#GOD IM IN SANE
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I don’t think I’ve ever seen any type of media so clearly portray how my writing changed before and after I realized I was queer like Nimona. ND Stevenson’s work is just so familiar it pains me in an absolutely incredible way.
Plenty of people point out the differences made between the comic and the movie (and loving both regardless, of course). Most of them mention how the movie has a happier ending, its portrayal of its messages has shifted slightly, and its way more obviously a queer (especially trans) metaphor. I don’t know if any other writers had this happen, but if I had to describe how my writing changed from tiny little twelve-year-old me to the current day, I’d just point in the direction of how Nimona changed from the comics to the movie. It’s alarmingly similar.
Its all just...dripping with coming to terms with ones queerness. Not just from the plot, but from its very existence as a film. Its an evolution of growing up queer. The end goal, the base message, remains the same, even if the methods getting there are different. Because what someone made when they were twelve and had no idea what they were going to turn into and what they made as an adult with so much that changed, and so much left to change, are going to have so many different methods.
How Nimona was born the way she is, how the story changes from a corrupted core with no happy ending to being about ending that corruption and coming out okay, how Ballister’s grudges and issues with Ambrosius changed, all of it is just so indicative of changes made throughout ones life where these tiny little details are tweaked into something new, but still fundamentally the same story at its heart.
Even if this is just a me thing, I didn’t realize how excited I could be at seeing so much familiarity in a film. Good lord, I need to watch this movie again.
#nimona#nd stevenson#netflix#text post#talking#writing#story#queer#IT MEANS A LOT TO ME OKAY#I JUST NEED TO SAY ALL THIS FOR MY SAKE DONT LOOK AT ME#i realize stevenson made the comic in college this is about ME BEING SAD ALRIGHT LMAO#QUEER WRITERS DO YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. OR IS THIS A ME THING#its such a fun movie and i love it as a film but as a PIECE OF FILM IN COMPARISON TO THE COMICS IT GETS ME MAN#someone said its basically like stevenson looking back and saying 'alright. from the top. but we're being queer on PURPOSE'#and YEAH THATS IT#THATS IT YOU GOT IT!!! THATS IT THATS WHAT IT IS#GOING BACK LIKE 'THIS TIME ON PURPOSE' BUT ALSO 'THIS TIME WE'RE BEING REAL PERSONAL ABOUT IT'#BECAUSE WRITING CHANGES OVERTIME BUT SO CAN QUEERNESS AND SO CAN THAT ACCEPTANCE#GOD IM IN SANE
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bird in her gilded cage 💙🪽
#ref/pose is the vogue italia cover from nov 2005 by bruce weber#i realized as i was drawing this that it turned out super similar to the last painting i did of them (the kiss) BAHAH oop#just in a different font#what can i say... i just have a tried and true dynamic/cliche that i like LOL#aka super sane fictional men who just want to keep a girl all to themselves (and also to keep them safe) no red flags here move along#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy sebastian#choccyart#clora clemons#i painted this in black and white and then added colour afterwards and o my god it was such a pain NEVER AGAIN!!!#i was so stressed bc i liked how i painted it but i was like WHENEVER I TRY TO ADD COLOUR IT SUCKSSSS#idk how some artists paint so well by adding colour later but i SUCK at it... i need to paint in colour from the very start#lesson learned#thank god for gradients they saved me BAHAHA#i still dont know if im happy with this but i am done looking at it
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Matching outfit!! (this was prompted by Ren saying "Send him a bunch of love from- his, uh.. his king" before raiding Martyn)
#a kid kept asking to draw on my laptop when I was making this and I had to lie by saying this is an important job I have to finish#they make me so sane#im so normal about them#god they're so#treebark#renchanting duo#rendog#renthedog#martyn itlw#trafficblr#calciumcreates#calciumcalm
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*gives you a gay little kiss that feels like home*
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#lesbian#sometimes you may see a post from me and go:#why the fuck would she post that??#and wonder if i regret it#the answer is no <3#all my posts are bangers😤#esp this one#and that is NOT the exhaustion and lack of sleep talking#maybe it’s late and i have to be up#in five hours#and i came to the realization that ALL my kisses count as gay little kisses#and had to share that with the internet#okay and it’s a GOOD post😤😤😤😤#im not gonna see this at a time when im more sane and be like wtf#i’ll see it be like: wow that’s a great post#@ future me: u can fight me on this im right okay#god im so tired
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my favorite part of the finale was when they kissed
#someone please help me im not sane#sorry simon and betty ummmmmmm ummm#the gay gods compel me THEYRE WRITING FANFICTION TOGETHER#THIS WAS GTHE BEST ENDING I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR GRAAAAAHHH#fionna and cake fanart#fionna and cake spoilers#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#more like prohibited ship AAAYYYY ok#my art#ah I forgot my water mark. wut ever
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i need him in ways that are concerning to humanity i fear
#insane#in fucking sane#oh god i’m losing my mind#hes the finest fucking man alive no shit#i need him to breed me#HOW DOES HE LOOK SO GOOD#LIKE#FUCK YOU JAY IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
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he makes me
#im not even. done yet.#top 10 normal and sane people number 1: spaciebabie#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#fnaf springtrap#william afton#the urge 2 woobify springtrap 2 hell the urge 2 humiliate him#fnaf 3#MY BRAIN IS ROTTING OH HHHHH OH MY GOD#HELP#SAVE ME (YOU CANT)#I WANNA BREAK HIS KNEECAPS#OHIHUUHRhhrhrruRIhrhhriRHHIHRIHRHHGRGRGRURGJAR#spacie scribbles
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yeah (finger doodle)
featuring @shrimperini whom i frequently share my insanity with
#scout art#criminal case#criminal case fanart#criminal case game#david jeremiah jones#david jones#criminal case grimsborough#omori#criminal case art#i was playing lately and oh my god#i was hit with a vision#they remind me of sunny and kel so bad#june astraea forrest#i should do more of this.... specifically the one where kel tosses omori a ball and it hits him#im normal and sane i promise#scart#oc x canon
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don't think about how ramon used to having one life and one dad.
but he doesn't have to act more mature for his age around adults and his siblings anymore. he can finally be a kid. jumpy, bubbly, smiley and just overall happy kid. he's safe.
now he has both two lives and two dads.
#oh and don't think about pac calling ramon “baby” just like he does with ramon#because he sees this still fragile part of ramon#his young soul#do you see my vision#god im so sane and normal about it#i love ramons and pacs dynamic so much#they are family#pac loves his kid so much#and ramon is so happy to have a second parent who cares about him#and who he can act natural and childish around#qsmp#pactw#qsmp pactw#ramon the egg#qsmp ramon#hideduo#fitpac#<<very implied
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THE MAZE RUNNER FANDOM WHY DID YOU NOT FUCKING TELL ME THAT NEWTS DEATH WAS 10000 TIMES SADDER IN THE BOOKS I AM S O B B I N G ‼️‼️‼️
#the maze runner#newt#newt maze runner#newt tmr#newtmas#thomas brodie sangster#the scorch trials#tmr#thomas tmr#the death cure#please god help me#im so sane im so normal#im dying#i love newt#newts alive in my head guys dw
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Listen God Gale bad end however
Proving your devotion to him by worshiping him not only with words but with actions. Mainly by sucking his dick and by taking his godly cock
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Fellas... I have officially lost it if I made this....
#corn yaoi#uty starlo#uty dalv#uty north star#uty#undertale yellow north star#undertale yellow#undertale yellow starlo#undertale yellow dalv#my art#what the fuck did i make#please forgive my sins#my partner appreciated this gift but questioned it#oh god this is my worst nightmare#i say as i spend a lot of robux to cosplay as dalv on roblox#cough cough im super sane#i need to be put down :[
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GET OUT OF MY HEADDDDDDD
I read the Perseverance fanfic and its stuck in my head now congratulations
Idk whats going on with this man idk if hes the harbinger from the symbol and at this point im too scared to find out, but hey no ones ever gonna stop me from putting a halo over a possible cult messiah
GO READ PERSEVERANCE NOWWWWWWWWWWW NOW NOW NOW
Version without all the visual bullshit i added:
Perseverance AU and fanfic by @pastelaspirations
Turns out inspiration struck way quicker than i thought it would. I thoroughly enjoyed reading your masterpiece :)
#perseverance au#perseverance!au#ink sans#undertale au#my art#something something im not okay#I HAVE THEORIES ABOUT THIS FIC OKAY#I HAVE THEORIES#but then again my theories have been recurrently proven wrong as i was reading it hashdhaa#spoilers for those who didnt read after this tag#at first i thought that the beast in the lab would be like#kidnapped and modified nightmare but#that was wrong and kinda embarrassing#but i do like the curveballs this fic throws at me like all the time#and the fight scenes FUCK SO HARD#genuinely a joy to read#uhhh what else#gay people#gay people make me want to strangle them oh my GOD JUST KISS ALREADY#i am sane#also yes i did forget what color the feathers were but#hey#cut me some slack
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i be reading things that would shock most men i talk to.
dicks flying, shirts flying, sometimes furniture flying
and i just sit there like:
the ironic part is being on the asexual spectrum i 100% see intimacy as the ultimate form of love.
so i react to it the same way i do fluff
#me core#me irl lol#cod mw2#cod#dinner in america#arcane#spiderman#red dead redemption 2#gravity falls#fnaf#homestuck#undertale#the lorax#dont hug me im scared#bimboification#theres so many more.#god bless the people that write fanfics#i love yall#yall keep me sane.#yes i wanna fuck the lorax#im so damn bad#and yalls writing is so good.#pls#when they are goin at it and they reach for the others hand (chefs kiss)#alternativly when they pause to giggle or laugh or give a sort of gentle affection.#UGGGHGHGDHBWJKLS
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i love them ♡
also him :)
(he is literally the definition of a tumblr sexy man how bro)
#something rotten musical#fanart#how is this musical underrated dude this is now on my top 3#seriously bro all the songs are amazing and the comedy is way ahead of its time#im listening to the playlist right now as I'm typing this oh my god i love it so muchehdhjsjdj#yeah im just fangirling at this point but how is there barely any fanart of this masterpiece#love christan borle but anyway no sane person is gonna read these tags lol#musical fanart#portia#nigel bottom#christian borle#william shakespeare#tumblr sexyman
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he's going through it
#summer is the time for stumps to get the urge to draw comics or something xD#maybe its all the free time or maybe i get more insane when sleeping normally (till 2 pm haha)#hopefully this turned out decent i havent seen my old stuff here#i saw some people bulk like it and saw previews in my notifs... theyre so RED OH MY GOD-#so.. so RED !!!! BRIGHT OUCH MY EYES xD#......stumps change u_u and their color picking change too..... anyways hiiii im sane! hru today :D#today my irl self had not the greatest of times oopsies at least rn im ok👍🏼#smuldunde#wayne hylics#pongorma#dedusmuln#hylics#hylics 2
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