#Grian Angst

[mmmassacre]

GRIAN DREAMSLAYER ── ★

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i am you

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are you , you ?

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[burntolivebread]

I miss 3rd life

[sketchthetofu]

Desert Duo Week: Apologies & Forgiveness

I WAS ABLE TO DO THE WHOLE WEEK 🎉!!! This was so much fun and thank you @desert-duo-week for making this happen! My only comment on this piece is that I wanted to do a hug even tho I don’t know how to draw people hugging, look at me go getting out of my comfort zone <3.

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[angeart]

Please, let Scar make it home okay.

drawn for the alternative-DL rp with @sygni <3

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[kai-teaarts]

I drew Grian and Samgladiator at request from a few friends in a discord server. So here are those drawings.

I'm super happy with the first two, and the last one's just some Femme!Samgladiator just because.

My friend asked me to draw them more Sam because they liked how I drew him :]

[kiyagem]

The scene was indeed very drawable @life-winners-liveblog

This is kinda how I imagine it looking on the inside of the base but with more detail ofc

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A bit of context Grian was hit by the trauma of Yhs because someone mentioned Sam

Scott is singing to calm him down

This is fanart for someone else's Au!

[nexus-novice]

Grian's wings headcanon

I jave seen many depictions of grians wings and how they function so I thought I would share my idea. (It is probably not original)

So first off, the wings aren't always showing like other hermits elytra designs. They may be kept out more often then other hermits but they are put away alot when not in use. ( unlike most hermits where wings are something added on, Grian's wings are there originally there then hidden)

Secondly, the type of wing changes based on the season or setting. Season 6 (I think) is when they would be parrot wings and so on. Currently in season 10 I think they are some type of gull or sea bord. I personally like seagull because they are the true pesky bird. The wings at a base stage are white.

My idea that connects this to lore is that Grian had 3 sets of wings as a watcher and when he escaped and went to hermit craft, he lost the 3 sets of purple tinted watcher wings, and only had 1 set of white wings.

I like to think that his wings are always out during the life series as he is closer to the watchers and what not so he can't hide them. (I mostly just think it looks really cool)

I go back and forward between ear wings and bird feet, but I usually just imagine wings with nothing else.

These are just my thouaght, I love all of the many ideas the Fandom has, there are some really pretty, cute, and creative ideas that are quite different and I think that is what makes the Fandom so awsome.

[cm-lily]

Grumbo nation, I summon thee...

To ask a question

What do you guys feel about temporary-blind Watcher Grian who can't recognize Mumbo after he crashed on the Hermitcraft server (Like he knows him. But not his name or his face or his voice, he remember his laugh but not how it sounds, rather how it make him feel.)

Ofc it's Mumbo's perspective, maybe.

I'm still playing this idea around but I just want multiple opinions

[aikidookie]

Dot dot dot

[doctor-doodleman]

[avianscurse]

it's Grian saying that they should let Jimmy get the kill because he needs the time just before he died.

it's Grian desperately yelling at Joel to just kill him and accept the time he wants to give him.

it's Grian going to the nosy neighbors because he can't stand to be a Bad Boy alone. it's supposed to be Bad Boys, plural.

it's the fact that Grian never liked the name Bad Boys but he still tried to convince BigB and Pearl to change their name to it instead of him being a Nosy Neighbor.

it's Grian, the one who's supposed to just watch, ending up with BigB and Pearl who have dedicated the whole season to watching the other players.

it's Grian watching helplessly as Jimmy fell to his death. it's Grian being upset that he didn't get to see Joel die.

i just-. it's Grian.

the one that always ends up causing his teammates to die but this time tried so hard to keep them alive.

Grian, who we all thought was the most presumptuous to betray the Bad Boys at some point, but he didn't. Grian remained a Bad Boy until there weren't any more Bad Boys.

[mansa1212]

Winner...?

[burntolivebread]

HAPPY(LATE) DESERTDUO DIVORCE DAY(doublelife 1yr anniversary) I feel so old wtf

[rosalie-makes-art]

Sand. That's sort of most of what we've ever known out here. But today, it isn't the joyousness that it used to be. Once times filled with laughter and smiles, now are only filled with dread. Scar and I, both standing at each end of this cactus ring we've made for ourselves, both knowing what needs to be done.

I pulled the first punch. We both knew it was weak, but suddenly more punches came, one after another. Neither of use wanted to be doing this. Covered in blood and tears, both shouting "I'm so sorry!" At each other. Scar was holding back. He always did. He's strong, and he knows it, and I know he desperately doesn't want to be the one to take my life.

With every hit, guilt consumes me more and more. With every blow, I can feel more and more tears streaming down my already blood soaked face. Knowing I can't do this. Knowing that I never wanted to hurt scar in the first place, that I just want out of this mess already. That know, I can tell that he's letting me win more and more, and that I don't think that he's not hitting me because of the fact he's holding back, but because he's getting weaker as well.

I stop. I can't do this. I can't take scar's life. I can't do it. In the sand, both of us stop. I'm sitting in the sand, and Scar is frailed weakly within my arms, the color in his eyes fading with every breath.

"why, did you let me win?..." I say through bloodied tears streaming down my cheeks and landing on his.

"You know I don't have it in me to kill you. I never did." He said weakly.

"I don't either… I never wanted any of this to happen, Scar I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry for everything-"

I try to speak and apologize for everything I've done, but he stops me.

"Grian, please don't be sorry. I don't want to spend our last moments together apologizing." His eyes are even more grey than before. "Please, please don't go…" I whisper, knowing that my words are futile, and that there's nothing I can do to stop it.

We've gone too far already. Through his last breath, he muttered, "You were a great friend… I love you Grian."

His eyes have gone completely grey, and they have completely closed now.

Before I can process anything, I break into tears, sobbing over his dead body. He's go completely limp in my arms, and I hold him closer into a hug, something that I should have done way more when he was alive. Even when I'm the only person in the world who is alive, I can't seem to move. I can't bring myself to leave scar's side, even when there's nothing to do than cry, and try to listen to a heartbeat that no longer exists. I almost want to stay here forever, and let my body die on its own, through hunger and dehydration, as I stay lying with scar in the scorching desert sun as the world eats away at itself. Somehow I'm able to pull myself away from the corpse lying in the sun, and look opon the cliff that calls to me. It's an exit. A way to hopefully bring my misery to an end, not as if there's anything that can make myself want to live on this dead planet anyway. And I'm the only one on here. There's no one stopping me. Just the ground below, beckoning be to come closer.

I stand up, not even bothering to wipe the sand off of myself. In weak, shaky steps, I come to the edge. it's calming, almost. Like it knows what just happened, and everything that has happened. It understands me. And I jump. The wind flowing through my hair and feathers, I can barely feel it when I hit the ground. All I feel is the dead silence that follows it, and it's almost comforting in a way. With no more things to worry about, no people, no life, nothing, I let the world fizzle out of existence around me, and fall into an infinite sleep with no escape, and I can finally rest.

[angeart]

Do you want to build with me?

[space-apples]

because i have issues im going to talk about the most minuscule thing i noticed in the first limited life regarding desert duo, and since im a theatre kid, im making it dramatic skdjskd

i saw a user on here (unfortunately i don’t know the @ but i know i’m following them </3) have one the best takes about desert duo.

grian will sacrifice other people for their safety, and scar will sacrifice himself for other people’s safety.

the sheer symbolism of scar having a diamond hoe and grian having a diamond sword in regards to said take.

scar wants to live, rather than survive. he’s tired of being alone. he’s tired of feeling like at any moment he’ll fall into a dark spiral. he’s tired of being tired. he’s trying to fix it. he’s trying to move forward.

grian isn’t as self aware; he’s trying to survive. he’s willing to betray, to lie, to kill, anything. grian will be the first person to admit he has issues, but whether he does something about it is a different story.

all i’m saying is that there’s a reason why grian was the one who killed and scar was the one who died. which brings me to my next point; scar’s self destructiveness.

his many deaths are seen as normal, as comedic. even in limited life when he died almost every pov i watched were something along the lines of like “scar died??? oh, well, that’s very on brand.” everyone’s so desensitized, even scar himself. we’ve seen in almost every traffic varient how reckless and impulsive scar can be, but grian?

grian’s reckless, but not in the way scar is. his reckless acts are rationalized to make it sound like a good idea, because some of it is based on logical things. man uses stacks upon stacks upon stacks of tnt because it’s bound to kill one of the dogwartz army, right? as long as that happens, it’s worth it to destroy his (and scar’s) home and blow it into smithereens. it might be something to note that grian’s normalized this violence, not just people doing it to him, but to him doing it to other people.

in other words, they’re both in desperate need of therapy and i am also overthinking this small little detail.

also grian cut out the desert duo moment that scar included in his video and i am So Upset/nam.