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femmeleatherface · 22 days

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it has been said but for real, the texas chain saw massacre from leatherface's pov is so funny. you're stuck as home with your comatose centenarian grandfather because your brother (who was supposed to stay home with you) ditched you to go wander the countryside and i don't know, work on his pretentious art projects??

so now instead of getting a nice day to go hang out with your chicken on your swing and play a board game or something with your grandfather, you have to do all YOUR BROTHER'S chores on top of your own. and while you're in the middle of doing all that these random hippies keep showing up and breaking into your house, like seriously where the fuck are they all coming from????

so now you can't even work on the chores, you have to run around in 100+ degree temperatures and three-inch heels dealing with the hippies so you don't get yelled at, which ends up taking so long that by the time you finish all the chores and everyone is ready for dinner it's five o'clock in the morning or something. oh well at least now you can eat, it's been a really long da-

oh great now the last hippie got away. unbelievable

#the texas chainsaw massacre #anyway. i told myself i would finish revising a chapter today so i am going to get offline and GO DO THAT.#taking the tcmania and storing it in a box in the back of my brain. you can come back out later right now i need to focus

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kotoal1011 · 1 year

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Guess who feels like doing one of these again?

Reblog with a pic of your f/o(s) (no limit) and I'll give them a ring based on their vibes.

(Not doing this anymore, sorry if I didn't give anything to your f/o.)

#I'll go offline for a (long) while so I won't answer right away #I'll get to it once I come back #anyway I love rings and I have a lot myself so I thought 'why not?'#proship selfship #proselfship #selfproship #antis dni

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year

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#solrock #now *this* is the fucker that the one raid battle NPC had in swsh that everyone hated. including me. he served only to remove lives #fuckin mashing the rock polish button the whole time or whatever it was. doing Nothing Else. i feel like a lot of people who usually did #raids offline had that fucker's name and face memorized. cuz they'd see that they got him and just give up right then and there #at a certain point i feel like offline raids were just not very viable. the NPCs they'd give you to battle with were just so bad #and some of the higher star raids you really needed the extra firepower you just couldn't get from those NPCs #but also they kinda removed a lot of the incentive for joining other people's raids considering your catch chance was lowered by like 9000%#if you weren't the host of the raid. and if you were the host the percentage chance was so high it was basically guaranteed #i don't think i ever ONCE caught a pokémon successfully when i'd joined someone else's raid. and i don't think i ever once failed to catch a #pokémon when i was the host of the raid. it's just. i dunno! i stopped doing raids at a certain point. some people can get a pokémon game #and play it long long after the main story bc they get invested in raids and shit but i just lose interest at a certain point unfortunately #as much as i enjoy the game while i'm initially playing through it #hff. anyway. i'm queueing this up the morning of june 30th‚ aka the day of my first flight in 10 years. so. this won't post until mid july #and i'll have been back for a while by then but for right now‚ me writing these tags‚ i am very Anxious #saur. haha. y'know how it is. have solrock

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defiledtomb · 1 year

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selene what's got you smiling so sweetly? (is it the hunter, covered in blood?) ๏˽๏

#ouroboros-if #interactive fiction #sene/selene #posting on tumblr nowadays like im golfing off a highrise roof #punting a post into the fray hand on my eyebrows to shield from the sun watching if it lands well #obligatory napoleon dynamite style fistpump if it does #anyway hi 🫣 im still scuttling around like crecher but im making so much progress on ouro stuff #been really enjoying S' character portraits and incorporating more hints of Oakwerths architecture into their design #thinking of adding some porcelain caps to their horns #happy to share some sneak peeks if you forgive me for not being very social :]#i have 722 asks right now! seven hundred and twenty two. that is a dizzying nr and i honestly don't even know where to start #hopefully it gets neater once the ouro blog is up. pffft a girl can hope #i cannot thank you enough for your kind words and evocative q's #(everytime something new comes in it feels like seeing the first spring flowers) it really fuels me #i am working on the not so secret secret project for a while longer #who would've thunk i'd be more productive when not spending so much time on social media. honestly its a mystery #i hope you are doing well ✨#*skedaddles back offline*

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frogayyyy · 26 days

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i bought a new old phone

#am i cool yet 😔#seriously tho i am trying to be more offline lately #right now i'm going more or less cold turkey but once i get more into a routine #i'm thinking i'll be able to manage how much time i spend online better #and i want it to be just on my laptop and not on my phone at all #anyway #the point is #i'll be back at some point #and also look at my cool phone!!!

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thedvilsinthedetails · 5 months

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goodnight tumblr

Fair warning the ramble in the tags is long af

#Quick thought before I drop dead from tiredness #I love my friends #and I kind of #I really love my life right now #Which is weird bc it’s actually really stressful time and I’m not really doing well but #I have friends #Good friends #and my blog #and I feel like a person again #I feel like I’m finally getting back to ‘me’ if I hadn’t been ‘best friends’ with a toxic bitch #She basically shredded my self esteem #Two years of that shit messed me up man #Not to mention my mother #But I think I’ve gotten to the point where I’m able to separate that shit from who I actually AM yk #And man I fucking love my friends #Both on and offline #But irl/in school friendships were something I was struggling with #And #yk it was fucking worth the wait #I love them so much #im so #fucking fucking glad I know them #Yeah #Of course I’m petrified of losing them like everyone else #But for once I don’t THINK I will #I’m not going into this with some morbid sense of doom #My ‘six month expiry’ date is not gonna expire bc im manifesting my way thru this shit #Anyway goodnight sorry for the ramble

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seagull-scribbles · 2 years

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Caysi Jons 🏒💥

#TMNT #casey jones #casey jones 2012 #cassandra jones #I’m still not very confident with human faces so shoutout to the hokey mask #so so grateful my faves wear a mask #I hope rise gets to come back I want a cross over episode #so sad all the different turtles series have a crossover episode but my two fave series don’t #I’ve been procrastinating all weekend when I should have been working to do this so I should probably go offline now and catch up #the captain is wrong on purpose btw rena gets it #we have come to the conclusion all the Casey jones’ we don’t like are heterosexual and that’s why they don’t past the vibe check #also can I just talk about how I loved 2012 Casey as a teen but his design is so over the top #every time I draw him I add a bit more of his gear but idk if I’ll ever draw his full outfit #that big taser glove…. no thanks #now Cassandra #she gets it #less is more queen you are so right #also btw if you can’t tell any series where Casey is also a teen I ship them with their version of raph #I won’t apologise #also i am not sdmitting how much time i wasted shading and texturing these two images just to put a shadow over it #tmnt 2012 #rottmnt #SaveRiseOfTheTMNT

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ranger-kellyn · 7 months

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team star's boss battle music is actually so fucking good???? hello??????

#turns out i was just literally never in battle with any of them long enough to actually hear the whole thing lmAO #i dont think refrain is the right word here but #that second refrain (or w/e around the 2:15 mark up to it looping back around) is just. so fucking good????? it's subtle but good???#maybe around the 1:48 mark but again-- idk what music terms i'm thinking of it's been. a while.#good shit. can't believe i would beat these goobers in less than 2 minutes khdfkjs #had no clue the official theme was closer to six minutes long fjkhasdlkjf #anyways nobody look at me i'm not here #djdksfhl #i just need to talk into the void but like where else am i going to put this???? on facebook????? for my aunties to read???#unsuccessfully fighting off another scarlet fixation #was doing so well on getaway car but brain demanded we think about the sv kiddos again #i'm blaming it on i've been getting back into running and i had to put penny's boss battle music on my running playlist #it'll be a long time until i get to this point but i've already decided it's going to be my push to the 5k finish line music dshfklj #looking at my old running playlist the push to the finish line song i used was the Victory Is Right Before Your Eyes! from bw2 lol #anyways x2 nothing new under the sun here folks #talking tag #hope y'all are good i've genuinely missed you #but being offline is def better for my brain

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whiskeyswifty · 5 months

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#you know when someone says something so fucked up that rocks your entire perception of them and you just like #have this simmering resentment towards them you can’t shake like why did you say that #but it was the kind of thing you couldn’t really say anything to but like anyone you talk about it with is like they said WHAT NOW #so like you know you’re right for being flabbergasted and annoyed but you’re stuck being friendly with them on a day to day basis #that you can’t get out of #cuz it’s not worth disrupting your life for #and you just cannot feel that warmth in your chest for them anymore cuz what they said was so fucked up #but they have no idea you slowly are backing away #yeah #like why did they SAY THAT #this is also not about Taylor SNDNFNFNGNG I realize how it looks saying all This at This Moment on this blog #this is a real life person I actually speak to and know don’t worry #I’m feeling the opposite of like need to get offline like I need to get ONLINE and forget they said thst SNDNFNFNGNG #fucked up isnt the word but it was very annoying and like oooooooh you’re like THAT ok cool why though

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tracle0 · 2 years

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Girl, you see that house? Fucking weird place. let’s go

#art #artist #artist on tumblr #digital art #original art #my art #once again obsessed with james fenner I don't think this is stopping anytime soon #would be cool to do a piece like this in like. gouache I think mm #hey fun fact! I'm watching a stream by him right this second that's neat!#drew this with an intended character in mind. Once again did not get the vibes quite right but hey #I like how the yellows really pop out of the sky. Learnt how to use an overlay layer to make colours go BAM and now colours go BAM #unsure how I feel about the overwhelming blue but! oh well #also like the lil dot plants at the front and the garland through the trees #there used to be a shooting star in this piece until B was like 'haha looks like it's going to hit the house' and I couldn't unsee it #wasn't quite the vibe! not the right vibe #I'm gonna go back offline now I think maybe #we'll see yknow #trade-marked

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frecklystars · 2 months

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Wow, 32 asks. Thank you guys so much 😭😭 last night was one of the worst shifts I ever had at work. I feel like i keep reverting back to a year ago when everything was fresh. it's been extraordinarily difficult the past couple of months but it always eases the ache when I read nice messages. it genuinely calms me down a lot when other people tell me it's gonna be ok. so thank you to everyone who took the time to do that for me ;-;

I'm gonna be honest, I feel super hopeless. I am not getting joy from anything right now. Drawing, socializing, watching movies, listening to music, I'm feeling *absolutely nothing*. I am triggered by the SMALLEST fucking things that I thought I was getting better at handling. I'm having trouble wearing skirts again. I'm flinching around the color pink when I was doing SO much better with it. For the last nine days, I haven't gone three hours without having a panic attack. I'm not sleeping. My flashbacks are lasting longer. I'm having out of body experiences again for the first time in almost a year. I feel so hopeless. I told myself one year ago "hey I feel like I'm dying right now my ptsd is so fucking bad but! hey! one year from now, I'll feel better! this will feel so far away from me!" but I don't. I don't feel better. I don't think it's possible to feel better bc I'm too broken. It's been over a year and I don't feel like it's possible for me to make progress.

My Barbie/Ken anniversary is coming up and I was excited for the first couple of weeks, but right now I just... feel absolutely nothing. I am so, so, so severely depressed and my anxiety is getting worse every day. I need help out of my unsafe situation so fucking bad dude it's just gonna kill me. I'm so scared this whole thing is gonna genuinely kill me. I wish I could talk about it but I don't want to scare people but at the same time, it's so bad and it's weighing on me so heavily and I am so fuckign tired of dealing with this every single day

I don't know if I'm gonna go offline or not, bc my problem isn't even online. so... I don't see how being offline would help much. I just feel like I'm supposed to do SOMETHING, literally ANYTHING to feel something. Going offline last time made me feel significantly worse, so maybe that shouldn't be my next step. But I feel nothing when I'm blogging right now. I tried making a Jacob edit the other day and I felt no joy. I want to be filling up my queue for the 21st, all of my Barbie and Ken photos and gifsets. I should be writing Barbie and Ken love notes. I should be making video edits again! but I feel nothing!!! This is the one and only anniversary that actually matters to me this year - sorry to the other 12 Ryan F/Os who have anniversaries but THIS ONE is THE most important one, because these two characters are the F/Os that have helped me the most with my abuse trauma/cptsd. They're the whole reason why I started self shipping again. I want to celebrate that. I want to be excited about it. I am just so fucking numb.

I NEED to feel something for this anniversary, I miss celebrating F/O anniversaries! I don't get to do that anymore since self shipping was ruined for me! Since my main F/Os were ruined for me! I deserve to have a good time with my new F/Os!! I am a good person and I am kind despite all the bullshit I've been through and I work really hard to try to heal from shit! I try to stay positive and I try to help people and I!!! Deserve!! To have a day where I feel good with my F/Os without reliving every single horrifying vile thing that someone did to me! but I feel so empty right now and it hurts! I was excited a couple of weeks ago when I was planning all the activities i was gonna do on the 21st, like a restaurant and a movie and baking and throwing a party with my friends, but now?? Nothing. Absolutely NOTHING in my heart. I feel so goddamn empty. I am so depressed. I really really feel like I can't get better. It's been over a year and I am incapable of healing from my trauma and I don't know what to do about it. I am trying so many things to heal!! I'm going walking, I'm eating way healthier and cutting sugar to see if that helps clear my head a bit more, I'm getting sun, I'm drinking so much water, I'm exercising, I've cut my screen time significantly and reading more often, I'm hanging out with my friends as much as I can, I am trying everything in the book and I feel like a zombie just sitting here and rotting to death, going through the motions and reliving my trauma in my head over and over and over and over and over and over again and I can't get any fucking peace. It's like everybody in the world is living their days while the planet is spinning but I am stuck in the same spot reliving the most horrific bullshit imaginable over and over and over. I feel like I've lost almost 2 years of my life to trauma. I don't feel like I've aged, I feel like everything happened yesterday. I feel like I'm stuck in one spot while everybody else is walking forward and I can't move.

Sorry to ramble I didn't mean to turn this into a vent post but idk what else to do. I don't know if I should go offline on my actual anniversary or maybe a couple of days leading up to it?? Or maybe I'm supposed to BE online and blog about the F/Os to see if that helps me feel better?? Being offline made me feel worse. But being online isn't helping me either. Dude I don't fucking know. I need to work on some crafts or something. I need to make a BarbieLand diorama and paint it. I'm gonna bake heart shaped cookies for the first time this weekend. I'm gonna invite my friends over and we're gonna have a party on Sunday and watch the Barbie movie together. I don't know what else to do but I have to just... keep trying I guess even though I feel nothing while doing these things, it's better than doing nothing

If anyone has advice or something, it's more than welcome. Or even just a "wow, that's rough, buddy". I'm sorry for being negative, I try to remain positive on this hellsite but it's so hard right now. Thank you again to everyone who wrote me a nice message last night when I was hurting. I'm sorry I'm gonna probably be asking for encouraging messages a few more times in the next few weeks bc supportive messages are the only things that have been effectively (affectively?) helping me lately