#Fresh Start update

[nyehilismwriting]

It's not enough, in the end. You manage to get the barrel up, finger on the trigger - and something screams in your arm, the impact shuddering through your body. The sound of the shot follows a moment later, a roaring in your ears loud enough to make your head spin. There's a spray of red in your vision, and your whole body goes light, limp, breathless.

Project Hadea: Chapter Five, part one is now available to play. Objective:

Survive.

This game is rated 18+. Content warnings for this chapter are violence, gore, and depictions of severe injuries.

Word count: 50,000

Demo | Project Intro | Ko-Fi

[blujayonthewing]

This year's big web! This one marks five years of big web!!!

[xpau-official]

Man DOWN, brah!

We got a broski down on the ground with a fever, yo! And on the first day of the year? That’s some serious unrad circumstances, brah!

I gotta report to all of y’all radslices to say that we’ll be tryin’ our best to recover ASAP. No worries, I don’t think it’s too bad, but there’s just some more delay in all of them party businesses, ‘kay?

Oh, and don’t worry ya silly ‘lil noggins that it’s ‘cuz of the party. We just chilled a ‘lil too hard with the weather, probably!

Love ya, my super radtastical homies! Thanks for all of ya’s support! ♥︎

[chocochipclaire]

in honor of the all the times I’ve tried drawing geralt carrying regis out of tesham mutna, I just wrote a 9k fic instead - (this is) the thing

includes: survivals guilt, hansa remembrance, oblivious geralt, and a lot of touching

[yingren]

catching up on drafts today to fill up my queue, it might be slow as hell though cause this guy's insanely exhausted.

[boxwinebaddie]

uncle neen!!! welcome back omg i was so sad to see u disappear </3 hyh !!! i had a question i asked last time but i was wondering since ur rewriting ur fics, are u planning on posting them on tumblr? or on ao3? pls be kind to urself too<33

good MORNING, lovie!!!!~ <3 c':

( or whatever time it is, where you are at the moment! )

i'm very excited to announce that you are my very FIRST new ask message on my brand new blog!

( teri is my first follower; ly ter. <33 o//3//o )

***long overdue UN ramble-bramble under the cut. xx

i /do/ miss my six hundred bajillion ask memes and am mourning the loss of all my online creations and great joys as a deranged southpark fanfiction author and the legacy i built with my tiny, gay weird hands

( i will go into it another time, but i had a very, very frightening bipolar episode surrounding my blog and my role on here as a writer, friend and mentor to you all, deleted all my things in a horrible panic, was able to recover them...but in the -- what i hope is the *very last* -- after shock of my episode...i got very scared, very sad and deleted both my dearly treasured and beloved, beautifully cult followed by many of you and other ghosts of sp style fanatics past ao3 account**

**( with peppermint on it at 13k likes which...oh my god, please be gentle with me, that was a very, very hard blow and rough realization for me and i am sorry to everyone who loved that fanfiction and wanted to go back and read it for posperity and personal comfort...i miss her too; rest in peace, pep, my first born. my sweet girl. </3 )

...and most tragically of all, i deleted my tumblr blog, with over one hundred pages of carefully curated content surrounding my sp aus, your lovely, insightful and thoughtful questions and inquiries, also typed with your tiny, weird gay hands answered, in turn, with mine, torched the ev. of those memories in the final blast and lost my window into your world through that medium...

...which is literally heartbreaking to me, because more than even my silly fanfictions or my blog, what i loved to do, was talk to all of you and read your wonderful messages each day and remind myself of why i should be here and continue to do what i do. </333 :'''c

BUT! my darlings, as ravenstan would say, 'it's always darkest before crimson dawn', for the very first time in several weeks ( which, i fear, and i was, full of fear and horrible self loathing/dread every waking and nightmarish moment ), last night, i cried for a very, very, very, long time, held myself together in the broken places -- told myself and the girl i was that i loved her and i was going to take care of us and be brave -- and broke the fever ( a little off key like jersey kyle, but very lovely nonetheless; love you tone deaf king. x my sboyf. )

today, i woke up this morning and slept...PEACEFULLY and woke up PERFECTLY HAPPY AND RESTED...

AND SMILED. QUITE. WIDE!!!!~ :D

and that is a baby step, but it is a step in the right direction and also almost wanted to make me weep like a baby again because i literally have not felt happy or like i do not hate myself for like, i shit you not, over like 15-20 days...it was frightening and fucking horrible! SLAY!

nevertheless ( or the most, finally ) i am excited to welcome in a new era/year of change on my blog and within myself; which is an era of peppermint flavored 'hope i'm healing' in a delicious rem(ember) font.

unfortunately, because i nuked my ao3 account, i do not currently one atm, but am in the process of recovering it.

( i'm not condoning any kind of rude/uncivilized behavior bc people are allowed to do anything they want -- but i'd really like to get my user back and would appreciate it a lot if no one used it to create another ao3 account just because it would be confusing for my readers and disheartening to me to not be boxwinebaddie anymore. )

until then, i will be writing/drafting rem(ember) in my messy google docs, am storyboarding everything to the best of my ability ( which is not perfect, but nothing is -- except stan and kyle to each other -- but god loves a trier, which is why he hates me: i prefer hell where it's drier -- that way my girlfail guylinea will not run. xx )

KALE SEITAN! ;)

posting little snippets of it on here for all of you, probably put it here on my tumblr and post it up to ao3 if i can regain my account/one in general ( i am a little worried that because of how long it's been, the loss of all my followers and, what i assume, is a decreased public or tiktok generated interest in sp, it will do poorly; rip </3 )

-- but the point is...that i want to start doing stuff for myself now. and not because i think i should or create unnecessary stress/sadness surrounding my strength or weakness as a writer or person ( or like, beat the living shit out of myself every single day anymore )...

...so i am writing it slowly, carefully, synthesizing all the info i gathered from over a year of answering your questions ( which helped me develop my sp au styles and their worlds into the lovely, seemingly breathing paper machslayed things they are now ), am going to write the fanfiction i always/wanted/ to write ( i’ve always wanted to rewrite RM, but was so busy and overwhelmed with my blog/my irl stuff that i couldn't )

and i'm calling it...

<3

p.s. ( i love you ): i am going to give my grandmother a copy of the first chapter of peppermint for christmas because i wanted to do something special/sentimental for her and secretly push the gay middle school style agenda ( she is actually very woke and thought my uncle might be gay for a while when he was younger, haha xx ), but i want to give them different names, so that on the off chance it gets passed off to my mom, my dad or manages to travel by world of mouth ( my grandma has a tendency to gab, but i love her a lot ) that it can't specifically be traced back to my dead ao3 or my blog.

so if any one has any ideas for silly interesting names i could give my sons, names for other characters or south park in gen. hit me up! <33

thank you for your interest in my work -- and in me, in general. i love you all dearly, i hope you heal ( i know you will ) and smile, pendejos because got a lot coming up on that crimson dawn and a lot of crazy shit coming down on that *jersey i won't say i'm in luh megara vc*

~SCHARLET sLUt~

cheers! mazel! ;) xx

-uncle nina, in her healing era <3

[orgyofthedamned]

sorry for the quiet lately, phuz and i are beat from entertaining friends/family the last month and getting our 2025 affairs in order. i cant wait to show yall what i’ve been working on, once i get some time to finally sit down and finish it

[charmvinyl]

gonna remake my two art bots since there’s no chance they’ll ever show up ugh. i know interactions are not. a big deal but having to lose those makes me sad :(

[doawk]

if you were given the choice to go back - to fix your mistakes. would you do it?

[scary-monsters]

what's a fun AU that might be interesting for a multi-chapter diego fic?? i'm open to anything.. could be dinopants or dinoballs or diejoni or x reader .. i feel like i could benefit from a new writing project but i've been stumped lately 🤔

[prosebushpatch]

So I decided to restart my animal crossing new leaf for the 3ds file completely but I didn't know that Tom Nook would OFFER TO BUY the entire town and let you carry over the money to the new town and it's hysterical because the mayor basically peaces out, cashes in on 30 million bells, changes entire identity, and accidentally becomes the mayor in a new town. There's a fanfic there but I'm too lazy to write it.

[mingtinys]

heyyyyy how yall doingggg 🫣

uhhhh, i think it's nearly been a year since i've posted ?? and accidentally took an unannounced hiatus

long story short; i graduated college !! moved !! and got a big girl job !! so lots of life changes happened very quickly and very suddenly. so i apologize for ghosting for so long !!

this account has quite literally been in the back of my mind every single day. it still fills me with so much love and excitement when i see people still enjoying my previous works !! and during there's past months i've tried writing, but nothing seemed to ever come to fruition. i'd start something, get 50% – 80% done then just ,, lose all creativity or get too busy to write while i actually had motivation. i think i have about 20 nearly completed works and no less than 200 fully fleshed out ideas i've collected in my notes app.

but lately, i've slowly began working on incorporating more of my hobbies back into my life and i want writing to be one of them !!

so i am very excited to get back to this account and while i will definitely be slow with posting, i want to keep up with this account !! i'll probably rework my masterlist and a few things so it feels fresh, but other than that !! thank you for being so patient and still showing me so much love <3

and with that ! if anyone has any questions about part 2's to fics, series, or requests please feel free to send an ask about them (:

[ishizizzle]

Ok I made a sideblog because I was being unhinged u all saw it 🤡

[skyplayssplatoon3]

A lot of us are excited for multiple but which one are you the most looking forward to?

[astoldbychae]

Updated my game and now it won’t load any of my households. 😑

Whenever I click to play a household, I get a loading screen then it kicks me back to the Home Screen for me to select a world. 😩

I mean, I knew I was trying to reduce my screen time but damn!

[hellconsumed]

out of character. i promise i haven't forgotten about this account !!