#Forbidden Brewing Company

[ohcaptains]

𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐬.

 pairing. anakin skywalker x f!reader 

synopsis. anakin finds loopholes in the jedi code.

warnings. 18+. this is sexually explicit, do not read this or interact with my blog if you’re a minor. do not copy my shit, i’ll find out. cock warming, p in v penetration but no movement. whimper-y anakin, if you move i'll leave the jedi order type beat.  

an. just a little something i wrote for the kinktober i never did. I thought i'd post instead of letting it collect dust in my drafts. the prompt was cockwarming! hope i did anakin justice<3 pls comment & reblog.

You find him at the window.

Sitting, with his thighs open and chest bare, staring out into the abyss. The night glints at the beads of sweat sliding down his chest, and his fingers drum endlessly against his thighs.

He heard you wake up, so he’s expecting your company, and has leaned back against the chair – thin black gown falling open – ready for you to climb all over him.

It happens often.

It’s not uncommon to wake up without him.

Most nights, you startle out of your slumber – as if even asleep, you’d sensed a shift – and blink at the space on the mattress beside you.

Finding him was easy.

You pad through the living room and wordlessly reach him in his post-nightmare state. His hair is tousled, sculpted chest is slick with sweat -- there’s an energy vibrating off of him, and you can taste it in the air.

Stepping behind him, you gently run the tips of your fingers over his shoulders, and the whirlpool in Anakin’s belly settles for a second. When you move into frame, it’s gone completely, replaced by a warm heat that has roots. He breathes a smile.

“Like clockwork.”

You give him a sheepish grin in return and fiddle with the fabric of your small nightgown. There’s a moment where Anakin gets to look at you – all sleepy and cuddly – and he’s ready to escape with you off of this forsaken planet.

His will holds strong.

“Are you waiting for an invitation?” he asks, raising a scarred brow, and despite your groggy state, you still manage to roll your eyes. Stepping closer, you use his broad shoulders as anchors to slip onto his lap.

“Don’t make that face,” Anakin hushes, and while you settle back onto his thighs, his metal hand comes up. He traces the line of your jaw, “You know I let you do what you want.”

His spare hand steadies your hips, and it’s still warm from his lightsaber. Calloused fingers run over your skin, reminding you of the fight that’s leaving scars – the war that’s brewing, both inside and outside of his mind.

In moments like this, though, there’s a subtle calm.

An impenetrable force that hums over the pair of you.

You lean into his palm and whisper, “Not everything.”

There’s a haunted edge to your gaze, and your words are loaded. Anakin knows what you mean, knows all the intricacies of your subtle dig, and yet, he still manages to smile.

Well, smirk.

“What do you want? Just say the word.”

You wouldn’t, and Anakin knows that. He’s caught your bluff, and you manage a bashful smile before gently leaning forward, dragging your hips against his lap.  

Anakin’s cloth-covered thigh nestles against the thin fabric of your underwear. Your smile falters, lips parting. You push your forehead against his, and whisper, “If I say the words, I’ll never forgive myself.”

“I know,” he breathes, “I know.”

I want more.

A life together, not stolen moments when the sun is down.

An attachment. A bond.

But it’s forbidden.

It’s why it can’t go any further than this.

“What’d you dream about?” you wonder. Anakin pulls his eyes away from you, instead looking to where his thigh sits. The silence is your answer.

“I’ll still ask, even if you never tell.”

He takes hold of your bare thighs, rubbing his hands up and down, and you hum his name, reaching out to push his hair behind his ears.

“Pretty boy.”

“Stop it,” he huffs, cheeks reddening.

But how can you? When he’s all sharp lines and long hair. You run your hands up the bare panes of his muscular chest, feeling the deft of his muscles, and the dampness on his skin.

The air changes – hums electric – and it buzzes as you push his gown off his shoulders.

Carefully, you lean forward and place a chaste kiss against his collarbone.

“That’s better.”

Anakin hums a laugh. His hands snake around to your lower back, dig into the fat of your ass, and using the grip there, he gently rocks you forward once, forcing your clothed cunt to drag against his muscular thigh.

You whimper. It’s quiet, but Anakin can hear it, even if it’s muffled by his shoulder.

“’ S’what you came out here for, huh?” he whispers. The electric flooding through the walls hums, but the room is still eerily silent. Anakin’s voice is a roar.

You lick your lips and drag your face up to see him. “No,” you whisper, pressing a soft kiss against his top lip, “I like being with you, even if we don’t do this.”

Anakin has to close his eyes. Words like those are fuel to the fire brimming in his chest, and it doesn’t help that you wrap your arms around his neck and fiddle with the tail end of his hair.

Arching your back, you slowly roll backwards, then forward, teasing the bulge between his legs.

Releasing a shaky breath, you repeat the motion, again, and again, near humping his leg.  

A familiar ache begins to swell, coiling between your thighs and up into your belly. It makes you clench around nothing, and you mewl quietly, wishing for more – always wishing for more.

Still, you continue, slick pooling into your underwear and against his thigh.

Anakin can’t look at you. If he sees your face, his resolve will falter.

His nerves are shot. If he couldn’t feel how wet you are, he could smell it, and it makes a groan bristle behind his teeth.

He buries his head into the crook of your neck and busies himself with kissing at the soft shell of your throat, careful not to leave marks.

Once, you left a mouth-shaped mark against his stomach, and he looked at it every day for a week.

Caught himself with his top up in the mirror looking at the reflection, eyeing the way the mark sat on the firm lines of muscle, fading away with time.

A dark part of him wanted the mark on the slope of his neck.

“Wanna be inside of you.”

His admission rests heavily against your throat, and you’re thankful that he can’t see the way you clench your eyes closed.

Though, he does feel you tighten your grip on the back of his head. Feels you shift up against his thigh, and the warmth pooling in your underwear burns against him.  

He can sense you’re hesitant.

“’ can be like last time. Just – Just --” he stutters, licking his lips and struggling to release the words from the back of his throat. Finally, he manages. “--Sit on it.”

“Anakin.”

He pulls away from your neck and looks up at you.

“We can use it as an exercise.”

A laugh bursts from your throat, “To test your will?”

He smiles, and because you have to, you push your cunt against his crotch, uttering, “Want me to make It difficult for you?” and white flashes through Anakin’s eyes.

He grabs your hips to steady you, tensely pushing his fingers into your skin.

“Hardest challenge I’ll ever encounter.”

“You eager to impress?”

He kisses your jaw, “Don’t I always?”

“Mm,” you hum, cradling his chin. You shift back so he can pull his trousers down, and when you take his cock in your hand, he melts. His commanding aura switches for a moment, and you watch Anakin still his breathing.

You push your underwear to the side, and as you lift yourself to sink onto him, Anakin breathes, “Just the tip – just a little bit, j-just—” and he chokes on his words, gasping as you brush the leaking head of his cock through your folds.

You halt. Whimper. Have to grip his shoulder to steady yourself, or you’ll push him inside of you all at once and hurt yourself.

You inhale steadily.

“Have to – have to go slow,” you spurt, trying to calm your tremors.  

“It’s been a while since…”

You don’t have to finish your sentence. Anakin knows, and he feels a mix of pride and guilt. Only me, he thinks, and then, like a flash, only me, he swallows. And I can’t give her everything.

This. This is as far as it’ll go. He knows he’s pushing it. Knows that he’s come up with some convoluted rule to both have his cake and eat it too.

If he fucks you the way he wants to, he’ll fall in love with you. As if it hasn’t happened already.

Anakin has made lying to himself a speciality.

You push against him once more, and the tip of his cock nudges between your folds, forcing an ache to shoot through your clit and make you dizzy. You stop. Pause and curse yourself.

A slow burn builds in your thighs, and you clench down to try and mediate the burn. Anakin grunts.

“Maker,” he utters. “Sorry—” you splutter, sucking in a tight breath.

Anakin wraps his metal arm around the back of your hips, hoping to steady you. “Lemme,” he mumbles, and gently, he flexes his hips up, slowly feeding his cock into your soaked pussy.  

Your lower abdomen immediately burns.  

He’s being calm about it – using all his training – but there’s nothing calm about the words trickling out of his mouth.

“Oh stars,” he groans, voice wrecked, “You gonna take all of me, sweet girl? Gonna let me fill you up?”

When you finally sink to the hilt, your resolve snaps. The pair of you moan out in unison, loud and high-pitched.

Anakin buries his face in your chest, and the heat of his mouth against your breasts adds to the tension coiling in your belly.

“Don’t – don’t move,” he grunts, and you shake your head, “I won’t – I’ll come on your cock if I do,” and you don’t mean to say it like that, don’t mean for the words to come out like that, but you feel Anakin pulse from inside of you, warm and hard and wet.

He manages to laugh.

“Tryna kill me,” he shakily breathes, shaking his head. His wet lips brush against your breasts, and you want more – want all that he can give you – so you clutch the back of his head, pulling him closer, hoping he gets the message.

His wet kisses make your skin prickle.

You’re full up. Can feel him stretching you out, this feeling something that’s only happened a few times before.

“If you move,” Anakin begins, out of breath, “I’ll leave the Jedi order and spend my days inside of you.”

“Don’t t-tempt me.”

He laughs, and you accidentally clench around him, causing him to groan deep and long against your tits.

“If you do that again, I’ll come inside of you.”

You imagine it. Imagine him spilling out, the wet white of it dripping out of your cunt and back onto his cock, and the mere image of it has your clit throbbing.

Keep still. Don’t move.

But he wraps his tongue around your nipple and begins to suck.

You cry out, and all of your muscles tighten, forcing you to clench tight around his cock. Anakin jolts and whines your name against your tits.

“S’your fault,” you mewl, moaning. You hang your head back, “Stars, Anakin.”

“Try and stay still,” he mumbles, and you stutter a laugh, “Impossible.”

“It can’t be,” he responds, and while he speaks in jest, his words are sincere. The line between love and lust runs thin, and if Anakin is being honest with himself, it’s close to snapping.

[hirukochan]

I feel cheeky sending another ask but I lived the interrogation one so much so just 3 so words: snape sex pollen. Perhaps a professor x professor?

(Ps: is their a place that I can support your writing!!!)

Snape x Professor sex pollen coming right up 🫡

Writing is one of my many beloved hobbies; liking, reblogging, giving kudos or commenting is all the support I need! Thank you very much for asking though!

Blue Speckled Mushrooms

(Severus Snape x fem!Professor oneshot)

Words: 2572

Warnings: 18+ Sex Pollen :D - mutual dub-con, some biting, rough smut

Summary: In your continuing efforts to catch the grumpy Potion Master's attention you follow him into the Forbidden Forest - a mistake of perhaps destiny unfolding?

This is play post-war, Sev survives - not that it matters much to the 'plot'

Read on Ao3 or below the cut:

It could have been so easy. Gather these blasted Moon Cornflowers and Speckled Blue Mushrooms and return to the castle. It’s all he asks for. Moon Cornflowers and Speckled  Blue Mushrooms to finish the brew currently under stasis in his office. Two plants. Just a few of each. They couldn’t be preserved through either magic or other means and had to be harvested within three hours of being used in a potion and only during a full moon. 

Now usually this is no problem for an accomplished potion master such as Severus Snape. A quick trip to the forest and done. He knows the half-forgotten paths, the safe routes. Knows how to avoid the Centaurs and other nastier beasts that live in the Forbidden Forest.

He does not know how to avoid her.

Irritating, stupid girl.

She took over the History of Magic position earlier that year, one of Snape’s first students he taught after becoming a professor himself at merely twenty-one. A seventh year at the time who already stared at him in the library back when he was a student. 

She just wouldn’t leave him alone!

“Midnight stroll?” She asks with that irritating smile on her stupid pretty face and follows him into the forest.

“What do you want?!” He growls at her. She keeps trying to make conversation with him, keeps sitting next to him during meals or in the staff room, talking. Always talking. Talking talking talking. 

How can a single person be this annoying?

She is still talking. Jesus fucking christ!

“So anyway…what are you doing here?”

“I don’t see how that is of any concern to you.”

“Just curious, is all.” She replies. Stupid girl. And she is still following him!

You have no idea what to do anymore. You’ve tried everything. You’ve tried catching his attention by talking to him, leaving the top button of your blouse undone, batting your lashes at him like a teen on a love potion, you’ve searched his company, flirted like your stupid life depends on it and the cranky bastard doesn’t even recognise it! 

You run to catch up with his long strides, wrapping your cloak around yourself to shield yourself from the cold night air.

You were about to go to bed, just finishing up your rounds through the castle on the lookout for students out of bed when you saw his billowing cloak sweep out of the entrance door. You of course followed him. Curious as to what he was going to do outside but also secretly hoping today’s the day he’ll finally notice your intentions.

Perhaps you have to be less subtle. You thought men like to be subtly seduced but Snape is not like any man you’ve known! Maybe he doesn’t like playing cat and mouse, doesn’t enjoy the chase. 

You’ll be blunt! Yes, if a stroll through the forest at midnight doesn’t do the trick you’ll gather what little courage you have and just make the first step yourself. You’re an independent woman! You don’t need to wait around for Snape to realise you’re interested in him and make the first step.

“Are you gathering ingredients of sorts?” You ask and walk quicker to keep up, pressing your arm against his by walking closer to him. He glares at you.

“Obviously.” He snarls and looks forward again.

“Cool. cool cool cool….um…which ones?”

He audibly grumbles.

“Sorry, I couldn’t understand you.” You smile. He is making it very hard to be attracted to him. Grumbly bastard. Prickly idiot. Why can’t he just fuck you? Shove you into a broom closet and let out his frustrations if you’re so bloody annoying to be around! Why can’t you fall head over heels for someone normal?

Because normal is boring.

Your eyes glide over his sharp jaw, every muscle tensed, about ready to snap, beneath his pale skin that shines in the moonlight.

“I said, you were a daft, simple-minded girl when I had the misfortune of attempting to teach you potions - I very much doubt you’d understand any more now than you did seventeen years ago!”

His venom cuts deep. You stumble backwards. You thought he was clumsy when it comes to socialising, that he perhaps didn’t understand your intentions, not that he loathes you.

“Oh…” You murmur. “Um…okay…” don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry. “Sorry for bothering you.” You turn on your heels and run. He calls after you but you ignore it, disappearing between the trees into the undergrowth, away from Snape because you are about to cry your eyes out like the stupid little girl he sees in you and you are not about to embarrass yourself any further than you already have! You just want to go back to your quarters.

Stupid girl! Insufferable, annoying, bothersome, foolish girl!

Snape runs after her. He considered leaving her to her own fate and capabilities and collect his ingredients but he had been cursed with a conscience. A nasty, biting thing demanding he not let her run to her death in an Acromantula den.

He’ll tear her a new one when he catches up to her! The sheer idiocy! Running into the Forbidden Forest like that! What possessed her.

“Stop running!” He snarls, draws his wand and sends a non-verbal Stupor at her. She stumbles and falls face-first into the flower field spreading over the clearing they had entered during their chase. Snape lifts his spell.

You spin around, furious. How fucking dare he? Isn’t it enough to insult you? Does he have to embarrass you by forcing you to bear your pathetic little hurt feelings to him?

He stands at the other end of the clearing, pale blue flowers reaching to his calves, emitting a gentle glow. He looks furious. The light of the full moon illuminates him from the back, deepening his already sharp features, cloaking his face and body in menacing shadows.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?!” He snarls and points towards the direction you were running in. “Do you want to be eaten by enormous spiders?”

“Like you give a damn!” You shout and pick yourself up off the ground. Swiftly you brush loose dirt and a few pedals off your robes and out of your hair. The motherfucker stunned you!

“I might be a cold son of a bitch but I am not letting a colleague run to her death - no matter how annoying said colleague is. The way back to the castle is-” A wind picks up. His cloak flutters behind him, the fabric whispering with the motion. Pedals are ripped from the flowers.

His eyes widen.

You tilt your head to the side, brows pulled together. “Severus?”

“Stay where you are!” He hisses, sending droplets of spit flying. You look around, confused, searching the dark rows of trees for some beastly critter about to attack but you find none. Snape’s eyes are pinned to yours. His chest is heaving, his breath seems shallow. You take a step forward to which Snape instantly backs away, keeping his wand pointed at- you?

“What’s going on?”

“To the castle! Go back to the castle!”

“I am not your student! You can’t give me orders! And to think I’ve been trying to go on a date with you for months!”

“You have to go back to the castle now or- what?” His wand hand sinks a little. A crease forms between his brows. You’ve never seen Severus so puzzled.

“Year really…” You mutter. “Back in school too-”

“I am not in the mood for jokes or pranks.”

“It’s not!” You take another step forward. Severus’ back hits a tree. The wind picks up. A sweet scent reaches your nose, infiltrates your mind, swirls around your brain like vapours of a potion-

Weren’t you cold?

You were! Yes, you were- but it’s so hot- when did it get so hot?

“Stop that!” Snape snarls again.

“Stop what?” You roll your eyes and pause- your cloak lies in the flower field three steps away from you. You have unbuttoned your robes, revealing the white blouse and dark trousers underneath- when-?

“Go. back.” He has his jaw clenched, teeth pressed together. His nostrils flare, his eyes flick down to your chest and he seems to struggle to force them back up.

“Are you hot too?” Your fingers pry open the buttons of your blouse without you even noticing or you’re just not thinking about it…

“Go-”

“What’s happening?”

“Pollen-”

“What?”

“Where you shit in Herbology too?!” He snaps and you glare at him about ready to-

Your blouse slips off your shoulders and falls to the ground. “Stop- you don’t want this-”

“What? What is this?”

“A rare flower.” His voice sounds pressed, as though he’s struggling to speak, to breathe, to exist. He has his back moulded to the tree, clutching at the bark with his hands, straining to keep his eyes on your face.

The button on your trousers is open.

“The pollens they emit to the air to spread and form these dense fields- they have a unique effect on humans-”

“Which effect?”

“Can’t you tell, stupid girl?”

Your trousers push past your hips.

“You should be running from me, not stripping for me.” His eyes graze over your body, standing in front of him in only your underwear, devouring the sight. His eyes trace along the curves of your body, leaving goosebumps in their wake…Heat rushes to your core.

“Sex pollen-” You gasp, noticing you’re standing a mere arm's length away from him now.

“The rather crude colloquial name - yes.”

“Severus- what-”

“Too late, stupid girl.” He snarls and the next moment he’s on you, pouncing at you like a wild beast. His woodsy, herbal scent flows around you, mixing with the sweet smell of the damned flower. His hands grip your arms roughly, blunt nails dig into your flesh. Severus swirls you around and pushes you against the tree. Bark scratches against your skin, stabbing into it but you don’t even notice.

It’s like a trance has taken over your mind and only one thing matters. 

He.

Severus’ mouth latches onto your throat. A million tiny explosions rush over your skin where he touches you and you moan, a feral sound ripped harshly from your throat, echoing over the empty clearing. Severus growls in response, even more feral, even less human. His teeth scrape over your throat. His hands roam over your body, squeezing your breasts, your thighs. Then he tears at his own clothes, shedding layer after layer with a quickness and urgency that has your head spinning.

“Stupid girl.” He repeats and kisses up to your jaw, your cheek. Heated, open-mouth kisses that leave your skin marked by his saliva. 

You place your hands on his shoulders, searching for something to hold onto, something to pull you back into reality, your head spinning, skin exploding, core hurting. You’re so aroused, so need it fucking hurts.

“Severus-” You moan. His hands find your thighs and he lifts you up. Your legs wrap around him on their own accord.

“You should have run when you still had the chance.” He snarls against your lips, his breath brushes over your skin. “You’ll regret this.”

“Shut up and fuck me, you prick!”

Your lips meet in a violent clash of teeth and tongue. You’re pretty sure he bites you or perhaps you bite him. None of it matters anymore when you feel his prick against your soaked entrance. You’ve never been so wet- never so wound up- so desperate for sex-

You cry out when he enters you, a forceful thrust that buries him to the hilt in your twitching channel. He is big. Too big under different circumstances perhaps. He doesn’t give you time to adjust. He pounds into you, spearing you open, using his grip on your waist to bounce you on his cock in sync with each of his thrusts.

You cling to his shoulders, your nails drawing blood, fingertips running over old scars, exploring the surprisingly defined muscles of his lean stature.

Your breasts bounce, rubbing against his naked chest, his lips lay claim to yours, your face, your neck, your chest.

He stumbles, his left side giving in and you tumble to the ground. You’ve seen that happen before. The venom of you-know-who’s snake has left him with some permanent damage, not only the huge scar on his neck.

You don’t care.

You push him down to the ground, your hands on his chest and move your hips, lifting them, letting them slam back down, riding him. You throw your head back, your eyes closed, lips parted as his cock drags along your inner walls with delicious friction.

“So- so full-” You moan. Your breasts sway. Severus catches them, squeezing them with such pure delight on his usually reserved face. He twists your nipples between his fingers, revelling in the noises he coaxes from you.

“You could have had this so much sooner, idiot.” You hiss and grind down against him before lifting your hips up once again.

“Wha-?” His puzzled expression is almost cute.

“I’ve been trying to get you to ask me out for months!” As though to reinforce your discontent with his lack of romantic interest you pick up your pace. His head drops back into the flowers. The pale blue petals glow in his inky black hair.

“How was I supposed to know?” He asks, bucking up to meet your movement.

“I was flirting!”

“I thought you were acting especially stupid for some reason.”

“Arsehole!” You dig your nails into his chest but Severus seems to like that. His eyes squeeze shut, his lips part, pleasure drawn into every wrinkle of his face.

“Why didn’t you just ask me out?”

“Would you have said yes?”

“I’d have called you stupid. Perhaps laughed at you. Slip poison in your tea.”

“I hate you.”

“I don’t think you do.” 

Quicker than you can follow his movements you’re underneath him and your legs on his shoulders. Your head is still spinning when Severus starts pounding into you. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the clearing, accompanied by your and Severus' animalistic, feral sounds of pleasure.

“I don’t-” You moan and dig your fingers into the dry soil underneath you.

“I know.”

“You’re supposed to say me neither.”

“I do whatever the fuck I want, sweetheart.”

“Shut up.”

“No.”

His balls slap against your arse. His hand drops between your bodies, his fingers find your clit, run over it once- twice-

You see stars. Dots of light exploding all over your field of vision and pulling you into darkness, bringing the complex system keeping your body alive and moving to an abrupt stop. Your lungs refuse to fill with air, your brain crashes, your limbs tense, your whole body forced into a contortion made of carnal desire and the world-ending pleasure Severus Snape brings you.

You twitch. Then you inhale sharply, filling your lungs with air, shuddering, whimpering under Severus who spills inside you with an ear-splitting grunt and then slumps down above you. On top of you. Your legs found the ground somehow. His cock still inside you, throbbing, slowly softening, you lay in the dirt like a starfish, feeling dizzy, overwhelmed and confused.

“Friday.” Severus murmurs, his lips brushing over your cheek as he speaks. “Dinner. Be ready on time or I’ll leave without you.”

“Mh?” 

“You really are dense." He grumbles. "Your date, stupid girl. Friday.”

[xxxanteaterxxx]

Furry Friends

remuslupin x femwerewolf!reader

CW: Cussing, not much else, two werewolves meet.

Lemme know whatcha think!

Remus Lupin had been attacked by a werewolf at the age of 4 years old. He was quite used to the aches and pains that came before and after each full moon. He was used to doing it alone, and now he was lucky enough to not have to be alone.

After finding out about his Lycanthropy in their second year at Hogwarts, his friends had always made sure that he had someone to clean him up and take care of him. Then, in their fourth year at Hogwarts, his group of friends went through the long process of becoming Animagi to keep him company during the transformations.

All in all, Remus Lupin loved his friends and the little pack they had formed. He was lucky to have them, and he knew that very well.

What he didn't know was that he was not the only lycanthrope at Hogwarts.

You were 13 years old when you were walking home from a friends house one summer. It was hot and you had been sweating, pushing your hair away from your face in an attempt to cool yourself. You had denied your friends parents on their offers to take you back home, telling them that it was only a short distance away and that you would be completely fine.

And you were, until you were only ten minutes away from your house. You remembered hearing a growl from somewhere off to your left and you paused not daring to look in the direction it had come from. A couple of minutes passed in silence, and you felt safe enough to start walking again. Oh, how wrong you had been.

You remember claws digging into your back and teeth sinking into your shoulder. The pressure was immense on your 13-year-old frame. You couldn't move, you could only scream until it decided it was done mauling you and ran away.

Your parents had been waiting for you at the back of your house, and when they heard your screams, they took off. They found you, bleeding out from what was obviously a werewolf attack. Only 13 years old, and your father scooped you up, tearing up at the way you continuously flinched in his arms. Luckily your mother was an experienced healer, treating your wounds and saving your life.

That summer was spent learning how to brew wolfsbane and your parents exchanging letters with the Headmaster at Hogwarts, ensuring that you would be able to return to school next fall.

That was in your third year of school, now you were 16 and it was your sixth year. That meant three years of painful transitions, three years of hiding from your friends so that they wouldn't find out, and three years of hiding yourself way deep in the Forbidden Forest so that you would not be spotted or have the potential to hurt someone.

It was the day of the full moon, and you looked quite sickly as usual. You were sneaking down to the kitchens to avoid the great hall and in turn avoid your friends. It was what you had been doing since you were attacked and had returned to school.

You were not expecting to see three sixth years on your way down there. They were obviously on their way back from the kitchens, carrying trays of breakfast food. You didn't look at them, but you know they were looking at you. You could feel their eyes on your form as you stumbled into the kitchens.

The house elves were quite accustomed to having you pick up your meals from the kitchens two day out of the month and you had made quite good friends with some because of that.

Smiling weakly at them and asking about their days as you grabbed your tray and them bidding them farewell with the promise to return tomorrow morning.

You weren't expecting the three boys to still be in the hall having what they thought was a private conversation, but thanks to your advanced wolfy senses you could hear them quite well, even from a few paces away. You weren't worried and didn't really care about what they were whispering about. Until you realized they were talking about you.

"Look at her pads, she all scared up just like moons." A tan boy, with an unruly mop of hair was whispering urgently. Like he was trying to get a point across. You tensed up, this was not good. You tried to make it seem like you were relaxed and couldn't feel their eyes on your frame.

It wasn't working.

"Do you seriously think we wouldn't have run into her already? We've been doing this for years mate, and we've never come across another on school grounds." A boy with fair skin and longer, black hair that hung to his shoulders replied. You could tell he wasn't really interested, but his eyes stayed locked onto your frame.

You felt yourself relax a little. Then, you thought about what they were saying. Could there be another lycanthrope at Hogwarts? Surely not, but at this point nothing would surprise you.

You didn't have the time of strength to care, you needed sleep because you were going to be up all night.

A groan escaped your lips as you finally sat made it back to your dorm. Your bed waited for you, like an old friend offering a comforting embrace. Who were you to deny it, reaching over and setting your alarm to wake you up an hour before the sun set.

The sound of your alarm pulled you from your nightmare infested sleep. It was normal for you to experience restless sleep in the days leading up the full moon. Groaning you sat up; a few girls were in the dorm reading or whispering to each other. They smiled at you and watched as you reached under your bed to pull out your overnight back. One of the girls grinned salaciously.

"Heading off to that secret partner of yours, eh?" A few of the other girls giggled and cheered at that. It was a running joke amongst your dormmates that your were sneaking off to meet with a romantic partner on the full moons. It was better than the truth, so you played along.

"It is that time of the month." You responded with your own grin and a brief shrug of your shoulders. Standing up and laughing along with a few of them.

"Well, as always sweets, stay safe and use protection!" She sang as you walked out of the dorm, shutting the door. Muffled giggles flowed through the door. You were glad they never bothered to really care where you were going.

The walk to the forbidden forest was always quiet and quite strenuous if you were not accustomed to it. Luckily, you had been doing it for years.

You failed to notice the stares of a group of four boys as they made their own way to the Shrieking Shack. Although your senses were heightened, you were in a hurry and very sore and tired. You failed to hear what they said about you.

"I bloody told you Padfoot!" James cheered, slightly excited at the fact that Moony could have a werewolf friend. Sirius rolled his eyes and kept moving forwards, grumbling under his breath but not taking his eyes off of you.

How had they never noticed you before? Were you just that good at hiding it, or was it something else completely? He didn't have time to ponder as Remus groaned in pain next to him.

The transformation was always painful and by the time you had made it to your spot, it was already starting. You dropped your bag and hunched over. Groans escaped you as tears filled your eyes. you hated this, hated yourself for being this. No matter how many times you went through this, it always hurt just the same.

The first snap of bone could be heard, and a scream escaped you. White hot pain flooded your senses, and your tears finally escaped your eyes. More bones snapped and rearranged themselves to take a different shape. The feeling of your organs shifting and hair sprouting from different spot across your body. You screamed again, and midway through it turned into a different sound, it turned into a howl.

The moon caught your attention, silencing you as your werewolf stared up at it in wonder. The moon was so beautiful, at least it was in this form. When you were in your human form, you despised the moon. It scared you even.

The sound of howling somewhere in the distance caught you and your wolf attention. The wolfsbane helped you to be in control of yourself during the transformation, but it did not mean that you would always win against the stubborn wolf you shared a soul with. Luckily, she wasn't murderous. She was strictly curious about the sound and she loved to explore and play with the animals that inhabited the forest.

You didn't have to go very far before you froze, your eyes locking onto what appeared to be a werewolf, a dog, a deer, and... was that fucking rat? You could have laughed at the scene if the other animals hadn't set their sights on you.

Oh shit.

The other, obviously male, werewolf bolted towards you. Your wolf let out an embarrassing shriek before turning and running. You couldn't even turn around to check if that motherfucker was still behind you, and then you realized that he was.

That was mainly because he jumped you. Your form crashed into the ground, dirt flying everywhere, and you could not help the pathetic whimpers that slipped out of you. The fear was truly paralyzing.

You were going to die, this was it. You just knew it.

There was no growling though, and after a few minutes of him sniffing you, the weight on you back was gone. You let out a relieved huff. You were quick to stand and turn around, coming face to face with the group of misfit animals. The other werewolf was standing beside you proudly, showing off his newest friend to the others.

The werewolf turned to face you, yipping and yapping. It was easy to tell what he wanted, he wanted to play.

And all of a sudden, so did you.

So, you took off again, yipping as you heard him take off after you. You knew the others were following and you could see the other wolf coming up in your peripheral, you shouldn't have been surprised he was much larger than you.

What did surprise you was the feeling of the black dog being the one to tackle you this time. You didn't crash as hard this time, and you were more careful to not cause the smaller animal harm as you rolled around.

That was how you spent the rest of the night, running around and playing tag and rough housing with the other animals. Not the rat though, he gave you a strange vibe and you didn't want to accidentally eat him.

A groan escaped you as you woke up, this was different than normal. You weren't laid on the ground, there was no soil, and it was not as cold as it normally was. Where the fuck were you?

Taking a chance, you peeked an eye open coming face to face with a sleeping boy. You knew him, not well, only in passing. You were in the same year, but you did not recall having any classes with him. What was his name?

You realized very quickly that you were on a bad. Then you heard the sound of hushed whispers from the other side of the room. You sat up, blinking owlishly at the three boys from the kitchens yesterday. You didn't say anything, only wincing at the ache in your body as you moved to stand up. Someone cleared their throat.

"You should just rest-" You cut whoever was speaking off by raising your hand and standing up, leaning back to stretch. That was when you realized that someone had dressed you. A furious blush began to make its way over your face.

"This isn't my first transformation, so I assure you that I am quite alright." You paused, turning to face them and winced when your pain finally started to settle in. You could tell exactly where you would be having knew scars. "What I want to know is which one of you brought me here and who dressed me?"

Now it was their turn to blush, and the one with glasses raised his hand. You almost smiled when you realized that it was shaking slightly.

"We couldn't just leave you out there! You should be thanking us." The boy with longer hair grumbled, causing the other two to look at him in disbelief. You chuckled and shook your head, making your way closer to them.

"What do you think I normally do? Hm?" You questioned, watching as he seemed to debate his answer, you cut him off before he could respond. "No worries, I appreciate the thought, but it would seem that your mate is waking up."

That seemed to draw their attention and so you began looking around for your bag. You still didn't know where you were, you weren't worried though. You never went to classes the day of or the day after, so it didn't matter much.

"Who is that and why is she here?" You heard a sleepy grumble, causing you to turn to the now awake boy. He seemed very nervous and then you realized that he didn't remember.

"Moons, this is- ah what's your name?" You laughed at that, watching as the smaller blonde boy smiled at the sound.

"I am Y/N, and I am going to assume that you've never had wolfsbane?" You asked him, and watched as confusion washed over his face. "No problem, I'll owl my parents and ask them to brew you some when they make mine."

You walked closer to the bed, still in search of your bag that would hopefully have a pair of shoes. He was still staring at you like he didn't know what you were talking about.

"She's got a furry problem too Moony." The longer haired boy whispered and watched his friends face. Moony, as they called him, seemed to understand then.

"What does wolfsbane do?" The boy who had dressed you asked. He seemed genuinely curious.

"Well, it helps with the pain, but not much. Mainly, it helps you to stay conscious during the full moons." You took a breath and grinned when you found what you were looking for. "My parents started brewing it for me after my attack and I'm sure they wouldn't mind brewing some for you as well."

Pulling your shoes on and giggling at the look on their faces. You stood back up and pulled your bag over your shoulder, you needed a fucking bath.

As if realizing you were about to leave the boy sat up completely.

"Wait!" He called, he seemed nervous. "You're not going to say anything, right?" You looked at him like he had grown to heads. Then, you chuckled and walked back over to the bed.

"Course not! Why would I?" You sat down next to the small blonde one. "Besides I need some furry friends!" You cheered before standing up and reaching into your bag and pulling out two chocolate bars. You toss one towards him and open the other one for yourself.

"I'll catch you lovely chaps later!" You call as you walk out the door. What a strange fucking night.

[cake-apostate]

You know what would be fun? If having a Persona leaked into the rest of your life. Well, maybe not for the users, but it would be fun for us.

In Persona 2, Reiji Kido and Kenta Yokouchi are both door-to-door salesmen who work for the same company, but Kenta is successful where Reiji is not. Kenta’s Persona Mara induces greed in customers, while Reiji’s Persona Mot induces fear.

Imagine if we saw that elsewhere. Like, what if having a Persona made you fluent in the language they’d know? (And you didn’t lose it if you got an Ultimate Persona?)

Since all the starting Personas in Persona 3 are Greek, SEES uses Ancient Greek to pass messages during the day. Sometimes at the dorm, they wind up chatting and don’t realize that they switched to Greek; this happens a few times when Ryoji is over.

Ryuji realizes that English class is suddenly a lot easier with Captain Kidd. He understands everything the teacher says! Except his teacher has no idea how to grade his essays, which appear to have been written on Talk Like A Pirate Day.

Not just language things, too. There’s some inconvenient stuff as well.

One fine spring day, Sae asks Makoto why she hasn’t cooked meat in weeks, and Makoto can’t answer. It’s only after she checks the calendar that she realizes that it’s Lent, when meat is traditionally forbidden.

It turns out that Makoto’s been subconsciously following rules laid down by the Church, because of Johanna. She doesn’t get the rules that interfere with her own set of morals, such as anything involving the subjugation of women, nor ones that are unavoidable, such as not wearing mixed fabrics, but she does wind up following the rest. When she goes grocery shopping, she doesn’t think, “I will not cook meat,” she thinks, “fish would be good for dinner.”

Yusuke can’t stand hot baths anymore, because Goemon was executed by being boiled alive. Luckily, he’s not bothered by cold anymore.

Tatsuya and Katsuya wake up at dawn every morning because of Apollo and Helios, which is good for early shifts, but they also tend to start fading after sunset. Maya, on the other hand, now has a seemingly erratic sleep schedule because the moon rises and sets at different times.

Baofu is always late because like Odysseus, something always stalls him. 

Some of the Phantom Thieves, and also Jun and Junpei, keep finding their hands in other peoples’ pockets because their Personas were pickpockets. Or they don’t notice at all and find stuff in their bags that they don’t remember buying. Yusuke finds that he keeps giving money to beggars, but it’s always money that he doesn’t remember stealing, since Goemon gave back to the poor.

But there’s fun stuff, too.

Futaba now knows dark magic. She almost makes a prototype Demon Summoning Program, but gets bored halfway through and stops. It is implied that this was divine intervention; the Nahobino is seem outside her window, sighing in relief.

Junpei starts brewing potions as energy drinks and sleep aids, since Hermes Trismegistus is an alchemist.

Jun subconsciously bends time around himself, so he’s never late, never has to wait long, and he always gets his homework and paperwork done much faster. However, he knows that his bosses usually measure work done by time spent, so he’s figured out how to work around that.

One day, the modeling company asks Ann to show off her special talent, and since ‘whip techniques’ gets vetoed, she blurts out that she sings. The manager expects some cute pop music, and is startled when she starts bellowing Italian opera.

[black-amortentia]

Such a Fall of Snow | Frost - Snolidays 2023

Severus Snape x Professor!Reader | Warnings: Secret relationship, just fluff, barely proofread so please excuse mistakes!

This is my story for week one "Frost" of Snolidays 2023! I decided to take all the prompts together and use them to inspire one little story.

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

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Anticipation for Christmas buzzed in the air of the Three Broomsticks, and the Hogwarts faculty were falling under the spell of merriment. Even the unsettling presence of Severus Snape couldn't dull the smiles of the teachers gathered for drinks. His presence earned a few surprised glances. No one expected Snape, of all people, to attend. They would never guess the real reason.

He was here for you.

Severus sat at the end of the table. Easy to slip away when the time came, and he could only have one person sit beside him. The only person he wanted beside him.

Minerva looked at you a few times, almost as if she was sorry you sat next to the most miserable man in Hogwarts. She didn't know you were exactly where you wanted to be. You and Severus were masters of discretion, after all.

You practically ignored Severus as you joked with your fellow professors. But underneath the table, your knees touched. That little shared warmth, the bit of intimacy that was your well-kept secret.

Three butterbeers in, you were happily enjoying the festive air. Severus had been nursing the same glass of wine since he'd arrived, sporting the same unamused look. He could never admit to the joy your smile conjured within him.

Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Severus tip the wine glass back, draining it. He set it down quietly. Severus's warm hand found your thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze. Firm. Lingering. His signal that he was about to make his escape.

Then he was gone. You tried not to shiver at the absence of his warmth at your side. No one else noticed that he’d left, his preference, of course, and you didn’t call attention to it.

Quite some time passed, you weren’t sure how much, while you enjoyed making merry with your fellow professors. Soon, you had enough of their company. There was someone else you were eager to spend time with.

After making your own excuses, you rose from the table, rosy-cheeked and cheerful. Outside, the buildings lining the streets of Hogsmeade cast a warm glow onto the frost-covered lanes. The door shut behind you, muffling the hum of noise from the pub. The hush of cold, quiet darkness filled your ears.

"You took your sweet time," drawled a voice behind you.

With a little gasp of surprise, you turned to see Severus standing in the shadow of the pub. His pale face was the only thing you could see at first, his black cloak blending in with the darkness.

"I was having fun. Just because you loathe the company of everyone around you…"

"Not everyone."

Severus fell into step beside you as the two of you set off for Hogwarts. His cape billowed, a shield against any prying eyes who might look this way. He walked close to you, the back of his hand nudging yours but making no move to grasp it.

Always holding back.

"Not that anyone would know," you commented.

There was this side to Severus, a side he let no one but you see. You couldn't pinpoint what you'd done to earn the privilege, suspecting it was a dozen little things since you'd become colleagues. “Severus ‘Humbug’ Snape has a reputation to uphold.”

You blamed the playful words on the butterbeer.

His eyes flashed at your jest. “I prefer to keep my business private. That is not a crime.”

You watched him from the corner of your eye. You knew there was more to it than that. Severus kept a tight leash of control over his emotions at all times, even moments like this when it was just the two of you. You respected him too much to question him, which he appreciated. It was one aspect that made this thing brewing between you work so well.

“Come on, let's take the long way back. By the Forbidden Forest.”

The path was dark, seldom used, unlit. Private. By now, you knew it like the back of your hand, the number of times you and Severus had used it.

The flush of the drinks you had in the pub was wearing off, the chill of the dark night raising shivers over the bare skin of your neck. Few high collars in your wardrobe, something you were coming to regret.

“You’re cold,” Severus commented, noticing the slight change in the way you stood.

He unwound his black scarf from his neck and wrapped it around yours. Severus's hands lingered over your skin as he moved, the brush of his fingertips sending a different kind of shiver through you. The dark woolen fabric, still warm from Severus’s own body heat, settled comfortably against your skin. His scent wafted from it, tickling your nose.

Even though Severus finished wrapping the scarf around your exposed neck, he wasn’t ready for his hands to leave you. They made a home on your shoulders, light and ready to flee at any moment.

Your voice was soft when you thanked him, meeting his dark gaze as it bore into yours. You knew what you wanted. You guessed he wanted the same. Your lips parted as you looked up at him, your subtle invitation. Severus accepted.

His lips came down on yours, gentle yet fervent, knowing what he wanted and somehow afraid to take it. Your mouth moved against his, drawing him deeper into the kiss, hand clutching the front of his robes. His control slipped just enough, and he let himself claim you. A soft nibble on your lower lip made you gasp, and the resulting exploration of his tongue made your knees tremble.

In the shadow of the Forbidden Forest, your only witnesses were the creatures that dwelt within. None of them bothered you, and your kiss with Severus intensified, his hands finding your waist and hip, pulling you flush against him.

You run out of breath first and lean back, but Severus’s kiss simply moves down your neck. After he elicited some delicious noises from you, nibbled a small mark on you that you’d have to hide later, he finally came up for air. Severus cupped your face in his hand, staring into your eyes. The only sound you heard was that of your racing heart and Severus’s labored breaths.

“I wonder if anyone has noticed we’re missing.” Your words broke the silence, and Severus bristled slightly. “Should we head back?”

“We could stay a little longer.” Severus’s voice was barely audible, almost as if he didn’t want to admit that he wasn’t ready to let you go.

Wrapping your arms around Severus, you laid your head against his shoulder. He stiffened at first, and then you felt him relax under your touch. His arms tightened around you, cradling your head, stroking your hair. He exhaled, a seldom heard sound of contentment, his breath ruffling a stray lock by your forehead.

Even as white dusted your clothes, stark against the black robes and black scarf; even as the fresh snowfall covered the tracks you made earlier, Severus did not let you go.

[lulublack90]

Prompt 11 - Gentle

@jegulus-microfic May 11, Word count 790

Previous part First part

James and Regulus avoided each other for the next few days. James hadn’t said anything to the others about their meeting on the quidditch pitch or what happened in the come and go room. All they knew was that he was meeting him on Wednesday. 

James paced back and forth in front of the wall on the seventh floor. The wooden door appeared and he went in. This time there was a sofa in front of the fireplace. James flung himself on it and waited for Regulus. 

Apparently it was comfortable as he’d dozed off. He woke when Regulus walked in and questioned the room.

“James?” He asked, his voice tinged with confusion. Regulus was slightly late and James should have been there. 

James stuck his arm in the air and waved as he yawned loudly. 

“Over here,” Regulus walked around the sofa and James waved his hand in front of his mouth as he yawned again. “Right so,” He began as he sat up and spun his legs to the ground. “While you have the mandrake leaf in your mouth you don’t need to do anything but keep it there. The more fiddly bits come after.” Regulus sat next to him and listened intently. “When you take it out you’ll need to take one of those phials and make sure you do it under the fun moon. We’re going to keep Moony in these next two moons, but I’m going to keep you company just in case he gets out, which he shouldn’t.” James reiterated. “We have to let him out, he can’t do it on his own. Then you put the leaf in the phial along with some of your hair.”

“My hair? Like polyjuice potion?” Regulus’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. 

“Yeah, kind of. I suppose it’s so the spell knows it's about you. I’m going to go into the woods about a week before because I need to collect enough dew for seven teaspoons from somewhere that’s never seen sunlight or had human feet near it. Luckily, deer hooves don't count.” He grinned at Regulus. “It was a nightmare when we did it. Peter kept standing in the places we wanted to collect the dew from, so we ended up leaving him tied to a tree while Sirius and I went to gather the dew. It would have been fine if his screaming hadn’t made an Acromantula curious. We were lucky to get out of there.”

“Wait, there’s Acromantula in the forbidden forest, and you willingly go in there.” He looked at James as though he was mad. “Well, as long as you don’t go near the nest they tend to leave you alone. Okay, where was I? Oh, yeah, so seven days of putting the dew in the phial, and then we need to find a Death’s- head Hawk Moth Chrysalis from somewhere. That’s going to be hard. And then that's it for the potion. I’ll tell you the rest later, but for now that's what we need to concentrate on.” It was a lot of information, but James didn’t doubt for a second that Regulus had absorbed every word. 

“The Death’s- head Hawk Moth Chrysalis is easy.” Regulus told James with a smug grin. “Professor Slughorn has given me a key to his private stores to use as I like.” James’s jaw dropped in awe. 

“How did you manage that?” 

“I’m an excellent potioneer, and I told him the student stores didn’t carry the ingredients I needed for the more advanced potions I wanted to brew, so he gave me his spare key and told me not to tell anybody.” Mischief flickered in his eyes, just like Sirius’s did. James was more than impressed. 

“Devious little snake,” He said, winking to soften his words. 

“Foolhardy lion,” Regulus shot back, but his voice was almost gentle, taking all the bite out of it. James laughed and threw his arms behind his head as he relaxed in to the sofa. 

“That's me,” He grinned broadly. “Well, I suppose that's it then. On the next full moon, I’ll meet you outside your common room again and take you outside. You could do it from a window, but it’s best not to take chances and, anyway, you’re in the dungeons, so no windows any way.”

“Just because you live like an owl, Potter.” Regulus sniped back, but again the venom was gone. 

They sat for a few minutes in comfortable silence watching the flames flicker in the fireplace before Regulus got up and left. 

“See you in a few weeks then, I guess,” Regulus said before he went through the door. 

“Yeah, sure.” James replied. And that was that. They didn’t talk much until the next full moon. 

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[miniwrites1]

In the Shadow of Azkaban - Dark! Sebastian Sallow

Requested!

Word Count - 1.2k

Themes - Angst

(Warnings will be added as the story progresses)

As a potions master, you were used to having to find your own ingredients, whether it be a trip to the Forbidden Forest or simply stopping by J Pippin’s Potions; it was a hazard of the role that you’d taken when agreeing to teach potions at Hogwarts, being invited back by Headmaster Black.

You’d made a name for yourself rather quickly in the wizarding world, producing a curse-reducing potion to aid those who had suffered at the hands of dark wizards, extending their lives and reducing their pain. It had been a breakthrough, with many people telling you it was impossible. But being undeterred, you pursued it. The media coverage you’d had after the breakthrough had been intense; the Daily Prophet had contacted you daily, standing outside your home and sending letters until you’d finally relented into giving them a quote to run on the front page.

“(Y/N), what made you want to create a cure for pain?” A journalist asked, magic quill and parchment ready to scribble down your every word. You paused for a moment to think.

“After seeing a close friend be killed by a curse, I knew I needed to do something. She was in agony every day up until her death. It is unfair to allow those cursed to suffer for the rest of their lives.” You responded calmly, trying to keep your composure; you could feel your nose tingle slightly and a small lump forming in your throat, a sign that you were heading towards tears. You had remembered Anne, Sebastian’s sister, who had passed away not long before you had finished testing the potion. You’d sent her letters about your discoveries, ensuring to keep in contact with her throughout the journey of your potion craft. She seemed excited at the thought of a potion designed specifically for someone like her; however she’d never had the chance to use it.

You remembered visiting her a few days before she’d passed, using the floo network to get to Feldcroft. You’d appeared outside the front of her home covered in soot, yet she’d invited you inside anyway, glad to see a friendly face and embracing you in a hug as soon as she saw you. You could tell she was in pain, which only made you fight harder to find a solution.

Days later, you received an owl to your home informing you of her death; it was devastating to you. After everything that had happened with Sebastian and the death of her uncle, you’d know that she was struggling, but it added a new layer of pain she couldn’t stand any longer; she’d battled for six long years until she’d finally passed away.

And now you were the potions master at Hogwarts, spending your days teaching children to brew potions that could heal or kill other people. Somehow you’d still found time to continue your research, a potion that could ease a curse was one thing, but a potion that could cure a curse was a whole other thing entirely.

As your students arrived at your classroom, you looked at their faces, smiling and happy mostly, remembering that feeling of walking into your first potions lesson with Sebastian at your side. It was a mere memory now; Sebastian was locked away in Azkaban, unseen and unheard, with only the Deatheaters for company. Thinking back, you felt a small amount of shame in turning him in, having him expelled and sent to Azkaban for killing his uncle, but at the time, it felt like the right thing to do. He needed to know that what he had done was unforgivable in the eyes of many and that the dark arts were not something to be meddled with.

Sighing softly, you stood up from your desk at the front of the room and sharply wrote your name on the board, causing all the students to focus their eyes forward; the sound of chalk grating across the board was enough to catch anyone’s attention, let alone first years. “Good morning class; I’m Professor (Y/L/N).”

Sebastian’s POV

Sebastian flipped through the Daily Prophet lazily as he sat on the floor in his cell, a small number of articles grabbing his attention, mainly those about spells and dark wizards. He sighed to himself; he’d been locked in Azkaban for seven years from the age of sixteen until twenty-three, having to beg for scraps of food from other inmates during his one hour of freedom from his solitary cell.

He was classed as almost reformed, showing that he’d paid his debts to society for what he’d done, but he would always be branded as a murderer.

“One more year.” He mumbled to himself as he made another mark on the wall of his cell. He’d been counting down the days until his freedom, waiting for the day he could finally feel a fresh breeze and the grass under his feet. That day couldn’t come soon enough. He felt his heart rate pick up as he thought of everything he’d do once he was free. The first would be to find Anne; he wanted to ensure she was still alive, even from a distance, as he doubted she would see him. He couldn’t blame her, not after everything that had happened.

The second would be to find (Y/N), the one who had sentenced him to a life of pain and sorrow. He blamed you for everything that had happened to him, swearing to himself that he would hunt you down until his last dying breath to make you pay for what you’d done to him.

Anger flared through his veins, a visceral sense of wanting to hurt you taking over. He wanted, no needed to make you pay for everything. He would stop at nothing to get to you; even if you were in the world’s most guarded, secretive place, he would find you. Flipping over the copy of the Daily Prophet he was holding, he noticed the headline.

“Troll slaying Witch discovers a pain-reducing potion.”

He glanced down at the photo below the headline, anger coursing more furiously than ever when he saw your face beaming at the camera, pride in your accomplishments shining through. He wanted to tear the paper in half, seeing that you’d made something of yourself flipped a switch inside of his mind. He didn’t just want to make you pay; he wanted to make you suffer in the most painful ways possible. He wanted to rip everything away from you, just as you had done to him.

His eyes floated to the sub heading.

"Professor (Y/L/N) dedicates the breakthrough to Anne Sallow - Passed 17th November 1896."

Sebastian closed his eyes, feeling tears brimming at the corners, throwing the paper across the room. He'd never had the chance to say goodbye, never had the chance to save her. Through his sadness emerged an unwavering feeling of anger.

You knew how much Anne had meant to him, Ominis had too. Why had neither of you contacted him? His anger only grew more as he thought.

In his mind he began to piece together a plan of how to get to you once he was free. He knew it would be a mammoth task to try and get near you again; however his Slytherin genes weren’t just for show; slowly he’d find a way to you, break you down bit by bit and ruin you in the worst possible way.

[sarahowritesostucky]

📖"Runnin' Roughshod"

Pairing: Bucky x black female Reader

Rated: Explicit

Tags: civil war, westward expansion, homesteader Bucky, Black!Fem!Reader, slavery, historic AU, forbidden romance, interracial relationship, racism, period typical attitudes, brothel, prostitution

A Bucky x Black!fem!Reader historical AU fic that I decided to bullet point for funsies, and then wound up writing half of the damn thing that way 🙄

You're a slave living in 1860 Missouri, just outside of St. Louis.

You're the property of (and half-sister to) Master Lewis. Lucky for you, Master Lewis Senior is dead, and Lewis Jr.'s young bride Darcilla is kind and agreeable, with progressive notions that she brought along with her trousseau when she came from Maryland to wed Master Lewis.

Life is very good for you, compared to some others. You work in the house, as lady's maid to the new Mrs. Lewis (who insists you call her Ms. Darcy), and sometimes help in the shop in town.

The Lewis's own a handful of other slaves who help run their household and dressmaker's shop, but since the death of your mother you've had no family (well, except for Master Lewis, though nobody counts that). You do your work and keep to yourself. Sometimes you make a little money at the dress shop, which Mistress Darcilla lets you keep behind her husband's back.

You save up every penny, but buying your own freedom is a far off dream. Your whole life, you've never seriously contemplated running away. It isn't worth the risk.

But when tensions in the county begin to rise and you hear rumors of secession, you grow worried. You begin to squirrel away what valuables you can, gain the trust of your mistress, and bide your time.

With the uncertainty of war brewing, Master Lewis announces his plans to move the family deeper south. You can no longer afford to wait. You have to get out now, before your one and only chance is lost forever.

Your money gets you as far as Topeka, where you're forced to stop until you can earn enough to join a wagon train out West. You find work at a saloon, serving drinks and making flirty conversation with the men who come in for a good time.

In the mornings, you begin to learn the piano from "Old Freddie," and during the occasional slow afternoon, Madame Lapierre, the French woman who governs the "upstairs" girls, will play a game of chess with you whilst she tries to make headway in convincing you to "expand your employment opportunities."

Topeka is Free-Soiler territory, but there's always the fear that Master Lewis might find you. And, on the verge of statehood, the Kansas territory has tipped into increasingly violent conflict between anti- and pro-slavery settlers. With conditions worsening and all out war looming on the horizon, you have no guarantee of safety there anymore.

Desperate to raise the funds to go West more quickly, you tell Madame that you're ready to start selling more than drinks and conversation. You become her newest "poppet" prepared to do whatever it takes to get out of town before your luck - and your freedom - run out.

You've never been with a man, but you know the rudimentary facts of life, and with a little help from the other girls and Madame, you prepare to become just another "sporting girl."

Your first afternoon on the job, a roughshod rider comes into town, seeking lodging, drink, and the sort of "company" that you're there to provide.

The white girls get first dibs on clients, but the roughshod asks for you to be sent up to his room. You wish he wouldn't have. Not because you want to put off the inevitable, but because now the other girls will be nasty to you. The man is handsome, and the girls were all eager to get their hands in his pockets.

You're shaking in your boots, but Madame gives you a shot of whiskey, a spritz of her genuine French perfume, and a tiny pewter snuff case for "wetting the way," (whatever that means). She tells you to put it in your bosom and use it "when the time is right."

Terrified but determined to see it through, you head upstairs to the roughshod's room.

It does not go as you expect. First, he demands to know if you're working there of your own free will. You admit that he is your very first client - which you regret doing, because his face goes even stonier when you do. He barks out orders at you, insisting that you leave the room at once and fetch him the house's tub.

He wants a bath - a hot one! - and with soap, and a towel!! You're very happy about that, because it costs a whole sixty-five cents more, and it will also mean extra time spent with you, which leaves you with even more money in your pocket at the end of the day. You're still nervous, but elated at the luck you're having on your very first client!

The other girls are stewing in the hall with jealously and make snide comments about your race and the man's preference for you. They refuse to help you prepare the bath, but you don't care one lick. That's just more time the roughshod will be paying to spend with you, while you haul bucket after bucket of boiled water up the stairs.

Madame catches you in the hallway and tells you not to mind the other girls. She's a bit drunk on sherry, and she jokes that at this rate, you'll probably only have to spread your legs for two or three minutes! (God, you hope so).

The man is filthy, and he's hurt - as though he's been in a fight or fallen from his horse. He asks you to help bathe him, and you get started with your heart in your throat. His manners are as rough as he is, but he isn't mean to you, and he doesn't try to grab you, which is a relief. With shaking hands, you proceed to wash him.

This is your first time touching a naked man's body, and you try not to look down into the bathwater as you wash him. You're embarrassed, but it's not just nerves; seeing and touching such a handsome man has you warming as though you've downed another three shots of whiskey.

You squirm and fight not to let the roughshod see your flusterment, as your belly tightens with the familiar, but never indulged, feelings of lust.

The roughshod stays in the bath until the water's gone gray and cold. You kneel beside the tub and wring out the cloth, but squeak when, all at once, the man heaves himself up to standing, the water streaming down his body and his ... his Johnson right at the level of your face!

He grunts and swings his leg out of the tub - exposing all of his manhood jostling around not even two feet from your face as he does so! You blush and look away, but you can feel him staring at you as he grabs up the towel and dries himself off.

Surely, you think, now he will ask you to take off your clothes and join him on the bed. You know only the basics of what goes where for the act, having witnessed clandestine coitus a time or two in your life. You wait, unable to look up at him, as you expect to hear his gruff voice order you about. And it does.

"Get up."

You stand, trembling. But what he says next isn't what you're expecting: "You know how to rub a man's muscles?"

You look up at him. He's got the towel in hand, making no effort to use it to cover himself. Then again, you think, why should he? You're just another painted poppet (or, soon to be). "R-rub what?" you stammer - quite idiotically. Of course, you know what muscles are. ... You're just not sure if he's using the word as a ... a euphemism.

He rolls his eyes and brings the towel up to dry his hair. "Knew I should'a asked for the China girl," he mutters.

You clear your throat and look steadfastly at his face. "You're hurt," you say, because you've seen every part of his body now, despite your efforts to keep your eyes trained North. And you know he's got bruises all on his legs and back and sides.

The roughshod nods and abandons the towel to the floor. "Yeah." He's not a talker, but you get the impression he's waiting to hear something from you.

You struggle to think of what that might be. "I ... have ... rubbed my mother's shoulders, when they hurt her. Um. And her feet?"

If you're not mistaken, the man's mouth twitches up the barest bit, beneath his beard. "Eh," he says, then turns around, presenting you with his - very manly - ass. "How bad can ya be?" He walks towards the bed, waving you along without looking back. "Well c'mere then."

He climbs up onto the room's bed and lies down, face in his arms. "What're you doing?" he grumps. "I said get over here."

Swallowing thickly, you hurry across the room. With his back turned, you have less trouble letting your eyes rove over his naked body. His back is broad and muscled, going from impossibly wide and tanned shoulders, tapering all the way down to his slim hips and his pale ass. His thighs are hairy and---no. You force your eyes true north again, looking at the bruises that you're increasingly starting to suspect came from a beating. "What happened to you?" you ask.

His head stays pillowed in the crooks of his arms. "Get up on the bed," he grunts. "Sit on my ass and I'll tell 'ya what to do."

Your eyes all but bug out of your head, when he tells you to straddle him. You do, your skirt rustling as you move and get up on him. You're hesitant to put your weight down, but he huffs and tells you to sit.

"Speck like you ain't gonna feel any more'n a feather. Sit."

He talks you through giving him - what he deems a "goddamn lousy" - massage. He grunts whenever you press on his bruises, pained, but once you get the hang of it, he at least goes quiet and doesn't complain anymore, so maybe you're not so horrible at it after all.

You rub his shoulders, his neck and back; your belly coiling tight once again, filling with a swooping feeling at having his warm skin and hard muscles underhand, at the feeling of his body held between your legs. You worry that he somehow knows how you're reacting, but you don't speak and neither does he.

When he eventually groans from pained-pleasure rather than pain, you can't help but smirk triumphantly. You keep expecting him to roll over and declare the massage over and demand for you to touch his Johnson, but that keeps not happening (though he does groan a little more).

You check the clock and see that it's now early evening. The light outside is almost gone. You worry that he's lost track of time and might refuse to pay for the hours he's spent with you, which will get your wages garnished.

So, tentatively, you slide your hands down to his thick waist, the swooping feeling intensifying at watching all the muscles in his back tense and shift underneath the skin.

"Why'd you stop?" he grunts.

"Are ... are you sure ..." You hesitate, not knowing how to seduce a man.

"Spit it out," he says, annoyed.

You lick your lips. "Well I just ... it's been awhile now and ... Are you sure this is all you want?"

"It feels good," he snaps, voice muffled in his arms. "That's what I'm payin' you for, ain't it?"

His uncharitable response should make you relieved, but instead it just leaves you worried and confused. Are you not seductive enough? Is he going to complain to Madame once he leaves here?

You need to speak up, take action, or else you may be in trouble. "Mister," you say, "I--"

"James," he grunts. "S'my name."

You pause, surprised that he wants you to use it, since he doesn't seem to like you very much. "James," you try again. "I want to make sure you're ... um ... getting your money's worth?"

He's silent and still, then drawls, "You don't sound too sure about that."

FOLKS THIS HAS BEEN OUT OF HAND FOR AWHILE NOW. LETS GO BACK TO AN ACTUAL FUCKING OUTLINE:

He has you lie down on the bed, and he regards you tenderly and seems like he's going to finally do it, but his face goes sour when you nervously reach your hand for his Johnson, and he tells you he doesn't need anything else.

"That's enough." He rolls away, comes back with a dollar bill, hands it over and gruffly tells you to go over to the mercantile and buy him a fresh shirt.

Relieved and yet somehow also terribly disappointed, you do so. When you return, his hair is tied back and he's got his pants on again.

You expect him to dismiss you, but he tells you he wants your company in the downstairs, too. He takes you down and the two of you eat and drink together at his behest. As it's now evening, the other poppets work on men nearby, shooting you jealous looks every so often.

James slowly opens up to you, engaging you in conversation over his dinner. You can't help but talk back, the conversation coming naturally and your shoulders relaxing. James is much more likeable after a whiskey or two, and the two of you even laugh and joke together. He decides to teach you a dice game, and the two of you have fun well into the evening, until he goes back up to bed -- alone.

Madame is drunk and very proud--because the roughshod actually pays for the entire time! In one fell swoop, you've made a handsome sum! You begin to hope that soon you'll be able to buy your way onto a wagon train and go West!

But the next day, your fortunes change.

A lawman shows up with none other than Mr. Brooks--Master Lewis' most trusted slave. Brooks tells the lawman that you are the one he's looking for. He has your papers to prove Mr. Lewis' ownership!

Being only tenuously free territory, the lawman has the say so on what happens to you. Just when it looks like he's going to hand you over to Brooks, the roughshod comes downstairs. He claims you're his property and that your name is Pearl. He has no proof, but says that's because he bought you from a 'chief down in Indian country' (the Oklahoma territory).

One of the white girls calls out that that's not true: you work there.

It seems that the lie won't work, but when the lawman asks Madame if that's true, Madame says your name is Pearl and you showed up with the roughshod the other day.

The marshal decides to trust the word of a white man over Mr. Brooks (who looks very angry indeed). He brandishes the papers and promises to come back with Master Lewis.

With no time to spare, you make haste. You have to leave town now, no matter the fact that you don't have the money to make it out West. You stuff your things in your bag and leave with the wages you've earned.

Outside, the roughshod grabs your arm and pulls you in. He demands you tell him the truth, since he stuck his neck out for you.

You confess everything--running away, your plan to set out West for San Francisco. You fear that he's had a change of heart and will take you to the lawman, but he gets stern-faced again and gruffly tells you to come with him back to his home with him.

You're confused, but he is bossy and all but forces you back to his homestead with him. There, he informs you that, after getting into a "scrape" with some locals himself, he has to leave. He offers to take you out West with him, and part ways in California.

You agree.

Sometime, months later, in California:

The country is at war, but it feels far away from where you are now, as do Master Lewis' chances of ever finding you again. James has hope that the North will win and slavery will be done away with, when the two of you arrive in San Francisco. You make him breakfast, and ask: "What now?"

He gets quiet for awhile. "Woman like you?" He says, chewing the last bite of a biscuit. "Sews, can play chess, hard worker, beautiful, and you cook like this?" He sticks his tongue in his cheek and looks away for a moment. When he looks back, there's false cheer in his eyes. "You're gonna make some man a fine wife someday."

You inhale deeply, fighting to keep the sting of that comment from getting to your eyes. "But not you?" you finally say, once you've gathered the breath - and the courage - to do so.

The false cheer bleeds to sadness, fond and regretful, and he shakes his head softly. "No Darlin'. Not me."

(spoiler alert: you wind up together with a happy ending anyway)

IM SORRY IT'S TWO AM WHY DID I DO THIS I NEED TO SLEEEEP 😩

(Will def be writing (more of) this fic in the future though!)

[devil-doms]

Forbidden (Lucifer)

MINORS/AGELESS/BLANK BLOGS DNI. NO AGE IN BIO = BLOCKED

CW: Maid/Butler x Master, GN!MC

AN// okay so i wanted to try a “pick your own route” thing, this is kinda the intro to the little “forbidden” series. near the middle you have the option to bump into a different character and have a story go on with them! i hope it works okay!

AN2// there was supposed to be more characters but i’ve fallen out of obey me, so i never got to it, sorry :((

“Please, get me a cup of coffee, no sugar.” Lucifer says rubbing his temple out of stress.

“Yes, Master.” You reply and walk out of his room to the kitchen. You had been working as a butler/maid for the brothers for a long while now. You’ve seen how they torment Lucifer, but you haven’t seen him this stressed in a while.

You make it down to the kitchen and brew him a cup of coffee, then return to his room. You hand the drink to him, he sips it and sighs, "Thank you, MC."

You nod, then look at the heaps of paperwork on Lucifers desk, "Is there anything you need help with, Master?"

"I'm good for now, thank you."

You stare longingly at him, watching his hand move from his mug to the pen on his desk. His long, slender fingers hold the pen and write in a steady pace, he brings the pen up to his lips and sighs. He turns around to look at you, "You don't have to stay in here with me, I'm going to be doing this all night. Go check to see if one of my brothers needs any help."

You nod, "Understood." You leave his room and go visit the living room. You worked for everyone in the house, but Lucifer was the head of it all. You asked around to see if any one [ Mammon, Levi, Satan, Asmo, Barb. To continue Lucifers story, keep reading. ] needed your help, they all respectfully declined, so you decided to do some light cleaning.

When you were done cleaning you glanced at the clock and saw it was almost 2am. Lucifer told you he was going to be up all night, so you were going to make him another cup of coffee to surprise him.

You stood outside Lucifers bedroom door, you could hear him groan and prepared yourself for his attitude. You lightly knocked on his door and made your way inside, "Hello, Master. I thought you might be due for another cup of coffee."

He was holding his head in his hands, his fingers intertwined in his hair. He didn't say anything. You quietly walked over to his desk and placed the cup next to him. You backed up and sat on the edge of his bed, just watching him.

After a few minutes Lucifer finally spoke, "MC, do you need me for something?"

"No, I just thought I could keep you company in case you need anything." You say.

"Ah, okay."

"I'll do anything I can to help you, Master."

"Not right now-" Lucifer pauses and his mind starts wondering...anything...

Relations between a Master and butler/maid is forbidden that was his own rule. But, who was going to tell? It was his rule. Lucifer decided to go for it, "Actually...I could use your help."

"Of course, what would you like me to do?"

Lucifer finally turns around to face you, "Get undressed. You’re going to help me de-stress.”

Your eyes widen and your face grows warm, you know relations between a master and butler/maid are forbidden, it was a rule set by your own Master. He was breaking his own rule, but did it matter?

You stand up and slow begin to remove your clothes until you stood fully nude in front of Lucifer.

You now watched Lucifer undo his pants, pulling out his large, hard cock. He then leaned back in his chair and patted his lap, commanding you to sit on his cock. You turned around and he placed a hand onto your hip to guide you and ease you down on him.

His, long, thick cock slowly entered your ass. Your breath hitched and your heart was beating out of your chest. He leaned forward into your ear, "You're taking it so well..."

"Th...thank you, Master..." You grip the arms of the chair and begin rocking back and forth on his cock. Your legs were wide open, your sex was fully exposed. Lucifer wraps his arms around you, one up by your shoulder, the other down to your sex.

Those long slender fingers quickly moved all over your sex, he didn't slow down for a second. You tried keeping up with the pace grinding faster on his cock, but he was too good and you came before him. Your orgasm was so intense, your body felt like jelly, but Lucifer wasn't done yet.

He moved you to the edge of his bed, he was going make you cum again, and this time he really wanted to take you over the edge. He grips your hips and uncontrollably pounds into you. It wasn't long until you were cumming again, it seemed he wasn’t going to stop until he came.

Your body is overwhelmed with the pleasure. Lucifer grips your hips and pulls you even closer to him, his cock throbs inside you, he lets out a loud grunt and his cum floods into you. You both take a minute to breathe and Lucifer pulls himself out of you.

You slowly move to a sitting position and watch Lucifer grabbed a towel from his closet, then hands it to you, "Thank you MC, I really needed that, you may go get cleaned up.”

"Yes, Master." You put your clothes back on and make your way to the bathroom to wash up. After you get out of the shower you go back to your room. Sitting on your desk was a cup of tea and a note from Lucifer, "Thank you again, I still have a lot of paperwork, I'll probably get stressed out again and need your help."

[marvelous-llama]

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finished:

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King2Hearts - An unlikely romance sparks between a South Korean prince and a top North Korean (female) soldier leads to potential reconciliation between their two countries that is threatened by a crazy arms dealer whose cover is a magician. This a James Bond inspired, enemies to lovers, family dynasty, international war games drama. The unhinged villain has his own lair and minions but the only one who can match his off kilter mind games is the wily prince, who is equal parts smart, asshole, and lovable. The North Korean soldier is one of the only one’s who can go toe-to-toe with the prince to eventually bring out the best in him as they fall in love that is literally ride or die. There’s also a secondary romance with the princess and a royal guard. I loved parts of this and liked the rest.

Poong the Joseon Psychiatrist (S1 & S2) - I’m a big Kim Min Jae fan. He shines as a medical doctor who experiences trauma that drives him to suicide. He is saved by a passing noble woman and a short while later he saves her from suicide due to her own trauma. Both of them end up working at a rural clinic with another exiled doctor to treat the locals physical needs but also begin a new practice to treat people’s mental health needs as they try to recover from their own traumas. I loved S1 but S2 brought on some annoying new antagonistic love interests. It is a happy ending though.

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My Lovely Liar - I enjoyed the romance between Hwang Minhyun and Kim So Hyun but the show itself is okay.

Destined With You - Magic, Curses, Past Lives, Symbolism, Spells, Fated Love. I thought it was going to be the next great fantasy romance but it chucked the fantasy halfway through and left a million unanswered questions at the end. At least we got a decent romance, even if the story lost its way. A big disappointment for me but I would recommend to see Rowoon acting his heart out in a cute romance.

The Uncanny Counter 2 - I was back to see the demon hunters fight for their humanity and loved ones again.

Celebrity - A solid takedown of influencer culture with mystery, intrigue, and a tiny bit of romance.

It’s Okay Not To Be Okay - I’ve been hearing about how good this drama is forever and it lived up to expectations. Great characters and development. I was surprised at how funny it was and enjoyed the romance too. Highly recommend.

True Beauty - This has been on my list for a long time and I needed more Cha Eun Woo while waiting for new episodes of A Good Day To Be A Dog. A great high school romcom with angst about a girl bullied for her acne getting a second chance at a new school who turns into a ‘goddess’ when she learns to do her own makeup. Love the romance, bromance and friendships! I love the second male lead as a character but never got second lead syndrome because I loved the main romance. I enjoyed the whole way through. 

Beckham - A docuseries about soccer (football to the rest of the world) star David Beckham that made you feel like you had front row seat to his past triumphs and struggles through the reflective lens of the present.

[mass-effect-galaxy]

The idea of having Morrigan in Bladur's Gate didn't leave me alone, so I thought of giving it a try.

This would be a Morrgian of an alternative ending of Dragon Age Origins: the Warden denied her the ritual and died killing the Archdemon. So, there would be no god-child growing inside Morrigan, and no need for her to vanish through an Eluvian. That way, she most likely wouldn't end up at the Orleasian court either.

This Morrigan would have returned to the hut in the Wilds. Flemeth is gone and won't return. She met her fate at the hands of Solas seven years later without ever seeing her daughter again. Morrigan would be living as an alchemist, making potions and ointments from the more exotic plants growing in the Wilds.

She would be selling these to the druids and villagers around but would also make a trip to the city at least twice a year to get better prices for the more elaborate brews. On that occasion, she was snatched off by the Mindflayers.

While Morrigan still prefers the company of animals to that of people, her travels with the Warden have made her feel lonely in the Wilds every now and then. She is still a rather asocial person and somewhat awkward in dialogues, in particular, poor in expressing her feelings, but at least she no longer hates (fears) other people out of principles (otherwise I couldn't recruit any companions or do any side-quests).

However, Morrigan is still Morrigan: totally selfish, rude, and likes to make fun of others. She is a druid for technical reasons (shapeshifting). While completely lacking the "peace and harmony"-attitude of the true druids, she does indeed care for nature in general and animals in particular. Not surprisingly, her rough behavior has earned her the respect of Lae'Zel while Shadowheart is totally in love with Morrigan. Gale and Wyll hate her.

Other than that, Morrigan is very interested in forgotten lore, ancient gods, forbidden knowledge, obscure rituals, and stuff like that. Her intelligence and wisdom are very high, while her charisma is somewhere rock-bottom.

[cryopathiic-a]

[ stormy ] sender arrives at receiver's doorstep soaking wet + i'm sorry if this is a bad time, but i need your help. (modern/forbidden @_@)

He usually would not be found in this appartment during these night hours. It had been made into more of a day reprieve, in the downtown, in the eye of the storm; there was a busy district right beneath and so the streets were always crowded and noisy and full of life. Especially during night-time. But today the rain was strong; and the news had spoken about an all-night pour. So there were only a few people dwelling in the street below and most undeground clubs had long sealed their doors for fear of waters pouring in through the streets.

And he'd stayed in. And he had been content in the company of little packets filled with all sorts of colorful pills and the tv playing some obscure late night game show with watchers calling in to guess a word that was far too obvious when a knock at the back door roused him from the couch. The cigarette was balanced at the edge of the tray. He wore a puzzled expression when he made his way to the appartment door, fastening the belt around his lounging robe—-

Only to be met with the last face he expected to see. Especially in that condition. Water was dripping from his chin and his hair was sticking to his face, the poor guy!

❝ Michi ? ... Oh god. Come to me, come here. ❞ Dōma bit down on a gasp before reaching out to pull the other closer by the shoulders, away from the fire escape stairway and under the threshold to shield him from the rain. There was a pre-emptive rub up and down Tsugikuni's forearms as a hasty attempt to warm him up a little. His younger counterpart seemed indifferent as to the mess they would be bringing in; what with Michikatsu's boots making a squelching noise with every step.

❝ What happened to you? Oh, you feel so cold... come sit. ❞ It was such a stark difference from the man he was used to seeing at that nightclub, always sitting upright on his barstool, poised and collected in spite of the seedy surroundings. But given his line of work, it wasn't impossible that the other had landed himself in some serious trouble. And so Dōma sounded genuinely worried about his condition as he dragged him inside; past the still playing TV and made him stand in the middle of the room.

❝ You're soaked to the bone! Do you not listen to the forecast or what? ❞ A playful tease, as he fumbled around the mess of blankets tossed over his couch to pick one and wrap it around the other's shoulders. ❝ Here, sit. I'll brew you some tea to warm you up, okay? And I'll get you a change of clothes. You poor thing... ❞ He strolled off to the kitchen to get some water going.

[enarmor]

A crumpled piece of parchment, written with an extraordinary penship of red ink. Discarded, abandoned, yet written with a shameless intensity few rarely see these days. It is Manuela who walks away from it, oblivious to her secret having stowed away from the prison of her chambers to land in a lonesome hall of the monastery. Red stains her fingers as the culprit author; the kiss upon the paper her favourite shade of lipstick.

“Kiss me until I am breathless, my love, and take the air too that dwells within my lungs. For what use are these, if not to breathe in the honeyed scent of you each waking morning, and find my lips enthralled upon the scents of your skin?If I cannot trace those peppered constellations which mark you, from the crook of your slender neck in which I find a home, downwards to skin carved in wax, and find myself suckling sweetness, partaking in your euphoria, then cast away this tongue of mine- it has no use! Be gone my lips, if they cannot drink the sounds you make each time we entwine; 

Be gone these hands, if they are forbidden from tracing you- your lines, your curves, your lust, it matters not. Farewell to this errant gaze, unless I might lay my eyes upon you under the moonlight glow and shining morning sun. I shall never see the stars unless you give them to me, plucking them from skies above to place within my vision.I shall never want to love unless you take this heart and consume it. Devour me, until I might never be a moment away from you.

Be this madness, or love, Dear Heart? I can hardly tell which these days, when my days are plagued with longing and my nights are filled with the phantoms of you.  But if this is madness, let my mind have no other peace- do not wake me from this wonderful dream, where all I need is you and you alone. Your hands need be the only chalice I shall imbibe from; to suckle the juices from your fingers as you feed me nightly is the only sustenance I require. Your heat is all I need to keep me warm; your heart for company and your smile for happiness.  Kiss me until I am breathless, my love, and then never let us part.”

So she, too, has a knack for poetry.

Then surely she must be the one. Surely she--this blushing belle--with her staff of flowing words must fit the final piece to Sain's puzzle. They ought to become kindred spirits, once he tracks her down. A taste of her own medicine, both in the hymns he sings and lips he'd press against hers, would solidify once and for all the brewing love in this maiden's heart.

And he thinks he knows exactly who wrote it.

"Lady Manuela~!" Sain wastes no time with his approach, hurried feet shuffling their way into a dancer's poise before her own. He carries with him her letter, convinced by his own longing that it was meant for him. Just as quickly as she had been approached, Manuela would find her hand taken by the Lance. A perfectly affectionate gesture for a perfectly affectionate woman. "Right away I noticed the contents of this note, how they sing with a praise befitting of an angel. Passion is your halo, endearment are your wings! A mortal man would be lucky to call you his goddess...

...Yet I would like to call you my love."

Noting how soft her fingers feel to the touch, the knight brings his lady's hand closer to his face. And with a smile--an unceasing smile--he gives to her the first kiss of many. Until she is breathless, he will continue, with the one delivered to her hand a mere taste of what's to come. "Sample me all you wish, grow mad with desire for your knight. Love can be blinding, but your grace has opened my eyes to the truth: it was fate's hand who brought this here to me, so that we might be forevermore. Come, darling. Lay your heart upon my chest. I shall stroke it and care for it, letting breathe to life the blossoms of your amour. With Sain, you shall be safe... With Sain, you shall be free..."

And to seal the deal, he pulls on her wrist like a string--inching them closer, closer, and closer still. So close that they could touch, if either of them makes the slightest of moves. He trusts Manuela knows what comes next. Letting go of her arm he brings his thumb to her chin, and tilts his own as it closes the remaining gap. Lips pucker into a heart, eyelids flutter shut... He is claiming for himself the breathless kiss the songstress so desires.

[bausse-daraen]

I just want stuff to happen to bingqiu pre-relationship but like, in the worst way possible like--

Lbh managing to 'kidnap' sqq and then the whole cqm sect finding them, they manage to restrain binghe (anti heavenly demon plant ig) and, foolishly, sqq thinks the best solution is to go with cqm when yqy asks him to go with them.

If he goes, then he can try 1) get away from lbh like he originally planned (even tho he did come back after that, dont remimd him!) And 2) negociate with everyone about lbh's case and all! just hold on a little bit longer, binghe! This master knows you hate him but he'll definitely find smth to settle everything peacefully for everyone involved!

(Binghe is heartbroken as he looks at his shizun choose everyone else instead of him. Again.)

(They take lbh away and sqq doesnt think about how he didnt have time to even take a last look at him before he is back on lqg's sword, yqy protectively flying nearby on qqq's sword like a very protective big brother)

They dont let sqq see binghe.

Which is upsetting, because he can take care of himself just fine, thank you! And do they not care about the fact that he's literally the second peak lord with the highest rank here??? Right behind yqy??

And they say it's a direct order from yqy specifically???

Sqq is unable to convince yqy. Or rather, yqy is very firm on his stance, which both impresses sqq for finally showing his superioty, and frustrates him highly because why now???

The negotiations dont really hold any advantages towards lbh

And sqh isnt even there to help him! How useless! How is sqq supposed to convience dozens of very powerful people that lbh can be peaceful, if all lbh ever did was to bring disaster upon everyone (their own words)???

Sqq spends time in his bamboo house, sometimes with company like nyy and mf, liu-shidi or yqy (a very frequent visitor, more than ever before)

He sighs and fails to see how the negotiations can get better

The tea is cold and not particurlarly well brewed, and the food is still pretty much nonexistent

The person who used to make all of this for him is there without being there

And sqq is still forbidden from seeing him

What reassures sqq about this situation is the knowledge that cqm are not merciless. They at least wont send crazy women with dangerous whips to torture binghe, as weakened as he is, haha

(Binghe is being sealed, like they did for tlj. He is being sealed, not given any chance to even get out of that all by himself, forced to be imprisoned for the rest of his existence until his body crumble and his existence fade.)

(He is not being whipped or tortured. what they're doing is far worse than this.)

(And this, sqq doesnt know. So he tries, getting more and more desperate, unable to see binghe, ignorant of what they re doing to him. And binghe slowly disappears behind his back, the pieces of his broken heart vanishing with him)

[sydsaint]

Fic idea brewing in ye ol brain. Basically, AEW expands on Forbidden Door and allows proper feuds between stars from both companies. David Finlay, being the little shit that he is, starts a feud with Jay White. Then enters our OC Jay's former lover/friend whom he abandoned when he moved to AEW and who Finlay is corrupting/turning to the dark side.

What we think?????