A Strong Love & A Fragile Peace
AU but still in HOTD medieval universe - A Harwin Strong x Fem!Descendant of the Targaryens Reader - All gifs are mine.
Synopsis: The reign of the Targaryens, your ancestors, brought chaos to the Seven Kingdoms. Your father, King Alessys, is counting on his heir, your sister Alaessa as well as you his second daughter to restore peace as it was centuries ago. Your marriage to Harwin somewhat calmed the tension between the Crown and the people. It was the first marriage where one of the parties was not of royal blood but both parties were marrying of their own free will. A true marriage, one for love. One you father didn't hesitate to use to negotiate with the representatives of the people.
But as of right now, you couldn't care less about politics or family drama. You and Harwin welcomed a little girl a few days ago and those moments as new parents were precious.
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Word count is around 2,3k.
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As an aunt, you had a little bit mocked your older sister of her constant need to know of her children's well-being. Now, as a new mother yourself, you understood, and wished you had been more empathic regarding your sister's new role as a mother. You found those new feelings of constant worry, fierce protectiveness and infinite love overwhelming.
Waking up from your much needed nap, you got up from the bed, mind still foggy with sleep and wincing from the pain you still experienced from childbirth – and will for the weeks to come according to the midwives – You walked over to the crib you had insisted be situated on your side of the bed, in front of the filigree iron screen on separating the bedroom from the living space. Panic seized your heart as your eyes fell upon an empty crib. You put the baby down a couple of hours ago and folded the blanket partially over her to keep her warm. The cloth was never put above the babe's waist to assure it wouldn't suffocate her. Once she would start moving around in a few months, the blanket would be removed completely to avoid any accident. Both newborn and blanket were at the present, gone. About to yell for the maids and guards to come in quickly, you started to march for the wooden doors, only to breathe a sigh of relief at the sight of your baby in your husband’s arms. Leaning against the frame of the filigree screen forming the entry to the bedroom, you allowed yourself a moment to calm your racing heart. His presence somewhat took you by surprise.
Being a new father and the King's son in-law didn't release the Lord Commander of the Gold Cloaks of his duty. Which explained why he was currently standing in your shared chambers in his full City Watch regalia complete with the golden cloak strapped on the shoulder. The strongest man in the Seven Kingdoms barking orders at newly assigned soldiers, making them shake in their boots at the eventuality of facing the wrath of the man called Breakbones was undeniably very arousing – You both stopped counting the times it led to the irresistible thrill of almost being caught whether it was by a member of your family, a maid or a guard. – Nevertheless, Ser Harwin Strong was not to be messed with and Gods help those who had and those who will have the unfortunate experience of the fact firsthand.
Four days ago now, after three days of barely getting any sleep – at this point in your pregnancy, finding a position to get comfortable was a thing of the past – and very long labors that took most of your strength, you finally held a healthy baby girl to your chest. The first girl amongst your father’s grandchildren as your sister blessed the Crown with three boys. The announcement that the Seven Kingdoms had a new little princess – formally named Laenyra – was met with joy. Family members called her by a nickname, Lyra.
A new princess who seemed very content to be napping in her father's arms for the moment, wrapped in her soft blanket of dark blue and gold pattern. The blue represented House Strong while the gold indicated her belonging to your family, House Raeswell, the last descendants of the Targaryen bloodline. The blanket had been gifted to you by your father King Alessys during your pregnancy. All born into the family possessed their own, with the colors of both houses they belonged in. Your nephews from your sister Alaessa had theirs in grey with a golden pattern, with a different pattern for each. Grey for House Stark since Alaessa’s husband was the King in The North’s third son. Their marriage had been a political one much to Alaessa's regret. Although with time, both your sister and brother-in-law came to care for one another.
So lost in your thoughts, your husband's voice startled you.
"With all the visitors you both had earlier, I needed to know everything was alright." he explained, noticing your distress.
Harwin took to fatherhood like a Targaryen to dragon riding. Naturally and unconditionally.
"I thought one of the nursemaids took her despite my affirming my choice to do as my mother did. She fed her children herself and I'll do the same with mine."
"It should be no one's concern but your own.", Harwin lamented with a scold.
"They judge me like they judged my mother. She was doing what she thought was best and that's also my point of view. I'm bonding with my daughter while giving her what she needs to grow strong."
Your husband smirked at your obvious pun with his surname. You wiggled your eyebrows in response.
"You do know you don't have to justify yourself for holding her? You are her father. The only place I'm sure she's safe when she's not in my arms is in yours. I admit I'm amazed she slept through being swaddled in the blanket.", you confessed, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.
"The lack of acknowledgment of my presence is a bit rude.", he pretended to be hurt.
His eyes dropped back to Lyra as he spoke to her.
"I break my oath as Commander of the City Watch to see you and you just continue to sleep."
Receiving no response from the newborn who kept on sleeping undisturbed, he threw you a look.
"I'm disrespected by my own daughter.", he complained, falsely offended, before a huge smile appeared across his face.
You rolled your eyes, amused. He was too much, really. Lyra was her father's little angel, there was no doubt about that.
"You might want to adjust your interpretation of disrespect or you'll have a shock in a few years when you find out she's been sneaking out of the Red Keep right under your nose."
Harwin frowned.
"Not on my watch."
You snickered.
"My father believed Alaessa and I would never disobey. It took 10 years before I was caught.", you shrugged, proving your point.
Harwin couldn't fathom the idea of his daughter doing something that could jeopardize her safety behind his back.
"You didn't grow up behind those walls, love, that's why the concept of doing something forbidden is foreign to you. All the things people get to experience but you don't…", you clued him in, remembering the good times you had in the City without no one knowing."It's the call of the wild. You want to see what life is really like outside the castle."
"I witness the joys and horrors of the City every day. I want to raise her with the promise that she can trust me with anything, trust my word when I tell her it is no place for a Princess. I want her to know every choice I'll make that she'll disagree with, will be taken in her interest as my priority is to my family, to protect her.", he firmly pledged, stopping his movement.
You didn't intend for the conversation to turn this serious. It would be years before Lyra would be old enough to test the boundaries the two of you would have put in place. She had just been born, there would be plenty of time to worry about her future. For now, you wanted nothing but joyful and light moments.
"He protects the city and rocks your children to sleep, Ser Breakbones, baby whisperer." you teased him with a soft smile to try to lighten the mood back to how it was when you woke up.
It worked as you saw him slightly shake his head in amusement with a bright smile. He went back to his gentle swaying after Lyra whined as she dreamed.
Reassured of your child's safety, you stepped further into the living space and stopped at the table to pour yourself a glass of water, then took a sip as you faced father and daughter, happy to simply be with your family.
“So, what's the verdict? Is our daughter more Strong or more Raeswell?”
The two of you refused to bulge on your decision not to let everyone meet your daughter on her first day of life. Only a few had been allowed to see the newborn a few hours after her birth ; The King, your sister Alaessa and her husband along with the Lord Hand who also was Harwin's father, Lyonel Strong and Harwin's siblings, his brother Larys and his sisters Jenny and Alyce. The little Princess has been presented to the Council on her third day as protocol required. Today was for extended family. In three days time, she would be presented to the Lords in the Throne Room and to the Kingdom on the White Balcony to follow the tradition of your family.
“They are split on who she takes after the most but they all agree she does have my eyes.“
"Light blue like the crystal water of the sea in the sunlight." Harwin whispered to his sleeping daughter, tenderly caressing her small cheek with his index finger. Focusing his attention back on you, his expression turned grave.
“I ran into Laenor on my way here. He told me what happened with your mother's sister."
The whole castle probably heard by now at the speed at which news traveled. It had been a very unpleasant moment.
"I set the facts straight and I gave orders not to let her around Lyra from now on. End of story.", you said with a snarl.
You put down the glass with more force than you should have.
"It's not unheard of for members of royal blood to look down on people they deem inferior to them.", Harwin reminded you.
Voicing such a thought would be a death sentence around anyone else but as a couple, you both tended to agree on most subjects. Even uncomfortable ones.
"You did more for this kingdom in the past years than they ever did in their entire life!" You roared, getting more upset by the second. "I will not stay silent while they tarnish my husband's name simply for his blood status and dispute the legitimacy of my daughter's royal title! She is granddaughter to King Alessys, daughter of a Princess of the Seven Kingdoms, a descendant of House Targaryen. Anyone doubting her claim to her title should die by dragonfire on the spot."
You took a few deep breaths to calm yourself down. Yelling would not resolve anything, it would only wake and upset the baby like it did this afternoon. You walked the distance to your husband and reached inside the blanket to caress the back of your daughter's tiny hand with your thumb. Her fingers naturally curled around yours.
"She's not even a week old and my father is already placing all his hopes on her to strengthen the peace between the Crown and the people. I don't want her to grow up with that burden on her shoulders.", you revealed in a soft voice.
"She's no political pawn for them to use." Harwin growled as he carefully tightened his hold on the baby.
"Shielding her from their game is going to require strength, I'm afraid. Strength I don't possess at the moment."
Harwin let his forehead gently rest against yours. The gesture made you close your eyes and breathe them in. You would recognize your husband's scent anywhere, there was something so primal about it you couldn't describe. Today, the scent of the City clung to his skin whereas the baby had that sweet newborn smell you loved so much.
"My love, if you find yourself stumbling, lacking strength, take some of mine and make it your own. For my strength, my arms, my heart and my soul are yours. From this day until far beyond the last of my days.", he whispered to you in High Valyrian.
You let out a small surprised tearful chuckle.
"You remember…"
"How could I forget the day I finally became yours?"
On your wedding day, when came the time to say the vows, he surprised you by speaking his in High Valyrian. A language he didn't know. A language only a few still had the ability to read and speak to this day. A knowledge only transmitted to people of Targaryen blood. Harwin went to your sister Alaessa and asked her to teach him his vows in the language as a surprise to you. Valyrian was part of your family's history, it was part of your history, and it would be part of your children's history. Long before that, he learned a few words through the commands you gave your dragon. It proved useful once you were married as he was the only person of non-Targaryen blood who could approach Skyfire.
"I never entertained the thought of a princess sharing those emotions I tried to silence. So, when you admitted your feelings, I finally could let myself contemplate spending my life at your side."
Harwin tenderly bumped and nudged your nose with his.
"Although, you did insult me a few times before we got to that point.", he recalled with a soft laugh.
"That was before I stopped seeing you as my sworn protector and more as a friend. My father chose you to be my shadow after someone snitched on me, I wasn't going to make things easier for you."
"The biggest pain in your royal backside you said I was if I remember correctly."
"That honor of yours was pretty frustrating at times. Surprisingly, it's also what made me fall in love with you…"
You pulled your forehead away from his so you could look into his eyes before leaning back towards him to brush your lips against his in a loving kiss. Harwin's lips moved beneath your own. He didn't let you pull away until you were breathless.
"I love you…", you murmured as he looked at you with so much adoration and devotion.
The corner of his mouth turned up in a small content smile and this time, he was the one to initiate the kiss, Lyra still sleeping in his arms and unaware of her parents' tender embrace.
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