#Gideon x eva

[ondestamor]

“Às vezes o amor não basta. E, quando é assim, pra que é que ele serve?” - Profundamente Sua, Sylvia Day

[deanbrainrotwritings]

— LIVIN IN YOU

SUMMARY : dean actually loves reading. it should have been obvious what he’d enjoy reading the most. he doesn’t hate all books. he likes fun ones, ones with spice and romance.

PAIRING : dean winchester x fem!reader

CHARACTERS : none

WARNINGS : nsfw(18+), smut, smutty thoughts, fluff, sub!dean, dom!reader

WORD COUNT : 4.9k

A/N : title from a song by radio company. I was doing research on erotic novels for this and Bared to You by Silvia Day was the first book that popped up so I started reading it as research and planned to read only one chapter. It was all I was gonna include but I ended up liking it, and finished it lmaooo X

Dean couldn’t sleep. His bed was too empty, too cold. He moved around trying to find a comfortable position to finally fall asleep in, before he groaned and stared up at the ceiling thinking of what to do to put himself to sleep.

Y/N was out really late with Cas and Jack getting dinner since Cas and Jack went out on a hunt together and succeeded. Dean had just showered and eaten when they came back and Jack was starving so Y/N kissed Dean goodnight and went to take Jack and Cas for a late night dinner.

He chuckled shyly to himself as his brain suggested something. He looked around for his headphones and then searched in his box where he had his porn. Y/N didn’t look inside because she wasn’t interested in it—having him and all that was her reasoning. He hasn’t looked at his porn in years but he still liked collecting it anyway and Y/N didn’t mind that he did.

He finally found what he was looking for at the bottom of the box, beneath the Busty Asian Beauties magazines he had. He was paranoid and embarrassed about the thought of Y/N finding this out. It was a book he hadn’t read when he first got it. He and Cas had gone to the library years back and he was looking for something to teach Cas about sex while Y/N and Sam stayed back at the Bunker, cooking.

Dean led Cas to the erotic novels sections at the bookstore in town and he started to pick random books for him to read, from LGBTQ+ to heterosexual couples, monogamy to polyamory, BDSM, and more. Even Dean learned a few new things and they made him realise how right Rowena was when she said he was “sheltered”.

Dean sat, cross-legged, in the middle of his bed and kept his sheets on his lap to keep him warm. He plugged his headphones into his phone and let Led Zeppelin play quietly as he tried to focus on the words of the book. He was shy about reading it, so he was barely on chapter six of the book titled Bared to You. It was intense and straight to the point while all at once being a slow burn.

The main character, Eva, reminded him a little of Y/N with her wit and stubbornness, while the love interest, Gideon Cross, reminded him of himself if he were rich and more intense.

He wanted to skip straight to the sex scenes, but since it was surprisingly good, he decided against it. Once he’d started reading it—thinking he’d fall asleep quickly a few days ago, he found himself enthralled and captivated page after page as if he hadn’t had much more intense and creative sex with Y/N at least every night and morning.

He enjoyed the book more by imagining it was him and Y/N as Gideon and Eva. It could at least explain the blush that flared up his neck to his ears and cheeks, and the way his cock stiffened and swelled inside his black boxers.

He never touched himself, he just kept reading the fucked up relationship between Eva and Gideon, grateful that—as fucked up as he and Y/N were, they didn’t have something as complicated or toxic as them.

He wasn’t very good at talking about his feelings or his troubles, but he got there eventually as he processed events. Y/N didn’t push, she was just there—waiting for him, and never complained. She trusted him and she was kind, which helped to make her trust him. It was easier since she knew how to handle her own emotions despite how powerfully she felt them. So much about her made him feel safe enough to feel whatever he was feeling without being judged, invalidated, or forced to talk about it.

He didn’t always tell her he loved her in the traditional sense—through words, but he hoped—when he kissed her, when he made love to her, when he cooked for her, when he held her hand, when he smiled at her, and everything else he did—that she knew it was his way of saying it when it was too much to say out loud.

The book wasn’t very long and it was occasionally real to him. He sometimes related to Gideon and Eva, to their trauma, the feeling of being undeserving of love, the fear of vulnerability and intimacy, the inadequate feeling self-hate caused, disgust, and using sex as a coping mechanism. Now, when he had sex, it was because of surges of love and lust from how kind and tender Y/N was with him.

He didn’t feel used or objectified by her, he didn’t feel good about himself only during sex. He felt loved, worshipped, beautiful, and worthy with every press of her lips on his freckled skin, with every movement of her hands on his body, with the adoring words whispered into his mouth, against his skin. He felt it outside of the bedroom when she gazed at him lovingly when he talked about anything at all—and there was a special little glint when he gushed about cowboys. He felt it when he ate and caught her looking at him already with warm and amused eyes, when she cooked and fed him, praising him and complimenting him for looking cute as he ate. He felt it when she listened and kept her eyes on him like he was the only one in the room worth looking at, the way she hung on his every word, and how she was kind to him despite all the hurt she’s felt. She was everything. There wasn’t a single moment he’s spent with her where he hasn’t felt it.

So, even though the story did stress him out sometimes, he liked comparing Gideon and Eva to himself and Y/N. It made him feel proud of their relationship and good about himself because Gideon was really frustrating to him—and yes, Dean was aware how he keeps stuff to himself as well. However, he had never inflicted such anguish on Y/N by doing so, and he can’t keep it inside very long when Y/N makes him open up like a flower when it’s kissed by the sunrise. It’s not forced, he’s not pressured, it's just natural that he does so, bending to her tender will.

He already knew, years ago, when he started to love her. But the moment he actually let it take him over was when he was fresh out of hell, when they stood by his car in the cold, outside that barn where they hid Anna from Uriel and Cas. And he knew he was done for when she looked at him like he was everything, even as she confessed to knowing what he’d done in hell, when he realised that it didn’t alter or affect her feelings for him.

His walls were obliterated as if they were hit by a meteor when she kissed him, when she stole his breath for the first time, when she touched him so tenderly. When he felt her naked skin against his for the first time, and she quietly chanted his name over and over when he claimed her inside the backseat of his car. He was devastated by the gentle caress of her touch, by her soft panting breaths as he teased her, by the taste of her, by the way she tasted him. He felt beautiful—like a star after its death—when he was inside her that night for the first time, when he’d made love to her like he’d never loved anyone else.

He’d always known she was the only person he’d truly love after that Djinn made her his girlfriend in the wish-dream many years ago. When he told her he loved her in that dream-state and as he said them, he thought to himself that those words were only for her, he swore to himself that he’d never say them to anyone.

He’d gotten to chapter thirteen in a breeze and he was still invested in the story. There was so much drama going on between the characters and he was blushing—not just from how hot the sex was, but because he was embarrassed that he actually liked the book.

Just as he got to another sex scene he shuddered when he felt a little draught and he jumped when he looked up and saw Y/N standing with the door open. She looked like she’d been caught, she was frozen and blinked at him with confusion and surprise.

Immediately, he closed the book and turned it onto its back to hide the cover, then removed his headphones. She relaxed and smiled softly at him, “I thought you’d be asleep.” She stepped forward, her eyes filled with love as she reached out for his face. He stared up at her with a deep blush on his face, he was anxious to be discovered by her, but he closed his eyes when her fingertips gently brushed across his cheeks.

“Couldn’t sleep without you,” he murmured and opened his eyes, glancing up at her through his thick lashes. Her smile widened slightly and she cupped the side of his jaw, letting him rest his breathtaking face in her soft palm.

“I’m here now,” she whispered. He smiled softly, lifting his hand to hold her wrist and moved it to his mouth so he could kiss her pulse. “Let me get cleaned up, I’ll be right back.” He nodded gently, closing his eyes when she leaned down to kiss his forehead. He leaned into her with a content smile, then offered his lips to her when she pulled away. A single press of her warm mouth on his made his lips tingle, but he let her walk away, and licked his lips as he watched her leave his room. He let himself bask in the aftermath of her tenderness for a few seconds. He just stared at the door she exited from, his eyes drifting away little by little as he bit his lip, deep in thought. Thinking of her—naked, mostly.

Shortly after, he made quick work of hiding his book where it had been and returned his headphones to where they were before as well. He sighed and threw his phone on the wooden bedside table carelessly. He felt a bit of adrenaline at the thought of being discovered and arousal from having been fantasising sexual encounters with Y/N.

Still, he innocently returned to his spot on the bed. He moved beneath the warm sheets of his bed—sitting, and rubbed his eyes when he heard his bedroom door opening again. Y/N was standing there for a while, smiling at the way he rubbed his eyes before she entered. She quietly closed the door behind her and walked towards him, “what were you doing before I interrupted you?”

He stared at the black shirt she wore. It was his Led Zeppelin shirt with a grainy black and white image of a zeppelin and orange coloured words. He smiled at how big it fit her—like a minidress. His adoring, honeydew eyes fell to her bare legs and her blue ankle socks with white clouds, to the grey slippers on her feet.

She climbed onto the bed and he bit his lip, shyly looking at his hands, “listening to music and reading some book about wraiths. It was interesting, so, uh, I couldn’t fall asleep after all,” he lied and she chuckled. She still raised a brow as she inspected his flushed state, and moved the sheets to straddle him, unaware that he was hard. He exhaled shakily when she sat back on his thighs and his hands flexed on her legs as she rested her arms on his shoulders. “How’d it go with Jack and Cas?” He cleared his throat and held her hips, hoping to change the subject even though he only wanted to pull her onto his cock.

“Good,” she murmured, “Jack wanted a burger, milkshake, and some fries.” She smiled down at him, then kissed his lips softly oblivious to the way it only fueled his lust. His eyes fluttered shut and he hummed softly. “Cas was just sitting there all stiff, but he relaxed a little when Jack started to ask questions about how all of the food they served was made.” She cupped his face in both of her hands, feeling his ticklish stubble on her palms and the heat of his blush. “You’re warm, are you okay?”

She sounded concerned and she brushed her lips against his forehead to see if he was sick. He only nodded to reassure her he was fine and captured her lips with his in a needy kiss. He brought her hips forward, finally letting her know what was going on down south. She gasped against his mouth at the friction against her clit and he groaned softly at the sound of it, tightening his grip.

“A book on wraiths made you hard?” She teased breathlessly, her eyes fluttering shut when he kissed the corner of her mouth. Her heart rate picked up with excitement and her skin started to get warm with the rush of blood through her body.

“Shut up,” he murmured, kissing across her jaw, nibbling gently on her jawline. He trailed his opened mouth down her neck, his tongue sliding against her soft skin, tasting her and breathing in the fruity scent mixed with the aroma of flowers in her soft hair. “I was thinking of you,” he told her, his voice deep and husky, it made her pussy quiver.

“What about me?” She whispered, her fingers buried in his short hair. He slowly moved his hands up her back beneath the shirt she wore and brought his mouth up to her lips, but he didn’t kiss her.

“The first time I was inside your tight, hot, wet little cunt,” he growled, taking a moment to see her reaction.

“Dean,” she gasped, her stomach fluttering with excitement. Pleased with her response, he pressed his lips against hers, passionate and thrilled with a newfound confidence. He pulled the shirt up and off her body quickly. Her hands returned to his hair to tug at the short strands, drawing out little grunts from him that went straight to her clit. He didn’t give her much time to catch her breath, instantly returning to her lips once he removed the shirt, not that she needed air as she robbed him of his own oxygen with the depth and passion of her returned kiss.

He gently prodded at the seam of her lips with his tongue and she opened up to him swiftly, a sudden neediness controlling their actions. He could taste chocolate on her tongue when he licked into her mouth, savouring the flavour of the milkshake she must have ordered as his fingers toyed with the hem of her panties. He felt his skin electrify when she moaned at the gentle strokes of his hot tongue.

“I wanna make you come,” he whispered against her lips. He pulled her closer, her breasts squeezed against his broad chest which was covered in a black Henley. The cotton rubbed against her breasts deliciously and made her nipples tighten. He turned her over onto her back with his arms around her waist and he watched her chest rise and fall with each breath she took.

He looked down at her, seeing her shiver now that she wasn’t warmed by his body heat and took a moment to admire as she laid naked beneath him. His eyes drifted away from her pink cheeks to look at her full breasts, down her slightly concaving stomach, and finally her pink underwear. His hands flexed on her thighs, slowly rising to her hip bones where her underwear was resting.

“Take me,” she whispered, reaching over to lift his shirt up off him as well, “however you want,” she told him quietly. He groaned softly at her words, quickly taking his shirt off to do as she clearly wanted him to. She stared up at him with wide eyes that swallowed him whole like beautiful, hungry black holes.

“Whatever you say, angel,” he murmured, looking away from her blushing face fro a few seconds just to remove his boxers. Like him, she’d looked away from his face to watch him strip completely, her little tongue dipping out to moisten her dry lips at the sight of his stiff cock. He looked up at the right moment, caught her quite literally salivating at the sight of his dick leaking at the tip. “Wanna taste?”

That was usually her line, when he’d stare at her glistening folds debating on whether to fuck her already or eat her out. Unlike him, she’d say it bashfully. She’d move his attention away from between her legs because she was just like that sometimes. He adored her to pieces with every fibre in his body.

As she crawled over to him, he sat back on his legs, his hands stretched out behind him as his cock bobbed with excitement. His eyes were on her, right where they belonged, watching her lower herself slightly and very teasingly dipped her tongue into his slit, tonguing away his precum. His breath hitched and his hands fisted the sheets, his hips instinctively moving upwards.

“Yummy,” she said playfully, moving up his body. He stared at her with parted lips, panting as his cock ached for attention, but her hands slid up his thighs and stayed there.

“Please,” he moaned impatiently. She blinked at him once, a little smile on her face making her even more irresistible. She shifted slightly, but his eyes were glued on her as she slowly trailed her fingertips up his cock. She became flustered and averted her gaze to his lips, leaning forward just a bit when he became a little too intense to stare at. Dean felt his lips tingle as they brushed against hers, but he let her have control, let her tease him by refusing to just kiss him senseless.

Her touch was teasing, light and slow as she moved her hand up and down at last. Her thumb swiped over the slit, spreading the warm precum that had started to bead out, her mouth watering at the sight. But instead of continuing to tease him, she moved onto his lap, pulled away from his face to guide his cock to her soaked entrance. And just with the sensation of her warmth around the tip, he whined.

The sound made her insides quiver and she cursed under her breath, a little smirk tugging at her lips. His hands clasped her thighs painfully, the tortuous way she slid down the length of him made him roll his hips up impatiently. The breath she took had caught in her chest at how good it felt to be this close to him once again.

Her lips were on his again, at last, swiftly aiding the passion that made her tummy warm, that made his body burn with so much heat he felt like a sun had started to burn inside of him. He loved it. Being loud on purpose. Losing himself in her completely and giving in, letting her take control and please him the way only she knew how to do.

A loud moan slipped past his lips, into her loving mouth when she sat fully on his lap. The way she tightened around him after each sound spurred him on. His hands moved up her sides, grasping tightly at her hips, hoping to mark her skin as he tugged her forward, fervently giving himself pleasure.

“Just wait,” she murmured against his lips, pulling away to push his shoulders until he was lying down on his back. He whined in response, bratty—cutely refusing to stop. His head tipped back, letting his body relax into the bed while he lifted his hips up, his lips parting to vocalise more of his pleasure. “You’re so fucking pretty,” she chuckled breathlessly, staring down at him—utterly enraptured by his impatience and his determination to make himself feel good.

“Need to cum so ba-Fuck!” He screwed his eyes shut when she lifted herself up and roughly slammed back down. She smiled and laughed, slightly amused and then leaned forward to kiss him, his eyes barely starting to open, only to flutter shut again when he got lost in her kiss.

“You’re so fucking desperate, D,” she teased, her lips brushing against his hairline. A whine from him at her words showed her that he liked it and she moaned in response, continuing to ride him as eagerly as he wanted her to.

His eyes were fixated on hers, heavy with lust, pupils dilated with both love and desire. The way she lifted herself with such agility tore more sounds of pleasure from his throat, deep and rumbling groans that came from within his chest and made her smirk smugly at him. It was so hot, it drew so much arousal from her that lifting herself up and down was embarrassingly smooth, the squelching sound of her pussy being filled by his cock echoed around his room and made his moans get louder.

His grip on her hips tightened, blunt nails digging into her flesh, his back arching from how rough she was fucking him, giving him so much pleasure he thought he’d explode. “Fuck, baby, ‘m so close,” he moaned. His mind was hazy, his skin burning hot and sensitive so that even the way she dug her nails into his chest added to his pleasure. He loved being on the bottom, more than he’d like to admit.

“I could cum just listening to you, Dean,” she panted, leaning over him slightly, one of her hands clutching the pillow his head rested on. She changed the angle of her hips, her clit rubbing against his pelvis, her other hand slid up his chest, wrapping around his throat and squeezing gently.

“Shit,” he gasped, his hips bucking upwards.

“You’re so kinky,” she chuckled, “how about you just cum already, D?” She clenched around him, a gasp slipping past his lips. He shook his head, his teeth digging into his plump bottom lip to hold back another moan, his stomach tightening as he tried holding back his orgasm. “Fine,” she chuckled, grinding down on him to stimulate her clit until he was whining, bringing herself closer to the edge as he squirmed beneath her.

“Oh… fuck,” he moaned loudly, his orgasm washing over him before he could even stop it. An arousing look contorted his face as he came, quick curses and whispers of her name puffing past his parted lips that left his mouth and lips dry, making him look so beautiful.

“That’s right, D,” she chuckled, biting her lip to muffle a moan when she felt the warmth of his cum inside her. She started to lift herself up and down again, hard and fast until she reached her own orgasm, her velvety walls squeezing him tightly, and he took it despite how sensitive he was starting to get.

He let her finish, his fingers bruising the flesh of her hips until she stopped shuddering completely. Her entire body turned to jelly, a little smile growing on her lips, gazing at each other in the slight darkness of his room. Only one lamp allowed him to see the state she was in, flushed and a little sweaty like him.

Her gentle eyes swept over his face, watching neutrally as he sat up tiredly, a languid smile on his face when their breaths became normal again, “I didn’t expect that,” he murmured hoarsely, brushing her hair to the side and kissing her cheek. She relaxed in his arms, placing a little kiss on his lips before resting her cheek on his shoulders.

“Y’know I don’t believe you, right?” She mumbled against his shoulder, smirking when his hands stilled on her back. He recovered quickly, his hands continuing to venture up and down her spine, ignoring the feeling of their cum oozing out of her.

“What do you mean?” he chuckled deeply, “I didn’t plan on us having sex tonight.” He knew he sounded unconvincing, but mostly he knew that she wasn’t talking about that at all.

“What were you reading?” She asked, pulling away to analyse him. He swallowed nervously, licking his dry lips as he thought about what to say, but he still felt dazed from his orgasm that no lie to get himself out of the situation came to his mind to rescue him. “Tell me, if it gets you this worked up, I might have to give it a read,” she teased, lifting herself off him.

“Fuck,” he hissed, smacking her ass when he saw she was purposely lifting herself up slowly. She plopped down next to him, rubbing her thighs together as her pussy continued to throb with. He bit his lip gently and admired her, dragging his hand up her soft and warm thighs to reach between her legs where she was completely soaked. “I’m too embarrassed to tell you,” he chuckled, gently massaging her sensitive clit.

“That’s okay because I already know,” she whispered, moving his hand away from between her legs so she could return to his lap. His lips parted, a look of confusion and embarrassment turned his face red, his lips parting with no words being formed. “I clean your room, D, it’s not just magically without dust all the time.. Plus I’m curious about your porn, okay? Some of those ladies are crazy fine,” she chuckled, kissing him passionately.

He pulled away from the kiss, giving her a dirty look that made her laugh. “I’m going to throw them out if you say that again,” he pouted, his fingers mindlessly caressing her thighs.

“Don’t be jealous of them, you know you're my only girl, Dean,” she teased, burying her fingers into his hair and tugging him forward to give him one of the best kisses of his life. He moaned softly, his hands flexing on her thighs, instinctively bringing her closer so her body was pressed against his. He whined against her mouth, pouting at again. Her teeth dug into his plump lower lip, seductively pulling it before she let it go and smiled down at him.

She snickered when she saw the confused look on his face. “I don’t even know what that means,” he mumbled cutely, tracing a few freckles on her legs. She sighed dramatically and grinned at him, getting up to clean herself with a random hand towel he had in his drawer.

He watched her naked body move itself away from him with another pout on his face, waiting for her to look back at him. She did eventually, smirking and shaking her head. He blushed, becoming a little shy, he turned over onto his side to watch her but also to stop himself from doing things to get her attention.

She turned the water on in the sink and leaned against it to clean herself up, letting him see his work. He held his breath, heat spreading over his face like a fire in the forest, his hands clutching his pillow. His eyes were fixated on her every movement, inspecting the way she spread her folds open to clean herself thoroughly despite the sleepiness that made his eyes heavy.

“Enjoying the show?” She smirked, glancing up at him. His eyes snapped up to her face and he shrugged with a little laugh.

“Always.” She stood normally and walked towards him again, into his soft bed until she was right next to him. The towel was slightly wet, and she folded it to use a clean part on him, carefully taking his soft cock to clean him. He hissed quietly, watching her face at first, and then watching how gentle she was with her hands, reaching down to his balls to clean where their cum and her arousal had dripped down. “Round two?” He whimpered and she smirked, pulling her hands away from his dick.

“As horny as I still am, you need to sleep, baby.” Her shoulders shook with silent laughter and he nodded, a lazy smile growing on his lips. He loved this. She moved out of bed to place the dirty towel somewhere to remind herself to wash it tomorrow, and then to wash her hands before she made her way to his drawers to pick a clean pair of boxers for him and clean panties for herself.

She slipped the Led Zeppelin shirt on again and handed him the Henley he’d been wearing, but he childishly put it on the nightstand, “no, I want easy access in the morning,” he whined, stopping her from taking his boxers to him. She laughed softly, then returned their underwear to the drawer neatly.

“Does that mean I’m the little spoon tonight?” She asked, amused, taking his shirt to fold it neatly and placed it back in place. He nodded, fixing the blanket so she could join him beneath them. “Okay, pretty boy,” she murmured, smiling as she made her way to him beneath the sheets, kissing him softly and mumbling goodnight against his lips before turning around. His arm slung over her waist, a happy smile growing on his lips, snuggling closer to her warm body as he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

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Tentative list for best horror and thriller girls:

1. Maria from Mad Father

2. Reiko Mikami from Another

3. Bridget, from the webtoon Nonesuch,

4. Ha-Im, from webtoon Never-ending Darling.

5. Riot Maidstone (from Hello From The Hallowoods),

6. Martha from Ravenous 1999

7. Grace, from Ready or Not (2019).

8. Regan Abbott (A Quiet Place)

9. Ava (Ex Machina)

10. Beatrice (Over the Garden Wall)

11. Jennifer from Jennifer’s Body

12. Rozy from the guy upstairs

13. Rachel (Rachel Rising comic book series)

14. Amanda Young, SAW,

15. Wendy Torrance, “The Shining” movie

16. Pannochka - Viy

17. Blind Mag (Repo! The Genetic Opera)

18. Sasha from the magnus archives

19. Mina Harker (Dracula

20. Lex Foster from Black Friday.

21. Charlotte from Hello Charlotte!

22. Carrie White, Carrie

23. Scarlet, I’m the Grim Reaper

24. So Jung-hwa, Strangers from Hell

25. Dana Scully, The X Files

26. Akane Tsunemori, Psycho Pass

27. Mima Kirigoe, Perfect Blue

28. Nina Fortner, Monster

29. Eva Heinemann, Monster

30. Edith Cushing, Crimson Peak

31. Lucille Sharpe, Crimson Peak

32. Ellen Ripley, Alien

33. Clarice Starling, Silence of the Lambs

34. Lisa Reisert, Red Eye

35. Laurie Strode, Halloween

36. Kayo Hinazuki, Erased

37. Hondomachi, ID Invaded

38. Yonaka Kurai, Mogeko Castle

39. Ib, IB

40. Re-L Mayer, Ergo Proxy

41. Kyun Yoon, Bastard

42. Jisu, Sweet Home

43. Lauren Sinclair, Purple Hyacinth

44. Nita, Market of Monsters series

45. Rose the Hat from Doctor Sleep (2019 movie and Stephen King book)

46. Sidney Prescott from the original Scream movies,

47. Jade Daniels, Indian Lake Trilogy/My Heart is a chainsaw by Stephen Graham Jones

48. Villanelle, killing eve

49. Harrow from gideon the ninth/Locked Tomb

50. Maggie, Everything is Fine

51. Chaerin Eun, Surviving Romance

52. Finn, I’m Dating a Psychopath

53. Rayne Liebert, Homesick

54. Ha-im Yun, Never Ending Darling

55. Ashlyn Banner, School Bus Graveyard

56. Chae-ah Han, Trapped

57. Jeongmin Choi, Dreaming Freedom

58. Frankie, Stagtown

59. India Stoker, Stoker

60. Nam-ra, All of Us Are Dead

61. Ji-woo, My Name

62. Nanno, Girl From Nowhere

63. Emerald, Nope

64. Jessica Jones

65. Susy, Wait Until Dark

66. Margot, The Menu

67. Vera, Just Like Home

68. Rosemary, Rosemary’s Baby

69. Gertrude Robinson, The Magnus Archives

70. Alex, Oxenfree

71. Margaret Lanternman/The Log Lady, Twin Peaks,

72. Audrey Horne, Twin Peaks,

73. Su-an, Train to Busan

74. Ji-a, Tale of the Nine Tailed

75. Cha Ji-won, Flower of Evil

76. Coraline

77. Helen Lyle, Candyman

78. Nancy, Nightmare on Elm Street

79. Mrs. De Winter, Rebecca

80. Mrs. Danvers, Rebecca

81. Shiki Ryougi, Garden of Sinners

82. Kirsty Cotton, Hellraiser

83. Pearl, Pearl

84. Take-ju, Thirst

85. Suzy Bannion, Suspiria

86. Lain, Serial Experiments Lain

87. Asami Yamazaki, Audition

88. Naru, Prey

89. Eli, Let the Right One In

90. The Girl, A Girl walks home alone at night

91. Cecilia, Immaculate

92. Evie Alexander, The Invitation

93. Maren, Bones and All

94. Michelle, 10 Cloverfield Lane

95. Thomasin, The VVitch

96. Emma, None Shall Sleep

97. Contestanta, A Dowry of Blood

98. Brigid O’Shaughnessy, Maltese Falcon

99. Sandra Voyter, Anatomy of a Fall

100. Lisa, Rear Window

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The Crossfire series by Sylvia Day

Synopsis (from Goodreads): Gideon Cross came into my life like lightning in the darkness. He was beautiful and brilliant, jagged and white-hot. I was drawn to him as I'd never been to anything or anyone in my life. I craved his touch like a drug, even knowing it would weaken me. I was flawed and damaged, and he opened those cracks in me so easily.

Gideon knew. He had demons of his own. And we would become the mirrors that reflected each other's most private wounds and desires. The bonds of his love transformed me, even as I prayed that the torment of our pasts didn't tear us apart

Favourite book of the series: Captivated by you (finally we get Gideon's POV as well as Eva's)

Trigger warnings: childhood trauma, child abuse, murder, violence

My review: Although this series goes quite far into drama and passionate/desperate love, I found it quite addictive and got absolutely mesmerised by Gideon and his devotion to Eva (and her devotion to him). Their traumas are difficult to digest but make for a great angsty story, where sex plays a very dominant part of their healing and progression. Warning though: It might not be for everyone, as the scenes are very detailed and sometimes very heavily charged.

I found the character's actions sometimes ridiculous and a little annoying (especially Eva) but I won't lie and I admit that I got completely hooked in this story.

My rating: 4.2/5

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So the arthritis in my hands is so bad I haves to read two books at once. In case I can't lift the heavy one. The heavy one this time is Gone With the Wind.

Skinny one? Fourth in the Crossfire series. Such vastly different stories. Although Eva and Gideon remind me of Scarlett and Rhett.

[myfuckingtragedy]

[imherongraystairstrash]

The Broken Hearts Part 5!!

I feel like I publish a new chapter once a millennia, so I don’t think many people are going to read it, but if you’re still here, I thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️ BUT, because I never publish, I made sure that this chapter was extra long! Happy New Year!!

“ELLIE!” 

Ella felt her entire body jolt awake. 

“Lucie? What are you doing here?”

“I came as soon as I heard! How could I stay in Idris when there is trouble here?”

“What about your children,” Ella said, blinking away sleep. “Did you bring them?”

“I wanted to, but Jesse said it was ‘unsafe’ for them to be here. So we left them with Gideon and Sophie.”

Ella sat up and tried to blink away her sleepiness. 

“What time is it?”

“It’s almost noon, you lazy bum. You must get up.”

“We stayed up late.”

“Everyone else is awake.” 

Ella grunted. “I’ll be down in a minute.”

...

Ella walked into the breakfast parlor and slumped down next to James, who was reading over some papers. His daughter, Caspara, was on his lap, gurgling and talking to James, even though she hasn’t said her first words yet. Caspara always seemed to be talking either to herself or others, though what she was trying to say, no one will ever know. 

“Hulloooo!” Ella said, crossing her eyes at Caspara. “How’s my favorite Herondale niece?”

Caspara giggled and stretched her hands out to her. Ella gave her one of her fingers and Caspara was quiet, leaning back against James’ chest and holding Ella’s finger in her hand. 

“There she is! Our Sleeping Beauty!” Lucie said, fake swooning as she strolled into the parlor.

“Honestly Lu, couldn’t you wake me normally?” Ella said referring to her morning scare. 

“Normal? I refuse to be associated with that vulgar word.”

“Lucie, stop terrorizing your poor sister.” Jesse said, coming from behind Lucie.

“Thank you, Jesse.” Ella said, grabbing a piece of toast.

Lucie slumped into the nearest chair. “You are no fun.”

Jesse rolled his eyes. “You should have thought of that before you brought me back from the dead.”

“Please do not discuss your resurrection this early in the morning.” James said, his face in his hands.

Ella looked at him and then at Lucie. She shrugged and gave her a face that suggested she thought James was being dramatic. Ella giggled.

“Are you two staying here long?” She asked Lucie and Jesse, who no doubt portaled in from Idris this morning.

“We don’t think so.” Lucie said. “Eva and Adeline should not be left in Gideon and Sophie’s home for extended periods of time for they might get too comfortable with them and begin acting out.”

“They take after their mother.” Jesse said.

Lucie glared at him. “As they should. Imagine having children like Jesse. What an absolute bore.”

Had Lucie and Jesse’s relationship not thrived on their bickering, Ella would have called a decorum. Instead she enjoyed the show for a while longer before turning to her brother. 

“What are you reading, Jamie?” Ella asked, looking over his shoulder. 

“He won’t tell us.” Lucie said.

Ella frowned. “Why not?”

“Because Sherlock Holmes likes to work alone.” Lucie said, conveying her annoyance with her tone of voice. 

James glared at Lucie. “I’ll tell you, Ella.” Lucie gasped and up a hand to her chest. James continued speaking as though she’d done nothing. “I’m reading over the institute records. Maybe we are all overreacting and last night was just a power outage.”

Ella nodded and looked at her cereal. She didn’t want to remind James of the cruel voice that haunted her dreams last night, the one that spoke before the power went out. James and Cordelia were clearly worried enough. 

So instead, she had breakfast with her siblings and niece. She’d figure it out later.

…

“Hullo Ben!” Jesper Carstairs said cheerfully, “We’re going to the institute and were told to pick you up.”

Ben looked at him through squinted eyes. “That sounds oddly vague. You are not going to abduct me, are you?” 

“Of course not.”

Had the idea of Jesper Carstairs abducting Benjamin Penhallow—who was a good five centimeters taller than the former— not been so absurd, Ben probably would not have taken Jesper’s word.

But it was, so Ben obliged.

“Who’s ‘we’re’” Ben asked, referring to Jesper’s earlier statement. 

“Oh, right. The Fairchilds are meeting us coming with us.” Jesper smiled. “Look, they’re right there about to cross that street. TILDY!” He called.

Matilda whirled around. “Stop calling me that!” 

Jesper smiled. “She loves that pet name.”

…

“What does it mean?!” Ella exclaimed, slamming her head against her open book on the table. Said book was on demon attacks in the past.

Alex was sprawled upside-down from the edge of the sofa, bouncing a rubber ball on the wall and catching it with fluid expertise. 

“Will you stop bouncing that bloody ball?” Ella said, after what felt like the fiftieth time he’d chucked it against the wall.

“You kiss your mother with that mouth?”

“I am trying to think, Alex. Something you have no experience with.”

Ella caught his ball before Alex could and sat on it. Alex stuck his tongue out at her.

“You are both children.” Said Jesper from where he sat on the floor entertaining baby Caspara, who Ella had taken with her to the library after breakfast. 

“Oh, the irony.” Jocelyn said, not looking up from her book.

“Should we be concerned about this? The blackout, I mean.” Alex asked, sliding down to the floor. Caspara laughed and stretched out her hands for Alex to pick her up.

“I don’t know. It seems like a pathetic threat to me. But maybe that’s because we grew up around danger.”

“I think I agree with Ella, but I also don’t think we should ignore it. However unthreatening the message may have been, we shouldn’t just ignore it before we have a few answers.” Ben said.

The others nodded in agreement before they all fell silent again, reading or thinking.

“Wait a minute, look at this.” Matilda said from where she was seated. “There’s a demon that can supposedly ‘create’ darkness.”

Ella felt her eyes widen. She pushed past Alex and sat down next to Matilda. Soon, the six (well, seven if you counted Caspara, who was giggling in Alex’s arms) shadowhunters were all crowded around her, peering at the book. 

“In Islam, they use this expression: Iblīs al-Qadīm. It translates to ‘The Ancient Iblis.”

“Iblis. Like, the common Iblis demon? Yes, they do leave darkness where they go, but enough to immerse the entire institute?”

“Perhaps this is a different type of Iblis. From a different realm; a distant cousin of the standard Iblis demon we would find on patrol.”

“We should ask an inside source.” Ella said.

Suddenly, all of the shadowhunters were staring at Alex Lightwood. 

Alex furrowed his eyebrows before he realized why they were staring.

“Hell no.”

“Alex, come on.”

“How do we know they have the same tastes in men?”

“You have a dark charm.”

“No.” Alex said, scooting away. “My brother, Christopher, has a dark charm.”

“Alex, Iblis demons love you.”

“They begged for you to be the one to kill them last year, when we cornered them.” Jesper said.

“Those Iblis demons love them some Lightwood-Herondale boys.”

Alex looked exasperated. “Let me get this straight, you want me to seduce these ‘new’ Iblis demons to get information on what happened?”

“Precisely.” Ella said. 

Alex sighed, knowing he wasn’t going to win the argument. “Even if I did agree to this, which I do not, how would we even go about attracting their attention?”

“You might want to leave that to be.” Jocelyn said with a devil’s smirk.

…

“I hate this.” Alex said. 

“You’re doing great, darling.” Ella called from above.

“I hate this.” He repeated.

“Alex.” Alex looked up at where Jesper was calling him from. “Do it for the ladies.”

“Shut your face, Carstairs.”

“They’re coming! Everybody hide.”

Alex turned to a pillar in the empty warehouse. 

“Not you, Alex!” Ella hissed. “Get back on your mark.”

Alex frowned and stood on the “X” Ella had drawn on the floor of the abandoned building. 

At that moment, Matilda came in sprinting and jumping along the walls, tailed by an Iblis demon.

“You’re dead, little girl. You have no idea what kind of enemy you get ma— Oh, what have we here?”

Alex cleared his throat. He tried to lean against a pillar casually. “Hello there.” He said, trying and failing to sound seductive. 

“How is this boy Anna Lightwood’s brother?” Jocelyn whispered, her face in her hands.

The Iblis demon, however, looked closer at Alex before swooning. “A Lightwood.”

“It said Lightwood with pure…I-bliss.” Jesper said, laughing silently at his joke.

“Idiot,” Ella said with a smirk.

“Lightwood boy, what brings you to these parts?” The Iblis demon inquired.

“I’ve come in hopes for a favor.”

The Iblis demon looked delighted. “What will you give me in return? A kiss?!”

Alex cringed, “No, not a kiss. That’s how my grandfather Benedict killed my grandmother and got turned into a worm.”

“Oh, of course, I’ve seemed to have forgotten about that bloody demon pox.” The lblis demon said. 

“Consider yourself lucky.” Ella mumbled under her breath. Her father never let her forget it. She shuddered at the lecture he had given her, Alex and Jesper when they were thirteen. Ella had seen brighter days than those. 

Alex cleared his throat. “In return, I grace you with my presence.”

The Iblis demon licked it’s lips, “Sounds good to me.”

Alex shifted uncomfortably. 

“I was wondering… Erm, do I call you Iblis?”

“Call me ‘darling’.”

“I think I’ll call you Iris.”

The demon gushed. “My very own pet name! My sisters will be dead with jealousy!”

Alex looked at Ella, confused. Ella gestured at him to keep talking. 

“Erm, alright then. I was wondering if you knew of any other Iblises?”

“Ibli”

“Right. Ibli coming into this dimension?”

“Hm, I can’t say I do.”

“Oh.” Alex said, making a show of looking disappointed.

“Wait!” The Iblis called. “I think I may know something about a distant relative of us Ibli coming a couple of days back.”

Alex smiled uneasily. “Fascinating!” By the Angel, he’s a horrendous actor. Ella thought.

“And, do you by any chance, know if they’re powerful?”

The Iblis hissed, “that they are. But my species of Iblis is much better. We are more civilized. Why, these Ibli are so easily manipulated and would do just about anything to please their master.”

Master?

“Is it always the same master?” Alex asked.

“No, it can be anyone.”

“Interesting. And do you think these Ibli, theoretically, could make all of the lights of the institute, let’s say, go out?”

“Of course.”

“Even if demons aren’t allowed to enter hallowed grounds?”

“These Ibli can do it from a distance.”

That was all the information Ella needed. She got up from her crouched position along the ceiling beams and unsheathed her seraph blade. She stepped forward, only to get pulled backwards.

“What the heck, Carstairs?”

“What are you doing?”

“I’m going to kill the Iblis.”

“You can’t kill Iris.”

“Who?”

“The Iblis.”

“Well, I’m not going to let her kill my parabatai.”

“Hey,” Ben said. “Don’t assume Iris's gender.” 

“I’m not going to let Iris kill my parabatai.” Ella mended and jumped off the ceiling beam.

“Say, where’s that purple-eyed brother of yours?” The Iblis demon asked Alex, seconds before Ella’s blade plunged into it’s heart.

…

“That was a bit ruthless.”

“Would you rather it kidnap you and make you it’s husband?”

“We could have reached a level of compromise.”

“Alright then,” Ella said, wiping her blade on the grass. “Next time, you handle the situation as you deem fit.”

“I will.”

“Fine.”

“Fine.”

The other’s heads whipped back and forth as the parabatai brawled. 

Ella stared at them, “don’t you have something better to do?”

“No, we really don’t.” Said Jesper.

Alex rolled his eyes. “Let’s just get out of here and figure out what we’re going to do next. I don’t like the feeling of this place.”

Jesper made a joke about what Alex had just said while Ella fell into the back of the line with Ben and Matty.

“What do you make of this?”

Ella shrugged, “I’m not one for solving riddles.”

Ben furrowed his eyebrows. “Iris said that it shouldn’t have been a spontaneous attack; though you may not like it, Ella, I can’t help but think that Owen disappearing was more than a mere coincidence.”

“I’ll have to agree with Ben.” Matty said, “It’s not like Owen to run off like that.”

Ella didn’t want to think about what had taken her nephew, not one bit.

“Who would do such a thing?” Ella asked.

“Somebody with a grudge against your family.”

Jesper, Alex and Jocelyn stopped joking around and laughing and turned to the others.

“A grudge against the Herondales?” Jocelyn asked.

Ben shook his head. “A grudge against the Grays.”

“Belial.” Ella whispered.

“Why would they attack Ella’s family and not Belial himself? No offense to your family, El, but why bother attacking the Herondales when Belial has made it clear he doesn’t care about them?” Jesper said.

“Because they are important to him. Don’t you remember?  He could have possessed James, and walked earth again, had he let him.” Matty said.

Ben nodded. “The Herondales have the ability to grant him freedom.”

“Well, this is just wonderful.” Jesper’s tone dripped sarcasm. “How many enemies must Belial have? A thousand? A million? How will we ever find who's behind this?”

They were all silent for a moment.

“Oh,” Alex said, more to himself than anyone else. “It might not be that hard.”

“What do you mean?” Matilda asked. 

“Lesser demons don’t have the mental capacity to orchestrate something like this. What happened yesterday night, that wasn't an attack; it was a threat. Why else would someone go to the lengths of kidnapping the direct descendant of Belial, just to leave him somewhere in the institute unharmed and easily found? Moreover, why not attack all of the Nephilim? All lesser demons think about is feeding; they’re not evolved enough to feel things such as revenge. This is the work of a greater demon.”

Alex’s realization was left in the air. Nobody wanted to voice the possibility that this could be the work of a Prince of Hell. Ella exhaled. That doesn’t mean they shouldn’t talk about it.

“Does anybody know of the Princes of Hell? Which ones could potentially have contact with our earth?”

Jocelyn nodded. “It can’t be Sammael, Lucifer or Lilith. They’ve been banished and will continue to be banished for many years to come.”

“We’ve collectively decided it can’t be Belial.” Jesper said.

“Mammon hasn’t come in contact with Belial for years. Azazel doesn’t really care; he’s not one to start drama. Astaroth— ” Jocelyn said. 

“What about Belphegor?” Ella interrupted quietly. 

Jocelyn furrowed her eyebrows, “There haven’t been sightings of him in over a century.”

“But is it possible for him to come back now?”

“Yes, I would think so. Why do you ask, Ella?”

Ella swallowed. “Belial met James in a realm he stole for Belphegor. Belial is the reason he hasn’t been seen in so long; he’s the one that wounded him greatly enough that he hasn’t come back yet.”

They all looked at her gravely.

“Well,” Ben said at last. “I think we have our suspect.”

Tagging: @celias @lightlady599

[imaginealllthefandoms]

Fandoms

Here you’ll find the fandoms + the characters I write for. For each fandom, I only listed the characters I’m more familiar with/that are more known, so keep in mind I might write for other characters within those fandoms as well.

I also might write for other fandoms and characters that aren’t listed, so in doubt just ask :)

In italics are my favorite characters/characters I’m most comfortable writing for. 

Remember to read the rules and happy requesting :) 

Fandoms + characters

Chronicles of Narnia

Lucy Pevensie

Edmund Pevensie

Peter Pevensie

Prince Caspian

Susan Pevensie

DC

Dark Knight Trilogy

Bruce Wayne / Batman

Jonathan Crane / Scarecrow

Selina Kyle / Catwoman

DCEU

Billy Batson

Clark Kent / Superman

Diana Prince / Wonder Woman

Freddy Freeman

Steve Trevor

The Flash

Barry Allen / Flash

Caitlin Snow / Killer Frost

Cisco Ramon

Iris West-Allen

Wally West/Kid Flash

Titans

Gar Logan / Beast Boy

Dick Grayson / Nightwing

Donna Troy / Wonder Girl

Jason Todd / Robin

Kory Anders / Starfire

Rachel Roth / Raven

Deadly Class

Marcus Arguello

Maria Salazar

Elite

Ander Muñoz

Guzmán Osuna

Nadia Shana

Samuel Domínguez

Rebeka

Valerio Montesinos

Final Fantasy VII (Remake)

Aerith Gainsborough

Biggs

Cloud Strife

Jessie

Reno Sinclair

Rude

Rufus Shinra

Sephiroth

Tseng

Tifa Lockhart

Vincent Valentine

Zack Fair

Harry Potter / Fantastic Beasts

Bill Weasley

Cedric Diggory

Draco Malfoy

Fred Weasley

George Weasley

Ginny Weasley

Harry Potter

Hermione Granger

Luna Lovegood

Neville Longbottom

Newt Scamander

Nymphadora Tonks

Ron Weasley

Marauders

New Generation kids

La Casa de Papel / Money Heist

Denver

Nairobi

Rio

Sergio / Professor

Lord of the Rings / Hobbit

Aragorn

Legolas

Tauriel

Thranduil

Marvel

MCU (all movies)

Bucky Barnes / Winter Soldier

Lady Sif

Loki

Gamora

Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow

Nebula

Peter Parker / Spiderman

Pietro Maximoff / Quicksilver

Sam Wilson / Falcon

Scott Lang / Ant-Man

Shuri

Stephen Strange / Dr. Strange

Steve Rogers / Captain America

T’Challa / Black Panter

Tony Stark / Iron Man

Thor Odinson

Wanda Maximoff / Scarlet Witch

X-Men (all movies)

Alex Summers / Havoc

Bobby Drake / Iceman

Charles Xavier / Professor X

Erik Lehnsherr / Magneto

Logan Howlett / Wolverine

Neena Thurman/Domino

Ororo Munroe / Storm

Netflix shows (all)

Elektra Natchios

Benjamin Poindexter 

Billy Russo / Jigsaw

Colleen Wing

Frank Castle / Punisher

Jessica Jones

Karen Page

Luke Cage

Matt Murdock / Daredevil

Agents of SHIELD

Al Mackenzie

Bobbi Morse

Daisy Johnson / Quake

Deke Shaw

Lance Hunter

Leo Fitz

Jemma Simmons

Melinda May

Robbie Reyes / Ghost Rider

Yo-Yo Rodriguez

Agent Carter

Peggy Carter

Daniel Sousa

Jack Thompson

Others

Fantastic Four (Susan and Johnny Storm)

Felicia Hardy / Black Cat

Gwen Stacy

Peter Parker / Spiderman (Andrew Garfield)

Peter Parker / Spiderman (Tobey Maguire)

Peaky Blinders

Ada Shelby

Alfie Solomons

Arthur Shelby

Bonnie Gold

Finn Shelby

Grace Burgess

Isaiah Jesus

John Shelby

Lizzie Stark

Luca Changretta

May Carleton

Michael Gray

Polly Gray

Tatiana Petrovna

Thomas Shelby

Percy Jackson

Annabeth Chase

Percy Jackson

Thalia Grace

Pirates of the Caribbean

Angelica Teach

Jack Sparrow

Elizabeth Swann

Henry

Philip

Will Turner

Reign

Bothwell

Claude

Francis

Gideon Blackburn

Greer

James Stewart

Lola

Leith Bayard

Luc Narcisse

Kenna

Mary Stuart

Sebastian de Poitiers

Stéphane Narcisse

Shadowhunters 

Alec Lightwood

Clary Fairchild

Cristina Rosales

Diana Wrayburn

Diego Rosales

Emma Carstairs

Helen Blackthorn

Jace

Jaime Rosales

Jem Carstairs

Kieran

Kit

Isabelle Lightwood

Julian Blackthorn

Gabriel & Gideon Lightwood

Magnus Bane

Maia Roberts

Mark Blackthorn

Meliorn

Simon Lewis

Raphael Santiago

Tessa Gray

Ty Blackthorn

Will Herondale

SKAM

Chris P

Elias Bakkoush

Eliott (SKAM France)

Eskild Tryggvasson

Eva Mohn

Even Bech Næsheim

Isak Valtersen

Lucas (SKAM France)

Noora Amalie Sætre

Robbe (SKAM Belgium)

Sana Bakkoush

Sander (SKAM Belgium)

William Magnusson

Yousef Acar

Star Wars

Anakin Skywalker

Armitage Hux

Ben Solo / Kylo Ren

Din Djarin / Mandalorian

Cassian Andor

Finn

Han Solo

Jyn Erso

Leia Organa

Luke Skywalker

Obi-Wan Kenobi

Poe Dameron

Rey

Teen Wolf

Allison Argent

Derek Hale

Isaac Lahey

Jackson Whittemore

Jordan Parrish

Kira Yukimura

Liam Dunbar

Lydia Martin

Malia Tate

Peter Hale

Scott McCall

Stiles Stilinski

Theo Raeken

The 100

Bellamy Blake

Clarke Griffin

Echo

Emori

Finn Collins

Jasper

John Murphy

Lexa

Luna

Monty Green

Raven Reyes

Roan

Octavia Blake

The Hunger Games

Finnick Odair

Gale Hawthorne

Katniss Everdeen

Peeta Mellark

The Society

Allie Pressman

Becca Gelb

Grizz Visser

Gordie

Harry Bingman

Helena

Kelly Aldrich

Sam Eliot

The Umbrella Academy

Allison Hargreeves

Ben Hargreeves

Diego Hargreeves

Klaus Hargreeves

Luther Hargreeves

Number Five

Vanya Hargreeves

The Vampire Diaries / The Originals

Damon Salvatore

Elijah Mikaelson

Enzo

Jeremy Gilbert

Kai Parker

Katherine Pierce

Klaus Mikaelson

Kol Mikaelson

Lexi

Marcel Gerard

Stefan Salvatore

Rebekah Mikaelson

The Witcher

Cahir

Cirilla of Cintra

Geralt of Rivia

Jaskier

Yennefer of Vengerberg

Others

John Proudstar / Thunderbird (The Gifted)

Patrick Verona (10 Things I Hate About You)

Robert Fischer (Inception)

Tyrone Johnson (Cloak & Dagger)

Other fandoms I might write for depending on the request/my inspiration:

10 Things I Hate About You

1917

Black Lightning

Cloak & Dagger

Divergent

Dunkirk

Little Women

Now You See Me

Pride and Prejudice

Runaways

The 5th Wave

The Gifted

The Maze Runner

[ondestamor]

"Eu precisava me sentir amada e desejada. Não como um corpo feminino qualquer, mas como Eva, uma mulher que realmente precisa de um sentimento verdadeiro para se entregar." - Para Sempre Sua, Sylvia Day

[sueboohscorner]

#TheFlash Season 7 Episode 2 "Speed of Thought" Recap and Review

Barry voices over different scenes of the Wells. He’s having a memorial with Cisco, Joe, Allegra, and Cecile. They have a monument to Wells on their wall of the lost. Joe tells Barry not to blame himself, but Barry feels like his enemies keep using his heart against him.

Allegra has Nash’s picture in The Citizen office and is looking at it until she sees the message from Iris!

Cisco has technology that he thought would help open a portal to the Mirrorverse, but it doesn’t work. Chester is away at his grandmom’s but he had a theory that involves two problems. Barry knows what it is before Cisco writes it. Allegra comes in. Barry knows how she got the message. The pseudoscience talk is high in this episode.

Eva is watching the video on repeat until Sunshine comes in. Eva promises never to lie to her while not telling her what she’s discovered about herself and decides to go to the next stash house herself.

Cisco figures out that the Artificial Speed Force gave Barry speed thinking. To test this, he tries an experiment with what he calls a quantum ball. It fires in unpredictable directions, but Barry should be able to predict them. He does. He also now knows how to open a portal to the Mirrorverse. They need dark matter photons that attached to Eva from Ramsey Rosso and the Thinker’s chair.

Iris finds Camilla and together they go find Singh.

Eva is at the stash house terrorizing some goons when Killer Frost shows up. She’s there to distract Eva while Barry collects what he needs. She also looks fantastic for cutting her maternity leave to basically one episode. After Barry accomplishes his goal, he stands back and lets Killer Frost get injured.

After Cisco scares off Eva, they take Killer Frost to the infirmary, where Barry whips up a cure that he’s only tested in his head. It works and he explains to Cisco that there was a small chance that the tachyon enhancer would break if he saved Killer Frost. Killer Frost brushes it off, but Barry is acting very un-Barry-like.

Allegra and Cecile talk about Nash. Cecile explains that the people we love are only gone once we stop remembering them. Her granddad was the first black paralegal in Oklahoma and her mom was the first female independent counsel in Texas and she keeps parts of them with her in her office and when she goes to court.

In the cortex, Barry explains to Cisco and Killer Frost about Eva. He then exposes her on a talk show that she’s on and she loses it. When Cisco and Killer Frost tell him that might not have been the best idea, he gives them an entirely robotic answer. This is; however, an extremely clever way of getting Sue off the hook without having to mention her or Ralph.

It gets weirder. In the Speed Lab, he’s doing calculations with Gideon when he realizes that he can’t save all three of the people caught in the Mirrorverse. He brings it up to the team and forces a vote: Camilla and Singh, or Iris? He gets outvoted.

Iris and Camilla find Singh. He’s in bad shape, but Camilla isn’t much better. They both collapse.

Cisco finds Barry and explains that the Artificial Speed Force is killing his emotions. Then Cisco sees Barry’s computer and we realize that the vote only happened in Barry’s head. Cisco is now officially freaking out and telling Barry that he can’t predict emotion and that he never would have participated in such a vote. Barry then says that Camilla and Singh are expendable. At this point, Killer Frost and Allegra come in. They’re going to subdue and fix him.

Killer Frost takes Velocity X and a massively cool fight scene ensues where she uses both ice and lightning. They get back to the Speed Lab and he beats all of them, but it’s unclear whether the longer fight scene actually happened, or whether he imagined it and then created the shorter one.

Now that he has no obstacles, Barry opens the portal to get Iris. This is not because Iris is his wife, but because she knows the most about Eva and would be the most useful. Iris won’t go. She wants to bring Camilla and Singh through first. Barry doesn’t understand and forces her. Because she fought the transition so hard, she passes out and convulses once she reaches the real world. This snaps Barry out of pyscho robot mode as he looks around to see all of his friends incapacitated on the floor. As proof that he’s now emotional Barry again, he destroys the artificial speed force they’ve been working on and all the Wells gave their lives for, thereby rendering himself powerless and the last episode useless.

Eva is in her office in the Mirrorverse curled up in the fetal position saying, “this isn’t my world.” She decides to make it so and starts by dragging through a cop while she’s in an elevator.

The last scene starts with once upon a time and we see Thawne kill the original Wells. In the present, something happens and Wells is alive? But is it really Wells or is it Thawne? And did this happen after Barry destroyed the Artificial Speed Force? And why? Dead people don’t just come back to life, especially after 7 years.

So I have no idea what is happening. What I do know is that Iris isn’t going to die, and Barry has to get his speed back another way now. I also know that this is not the time for cheap emotional manipulation, for obvious reasons and the fact that I have NCIS for that at this particular moment. As it stands, I’m confused and more than a little irritated. 7/10.

[bulakartists]

OTP PROMPTS I TRISHA’S MASTERLIST

Here is a challenge that I am determine to finish.  Let’s do this! 

1. Touch starved I  Locke x Oli

2. Hanging out I  Grim Reaper x Fallen Angel  

3. Calling/ Texting I  Locke x Charles 

4. Blushing/ Being Nervous I  Knight Dallas x Queen Mavka 

5. Sweet gestures I  King Zadkiel x Queen Licia 

6. Confession I  Reeva X Gideon (Killer Magic)

7. First date I  Juliet x Theon (Happy Ever After Survival)

8. First kiss I Magnus x Emma (Not a Simple Story)  

9. Meeting family/ friends I Prince Zadkiel x Saskia 

10. Cuddling / Hugging I  King Cillin x Queen Nashca   

11. Selfie I Oli x Javid 

12. Pocky I Autumn x Drystan 

13. Relaxing / Sleeping I Luna x Alarik 

14. Holding Hands I Rori x Lucas 

15. Cosplay I Oli x Leonard 

16. Music I Louis Park x Evie 

17. Cafe date I Autumn x Prince Eldar 

18. Genderswapped I Princess Mara x Prince Eldar 

19. Jealousy I Oli x Charles  

20. Hurt/ comfort I Reeva x Master Kaius 

21. Fairy tale AU I Louis x Eva  

22. AU (of your choice) I Leticia x Lucius 

23. Intimate I Albus x Vanadey 

24. Carrying Bridal Style I Princess Mara x Dragon Prince Callisto 

25. Fluff (doing cute stuff) I Malkiel x Lyra  

26. Sick day I Princess Mara x Drystan 

27. Proposal I Leticia x Charles 

28. Married I Rose x Theo 

29. Pregnancy Reveal I Princess Faelyn x Raz  

30. Family I King Gavril x Queen Adeena 

[rainbowsinthestorm]

Chapter Ten

Summary: Displeased that Eva is spending so much time in her room, Olivia makes plans to get her out of her room and the palace, while helping her grieve the loss of Drake.

A/n: Sorry it’s taken me a while to post this chapter. I wasn’t originally happy with the first draft I wrote so wanted to take a bit of time to re-evaluate the chapter and the direction I wanted it to go in. I will also be placing this series on a small hiatus just while I decide which direction I want the story to go in. Thank you all so much for your continued support and I hope you enjoy this chapter. I’ve tried to use the read more function but I have tagged this as a long post in case it doesn’t work 🙂

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Collapsing on to her bed, she closes her eyes. She still found it hard to accept Gideon was keeping something from her. She thought that he would at least be open and honest with her, after everything that had happened. She had to find out what he was keeping from her, but who could she ask? Bastien wouldn’t tell her. He was loyal to Gideon and she wasn’t sure who else Gideon would trust with his secret, whatever it was. Leo’s not around enough for Gideon to trust him with whatever it was. The only person Gideon would trust with something like this, apart from Bastien, would have been Drake.

The door to her room opened, startling her. Slightly turning her head towards the door, she scowls at the person who has just walked in. “Haven’t you heard of knocking, Livvy? And how did you get in? I thought I locked that behind me”.

Olivia scoffs and rolls her eyes. “I picked the lock. Should know by now a locked door won’t stop me”.

“So why didn’t Mara stop you? I told her I wanted to be alone”.

Olivia shrugs her shoulders. “I don’t know. It’s time you stopped hiding from everyone. Drake wouldn’t want this. He’d want you to live your life, not constantly be hiding from everyone”. Gideon obviously hadn’t told anyone she had disappeared from the palace yesterday.

“Liv, I don’t care” she retorts. Turning her head away from the door, she goes back to staring at the canopy. When she first came to Cordonia, she hated Olivia but their investigation into the blackmailer had brought them closer together and she was one of her closest friends.

“Alright, that’s it. Get up” Olivia said.

Eva shakes her head, still staring up at her bed.

“Ok, if you aren’t going to get up voluntarily, I’ll just make you get up”.

Before Eva can react, Olivia has picked her up off the bed and walked into the bathroom with her. For such a small lady, she was exceptionally strong.

“Liv, put me down” she shrieks. Olivia ignored her and switched on the shower.

“Now, do I have to remove your clothes or can you do that?” Olivia questions as she places Eva down on the floor of the bathroom. Eva glares at her as she attempts to shove her out of the bathroom. Olivia raised an eyebrow at her.

“Ugh, fine” she said, eventually giving up on trying to remove Olivia from the room. “A little privacy, please?”.

Olivia turned and left the room, closing the door behind her. Eva could hear her talking to someone but couldn’t make out who it was or what they were talking about.

Stepping into the shower, she lets the water wash over her. The only saving grace throughout all this was Leo. He was there when she needed to vent or even just escape from the palace for a couple of hours. Even if it meant he got into trouble with Gideon. She was grateful that he had agreed to join her on the tour, even if it meant he had to cross paths with Madeleine again. If she knew Leo though, he would no doubt find some way to avoid Madeleine as much as possible when there wasn’t a ball or an event that members of the court needed to attend.

Exiting the bathroom, she notices her room is now empty. Whoever Olivia was talking to must have business to attend to elsewhere. She heads into her walk in closet to decide what to wear. As she contemplates her options, she hears her bedroom door open. “Eva? Are you out of the shower yet?” she heard from the bedroom.

“Yes, Olivia. I’m deciding on something to wear”.

“Well hurry up, we don’t have all day” Olivia responds. Sighing, she selects a pair of black jeans, a maroon top and a black jacket from the rack and begins to dress. Walking out of her closet, she sits down at her vanity and begins to dry her hair. She catches sight of Olivia sitting on the sofa watching her with a furrowed brow. “What, Olivia?”.

“I’m worried about you Eva. You don’t seem your usual self. We are all worried about you. It’s not healthy for you staying in here all the time”.

She turns to face Olivia. “Liv, I’m fine. I just need time.. I went from turning Gideon down, to telling Drake I loved him and was choosing him, to losing Drake to having Gideon propose to me and having to accept it because it’s what is best for Cordonia. It was just a lot to deal with”.

Turning back round, she finishes getting ready for whatever Olivia has planned for them. Once she is ready, she trails behind as Olivia heads down the corridor towards the main stairs that lead to the entrance of the palace. As Eva approaches, she sees Mara waiting for her beside a royal car as a member of staff is holding the car door open for her and Olivia. Sliding in behind Olivia, the door slams shut behind her and Mara climbs in to the front passenger seat as James climbs into the drivers seat.

Looking out the window, she zones out as Olivia directs the driver where to go. Staring at the Cordonian countryside as they go past it, Eva barely registers where they are heading, lost in her own thoughts. Eventually, she feels the car start to slow down and soon a beach comes into view. Brows furrowed, she turns towards Olivia. “Where are we?”.

Olivia doesn’t answer her, just sits there waiting for James to open her door. “Olivia, where are we? If you don’t tell me now I will not get out of this car”.

Olivia sighs. “Fine. I’ve brought you to the only secluded beach where we were allowed to come as teenagers. I brought you here so you can scream, cry, do whatever it is you need to do to grieve for Drake. You can’t be acting like this on the tour. Locking yourself away in your room all the time, only appearing for the functions and barely speaking to anyone. You need to do this for you. No one else. Just you”.

Eva nods, exiting the car and walking towards the beach. Slipping her shoes off, she steps onto the sand, feeling it slip between her toes. Looking over the horizons of the beach, she struggles to think what to say. Back there, the clouds looked so tranquil with no trace of grief or turmoil. Sometimes, she likes to imagine that somewhere within those horizons, in a different dimension, she and Drake are there. He never died. He couldn’t tell her enough how much he loves her, and how he wants to build a future away from Cordonia with her.

Olivia walks up to her. “Go on, Eva. Scream, cry, do whatever you need to. I’ll be right here. I’m not going anywhere. Tell him how you feel. If you hate him, tell him. If you love him and miss him, tell him. It’s alright to hate him. You should hate him”.

Eva whips her head round to look at her. “How could I hate him? I love him, Liv. And he’s left me here. He’s left me behind. How could he think that I could live without him?”.

“And that’s precisely why it’s alright to hate him. When… when my parents died” Olivia continues “I hated them. I was alone and I hated them for it. It is ok to hate Drake”.

Eva turns her head back towards the ocean. “How dare you!” she screams, her voice breaking, as tears slowly begin to fall. “How dare you leave me”. She angrily swiped the tears away from her face. “How could you go and die and leave me here alone? I hate you for leaving me”. Her fists are angrily clenched at her side, the tension slowly giving way to grief. “Please come back” she pleads. “I... I need you. I love you so much, Drake. Please come back!” she cries, collapsing down in the sand, tears streaming down her face. Olivia kneels next to her, wrapping her arms around Eva’s shoulders, holding her as she sobs. Eventually, Eva’s sobs subside.

“Better?” Olivia asks, as she lets go of Eva so she can sit up. Eva nods, wiping her face.

“Yeah, surprisingly I feel better. I needed this. Thanks Liv”. Olivia nods as the two of them sit staring out at the ocean, neither of them saying a word, both lost in their own thoughts. Olivia clears her throat.

“Now, how do you fancy some retail therapy?”.

Eva pulls her attention from the ocean and turns her head to look at Olivia. “With me looking like this?” she asks, motioning to her face where her eyes are red and puffy from crying.

“Ok, then how about we go and get facials, manicures and pedicures? Then a bit of retail therapy?” Olivia questions.

“Yeah, that sounds better. Let’s do that” Eva says, standing up from the sand and wiping her jeans down and slipping her feet back into her shoes as Olivia stands up and wipes herself down.

“Let’s go” Olivia says as they both make their way back to the car.

Three hours later, Eva returns back at the palace, laden down with bags from the afternoon. She was heading back to her room when she spotted Gideon heading towards her.

“Hello, my love. Did you enjoy your shopping trip with Olivia?” he asks, glancing down at her bags, a chuckle escaping him.

She stared at him. “Eh, you know Liv, she likes to spend. Wait a second though. How did you know I went shopping? And with Olivia?”.

“I organised it of course. When you heard me on the phone I was speaking to Olivia but I didn’t want to tell you as I knew you would say you weren’t going”.

“It was alright. Olivia must have dragged me round every shop possible. I think she was just trying to keep me out of the palace as she said it’s not healthy for me to stay in my room all the time. And I know she’s right but it’s just I need some time to get my head around everything”.

Gideon nods. “Certainly seems like you had a good afternoon. I’m glad you enjoyed it. Shall I walk you back to your room? Give you a hand with these bags?”.

“No that’s ok. I can manage” she tells him, starting to walk past him when she feels his hand on her wrist, stopping her in her tracks.

“Please, Eva, I insist” he said, removing the bags from her hands. She shakes her head and makes her way up the stairs, Gideon walking behind her carrying her bags. Once at her room, she hesitates at the door.

“Thanks, Gideon, I’ve got it from here” she said, reaching to take the bags back.

“Nonsense, I’ll put these in your closet” he responds, opening her bedroom door and going to move past her.

“I said I’ve got it, Gideon. I don’t need you to do everything for me. I’m capable of carrying my shopping bags” she snaps.

He looks taken aback for a moment, before he drops the bags at her feet. “Fine. I’ll leave you alone. I only wanted to offer my assistance. Goodnight, Your Grace” he responds acidly, as he turns on his heel and walks away.

She stood in the corridor outside her room watching Gideon’s retreating form, making sure he was leaving. She still didn’t believe Gideon and thought there was something else he was keeping from her but she had no proof of that. He had told her what she had heard when he was on the phone but something still felt off. Shrugging her shoulders, she saw Gideon turn the corner towards his own quarters so she picks up her bags, turns and walks into her bedroom. Shutting the door behind her she dumps her bag on her vanity and places her bags under the vanity. Normally she would put them away in the wardrobe but she was exhausted from shopping and having to plaster her fake smile on all day. Pulling her clothes off, she leaves them in a pile on the floor and crawls into bed.

[youremysputnik]

Who I Have Written To Masterpost

- #my fan mail should have pictures of everything but if you can’t find a picture of something and want to see it let me know!

- every bolded name should have a link next it with the post of the reply I received!

-the second (bolded) date is when I received the reply!

late June 2017

Christy Altomare - Anastasia (x)

Derek Klena - Anastasia (x)

Ben Platt - Dear Evan Hansen

Laura Osnes - Bandstand (my first reply!) (x)

early July 2017 **THIS WAS BEFORE WE KNEW WHAT WE KNOW NOW**

Kara Lindsay - Wicked 8/3/17 (x)

Betsy Wolfe - Waitress 10/26/17 (x)

8/7/17

Lin Manuel-Miranda 11/25/17 (x)

Jenn Colella - Come From Away 8/25/17 (x)

Laura Dreyfuss - DEH 8/28/17 (x)

Corey Cott - Bandstand 9/12/17 (x)

8/11/17

Stephanie Styles 8/24/17 (x)

Josh Burrage - Cats

Chocolate Factory Stage Manager 9/3/17 (x)

Telly Leung - Aladdin 8/22/17 (x)

Mamie Parris - Cats 12/9/17 (x)

8/29/17

Brittain Ashford - Great Comet 12/14/17 (x)

9/6/17

James Nathan Hopkins - Bandstand

10/2/17

Kara Lindsay - Beautiful 10/25/18 (x)

Stark Sands - Kinky Boots 11/9/17 (x)

Rory O'Malley - Hamilton Tour 1/22/19 (x)

11/8/17

Josh Burrage - Cats

Ben Cook - Mean Girls

12/18/17

Noah Galvin - Dear Evan Hansen 2/8/18 (x)

Phillipa Soo - The Parisian Woman 1/12/18 (x)

Adam Kaplan - A Bronx Tale 2/10/18 (x)

1/16/18

Sara Bareilles - Waitress End of February 2021 (x)

3/19/18

Gavin Creel - Hello Dolly

Christy Altomare - Anastasia 6/5/18 (x)

Ben Cook - Mean Girls

4/16/18

Zach Adkins - Anastasia 4/26/18 (x)

5/15/18

Andy Mientus - Tommy 6/2/18 (x)

Jessie Mueller - Carousel 6/25/18 (x)

5/21/18

Taylor Louderman - Mean Girls 5/29/18 (x)

• on her ig story 5/24/18

5/29/18

Alex Boniello - DEH 6/11/18 (x)

Katharine McPhee - Waitress

Sam Clemmett - Harry Potter and the Cursed Child 8/29/18 (x)

7/2/18

Christy Altomare - Anastasia 7/17/18 (x)

Lyrica Woodruff - Anastasia 1/26/19 (x)

Andrew Garfield - Angels in America

Hailey Kilgore - Once On This Island

7/16/18

Taylor Trensch - DEH 8/24/18 (x)

Ben Levi Ross - DEH

Melissa Benoist - Beautiful

Lindsay Mendez - Carousel 8/27/18 (x)

7/23/18

Katrina Lenk - The Bands Visit 7/30/18 (x)

Isaac Powell - Once On This Island

Caissie Levy - Frozen 9/20/18 (x)

Patti Murin - Frozen 8/8/18 (x)

8/6/18

Wesley Taylor - Spongebob Squarepants 9/18/18 (x)

George Salazar - Be More Chill (Off-Broadway) 9/24/18 (x)

10/29/18

Jeremy Jordan - American Son 11/26/18 (x)

Samantha Barks - Pretty Woman 7/29/19 (x)

My Fair Lady Stage Manager

Hamilton Stage Manager 12/1/18 (x)

11/26/18

Taylor Trensch - DEH 12/10/18 (x)

12/10/18

Head Over Heels Stage Manager - got a request for donation 12/26/18

Max Von Essen - Anastasia 1/2/19 (x)

Jack Sippel - The Prom

3/25/19

Stephanie Styles - Kiss Me, Kate 4/19/19 (x)

Caitlin Kinnunen - The Prom

Andrew Barth Feldman - DEH 4/8/19 (x)

Eva Noblezada - Hadestown

Reeve Carney - Hadestown Early-Mid Sept 2019 (x)

6/19/19

Ali Stroker - Oklahoma! 7/26/19 (x)

Damon Daunno - Oklahoma!

Izzy McCalla - The Prom 8/15/19 (x)

Gideon Glick - To Kill a Mockingbird 8/19/19 (x)

7/16/19

Pretty Woman SM 8/6/19 (x)

The Prom SM 7/29/19 (x)

7/29/19

Stephanie J Block - The Cher Show 8/19/19 (x)

George Salazar - Be More Chill

Alex Brightman - Beetlejuice 12/23/19 (x)

12/3/19

Derek Klena - Jagged Little Pill

Kathryn Gallagher- Jagged Little Pill 1/28/20 (x)

Antonio Cipriano - Jagged Little Pill

Renee Rapp - Mean Girls 1/7/20 (x)

Chris McCarrell - The Lightning Thief

Kristin Stokes - The Lightning Thief 3/12/20 (x)

Freestyle Love Supreme SM

Rebecca Naomi Jones - Oklahoma! Mid-Nov 2021 (x)

Taylor Trensch - To Kill a Mockingbird 12/23/19 (x)

Nick Robinson - To Kill a Mockingbird 2/14/20 (x)

Aaron Tveit - Moulin Rouge 7/6/20 (x)

Karen Olivo - Moulin Rouge 12/21/19 (x)

3/2/2020

Abby Mueller - Six 8/1/22 (x)

Celia Rose Gooding - Jagged Little Pill (x) 3/16/20

Isaac Powell - West Side Story

Gideon Glick - Little Shop of Horrors (Off Broadway)

Colton Ryan - Girl from the North Country 3/14/20 (x)

Jordan Fisher - Dear Evan Hansen

9/1/2021

Aimee Atkinson - Pretty Woman West End 9/16/2021 (x)

Everybody’s Talking About Jamie SM West End

Amelie SM West End

Sara Bareilles - Waitress early Oct 2021 (x)

9/21/2021

Mandy Gonzalez - Hamilton 10/21/2021 (x)

Eva Noblezada - Hadestown 11/8/2021 (x)

10/18/2021

Jeremy Jordan - Little Shop Off bway 12/10/2021 (x)

Adrienne Warren - Tina

Aaron Tveit - Moulin Rouge 2/16/2022 (x)

5/4/23

Derek Klena - Moulin Rouge! 5/15/23 (x)

Lorna Courtney - & Juliet 8/29/23 (x)

Parade SM - request for donation

Colton Ryan - New York, New York 5/18/23 (x)

Phillipa Soo - Camelot

1/3/24

Annaleigh Ashford - Sweeney Todd 1/27/24 (x)

Alex Newell - Shucked

BOUGHT

Once on this Island Broadway Revival (x)

Alice by Heart off Broadway (x)

Angels in America Broadway Revival (x)

Deaf West Spring Awakening Broadway (x)

Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime Bway

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NEXT TO WRITE

TO WRITE

Lion King Stage Manager

The Book of Mormon SM

Six the Musical SM

Thayne Jasperson - Hamilton

& Juliet SM? (West End)

Charlie Stemp - Mary Poppins West End

Jordan Fisher - Hadestown

Betsy Wolfe - &Juliet

Stark Sands - &Juliet

Christian Borle - Some Like it Hot

LOOKING FOR

Falsettos 2016 Broadway Revival (NOT tour)

Next to Normal with Aaron Tveit

In The Heights OBC

Bonnie and Clyde

Catch Me If You Can

Tuck Everlasting

Wicked with Aaron Tveit

Wicked with Derek Klena

Matilda and Hello Dolly with Taylor Trensch

Legally Blonde OBC

Newsies OBC

Spring Awakening OBC

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Stage Door

Les Miserables Tour 4/1/18 (x)

Anastasia on Broadway 6/20/18 (x)

DEH on Broadway 11/20/18 (x)

Phantom Tour 3/9/19 (x) (did not stagedoor due to weather)

Come From Away Tour 5/12/19 (x)

Hamilton Chicago 7/20/19 (x) (did not stagedoor due to weather)

The Band’s Visit 11/29/19 (x)

[afaimsarrowverse]

Personae Dramatis:

„Paradox“-Edition:

 Eigentlich wollte ich ja keines für diese Fic machen, aber da es doch sehr viele Gastauftritte gibt, hier eine Übersicht über die handelnden Personen für alle, die nicht alle Serien schauen:

Barry Allen, der Flash, ein Speedster

 Chris Xodar, ein geheimnisvoller junger Mann mit besonderen Kräften

  Bewohner von Central City:

 Iris West-Allen, Barry Ehefrau, eine Reporterin, hat eine traumatische Erfahrung mit Spiegeln hinter sich

 Joe West, Polizeicaptain, Vater von Iris, Ziehvater von Barry

 Cecile Horton, Anwältin, Joes Lebenspartnerin, besitzt empathische Kräfte

 Frost, Meta mit Eiskräften, Mitglied von Team Flash, teilt sich einen Körper mit Caitlin Snow

 Caitlin Snow, Ärztin, Mitglied von Team Flash, Freundin

 Cisco Ramon, Vibe, ehemaliger Held, immer Tech Support von Team Flash

  Allegra Garcia, Mitglied von Team Flash, Mitarbeiterin von Iris, hat Lichtkräfte

 Ralph Dibny, Elongated Man, Barrys Teamkamerad

 Harrison „Harry“ Wells, ein Wissenschaftler von Erde-2

 Jesse Wells, Jesse Quick, seine Tochter, ein Speedster

 Sherloque Wells, Harrys Doppelgänger von einer anderen Erde, der größte Detektiv des Multiversums

 Nash Wells, Mythbuster, Harrison Wells Doppelgänger, Mitglied von Team Flash

 Jenna West, Tochter von Joe und Cecile

 Kamilla Hwang, Fotografin, Ciscos Freundin, Mitarbeiterin von Iris

 David Singh, Polizeichef von Central City

 Sue Dearborn, Love Interest von Ralph

 Leo Snart, Citizen Cold, Leonard Snarts Doppelgänger von Erde-X

 Eobard Thawne, ein Speedster, der die Gestalt von Harrison Wells angenommen hatte, Barrys Erzfeind

 Eva McCulloch, Mirror Mistress, Gebieterin über das Mirrorverse, hatte Iris gekidnapped

 Nora West-Allen, XS, zukünftige Tochter von Barry und Iris

 Wally West, Kid Flash, ein Speedster, Bruder von Iris

 Ronnie Raymond, eine Hälfte von Firestorm, Caitlins verstorbener Ehemann

 Eddie Thawne, Polizist, Vorfahre von Eobard Thawne, starb als Held

 Ramsay Rosso, Bloowork, ein Feind vom Flash

 Joanie Horton, Ceciles Tochter

 Savitar, Zeitrelikt aus der Zukunft, das Iris töten wollte

 Wolfgang Wells, Wells Doppelgänger von einer anderen Erde

 Jay Garrick, Flash von Erde-3 und Wissenschaftler, Doppelgänger von Barrys Vater

 Joan Garrick, seine Frau, Doppelgängerin von Barrys Mutter

 Hartley Rathaway, Pied Piper, ein Frenemie von Team Flash

 Carla Tannhauser, Ärztin, Mutter von Caitlin Snow (und Frost)

 Barry Allen Erde-90, der Flash, ein Held von einer anderen Erde, der sich geopfert hat, Doppelgänger von Barrys Vater

 Barry Allen von einer anderen Erde, jetzt auch der Flash genannt, Barry traf ihn während der Krise

 Breacher, ein Freund aus den Weiten des Multiversums

 Hunter Zolomon, Zoom, Feind vom Flash

 Clifford DeVoe, Thinker, Feind vom Flash

 Orlin Dwyer, Cicada, Feind vom Flash

 Francine West, Mutter von Iris und Wally

 Linda Park, Barrys Ex-Freundin

 Patty Spivot, Barrys Ex-Freundin

 Tina McGee, eine Wissenschaftlerin, Partnern von Barry-90 auf seiner Welt

  Aktuelle und ehemalige Bewohner von Star City:

 Oliver Queen, Green Arrow, Spectre, ein Vigilant und Held, tot, vermutlich

 Laurel Lance, Black Canary, verstorbene Heldin

 Laurel Lance Erde-2, Black Siren, Black Canary, ehemalige Schurkin und Heldin mit Schallschrei von einer anderen Erde

 Laurel Lance Erde-X, Siren-X, böser Meta

 Dinah Drake, Black Canary, Polizeicaptain, Vigilantin und Polizistin

 Felicity Smoak, Olivers Ehefrau, Mutter von Mia, Hackerin

 William Clayton, Oliver Queens Sohn

 Mia Smoak, Tochter von Oliver Queen und Felicity Smoak, machte eine Zeitreise in die Gegenwart

 John Diggle, Spartan, jetzt ein Green Lantern, Soldat, Freund von Oliver Queen

 Sara Diggle, Johns Tochter, eins von Barry aus der Existenz gelöscht, lebt auf Earth Prime wieder

 John Diggle Jr, Johns Sohn

 Lyla Michaels, John Diggles Ehefrau

 Thea Queen, Olivers Schwester

 Damien Darhk, böser Magier, Vater von Nora Darhk

 McKenna Hall, Ex-Freundin von Oliver

 Shado, Ex-Geliebte von Oliver

 Malcolm Merlyn, Vater von Thea, Frenemie von Team Arrow

 Slade Wilson, Deathstroke, Frenemie von Oliver Queen

 Tommy Merlyn, Olivers bester Freund

 Quentin Lance, Vater von Laurel und Sara

 Moira Queen, Olivers und Theas Mutter

  Aktuelle und ehemalige Bewohner von Metropolis und Smallville:

 Clark Kent, Superman, ein Kryptonier, größter Held seiner jeweiligen Heimaterde in fast jeden Universum

 Lois Lane, Clarkes Ehefrau, berühmte Reporterin

 Jonathan Kent, Sohn von Clark und Lois

 Jordan Kent, Sohn von Clark und Lois

 Martha Kent, Clarks Adpotivmutter

 Clark Kent Erde-96, Superman, sieht aus wie Ray Palmer, ist aber ein Kryptonier

  Die Legends:

 Sara Lance, White Canary, Captain der Waverider, eines Zeitschiffes

 Ray Palmer, the Atom, Wissenschaftler und Ingenieur

 Mick Rory, Heatwave, Pyromane und Bestseller-Autor

 John Constantine, ein Magier

 Leonard Snart, Captain Cold, Gründer der Rogues, ehemaliges Mitglied der Legends, Freund vom Flash, verstorben

 Nora Darhk, Gute Fee, Ehefrau von Ray Palmer

 Ava Sharpe, Co-Captain der Waverider, Saras Partnerin

 Charlie, Clotho, Gestaltenwandlerin und Schicksalsgöttin, läuft in Amayas Gestalt herum

 Zari Tarazi, eine Influencerin aus der Zukunft, Johns Freundin

 Nate Heywood, Steel, Historiker und Superheld

 Zari Tomaz, eine Hackerin aus der Zukunft

 Behrad Tarazi, Träger des Windtotems, Zaris Bruder

 Professor Martin Stein, Wissenschaftler, Teil von Firestorm, verstorben

 Amaya Jiwe, Vixen, Heldin aus der Vergangenheit

 Astra Logue, Constantines Patentochter, wuchs in der Hölle auf

 Gary Green, Constantines Lehrling

 Rip Hunter, ehemaliger Time Master, der die Legends gründete

 Jefferson Jackson, zweite Hälfte von Firestorm nach Ronnies Tod

 Kendra Saunders, Hawgirl, Heldin

 Carter Hall, Hawkman, Held

 Gideon, die K.I. der Waverider

  Aktuelle und ehemalige Bewohner von National City:

 Kara Danvers, Supergirl, Kryptonierin, Reporterin und Heldin

 Alex Danvers, Soldatin und Ärztin, Karas Adpotivschwester, eine Heldin

 J’onn J’onzz, Martian Manhunter, grüner Marsianer, ein Held, Freund von Supergirl

 Nia Nal, Dreamer, eine Heldin

 Querl Dox, Brainiac-5, außerirdischer DEO-Agent und Held aus der Zukunft

 Lex Luthor, Wissenschaftler, Feind von Superman und Supergirl

 Lena Luthor, seine Schwester, Wissenschaftlerin

  Lillian Luthor, Mutter von Lex, böse Wissenschaftlerin

 M’gann M’orzz, Miss Martian, weiße Marsianerin, J’onns Gefährtin

 Malefic J’onzz, J’onns Bruder, lebt am Mars

 Kelly Olsen, Psychologin, Alexs Lebenspartnerin

 William Dey, Reporter, Partner von Kara

 Ruby Arias, junges Mädchen mit einer besonderen Verbindung zu Alex

 Sam Arias, ihre Mutter, teilte sich den Körper mit der Weltenkillerin Reign

 Reign, eine Weltenkillerin

 Mon-El, Daxamit, Held, Karas Ex-Freund

 Maggie Sawyer, Cop, Ex-Freundin von Alex

 Lura, ein halb-kryptonisches, halb-daxamitisches Kind

 Kathy, ein Adpotivkind

  Bewohner von Freeland:

 Jefferson Pierce, Black Lightning, ein Held

 Anissa Pierce, Thunder, Jeffersons Tochter

 Jennifer Pierce, Lightning, Jeffersons zweite Tochter

 Lynn Stewart, Jeffersons Ehefrau

 Peter Gambi, Jeffersons Ziehvater

 Tobias Whale, Mörder von Jeffersons Vater, Black Lightnings Erzfeind

  Aktuelle und ehemalige Bewohner von Gotham:

 Kate Kane, Batwoman, eine Heldin

 Mary Hamilton, Ärztin, Kates Stiefschwester

 Luke Fox, der Tech Support von Batwoman

 Alice, Beth Kane, Kates Zwillingsschwester und Erzfeindin

 Beth Kane, Alices Doppelgängerin von einer anderen Erde

 Jacob Kane, Kates und Beths Vater, Marys Stiefvater

 Sophie Moore, Kates Ex-Freundin

 Bruce Wayne, Batman, Kates Cousin, erster Vigilant

 Tommy Elliott, Hush, ein Feind von Batwoman, der Bruces Gesicht gestohlen hat

 Julia Pennyworth, Sophies aktuelle Freundin, Ex-Freundin von Kate

 Regan, Kates Ex-Freundin

 Magpie, Feindin von Batwoman und Schwester von Regan

 Jonathan Crane, Scarecrow, entwickelte das Angst-Toxin

 Der Joker, ein Verrückter Clown

 Harleen Quinzel, Harly Quinn, Joker Fan-Girl

 Renee Montoya, eine Polizistin

  Andere:

 Mar Novu, der Monitor, ein gottgleiches Wesen

 Mobius, der Anti-Monitor, ein gottgleiches Wesen, das das Multiversum vernichtet hat

 Astropos, Schicksalsgöttin

 Lachesis, Schicksalsgöttin, residierte einige Zeit in der Hölle

 Ryan Choi, ein Wissenschaftler

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A  VERY  DESCRIPTIVE  &  DETAILED  PROFILE  OF  YOUR  MUSE. repost  with  the  information  of  your  muse,  including  headcanons,  etc. when  you’re  done,  tag  15  other  people  to  do  the  same !

TAGGED BY : @roseofvalor

NAME : Anna Eva Blanchard AGE : 28-30 through the seasons of the show. SPECIES :  human GENDER : female ORIENTATION : bisexual (leaning towards ladies) PROFESSION : The Dark One/Princess.

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[ PHYSICAL ASPECTS ] BODY TYPE :  slim HAIR : blonde/white EYES :  blue/green SKIN :  pale HEIGHT :  5′4″

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[ FAMILY ] FAMILY :    Belle (wife), Liam (husband), Killian (brother in law) SIBLINGS :  Emma Swan and Neal Nolan. PARENTS :   Mary Margaret Blanchard and David Nolan. CHILDREN :  None. (Gideon in verse with @roseofvalor) ANY PETS? :   yes  [ ]   ||   no  [ x ]  (enchanted forest only)

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[ LIKES ] COLORS :  white, black, blue SMELLS :  roses, her mom. FOOD :  grilled cheese. DRINKS :   hot cocoa with cinnamon. ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES? :   yes  [ X ]   ||   rarely   [  ]   ||    no  [  ] FAVORITES : rum, cider, wine.

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[OTHER DETAILS ] SMOKES ? :   yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ X ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] DRUGS ? :   yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ X  ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] DRIVER LICENSE ? :   yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ x ] EVER BEEN ARRESTED ?   yes  [ ]   ||   no  [ x ]   ||   almost/detained  [  ]

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DONE !  now  tag  other  15  people  to  do  it ! @her28thyear @mosttwistedsoul @lightxswan

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CARL’S BLOG: CLEBURNE COUNTY AND ITS PEOPLE, VOL. 2, The People of Edgemont, Arkansas, carlsblog.online;http://sbpra.com/CarlJBarger

3-20-20: CLEBURNE COUNTY AND ITS PEOPLE VOL 2: The People of Edgemont, Arkansas:

Robert H. Gadberry (1898-1972)

 Robert H. Gadberry was born in Edgemont, Arkansas, on November 23, 1898. He was the son of Billy Gadberry and Margaret Hill Gadberry of Edgemont.

He was educated in the Edgemont School System and grew up in that community. He was a lifelong resident of Edgemont and was a retired farmer.

Robert was always a member of the Church of Christ and his life had been actuated by high and honorable principles and worthy motives. His personal qualities, his friendliness, and his sincerity made for him many enduring friendships and earned him the respect and esteem of all who knew him.

On Sunday, January 30, 1972, at Heber Sprigs at the age of seventy-three, Robert H. Gadberry of Edgemont passed away.

At the time of his death, he was survived by his wife, Mrs. Rubal Ward Gadberry; one brother, Henry Gadberry of California; five sisters, Mrs. Claire Lynn of Heber Springs, Mrs. Rachel Davis

of Texas, Mrs. Delia Bell, Mrs. Thelma Huber and Mrs. Oretha Bruins, all of California.

The Rev. David Wade officiated Mr. Gadberry’s last rites at the Olmstead Funeral Home Chapel in Heber Springs, Arkansas.

Interment was in the Higden McAlhaney Cemetery by Olmstead Funeral Home of Heber Springs.

Pallbearers were his friends who love and respected him for being a fine Christian and neighbor.

 David W. Gentry (1855)

 The story of the Gentry’s in Arkansas begins with David W. Gentry who was born in Alabama in October, 1855. He was one of the earliest pioneers to settle in Cleburne County. He settled

in the Edgemont area in the late 1800’s. He was married to Sarah Emma Gentry who was born in September, 1875, in Arkansas. He and Emma had the following children, David H. Gentry,

Ellison Gentry, Elmer Gentry, Claude Gentry, Roy Gentry, Elbert Gentry and Ruby Gentry.

David and Sarah lived on a farm in the Edgemont community.

 Alvin Turner Gentry (1927-2003)

 One of Elmer Gentry and Mollie Parker Gentry’s sons, Alvin Turner Gentry was born in their home near Edgemont, Arkansas, on December 28, 1927. He was the fifth of ten children born

to Elmer and Mollie Parker Gentry. He grew up in the Edgemont area and attended school in the two-room schoolhouse at Edgemont.

Alvin was employed with the Rural Electric Corporation and spent most of his life with the company before suffering a horrible accident on the job. The accident left him disabled and he

was forced to retire. Besides working for the Rural Electric cooperation, Alvin was a farmer. He and his wife, Yvonne Stark Gentry, owned and operated a farm near Edgemont. They raised cattle and other farm animals. Yvonne was the daughter of Don Stark and Ida Stark of the Greers Ferry community. She was a stay-at-home mom. She and Turner had one son, Terry Wayne Gentry.

Alvin was a Protestant by religion.

On June 25, 2003, at the Central Arkansas Hospital in Searcy, Arkansas, Alvin passed away at the age of seventy-five.

He was preceded in death by his parents, Elmer and Mollie Parker Gentry; his son, Terry Wayne Gentry; brothers, Marvin Gentry, Elvis Gentry, and Melvin Gentry; two sisters, Murine Gentry Bailey and Betty Gentry Spear.

At the time of his death, he was survived by his two grandsons, Jason W. Gentry and wife Clara Davis Gentry, and Gary L. Gentry and his wife Amy M. Gentry and their daughter, Haley M. Gentry, all of Cleburne County. He was survived also by his x-wife, Yvonne Stark Gentry of Clinton, Arkansas.

Funeral services were held on Saturday, June 28, 2003, at the Olmstead Funeral Home in Heber Springs, Arkansas.

Interment was in the Davis Special Cemetery, Fairfield Bay, Arkansas.

 Billy Joe Gentry (1931-2007)

 Billy Joe Gentry was born in Edgemont, Arkansas, on December 30, 1931. He was the son of Elmer Gentry and Mollie Parker Gentry of Edgemont. He was educated in the Edgemont School System and spent his entire life in the Edgemont community.

He chose logging as his vocation. He enjoyed hunting, fi shing, and his grandchildren. Joe always had a smile on his face. His sense of humor won him many friends.

On Monday, May 14, 2007, Billy Joe Gentry of Edgemont, Arkansas, passed away at his home. He was seventy-five years old.

At the time of his death, he was survived by his wife, Della Mae Stark Gentry of the home; one son, Bobby Joe Gentry and wife, Lynn Thompson, of Brooksville, Mississippi; one daughter, Betty Jo Gideon and her husband, Paul Gideon, of Horatio, Arkansas; one brother, David Gentry of Shirley; one sister, Merlene Trammell of Searcy, Arkansas; eight grandchildren, Jessica Sanders and her husband, Brady Sanders, Samantha Jo Gentry, Rachel Gideon, Matt Gideon, Rebecca Gideon, Samuel Gideon, Daniel Gideon, and Heather Velletri and her husband, Aaron Velletri; three

great-grandchildren, Tanner Sharen, Jocelyn Velletri, and Nate Velletri.

Funeral services for Mr. Gentry were held at the Shiloh Crossroads Cemetery under the direction of Rev. Kirk Hardy.

Interment was in the Shiloh Crossroads Cemetery by Olmstead Funeral Home of Heber Springs.

Pallbearers were Johnny Pearce, Greg Pearce, Gerald Trammell, Kendell Richey, Larry John Davis, and Johnny Gentry.

 Claude Gentry (1909-1984)

 Claude Gentry was born in the Morgan Township of Edgemont, Cleburne County, Arkansas, on August 11, 1909. He was the son of David ���Bud” Gentry and Sarah Emma Gentry of Edgemont. He was lifelong resident of Cleburne County. Claude Gentry chose carpentry as his vocation.

He was married to Eva Gentry. He and Eva made their home in Drasco, Arkansas.

Claude was widely known throughout Cleburne County. His carpentry skills made him popular among those people who used him in building their homes or remodeling their homes.

He was also known for his work in the Holiness church in which he and Eva were members. He was a good neighbor to many.

On Friday, July 27, 1984, at the age of seventy-four, Claude Gentry passed away at the Heber Springs Hospital.

At the time of his death, he was survived by his wife, Eva Gentry of Drasco; one brother, Roy Gentry of Concord; one sister, Mrs. Ruby Hale of McAlister, Oklahoma; and several nephews

and nieces.

Funeral services were held at the Olmstead Funeral Home Chapel in Heber Springs under the direction of the Rev. Irvin Clayton.

Interment was in the Settlement Cemetery by Olmstead Funeral Home.

Pallbearers were his nephews.