be in more pain the rest of the day#i feel like a hermit. i've barely been able to leave the house. i can't sew for more than 30 minutes. i can't knit/draw at my desk for ..#.. more than an hour. after vacuuming or taking a shower i'm in pain#basically i feel okay up until 4pm. it's all downhill from there. anything/everything i did that day adds up and gets returned in pain#anything i do has consequences at the end of the day. on top of just gravity pushing down on the spine while sitting/walking during the day#so for six (!) months i mostly just sat at home doing barely anything. i've maintained about the same diet- just with a little more snacking#but because i can't really move my body that much i gained about 4-5kg (10lbs) over the past half year#i underestimated the effects a constant & building daily nerve pain would have on me. both physically and mentally#it's been draining. it's been lonely. it's been so hard to keep my spirits up#being there for loved ones going through a rough time while i struggled to find any joy in life. keeping appearances up.#there's just always something. burn-out. depression. anxiety disorder. moving 4 times in 2 years. therapy. my grandpa dying so unexpectedly.#and now this. i'm just so sad and frustrated and angry. i want to move (ha) on and live my life#it's taking a toll mentally to see the weight loss progress i've made after gbp surgery slowly slip through my fingers#and there's so little i can do about it now#i'm sorry for the huge tag post. i had to get this off my chest. i'm not okay. i'm scared for the possible complications of hernia surgery.#but i have to go ahead with it because there is no other way to get out of this horrible groundhog day#i'll leave it at that. if you made it til the end: thank you for taking the time to read this. i love you. i hope you'll have a good day ❤️
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message on a wire
Rating: T Relationships: Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast Additional Tags: Conversations, Canon-Typical Trauma Discussions, we fuck with demiplanes here sir
Summary:
It takes a while after the Apogee Solstice begins, with all of its associated dangers, for Essek to return home.
#critical role#shadowgast#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#cr fic#echoes of the solstice#it's been a whiiiiile#CHRIST it really has how has it been six months since I posted anything on ao3 wtf#anyway not really extensive enough to argue that we're so fuckin BACK babey cuz I am writing non-fic stuff at the moment but#a lil bit of fic. a palette cleanser for the year.#what is a miracle is that I've gotten ALMOST 100k written this year in spite of it all.#really did not think I'd even managed that. hopefully I can hit that target at least.
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Need the world to understand how much I love this girl. She is my blorbo, deserves so much better, and also deserves the most deranged lovers to enemies to lovers again plot line known to mankind. Seriously, she has given me so much joy in the few weeks I have had her. Regardless of the mess the show is / becomes, they can never take her away from me. I've adopted her, she's mine now.
#ive been having a really rough few weeks okay#having her to focus on has made surviving this really bad mental episode a lot less lonely#especially since its the first time going through one since my back to back hospitalisations six years ago without a partner#so ive really been riding through this solo on my own with just my cats#and the occasional check in from a friend#been really rough yall#anyways we stan Melissa always#shio speaks
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I'VE JUST WOKE UP. I'VE JUST STARTED READING. WHY AM I BLUSHING ALREADYYYYY (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)
#mr love queen's choice#mlqc#mlqc gavin#has it really been six years#👁👄👁#the#the next five years plan????#(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
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(shaking hands, functioning on three iced coffees, not beta read we just die) (LIL BRO TREATING THIS LIKE AO3Anyways yeah i did not read anything i typed here a second time so my wording might Suck Major Kuss)
Hey chat! sorry my holiday depression unfortunately kicked in, i had a ,, relatively decent Eid (cuz i dont celebrate christmas) ...? so i hope everyone had a relatively better holiday than i did… 💦
My friends often tell me i look like my art and i kinda see it. Hooray! Meeting the artist! Except i took matters into my own hands of making my own collage because I Do Not Have Enough Storage Space For Any Other Editing App
Additional shitpost ❤️ the art I've been most proud of are not actually in here, really! I'm mainly proud of the fanart i made for the few smiling critters AU's aaaall the way back feb-march but. I guess the stuff i liked the most i did this year was probably for the one who wilts? Im trying to think of stuff earlier than that. I noticed i definitely had an improvement in art, and i learned i do have a preference of drawing certain ways now too lmao- the fun of art! I hope to improve more in 2025 :-)
Herm,, all jokes aside, im glad people like my art...?? I am not a very Secure artist myself (already taking me five minutes to type that out and consider myself as an artist) so im SHOCKED when people Actually like my things. My doodles. The sometimes rare occasion of real art i put out there. Like! Wow! Thats crazy
Id have to say the same for youtube- im currently at 456 subscribers 🥺❤️ that is huge to me,, i wouldnt have expected me posting for the first time in years on youtube would result to me getting this many subscribers? ? .???
Im very, VERY thankful for the people ive met this year through fandom and generally. Unfortunately—for the past few months—Ive hit a really low stump in my mental health that limits me from talking to people without getting super drained, even on social media i kinda struggle with being active again. I am thankful for the people that continue to stick around and know im the way that i am,, one day ill be mentally stronger and everyone is gonna see my growth as soon as i can ,, Actually leave my own home and hopefully start a new. I didnt really consider that until one of my friends shared its experiences with me and i GENUINELY realized i can run away and get better one day,, there is a light at the end of the tunnel,, there IS,, but not now. Not today. Not in a few months. Itll take me years to heal but 2025 and ongoing years as i get more freedom to do so,,
UHHHH UHHH. ASIDE FROM CHEESY RANTING OF HAVING HOPES FOR THE FUTURE, YAPYAPYAP- i got a drawing tablet (again another thing my friend inspired me for- technically two major things in a row it inspired me for- hope in the future and drawing BWAHAHA-) and uhhh. HmMMOOHHH YEAH I REUNITED MY MEOWMEOWS! HOORA🎊🎊🎊🎊

my 2025 goals are not just improvement in art,, but in hopes of getting a full time job (since my last full time UMM. did NOT work out well! How am i gonna learn to pay my taxes on my own dawg,) and trying to get a place of my own since i missed out on that two years ago (or one? One year ago? I DUNNO..!!!!) , therapy and trying to heal better compared to my terrible stumps of 2022-2024,, i dunno what else but. Maybe working on my social skills at some point 🗿🗿 a far fetched goal is moving out of state completely and also going on testosterone but that is farrrr from now </33
Thank you lot for following and keeping up with my goofiness i gen did not think an animanga nerd with a passion of indie and mascot horror games could reach 510 followers within one year HELPPP thats crazy
On less serious goals though i hope on watching more animes than reading manga in 2025 BWAHAHAGAHSAJD i read manga more and anime is Extremely Rare for me to watch but both jjk and Beastars have all ive been watching as of recent lol- trust i will be such a geek (girl Please that is NAWT something to look forward to) (YES IT IS. HAVE YOU NO WHIMSY?)
#Welcome back to “sydneys yapfest.” Today i bawl my eyes out for 20 minutes and then go back to hide into the catacombs! Oh how fun#And well i guess OFF + DW + STP have been on my mind too lmao- OUH YEAH. I GOT $100 IN ROBUX. Made a looey skin. Teehee!#Uhh i lost a lot of people this year but. Yknow. Most of them were really shitasses! So! Hey! Positivity wins again#<- Like it genuinely does- being around people who are more positive than self depreciative has helped me a lot more in recovering#UMMMM. YEAH. YUH. MMHM. THATS ALL I GOT. Im scared of new years! so ill see you guys next year probably? (LIKE IN JAN)#Thanks for making this year so silly and wonderful ❤️🩹❤️🩹💟💟 ill probably post if i get any asks but therell be more inactivity due -#- to seasonal depression TvT... but ill be better in six months time! June! We got this chat we will NOT let depression kick our asses 🤺🤺#Ok yeah thats all for now- YAHOO! Someone hold my hand for the next few days im Deeply Terrified Of New Years Countdowns#sydneys thoughts
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ok there you go bam.
Those memories remain amorphous, lingering at his peripherals their potency fluctuates between gentle, gossamer threads reminiscent of the full moon’s luminous silver and harsh dissonance of demolition as it eradicated the last vestiges of that once resplendent dream. His bare feet walk a solitary path between the tenebrous sky punctuated by thousands of scintillating stars and the village below where voices chorus mellifluously heralding his arrival. Effervescent joy compels his gait forth, eager feet gracefully ascending over jutting rocks and verdant foliage until he stands before the precipice overlooking the lambent light emanating from a fire below. It was always initially clumsy, the transformation from four paws disturbing fallen leaves as he careened through the undergrowth and onto two feet, fingers splayed against old, furrowed bark and tracing it reverentially as he reoriented himself. Yet the night was in its infancy and the festivities would persist until dawn’s golden radiance chased the last vestiges of darkness from the sky and how fervently they would dance until their souls ached with the prosperity they evoked in him. When he stares amongst the cubes of ice eroded by a listless tide of amber liquor he can almost recall what it felt like to feel the dirt beneath his paws and the enticing breeze ruffling his fur. It was a preferable deceit, the longer Ki surrounded himself with their degeneracy the more he realized that these were not the same humans who had supplicated him for abundance. their avarice was insatiable, grotesquely stuffing their mouths with their chosen vice until they grew corpulent. as he observes them, pouring another drink, the coalescence of complimentary colours twisting into something morbid, he has to remind himself that hunger is but another emotion he was capable of repressing. This bar was the sort of sordid establishment that showed no courtesy to its transient patrons, one hideous visage wouldn’t be missed within a sea of similarly vile, nondescript humans. That was why he allowed it to accommodate him, filth incongruous to one who had once been so dignified, debased until he was nothing more than an egregious stain on that once pristine life. As long as he could survive in the bowels of that city ━ he would do whatever it took.
Character name: Aki / Ki Age: unknown. hundreds of years. he looks to be in his mid to late twenties. Species ( ? ) : he was a harvest deity who took on the original appearance of a fox but now, after being stripped of his divinity he only has his fluffy ears and tail, these are often hidden behind a glamour. He is no longer able to take his divine form, it’s been all but lost to him. Job: he works at a bar run by questionable people, it’s often the location for discreet dealings both with other supernatural entities and humans. he acts as an intermediary between his benefactor, their underlings and the rest of the world. the bar serves as a place for meetings, reunions and often deals in death. he owes those people a great deal for offering him an inconspicuous way to continuing living after a run in with some exorcists and thus is seemingly loyal to them and acts in their best interest. Personality: sharp witted and incisive he’s quick to adapt to any situation, however, his mordant sense of humour and lack of patience when it comes to foolishness have often led him to bicker with the bar’s patrons. despite this his actual personality seems rather ambiguous, most of the time he’s relying on an effortless facade to steer him through interactions with others. It’s hard to recognize the once innocent and gracious god he had been centuries ago. most often he complies with his benefactor’s ambitions and has found that his personality has become more malleable the longer he’s been stationed behind that bar serving a vast variety of clients.
#ki was always intended to be a lil more vicious than the art i commissioned makes him look but still !#you get the general vibe#he's just trying to survive but has inextricably been woven in the threads of whatever these#strange !! unnamed !! probably dangerous people !!! want of him#he doesn't really know their whole intention for him only that their leader saved him when he was on the brink of ruin#so in his eyes#he owes them his life#he can be a little tsundere i fear fuck me.#ooc.#anyway#i havent thought abt or written about an oc in like six years so this is all i got#he probably also gnaws on people or smth idk sharp teeth for that purpose
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Aaaaaand it’s not the battery like we thought might’ve been the problem with my car so now I’m going to have to actually take it somewhere to figure out what’s wrong with it and it’ll probably be expensive and I’ll have to decide whether it’s even worth it to keep the thing or try and find another car and then I’ll have to deal with that and
#sorry for the complaining again#but I’m really upset this stupid car has only been mine for about six months#I thought I’d have at least a year or two before it quit#my dad got my hopes up with the battery and now it’s definitely not that#why is it whenever we have car trouble it’s never ONE car at a time#we have four cars and three of them are currently having issues#one of them is kind of a junk car anyway so that’s expected but come ON#argh#ARGH.#this is just like 2017#rambles from the floor
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this video is going to be 4+ hours i want to fucking die.
#things got mixed up and it looked like the segment i'm working on now (third to last recording editing) would end at about 3:10ish#but somehow the audio got overdubbed and when i corrected it it's 3:18:00.#so with two whole sections to go that both will probably be 20+ minutes#idk#i also should probably re-record a huge swath of the post-intro to late origins but i'm just. fucking not going too.#i'm proud of a lot of this but i'm also tired of a lot of it and losing faith in some of the vision despite feeling good about a lot of it#i have a deadline of the end of the month because i'll be away the first week of june#and while i'm away i'm gonna record another project with two friends that's a wrap-up to an old fun stupid podcast we did for three years#and i cannot have this looming over me when i edit that#but idk i'm afraid i'm not meeting that deadline it's been slow going#i kind of want to release that podcast wrap-up and this the same day so the six fans we had can go straight too it#but i still want it done well before i even touch that#idk i want to walk into the fucking ocean#and idk how it would even be recieved because i criticize all the games#the second game and third game get a lot of criticism from me#And I do everything i can to balance and praise at the same time#but the second game specifically has become such a sacred cow that you can barely touch it without catching strays#and it's a game that i just... have very strong negative feelings for despite all the things i love about it#so folks will probably hate that#and then i even admit in the vid that i have a very hard time being critical of vg and that i have a special connection to it#I take a lot of time to talk about it's strengths and to sell the reasons why i love it (probably more than the second game)#but also i'm criticizing it because the whole point of the video is 'what is da'#and when the answer is 'nobody fucking knows because corporate oversight fucked everything up'#you have to really take time going over negatives#so i'm still critical of vg in it and idk how folks that i ACTUALLY care about on here will react#and obviously youtube will haaaaaate this video#idk we'll see#at this point the sunk cost fallacy is fucking insane so i'm just powering through
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hm
#went from six patrons to four in 2024 🥲#no shade to them whatsoever#this is a sentiment purely about me and my art and wishing i could share it with people in a way that helped me live my life#the amount of times the small patreon money has been the difference between paying rent or not this year.... i appreciate it so much#i just really hate charging money for art but i also think this is a pretty fair way of going about it#and i do try to do at least one drawing a month that isn't for patreon#idk#idk what the right thing is#i hope i can grow this year#.......somehow#other people make a living off their art and it's okay right??
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AU where Franka doesn't get approval for the transfer and instead has to cut and run to Rhodes Island alone. Liskarm just misses finding out and isn't able to follow. and then they reunite some years down the line for whatever reason, Franka happy at Rhodes Island but still a little lonely and Liskarm saying she's fine but being at Blacksteel for so long has made her colder and harsher and just plain miserable.
(it isn't all bad, she at least has Jessica and Vanilla, but they can't get under her skin the way Franka could. Liskarm swears that Franka would get under skin sometimes just to dig out the bad feelings.)
(and Franka has people. she's surrounded by people she cares about. operators cut from the same cloth as her, that will charge headlong into battle beside her. colleagues who will nag her about sleeping and eating and training and mission parameters. friends who will rag on her for her choice of reading material. but Liskarm was all of those things rolled into one. and she is not here)
#(for the purposes of this AU Vanilla and Jessica are with Liskarm at Blacksteel)#Liskarm's squad ending up on the landship for whatever reason#Liskarm seeing Franka out of the corner of her eye and just being knocked for six#their reunion would be an all out battle in an empty training room#other staff hearing about it and trying to intervene like ''what is this Blacksteel person doing to our beloved Franka''#Franka and Liskarm kick the shit out of each other but aren't able to actually talk because too many people watching#Vanilla and Jessica ''oh this is normal. this is normal! it's been 3 years but it's totally normal! don't worry!''#(it's really that trope of ''ex you still care about is doing good and you're miserable'' for Liskarm)#arknights tag#yeah I'll tag it#friskarm#if you ask me if this AU has a sad or happy ending. it has whatever ending you want#I do think Franka and Liskarm's relationship changed when they transferred to Rhodes Island together#because it was a silent admission that their partnership was no longer the result of circumstance#'we've been put together' to 'we're choosing to stick together'#so to lose that aspect of their relationship would be... interesting#also Franka has to slow down for Liskarm. Liskarm is /meant/ to curb Franka's reckless behaviour#so I like the idea that Franka at RI alone is even more reckless because she's not being properly challenged#she gels too well with some operators and it's so easy that it's terrifying#in the sense that combat becomes tunnel vision. which is not a good thing#I wrote more in the tags than the actual post..... this is normal for me
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