#winged.rambles

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CONSIDER :

qPhilza getting his flying ability back and the first fucking thing he does is just tackle qEtoiles and take off into the sky with him

Just go NYOOOM

It‘s a random & funny image in my head for some reason and I felt the urge to share this

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you probably wonder where i have been

so uhhhh i am bingewatching bnha and

i had some thoughts :D AJSJAJAJ

basically. qsmp & bnha crossover au, and Techno is also there because EMERALD DUO!! MY SILLIES

my current thoughts on the storyline is that the school 'Q.I. High' is a school that focuses on bringing together people from varying cultures, parts of the world etc by having them train together to become pro heroes. this encourages everyone to learn and work together underneath one goal!

the school is on a hidden, isolated island far away from society. QI High in itself has gained quite the popularity due to it’s unique way of teaching, though there have been a few rumours that there‘s a deeper, darker truth to the school - which catches the attention of a few pro heroes that are from the UA high :D

i am so normal about this au

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More silly headcanons around qPhilza :D Silly birb boi

Phil does have the urge to sometimes build nests, it makes himself feel safe and it‘s the best way to sleep for him, rest, etc. ( and it helps to calm down his other Avian instincts )

His nest, besides his own pillows, blankets and more cuddly things, also consist out of a few things that belong to his closest friends. Phil has either asked them for something he could add to his nest ( after building up the courage to do so, because it feels embarrassing ) or he just has straight up yoinked & stolen it from them WHEEZE

I also like the slight idea that the people he feels most comfortable with knowing about this also have small nests for Phil in their own houses, when he comes over for whatever reason.

His Flock on the qsmp consists mainly out of all the Eggs, Missa, Fit, Wilbur, Tubbo, Forever and Etoiles. He however trusts a couple other people decently well too that‘d somewhat fall under slight Flock instincts, such as Cellbit, Jaiden, Baghera, Bad, etc.

However the Eggs have had to deal with them being yoinked to and stay in Phils nest before ( usually only Chayanne & Tallulah, but Ramón, Richarlyson and Pomme are also all decently often there ). When there is no Egg around that he can yoink and protect in his nest, he just straight up does that with the others of his Flock. Besides the Eggs, Fit is probably the one who‘s most often with Phil in the nest because he‘s the closest near him usually.

( Yes, at some point he has yoinked all the Eggs too, most likely during a bad scare from a code monster attack )

Adding onto that, only his Flock is allowed to help preen his wings or generally touch them if it ever comes to it.

Also bonus point to add for my culture headcanons surrounding Avians :

Phil doesn‘t fully participate in his culture for personal reasons, but he still knows a lot about it. When he does indulge in it, his favorite part will always be the varying dances in celebrations that he usually does with other Avians or pulls his Flock into it :D

Also Phil growing out his hair more to add a couple of small braids into it, all to resemble his most closest and trusted people.

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I can‘t quite explain it, but I have some thoughts I want to share and want to so badly hear others opinions on it, too :

In which Duos / Groups do you think qPhil is the Sun to someones Moon?

It feels like such a silly question WHEEZE but it intrigues me, because I feel like there’s barely any people where Phil is actually the Sun.

With Emerald Duo as an example, I imagine that Phil here is most often the Sun to Technos Moon ( albeit their dynamic allows both things easily - they are each others guarding Stars, even ). It just feels right, it makes sense for me, y‘know? I adore the idea of how strong their bond is, Phil being the light that Techno cannot live without anymore - he can only shine with the light that Phil has given him and in return, he‘d give him the world and hang up the stars to see in the sky & don‘t even get me started on how willingly Phil would sacrifice his own light if it meant Techno could shine. I‘d imagine that after leaving the Antarctic Empire, Phil has „lost“ the light to be someone elses Sun again.

However with most other Duos or Groups I cannot imagine Phil being the Sun - while Phil is most often a light of hope that cannot be easily taken away, it‘s just not the same.

Take Death Duo, as an example. For the longest time even with Missa being away, Phil had held onto the hope of Missa keeping his word to return and thus Phil kept doing things not just for himself, Chayanne and later on Tallulah, but also for Missa in mind. He never said „Let’s warp to mine“ or „Warp to Phils House“, it was always „Phil and Missas“. The more time Missa was away from him, the more his own glow faded. With Missa returning, his ever so faded shine started blooming again and he was glowing. Missa is the Sun to Phils Moon. Phil sees the sunlight of him and holds onto the hope of Missas return every time. While sure, Phil does a lot to protect Missa and help him in getting everything together, I just can‘t imagine Missa as the Moon.

With a few Duos I‘m uncertain of - I could see that the Codebreakers would be a Duo that could match each other’s energy heavily but I‘d still insist that Phil would most likely be the Moon here. Etoiles is the Sun that is shown as the bright light of hope to fight and win against the Code Monsters, that the Eggs can be safe from them. Phil glows with Etoiles‘ light and trusts him in any combat situation.

Alternatively instead of being the Sun and Moon here, I could easily see Phil and Etoiles being the Stars to everyone else too, it just feels right.

Alright that‘ll be all about this part of rambling for now WHEEZE

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Silly thought after last post

Phil needing to feel secure and safe, doing this by perching —> Phil starts perching on Etoiles whenever he‘s around

Problem fixed WHEEZE

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I‘ve seen a couple of people draw qEtoiles with a tail and I am SO NORMAL ABOUT THAT

Usually for most characters I headcanon to have a tail it serves either for balance and / or combat purposes. On occasion I headcanon Phil with some kind of tail, because I‘ve seen people do that and I am so normal about it (lie), usually a long fluffy tail that he uses for various things ( attaching lil bags on them to carry things, balancing his perching and flight, etc. ) just because I love fluffy tails that you can wrap around your fellow friends <33 KAJAJ

With Etoiles I think it‘d have no direct purpose like above and it is just an appearance thing, but I love it either way

If Etoiles doesn‘t see Phil at least every few days, especially in my Code au after everything that’s been happening there, then by the time they do interact again he just instinctively wraps his tail around one of Phils arms because. You sir. Where the fuck have you been AJAKJA

It‘d be funny if Etoiles doesn’t even notice it himself sometimes, it just happens and Phil gets used to it eventually that he just tags along with Etoiles & follows him around

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speaking of his communicator always crashing, phil 100% carries a little repair kit for etoiles communicator and on reflex pulls it out whenever he gets more then 5 notifs at a time from him as he's preparing to have to patch it up a bit from etoiles repeatedly crashing it via spam (in fact, not only him- but all the other french-speakers have a carry on repair kit for Specifically etoiles communicator) - 💿

Omg y e s

Okay just imagine Phil and Etoiles sitting on the ground in the middle of nowhere, probably after Phil used the sharestone that Etoiles put down, and he‘s repairing the poor communicator again. There‘s a few couple, yet playful, scoldings from Phils side that he needs to stop breaking his communicator because ‘what if something happens and you need to message us, or I need to message you and I can‘t because it‘s broken?‘

But Etoiles just shrugs it off with a big smile as he watches Phil patch it back up, saying how some of the others also have started carrying these repair kits, so it doesn‘t stay broken for long anyway-

Something something about Phil purposely tightening his grip on Etoiles arm as he puts the communicator back in place, mumbling about needing to ask Tubbo about making an ‘Etoiles proofed Communicator‘

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sometimes when phil is yoinking people into his nest, pomme definitely uses it to her advantage to get etoiles to stay in one place and take a break from all the exploring he's doing by acting like they're just doing a quick visit to phil to drop something off for a gift quest and BOOM SIKE IT WAS A TRAP guess who just yanked them into the nest- now etoiles has to sit in there for who knows how long and let himself rest while make paintings with his very Very smug daughter who finally got him right where she wants him as they both know how rude it is to just Leave another avians nest. (trapped by social convention, she is her father's daughter and being as clever as him has made etoiles so intensely proud but also so endearingly annoyed) - 💿

I LOVE THAT

Especially because I headcanon that since Etoiles is often out exploring for a while, he doesn‘t often get yoinked when Phils instincts go brrr

However this causes that when Etoiles does get snatched, he stays there longer than others usually ( which is just another plus point in Pommes opinion tbh AKAJAJ )

Just the image of Pomme letting Etoiles enter the house first to go looking for Phil, and just having this knowing & smug grin when her plan works

Phil gets to be clingy birb, Etoiles gets a break ( albeit he‘s very dramatic about it ) and Pomme can vibe with them :D

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I‘m so tired but gods I had just remembered an idea that I told my friends about a while ago when I first got into the qsmp-

You know how the Antarctic Empire is canon??

Imagine a world where just.. Phil went missing and the Antarctic Empire is looking for him. Techno is looking for him.

Just imagine eventually Techno literally breaking into the Island with a group of Guards or something because after months of looking he suspects they hold his Phil on there. Nobody messes with the Blood Gods best friend.

But I also love the idea of Techno sitting with all the Eggs together at a campfire or something and telling stories about Phil in his Antarctic Empire arc, why Phil is called Angel of Death and all

Imagine Phil introducing Techno to Missa and Techno just going „he‘s YOUR WHAT“ and then being told about Chayanne & Tallulah and Techno in disbelief going „Phil, Philza- wasn‘t Wilbur enough? Did you have to adopt more Children?“ WHEEZE

ME WHEN qEMERALD DUO???

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Silly conversation thought I had for QEtoiles & QPhilza in regards to my silly Code!Philza idea

I was tempted to make a small writing with the title „I am your arms, so let me be your shield“.

It would be a conversation a little while after everyone finds out about Phil being a partial Code, so he isolates himself from everyone until Etoiles goes there to basically drag his fighter buddy back.

Cue a conversation along the lines of Phil asking Etoiles if he’s here to kill him - it‘d make sense to Phil, y‘know?

Etoiles starting to question Phil with „Have you ever hurt the eggs? Or the others?“ and obviously Phil has never done so with malicious intent. For the funnies he’s fought with other Players, but otherwise it was never for malicious intent.

Just imagine Phil going „Of course not!“ and Etoiles immediately snapping back with „So who cares if you are part Code then?“

Just imagine Etoiles going „Then let me be your arms again, Philza. Let me be the shield that protects you.“ and Phil can‘t help but crack a laugh that‘s an attempt at not crying, a small memory of something something For you the world, Phil and To the gates of Hell replaying in the back of his mind.

It‘s either that or Etoiles makes Phil fight him to let out the feelings Phil‘s been building up ever since. Give your sparring buddy a good smack in the head to get him to his senses WHEEZE

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phil 100% perches on fit when they're watching tubbo make create machines that the two of them know jack shit about when tubbo says it isn't fair that he only ever perches on people like fit, forever, and etoiles, phil just gives fit The Look and moves to perch on tubbo (tubbo quite literally eats shit when he collapses into the dirt from lack of balence) - 💿

WHEEZE

Honestly so true, Phil has become aware of which people are more used to him perching on them and who isn‘t - or rather, who would struggle with it

Tubbo complaining about Phil not perching on him and Phil just going „alr mate, bet“ before attempting to perch on Tubbo’s shoulder

o7 Tubbo, you will be missed ABSJAB

Fit definitely would get a kick out of it too, seeing how fast Tubbo loses his balance

For some reason I could see Tubbo attempting to make a small machine that he can wear on his back, that allows Phil to perch on him easier. Like idk, some kind of thing that Phil can land & vibe on and helps Tubbo keep his balance more while also not restricting him from working on any machines mostly

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100% if phil asked etoiles for something to use in his nest, etoiles as a joke would go "okay :D !!" and go through his backpack and whip out the biggest top-heavy axe you've ever seen and dump it in phils hands before quickly clarifying that he's joking about that one before gifting something he can actually use 😭😭 (he tries to take it back thinking phil wouldn't wanna genuinely use it but boy is he Wrong guess which avian just got a sharp new addition to his nest) - 💿

THAT WAS MY FIRST THOUGHT TOO HELP

Etoiles trying to quickly clarify that he’s joking about it, but Phils eyes already go big as he stares at the axe and scatters away to add it to his nest

Is it a safety hazard if he plans on sleeping in the nest? Yes

Does Phil care? Not at all, because Etoiles gave it to him and he will be damned if he doesn‘t add it to the nest KAJSJAB

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Silly headcanon idea

You know in the first httyd movie, where Hiccup causes some of the dragons to just.. flop over in a relaxed, happy manner when he scratches at a specific spot on their chin?

Now hear me out

That, but with qPhil

Just give him some scritches and he‘ll just instantly flop over, cooing happily ( even while he‘s standing. It’s a dangerous game to play on top of the wall / j )

It‘s a bit of a funny thought because imagine this man overworking himself and someone is just like ‘the fuck you ain‘t‘ and uses that against Phil

Forceful selfcare arc???

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also, etoiles has 100% stolen one of phils hats before, one he stole and shoved in his backpack as a souvenir that phil wouldn't learn abt untill months later since it was a keepsake and the other times he took and immediate put it on and just waited to see how long untill phil noticed (best case scenario for etoiles was taking it and leaving and just hanging around the server with said hat and hoping he didn't hear the warps around him activate and teleport in a Very angry british man looking for his shit back) - 💿

Etoiles has one (1) fear

And it‘s one (1) specific british man / j

OKAY BUT ACTUALLY I LOVE THIS

He do some silly yoink before he gets tracked down by one birb boi

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LMAO next code fight is just phil lifting etoiles and the two basically becoming a millitary flight plane with phil flying etoiles who's using every projectile weapon in his backpack 😭😭 - 💿

HELP HAHAH, THE IMAGE WHEEZE

I‘m also so sorry but I‘d be so concerned for Etoiles safety in this scenario because the first few times Phil will either accidentally drop or just straight up yeet Etoiles while flying without meaning to, I refuse to believe otherwise

The image of these situations is too funny to me AJAKSB

On another note

Etoiles watching how fast Phils combat patterns change if he can actually use his wings to their full potential. He is a speedy dangerous boi with his wings and Etoiles lives for that & hypes him up about it

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Ajjajaja having brainrot over the idea of all the Islanders ( including Eggs, but also works without ) being send on a mission together to 'retrieve an important item' or something along these lines - which results in needing to use the train or a plane or smth due to how far away the location is, immediately causing distrust within everyone.

They arrive in what seems to be an endless snowy wasteland, stretching on and on. The group travels a while by walking, until they come across a little village - majority of the group is relieved to have a source of warmth and somewhat safety, but two specific people entirely freeze up at first and immediately glance at each other.

The banners within the village are an all too familiar one of the Antarctic Empire, and suddenly it makes entirely sense on why Phil felt a comfortable, familiar sensation here.

Phil and Fit both stay on the outside of the village to attempt at staying hidden from the guards - the other islanders are confused on these twos odd behaviour but brush it mostly off.

This little stay however quickly ends up in Phil & Fit being recognised anyway, and all I can imagine is just the rest of the islanders staring, some bewildered and others excited when a guard bows down in front of Phil, not commenting on the wince from Phil when they refer to him as an Emperor.

Imagine the way the guards immediately take the group in to travel to the main area of the empire, all the questions Phil receives on this.

And Phil hates every moment of it.

Being questioned about all of this, but Phil can barely offer any answers as he sinks into this.. feeling of needing an out - and Fit is right there by his side as comfort and support, knowing that Phil had just as much been trying to bury his past as the Emperor, only to have it shoved right back at him. Did the Federation know this? Did they purposely set him up like this?

Upon arrival at the Empire, a tall build figure is already waiting at the gates for the group.

And Phil expects the worst of reactions - to be given the cold shoulder, to be yelled at how could he have ever abandoned the Empire they build together, how he dared to just up and leave ( even when it wasn‘t his choice in the first place, or he thinks at least ).

But instead, Phil is greeted with a tight hug from Techno, pulling him close and just for now, refusing to let go at least for now.