#GOD i need to stop getting distracted
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Did anyone want a deranged scientific-background theorized sexual characteristics and reproductive methods of Euclidians, that is based on meta analysis on canon information on said Euclidians (cough, on Bill's reproductive methods, cough)... Haha jk I'm not asking it's in progress already
#i needed to do this anyways for my fic#so. might as well formalize it for all these other freaky perverts out there#i mean like damn if you wanna find fun new kinky fanfiction tropes highly recommend getting into animal behavior and specifically mating#behaviour. some of u guys are gonna love that shit. did you know some species their sperm can outwardly form a plug to stop any other males#fertilizing the female while the non-exposed sperm remain reproductively viable? i dont think its the sperm itself but orher chemicals#involved in the ejaculation process within the cum. anyhow#didnt learn about that in depth unfortunately. did have to draw and learn the process worms have sex tho. anyways putting my degree to good#use as god intended (dude u made so many freaky things so im permitted to write about it).#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#anyhow. this depends on if i dont immediately get distracted by my fic im writing and on the aroace monsterfucker analysis of ford#we'll see when it comes out#billford#bill cipher#lots of fascinating stuff out there truly
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i crave incest
#watch me and my fail art#no tagging this was super fast i am distracted#iris found games on his phone that`s the important bit#gods i need them too#anyway point is i started to think about iris pokemas halloween outfit and it went downhill#when will i stop getting into rare things nobody else even considers perelka challenge (difficulty level impossible#ok i saw two art with them took me a while lmao#cw: suggestive#oh yeah and obviously#cw: incest#lmao#(or is it??? it is in my head)
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Ahhhh well if it isn’t my old friend, the crushing feeling of never truly being understood despite your endless attempts to articulate yourself, paying me another visit
#I say paying a visit#but in reality it’s kinda always there#I actually hate being like this sometimes#I literally cannot drop something until people understand#otherwise it feels like I’m physically being ripped apart from the inside#and it makes me insufferable#I hate it#I was having such a good day as well#it’s not my fault people don’t get it#but I can’t stop until they do and it never. fucking. happens.#I get irrationally worked up about the smallest things and all people do is laugh#yeah I get it#it’s funny that I’m so upset about something so stupid#but please stop#I’ve been in therapy my whole life to ‘make me more tolerant’ and I’ve reached my limit. I can’t get any more tolerant#but that means I rely on people being understanding to avoid these situations#but alas#god forbid people actually take some accountability and accept that MAYBE they might be making it worse#and the fucking cycle repeats itself#if you couldn’t tell I’m not having a great time here. hopefully at least one person on the autism website can relate to my autism struggles#I’m ok. just needed to vent. but if anyone wants to send any fun asks as a distraction I’d appreciate it#oh this silly little brain of mine#just autism things#actually autistic
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I got new glasses finally and my brain is ooaoaoaooaoa ooao um adjusting (im having a time)
#nonsense#I needed new glasses so bad#my old ones were straight up being held together by DUCT TAPE#but are the new duct tape free glasses worth the 3 day brain pain we will see#btw if you ever want to know what I look like I deadass look like chicken little#that meme of “stop saying I look like chicken little” but you see I actually look like chicken little and I am very much a coward#I know if I focus on 2al that will hopefully distract from the new glasses pain#.... do I post this on main or my goddamn turtle blog.#..... do I post this on my few hundred followers blog or my few thousands followers blog hmm.#god I really need to do a follower milestone thing#again probably maybe a dtiys#but uhhh ummmm erm after the twist how about that#anyways hello fandom sideblog my beloved how are there so many of you following me#what#WHAT what#slowly but surely getting used to the idea that im a “big” blog oops#im literally chicken little#why am I big#am I chicken big?#im chicken big.#goodbye#enjoy tag ramble
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The quixote worms are encompassing me once more
#rat rambles#save me don quixote save me#it has truly been a long time since Ive been so obsessed with a character from a game Ive never played nor read the story of#I have so many thoughts abt this stupid woman that I cannot say because I know naught but what Ive been told#genuinely she is the tape holding me together in this moment I need everything shes ever done to be wired directly into my brain#I am not in the mental state to read right now but god do I wish I was I need to read everything involving her or Ill die#the brainworms had already second hand infested me since the second I first heard of her but once the extent of the identity fuckery was#fully unveiled? it was so jover I cannot turn back#also hero by mili broke me fundamentally#my siblings will show me their limbus memes or whatever and hero instrumentals will start playing and Ill get emotional#on christmas my sibling sang a chrismasitized hero parody for the haha funnies and I had to stop myself from going catatonic#and to be clear my siblings are the same and worse I got indoctrinated I am second to them#which only further fuels the brainworms because my dear sibling has them too#although the lesser stated outis brainworms are also slowly taking root I already get way too happy just seeing her#my siblings will show me memes and Ill get distracted by her simply existing on frame and my brain goes :)#Im sorry its the jackie response I can't help it I love shitty middle aged women so much
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also i have to remind everyone that chiyo has a high libido, and when it's her partner, it's so incredibly easy to get her worked up and wanting them. they don't necessarily even have to try -- chiyo will just crave them, their touch, that closeness and connection with them. seeing her partner in their element, dressed in garments she really loves, etc. are enough for chiyo to get that itch. she'll definitely try to downplay/ignore this at times bc she feels a bit self conscious about her high sex drive, but her partner can expect chiyo to initiate as often as they're comfortable with. she'll be cheeky about it pretty often, make it playful so that they can easily turn her down and move on with the day/night. she never wants them to feel pressured bc of her.
#her partner: quite literally sits there and looks pretty#chiyo biting her fist: oh my GOD i need them#ASDFG HOT BLOODED JUST CAME ON MY SPOTIFY AS I'M WRITING THE TAGS LMAO#anywayyyyy let me slap on skincare and stop getting distracted#it's just so hard to not yap about this silly lil lady uvu#tw suggestive#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons
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Firstly, THANK YOU ??? YOU'RE WAY TOO SWEET, I'm so beyond flattered you hold my work in such high regard :')) 💘
Secondly, I'M HOOKED THIS IS SO GOOD TO IMAGINE !!! I've been wanting to write something for Dark!Ominis for a while, but I was having a hard time figuring out why he would go back on his core beliefs that way and you absolutely sold me with this !!
I love the concept, and thank you for all the juicy descriptions ! It'll help astronomically, I'm gonna save the actual ask in my inbox so I can reference it later on. As per usual I can't ensure when I'll get around to this, but I'm definitely thinking I'll bump it up the list. It's a want/need/insatiable desire/whatever the hell you want to call it 😩🙏🏻
#asks#Y'ALL NEED TO START CHARGING FOR THESE IDEAS CAUSE SOME OF THEM ARE FLAWLESSLY THOUGHT OUT#anon was right though the rest is for my eyes only I'm gonna hold this one close to my chest#I could totally work on this after the Dominis breeding kink...... or before........... no no I should do it after#control yourself Antoinette dammit stop getting distracted halfway through your projects#but your brain is exquisite my dear I would LOVE to borrow it for a day this is a god tier prompt
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you ever think that sometimes code phil will be hanging out with his friends such as fit, etoiles, tubbo ect and as the rest talk he just silently flips through photos and (hopefully) someone notices how he just starts trembling because why why why doesn't he remember taking some of these ? big events he can remember vaguely- how it felt to be there and certain people's actions, but these random photos he took of his friends and family while out doing a random quest or basic exploration are all just Gone. he knows why his memories of the federations fixings are gone but can't understand why everything else seems to be fleeting too. (he's my fav so unfortunate he needs to suffer) - 💿
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA you’re not wrong I have thought of it but reading it from someone else makes it actually hit JAJAJJA
Looking at pictures it feels like his entire memories are slowly fading away from him, so close and yet too far away to properly grasp & keep to himself
Imagine while looking at the pictures, Phil starts tracing certain people, things, etc. in them attempting to ignore the way his hands are so hard to keep still and compares them to the people around him, or what he is able to see. Attempting to piece things together & think about how it must’ve felt like, but it feels so.. out of place.
I wouldn‘t be surprised if Phil is torn between wanting to take more pictures and make another collection in an attempt at remembering the memories he has lost and is still losing, while also being too scared of doing so because what if those new memories fade too? What if they also get taken away from him, leaving him with nothing but pictures he‘s not even sure if he took them or not, despite everything pointing towards it
#ajjajaja also thinking about either Fit or Etoiles noticing Phils trembling & looking at the picture#fit gives me the vibes of carefully closing the album of pictures & holding it together with Phil#while checking up on him & offering him either comfort or a distraction depending on what he feels like he needs#Etoiles gives vibes of going for distraction first while around other people and thus getting Phil to stop looking at the pictures#and later do a more serious check in with him when it‘s just the two of them#either that or I could also see him as plopping himself down besides wherever Phil is and offer him headphones ( or the switch WHEEZE )#he got from god knows where but he just has them#SILLIES!!!!#code philza <3#💿 anon#winged.rambles
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thought abt working on fazco entities.. opened up procreate and got distractd by reworking the outfits on my ocs.... went on tik tok for five minutes as a break and immediately wanted to make an animatic for my minecraft oc .... went on procreate and got distracted by outfits again ... There was something else i wanted to work on but . i cant remember what. i have done nothing productive today
#talking#did like two things that are kinda productive but not rlly and they took longer than they shouldve#ive beentrying to get myself to read (aka turn on Read aloud extension) these articles for so long#so i can draw while listening#BUT I KEEP . HAWKJHWWWWWW#i need to pick something to draw oh my god#and also stop getting distracted#or wanting to vomit#i b wanting to throw up a lot these days its kind of annoying#but its ok! because the solution is not thinking too hard about deadlines and also my personal life#i got distracted again oops
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#idk why i even try to offer anymore#i should know by now that nobody ever really wants to hang out with me#not when they have other friends and better things to do#i seriously cant believe i forgot im just kept around as a distraction or to get something from#just a convenient silly lil toy to play with until they get bored of me or something better comes along#god im so fucking stupid and pathetic#i really shouldnt get my hopes up i should know better than to fucking hope at all#i need to stop offering all the time
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listened to some of my old music arrangements i made throughout last year and..... man why did i stop doing those. they weren't the best and it might be some nostalgia factor but i feel really soft towards them after writing them off as Flat Out Shit for a few months. covering songs that i like either with janky jummbox instruments or baby's-first-vocaloid-tuning is actually so rewarding. i need to do it again. AGAIN!!!!
#mayor talk#admittedly i have started two arrangements in feb that havent taken off much#pollyanna which i have huge ambitions for so that was kind of inevitable to scare me out of working on it#and an attempted chiptune cover of aura to be sung by adachi rei#both were when i tried using bandlab instead of ultrabox to make the midi and aaaa new program scary#but i rlly need to try again !!! especially pollyanna i rlly do think i have something going for it#i just need to stop getting distracted#god damn i wish i would read sheet music faster. transcribing the notes takes longer than erosion bc i cant read notation very well
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Never thought I could hate a teacher more than the "discovers his slides the moment he is teaching them to class" "Is so lazy he plagirizes his materials and tests on OpenClassrooms" "Thinks project time with his supervision means he doesn't have to be available at all" substitute teacher at my school in France but here we are
#hel is talking#I already don't like that bastard bc he's the kind to read a powerpoint ripped of the pmbok for his class#(at least he tells us it's from the pmbok)#AND he monitors how we behave in class to the point someone gets kicked out of the zoom the moment they look a bit distracted for any reaso#but now ?#he litteraly just RECORDED a quarrel with a student that 1) tried to keep that in private 2) asked her name to not be said#if he did bring that to the public#and to make matters worse he stopped the recording after the quarrel.#where he didn't listen to the student at all.#didn't apologize when she told him that made her feel unsafe and unheard.#and just repeated that he has nothing against her which is terrifying for the amount of respect he gives us#god I am infuriated#this close to stop coming to his class#like genuinely I'm 80% sure I don't need the zoom lectures#vent post (kinda)
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I'm on the road today (from my hometown to my city). All the way from my hometown area up till Katowice it was snowing, the weather is cold and gloomy. Now on a highway there is still some snow on the ground. I don't think I've ever driven in such a magical and beautiful atmosphere.
#340 km to go#i am driving slowly cause it's not a good driving weather even tho it's beautiful#just stoped for some gas station coffee (those are the best kind)#it's a better driving day than last week when I was doing the same drive just the other way around - to my hometown#last sunday only God helped me to not cause an accident#i was so sleepy and distracted#thankfully the road was empty 90% of the time#my driving really depends on a day#one day I can feel really good and confident and drive at a illegal speed and take the road like a storm#other days are terrible I can barely figure out what is going on#it has to do with my health and mental health#today is a pretty nice driving mental health day#I am doing fine#not the confident and speedy type#but calm and collected and chilled and kinda alarmed type#cause the weather is great#because I have to be focused#ok let's stop with the remabling I need to get to my place before it gets dark#winter#snow
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My sleep schedule went from 10 - 11 PM to 1 - 3 AM help 😭😭😭
#shin's rambles#oh my god this needs to some heavy fixing because what is that???#i am multitasking both research paper and chemistry assignment and i am losing it#like bro sleep and my brain is like no then went to make me multitask late at night#it is now 2 AM here and this is not good at all#i'm bad at time management :<#and i should stop getting distracted and multi task a lot#and that i mean making art while doing some schoolworks
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kento isn’t much of a talker.
whenever you come home from work, he’d always be there on the couch, spreading his arms to as a welcoming gesture.
laying on his chest, you then talk about your day, what annoyed you, and the latest gossips in your workplace.
“i just don’t know why would she do that, you know?”
and kento just grumbles, his way of agreeing with you, too focused on looking at your features.
“then, get this! she still took him b—” you cut yourself off, he looks uninterested.
were you talking too much..?
“why’d you stop, sweetheart? continue, what did she do?” kento says, snapping you out of your haze.
“she still took him back! the amount of advice that i gave her, she didn’t even apply any of those!” you huffed in annoyance.
kento hums, “it’s on her if she gets hurt again, sweets.”
“ugh, i don’t care about her anymore.”
kento was still scanning your face, his thumb caressing your cheekbones.
“i missed you, ken.”
“i missed you more, my love.”
you slowly move to kiss him, his hold on you tightening.
“i love you.” he mumbled in between kisses.
“i love you, too, kento.”
he slowly sits up to stand, with you still on his arms.
“don’t drop me, ‘kay?”
he chuckles, you snuggle your head on his neck and gave it little pecks.
“do you ever get tired of me yapping?” you asked him.
“hearing your voice puts me at ease, i find comfort when we’re like this. i love when you talk, sweetheart. i may look uninterested with everything that you talk about but i’m really not, i’m most likely just distracted by your gorgeous face.” kento mutters as he opens the door to your shared bedroom.
“oh my god, kento.”
“yes, love?”
“i need to wife you up.”
“hm, we’re gonna need to plan another wedding then, huh?” he chortles.
kento isn’t much of a talker, but he can be a little chatty when it comes to you.
#swu’s brainspills#nanami#nanami kento#jjk nanami#jjk#jujutsu nanami#nanami x reader#jjk x reader#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#jjk kento#jjk kento nanami#kento nanami x reader#kento nanami#nanami x y/n#nanami x you#jujutsu kaisen nanami#jujutsu kaisen#jjk nanami kento
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#im just gonna complain abt it here bc i just have to accept that i can't irl bc no one else gets it#its hard to b a dyslexic grad student. u have to read so much. and its good. lots of reading is good. u just have to contend with a soul#crushing amout of discouragement at the fact u just kinda cant read while ur peers r like sure i can read this in class and have things to#say abt it. if u make me read in my head in class i literally cannot fucking tell u what i just read. not a god damn thing and if i try to#let my computer read to me i cant fucking pay attention for long enough so i just have to accept that from here on out ill have to#physically read papers aloud which i hate so much. its the only way i can fucking understand things and it still makes me feel dumb bc ill#somehow still space out while reading and have to reread like 4 times before i understand wtf is being said. it takes forever and it takes#energy and i dont like talking very much and it also restricts me to only being able to read at home which is frustrating#and im like i need to stop my brain from distracting myself with things that dont matter and my counselor is like: ur ocd is trying to make#work ur whole life and im like yeah thats how i got it. its the only way i can keep swimming with the non dyslexics#so its like wtf do i do? i kinda have to take the hit and make work my whole life rn. morn the loss of other things for a while#i dunno im still a bummer rn. like im probably coming off as more an asocial freak than normal bc its hard to talk ans maintain conversation#rn. but whatever. sometimes things just suck and theres nothing u can do abt it but accept it and move on. ill learn lots of things with all#the reading i have to do and that's never a bad thing ...no matter how much i dont give a fuck abt animals#like jesus. i could not even begin to give a fuck about like 95% of mammals. fish r cool tho. plants too#but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them#if i can find my fucking enthusiasm. ugh i have to make one of my classes read a paper and i have to work with someone abt find it. she#works with like rabbits. i refuse to assign a mammal paper. i fucking refuse. we will do plants or microbes or fucking paleontology#i will fight her on this. ugh. light filtering or orchid speciation would b perfect. annoying#at least i get to work with some culturs this week#unrelated
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