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The Weight of Crown and Heart

Summary: Seungcheol is a prince — bound by duty, raised for power, but burdened by questions he was never meant to ask. You are the daughter of a tribe fighting to survive, fierce and unyielding, with a spirit that refuses to bow.

When your worlds collide, drawn together by fate and circumstance, loyalty and love stand on opposite sides of the line. But some connections are impossible to silence — no matter the cost.

🚨 Warnings: Execution threats, political manipulation, war themes, imprisonment, smut / explicit sexual content (18+)

You had to find your father. No matter how many times they told you to let it go — that it was too dangerous, that you’d only be signing your own death sentence — you couldn’t. You wouldn’t.

Your village had been holding its breath for months, caught in the tightening grip of the Empire. Rumors spread fast across the outskirts: the Emperor was making plans to clear out the borderlands, to claim the outer provinces for the expansion of his reign. Entire tribes were being displaced — some erased entirely.

Your father had refused to bow. He had always fought for the people, for your home, standing at the front lines of quiet resistance. And then, one day, on what should have been a routine mission, he vanished. No word. Nobody. Only silence.

But you knew. Deep down, you knew. The Emperor had taken him.

Your younger sister had overheard an imperial battalion scouting nearby lands, their movements cloaked as routine patrols, though everyone knew they were the sharp edge of the Empire’s plans to push further. The soldiers traveled in and out of the capital under the cover of supply runs, their carts heavy with rations and weapons.

So you made your choice.

If the Empire had your father, then the city was where you needed to be. And if getting there meant hiding beneath the canvas of one of their supply wagons, smuggling yourself straight into the lion’s den — so be it.

No one was going to stop you.

You slipped away under the cover of darkness, your heart pounding louder than your footsteps on the dirt road. Dressed in oversized clothes stolen from the village boys, you wrapped a worn scarf tightly around your face, hiding every feature that might betray who — or what — you were. With your hair tucked beneath a cap and your frame swallowed by baggy sleeves, you hoped the disguise would be enough to pass for a scrawny servant boy.

The soldiers’ camp wasn’t hard to find. The flicker of their bonfire glowed like a beacon against the night, their laughter and the clatter of tin cups echoing through the trees. You crouched low, skirting the edges of the clearing, slipping silently behind the canvas of their tents.

There — near the far end of the camp — stood one of their carts, piled with sacks of grain and barrels of supplies. You watched carefully, waiting. The soldiers were still gathered by the fire, drinking, loud and distracted. They wouldn’t be hungry again anytime soon.

Now or never.

You crept toward the cart, heart hammering, limbs tense, and slipped into the back, wedging yourself behind a barrel of dried goods. The wooden planks beneath you were cold and rough, but you didn’t dare move. You stayed there, curled tight, barely breathing as the night dragged on, willing yourself invisible.

Sleep came in brief, fitful moments — always half awake, always listening.

Seungcheol awoke to the soft rustling of wind in the trees, the distant chirp of birds greeting the sun. Their seventh day out in the field. Seven days scouting the lands his father — the Emperor — had marked for expansion. Lands that didn’t belong to the Empire. Not yet.

Oddly enough, he preferred these mornings over the suffocating marble walls of the palace. Out here, the air was clear. No titles, no politics. Just duty.

Stretching the stiffness from his shoulders, he stepped outside his tent, already spotting a few of his men gathered around the supply cart, whispering.

“What’s going on?” he called out, his tone casual but commanding.

At once, the soldiers straightened, saluting him. One of the younger men cleared his throat nervously. “Sir. Uh… we thought we heard something last night. Coming from the cart.”

“Probably just a rat, Jinho,” another soldier snorted, elbowing him. “Or maybe it was the ghost of all the deer you keep missing with your arrows.”

A round of laughter followed, but Jinho’s face stayed pale. “No, I swear! I heard something.”

Their general, a gruff older man named Baekhyun, rolled his eyes. “I’ll check, if it’ll shut you all up.” He marched over to the cart, muttering under his breath about scared children.

A moment passed. Then another.

“There’s nothing here,” Baekhyun called out lazily — but just as he turned to leave, he paused. His brow furrowed. “Wait a minute…”

A sharp crash sounded from the cart, barrels tipping over, food scattering. The soldiers jumped to attention, weapons half-drawn as Baekhyun stumbled back, startled. And then — from behind the barrels — a figure burst out.

Baggy clothes. A scarf wrapped tight around the face. Small frame, fast on their feet.

“Stop!” one of the soldiers yelled, but the figure sprinted toward the trees.

Not fast enough.

Seungcheol moved like lightning. His hand shot out, grabbing the fleeing figure by the arm and yanking them backward. They struggled wildly, throwing punches and twisting against his grip, but he held firm.

“Stay back,” Seungcheol ordered his men with a sharp gesture when they started to rush in. “I’ll handle this.”

The scuffle was brief. The stranger fought harder than he’d expected, but Seungcheol was trained for worse. He pinned them easily, forcing the figure down onto the dirt, his weight pressing them into the ground.

“Now let’s see who you are.” he muttered.

The stranger thrashed beneath him, refusing to give in. But Seungcheol was stronger. With one hand, he ripped away the scarf and tugged at the loose-fitting clothes to uncover the face beneath.

And then he froze.

Wide, defiant brown eyes glared up at him, shining even through the grime and fear. Strands of raven-black hair fell loose from the cap, fanning out across the ground like silk. Her skin, pale as porcelain, was streaked with dirt, but it only seemed to make her beauty more striking.

A girl.

Not just a girl — beautiful. Proud. Unbroken.

For a moment, Seungcheol forgot to breathe.

She stared back at him, chest heaving, lips pressed into a thin line of stubborn silence. Even now, pinned beneath him, her eyes didn’t waver.

Seungcheol loosened his grip, stunned, and slowly rose to his feet, his gaze never leaving her face.

His men stepped back, exchanging confused glances, unsure of what to make of the figure struggling beneath their commander’s grip. Baekhyun jumped down from the cart, his brows knitted together, eyeing you curiously.

Seungcheol kept his stance firm, gaze sharp. “Who are you?” he asked, voice low but steady.

You slowly pushed yourself up from the ground, brushing the dirt off your borrowed clothes. Your hands trembled, but your eyes never wavered as you stared straight at him. “Just a beggar looking for food,” you answered coolly, chin lifted.

There was a flicker of doubt across his face, and from behind him, one of the soldiers — Jinho — spoke up, voice tight with suspicion. “She could be a spy.”

“I’m no one,” you shot back, your glare hard enough to make even Seungcheol hesitate for a moment, startled by the fire behind your words.

“I doubt that,” Seungcheol muttered, narrowing his eyes.

You sneered. “For someone with a crown on their head, you’re not very bright.”

The men bristled at your insult, some already reaching for the ropes at their belts, ready to bind you and drag you off. The tension thickened, their boots shifting in the dirt as they moved to surround you.

But then Baekhyun raised a hand, halting them. “Wait.”

His eyes narrowed as he stepped closer, circling around you like a vulture sizing up its prey. His gaze dropped to the necklace half-hidden beneath your tunic — a small, carved amulet resting against your chest. Before you could react, his rough hand shot out, grabbing the cord and yanking the amulet free.

“Hey—!” You lunged forward, trying to snatch it back, but Baekhyun held it just out of reach, turning the piece over in his fingers.

“She’s from the Kagan tribe,” he said darkly, eyes gleaming with recognition.

The camp fell silent. Several of the soldiers stiffened at the name.

Baekhyun’s grin widened as he studied the carving. “Daughter of the chief, no less.”

“The tribe leader?” one of the soldiers echoed, frowning. “The one my uncle’s brigade captured last season?”

At those words, your fury broke loose. You surged forward, eyes blazing, shouting, “GIVE HIM BACK!”

Baekhyun barely flinched as he shoved you down again, forcing you to the dirt with a hand on your shoulder. “So that’s what this is,” he mused, voice thick with mock sympathy. “You were trying to sneak your way into the capital to find him.”

You struggled against his grip, breath coming hard and fast. But the weight of his hand and the truth of his words pinned you down just as much as his strength. Now you knew for certain — they had your father.

The soldiers began murmuring again, debating what to do with you, some already moving to restrain you.

Seungcheol raised a hand to silence them. His gaze remained locked on you, thoughtful, the earlier anger in his eyes dimmed by something closer to curiosity. “Bring her with us.”

One of the men blinked. “Sir?”

“She’s the chief’s daughter,” Seungcheol said calmly. “If the Empire’s holding her father, she might be useful. Either as leverage… or for information.”

Baekhyun didn’t wait for further instructions. Roughly, he grabbed your wrists and bound them tightly in front of you as you fought back, twisting against the rope. “Get your hands off me!” you snapped, but your struggles only made the knot tighter.

They dragged you toward the cart where prisoners were kept, shoving you inside with little care. You stumbled, falling hard onto the wooden floor, your knees scraping against the rough planks. Slowly, you pushed yourself back up, refusing to let them see you crumble.

As the cart began to roll forward, you looked out through the small gaps between the wooden slats — and there he was.

Seungcheol stood at a distance, arms crossed over his chest. His expression wasn’t the smug victory you expected. Instead, his eyes followed you, thoughtful, uncertain… with the faintest flicker of worry softening the sharpness of his gaze.

You didn’t know how many days had passed.

The journey blurred together — the rocking of the cart, the ache in your bound wrists, the endless stretch of road beneath the wheels. They gave you food, enough to keep you standing, and water to keep you from passing out. But beyond that, they got nothing from you.

Not a word. Not a name.

Silence was the only weapon you had left.

Eventually, the cart jolted to a stop. Commands were barked, tents were raised, and a small camp began to take shape. Evening had fallen by the time they settled, the sun dipping low against the horizon, casting the land in soft gold and purple hues.

You sat alone at the edge of the camp, your hands still bound, staring out at the distant line where the hills met the sky. Planning. Watching. Waiting. Wondering how much longer you could hold out — and how the hell you were going to get out of this.

The sound of footsteps crunching against the dirt pulled you from your thoughts.

You didn’t turn right away. You didn’t need to. You already knew who it was.

Seungcheol.

Slow, deliberate steps. No armor clinking, no heavy boots — just the quiet approach of someone who knew exactly how much presence they carried.

“I thought you’d be smarter than this,” he said casually, stopping a few feet away. “Sneaking into a soldier’s cart in the middle of the night? That’s not bravery. That’s desperation.”

You gave him nothing but silence, your gaze fixed on the horizon.

“Still refusing to speak?” he added, his voice dipping lower as he crouched down, trying to catch your eyes. “I’m impressed. Most would’ve begged by now.”

You turned your head slowly, meeting his gaze, eyes sharp as steel. “I’m not most,” you answered, your voice hoarse but steady.

A small, amused smile tugged at the corner of his lips, though his eyes remained cautious. He studied you for a moment, tilting his head, as if trying to puzzle out what kind of creature they had trapped.

“You’re loyal,” he said, leaning his elbows on his knees. “I’ll give you that. But loyalty can be dangerous if it makes you foolish.”

You narrowed your eyes. “You know what’s dangerous? Men who think they’re doing the world a favor by stealing fathers from their children.”

For the first time, his expression flickered — a brief shadow crossing his features.

“You’re wasting your time,” you continued, voice colder now. “Whatever you’re trying to get from me, you won’t.”

Seungcheol straightened, standing tall above you again. The smile was gone, replaced by something harder to read. “I’m not here to interrogate you.”

“Then why are you here?” you snapped.

There was a pause. His gaze softened, almost like he hadn’t expected the question — or the fire behind it.

“Because I wanted to see the girl bold enough to insult me to my face,” he said simply.

You glared up at him, defiant, but your chest rose and fell a little faster, betraying the way your body tensed beneath his stare.

He looked at you for a long moment, then quietly added, “Rest while you can. You’re going to need it.”

And with that, Seungcheol turned and walked away, leaving you sitting in the glow of the dying sun — your mind racing, your heart burning hotter than ever.

The next morning, the air around the camp buzzed with activity. Maps were unrolled over makeshift tables, soldiers standing around discussing the day’s plan — marking the lands they would claim, the borders they would push.

Seungcheol stood at the center, arms crossed, listening intently as Baekhyun traced his finger along the map’s edges. “The rivers here cut off most of the valley,” Baekhyun explained. “The remaining tribes scattered along this area should be easy enough to drive out.”

“They’re stubborn, though,” another soldier chimed in. “Won’t leave without a fight.”

“They’re nothing more than animals clinging to dirt,” Baekhyun snorted. “They’ll fall in line or they’ll fall beneath a sword. Either way—”

You scoffed, loud enough to cut through the conversation like a blade.

The men’s heads snapped toward you, narrowing their eyes. You sat against the post where they’d tied you earlier, arms crossed loosely over your bound wrists, watching them like they were the fools at the end of a joke.

“Well, well,” Baekhyun sneered, stepping forward with a crooked smile. “Do we finally get to hear the princess speak?”

They had been calling you that for days now — princess — a mocking title because you refused to beg, refused to cower, refused to speak a word to any of them.

You lifted your chin, staring at them calmly. “It’s just funny,” you said, voice sharp and clear, “how little you actually know about the war you’re fighting.”

The soldiers exchanged glances, some scoffing, others rolling their eyes. Seungcheol’s gaze, however, stayed on you, unreadable.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” he asked, brow raised.

You leaned forward, your glare steady, voice laced with disgust. “You sit here drawing lines across a map, calling it expansion — talking about the tribes like they’re nothing but savages standing in your way. But what you’re really doing is burning homes. Tearing families apart. You’re not fighting beasts. You’re slaughtering innocent people. You’re killing children.”

The murmur of the men rose instantly, their hands clenching at their sides, faces twisting with irritation.

“Watch your tongue,” one of them snapped.

But you didn’t flinch. “Tell me — where was the last tribe you passed on your way here? You say they’re given a chance to ‘join’ your empire, but there’s no one left standing to surrender.”

Seungcheol’s jaw tightened. “You’ve got it all wrong. The Empire doesn’t murder civilians. We give them the choice to assimilate — to live under the Emperor’s rule. We only expand where we’re allowed to.”

You let out a bitter laugh. “Do you honestly believe that?” you shot back, eyes narrowing. “Look around you. The land behind you is empty. No villages. No people. No one left to choose. Only graves where homes used to be.”

The camp fell silent, your words hanging heavy between the two of you.

You pushed yourself up as much as the ropes would allow, your voice cracking with fury now. “My father wasn’t raising an army of rebels — he was gathering the other chiefs, trying to defend our people. Trying to protect us from monsters like you.”

Before you could speak another word, one of the younger soldiers snapped. His hand whipped across your face, striking your cheek hard enough to send your head snapping to the side.

“Watch your filthy mouth when you speak of the Emperor!” the soldier barked.

You tasted blood in your mouth but didn’t look away. Slowly, you turned your head back toward him, eyes burning with hate.

“Enough!” Seungcheol’s voice cracked through the air like thunder.

The soldier froze, stiffening as Seungcheol stalked toward him, anger radiating off his frame.

“Who gave you the order to lay a hand on her?” Seungcheol growled.

“S-sir, she insulted—”

“I heard her.” Seungcheol’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “But she’s still my prisoner — not yours to punish.”

The soldier lowered his gaze, swallowing hard, nodding quickly. “Yes, Commander.”

Seungcheol turned back to you, his expression unreadable again — a strange mix of frustration and something else beneath it. His eyes lingered for a moment on the red mark blooming across your cheek, your lip bloodied but your glare still fierce, unbroken.

Without another word, he turned on his heel and barked at the others, “Get back to work. The perimeter won’t plan itself.”

But even as the men scattered, their voices hushed and tense, you could feel Seungcheol’s gaze lingering on you — longer than it should have. His expression was hard to read, but in his eyes was the slightest crack, the faintest doubt. As if, for the first time, he wasn’t entirely sure which side he was truly on.

The camp grew quiet as the sky faded into deep blue, the crackle of the fire the only sound filling the silence. You sat alone, back against the wooden frame of the prisoner’s cart, your arms sore from the bindings, the sting on your cheek a dull throb.

Night fell heavier, and though exhaustion weighed on your limbs, sleep was slow to come. Your mind spun with thoughts of your father, of your people, of the lies that these men told themselves to sleep at night.

Just as your eyes began to flutter shut, you heard the soft crunch of footsteps approaching. You sat up, instantly alert.

It was him.

Seungcheol stood there, half-shadowed by the moonlight, arms at his sides, watching you for a moment before he spoke.

“I came to apologize,” he said quietly. “For what my soldier did to you. I didn’t give him the right to lay a hand on a woman.”

You scoffed, the bitterness rising in your throat. “So noble of you,” you replied, your voice dripping with sarcasm. “Truly. A hero.”

Seungcheol’s jaw clenched, but his tone stayed calm. “No matter what you think of us… we’re not those kinds of men.”

You rolled your eyes, leaning your head back against the cart. “Right. Murderers with manners. What a comfort.”

His lips pressed into a thin line, eyes narrowing slightly. “But your lies have to stop.”

Your gaze snapped back to him. “Lies?” you echoed, incredulous.

“You speak as if you know the Empire,” he said, stepping closer. “But you have no idea what you’re talking about—”

“No,” you cut him off sharply, sitting forward, your voice growing louder, angrier. “You’re the one who has no idea. Are you really so blind? Or do you just choose not to see it?”

The firelight flickered across his face, highlighting the tension in his jaw as he held your gaze.

“Where have you ever seen these tribes ‘assimilated’ so peacefully into your empire?” you challenged. “Tell me, where?”

Seungcheol straightened, crossing his arms over his chest. “I’ve seen it myself. Tribes brought to the capital. Their leaders shaking my father’s hand. Swearing loyalty to the Emperor. Living safely under the Empire’s protection.”

You gave a humorless laugh, shaking your head. “Is that what they told you? You really believe that?”

His eyes narrowed. “I saw it with my own eyes.”

“You saw beggars in the city,” you snapped. “Men dressed up and paid to play the part of chiefs. Puppets wearing feathers and beads like costumes — paraded around for show.”

He laughed now, sharp and disbelieving. “You sound delusional.”

He turned, about to walk away, but your voice stopped him cold.

“Have you ever seen one of them with this?”

Seungcheol turned back just as you lifted your bound wrists, tugging the sleeve down past your bruised skin. There, inked into the inside of your wrist, was the mark — a small, intricate symbol, the tattoo of your tribe. A sign that could never be faked, given to every child at birth.

“We’re marked as infants,” you said, your voice steady but laced with quiet pride. “Every tribe bears its own symbol. Every single one.”

Seungcheol’s gaze dropped to the tattoo. His mind flashed back — the hands of the so-called “tribesmen” he had met in the city, clean, bare of any marks.

No tattoos.

His face froze, but you caught the flicker of uncertainty behind his eyes. He quickly straightened, forcing nonchalance, but his silence betrayed him.

“You haven’t seen one, have you?” you pressed, leaning forward, your eyes locking onto his.

Still, he said nothing.

Instead, after a long pause, his next words came softer — unexpected. “What’s your name?”

You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift.

“I realized,” he continued, tilting his head slightly, “we’ve come this far… and I still don’t know your name.”

You hesitated, lips pressed tight, weighing whether to give him even that small piece of yourself.

He watched you for a moment longer, then gave a small sigh and turned to leave.

“…Y/N.”

You spoke quietly, but it was enough to stop him mid-step.

Seungcheol paused, back still to you. A slow smile crept onto his face — faint, but real. Without turning around, he gave a slight nod, then continued walking back into the darkness of the camp.

And for the first time since they’d captured you, you felt the balance between captor and prisoner begin to shift — even if neither of you understood yet which way it would fall.

The next location wasn’t far, so the men decided to march rather than ride. From the moment you set foot on the new site, unease prickled down your spine like a warning.

This place was wrong.

As the brigade began to unpack and make camp, your eyes scanned the clearing, reading the land like the back of your hand. Seungcheol noticed. His gaze followed you as you quietly studied the edges of the trees and the looming shadow of a rocky cliff nearby.

Later, they let you out from the prisoner’s cart — still bound but given the courtesy of washing your face at the stream. You crouched at the water’s edge, splashing the cool water onto your skin, the unease still weighing heavy on your chest.

You felt him before you heard him. “What is it?” Seungcheol asked, standing a few feet behind you, arms crossed.

You wiped your face, sighing as you stood. “This is a bad place to stop.”

He raised an eyebrow. “Why?”

You pointed toward the side of the cliff where a wide, dark hole yawned open at the base of the rock. “That’s a wolf’s den,” you said simply. “They’re not here right now… but they will be. And when they come home, we’ll all be nothing but meat on their teeth.”

The soldiers behind you laughed, some exchanging smug glances.

“Then we’ll kill them,” one of them scoffed, resting a hand on his blade.

You turned, glaring sharply. “Of course. You’ll take their home too? Not surprised.”

Baekhyun let out a sharp laugh. “All this fuss over some animals. You’re wasting our time, girl.”

But then, a low, guttural growl rumbled through the clearing.

From the shadows of the trees emerged a large wolf, its silver-gray coat bristling as it padded toward the camp, golden eyes fixed sharply on the intruders. The men scrambled, grabbing weapons, stepping into their attack positions.

Your heart clenched.

No. You wouldn’t let them take another home. Not tonight.

Before they could act, you stepped forward, slowly, carefully, eyes locked on the wolf. The soldiers shouted warnings, raising their swords higher, but then—

“Hold,” Seungcheol commanded, raising his hand to stop them, his eyes watching you intently.

You kept walking, calm, steady. The wolf’s teeth bared, its growl deepening, but you didn’t flinch.

Instead, you knelt before it.

Your bound hands reached out, slow and gentle, until your palm rested against the wolf’s head. You leaned your forehead down, pressing it lightly against the animal’s, your lips murmuring soft words only the creature could hear.

Baekhyun’s jaw tightened as he watched. “The Kagan people,” he muttered, “are known for their bond with the wild. Their priests say the earth and beasts speak to them.”

The men stayed frozen, tense, as the wolf gave a final snarl toward the group… then turned, padding silently back into the den, disappearing into the dark.

You stood, looking back at them, eyes hard. “You think you own the land beneath your feet… that the rivers and forests are here for you to take. But the trees are alive, the rivers remember, and the beasts have voices you refuse to hear.”

The men fell silent. Not one dared speak.

You continued, your voice calm but cutting: “You call this place yours, but you don’t even know its name. You hunt without gratitude, destroy without reason. And still, you call us the savages.”

The fire crackled softly. No one laughed this time.

Not even Seungcheol.

You turned away, stepping back toward the cart where they kept you prisoner, climbing in without a fight. Lying down, you closed your eyes, letting the quiet of the land settle around you.

But across the camp, Seungcheol stood frozen, watching you with something far from mockery — something closer to wonder. He had never met anyone like you. And for the first time, curiosity gnawed at him more than duty.

That night, when the moon hung high and pale, the door of your cart creaked open.

You stirred, blinking against the dark.

“What is it with you and waking me up?” you muttered.

Seungcheol’s soft chuckle broke the silence. “Come. Walk with me.”

You frowned, uncertain. “What?”

“Walk with me,” he repeated, stepping back, waiting.

Slowly, you sat up, hesitating. When you reached the edge of the cart, he leaned forward — and you flinched instinctively, expecting the harsh grip of rope. But instead, his hands moved gently, undoing the binds around your wrists.

You stared at him, confused. He gave no explanation. He simply turned and walked toward the treeline, expecting you to follow.

Reluctantly, you did.

As your steps caught up to him beneath the canopy of the forest, you narrowed your eyes. “Why?” you asked. “Why walk with me?”

Seungcheol gave a shrug, his hands loose at his sides. “Maybe I just want to understand the girl who tames wolves.”

You huffed softly but kept walking beside him.

After a few moments, his voice lowered. “How did you do that? With the wolf.”

You glanced at him, weighing whether to answer. “It’s something my people are born into. We’re taught to respect the spirits of the land — the animals, the trees, the water. We listen, and they listen back.”

Seungcheol slowed, eyes thoughtful, then turned toward you, curiosity burning behind them. “So tell me,” he said quietly, “what else don’t I know?”

This time, it was you who fell silent, staring at him in the soft glow of the moonlight. The light kissed his features, outlining the strong line of his jaw, softening the sharpness in his eyes.

There was something different about him here, away from the eyes of his men. Less prince. More… human.

“Tell me,” he urged again, his voice softer now.

You met his gaze, your voice lowering into something like a chant, like a lesson: “You think the earth belongs to you — all the lands, the rivers, the skies. But every rock, every tree, every creature has a spirit, a life, a name. They are not yours to take.”

His brow furrowed, the words sinking into him deeper than he cared to admit.

“You may build your cities and call it power,” you continued, stepping closer, your eyes never leaving his, “but you will never truly understand this land unless you open your eyes…and your heart.”

The air between you stilled. Only the rustling of the leaves and the distant call of night birds filled the space where neither of you spoke.

Seungcheol’s lips parted, as if to say something — but no words came.

You turned away first, stepping back toward the edge of the camp.

And behind you, Seungcheol remained frozen, feeling for the first time as if the ground beneath his feet didn’t quite belong to him after all.

The next morning, the camp was slow to rise, the men still wary after the events of the previous day. But Seungcheol’s mind had been racing long before the sun came up.

By midday, he called Baekhyun into one of the larger tents, the map from yesterday still spread across the table between them. Baekhyun entered, standing at ease, though he caught the tension in Seungcheol’s posture immediately.

“You wanted to speak with me, my prince?” Baekhyun asked.

Seungcheol nodded, leaning against the edge of the table, arms crossed. His gaze was distant, jaw tight.

“I spoke with the girl last night.”

Baekhyun’s eyes narrowed slightly, but he waited.

“She showed me something,” Seungcheol continued, voice low. “A tattoo — here.” He gestured to the inside of his wrist. “She said every child in her tribe is marked as an infant. That every tribe has their own symbol.”

Baekhyun gave a skeptical grunt. “And you believe her?”

Seungcheol’s brows knit together. “I’ve… always questioned certain things. The way the land stays empty long after we’ve moved through it. How the people we claim have ‘joined’ us so willingly… yet their faces never quite match the stories.”

His voice trailed off, eyes fixed on the folds of the map, but it was clear his thoughts were miles away.

Baekhyun watched him carefully. “How do you know she’s telling the truth? How do you know this isn’t just another game — a way to twist your sympathy?”

Seungcheol’s eyes stayed on the map, his fingers tightening into a fist against the wood.

“I don’t,” he admitted quietly. “But… something about what she said, the way she said it… it felt different. I keep remembering the hands of those men we shook at the ceremonies. No marks. No tattoos.”

Baekhyun folded his arms, leaning against one of the tent’s support beams. His expression hardened.

“I just don’t want your mind clouded by your… interest in her.”

Seungcheol’s head snapped up, eyes narrowing. “Interest? I’m not—”

“My prince,” Baekhyun cut him off gently, raising one brow. “I’ve known you since you were a boy. I’ve fought beside you, watched you grow. I’ve never seen you this… engaged with anyone. Especially not your betrothed.”

Seungcheol let out a dry, bitter laugh, shaking his head. “Ah, yes. The delicate flower from the Jinhwa Empire. Met her twice. Both times, she couldn’t stop complaining about the heat, the dust, the ‘barbaric conditions’ of my father’s lands.”

He leaned back against the table, waving a hand dismissively. “I’ll keep refusing, as I always do.”

Baekhyun chuckled. “And I can’t imagine your father taking that well.”

Seungcheol’s smile faded, replaced by a thoughtful frown. His eyes dropped back to the map, his fingers tracing the borderlines absentmindedly.

“But tell me, Baekhyun,” he said slowly, “have you ever questioned it? What we’re doing?”

The question hung between them, heavier than the air inside the tent.

Baekhyun exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck. “Lately… yes.”

That admission alone seemed to surprise even Baekhyun as he said it out loud.

“I’ve noticed strange things back in the capital,” Baekhyun continued, voice quieter now. “A line of tribesmen brought into the square for a ceremony — but they couldn’t even speak their native tongue when asked. Merchants in the market selling goods they claimed were ‘from the conquered lands’… but I overheard one of them admitting the pieces were crafted right there in the city.”

Seungcheol’s jaw clenched, the muscle ticking beneath his skin.

“There’s also the patrol reports,” Baekhyun added, his tone grim. “Whole villages marked as ‘vacant,’ no resistance. But the scouts who return look pale — shaken. And they never speak of what they’ve seen.”

Seungcheol’s hand pressed harder into the table, the wood groaning beneath his grip.

“I told myself I was imagining things,” Baekhyun admitted. “That I was seeing it out of context. But if what you’re saying is true… if this tattoo is real…”

His voice trailed off, but the implication was clear.

Seungcheol straightened, letting out a slow, heavy breath. He pinched the bridge of his nose, eyes closing briefly as the weight of doubt settled heavier on his shoulders.

“We continue on,” he said after a pause. “We follow the Emperor’s orders… but we keep our eyes open. If there’s truth to what she’s saying, we’ll find it.”

Baekhyun gave a small nod, though the unease between them remained.

The path to the next site was supposed to be a straight route — but the way was blocked.

A rock formation, collapsed and jagged, sealed off the narrow pass they had been following. The brigade halted, men dismounting, debating their options.

“We’ll have to take the Serpent’s Pass,” one of the soldiers muttered grimly.

Baekhyun’s head turned sharply. “That’s forbidden. No one’s cleared that trail. The Emperor’s brigades haven’t passed through yet — no one knows if it’s safe.”

“We don’t have a choice,” another replied. “If we’re to finish mapping the perimeter, we need to cut through. Otherwise, we lose days.”

Reluctantly, they agreed. Supplies were packed tighter, and the caravan shifted course. The men grumbled, unease hanging thick in the air as they pressed on toward the unknown.

You remained inside the prisoner’s cart, the rough wood digging into your back with every jolt of the wheels. Another day passed. Then another. The trees grew denser, the air heavier as they crossed deeper into the wilderness.

“It should be just beyond this ridge,” Baekhyun called ahead as they crested a hill.

But then he fell silent.

Seungcheol, riding beside him, squinted into the distance — and his breath caught.

Below them, where there should have been a bustling village, was ruin.

Smoke still curled from the blackened remains of homes, the charred skeletons of huts collapsing into ash. Scattered across the ground were bodies — men, women, children — lifeless and left where they had fallen.

The brigade froze.

No one spoke. No one moved.

Your head snapped up at the change in tone. You pushed yourself closer to the cart’s edge, trying to see past the wooden slats.

“What is it?” you asked sharply. The guard next to you kept his eyes ahead, ignoring you.

“Let me out,” you hissed.

When there was no response, your voice rose, anger trembling beneath the surface. “Let. Me. Out.”

Baekhyun, still staring down at the horror below, gave a stiff nod. The guard reluctantly undid the latch and let you step down.

Your boots hit the dirt, and your breath caught as the full scene came into view.

It was the Molrek Tribe. You hadn’t known them personally, but your father spoke of them often — their leader had been one of his closest allies.

You walked slowly through the wreckage, eyes wide, heart breaking with every step.

Then, near the remains of what once might have been a home, your gaze dropped to the ground.

A small, charred toy lay half-buried in the ash — a handmade doll, its fabric scorched, one button eye missing.

A tear slipped down your cheek before you could stop it.

Behind you, Seungcheol stood frozen, his stoic mask shattered. His eyes moved from your shaking form to the toy in your hands, and then to the bodies scattered across the village. His fists clenched so tightly at his sides that his knuckles turned white.

Every doubt he’d carried, every uneasy question that had plagued him — answered.

The truth was in front of him now. His father was a murderer. And they had been the Emperor’s willing instruments.

Baekhyun stood nearby, shaking his head slowly as if refusing to believe what his eyes were showing him. The rest of the men remained still, faces pale, exchanging uncertain glances, each of them struggling to make sense of the nightmare laid before them.

For the next hour, they wandered through the village. Some searched quietly for survivors they would never find. Others sat down on the ground, heads in their hands, weighed down by the crushing guilt of complicity.

Finally, as the sun dipped low, casting long shadows over the wreckage, Seungcheol stepped forward, breaking the silence.

His voice was hoarse at first, but steady. “I was blind,” he began, his eyes scanning the faces of his men, landing briefly on you before looking away. “I believed what we were told — that we were bringing peace. That we were bringing order.”

He paused, swallowing hard, his jaw clenched.

“But this…” His voice cracked. “This is not order. This is not peace. This is murder.”

The men shifted uncomfortably, heads bowed. Some nodded slowly.

“I was a fool not to see it sooner,” Seungcheol continued, voice growing stronger. “But I see it now. And now that we know the truth, we have a choice to make. We cannot stand here, knowing this… and do nothing.”

There was a murmur among the soldiers. One of them spoke, hesitating. “But… how? How can we stop it? This is the Emperor’s will.”

Baekhyun stepped forward, his face grim. “Then we stand against it. One way or another, we find a way to stop this. To stop him.”

Another soldier’s voice cut through the crowd. “But… he’s your father, my prince. Could you really raise your hand against him?”

Seungcheol’s gaze hardened, his shoulders squared. “I can no longer look past my father’s sins just because they are his. Right is right. Wrong is wrong. Even if the blood in my veins is the same as his — I will not be a part of this slaughter.”

The men were silent, but slowly, heads began to nod. Not all, but enough.

There, in the ruins of the Molrek Tribe, something changed in them. The first crack in their loyalty to the crown.

Seungcheol’s eyes drifted back to you. You stood still, watching, your arms bound, your face stained with tears and ash, but your posture unbowed.

Without breaking eye contact, he walked toward you — slowly, deliberately, the weight of every step heavy with purpose.

In front of all his men, he stopped before you.

He reached out, his fingers brushing the rope at your wrists.

And in one clean motion, he untied your binds.

The rope fell away, your arms free for the first time since they captured you.

You stared at him, breath caught in your throat. His eyes stayed on yours, softer now — but filled with something deeper. Guilt. Resolve. And respect.

The men watched, stunned, saying nothing.

Seungcheol’s voice dropped to a low murmur, meant only for you. “I’m sorry.”

And for the first time, the prince who had chained you, called you prisoner, now looked at you as an equal.

You were no longer locked inside the prisoner’s cart.

Now, you rode alongside the men — still at a distance, but no longer as their captive. They remained wary, exchanging unsure glances when they thought you weren’t looking, but the disgust that once filled their eyes had faded. Wariness, uncertainty… but also respect.

When the brigade set up camp a few miles away from the ruined village, Seungcheol gave the order to have a tent prepared for you. Your own space. A gesture of dignity. One you hadn’t expected.

You accepted it quietly. Grateful, but not comfortable.

You ate your meal quickly, away from the others, and retreated to the tent as soon as you could. The baggy clothes they had given you still hung awkwardly on your frame — freshly washed, but they felt heavy, like they belonged to someone else. You longed for your own garments, for the small familiarity of something that felt like you.

But right now, nothing did.

The images of the Molrek village clung to you like smoke. The blackened homes, the bodies scattered like discarded objects, the small toy in your hands. You hadn’t known the tribe personally, but they were people your father once called allies.

You couldn’t sit still. Couldn’t sleep. So you slipped out quietly, climbing to the edge of a nearby cliff — a tiny rise just outside of camp, where the ground dropped into a dark valley below. You sat down on the ledge, arms wrapped loosely around your knees, staring up at the moon. High. Untouched. Distant.

It felt cruel how the sky remained so calm while the earth burned.

“You were right.”

The voice behind you was soft, careful.

You didn’t turn. You didn’t have to.

Seungcheol approached and sat down beside you, leaving space between your bodies but close enough that you could feel the weight of his presence.

“It’s not like I wanted to be,” you answered quietly, eyes still on the stars.

He let out a long breath, resting his elbows on his knees. His shoulders sagged, the heavy armor of command stripped away.

“I’ve been asking myself all day,” he said. “How I didn’t see it. How I didn’t know.”

His voice cracked, just a little.

“I believed what they told me. That the tribes were given a choice. That they came willingly, that they were grateful.” His hands clenched loosely together. “I was so sure of it.”

You turned your head toward him, eyes narrowed, voice calm but cutting. “You never wondered why the lands stayed so empty after each ‘peaceful negotiation?’ Why the so-called tribesmen paraded into the capital never spoke their own tongue? Never wore the marks of their people?”

His jaw tightened. “I told myself there were reasons. I convinced myself they had changed. Adapted.” He swallowed hard. “I was a fool.”

You looked back up at the sky. “People see what they want to see. What they’re told to see.”

He leaned back slightly, staring at the dirt beneath his boots. “I can’t erase what’s been done,” he said quietly. “But I can stop what’s coming.”

There was no doubt in his voice now.

“I’m going to stop it,” Seungcheol repeated, firmer. “But I can’t do it alone.” He turned to face you fully, eyes steady, searching yours. “I need your help.”

You studied him carefully, your expression unreadable. “And how exactly do you expect me to help you?”

“You know these lands better than we ever will,” he said. “You know the tribes. The leaders. Where they are, how they move, who might still survive. They’ll never listen to me — but they might listen to you.”

Your lips pressed into a thin line. “Your men won’t follow me,” you said. “Even now. I’m still the enemy to them.”

But Seungcheol shook his head, his gaze unwavering. “They will. Once they see who you are… what you are. They will.”

You frowned. “And what exactly do you think I am?”

His eyes softened as he answered. “Someone they can’t ignore. A leader. A voice that speaks for the people we silenced.”

You blinked, your chest tightening at the sincerity in his voice.

“I’ll help,” you said quietly after a long pause. “But not for you.”

“I know,” he replied.

“For my people.”

Seungcheol nodded once, accepting your terms.

“And one day,” you added, voice lower, eyes narrowing, “you’ll have to face your father. You’ll have to decide how far you’re willing to go.”

His jaw clenched again, but he didn’t look away. “I know.”

The silence that followed wasn’t uncomfortable. It hung between you like a fragile understanding — the first thread of trust, spun out beneath the watchful eyes of the stars.

The next few days passed with the weight of purpose hanging over the camp.

After long nights of discussion, they had finally settled on a plan.

Baekhyun and Seungcheol agreed that the only way to stop the Emperor’s campaign was to expose the truth — not just to the people, but to the other provinces still loyal to the crown. They would gather evidence of the burned villages, the murdered tribes, and the so-called “assimilated” leaders who were, in truth, prisoners. And at the heart of their mission was one crucial step: infiltrate the capital and free your father — along with the other chiefs the Empire had taken.

It would be dangerous. Treasonous. But it was the only way.

As the plan took shape, so did the slow, tentative bond between you and the men of the brigade.

You began to assimilate into their ranks, their guarded glances softening as they watched the way you worked beside them. The way you carried yourself, strong but fair. There was no sudden trust, no easy forgiveness — but respect began to grow.

You shared long conversations with Baekhyun by the fire, debating strategy, exchanging stories about the land and the people they’d both known. Jinho, the youngest among the soldiers, warmed up to you quickly. His youthful curiosity and earnestness made him easier to trust, and soon he was asking you about the customs of your tribe, your language, your games.

One afternoon, you found yourself teaching Jinho one of the games from your childhood — a test of reflex and focus, your hands hovering close, tapping and dodging as each of you tried to catch the other off guard. The game required brief touches, laughter spilling between you every time Jinho missed his chance.

“Again,” Jinho grinned, determined, squaring his stance.

You laughed, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face, ready to begin — but as you glanced up, your smile faltered.

Seungcheol was standing a few paces away, arms crossed, staring directly at the two of you. His jaw tight, eyes narrowed, expression unreadable — but unmistakably displeased.

You blinked, unsure why that look made your stomach twist, and shrugged it off.

Later, as you and Jinho hauled a barrel of supplies toward the cooking area, chatting easily, you didn’t notice the figure stepping into your path until it was too late.

Seungcheol.

He stood in front of you, blocking the way, eyes pinned on Jinho.

“My prince,” Jinho stammered quickly, lowering the barrel and bowing his head.

“I’ll take that,” Seungcheol said, extending his arms toward the barrel.

“Oh, it’s all right, my prince, I can—”

Seungcheol’s face hardened, eyes darkening just enough to silence the younger soldier. Without another word, Jinho handed the barrel over, bowing again before stepping back.

Seungcheol turned on his heel and began walking beside you toward the supplies, carrying the weight with ease.

You arched a brow, half-smiling. “You suddenly feel the urge to do heavy lifting now?”

“What?” he replied, almost too quickly. “I always help.”

You scoffed, folding your arms. “Do you, though?”

He said nothing, but the faintest flicker of a smirk betrayed him.

From across the camp, Baekhyun watched the exchange, shaking his head slightly with an amused grin. He knew his prince too well.

That night, as you often did, you found yourself sitting beneath the stars, legs pulled close to your chest, eyes fixed on the moon. It had become your quiet place — the one spot where the noise of the world, the burden of your mission, couldn’t reach you.

But you weren’t alone for long.

Footsteps approached softly through the grass, and without looking, you already knew.

Seungcheol settled down beside you, his arms resting on his knees, gaze lifted to the sky.

“I’m sure you’re excited to finally head back,” you said, breaking the silence.

Seungcheol let out a soft scoff. “Not really.”

You glanced at him, surprised. “No? I figured you’d have a Lady waiting for you at the gates. Silk dress, pinned hair, perfect smile…”

You caught the way his jaw tensed at your teasing, the flicker of something unreadable in his expression.

“Oh,” you leaned in slightly, eyebrow raised. “Going through a rough patch?”

Seungcheol exhaled, shaking his head. “It’s not that.”

His voice was quieter now, thoughtful.

“I’m betrothed,” he admitted after a pause. “To a princess from the Jinhwa Empire. A match my father arranged.”

“Ah,” you said softly, leaning back again. “So I was right. There is someone.”

Seungcheol’s lips curled into a faint smile, but there was no humor in it.

“She’s… fine. Beautiful, poised. Says all the right things.” He shook his head. “But she looks at my people like they’re beneath her. She looks at the land like it’s something she’s owed.” His gaze hardened, focused on the horizon. “I’m not interested.”

You raised a brow, voice light. “So… there’s someone else you want, then.”

Seungcheol’s eyes flicked to you, sharper now. “Why is that so funny?”

Your smile faltered, feeling the tension rise between you. His gaze didn’t waver. There was a weight to the way he looked at you — something unspoken lingering between the words.

You swallowed, the air between you suddenly heavier.

“I should go,” you whispered, breaking eye contact as you stood, turning quickly back toward your tent.

Behind you, Seungcheol didn’t move, watching your retreat, the words he hadn’t said still hanging between you like smoke.

The next day, the brigade passed through a small town on the edge of the province — a rare pocket of life untouched by the Empire’s destruction.

It wasn’t much: a scattering of homes, a marketplace, a square where music played and people gathered for the night’s festivities. But after weeks of tension and heavy planning, Baekhyun and Seungcheol agreed the men deserved one evening to breathe, to feel like themselves again before the real fight began.

“We let them enjoy the night,” Baekhyun said. “It might be the last chance they get for a while.”

The soldiers quickly changed into civilian clothes — simpler tunics, loose trousers, belts, and sashes. They laughed more easily, their shoulders no longer so stiff with caution.

But you… you stood out.

Still wrapped in the same baggy clothes you had stolen from your neighbor back home — sleeves too long, fabric shapeless, hanging off your frame like rags. You caught the side glances from the townspeople as they began to gather. Suspicion. Discomfort.

“You can’t wear that,” Baekhyun said, stepping up beside you with a half-smile. “No one here’s going to trust you looking like you’re about to rob their livestock.”

You gave him a dry look but said nothing.

“Here,” he added, pressing a few coins into your hand. “There’s a tailor’s shop down the street. Go on — get yourself out of those rags. You deserve to look like yourself again.”

You hesitated but nodded, excusing yourself as the men headed toward the square.

The tailor’s shop was small, tucked between two merchant stalls, but inside were rows of garments — robes, tunics, sashes, each stitched with the colors and patterns of different tribes across the lands.

Your fingers brushed across the fabrics, pausing here and there — until your hand landed on one that made your heart ache with quiet recognition.

Then your hand paused on one particular set.

A deep blue cropped top, sleeveless but high at the neckline, fitted close to the body with silver embroidery lining the edges like river waves. Paired with it was a matching skirt that sat comfortably at your hips, flowing down to just below the knees with slits at the sides for ease of movement, layered softly with a lightweight sheer fabric over the base. A dark sash wrapped securely around the waist, tying everything together. The clothes were practical but graceful — built for motion, for freedom, for you.

It felt like home.

You slipped it on and let your long hair fall loose down your back, finally freed from the scarf and cap where it had been hidden for so long. The weight of it felt unfamiliar at first, but it framed your face, softening the hardness the past weeks had carved into your features.

The music was louder now, drums beating rhythm into the square, strings and flutes weaving in between. The men had gathered near a stage where performers danced, villagers clapping and singing along.

As you approached, the soldiers noticed first. One of them let out a low whistle.

“Would you look at that,” Jinho grinned, nudging the man beside him. “She finally doesn’t look like a little boy.”

The group laughed, but their smiles were kind, not cruel. You smiled faintly, rolling your eyes.

But then your gaze caught on Seungcheol.

He stood near the edge of the group, arms crossed, his eyes locked on you — and he wasn’t laughing.

He couldn’t.

Beautiful. That was the only word that came to his mind.

You had always been striking — fierce, proud, unbreakable — but this was different. Your posture, the way your hair framed your face, the ease with which you moved, as though the clothes had unlocked something in you. You looked radiant. Confident. Free.

Baekhyun, standing beside him, leaned in and gave him a pointed nudge, breaking his stare.

“Careful, my prince,” he smirked. “You’re going to make a scene.”

Seungcheol blinked, tearing his gaze away, forcing a breath out through his nose.

The music swelled, drums speeding up as the villagers began to dance, spinning in circles, hands clapping, feet stomping to the beat. Some of the soldiers joined in, laughing as they stumbled through unfamiliar steps.

You felt the rhythm pull at you — the way the music used to back home at celebrations. For a moment, you let yourself forget the weight of your mission. The pain. The loss. And you stepped into the dance.

The soldiers cheered you on as you moved gracefully into the circle, your feet light, hands flowing with ease, the patterns of your tribe’s dances still in your body like muscle memory. You spun, dipping and swaying, and they watched, amazed. Elegant. Untouchable.

But Seungcheol couldn’t look away.

Every step, every turn — he only saw you.

You laughed, enjoying the freedom of the moment, turning as the music carried you — and then suddenly, there he was.

Seungcheol stood before you, closer than you expected, his eyes softer now, gaze steady.

He raised his hand toward you.

For a moment, you hesitated, your eyes flicking between his outstretched hand and his face.

But then, slowly, you placed your hand in his.

The men around you cheered, but their voices blurred into the background as the two of you began to move. At first awkwardly, unsure — but soon, the music guided your steps. You matched his rhythm, spinning beneath his hand as he led, his movements gentle but confident.

You found yourself smiling, laughing even, as he stumbled once and recovered with a grin.

“Not bad, for a prince,” you teased softly.

He chuckled, shaking his head. “I’m full of surprises.”

The music shifted, slowing into something softer. The circle of dancers thinned, and still, Seungcheol didn’t let go.

Instead, his hand slid to your waist, pulling you closer.

Your breath caught.

The air between you felt too thick, too charged. His other hand held yours lightly, but his fingers tightened just enough to keep you near.

You could feel his breath against your cheek as he leaned in, his gaze dropping to your lips.

Your heart raced. The distance between you shrank until it was almost nothing.

But just before his lips could meet yours, reality snapped you back.

You pulled away, stepping back sharply, your hand slipping from his.

“I have to go,” you whispered, avoiding his eyes.

Without waiting for a response, you turned and walked quickly toward the edge of the square, heading back toward camp — your heart pounding loud enough to drown out the music behind you.

Seungcheol stood frozen in the square, eyes fixed on the direction where you had disappeared into the night. His chest rose and fell heavily, the weight of almost pressing down on him like a stone. He ran a hand through his hair, cursing under his breath.

But he couldn’t leave it like that.

His feet moved before his mind could catch up, carrying him through the quiet streets, past the flicker of lanterns and the distant hum of music. And there you were.

Exactly where he knew you’d be.

Sitting alone on the small rise just outside the camp, legs pulled close to your chest, head tilted toward the sky. The moonlight painted your face in soft silver, your eyes lost somewhere among the stars.

Seungcheol approached slowly, carefully, and sat down beside you — close, but not too close. He waited, saying nothing.

You didn’t look at him.

“What do you want from me, Seungcheol?” you asked softly, your eyes still on the sky.

He let out a sigh, his hands resting between his knees. “I think it’s pretty obvious.”

You shook your head, your voice steadier than you felt. “We can’t.”

His gaze snapped to you. “Why not?”

You turned to him now, eyes sharp, pained. “How could this ever work? You’re the prince of the Empire. I’m the daughter of the very people your father wants wiped from the earth. Our bloodlines are at war.”

“I’m not my father,” he said quickly, leaning forward. “I’m not him.”

“But you carry his name,” you bit back. “You carry the crown. And no matter what you feel right now, you’ll always be his son.”

Seungcheol shook his head, frustrated. “I don’t care about the crown. I don’t care about anything I ever knew anymore.” He reached out, grabbing your hand, his grip firm but gentle. “All of it — my title, my place at court, the lies they fed me since I was a boy — I’d throw it all away if it meant standing with you.”

You stared at him, your breath catching in your throat, but still you hesitated. “And what happens when this is over? When the fighting starts? When you’re forced to choose between your people and mine?”

Seungcheol’s jaw clenched. His thumb brushed lightly against the back of your hand.

“I don’t have all the answers,” he admitted. “I don’t know how this ends. I don’t know what will come of any of this.”

He leaned in closer now, voice low, rough with emotion. “I’m not sure of anything in this life — not my father, not the Empire, not even the beliefs I was raised on. I know I have so much more to learn. So much more to understand.”

He swallowed hard, his eyes locked on yours.

“But despite not being sure of anything else in this world… the only thing I am sure of — is you.”

You froze.

His words hit you like an arrow to the chest, tearing down every wall you had built between the two of you.

“I mean it,” he whispered.

And before you could respond, he leaned in and crushed his lips against yours.

The kiss was hard, desperate, filled with every word left unsaid between you. His hand tangled into your hair, pulling you closer, and for a moment, you forgot the war, the blood, the fire between your people — there was only the heat of his mouth, the taste of his breath mixing with yours.

When he finally pulled away, you were both breathless, your foreheads pressed together, eyes closed.

“Come with me,” he murmured.

The walk back to your tent was wordless, your fingers laced tightly with his. Every step felt heavier with anticipation, every glance stolen between you like you were crossing some forbidden line.

Inside, the tent was dim, lit only by the faint glow of the moon seeping through the fabric walls.

He closed the flap behind you, his eyes never leaving yours.

There was no more hesitation.

Seungcheol’s hands found your waist first, pulling you flush against him as he kissed you again — slower this time, deeper, his lips moving with purpose. You let your hands slide up his chest, fingers curling into the collar of his shirt, pulling him down to you.

You felt his breath hitch when your hands slipped beneath the fabric, fingers grazing the hard muscle of his stomach. His hands roamed up your back, tracing the curve of your spine as he guided you gently down onto the bedroll, never breaking the kiss.

When he pulled away just enough to look at you, his eyes were dark, filled with want.

“Tell me to stop,” he whispered, voice rough.

You shook your head. “Don’t.”

That was all he needed.

He leaned down, his lips tracing along your jaw, down the curve of your neck, leaving soft, burning kisses in his wake. His hands moved to untie the sash at your waist, slipping the fabric loose with care. You arched into his touch, gasping softly as his hands explored the newly exposed skin at your waist, your ribs, the underside of your breast.

Your fingers trembled as you pushed his shirt up and over his head, and for the first time, you saw him like this — bare, vulnerable, eyes soft but hungry as they searched your face for permission.

When your lips found his again, he groaned softly against your mouth, pressing his body fully against yours. The warmth of his skin on yours sent a shiver down your spine, and your hands slid down his back, feeling the tension in his muscles as he held himself steady above you.

“Tell me what you want,” he whispered against your ear.

“You,” you breathed, tilting your hips up toward him.

His lips trailed down your chest, leaving a path of heat across your skin, his hands working to ease your top away, baring you completely beneath him. His mouth closed gently around your nipple, sucking softly, teasing with his tongue, while his hand caressed the other — drawing soft, needy sounds from your lips.

Seungcheol kissed lower, down your stomach, until his hands gripped the waistband of your skirt, sliding it down slowly, inch by inch, his lips brushing over the sensitive skin of your hips and thighs as he went.

You were breathless, eyes half-lidded as you watched him move, watched the hunger in his gaze as he drank in every inch of you.

When he settled between your thighs, his eyes met yours again, searching.

“Let me taste you,” he murmured.

You nodded, your body already trembling.

Seungcheol lowered his mouth to you, his tongue gliding softly at first, then deeper, more insistent as he found the spot that made your hips jerk beneath him. His hands pinned your thighs gently but firmly, holding you in place as he worked you open with his mouth, slow and thorough, pulling soft gasps and moans from your lips as your fingers tangled tightly into his hair.

“Seungcheol—” you gasped, your voice breaking as the pleasure built inside you like a rising tide.

He didn’t stop until you were shaking, your release crashing over you, his tongue softening as he helped you ride it out, humming softly against your skin.

When he finally rose again, his lips glistened, his eyes dark with desire.

You pulled him back down, your mouth finding his hungrily, tasting yourself on his lips.

His trousers were already loose, and you reached down between your bodies, freeing him from them. He hissed softly as your hand wrapped around him, stroking slowly, teasing, watching the way his eyes fluttered shut for a moment beneath your touch.

“I need you,” you whispered.

Seungcheol’s forehead pressed to yours, his breath ragged as he lined himself up, his hand on your hip. “I’ll go slow,” he promised.

You nodded.

When he pushed into you, your eyes squeezed shut, your body stretching to take him, the slow, steady slide of him filling you inch by inch until he was fully seated inside you.

He stayed still for a moment, kissing your cheek, your jaw, your lips softly.

“Are you all right?” he whispered.

“Yes,” you breathed. “Move.”

And he did — slow, gentle thrusts at first, rocking his hips against yours, drawing soft moans from both of you as your bodies found their rhythm together. Your hands clutched at his back, his shoulders, pulling him closer, needing him closer.

His lips never left your skin — kissing your neck, your shoulder, your collarbone as he moved within you, his pace building as your breaths grew faster.

“Say my name,” he murmured, his voice rough against your ear.

“Seungcheol…” you gasped, your hips rising to meet his every thrust.

When your second climax hit, you cried out softly, your body arching against his as the wave of pleasure rolled through you. He followed soon after, burying himself deep, groaning your name as he came, his body shuddering with the force of it.

After, he collapsed beside you, pulling you into his arms, his lips pressing softly against your temple as your breathing slowed.

For the first time in what felt like forever, there was no war. No crown. No chains.

Just the two of you. And the fragile hope of something real.

Seungcheol’s breath was still uneven, his heartbeat loud against your back as he wrapped his arms securely around you, pulling you close, your bare skin pressed to his. The heat between your bodies was slow to fade, but neither of you moved.

For the first time in weeks — maybe in his entire life — he felt still.

He rested his chin lightly on your shoulder, his fingers tracing lazy circles along the curve of your waist. Your breathing had begun to steady, your body soft and warm against his, and as he pressed a soft kiss to the nape of your neck, Seungcheol closed his eyes.

What are we doing?

The thought echoed somewhere in the back of his mind, but for once, he didn’t fight it. He let himself hold you tighter, his palm splayed over your stomach, grounding himself in the simple truth of your body beneath his touch.

You were here. Real. Alive.

Not a symbol. Not an enemy. Just you.

He pressed his lips gently to your shoulder again, eyes fluttering shut.

I was raised for war, but no one ever told me how easy it would be to find peace like this.

Your soft sigh pulled him from his thoughts as you shifted, settling deeper into the curve of his chest, your hand resting lightly over his.

In the quiet of the tent, with the faint chirping of crickets outside and the distant crackle of the dying campfire, Seungcheol let himself wonder, just for a moment, what it might feel like if this was all there was. No war. No crown. No betrayal waiting at the gates. Just this.

Just you.

“I meant it,” he whispered softly, unsure if you were awake enough to hear him. “You’re the only thing I’m sure of.”

The soft, early light of dawn crept through the seams of the tent, casting gentle beams across your tangled limbs. The coolness of the morning air kissed your bare shoulders, and you stirred faintly, blinking against the pale gold glow.

Seungcheol was already awake.

He lay on his side, propped up on one elbow, watching you quietly, eyes softer than you’d ever seen them. One hand brushed a loose strand of hair from your face, his thumb lingering against your cheek.

When your eyes finally met his, he offered the faintest smile.

“Morning,” he murmured, his voice low and husky from sleep.

You shifted slightly beneath the thin blanket draped across your hips, suddenly aware of how exposed you were beneath it. But when his hand reached for yours, threading his fingers gently between yours, you relaxed.

Neither of you spoke for a moment.

Then, quietly, you broke the silence. “We shouldn’t have—”

Seungcheol’s expression shifted, his brow furrowing, but before you could finish, he leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead.

“I’m not sorry,” he said simply.

Your lips parted slightly, caught off guard by how certain he sounded.

He sat up, running a hand through his tousled hair, the blanket slipping lower on his waist. “I know things are complicated,” he added, glancing down at you. “I know there’s so much we haven’t figured out. But I’m not going to regret this. Not even for a second.”

You sat up slowly, wrapping the blanket tighter around yourself as you held his gaze.

“You’re still the prince,” you said softly. “Your father’s son.”

Seungcheol’s eyes darkened, but he nodded. “I know.” His fingers reached out, brushing along your bare shoulder. “But last night wasn’t about my father. Or the Empire. It was just… us.”

You swallowed, your heart hammering in your chest, unsure of how to answer the tenderness in his voice.

Then, as if sensing the weight between you, Seungcheol smiled faintly, leaning in to kiss your shoulder. “You’re allowed to want this,” he whispered. “Even if it scares you.”

The flap of the tent rustled faintly with the morning breeze, the faint sounds of the camp waking up drifting in.

Seungcheol stood, pulling on his shirt and adjusting his trousers, but his eyes never left yours. Before stepping out, he paused at the entrance, looking back at you, his gaze soft.

“Rest a little longer,” he said gently. “I’ll bring you something to eat.”

And with that, he slipped outside, leaving you alone in the quiet warmth of the morning — heart racing, mind spinning, the imprint of his touch still burning on your skin.

By the time you dressed and stepped out of your tent, the camp was already stirring with the sounds of morning — the clatter of pots, soft chatter between the men, the occasional bark of orders as the brigade prepared to move on.

You spotted Seungcheol near the supply carts, speaking quietly with Baekhyun. His back was to you, one hand resting on his hip, the other gesturing toward the map spread out before them.

For a moment, you considered slipping away unnoticed, keeping distance between the two of you — unsure of what last night meant outside the safe walls of your tent.

But then Seungcheol turned.

His eyes found you immediately, as if drawn by some invisible thread. And for a second — just a second — the look he gave you was soft, unguarded, the prince stripped away, leaving only the man who had held you like you were something precious.

You felt it in your chest, the way your breath caught, your body remembering the weight of him against you, the heat of his mouth on your skin.

But as quickly as it came, he shifted back into command — posture straight, eyes steady, nodding once before turning back to his discussion.

You swallowed hard and forced yourself to move toward the others.

The tension between you only grew as the day went on.

Seungcheol kept his distance — not enough to seem deliberate, but enough that you felt it. His gaze would flick to you when he thought you weren’t looking, and every time your eyes met, the air felt too heavy between you, thick with all the things left unsaid.

During briefings, his voice stayed calm, collected — but his eyes always softened when they met yours. When you spoke, explaining the paths you knew through the provinces, he listened more intently than anyone, his jaw tight, fingers tapping absently against his thigh like he needed to keep himself from reaching for you.

And you felt it too — the weight of knowing, the memory of last night pressing into the space between you both.

You tried to focus on the mission, on the plans, but every time he stood too close, your skin prickled with awareness.

The others began to notice.

Baekhyun was the first to catch on.

You saw it in the way his eyes followed the subtle glances between you and Seungcheol. The faint smirk that played at the corner of his mouth whenever Seungcheol’s gaze lingered on you too long. The way Baekhyun’s eyebrow arched, knowingly, whenever he caught you shifting uncomfortably under the prince’s attention.

At one point, as you were helping Jinho secure the straps on one of the carts, Baekhyun passed by, leaning down just enough to murmur so only you could hear:

“Careful. The prince looks like he’s one heartbeat away from losing all his self-control.”

Your eyes snapped to him, narrowing, but he only winked and walked off.

By evening, the tension had thickened unbearably.

The men gathered for dinner, scattered near the fire, conversation easy between them. You sat beside Baekhyun and Jinho, listening halfheartedly as they joked about the clumsy dance steps from the night before.

But your eyes betrayed you, drifting again to where Seungcheol stood near the edge of the group, arms crossed, watching you.

When your gaze met his, he didn’t look away this time.

There was heat in his eyes. Want. But there was restraint too — barely held back, burning just beneath the surface.

You turned away quickly, your throat dry, pressing your lips together as if that could quiet the way your heart raced.

Baekhyun, sitting beside you, gave a soft chuckle, leaning in. “You two keep looking at each other like that,” he said quietly, “and the whole camp’s going to know.”

You shot him a glare. “They don’t already?”

Baekhyun shrugged with a grin. “Some of the boys are a little slow, but they’re not that slow.”

Jinho, oblivious, kept talking about his terrible footwork, while Baekhyun leaned back, arms behind his head, eyes still flicking between you and Seungcheol with barely hidden amusement.

But you felt it — the air between you and the prince like the pull of a tide, inevitable, inescapable.

It was only a matter of time before the waves would crash again.

Night fell over the camp, quiet settling in as the fires burned low and the soldiers began to drift off to sleep one by one. The soft crackle of embers outside your tent was the only sound as you lay on your side, staring at the flap of the entrance, your thoughts spinning.

You could still feel the weight of Seungcheol’s gaze from across the fire earlier — the way his eyes never quite left you, the heat in them impossible to ignore. Your heart hadn’t stopped racing since.

You told yourself to sleep. You needed to keep your head clear. But the ache of last night’s memory clung to you like the scent of smoke on your skin.

Then, just as your eyes began to drift closed, the tent flap shifted.

You shot up instantly, your body tensing.

Seungcheol stepped inside — slow, sure, his eyes locked on you in the dim light.

“Are you insane?” you whispered sharply, pulling your blanket tighter around yourself, glancing toward the entrance like someone might have seen him.

His expression didn’t waver. He stood tall, hands loose at his sides, gaze steady.

“They’re going to know,” you hissed. “If someone sees you—”

“I don’t care,” he cut you off softly, his voice low but firm. He took another step closer. “Let them know.”

You swallowed, your breath catching. “You should care,” you shot back, but your voice trembled. “You’re the prince. Your men—”

“My men,” he repeated, interrupting again, “already follow me because they believe in me. And if they’re going to keep following me, they’ll have to trust my choices.” His eyes softened slightly, but there was still that fierce determination beneath his words. “Including this. Including you.”

You stared at him, your fingers clutching the edge of the blanket tighter. “This could ruin everything.”

Seungcheol crouched down beside you then, leaning closer, lowering his voice even more. “I don’t care about the rules anymore. Not when it comes to you.”

Your chest tightened, your mind screaming at you to push him away, but your body already leaning toward him.

“You make me reckless,” he murmured, eyes searching yours. “But I’ve never felt so sure about anything.”

You shook your head faintly, your voice softer now. “Seungcheol, I can’t be the reason you lose your men… your crown…”

“I told you,” he said, reaching up to gently brush your hair away from your face, “I’m not sure I even want the crown anymore.”

Your heart pounded as he leaned in closer, his breath warm against your lips.

“I don’t care if they know,” he repeated. “I don’t care if they see.”

His hand cupped your cheek, thumb tracing the edge of your jaw, and the weight of his gaze pinned you in place.

“What I care about is you.”

You closed your eyes for half a second, willing yourself to be stronger, to resist the pull of him — but when his lips brushed softly against yours, your resolve shattered.

You kissed him back, your hands finding his shoulders, gripping tight as he pulled you closer. His body pressed against yours, the heat between you building again, undeniable.

But even as the kiss deepened, even as your fingers slid beneath the edge of his shirt, your mind raced with the danger of it all. The risk.

You pulled back just enough to whisper, breathless against his lips: “What if they hear us?”

Seungcheol smiled faintly, his forehead pressing to yours. “Then they’ll finally know what they’ve been guessing all along.”

And before you could protest again, he kissed you harder — hungry, certain, as if he were willing to burn down the world for just one more moment like this with you.

The next few days passed in a strange, quiet shift of balance.

Seungcheol didn’t hide the way his eyes found you now. He didn’t hesitate to stand beside you during briefings, didn’t pull away if his hand brushed against yours when you passed him a map or when your arms grazed during morning preparations.

If anything, he seemed even more at ease — less guarded, more himself.

It was subtle, but noticeable.

You, on the other hand, couldn’t shake the nervous flutter in your chest whenever you caught the glances from the other men. You kept your head down, busying yourself with tasks, always hyperaware of the space between you and Seungcheol, wondering if it was obvious.

It was.

But to your surprise… the men didn’t seem nearly as bothered as you’d feared.

If anything, they looked like they’d been waiting for it.

One afternoon, as you helped Jinho secure supplies onto one of the wagons, you felt his eyes on you — the grin already on his face before you could even meet his gaze.

“So…” he began, dragging out the word, “you and the prince, huh?”

You froze, halfway through tying the rope, your eyes widening slightly as you shot him a glare. “Jinho—”

“What? Everyone knows,” he laughed, waving his hand. “We’ve all known for a while.”

You blushed, turning back to the rope, pulling it tighter than necessary. “I… we didn’t exactly mean for—”

Jinho raised a hand, cutting you off with a smile. “It’s fine. Really. None of us are upset about it.” He leaned against the wagon casually, arms crossed. “Honestly? We’re happy for you.”

You blinked, caught off guard by the softness in his tone.

“I mean,” Jinho added with a sheepish smile, “I think we all knew he wasn’t going to marry that princess from Jinhwa. The way he looks at you? Yeah… we saw this coming.”

Your shoulders sagged slightly, some of the tension releasing from your chest as you gave a small smile. “Thank you, Jinho.”

He grinned, nudging your arm playfully. “Just don’t let Baekhyun catch you sneaking into his tent or he’ll never let you hear the end of it.”

You shook your head, laughing despite yourself.

That night, after the camp had quieted and the fires burned low, you sat inside your tent, staring at the small crack of moonlight peeking through the flap. You were still replaying Jinho’s words, unsure whether to feel relieved or even more exposed.

Then the flap rustled softly.

You didn’t need to look up.

Seungcheol slipped inside, ducking his head slightly beneath the entrance, his lips already curling into that smug, knowing smile.

“See?” he said softly as he knelt down beside you. “I told you.”

You raised an eyebrow at him, crossing your arms loosely over your chest. “Told me what?”

“That they wouldn’t care.” His eyes softened, gaze steady on yours. “That they’d be happy for you.”

You let out a soft exhale, shaking your head as you leaned back on your hands. “I hate when you’re right.”

Seungcheol chuckled, leaning closer, his hand finding your knee as he brushed his thumb gently along your skin. “Get used to it.”

You rolled your eyes, but your smile betrayed you.

“And,” he added, voice quieter now as his fingers traced small circles against your knee, “for the record… they’re not just happy for you.” He leaned in, lips hovering close to your ear. “They’re happy for me, too.”

Your breath caught again — the warmth of him, the way his words melted so easily into your skin.

“I’m not going anywhere,” he whispered.

You turned your head, your lips brushing softly against his, the space between you closing once more.

And as his hand slid up to your cheek, pulling you into another kiss, you felt the last of the worry begin to ease away — replaced by the quiet certainty of what was slowly, but surely, becoming yours.

The days that followed moved quickly, the weight of what was coming pressing down on the entire brigade.

The plan was simple, but dangerous.

Sneak into the capital under the cover of darkness. Free your father and the other captured tribal leaders. Reveal the truth of the Empire’s brutality to the people — expose the slaughtered villages, the lies of “peaceful assimilation.”

Baekhyun and Seungcheol went over the maps again and again, marking the weak points in the city’s defenses. They found the prison beneath the city walls where your father was being held — along with the other chiefs.

There would be no second chance.

The night of the mission, you dressed in dark clothes, your blade strapped at your hip, your heart pounding so hard you were afraid the guards might hear it.

You moved through the streets like shadows, slipping past the patrols, hearts in your throats.

When the gates of the prison creaked open under Jinho’s careful hands, you led the way through the corridors, the torches casting long shadows on the damp stone walls.

You found him deep in the cells — weak, bruised, but alive. His hair had grown longer, streaks of gray at his temples, but the fire in his eyes was not gone.

“Father…” Your voice cracked as you whispered it.

His head snapped up, disoriented at first, but then his eyes widened as they met yours.

“Y/N?” His voice trembled.

You dropped your sword, rushing toward him, falling to your knees as your hands grabbed the bars, fingers shaking.

“Y/N, is it— Is it really—” He couldn’t finish. Tears streamed down your face as you nodded, your hands reaching through the bars to cup his weathered face.

“We’re getting you out,” you whispered. “I swear it.”

Seungcheol was already at the lock, breaking it open as your father’s arms wrapped around you tightly for the first time in what felt like a lifetime.

“My brave girl,” he choked, burying his face into your shoulder as you wept into his chest.

Baekhyun and the men worked fast, freeing the other leaders. Word was spreading outside the prison. People began gathering, murmurs growing louder as the evidence of the Empire’s deception spread through the streets.

But the victory was short-lived.

As you stepped out into the square with your father and the freed chiefs, the sound of armored boots echoed through the streets.

The Emperor stood waiting, flanked by his soldiers, their blades drawn, torches blazing behind them. His expression was cold, but his eyes burned with fury.

“You dare,” he spat, glaring at the group, then at Seungcheol. “You dare betray me for this?”

The soldiers surrounded you, weapons raised.

“Seize the chiefs,” the Emperor ordered, his voice booming.

The guards surged forward, grabbing your father, forcing him to his knees. His face stayed proud, unyielding.

“Execute the leader,” the Emperor barked.

“No!” You screamed, throwing yourself between your father and the executioner’s sword, your arms spread wide, your body shielding him.

“Stand down, girl,” the Emperor growled.

Seungcheol’s voice cracked through the air, desperate, furious: “No!”

The Emperor’s gaze snapped toward him, eyes narrowing. “You—” His lip curled. “You love her.”

The words hung in the air like a blade between you.

Seungcheol’s chest rose and fell hard, his fists clenched. His eyes didn’t leave yours.

The Emperor’s face twisted with disgust, his voice laced with disbelief. “My own son… defiled by some tribal girl.” His voice hardened. “Then let her die beside him. Execute both of them.”

“Wait!” Seungcheol shouted, stepping forward. His voice rang out across the square, sharp and desperate. “I’ll marry her.”

The crowd froze. Even the soldiers hesitated.

The Emperor’s eyes narrowed. “What?”

“I’ll marry the princess of Jinhwa,” Seungcheol said louder, his voice steady despite the ache behind it. “You want the alliance. You want to save face after this mess. Let them all go — her father, the chiefs, the tribes. The expansion is already ruined, but this marriage will strengthen your ties to Jinhwa.”

The square fell into a stunned silence.

Your heart shattered.

You could barely breathe, your eyes locked on his, your lips parted as the weight of his words hit you like a blade to the chest.

The Emperor stayed quiet for a long moment, eyes calculating. Then, finally, he nodded once.

“Fine. They may go.” His voice was calm again. Cruel. Triumphant. “But the deal stands.”

The soldiers lowered their swords. Baekhyun immediately started moving the chiefs away, motioning for the men to fall back.

But you didn’t move.

You pushed against the hands trying to guide you away, your voice cracking as you screamed, “No—! Let me go! Seungcheol—!”

Baekhyun grabbed your arm, holding you back tightly as you struggled against him, your tears blinding you.

“Seungcheol!” you cried out again, fighting to reach him, your body twisting against the grip of the men pulling you away.

He stood frozen where he was, eyes on you — full of love, full of sorrow, but not moving.

Baekhyun’s arms tightened around you, his face grim as he whispered harshly into your ear: “I’m sorry. He told me — whatever happens, get you out of here. Don’t let him see you die here.”

Your body was still fighting, thrashing against Baekhyun’s grip, but your strength was failing beneath the weight of heartbreak.

“Seungcheol!” you sobbed one last time, your voice raw, breaking.

He didn’t move. But as you were dragged further away, your eyes caught the moment his knees buckled beneath him, his body collapsing to the ground, his head bowed, his hands clenched into the dirt.

And as Baekhyun pulled you out of the square, away from the flames, away from him — you felt the last piece of your heart crumble.

Five Years Later…

The seasons had passed, and though the scars of war still marked the land, life had found a way to bloom again.

Your village stood strong, nestled between the hills where the rivers ran clear. Built by the hands of your tribe, your father, and the men who had once followed Seungcheol into battle — men who chose peace, who chose you.

There was still fighting to be done. Other tribes remained scattered, some still hunted, others in hiding. But here, in this place, you had carved out a home. A refuge. A small piece of freedom.

You spent the morning working at the back of your home, weaving baskets, your hands steady though your mind wandered — always thinking of the next step, the next fight, the people who still needed saving.

Then, faint at first, you heard it.

Cheers. Voices rising with excitement. The sound of feet running, men calling out to each other.

You stood, wiping your hands on your skirt, frowning. Curious.

You stepped out into the path, your brow knit, and saw the gathering — the men surrounding someone near the village entrance. Their voices were loud, joyful, filled with something like disbelief.

Baekhyun was there, and you caught the sight of him embracing someone tightly, his face breaking into a rare, wide smile.

Then Baekhyun turned — and the others slowly stepped aside.

Your heart stopped.

There he was.

Seungcheol.

Older now. His hair a bit longer, tied loosely at the back. Broader somehow, heavier at the shoulders. But his face — his eyes — those were the same. Still burning with that quiet, steady fire you had fallen in love with.

You dropped the basket in your hands, the contents spilling to the ground.

You couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe.

So he did.

Seungcheol crossed the space between you in long strides, never breaking eye contact, and when he reached you, his arms wrapped around you so tightly you thought you might break from the pressure of it. But you didn’t let go either. Your fingers clutched at the fabric of his clothes, holding him close, the weight of five long years crashing into your chest all at once.

The men gave you space, drifting away, leaving you both in the quiet.

He followed you into your house, the door closing softly behind you. And for a moment, the only sound was the rush of your breath and the faint tremble of his hands still holding yours.

“I wanted to write,” he began, voice rough. “God, I wanted to write to you a thousand times. But I was afraid — afraid they would find the letters, intercept them, trace them back to you.”

You swallowed, nodding faintly, your eyes never leaving his.

“The day of my wedding,” Seungcheol continued, his voice breaking slightly, “it was the worst day of my life.”

You squeezed his hand tighter.

“They never touched me, Y/N. I couldn’t. I couldn’t be with her. I never even looked at her the way I looked at you.” He let out a shaking breath. “When she got pregnant, I knew. It wasn’t mine. It couldn’t be.”

Your eyes widened, but you stayed silent, letting him speak.

“The child was not mine. The marriage was dissolved. She was sent back to Jinhwa. My father was furious… but he needed the alliance too much to start another war.” He shook his head, frustration flashing across his face. “I had to wait. Wait until his focus was elsewhere, until he left on a long campaign, months away from the capital.”

His eyes softened, locking onto yours again.

“And now… now I’m here.”

Your lips parted, the flood of words waiting at the back of your throat — but before you could say anything, a soft voice broke the silence.

“Mama!”

You froze.

Seungcheol’s head turned, eyes wide with confusion.

A little boy, no older than five, came running into the house, his small arms wrapping tightly around your waist as he buried his face against you.

Seungcheol’s gaze dropped, stunned silent — and when the boy turned to face him, Seungcheol’s breath caught in his chest.

The child’s eyes, his nose, the shape of his face… there was no mistaking it.

The boy was his.

Tears welled in your eyes as you dropped to your knees, holding your son close, your voice trembling.

“I wanted to write to you, too,” you whispered. “But I couldn’t risk it. Not with him. Not when I didn’t know what your father might do if he found out.”

Seungcheol’s lips trembled, his eyes fixed on the boy, blinking rapidly as he tried to hold back the tears already threatening to fall.

“How…?” His voice cracked. “How could you have gone through this alone?”

“I wasn’t alone,” you said softly, brushing your fingers through your son’s hair. “All your men have cared for him. Baekhyun… he’s watched over him like he was his own blood.”

Seungcheol’s eyes darted back to you, overwhelmed, barely able to process the flood of emotion twisting through him.

“Does he…?” His voice lowered into a whisper, almost afraid to ask. “Does he know me?”

You gave a gentle smile through your tears.

“Jeonghan,” you called softly, lifting your son’s chin, “who is your father?”

The little boy beamed, his eyes bright. “His name is Seungcheol! And he is a brave and just man!”

Seungcheol’s lips parted, the tears finally breaking free and spilling down his cheeks.

You smiled gently through your own tears, your voice thick as you said: “Jeonghan… that’s him.”

The boy turned, his eyes wide with curiosity as he stepped closer. Slowly, without hesitation, he reached up and placed his small hand against Seungcheol’s cheek.

“Dada,” Jeonghan said softly, smiling. “You’re finally home.”

Seungcheol’s face crumpled. A soft, broken sob escaped him as he dropped to his knees, gathering the boy into his arms, clutching him tightly, holding him as if afraid he might disappear.

Jeonghan’s arms wrapped around his neck, giggling happily, unaware of the depth of the moment — but you saw the way Seungcheol’s shoulders shook with every breath, the way he held your son like a man trying to hold onto hope for the first time in years.

Through the tears, Seungcheol looked up at you — eyes shining, full of love, full of grief, full of the years lost between you.

But there was no anger in them. Only relief. Only love.

Only home.

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