#Got home and cried
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Up at 12 am after running to the fridge and binge eating I wish I wasnāt like this I wish I was skinny I wish I was pretty I wish I just wasnāt me I know I donāt come on here to complain but I was at the mall with one of my friends and we were wearing matching shirts some teenage couple walked by laughing and said ālook at the fat chicks wearing the same thingā I hadnāt eaten all day but I instantly got up and threw my food away I havenāt eaten until just now god Iām ashamed
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got into a car wreck Friday drove myself into a pole. minor just walked away with a concussion and some bruises but out a car. luckily was able to use my grandmothers for work busiest week of the year
afterwards (9pm) at the gas pump went inside to prepay as Iām walking back to my car this guy my age (18-19-20ish) walks up and goes Iām so sorry. He backed into my car with his big truck and knocked out my headlight but just the plastic protector thing not my bulb. Easy fix no need for even insurance to be called.
I head back on my way to finally go home which is a 25 minute drive on country back roads no stoplights kinda area im not even in my town when I get pulled over (my first time ever) for going 70 in a 55 area. And he gave me a ticket the day before thanksgiving.
I promptly drive 55 all the way home (just in case he comes back scaryyy) and this car flips me off while passing me cuz I was going too slow.
awful day
#terrible day#awful day#all cops are bastards#car wreckers#speeding ticket#country road#got home and cried#I took a bath as well#car
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brighter days ahead
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk art#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#nobara kugisaki#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 268#im sobbing about them its 1am and my hand hurts#but ive got more in me i havent been this happy n hopeful in so LONG#HES BACK#THEYRE ALL BACK#we might b okay guys it might all b ok .... :'>>>>>#im ignoring the minor salt abt all of yuuji's scars being Gone#like im happy he has both eyes n all that#but what can i say id gotten a bit attached to the new look :<<<#n my yuuji injury list is out th window hgdfghjkgd everything ive drawn is now inACCURATE CRIES#i predicted megumi having a scar on th Other side....yuuji now has his depth perception back........sighs#shoko is too good at her job gdi#all of this is /lh btw the loss of scars is small price to pay !!!!!megumi is BACK and SMILING and they all r gna b ok i believe :')#home stretch we r in endgame they can make it this is OUR jujutsu kaisen first year believers
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Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nonononoā You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.
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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.
Fit: Goodbye? We're notā we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.
Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!
Pac: I know, but likeā I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.
Fit: [Laughs] You know, it'sā I mean, if that's how you wanna go, butā I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it'sā
Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.
Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.
Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeahā I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]
Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.
Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.
Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?
Fit: Wow.
Aypierre: Wow.
Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]
Fit: Ohhh, well heyā just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself ā the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]
Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.
Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, weā weā you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?
Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?
Fit: Ok.
Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: I will sing your praiseā Oh yeah, heyā [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nonononoā You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Fit: Sorry, there'sā
Pac: I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, you guysā we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.
Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...
Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!
Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!
Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#QSMP Prison#January 22 2024#So canonically how do you guys view this moment?#Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress?#Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen?#Curious to hear what other people think#I like to imagine the stress finally got to him#He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing#and finally cried about it to Bagi#I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma#Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D#I imagined that for Purgatory too#it's cute#idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people#Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit#(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out)#that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me#Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope#I love when characters take naps together it's so cute#esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues#It's nice#anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry#I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is#The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension#Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.
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actually sobbing abt this wtf
#AFTER EVERYTHING#HE WENT THROUGH ALL THE SORROW IN THE WORLD AND SO DID SHE BUT THEYRE FINALLY TOGETHER#AND IT WAS HER ALL ALONG THAT GAVE HIM THE WILL TO PUSH THROUGH. SHE WAS THE REASON HE GOT HOME BECAUSE SHE WAS HOME#I actually genuinely cried at this part#book: the odyssey dialogue retelling: simon armitage#the odyssey#greek mythology#the Iliad. kinda. but I feel like those two are just interconnected man#yeet.txt#odysseus#penelope#odysseus and penelope
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I hate hate HATE when people say I'm "having an attitude" with them, bc I'm literally not until AFTER they say that. And thats not even "an attitude", it's me being annoyed and frustrated bc youre saying im having an attitude when im NOT.
Like what does that even mean. I'm just autistic.
#blah blah blah#vent#like i was just responding to my name being called???? i literally just went āhuh?ā which i do all the time?????#and when you walk off mumbling shit that i cant hear bc we're dozens of feet away from each other in a loud ass store#and i come over and ask what you wanted#and youre like āi said we'll talk when you drop the attitudeā or whatever and have the audacity to smirk at me like its a joke and i have#any idea wtf youre talking about#like i got so frustrated and upset about it that i legit cried for like an hour after that. while still doing my work bc i just wanna get#done and go home.#this is about one of my managers btw. if it wasn't obvious#like shes cool most of the time. but she says shit sometimes that make me wanna quit on the fucking spot
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#my sister left me a whole bouquet of flowers and a small self-care bag she picked out herself when i got home from work#and it put me in shambles#im so glad my family understands#like my dad said he cried for three weeks straight when elvis passed#and my mom cried for a while after princess dianaās passing#they get it and iām so thankful for that ā¤ļøāš©¹
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ace from āmark for mark and sin for sinā by @midnightluck. itās a delightfully painful sickfic with a twist on the regular tropes
#crowcraft#one piece ace#one piece#opc#fire fist ace#portgas d ace#read the fic. cried. banged this out in a time crunch#ive got to go back to literal hell on monday and i wont be able to sit at home and draw all day. pain and suffering#ok Iām tired. posting this then itās sleep time#oh#tw suicidal ideation#itās not?? I guess??? I donāt know how to tag for this#portgas d. ace#if I hate this in the morning itās going. Iām breaking the sacred rule of ādonāt draw the same night as postingā
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Broken šš
#one punch man#one punch#opm#flashy flash#flash#speed o sound sonic#Sonic#flashsonic#flashsoni#what if we all got together and cried#i have so many overwhelming emotions about these two can't handle it it's going to lava out of me#they were ready to die together in the place they once dreamed of calling home...........
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hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually
if you listen closely you can hear me yell āoh my godā when he does it
#(donāt listen too closely though Iām a bad singer lol)#I tried to post this Sunday night but it didnāt go through#I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried#not leverage#hozier#slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours#woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am)#and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work#I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off#I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night š#worth it#seeing him was a spiritual experience fr#and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didnāt plan for this#also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp#I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like ššš#Iām not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever#it worked out in the end
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Hey bud. Buddy ol' pal.
I š So Big /So Small by Rachel Bay Jones in your LM Playlist. That feels so illegal and yet it is bc you made it so.
listen-
that's all-
#dae asks#rottmnt#rottmnt life mission au#life mission au#oh yeah have i mentioned that LM!Leo has terrible separation anxiety#and that after splinter made friends and trusted people enough to look after his young son#leo got so terrified that splinter might not make it home alive#since he experienced first hand how dangerous it was looking for his bros#because splints had to take him sometimes since no one could look after leo for a while#and it breaks splints' heart that leo cries every time he leaves#because he knows what leo is feeling. all. too. well.
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i got to watch the total solar eclipse yesterday and all i could think of was the dark planet of awesome size, lit by no sun, an invisible titan, all thick black forests and jagged mountains and deep, turbulent oceansā¦
#welcome to night vale#wtnv#on a serious note did anyone else who got to catch full totality cry#it literally looked like a hole had opened up in the sky. the stars came out and i couldnāt stop crying#i was weeping full audible sobs by the time it was over#i cried on the bus ride home#so beautiful holy shit#egypt 2027 anyone?#solar eclipse
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my little doggy my special baby boy is getting old and he's almost completely deaf and he gets confused a lot and he sleeps almost all day and I'm cuddling him sooooooooo much while i'm home i hopw he knows howmuch i love him šššš
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dream is hot he is attractive as hell ummmmm the lighting was amazing. constantly doing him right. he did look like modern jesus. a deity. i didnt even get there late but i happened to be somewhat behind maybe the tallest man ever so i was kinda microdosed with his face and honestly it was glorious. blessed to even be in his presence. the way i would stop breathing when i saw him. what the hell
the sweetest kindest loveliest comfiest gentleman idk how he did it but it felt so personal and i think everyone thought he was looking at them a little i was in the back and im short and i was like what is this eye contact. you can see me?? i can see you!!! checked up on the crowd constantly asking if we ate today or if we were thirsty and needed water. said i love you a lot. incredibly charismatic and engaging. bright and funny and himself. ADORABLE AND ENDEARING.
a natural born performer. it was basically a one man show (plus dj tiiiiiiiiiip and keyboardist and drummer ayyyyyyy). he was the mc. he was the entertainment. he was the performer. he was the distraction. he was the planner. head of the team. a target for balls (he wanted to be hit in the face with one). improv artist and choreography king. VOCALS!!! he hit all the notes! falsettos! what can he not do??!!
there was a game where we had to guess who was dream and how did i know who it was immediately. say there are three people lined up with identical outfits and masks. immediately noticed #3 is taller and broader than the others. when asked ādid your job before youtube start with an a?ā #3 puts not one thumbs up but TWO. arms big and wide to give TWO enthusiastic thumbs up. when asked to do heart hands they all do a bad job. who had the biggest proudest heart even though it was bad. #3. the bigger broader one. immediately dream. one of the other ones was an old man lolol.
the beginning of the show before he comes out??? when is beyonce releasing the visuals????? a documentary will be made. TRUST.
WAS NOT SMELLY!!!
NEED PANIC ATTACK ON ALL PLATFORMS STAT!!!!
#literally cried during mask then ran home it was a fever dream#i have xs on my hands from the venue and i will never wash them ever again#wish i got there earlier but other than the tall man there were two kids in front of me who were having a blast it was sweettttt#dream is like an apple pie fresh out of the oven#it was really very amazing and i cant stress how well dream did and how much i love him times one thousand#droncert#dreammysunshine
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if i just donāt read the latest chapter.. schrƶdinger's stray dogs
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i just finished reading the book my non-bio grandma wrote and gave a copy to my dad and i felt these were words were worth sharing
#most of the book is about the rampant abuse she faced as a child being passed from foster home to foster home#itās devastating#i cried a lot#a lot of regret about not seeing her much as i got older#lots of thoughts and feelings#words words words#btw this is from like two decades ago#but itās never not relevant
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