#GOD I TALK SO MUCH UGHHHHHHHHH

[drpepper0703]

sad for anyone whos first experience with silent hill 2 is going to be the remake; bloober cannot make a horror game to save their lives (ex. this twitter thread explaining the plot to the medium and on a lighter note jerma laughing at the layers of fear baby) and they're taking away things that make silent hill 2 actually. scary. (dramatic lighting is limited and no fixed camera angles, plus the newer graphics in my opinion aren't as scary in general, and on top of that, the fear of how they're known to treat mental illness which is a big part of the game) being on steam makes the game a LITTLE more accessible, but being a ps5 exclusive screams cash grab more than "we want silent hill 2 to be available for old and new fans!!!" silent hill 2 is just not a game that can be successfully remade without taking away what makes it silent hill 2, and this remake is definitely not getting the love and care that it deserves. (honestly nothing will come close to the hand animated facial expressions of the original cutscenes) if you don't have access to a copy or emulation of silent hill 2, please, please, at least watch a no commentary playthrough of the game to experience what the original was like before playing the remake.

if you do have a copy of sh2 on the pc, there is a project called silent hill: enhanced edition that makes it playable on modern pcs which you can find here!

edit: i saw someone say that you can buy sh2 on the xbox store, which is technically true! its the hd remake which includes sh2 and sh3 though, and i would definitely not recommend playing it. long story short, it’s basically unfinished versions of the games with not so good graphics overlaid on top. konami lost the source codes to the original games which means the hd remake is in fact a LOT worse than the original games. it’s definitely playable, but there’s a lot of known issues.

[skylark325]

Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint Read Through

Ch 101-120

Beginning: Ch1-10

note: there’s a lot of cursing in today’s update so sorry about that, was just losing my mind over this damn book

also FUCK PAUL

———

"I agree. Did you see all the stars above his head? He is a monster."

> truly horrifying

"Are you going to kill me?" "I'd like to but Master will be sad."

> lmao jihye a real one

"Did you come with Yoo Joonghyuk?" "Huh? Why does ahjussi know everything?"

> clears throat dramatically

i’ll take this dokja.

you see he’s ga-

The lieutenant lifted the man with one hand and threw him to the other side of Han River.

> lmfao HYUNSUNG?????? 🤣

> why is everyone either in love with dokja or wants him dead. and then there’s yjh…

There was slight disappointment in Yoo Joonghyuk's eyes as he replied, "You don't seem to know a lot this time."

> bitch he’s doing his best 😭

"…Kim Dokja?" The surprised Yoo Joonghyuk looked down at my fallen self.

> ah when the suicidal dokja trauma started 😭

I smiled at Yoo Joonghyuk and told him, "Hey, kill me. You usually want to kill me."

> this hurts a lot worse after dkos 😭

"Wait Kim Dokja! It isn't too late." "It is too late." "It isn't!"

Yoo Joonghyuk made an expression that I hadn't seen for a long time. It was the expression he made when he first saw me on the subway. "I can't do it."

> why must y’all do this to me

i can’t do this nahsjejsjddjdn the suicidal dokja trauma is hitting me too

My vision blurred. I could see Yoo Joonghyuk trying to stop the bleeding but I had already lost too much blood.

> ok so like i know this a super sad moment…but tell me why this is giving y/n

Then I saw a person with a fearsome aura behind Shin Yoosung. 「 "I'm going to kill you, Shin Yoosung." 」

> I WILL AVENGE Y/N!

「 "…That guy." 」

「 "He is my companion." 」

> HE SAID IT HE SAID THE THING

Didn't this bastard know I was going to be resurrected?

> Dokja…istfg THINK

[The constellation 'Bald General of Justice' is blushing at your companionship.]

> oh i see you fellow fujo

> trust dokja to think the death of his companion would make yjh try to earn more coins

「 "Why call him a companion? Is it because he sacrificed himself for you? Just because of this?" 」

> and cuz he’s hot. i mean the sacrifice thing too but mostly cuz he’s hot af

「 "Then what about me and the others? Jihye unni and Hyunsung oppa. Seolhwa unni? What the hell are the people who fought with you?" "I… I don't know what you're talking about."

"There is only one thing I know." Yoo Joonghyuk wiped the blood from his lips and said. "You killed my companion in this round. Thus, you will also die." 」

> GUYS WTF

are you telling me…after all this time

yjh is actually a softie

wtf i’m crying

I was fooled by his acting. Yes, I read Ways of Survival for this taste. Come to think of it, I had been in tears when Yoo Joonghyuk said something similar to Lee Hyunsung.

> dokja my life my love plz stfu 😭

「 "Die. I will kill you." 」

> guys he’s so sad he’s going on a murderous rampage 😭

「 "Is it worth it for me to live?" 」 「 "Then what is the value of this life?" 」

> UGHHHHHHHHH STOP 😭

I looked around and saw my scattered items and clothing. It was lucky that no one had taken them. I started putting on my clothes when I heard an eerie voice behind me. "…Kim Dokja?"

> uh oh

I carried the injured Yoo Joonghyuk on my shoulder and rushed towards the frozen Han River.

> he’s princess carrying him. i know i was the han river

"So you also live that way, Shin Yoosung." "…What?" "If you want, I will bear your hatred."

> oh my god the character development 😭

At least, until the voice of the intermediate dokkaebi was heard. [I'm sorry but that's a bit difficult.]

> wait

[Incarnation Kim Dokja. You are the smartest and scariest out of all the incarnations I know.]

> yesss he is

A black aura rose from disaster Shin Yoosung's body. I hurriedly shouted, "Wait! What are you doing?"

> HOLD ON

[The personality of the character 'Shin Yoosung' will be fixed to 'evil'.]

> ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

WHY IS THIS D BAG PLAYING SIMS

"You have failed." "Don't touch the child." I hid the young Shin Yoosung behind my back. "I won't forgive you if you touch this child." Yoo Joonghyuk glared at me. "There is no other way."

> oh god make it stop

why are things spiralling

Who could swing a sword after seeing those eyes? The woman who wandered for over a thousand years and suffered. I had to kill her now.

> i hate EVERYTHING

"…Don't worry about me." Yoo Joonghyuk spilled blood on the floor as he stood beside me with the Splitting the Sky Sword.

> “dw bout me” leaks like a kool aid box

"Do it properly, Kim Dokja!" "I'm doing it!" "Dammit…"

>….

hey look if you got it then your mind’s filthy just as mine

Blood fell. I stared into Shin Yoosung's face. Just like in Ways of Survival, Shin Yoosung was smiling. I realized that she deliberately allowed herself to be hit by my sword.

> why am i putting myself through this again

The Judge of Destruction. 10 days later, Jung Heewon was much more restrained than I knew. She lightly patted my shoulders and moved. "Leave it to me and take a break."

> HEEWON MY LOVE

The archangel Uriel chose Jung Heewon as an incarnation.

> my bby has great taste fr

> i’m so sad about this fight but holy shit heewon is so cool

Yoo Joonghyuk turned around at these words. Then Yoo Joonghyuk's inner thoughts were conveyed to me. 「 I will get revenge for you. 」

> i don’t know what to say

dammit i hate good writers. they make me feel so much

[Intermediate dokkaebi 'Paul'. You shall be arrested for violating the Star Stream regulations.]

> LETS FUCKING GO FUCK YOU PAUL

[You will lose the achievement points of all the scenarios you have built up and will be demoted to a low-grade dokkaebi after your punishment…]

> DIE

[The constellation 'Demon-like Judge of Fire' is looking at the intermediate dokkaebi 'Paul'.]

[The constellation 'Prisoner of the Golden Headband' is chuckling at the intermediate dokkaebi 'Paul'.]

[The constellation 'Secretive Plotter' is mocking the intermediate dokkaebi 'Paul'.]

> i love them just ganging up on fuckass paul

[Yes, the dokkaebi who reported you is Bihyung.]

> W Bihyung

[Dokkaebi Bihyung. He is a very good dokkaebi. Look at his humility. He has the integrity of a streamer who ignores everything and immerses himself in the scenarios. It is different from you and the dokkaebis who only wear luxurious clothing.]

> I…yes exactly bestie is the best. look at them gassing him up 🤩

Bihyung had a shy expression on his face. He didn't know that his poverty would help him in this way.

> LMAO

"I want a solo meeting with the intermediate dokkaebi Paul."

> OH I remember this

My fists descended towards the pale Paul. The damn scenarios I experienced so far passed through my head.

> HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"I-I am outside the scenario! You can't earn coins by doing this! It won't benefit you!"

> fucking capitalist

The executive dokkaebis didn't like streamers. The executives who evolved from constellations were good at fighting but had no talent in leading the scenarios.

> upper management is the same no matter what species huh?

> the way new dokkaebis keep needing to replace official ones cuz dokja keeps messing around XD

Surprisingly, Yoo Sangah had already drank four bottles of soju.

> damn sangah heavy weight confirmed

It was clearly a face free of makeup but it was hard to find any blemishes. Yoo Sangah slowly leaned towards me. Her face was getting closer and closer.

> wait

wait wait WAIT

> fucking hell wine dude

> oh right the underworld arc

The person who died in the first scenario, Delusional Demon Kim Namwoon was in Hades' domain.

> oh no

the high schoolers back

I could see how good Bihyung was at handling things. He just slightly lacked intelligence…

> did…did he just call bibi stupid

[The king is uncomfortable with your sudden visit. That's why I thought it would be better for me to talk to you.]

> does he have social anxiety

I didn't know why the goddess of another country knew so much about Korean mean.

> maybe she’s into kpop? i know more than i should too XD

…■■■?

I was really confused.

> dude same. the censoring is harsher than chinese men kissing on tv

[I keep thinking this but… you look delicious.]

> she calling him a snack?

> oh never mind she calling him a meal

"You can call it a courtship." […Huh?]

> kdj just be flirting with everyone huh

is this revenge for yjh running off with lsw

[Hrmm, it is difficult. This is why males are…] "Of course, it isn't courting you but courting the Father of the Rich Night."

> this man is so gay

My heart felt pained. She must've been waiting for a long time. Even so, this child had to wait longer.

> AHHHH WHY ARE WE BACK TO THIS

GO BACK TO KDJ BEING GAY

I looked at her sleeping face and recalled Persephone's image. Then my face became hot. … By the way, the Chinese dress and garter belt… it was really great.

>… ok bi king

I looked around with a sigh and saw the King of Wanderers. She was watching me without saying a word. I could see a slight smile below her half mask.

> 🙁

The moment I broke the biscuit, one side of the tent exploded and the self-styled president of Yeouido fell down with a scream.

> so fucking dramatic JUST USE THE FRONT DOOR

I thought the second one would be me so I was naturally surprised. Well, I originally wasn't his companion so his other party members might be disturbed if he called me first. He might look cold but he looked after his people. I could understand that sentiment.

> oh you poor poor thing. you don’t know how badly you fucked up last night

The confused Lee Gilyoung was stunned for a moment but he stood in front of Shin Yoosung like he made a decision.

> adorable

…Then what about me? Why was he looking at me like that? I belatedly chased after him but Yoo Joonghyuk was already gone. How long did I stand there?

> oof rejection hurts doesn’t it buddy

"Ahjussi, didn't you meet with Master last night? I thought you would be the first on the list…" "What do you mean?" "Last night Master said he was going to see you?"

> this is literally out of a miscommunication fic

"That's strange? He definitely went to find you. He was also a bit angry when he came back."

> oh my god author you’re making this too easy

[The constellation 'God of Wine and Ecstasy' is making a playful expression.]

> fucking hell dude my ship is in danger because of you

"Companions, I think I understand." Lee Hyunsung unexpectedly interrupted. "Come to think of it, I would also feel offended if I saw Kim Dokja doing that."

> hyunsung bestie wanna share something with the class?

"…Yes? Why would Hyunsung-ssi feel bad?" Lee Jihye looked like she was going to get a nosebleed.

> lee jihye i know what you are

"Um… it make sense." Jung Heewon agreed. [The constellation 'Demon-like Judge of Fire' is disappointed with her incarnation.]

> lmfao not everyone built for that fujo life uriel

I took a deep breath before saying to the King of Wanderers. "It has been a long time, Mother."

> ugh i’m not ready for this emotional roller coaster

"Do you know the book called the Underground Killer? It was previously on the Kyobo bestsellers list."

> ouch it was a best seller?

Yoo Joonghyuk stood next to me and said, "You came."

> kdj: you called

sorry

"You have a woman you love." "…What?"

> yjh: you’re straight

kdj: huh???

Yoo Joonghyuk stared at me quietly and said, "Certainly, I don't care if you die."

> you were losing your mind telling him it’s not too late when he had a hole in his body

————

yjh feels so much more fleshed out as a person and not just a emotion less machine is insane. god damn i love this book

next:

previous: ch93-110

beginning: ch1-10

[underworld-park-offical]

CLYDE: HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK

CLYDE: THE FUCKING VIDEO CUT OFF BUT

CLYDE: CRAIGS PROBABLY DEAD HE'S DEAD HE'S DEAD HE’S DEADDDDD WAHHHHHH

TOLKIEN: I KNOW SHUT UP TOLKIEN: YOU'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT THAT THE WHOLE CAR RIDE!!!

CLYDE: I KNOW WE ALL SAID WE WANTED HIM DEAD BUT CLYDE: BUT CLYDE: WAHHHHHHHHH HAAAA HAAAAAAAA!!!!!

TOLKIEN: BABE SHUT UP TOLKIEN: I'M TRYING TO FOCUS ON THE ROAD TOLKIEN: I DON'T WANT TO GET A SPEEDING TICKET TODAY

CLYDE: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAAAAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

CLYDE: I MISS CRAIG SO MUCH CLYDE: HE WAS THE WORST BEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDD

TOLKIEN: STOP CRYING TOLKIEN: I LOVE YOU TOLKIEN: BUT I NEED TO FOCUS RIGHT NOW TOLKIEN: I DON'T WANT TO CRASH MY CAR

CLYDE: WAAAHAHHHHHAHVAGUCGJFIYGXTUDXFRCYUHY*GCFGJUOTUDVHUPI*YIFGCJBLOUGTCGJOUFJGOUFDTYGUOCFJGYOFX

TOLKIEN: BABY I CAN'T COMFORT YOU RIGHT NOW TOLKIEN: I'M DRIVING CLYDE: YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT MEEEE HEEEE HEEEEEE CLYDE: OR CRAAA HEYYY HEYYYA AAAIG 

CLYDE: OR JIMM HEE HEE HEE…

CLYDE: HE'S DEAD YOU MONSTER HER HERRRRR!! TOLKIEN: I CARE, THAT'S WHY I'M TRYING NOT TO CRASH RIGHT NOW

CLYDE: YOU'RE LYING TO MEEEEEE TOLKIEN: I AM NOT TOLKIEN: BUT I AM TOLKIEN: THIS  CLOSE TOLKIEN: TO TAPING YOUR MOUTH SHUT

CLYDE: WAHHAAGHVHUGGCHFUIHCGFHUIYHVHVGUHGV GGUI PLEASE DONT I'LL BE A GOOD BOYYYYYYYY TOLKIEN: YOU'RE A BIG STRONG MAN TOLKIEN: PLEASE STOP CRYING CLYDE: (sniffle) Okayyyyyyy

TOLKIEN: GOD DAMN TOLKIEN: WE NEED TO TELL DAIMEN CLYDE: Whyy??????????

TOLKIEN: He's one of the few people in our friend group I can actually fucking TOLERATE

TOLKIEN: I’m pretty sure he's working at the 711 right now

CLYDE: STEP ON THE GAS BABY TOLKIEN: I'M TRYING

Meanwhile...with the gays

THOMAS: HAOUGUUGUGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

TWEEK: WHAT THE FUCK???

TWEEK: WHY ARE YOU THROWING UP KOOL AID?????

TWEEK: ARE YOU OKAY THOMAS???? TWEEK: THOMAS?????? THOMAS: NOHuuuuuu...... uuUHHHOUUUUGHHGHHFGGH–

PIP: Ugh he's getting me all red!

PIP: Gregory, make him stop right now!

PIP: He's getting kool aid all over my very expensive suit!

GREGORY: You know he has a condition!

GREGORY: You KNOW He has “throwing up koolaid-itus”!!!

GREGORY: He told me so!

PIP: UGHHHHHHHHH!!!

PIP: You all are going to make this plan go to SHIT!

TWEEK: SHUT UP!!

TWEEK: The douchebag is in our presence

PIP: I DONT CARE I'LL JUST EAT HIM LIKE I DID HIS STUPID FUCKING FRIEND

PIP: JIMBO OR WHATEVER HIS NAME WAS

GREGORY: Jimmy, sir

PIP: I KNEW THAT SHUT UP

GREGORY: Yes sir-

PIP: Infact

PIP: ALL OF YOU SHUT THE BLOODY HELL UP RIGHT NOW!!!

THOMAS: Buhhh….. blehhh …..ughhh….

THOMAS: Eughhh…

THOMAS: I hated that…

TWEEK: DON'T TELL ME TO SHUT UP YOU STUPID BRITISH CROOKED TEETH MOTHER OF-

GREGORY: Ah ah ah 

GREGORY: No no no Tweeky!

GREGORY: Bad idea!

GREGORY: You dont wanna mess with Sir Pip whilst he's upset!

TWEEK: RRGHHHGHGHGH LEMME AT HIM!!!

GREGORY: Ah ah ah!

GREGORY: No way!

TWEEK: RRRRGGRHHHHHHHH!!!!!  

TWEEK: I'M GONNA SNAP HIM IN HALF LIKE A PRETZEL!!!

PIP: Not before I snap YOU in half like a goddamn Crumpet!

THOMAS: U- uh….

THOMAS: Guys??

TWEEK: YOU ARE SERIOUSLY THE WORST LEADER EVER!!

PIP: OH DON'T EVEN START YOU METH ADDICTED DEFIANT TROLL!

TWEEK: YOU DID NOT

PIP: OH I MOST CERTAINLY DID

THOMAS: Guuuuys?

PIP: I HOPE YOU FUCKING BURN BECUASE OF THE LAND WENCE YOU CAME, YOU SUPER SONIC MUFFIN MUNCHER TWEEK: KILL YOURSELF YOU CRUSTY PEANUT PIP: I'M ALREADY DEAD YOU MORONIC BRAINDEAD LUNATIC TWEEK: DIE TWICE PIP: FUCK YOU!!!

THOMAS: GUYS!!!!!!

PIP AND TWEEK: WHAT???????

THOMAS: What do we do with…. SHIT-! COCK-!!

THOMAS: What do we do with him?

CRAIG: What is going on? CRAIG: I'm like

CRAIG: Mad dissociating right now

CRAIG: What

CRAIG: What are you guys

CRAIG: How are you all here…?

GREGORY: Oh the mister has finally snapped out of his trance!

GREGORY: Apologies, dear friend!

GREGORY: Sir Pip had requested we keep you contained! He remembers you being the worst of the lot!

GREGORY: And with your fashion choice, I can certainly see why.

CRAIG: What are you….

CRAIG: Ohhhh…. 

CRAIG: Yeah this hoodie was a mistake

CRAIG: And the phone case….

CRAIG: Goddamnit…

PIP: He's come to his senses 

PIP: WHY HAS HE COME TO HIS SENSES??!?!

PIP: THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!!!!

PIP: AAAAAAGHHHH!!!!

PIP: DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!!!

GREGORY: Oh dear

GREGORY: Sir Pip is upset again

GREGORY: There there Sir Pip

PIP: SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU ABSOLUTE KISS ASS PIP: I WILL RIP THAT PONYTAIL FROM YOUR SCALP!

GREGORY: Apologies, Sir Pip

CRAIG: Wait a second

CRAIG: Is that a fucking dead body??????

CRAIG: HOLY SHIT IS THAT JIMMY????

PIP: Well one of the side effects of opening a portal to hell,

PIP: Someone kicks the bucket!

CRAIG: Christ..

PIP: Why did you capture him,  Gregory?

PIP: You know I hate this one

GREGORY: He was the closest one, Sir Pip!

PIP: You could've just grabbed them ALL!

PIP: Now our plan will fucking CRUMBLE because of you!

PIP: You SENTIENT. STAPLER.

GREGORY: I 

GREGORY: Sir Pip….

PIP: NO! NO I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU ANYMORE!

PIP: Anyway, since you ARE here

PIP: You may as well make yourself of good use to me

CRAIG: What?

PIP: Where are Stan and his little friends?

PIP: Out of all of you dicktwats, THEY treated me worst

PIP: So… where are they?

(EDITS MADE BY @pissblanket)

[rodeoromeo]

Hii, I'm the George/Pattie anon. I'm totally with you. It's like, because of the misogyny of how Pattie was talked about in the past and John's treatment of Cyn coming to light, people overcorrect and act like George was the same level of bad. If there had to be a bad guy it'd be Eric Clapton and it's a little annoying the betrayal of that affair isn't taken seriously anymore, because however much George hid it he was hurt. It happened the same time he lost Louise as well.

I just think about the lyrics of Who Can See It and they're so sad.

I've been held up, I've been run down I can see quite clearly now Through those past years When I played towing the line

I only ask, that what I feel Should not be denied me now As it's been earned, and I have seen My life belongs to me

This poor man spent so long trying to please everyone else around him and just wanted to be left alone for a while. IMO Pattie saw the Beatle life as freeing but for George it was suffocating. He wanted something new and they struggled to fit their relationship into that, but I don't believe he was trying to make her life difficult.

Who Can See It ughhhhhhhhh tears me to shreds. Honestly I do think people want to like sweep all of these men together in an “oh they suck” way when they’re very different people that had different relationships and lives and experiences…. especially with some of the interviews I was watching of George this morning you can see this total discomfort with fame, he’s downright upset by people talking about him and feeling like they own him or that they are owed something by him.

at the end of the day… however complex the situation was… Pattie did literally have an affair of sorts and leave George for his best friend. and nobody ever says it like that. and in part it’s that George was a sport about it and remained friends with Eric- but my god! that was a really terrible thing that happened to him, and it’s just never put that way.

I mean, it’s George’s business how upset he was by it and what his reaction was to it, but I think it’s clear to see that he was really hurt.

[wiltingofthewhitelily]

spoilers for cookie run kingdom under the cut (and also a heads up for me talking really personal)

the fact that dark choco cookie seems to be taking a big step forward in his life at the same exact time i am is. like. extremely heartwarming. and encouraging. i know he’s a fictional fucking cookie but dear god /pos. i was at a really low point when i first started to like him. and so was he. maybe that’s why i clung onto him so much. and now i feel so much better and he seems to be doing a lot better too. even when we both have uncertainties in our lives. we’re both confident we’re going to make it.

sorry for rambling and getting too personal it’s just. UGHHHHHHHHH DARK CHOCO I LOVE YOU

[angelyuji]

I don’t have a tik tok, sorry 😅

Right!!?? They KILLED the characters development! Especially Five!! I know everyone deserves love but Five with Lila??? (I’m not gonna talk about the actors age cause even tho it’s a big gap, they are a c t i n g, I think people should remember that, there wasn’t even a sex scene between them)

Going back, it was Five the one that made Lila realize she was in love with Diego + he spend 45 years in that apocalypse missing his family every second, are the writers really gonna say to us that THAT SAME FIVE would fall in love with Lila??? I know they spend 7 years trapped in that reality, but come on! AND what Diego said to Five in the van? That Lila told him that “you can’t get pregnant while breastfeeding”? That rubs off in soooo many ways for me… I kinda liked Lila in S3 but not anymore

Plus, the “jokes” about Diego being fat when in reality he’s really fit? I mean, we saw him in the fight with the CIA

Luther got dumber and dumber this season and I hate it! Isn’t he supposed to be an astronaut? Astronauts are smart, right? Plus, they only mention Sloan ONCE! He was so in love with her in the past season (so much that he even forgot Allison) and now he doesn’t even TRIES to find her??? What type of bullshit is that??

Allison… was there… and mad… Well, she and Claire rescued Klaus but… what happened with Ray anyway? They did got divorced? Why? They seemed so in love. But then she was jealous of Sloane… but she didn’t wanted a relationship with Luther either… I mean, she didn’t even tried to talk/flirt with him anymore…

Ben… he was never a part of the Hargreeves, at least for what I felt. Even after saving Viktor. The sudden relationship with Jennifer was SO rushed, even when they explained it. I mean, if Reginald wanted to kill her, why didn’t he did it right away? She was a kid who was found inside of that calamari (English is not my first language, I don’t remember if that’s the correct word, sorry 😅) ANYONE would suspect of her death anyway

Then, the writers “saved” Klaus only to make him a drug addict AND a sex slave again??? What happened to his development??? He WAS at peace with his powers and could even fully control them for what??? I would preferred it if they made him a cult leader again, ugh

I KNOW this is gonna be controversial (like the thing I wrote in the beginning) buuuuuut I liked Vanya WAY MORE than Viktor

I’m not a transphobe I swear! It’s just that I could empathize more with Vanya while with Viktor... I know he was trying to save Ben and Jennifer and that was the right thing for a brother to do(? But like I said, I could empathize more with Vanya

Which leads me to a more controversial take 😅

I think Vanya and Five should have to be the couple that got together and were happy

lol i have an account on basically every social media platform to exist lolol

the whole five x lila thing was sooo weird like ughhhhhhhhh lila and diego were so cute and the whole "i thought you didn't like bracelets???" when he DID give her bracelet when they were in the hospital together??? alsoo five would NEVER betray his brother like that. thats crazy (lets not even talk abt how awk it must have been to film this when lila's actress has known aiden g since he was a minor like)

also diego ripping his shirt off and he's ripped and im like ???? wheres the dad bod??????

yeah allison never even fully used her new powers. i liked allison and klaus's relationship tho like every scene with them made my heart hurt. it did piss me off that they made klaus fall back to drugs and be used as a slave like ugh.

the jennifer stuff was soooo stupid like god idgaf abt this girl at all. also like why didn't reginald kill her???? weak ass bitch reginald and his weirdo wife

i love viktor, sorry, he's so fine i need him. i also prefer viktor becuz vanya was annoying lowkey lmao

also im sorry again but no to vanya x five, i hated luther x allison so much. i liked sissy and also viktor being a man-whore is sooo :)))) need him!!

[racingliners]

F1 Re-Watch 2022: Round 17 - Singapore

My joy of joys that we’re on Singapore, hands down one of my all time fave tracks, I love it so much. Even if it hasn’t always loved me back (no we do not discuss Singapore 2017 in this house).

Anyway, I once again remember nothing, literally nothing. My head is very empty. Apart from having a vague awareness of Perez winning??? (And Seb’s unbelievably stunning black and rainbow helmet) So, let’s jump right in!

Do I mainly love Singapore bc the Marina Bay circuit is very pretty? Maybe, you can’t judge me

I find it very wild I didn’t watch Singapore highlights last year though, considering it’s one of my favourite races, that was either very dumb on my part, or I was Going Through Stuff™️

Anyway, intro done, circuit shots preeeeeeeeeetty

IT RAINED BEFORE THE RACE?!

oh god I’m having 2017 flashbacks

“it is greasy and it is slippy” nope, no, I don’t want

f u c k 🥲

right, let’s see if I survive finding out the starting grid

Seb in P13, I will take it

“The most successful driver in Singapore” you’re damn right he is THAT’S MY BOY

LEWIS P3 HELL YEAH

oh. Leclerc pole. So he doesn’t win then?

it’s sparkly gold helmet is very pretty though

“We saw Ted Kravitz slipping and sliding on the grid” The things he sacrifices for F1

[Formation Lap]: welp the track is still damp, everyone is on inters and there’s a fair amount of spray coming off them

ughhhhhhhhh

the wide city/circuit shots are still gorgeous though. The Singapore GP may occasional be messy but boy she is beautiful.

“Number 350, let’s make it a special one” I hope that doesn’t age too poorly

also DAMN Fernando save some race starts for the rest of us?

“Let’s keep our fingers crossed we don’t get a repeat of 2017″ SHUT UP CROFTY I DON’T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT

[Start/Lap 1]: ew Verstappen took the lead at the start

but no carnage!!!! F1 taketh away and F1 giveth

wait it was PEREZ???? HOW????

It is indeed Perez I am very unobservant, soz

SEB INTO P8!!!! THAT’S MY LION OF SINGAPORE

[Lap 2]: A clean first lap??? around Singapore??? I am SHOCKED

No don’t show Verstappen talk more about Seb

anyway helmet watch: rainbow helmet (sparkly version). ily Lewis

oof Ferrari was a tractor in the second part of the start. yikes.

[Lap 3]: Lewis wanted to start on the full wets???? Bestie no. Bono talk some sense into your man pls.

[Lap 4]: anyway he’s in P4 still gotta take those positives

[Lap 5]: Verstappen under a second behind Seb. nein danke.

No one is allowed to overstake Seb at Singapore it’s in the regs.

[Lap 6]: “They’re [Seb and Verstappen] three seconds slower than the leaders” we know the AMR22 was a tractor, I don’t need reminding.

“Vettel gaining a bit on Pierre Gasly” Seb I love you SO MUCH

[Lap 7]: Death, taxes, and Kevin getting a black and orange flag at the start of a race

Seb onboard FINALLY

I said it already but his helmet for this race was STUNNING

Noooo Zhou’s stopped and Nicky has a puncture. Bother.

Oh, they collided. BOYS 😭

[Lap 8]: Aaaaaaaand full safety car. Death, taxes, and there being at least one safety car the Singapore Grand Prix.

Nicky DNF 😔

[Lap 9]: oh not a replay of Russell and Bottas violence vzsdjvzbah

fellas

“No one’s been lapped, no one needs to unlap themselves” Crofty I swear I will pay you to stop mentioning a certain race I do not want reminded about

[Lap 10]: Safety car in at the end of the lap. I’m slightly stressed.

[Lap 11]: A CLEAN RESTART. I AM ASTOUNDED.

Does... does everyone have their braincells??? at the same time??? amazing

ew Verstappen passed Seb

also stop talking about title permutations I don’t want to know.

Livery watch: There’s pink accents on the McLaren instead of the light blue??? You know what I dig it

[Lap 12]: Verstappen behind Alonso? *grabs popcorn*

oh Lewis didn’t want full wets the beef was over a new or used set of inters. Thank goodness. Bono can come talk some sense into me instead.

[Lap 13]: Anyway, Alonso v Verstappen watch. It’s like a simmering pot.

Lewis within a second of Sainz? Seb six tenths behind Gasly? Let’s get it lads.

[Lap 14]: “The straight line speed of the Red Bull is faster than the straight line speed of the Alpine” Really Crofty??? You don’t say... /s

[Lap 16]: I hate to say it but... nothing much is happening my friends 😭

It seems like the track is starting to properly dry out since drivers are being asked to look for puddles to cool the tyres, but it’s obviously nowhere near slicks territory yet

Marina Bay Street Circuit 🤝 my hair: taking forever to dry 

[Lap 17]: Oh!!! I see a hint of a dry line!!

and yet, in other places we still have small puddles

[Lap 18]: Oh no Russell is behind Bottas, boys please, don’t be violent.

[Lap 19]: Oh to be a Ferrari mechanic, sweeping water out of the pitbox

Verstappen is still behind Alonso. Fernando is powered on spite alone I feel.

“It’s a really cautious race” Yeah, at least the track is pretty though

[Lap 20]: Almost third distance klaxon!!!!

maybe I’m very biased but I do love watching the cars drive round Singapore, it is hands down the best street circuit on the calendar. Every street track wishes it was Marina Bay.

“It’ll be a brave person who switches to slicks” *cuts to the Merc garage prepping tyres* oh no

“Whenever Perez has led more than 15 laps of a race he’s gone on to win it” oh that is a fun fact actually

[Lap 21]: Alonso DNF. The pre-start team radio did age like milk.

VSC, are we gonna get a pitstop shuffle?

oof the engine just died on the spot. yikes.

eesh Yuki nearly ended up in the wall

[Lap 22]: Russell pits 👀👀👀👀👀

HE’S ON SLICKS

ohhhhhhh boy, inch resting

“That’s brave at the moment” This is the one time I will agree with Verstappen. You may note the date and time.

cut to Shov on the pitwall trying to look unbothered

“No grip” pretends to be shocked

[Lap 24]: ooh Lewis closing the gap to Sainz

OH Lance is up to P9!!!! Please let us have double AM points.

no rain anywhere on the radar thank goodness.

[Lap 25]: “We are not event at half race distance” ...I know

[Lap 26]: Yellow flag sector two???

Noooo Alex in the wall

oh okay he’s back driving he just doesn’t have a front wing

VSC 2 electric boogaloo

oh no the Ferrari mechanics are standing by the tyres.

phew no one pitted.

Alex DNF 😭

OH SHIT this is his first race after his whole hospital fiasco, jeez louise

[Lap 27]: VSC ended, I’m starting to see more of a dry line before turn 8

[Lap 28]: Oh I didn’t even notice Sainz being 15 secs behind Leclerc. yikes.

and Ocon is vibing in the run off?? Also a bit smoky.

Oh. Alpine went poof. 

VSC 3!! Give it up for VSC 3!!

[Lap 29]: yikes you can see the oil the Alpine is leaking as it gets rolled back. That was not a happy Renault engine.

Down to 15 runners. 

Bono sighting!!!!! 

[Lap 30]: Lewis do not overtake under the VSC pls.

aaaaaaand VSC ended let’s zoom

or not the track is still not dry enough for slicks

oh not a replay of Norris and Verstappen nearly crashing at the restart.

cut to displeased McLaren mechanics.

[Lap 31]: Seb still in P8, an unbothered king

wait have we even had DRS this race???? I don’t recall seeing a graphic for it

Livery watch: The RBR livery is so dull I want to cry. Bring back the glossy metallic blue PLEASE

[Lap 32]: Please tell Ted how much I love his long winded analogies

also HALF RACE DISTANCE KLAXON!!!

its_been_84_years.gif

and we have indeed not had any DRS, cheers Brundle

[Lap 33]: LEWIS NO

Oh thank fuck he’s gotten going again but SHIT

argh his front wing is damaged.

meanwhile Russell fastest sector 2. It may be slicks time.

The duality of Mercedes AMG F1.

[Lap 34]: Lewis’ front wing is starting to fall apart, Gasly has pitted for slicks. We are going from 0 to 100 VERY FAST

Yeah Russell fastest sector 1 it’s slicks time

Everybody do the PIT STOP SHUFFLE *70′s Disco music starts blaring*

Leclerc, Yuki, Bottas, Kevin, Lewis and Seb have pitted.

half a second Seb sighting I’ll take it

[Lap 36]: And Perez pits

Sainz too, I’m guessing Norris, Verstappen, Lance and Dan aren’t far behind.

Yellow flag sector 2. 

YUKI NO

WE’VE HIT 100 AND I DON’T LIKE IT

Safety Car 2 - Electric Boogaloo

huh McLaren are the only cars to not have pitted.

...until now, mechanics in the pitlane 

[Lap 37]: “I’m always here for you Crofty” oh Ted

“Don’t sweat it Lewis, we’re still in it mate” oh 🥺

seriously where do I get an emotional support Bono?

So, everyone is on the mediums apart from Dan and Bottas who are on softs, inch resting

[Lap 38]: Bernd Maylander for Driver of the Day

oh and we’re back with the 2hr countdown (37-ish mins left). I’m going to try very hard to keep track of the lap count, unlike what I did with Monaco.

(my apologies in advance if the liveblog goes to pot from here)

okay so Ferrari think a long safety car as opposed to a red flag to fix the barriers.

[Lap 39]: no don’t show sad Yuki 😭

oh Safety Car ending, alright then

“Respect the distance with the safety car” yes now is not the time for crimes Checo

[Lap 40]: Mostly clean restart thus far 

Wait when did Lance get up to P7????

anyway Seb still P8

VERSTAPPEN STRAIGHT DOWN THE RUN OFF WHAT

Anyway AM P6 and P7 now, double points pls

[Lap 41]: oh no Perez got noted for a Safety Car infringement

I SAID NOW WASN’T THE TIME FOR CRIMES FFS

And Russell has a rear puncture. Zero braincells found anywhere post-restart

Russell on Mick violence? fuck off

[Lap 42]: ANYWAY, Charles is catching Perez???

👀

Noooooo Mick’s going slowly now

[Lap 43]: Oh Charles and Perez are very close

Thankfully Mick just pitted and is still in the race

...Perez has an engine issue????

DRS Enabled 👀👀👀

alrightly then

aw Seb’s in 7th and Lewis in 8th, the mates that race together stay together

[Lap 44]: I find it very wild that we only have 14 cars left this race has certainly been SOMETHING

[Lap 45]: and we’re seemingly at 75% race distance, huzzah!!

meanwhile Charles is hunting Perez for sport at this point they’re SO CLOSE

gap still under a second

[Lap 46]: I feel like playing jaws music over this battle would be more fitting

lol I just realised we have the two Ferraris, both McLarens, and Lance and Seb in sequence. Something something Noah’s arc

Fastest sector 1 Charles, come onnnnnn

gap 6 tenths!!!

[Lap 47]: Oh there’s a definite dry line on the track now. It’s about bloody time.

20 mins left, and we are at full points distance!

[Lap 48]: Charles is painfully close to Perez at this point

Physically I’m in the living room, mentally I’m cursing RBR’s straight line speed.

cut to a somewhat stressed Ferrari pitwall

hmph Charles’ gap is suddenly 1.4 seconds. I should not have gotten my hopes up.

[Lap 49]: “Mick Schumacher will continue to drive like it’s the race of his life” AS HE SHOULD stfu Russell

“If they’re going to put a penalty on they should do it during the race” You run on the assumption that race control and the stewards have a braincell between them. They don’t.

[Lap 50]: oh of course Perez is getting investigated after the race. ffs.

[Lap 51]: Don’t have Horner talking over Lewis and Bono. RUDE.

[Lap 52]: 10 mins left, will Perez get a five second gap? Just when you thought the race had reached it’s drama quota.

oh Merc pitting Russell to steal the fastest lap off Perez. This is why I hate the “you only get the FL point of you’re in the Top 10″ bullshit bc???? The fastest lap is the fastest lap wherever you finish get over yourselves FIA and let whoever gets it have a point it is not that hard.

[Lap 53]: Verstappen following Lewis who’s following Seb. *yells*

AND YET there’s still damp patches on the track. madness.

[Lap 54]: Seb just drag Lewis away pleeeease

ngl this three car battle is a bit spicy

[Lap 55]: Just a handful of tenths between them. damn.

Lance in front of all of them, unbothered

[Lap 56]: 2 mins left.

Oh how I’ve missed watching Lewis and Seb race

aaaaand Lewis went wide and Verstappen got through. It was fun while it lasted 😭

[Lap 57]: Perez has pulled a 5 second gap over Leclerc. ffs.

The clock hit zero. Are we done??? Do we have an extra lap??? What I do know is that I’m sure my lap count is off.

“Vettel is defending brilliantly here” INJECT IT!!!!

[Final Lap]: Verstappen got past Seb. Rude, he broke the team by team formation.

And I was right, Perez did win! Charles P2, Sainz P3.

But most importantly DOUBLE ASTON POINTS!!!!! TEAM GREEEEEEEEN!!!!!!!

WELL. That was a race. Honestly it felt like two different races in one. Everything after the second (??) safety car was somewhat insane. Though everything before that? ehhhh. Though I’m not surprised that 2022 managed to give us a partially dull Singapore GP.

Solid 7 front wings out of 10. Next race - Japan!

[ask-tamatoa-with-axes-for-claws]

well, since i’ve finished the arc (finally) it’s time for my ✨dressrosa wrap-up✨

fourth gear luffy was very cool!! also seeing devil fruit awakening powers in action (for the first time, i think?) really cool and opens up a lot of options for how fruit powers can be used in the future!

USOPP AWAKENING OBSERVATION HAKI!!! MY BOY (also, in knocking sugar out the second time, the method was very funny. it was also funny the first time but it was funnier the second time.) also god usopp...iconic

i am DELIGHTED by bartolomeo, he is such a lovable dipshit. also for new characters, issho is a pretty rad dude, especially compared to...most of the admirals we’ve seen so far. he has a legitimate sense of non-sociopathic justice and isn’t blind to the flaws o. is aware of the flaws of the world government and their overreach and corruption. also glad to see sabo and luffy reuniting

my bellamy woobification arc...this dude is just straight up having a bad time

CORA MY BELOVED...god, law’s flashback is one of the hardest-hitting flashbacks in the series so far, probably up there with brook’s and nami’s (robin’s is still the most devastating to me)

okay time for me to be a hater. i simply do not care for law very much outside of when he’s trying to be Badass McCoolGuy and being reminded that he lives in a cartoon world and has formed an alliance with the cartooniest guy in that world. there are way too many times in this arc where there’s a death fakeout, then it turns out he’s not dead, and it’s just like. come on, man. his powers as shown in the previous arc are already insanely broken to the point it feels like there’s little-to-no tension in a lot of the fights he’s involved in somehow. 

i did not care for half the crew going off to zou partway through the arc and being offscreened entirely. 

ughhhhhhhhh everything about rebecca’s writing kind of sucks ass! this has been talked about in excruciating detail before but she ultimately does nothing of substance and is forced to be rescued multiple times. despite supposedly being one of the greatest gladiators in dressrosa, she’s repeatedly put in situations where she cowers in a corner, sobbing for someone to save her. the resolution to her “fight” with diamante, with her big strong dad coming in and going “girls shouldn’t fight! you need to remain Pure and Pristine!!” would probably have come off as incredibly sexist no matter what, but if there had been more of a focus on rebecca being forced to fight despite not wanting to, and in her feeling guilt over hurting and defeating the other contestants, it could have felt slightly less insulting

does anyone like the tontattas

seriously, anyone

maybe i wouldn’t have minded them so much if not for the stupid introductory scene where they crawl into robin’s dress (speaking of women who get sidelined hard in this arc...hoo boy) and the consistent official translation phonetically writing their dialogue in cutesy baby talk but like. they do nothing for me. i do not care for them. 

the same goes for, uh, basically all the gladiators? and also basically all the executives (except senor pink) ??  we spend a hell of a lot of time watching a bunch of dudes we’ve never met before this arc and have no emotional connection to fighting a bunch of other dudes we’ve never met before this arc, and honestly instead of introducing 50 new characters i would have preferred the offscreened strawhats get to fight instead. 

because of the multiple plotlines, it feels like we jump around every 2-3 chapters to a different story, and as a result, it feels like not much progress is made in each line. i really hope other people who were reading this were super invested in all of the plots because otherwise you spend multiple chapters in a row waiting to get back to the shit you actually care about 

overall i’d say the arc is...there are parts about it that work (everything that directly involves doflamingo, the doffy vs. luffy fight, issho) but unfortunately a lot that feels like it’s spinning our wheels waiting to finish up the main plot. i appreciate the dark parallels to alabasta and the vision of “here’s what would have happened if crocodile had won”, but i feel like alabasta handled it much more concisely, with characters i was more invested in, and allowed all the strawhats (and vivi) to be a key part of stopping the villain’s plan instead of having half of them leave halfway through the arc 

[jonlaurs]

5 things that make me happy!

@gumi tagged me. Wattanerd. nO JK ILY. THANK YOU. Um let’s DO THIS!!

1. My wife @alexdrehamilotn! She is the only reason I’m alive right now. I’ve never had someone supporting me as much as she does. From the moment we met, we’ve been an unstoppable force together. She completes me and is my other half. Every time we like a pairing or anything that we like, it always just makes me think ‘this is us’. We’ve gone through so much homophobia, drama, betrayal, hurt together and despite it all---we’ve come out strong as ever.

She is my reason for waking up everyday. My reason for smiling. My reason for everything. I know you guys only see our silly banter together but please know, I adore the life out of that girl and would do anything to make sure that we stayed together. I’m sorry if we get annoying with our loveydovey shi-- but... olgjrkg.

2. My kitten, Noctis. He is a major brat but he literally called out to us. Out of all the kittens at the rescue place, he was the one that kept pawing at us and wanting us to pick him back up. He was so tiny back then and now he’s a big dork who likes causing trouble. I love him more than anything. HE’S PRECIOUS.

Literal spirit animal.

3. BROADWAY MUSICALS. Hamilton has my heart and won’t let it go, it’s been the most inspirational thing to ever enter my life. It’s made my passion for writing return, it’s caused me to love myself a lot more than I ever have. ( Ask my wife, I am the most self-loathing fuck ever. ) It made me proud to be Puerto Rican, it got me through a massive betrayal in trust and love.

It’s been amazing. It’s also been my gateway into other musicals. I enjoy 21-Chump Street, I love Heathers, I really want to see In the Heights and prob many others!!

4. This Tumblr and the accepting friends I’ve made!! Before Hamilton, I had this really weird facade of myself up, to sort of...defend myself? Having gone through betrayal in friendships, having my insecurities as strong as they were, having been betrayed and hurt by family members as a child--my trust in people was pretty low.

Any small thing anyone did, I would blow up. I was really mean and had major anger issues and flaws that I couldn’t control. Amanda has helped me through that and accepted me. I was not a perfect girlfriend but I tried.

Through many years of trials and hurt, I slowly started trying to mend myself into someone I really wanted to be. I was kind of tired of being so closed off and trying to act uncaring and then STILL being hurt.

So with this Tumblr I am being true to myself. I have some “friends” out there who try to claim I’m being fake because I’ve reinvented myself to be nicer but I’m here to quell any of those claims now. Yes, I was mean and closed-off, insecure and I easily dropped people out of my life... But I’ve made an effort to be true to myself. Hurt or not, I want to be the kind of person who can kill negativity with my kindness.

I’m sorry if this bothers you but yeah or you feel like this is ‘fake’. I’m happy to be making friends. I’m happy people like talking to me. I like being nicer and enjoying life instead of living in a bubble of negativity. Please don’t try to erase my efforts.

5. Combining two in one here. Video-Games + Cartoons. I’m a bit of a child at heart, I refuse to grow up. If you find that cringy or weird, you literally don’t have to follow me or interact with me. ( Please don’t take that as me being mean I just refuse to change my childish disposition. It’s not harming anyone. )

Video games are my go-to. For inspiration, for comfort, for just about anything! I love seeing the worlds people can make, I love exploring it myself, seeing their stories unfold...Struggling through trials and missions. UGH. It’s so great.

I love cartoons bc I always have as a child? I feel no shame in the fact that most of the shows I watch are geared more towards children. Idk, I don’t do anything bad with them, the worst I do is ship things and... I JUST ENJOY CARTOONS OKAY.

Uhhh idk how many people I’m supposed to tag so... I’ll just tag as many as I can think of ( pls don’t be offended if I don’t tag you. Tagging ppl always makes me nervous. Also don’t feel required to do this. ): @alexdrehamilotn @hamiltrash1411 @cateyesinlove @mimiiqyu @peridothoe @silveryink @n-oy-a @michaelintheorchard @softmushie @invireso @papajohnios @loveforkuja @yourcinamonroll and anyone else who wants to do it!

[chickadeeee]

you know what annoys me? when I’m talking about how I personally should not drink every single day of the week, and people around me either think I’m being prude or feel like I’m personally attacking their drinking habits until I say I have a family history of alcoholism. I feel like ESPECIALLY with mind altering substances you should just respect other people’s choices. I shouldn’t be grateful that I have that kind of gotcha that shuts most people down.

[floralbfs]

me: *irons a shirt and is abt to iron another one*

me: oh this one is a bit dirty ill put it in the wash :)

my sister: *leaves my ironed shirt (WHICH I PUT IN A FUCKING HANGER) on a chair and puts like ten thousand things on top of it, crumpling it again*

me: :(

my sister: *leaves my newly washed shirt right at the bottom of the laundry basket, effectively crumpling it into oblivion*

[strideofpride]

re: vanessa being ooc, didn’t she straight up have a quote where she claimed that the reason chuck was a bad person was because he spent time with blair, and that she was the one holding him back? because i distinctly remember that being a thing in season 2 and being kinda pissed off about it lol. they had to literally make every single character bend over backwards for chuck and give every woman internalized misogyny i swear to god

oh god i found it… from 2x07: “Maybe what's really going on here is that you can't stand that [Chuck] might actually be a good person when he's not around you.” - vanessa to blair 🤢 I want to go back in time and hit the writers upside the head for that line, like, this is an attempted rapist we’re talking about!! fuck outta here!!!

Ughhhhhhhhh I hate that. You're so right, it's totally part of the writers trying to clumsily redeem Chuck by going "look, Vanessa our representative for the working class/straw feminist likes Chuck, he's one of the ~good~ billionaires not one of the bad ones". And yeah, that whole episode is chock full of internalized misogyny, I also really hate the way they write Blair in it too. Like I remember when I watched that ep it was the one time I was on Chuck's side over Blair's cause she was just so comically horrible? She was all like "how dare Chuck help these working class black people, he's clearly only doing it to fuck with Vanessa, why else would he help them" like girl what. So much racism and classism too. And yeah, that Vanessa line just seems so OOC to me? Like I know we still have a problem in our culture today of both men AND women blaming another woman for a man's bad behavior (cough cough) but even in the horrific misogyny of the 2000s, I just cannot see Vanessa of all people saying something like that.

Also I simply don't see Vanessa tolerating Chuck's presence in any capacity unless it's an emergency (such as the whole Nate's dad FBI thing). Like yeah she should use him for his money imo lol, but also Chuck goes against everything Vanessa seems to stand for, it truly doesn't compute to me that she could ever stand to be around him.

[margoshansons]

TSC READ:

Tobias is SOOOOO BORING.

Also I do not like how long we are taking to get into the story, like I thought I was long-winded

Ah Naomi, the fridging of women in Fantasy continues, bets on how many times she’s brought up as a tragic backstory? Anyone?

THAT WAS JUST CHAPTER ONE? UGHHHHHHHHH

We’re on chapter two and I’m already at 1.5x speed

OH NO “Toby’s Not like Other GuysTM”

Okay but why? Why was Toby chosen? 

This whole thing feels weirdly objectifying, and I know it’s the point but like so far it hasn’t been explored

This is such a cool premise and yet it takes us three chapters to get to the actual story.

No shade to the narrator but like I cannot understand some of his accents sometimes

HOLY SHIT THERE’S A PEDOPHILE JOKE? NUH UH

The whole vine sequence is...cluttered at best and absolutely incomprehensible at worst

Oh wow, also fat phobia? The idea that a woman cannot be fat because she’s the savior and goddess of the world? IN ANCIENT GREECE?

“cunt is everywhere, cunt is cheap” that is a literal line in this book, feel real empowered Jenna.

We are not even three chapters in and we already got pedophile jokes and fat phobia, jfc.

SPIDERS NO, KEEP THEM AWAY

I knew Milo was gonna die and like...even though he was one of the good ones his death didn’t feel like it mattered all that much. Like it wasn’t emotional at all. 

Also following it up with “you fucking shit” is not a good way to show emotion. 

This really just feels like “Misogyny: the book”

Ah yes, if I saw someone who looked like they got into a fight I’d automatically assume they started it and killed three men as well.

“I’m a bit of an acquired taste” *rolls eyes and mentally checks out*

Even though I know who Leila is, I desperately wish she was just a regular old healer. Like that would’ve been so much better than what we got.

So like....Kaleo’s gay right? And he’s exclusively in love with Tobias right?

The narrator’s voice reminds me of Prince Charming from Shrek and that is how I choose to envision Kaleo now.

You know for a Lesbian, Delphi really does talk a lot about how hot these men are

OH MY GOD STOP SAYING APOLOGIES I WANT TO KILL MYSELF

[katierosefun]

so after one really big latte, a muffin, a run which resulted in a near accident with an oncoming car, and a shower in which i contemplated my own mortality, here’s my thoughts on the adorable me & au podcast, because babe wake up new hyperfixation dropped. very spoiler-y, i’m sorry in advance for how f*cking long this is, this might only have like two people reading this but i have many thoughts please listen to this podcast because it’s so cute and i listened to it all in about 2.5 hours? 

- firstly: the main character is super relatable. like, scary relatable. meet kate “acunningplan” cunningham, a gal about to enter her senior year of college and just kinda,,,lost. she works as a barista and very confused, very...stuck gal by day, fic writer (and still very stuck gal) by.........not barista hours. 

- honestly, i love kate. idk i’m about to enter my senior year of college, and bro i related so hard to her fears of “bro i can’t even think about next week without feeling overwhelmed”. she misses her best friend whitney a lot, who is currently on the other side of the country for an impressive internship. so that can be kinda lonely. 

- but fear not, kate has an escape, like so many other fic writers/fandom people: fanfic. this whole story references tumblr without actually naming tumblr (let’s be real....it’s tumblr, from the “notes” to “this stupid app keeps crashing”), and kate follows this tv show about werewolves and supernatural creatures. very gay. only problem is that there’s not a whole ton of people active in the fandom, since this show is relatively new. 

- however, in this small fandom, kate meets ella: otherwise known as “hella-enchanted”, who is another fic writer. 

- kate is very obsessed with the idea of alternate universes, and for that alone, i love her.

- okay, so even if you’ve never fallen in love with a person online/in fandom circles, i just wanna say that ella and kate’s interactions are still so super relatable. the shooting messages, the starting random conversations and getting a little thrill when you see someone liking your personal post or whatever. it’s very wholesome. 

- also, at the end of episode 1, kate goes on about how “yeah, fanfic is kinda odd, but it led me...to you” and it was so soft and gentle you just know your heart is gonna melt huh 

- at one point, kate decides to be vulnerable via vent post about something that came up on the show (and oh god yeah i feel...things. kate relates very hard to one character in the tv show she’s following, and tbh,,,yeah. i can’t quite word it right now, but i think anyone who feels kinda.....stuck? would relate.) 

- the “EXACTLY ONE PERSON ASKED FOR THIS ESSAY SO HERE IT IS” please

- also oh :’)))) kate talks about ella’s playlists and when i tell you i squeaked a little bit because oh hey--

- anyways lol yes can you relate to like,,,posting a vent post and forgetting to delete it and being mildly horrified (but also mildly touched) when someone actually responds?

- ella’s very sweet, just responds with “seems like one of my favorite fandom people needed a pick-me-up” and :’))) i would die for ella! (i mean, i would die for all the characters) 

- okay yes also all the bits where ella and kate scream at each other about fic. very relatable, very real, you can tell that the writers of this podcast really knew this feeling, and i just :’)))

- THE TWO DEBATE OVER TITLES,,,,,kate keeps sending in crack-y titles and also song lyrics, and ella comments on “well,,,i just read this whole wikipedia page, so i think i’ve lost the high ground”, so if y’all KNOW i started laughing at that 

- also LMAOOOO the moment when conversation diverts from fic and fandom to slightly more personal things! kate being like “oh,,,,,you have an actual job! like,,,you’re an actual adult and.....how’s that?” and then quickly rambling on via message “actually let me change the topic because that’s probably too personal”...

- okay so there’s this bit where ella drops the fact that she’s never read anne of green gables because “listen,,,,you have an ex-girlfriend who sang the anne of green gables musical all the time--” and kate’s “.......ex-girlfriend? you had an ex-girlfriend? girl--” (and BACKSPACING ALL OF THAT because “god i’m such a freak”) 

- much gay disaster

- so much gay disaster

- opportunity for kate and ella to meet irl comes up! at a fan convention! in toronto! (and kate lives in bc). kate’s best friend (remember, internship one?) invited kate over to toronto for this thing anyways, and then ella posts something about “heeeey i’m gonna be in the area so if anyone wants to meet up for the fan convention...” 

- let me just say......kate chucking her phone across the room because she freaked out about that. again. very cool, very nicely done, very relatable, etc. 

- ALSO,,,,i forget if this was one of kate or ella’s fics or if it was the actual tv show, but there’s this tidbit where the characters in the literal fandom has this conversation: 

“don’t waste your time.” 

“what?” 

“don’t waste your time on me.” 

and the way that reflects kate’s feelings-but-she’s-not-trying-to-think-about-it for ella please let me just die here

- okay, so kate does decide to message ella about the meet-up, and let me just tell you, kate’s inner monologue about the worst possibilities for ella’s responses: 

“1. no response. which is terrible. 

2. you find out you’re not wanted after all. :(((((

3. the most terrifying response of all.......” (an enthusiastic “yes i’m so glad we can meet up!!!”) 

- well, of course ella responds with #3. 

- gay disaster kate not knowing how to acknowledge her feelings for ella...she goes on this “you don’t wanna come across as....y’know because if they suspect that....y’know.....and like, i don’t....y’know--” oh my god kate 

- anyways, kate works at a coffeeshop, right? and her co-worker stewart (nonbinary pansexual co-worker! we love to see the rep!!) being like “oh yeah maybe you can bring over your friend!” and kate panicking because “ohhhhh i’m not too sure about that,,,,she’s,,,,,,,,,busy......” (ie. the awkward moment of having to explain that,,,,,,your online friend isn’t exactly someone you’ve met in real life,,,,,,,,and not sure exactly how to explain that so you just,,,,,,“ohhhh uhhh......y’know...............it’s really hard to.......get her out of.....work.....” 

- kate and ella video-chatting for the first time is very cute, very gay. very gay. 

- they swap “how’d you know you were gay / liked girls” stories :’))) 

- “that’s a cute story!” “you’re a cute story” [awkward silence] “please let me hide under the desk now” (have i mentioned that kate’s  a disaster? i love her, but you’re a disaster. we need to be best friends.)

- kate.....describing herself as “irl fanfic disaster waiting to happen” and the whole “i didn’t know we were actually dating until she asked if she could kiss me” lmaoooooooooo (but okay yes this is also a mood? like,,,,,,idk something about heteronormative standards so like,,,,,it’s so stupidly hard to figure out if a girl is flirting with you or if they’re just being nice i am glad kate’s such a disaster) 

- in other news: kate’s “how tf do i write a kiss scene i don’t like the word lips ughhhhHHHHH” (yeah, mood kate) 

- lmao stewart (kate’s co-worker!) just chilling with kate and being like “oh yeah i figured you had a girlfriend? the one you’re talking about? ella?” and kate blanking because “wait you thought ella was my girlfriend? she’s not....uhhh....” and then later drinking with stewart and rambling about ella and panicking because “what if she realizes i can’t talk about anything except this tv show what if she thinks i laugh too loud what if i have horrific body odor what if she realizes i have NOTHING to say what if our meeting goes SO terribly that i need to deactivate and change my name just so i could like her posts at 3 am” and then her small “please forget i said any of that” 

- oh kate :(((( 

- kate :((((((

- k a t e :(((((((((((((((((((

- anyways, kate does go to toronto. 

- meets ella. 

- very cute. 

- ella...........very gay. they go into a coffeeshop and kate doesn’t know what to do. 

- okay but what’s hilarious is that ella,,,,,seems so cool and suave and i too would be kind of intimidated by her but then these two idiots really talk about writing kissing scenes and the build-up and ella’s voice gets all,,,,,,suggestive and there’s this.....awkward gay silence between the two oh my GOD they’re both IDIOTS 

- also okay yes kate and whitney, a irl friend, having a heart-to-heart. good. we love that. also, whitney being like “I MISSED YOU!!! YOU IDIOT!!!! and i’m glad you have a new friend, and you’re happy, but I MISSED YOU!!! I HATE THIS CITY AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING!!!” (whitney is also very relatable. ily whitney.) 

- they’re so cute. they hug, and it’s sweet :’)) also, then kate says in a stupidly small voice “i think i’m....kinda in love with [ella]?” and whitney being best supportive friend-- 

- OKAY so we finally get an episode of ella’s perspective 

- listen, you’re gonna think ella’s this cool, suave person who has all her own gayness put together (i mean, she kinda knew since she was 9 or 10 years old? she’s had a girlfriend? she seems like she has her life together? she’s waiting to get into grad school? she has a job? she just seems....cool and knows what she’s doing). 

- but then you realize. ella is just as much a pining mess. (her bullet point list/schedule in her head is so relatable. as someone who uses her notes and reminders app religiously, that was just :’))) 

- ella: reasons why this is not a date. and then....kate sends a message. (ella: reason why this....might be a date....kate keeps saying stuff like...that.) 

- kate rehearsing how to tell ella that she maybe kinda likes her? very cute. (”you know the feeling in your chest when....uh, you know when you feel like you have a frog in your stomach--oh god not the frog NOT the frog”) 

- the love confession is very cute, and also very relatable. “i like you a lot” “i like you too!” “no i mean,,,,like i like you. wait. which like do you mean? wait that’s not english. uh. what did you say?” 

- kate’s “I HAD A WHOLE DRAMATIC FANFIC CONFESSION PLANNED OUT” 

- kate and ella just spilling everything made me :’))) 

- “i like how your brain works” “i made so many posts hoping that you would just talk to me” “you always make me laugh” “you just make me feel...better” “you make me smile” 

- “this whole summer you’ve been making me smile and i guess it kind of freaked me out? ...i don’t know where my life is going but if i have a choice, i want to go in any direction you’re going because you are cute and smart and amazing and i like you a lot, ella. like that. so yeah. that’s what i was thinking i’d say.” 

- i essentially explaine dthe whole plot but 

- i love this podcast a lot

- it was very sweet

- and very cute

- very wlw 

- i don’t even mind that i almost got hit by a car while i was running and listening to this it was worth it 

- idk. just like. anyone who’s ever read or written fic or just like...not necessarily fallen in love with another person? but at least relating to that feeling of “oh god i am not qualified to talk to this person” and “oh god what if they realize i’m actually,,,,a loser” and “oh god wait how to friend” can probably hit a lot of people

- but that said. the romance was very cute, very sweet, makes me :’))) 

- okay i’ll stop talking now but i just. it’s very cute, very relatable, i wish we had a season 2 but i think it’s a limited series. (but they’re living rent free in my head! forever!)

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 08 + 09.11.20 lbs

08.11.20

lmaoooooooo i really love the ice cold way siya operates in. truly a raisinghania sib!

“siya chal sakti hai!!!” behen, iss ghar mein tumhare dimaag ki alaava sab kuch chalta hai.

dadi trying to cheer raja band baja hua beta up with his favt. chole bhature. he doesn't seem like the kind who'd eat that kinda food, but ok.

CHOLE BHATURE ARE NOT CHEERING HIM UP. MATLAB MAAMLA SERIOUS HAIIIIII.

lmao he's literally twisting and turning in place like kids do when they have a tantrum. i mean, i like it. it shows a more human side to the character, ki just how much anguish and helplessness he's feeling.

dadi like babe, you can't control everything in life, stop being such a bloody control freak ki things not going your way turn you like this.

blah blah anguished rant on how he lost something so important to him.

dadi giving cliche ~~~if it's meant to be yours, it'll come back to you~~~ advice. which is kinda working on him. huh. all kindsa out of sorts behaviour.

“jab tuney kisi ke saath galat nahi kiya hai, toh tere saath galat kyun hoga?” uh okkkkkkkkkkk, that's not how life works. bad shit happens to good ppl all the time. also, he's done lotsa galat shit ok. what did riddhima do for this fucker to paralyse her huh?????? YEH SAB USSI KA NATEEJA HAI. BHUGAT AB.

carbs therapy. BEST HAI. ALWAYS WORKS. IT'S SCIENCE, BITCHES.

dadi saying why don't you talk to riddhima about your issues, and lol he's whining about she dgaf about him coz she left him alone last night when he asked her not to.

dadi left praying ki hey bhagwaan these two fucks’ relationship is in your hands now, this is beyond human interference.

kabir being informed of new developments and accusation of kidnapping ragini is being heaped on siya. BASED ON WHAT EVIDENCE YOU STUPID TWIT??????? THAT SHE CAN WALK??????? SO CAN EVERYONE ELSE YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!

“mujhe usse vansh ke aage expose karna hoga.” LMAO BITCH EXPOSE YOURSELF FIRSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

“tum kya mujhe expose karogi? expose toh main tumhe karungi!” YES SIYAAAAAAAAA FUCK  HER UPPPPPPPPPP

NOICE. WE LOVE A FIERCEASS SISTER WHO’S READY TO KILL FOR HER SIBLINGS. ESP. WHEN IT’S THE SCARY BIG BROTHER WHO’S EVERYONE’S PROTECTOR.

siya saying she just miraculously got cured a few days ago, and was waiting to surprise everyone. sounds sus, but whatever.

but also what kinda terrribleasssssss physiotherapist is riddhima that she didn’t even identify her patient’s progress?????

LMAO SIYA POL KHOLING OF VANSH BHAIYYA SAYING HE MADE HER DO ALL THE SHADY MASK SHIT. “TO KEEP RIDDHIMA SAFE”. haaaan behen, khooooob safe rakha tumne, baar baar behosh karke. pehle se hi iska dimaag nahi chalta, now you’ve managed to give her some kinda degenerative brain disease.

i love how vansh didn’t bother to ask siya how she stopped riddhima’s plans and knocked her out multiple times if she’s in a wheelchair. there’s literally only one person in a wheelchair in this house?!?!?!!!!!! wouldn’t riddhima KNOW who the person in the mask is???? god vansh. you’re such a dumbass.

lellllllllllllllllllllllllll i am livingggggggggg for siya reading riddhima to filth with a knife in her hand THIS IS THE BEST SCENE OF THIS SHOW YET. esp in her small, child-like voice, it’s fucking amazing.

riddhima admitted to being a spy, AND SIYA RECORDED IT ALSO. OMFG SHE’S MY NEW FAVE CHARACTER I LOVE HER THE MOST.

i wish vansh was the person he is to siya, instead of the fucker he actually is. she literally thinks the worldddddddddddd of him. ugh, i am so soft for this relationshippppppp.

but i also wanna know what the ishani/siya relationship is like? we hardlyyyyyy see them interact. like, we even see aryan push her wheelchair around sometimes, but ishani neverrrrrrr interacts with siya. why????

ugh riddhima managed to convince her that she really cares for vansh and is trying to do the right thing. she’s literally asking her to kill her rn if she doesn’t trust her. baby sis you’re farrrrrrrrr too trusting.

“mera dimaag tumpe trust karne se rok raha hai, riddhima, par jiss dil ne tumhe bhaabi bola haina, woh tumhe ek mauka dena chahta hai. ek aakhri mauka. iss baar mera bharosa mat todna. 24 ghante hai tumhare paas. apni taqdeer badal sako toh badal lo warna yeh audio main vansh bhaiyya ko suna doongi.” SERIOUSLY, WHERE WERE THEY HIDING THIS MOST SAYAANI CHARACTER OF THE SHOW TILLLLLL NOW????????!

riddhima has a condition for siya too. i think i know what it is.

omg vansh IS COLLAR PAKADKE YELLING AT ANGRE IN THE WORST WAYYYYYYY POSSIBLE. god vansh, you’re honestly the fucking worstttttttttttttttttttt. angre you need to take up work with someone else, istg, you don’t deserve this shit. kabir treats his sidekick so much better. yet another point in the kitty for kabir >>>>>> vansh.

seriously, why would you wanna blindfold this dude when he’s in THIS mood????? save it for the bedroom, sis.

empty wheelchair dekh ke he’s yelling at everrrrrrrryone ki how could they leave siya alone somewhere. god. i can’t imagine having to live with such a toxic personality.

everyone in the house is soooooo happy for siya. like, aryan’s not beaming as much as the others, but he does look kinda pleased. BECAUSE SIYA IS BEST CHARACTERRRRRRR OF THIS SHOW EVERYONE LOVESSSS HERRRRR.

oh my heart, i am so softttttttt for sibling shit like this. he’s hugging her with suchhhhhhhhhhhh fierceeee affection, i’m crying happy tearsssssss.

heart eyes for riddhima who supposedly cured her. pls. she did nothing. jo bhi karna tha, siya ne khud kiya hai. iss ridhimma manhoos ko jasoosi se kab fursat mili to do PT with siya and cure her???

siya being gracious and giving credit though. ugh, honestly, this show and this family don’t deserve siya.

lmao she’s saying vansh brought riddhima in though, so actually allll the credit goes to bhaiyya for intimidating this poor woman into treating his sister against her will.

THE AFFECTION. THE SHEER MAGNITUDE OF HIS LOVE FOR HERRRR. I CRIEEE. THIS IS THE ONLY RELATIONSHIP THAT MATTERS TO ME IN THIS GODFORSAKEN SHOW.

anupriya giving some fakeass congrats. i hope siya tells vansh that she was the one who pushed her down the stairs a while back. aur kuch nahi toh just for that vansh is gonna kill her dead.

riddhima and vansh still all tense and sad about the ragini thing. OUFF JUST LIVE IN THE MOMENT YOU FUCKS.

I LOVE HER. I FUCKING LOVE HER. BEST RAISINGHANIA HAI YEH.

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09.11.20

riddhima back at kabir’s to try and find ragini. ughhhhhhhhh i’m just so done with this nonsense. we already KNOW that kabir and anupriya still have her based on the precap from like 2, 3 days ago.

lol kabir is so pissed at riddhima and her dimaag chalaana. a mood we ALL share.

kabir trying to turn riddhima against siya and riddhima’s like NOOOO SHE COULD NEVER, “USKI AANKHEIN USKI AWAAAZ SAAF SAAF KEH RAHI THI KI WOH SACH BOL RAHI HAI!” uh huh, yeah, like kabir’s are rn????? and vansh’s were before he paralysed you? just a suggestion i’m throwing out there: is it possible that perhaps, just maybe, you’re just very fucking stupid, riddhima, and tend to trust people too easily????

OUFF I’M SO BORED WITH THIS SCENE. we already know from the precap that ragini will knock down a vase but riddhima will never find out what caused it and kabir will make some lame excuse she’ll believe. FWDING TO NEXT.

JESUS CHRISTTTTTTTT, SIYA IS JUST WALKING AROUND THE HOUSE RANDOMLY LISTENING TO THAT AUDIO CLIP OF RIDDHIMA’S CONFESSION. AND SHE WALKS RIGHT INTO VANSH, WHO’S LIKE HUH, WHAT’S THAT RIDDHIMA IS SAYING?????

siya brushes it off saying its exercise stuff for her PT. sure. uh huh.

OH MY HEART HE GOT HER HEEEEEEELS, WHICH SHE’S ALWAYSSSSSSS WANTED. THIS BHAIYYA-BABY RELATIONSHIP IS GONNA TAKE ME DOWN GODDAMNITTTT. ITNE DIN BAAAAAAAAAAAD ITNI ACHCHI SIBLING FEELS MILI HAI ITV SEEEEEEE.

bhaiyya knows baby enough ki she’s hiding something from himmm. oh noeeeeeeeeeee.

damn, siya a real one. didn’t give out riddhima’s secret coz she wants to give her a fair chance. again, this show does not deserve this character. she’s too good for it.

she says she just believes in him and knows he’ll find whoever murdered mom. 

SOFT. SO SOFT. MY HEART IS SO FULL WHENEVER THESE TWO SHOW LOVE TO EACH OTHERRRRR.

idhar ragini ki marammat shuru. y’all are just exhausting me with this bs. isse maarna hai toh maaro already. ainvayi mein time waste.

oh dangggggggg, ragini batting for riddhima. saying i know she’ll fuck y’all up. dang, we love the sisterhood feels of this episode!

“aap ke liye SPECIAL INTEZAAM kiya hai maine.” said with the most polite customer service obsequiousness. I LOVE THIS PSYCHOPATH THE MOSTTTTTTTTTT.

ragini warning them that once vansh finds out everything, they’re as good as dead. wow, spunky!!!! dude i like her as a female lead better than stupid fucking riddhima. 

“hmmmmmm, you’re right. lekin usse batayega kaun???” honestly, why do i love his deranged ass so much????

anyway mishra has been delegated the task of stashing her somewhere else i guess. so it’s settled that mishra knows he’s not working for the CBI or whatever and is just a hired goon.

dadi is organizing YET ANOTHER POOJA. lordddddd.

this riddhima and her dumbass mandir jaana excuse that she uses constantly.

“bhagwaan tum jaisi bahu sab ko de!” OMFG DADI PLS, GOD FORBID. ISSE ACHCHA AAPKE BETE KUNWAARE MARR JAAYE!

ugh dadi your bloody pota needs a fucking therapist, it isn’t in riddhima’s hands to fix his 1001 mental issues.

great, mangalsutra almost broke. foreshadowing.

ughhhhh mummy managed to steal the memory card from aryan. FUCKING IDIOT I THOUGHT YOU HAD PUT IT IN THE BLOODY BANK ALREADY, BUT NO. HE WAS STILL HOLDING ON TO IT AND TALKING ABOUT IT LOUDDDDDDDDLY ON THE PHONE. jesusssss, why he so fuckinggggg stupid????

oh now vansh is exclaiming GREATTTTTTT JOB ANGREEEE as if he didn’t tell him to GTFO, THE VERY SIGHT OF YOU DISGUSTS ME yesterday. fuck, i really hate vansh as anything but a brother to siya.

aaaaaaand riddhima was standing behind him and he turned around and in a veryyyyyyy contrived move got his watch caught in her mangalsutra and broke it.

sis freaking about THE APSHAGUN!!!!!!!!!!!

he’s like arre nahi achcha shagun hai, angre got the cctv footage now i’ll know who kidnapped ragini! and sis is like OH GOD NO THE BAD LUCK IS STARTING ALREADY I’M SO DEADDDDDDD

“toh main tumhe kho dungi.”

lmao his face. literally the white guy blinking meme.

god she’s having a freakout about how their shaadi and rishta is in khatra. BITCH THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE MS AND INSTEAD THE MOUNTAIN OF LIES YOU ARE SITTING ON AND YOUR EK DARJAN KE INCOMPATIBILITY ISSUES AS INDIVIDUALS.

”tum jaanti ho riddhima, tumahra ek ek aansoon mere liye kitna keemti hain? aisa lagta hai jaise mere dil ke ek tukde ko tod ke alag kar diya ho.”

OH YEAH????? DIDN’T FEEL ANYTHINGGGGG WHEN YOU PARALYSED HER HUH????????? IT’S GONNA BE A LONGASSSSS TIME BEFORE I GET OVER THAT, BITCH BOY.

yeah yeah ok this is a nice moment and all. WHY COULDN’T YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THIS DUDE, HUH?????? WHY’D YOU HAVE TO RUIN ALLLLLLLLLL THE GOOD WILL YOU BUILT UP BY KARWA CHAUTH IN ONEEEEEEE MOMENTTTTTTT?????? fuck, i hate you tellywood men and the shit they put my stupid heart through.

only bappa ki aarti shall fix things now. based on the promo and BTS i’ve seen, things about to get reallllllly realllllllly bad but............ lol let’s wait and watch.

ragini managed to sneak mishra’s phone outta his pocket. SEE????? SO ENTERPRISING!!!!!! I LIKE HER SO MUCH MORE THAN RIDDHIMA. GOD VANSH, THIS IS THE GIRL YOU SHOULD HAVE MARRIED. SHE’S REALLY THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY.

she’s callllllllllling vanshhhh. BUT AARTI KI WAJAAH SE HE CAN’T HEAR THE PHONEEEEEE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

here, have some dhaarmik #couple goals to take the edge off the anxiety till the next episode.

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precap: omfg ragini got through to riddhima and she almost told her that kabir is behind kidnapping her, but kabir got to her and attacked her from the back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOUBLE OMFG SIYA OVERHEARD MUMMY ON THE PHONE BRAGGING ABOUT KILLING THEIR MOM AND CALLS VANSH TO TELL HIM ABOUT IT!!!!! LIKE SHE TOLD HIM THE NAME ALL CLEARLY AND THAT SHE HEARD IT FIRSTHAND!!!!!!!! VANSH SEEMS TO BE GIVING NO REACTION THO????????????

TELL ME THAT BOTH THESE PHONE CALLS WERE NOT MADE ON SOME FUCKING GHATIYA NETWORK LIKE IDEA AND THE REQUIRED PPL HEAR EVERYTHING THEY NEED TO!!!!!!!! (high hopes, i know. 😔😔😔)

[moaserendipity]

Hi everyone!!👋 I am back with a super messy review this!! I am not kidding about it being super messy!!. The last episode for Still2gether😭! I am going to miss my boys 😭

Let’s do this!!!

Aww they are going on a trip to celebrate their success!! I love trips!! (also i wouldn’t mind going on a trip with Win👀) ahum anyway... lol Boss & Man are seriously the funniest. I can’t help but laugh at everything they do together. Phukong and Mil are also a couple and I’m all for it!! (also lets be honest, they are just perfect together, i love them in their other show as well!)

There we have the main couple. UGH why so handsome together, how is this even fair. 😫 I love them...they are just so damn handsome! (Side note: I AM IN LOVE WITH TINE’S SMILE)

also why always so cute with each other, i mean Wat taking care of Tine, is just too cute, Like can someone take care of me like that!!! I love this little flashback of tine where he consults his friends but seriously, he really is using the “I’m asking for a friend” Method🤦‍♀️ oh dear Tine that never works 🤦‍♀️ I do have to say that I love Fong and his awesome ideas and Ohm, making me laugh with his “18+ activity on the beach” 🤣 His friends are golden!!

I’m so happy Wat didn’t forget about their anniversary, at least I think that’s what he meant, right!! because what else should he remember! You know who I seriously get annoyed by!! DIM!! ISTG he annoys the fudge out of me and Green I love the dude but damn!! Also why is Dim still there, isn’t he like 30? I mean sure age is just a number but still, doesn’t he have to work!!

So I love that they chose to clean the beach as activity, this is so important and they look so cute whilst cleaning, with that cute little bucket hat.

Too cute guys and that shy smile from Tine(just have mercy on me please!!) Also how haven't they noticed Mil & Phukong being in a relationship. They are so obvious!! the second i hear people arguing I just felt annoyed because AGAIN DIM & GREEN LIKE PLEASE SHUT UP!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!😫

They are really playing beach volleyball to decide on the rooms! lmao the music club are not even trying to win, which only angers Dim more(tbh i would do the same, just because he annoys me👀) AHHHHHH finally the cats out of the bag, they finally guessed the relationship between Phukong and Mil, lol Wat’s going to kick his ass. Big bro alert!! Lol Man & Boss you guys better run for it🤣 

Dim really acting like a whole kid that doesn’t get his way.. Again how old is he!!!!!!!! I really just want to smack him, like go away already!! He is talking about savings dignity and i can’t help what dignity? 

WAIT A GOD DAMN MINUTE!!! ARE THEY REALLY FIGHTING ABOUT A FUDGING YOUTUBE NAME?!!! WTF UGHHHHHHHHH😫 THEY ARE REALLY MAKING OTHERS SUFFER BECAUSE OF A FUDGING YOUTUBE NAME ARE THEY OUT OF THEIR MINDS!!!!! FUDGING STUPID, DAMN!! (seriously though I would banish them to the other house and make them suffer. I’m not mean, but after all that suffering, oeffff)

I love that Mil is talking to Wat to get permission but maybe wait till he doesn’t have a knife? I do love that he gives them their blessing and throws Mils own words back at him. “Take good care of him or i’ll take him back” Lol Wat! That smirk though, he makes me weak!!

Awwwwwww Boss is finally giving confessing to Pear a try! Go Boss!!💪 He is such a shy sweetie!! OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA MAN DID IT AGAIN AND BOSS REALLY JUMPED INTO THE WATER! OMG I CAN’T WITH THESE TWO, HAHAHAHAHAH

LMFAO!!!🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 

Everyone I’m so sorry from jumping around from one scene to another but that’s how the episode went, there were not really smooth transitions

I love that Man gets a call from Type and the second Type describes this guy, you just know he is there but this dude didn’t even realise it and even got a little jealous but seriously the way Type describes Man, my heart just melted, so cute. I love them so much!!

OMG THAT KISS!!!!!!!!!!!(YAS GO TYPE AND MAN!!SO CUTE!!)

man is a pervert lmao, they really are the best!! Playing around at the beach is seriously the best thing ever. I wish I had such a strong bond with my friends, these candid scenes between is just so cute! but let’s get this straight I love Tine & Wat so much but wet its even better!! (i am seriously going to miss the head pats🥺

The way Tine is all nervous, it’s so cute. Will he succeed? I mean Wat must know right, that Tine has something planned, seeing as he acts suspiciously. I do get how frustrated Tine must be seeing as no one is leaving. I would’ve walked away as well to cool down. The way Fong & Ohm showed up like that to support their friend is just amazing! 

He finally gets Wat alone, with a romantic stroll on the beach. (I am feeling so nervous, why Am I feeling nervous!!) GO TINE!!! UGH REALLY BOSS, WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh but what if..

hmm tine must be so upset getting drunk like that. It’s too funny, god they are seriously W.A.S.T.E.D. Look at Ohm, his whole face is red with sweat, wow dude just stop drinking🤣 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA TINE!!!!!!🤣 HE REALLY JUST DROPPED TO THE FLOOR, I JUST CAN’T🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣  OHM IS LIKE “OKAY I WILL STAY SEATED AFTER FONG ALSO DROPPED, LMFAO!!!🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 

poor Tine though, he must have a serious hangover, good thing he has Wat to take care of him. I love them so much(i know I have been saying this a lot but I just do!!🙈) Wat shows so much patience with Tine and I love him even more for this because it makes Tine comfortable enough to tell why he is upset. So Wat did plan something but of course it got ruined by Dim AGAIN!! Fudging Dim for ruining the surprise!!

Wait Wat even made him a ticket😭

they really planned the same thing, well kind off, UGH SO SWEET!!!! SERIOUSLY I’M NOT CRYING YOU ARE!!😭😭 so damn sweet(its not fair I want this to) How much do we love Wat’s voice? is too much an option? Because that’s the case!! Let’s be honest, who is swaying along as well? because I know I am!🙋‍♀️ I love the song and he really is using the bottle to tell Tine what he want, CUTIESSSSSSS, wait this is not the end right?...I need a kiss! come on!!🙏

Ohhhhh it’s not the end yet!! Is Tine going to Sing? My soul is ready for this!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH I FREAKING LOVE HIS VOICE SO MUCH!!!! I NEED THIS SONG!!!!!awww flashback, ugh i’m going to miss this show so much. Wow this sentence again Sarawat..

“Kiss you till you drop” well  THEN DO IT, I DARE YOU!! AND, AND TINE IS ALSO CHALLENGING YOU, LOOK AT HIS FACE, DAMN. 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WTF YES GO FOR IT!!! WOW HE REALLY BE THROWING TINE ON THAT COUCH!! SHIT ANOTHER ONE!!!! BVIUYWEBVNWBOWBJSBGIWB OKAY YES YES AND YES, THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO END A FREAKING SHOW!!! 🤩☠️☠️🤯☠️☠️🤩😏

I’m all hyped up now, like wtf did I just witness, this was everything we wanted right? a kiss, well not only 1 kiss nooooooooo 2 kisses and boy oh boy what a kiss. 👀👀👀

Thank you Bright and Win for making me smile, cry, curse at you and wish I had what you have!! ugh best couple ever. But also Mike, Gunsmile, TopTap, Drake, Frank, Korawit, Sivakorn, Khaotung, JJ, Love and Film for making me smile and feel annoyed as well🤣  I think for now it’s safe to say that this really is my favourite BL drama of 2020!! 

Thank you everyone for reading this really messy review, look forward to more of these, seeing as a lot of Bl Dramas are staring or have started again!! I love you guys!!!💗💗💗💗💗💗💗