Make it hurt. ( Then kiss it better).
Main pairing : Min Yoongi / OC
Rated for language and explicit sexual content.
Genre : A/B/O Au .
Rating : 19+ ( excessive swearing and extremely explicit sexual situations)
Please refer to this : A/B/O Dynamics.
Status : Complete.
Summary : Min Jung fights her biology, her genetic make up , her body. But she can’t fight her heart. Especially when said heart keeps calling for a handsome Alpha with warm brown eyes and a breathtaking smile.
Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6
Chapter 6 ( Cont---d) / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 ( Final)
Chapter 1.
If I could be anything but an omega, I would be happy , I thought miserably, puking out the remnants of last night’s dinner, gripping the edge of the ceramic toilet before stumbling back up on unsteady legs. I stumbled a little, moving to the basin in the corner and staring at myself in the huge ornate mirror.
I grimaced.
I looked like i’d been fucked by the entire football team.
Glaring at my own face, I turned on the faucet, cupping my palms to collect enough water and splashing it on my face. I never wore make-up ( i got enough unwanted attention without it ) , and the water slid down my smooth skin easily. I grabbed a bunch of paper towels and soaked up the rest of the moisture before dumping the rest in the trash.
It took me another few minutes to find the pills in my bag, dry swallowing the three huge tablets till my throat hurt . I stayed propped against the wall, waiting for the unwelcome fire in my belly to calm down. I felt uncomfortable, the slick still dripping out of me in an annoyingly distracting way.
It was the third time this year. Third time that the supplements hadn’t done their job right. I’d gone into heat despite the suppressants and I was just really really lucky that there had been no Alphas around.
i hung out with betas ( hang out being a very loose definition of me just breathing the same air as them ) and i also stayed the hell away from the Alphas in my school.
I pressed my palms into my flushed cheeks.
There was an explanation of course.
The doctor had warned me about it a long time back.
If you need to live surrounded by Alphas then you’re going to need stronger doses and your scholarship does not cover the cost of pills. You need to make a decision soon. There are plenty of omega Schools in Busal and Ilsan. Pick one and transfer out of Seulong High.
i bit my lips in consternation.
Seulong High was the best School in the country and I’d worked my ass off to get the scholarship. The best part about the school was that it didn’t have a ‘ No omegas Allowed’ clause like the rest of the schools in the country. It wasn’t because they supported omegas or something : it was just that there were just five Scholarship seats and it was fiercely competetitive. Omegas did not get into the program . they never did.
The school was reserved especially for Alphas and betas . Alpha m,en who belonged to super rich , powerul families. Chaebols, son’s of politicians , stuff like that. The girls were mostly taken , each one with an alpha or beta of her own. it was a precaution mostly, because Alphas could be unpredictable.
there were no omegas here.
Omegas were so incredibly rare that parents never actually considered letting them out into society. They were usually locked up at home, home schooled and mated off to an Alpha the moment they came of age.
And maybe i could have been that way if my parents were still alive. But they weren’t. The only family i had was my step brother and it helped that he was a top surgeon in one of the biggest Hospitals in the country. But he was an Alpha and we didn’t hang out as often as I would have liked.
Nonetheless , once every month I did check up with him .
I wanted to be a doctor. And that meant that I had to fight the system tooth and nail. So far , I’d done well. I was the top of my year.
Everyone knew that I was a recluse.
Boys stayed away ( after three or four broken noses, umpteen kicks to the crotch and a very memorable broken rib ) , girls hated me ( like i gave a damn) and most importantly : Everyone thought i was a beta.
I was one of the only three omegas on the Seulong High campus. And the other two were teachers ( who were the main reason i had manged to pass of as a beta the past year ) . They were both mated. This meant that they had no scent at all.
Now me , on the other hand....
The suppressants were the only thing keeping me from turning into some sort of Alpha Kryptonite. If they ever lost strength in front of an Alpha, I would likely lose everything I’d worked for.
Everything.
I felt nauseous just thinking about it.
I could never actually leave Seulong High. I wouldn’t. And even if the suppressants were losing strength, I would just have to find a way to convince Seokjin oppa to get the stronger ones for me.
I couldn’t transfer out of this place. Just another year and i would become a medical student. I knew that. The dream was real, the endless nights of worry would soon be over. I would be free .
All i had to do was hold on.
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“So, What’s the verdict?” I slipped my blouse back on, peering over the makshift partition and smiling brightly at my step brother.
Seokjin gave me a glare.
“I can’t believe you’re joking about this Min Jung . I told you to get off those pills and register in the program. You’re almost nineteen... How long are you going to go around unmated? Find an Alpha , get mated and go pursue your dreams or whatever.... Suppressants are dangerous and just look at your bloodwork! There’s an increase in every bloody toxin...!!! I want you to cut back on the dosage...”
I groaned.
“Seokjin...i can’t get mated now. I refuse to give an Alpha that kind of power over me! What if the creep decides he wants to stop me from becoming a doctor. i won’t even be able to say no!” I shuddered.
Seokjin’s gaze softened mariginally.
“Min, would i honestly let you marry a guy like that? i know so many Alphas myself.... You could meet a few of them.. date them for a while if you like... “ He said gently.
I rolled my eyes.
“And what if he imprints on me?” I glowered at Seokjin. “ Seriously you need to stop pimping me out to your friends! “
Seokjin glared back, affronted.
“I’m not.. Jesus you’re the single most exasperating creature on the planet! I’m trying to stop you from dying a premature death! You’re eighteen already. Your heats are going to get stronger. your scent is already tangible. I can actually smell you ! And if I can.. so can other Alphas...“ He snapped. “ Are you telling me you’d rather get raped in some alleyway by some horny Alpha then meet a decent and legit one through me?!!”
I sighed.
“the school nurse just thinks I need stronger suppressants.. you could just prescribe them for me...” i sulked.
Seokjin snorted.
“Like hell i will. I’m not an angel of death. Listen,. this is me being perfectly serious. There’s a Charity Ball for Autism on Friday. i’ll pick you up. Most of the Alphas there are young.. your age.... Quite a few of them aren’t even paired off with betas. I’ll introduce you to a few of them... They’ll love you... You can at least give it a chance.”
“And if they all turn out to be jerks...?” I challenged, grabbing my school bag.
“then I’ll prescribe the damn suppressants. But be warned.. i need legit reasons for you rejecting them...” He warned.
“Fine!” I growled, “ Fuck, why do you have to be so reasonable...it makes me want to tear my hair out.”
Seokjin grinned.
“Be safe, bunny. I love you. You know that right?”
“I love you too.. you big sap.” I muttered, bending down to kiss him on the lips.
Seokjin growled low.
“i told you to stop doing that....You’re not eight anymore...” He sighed.
I grinned and patted his crotch, making him yelp.
“Come on, we both know you only get it up for Jimin these days..” I winked.
Seokjin’s eyes went wide as saucers..
“How did you-?”
“Have a great day, Seokjinnie Hyung...” i faux-moaned.. “ Check your voicemail message you idiot. Jimin’s recorded himself moaning your name! I’m traumatized for life. And so is anyone else calling you!! ”
Seokjin let out a whimper and dived for his phone and i laughed as i walked out.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“I can’t believe your brother bought you this.” My roommate , Jieun whispered, fingers fluttering over the silky fabric of the gown with awed reverence.I rolled my eyes, concentrating on smoothing the lipstick across my plump lips, grimacing at the blood red tint it left behind. I hated dressing up.
But I had promised Seokjin . And he had gone out of his way to send me a dress, make-up, stiletto heels and even a Cartier Watch and jewelry.
Dear Bunny, Look good tonight or i’m signing you up for the program myself, Love Seokjin xoxox.
As far as threats went, it was pretty effective. I grabbed the curling iron on the dresser, carefully threading my sable brown locks around the heating elemnet, letting it curl my hair into bouncy curves that fell right over my chest. It was painstaking work but I manged to get it done by six.
Slipping into the dress was easier, because Jieun helped. Still, the bare shoulders made me flinch. I wasn’t particularly pale and the suppresants helped curb the natural ‘ omega glow’ that people fawned over. But my skin still looked ivory white against the dark maroon of the dress. I slipped on the necklace, a simple ruby pendant, watching the locked rest right in the center of my cleavage.
I stared at the finished result . Kim Seokjin had taken full advantage of having an International Designer for a boyfriend and Park Jimin had out done himself .
Jieun let out a strangled moan next to me.
“Jesus fucking Christ , it should be illegal to look this good , Min Jung ... What the hell! You look like a fucking dream.... !” She whispered.
I groaned a little.
I had no use for my beauty.
So far it had done nothing good for me : unwelcome advances, groping hands, catcalls and lewd remarks. Speculation if perhaps my good grades had less to do with my brains and more to do with my ability to deep throat the professors.
I wanted to peel off my clothes , chop off my hair and go sink into a bath , hopefully empty a bottle of wine and never see another Alpha again in my entire life.
And the evening hadn’t even started.
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“Stop looking like you’re sucking on a lemon. And enough with the death glares ” Seokjin gritted out as I stared down yet another Alpha who was making his way over with a very dopey look on his face. He was tall, dressed like every other man in the room and the half empty glass of whiskey told me he wasn’t entirely sober. He wasn’t bad looking (alphas seldom were ) but there was a hint of cigarette smoke and stale air , wafting from his direction and...no.
Just no.
My glare seemed to work. He hesitated a bit.
I stuck my thumb out, drawing it scross my neck in a slitting motion.
The young man stuttered in his footsteps, looked vaguely horrified and then turned on his heel and walked away.
Twelve down... countless more to go.
“what the fuck are you doing?!” Seokjin hissed.
“They smell like shit.” I deadpanned. “ every one of them makes me nauseous.”
“You’re being so unfair... “ Seokjin sighed.
“You expect me to spend the rest of my life with a guy who makes me nauseous?” I glared.
“i think that you should..” Seokjin stopped abruptly, head tilting as he glanced over my shoulder. His gaze went wide and he gripped my forearm. “ oh, shit.”
“what?” i whirled around but Seokjin grabbed my chin, firmly pulling me back to face him.
“Ow...oppa what the fuck..” i hissed, rubbing my chin petulantly and Seokjin hissed.
“That’s Mr. Min! One of the main investors in my hospital! He’s here with his son and his fiancee.... We’re going to have to go greet them. Please act like a human being ...” He begged.
I rolled my eyes.
“you say that like I’m going to pick my nose in front of him or something.” I grumbled.
“i’m serious. Min Jae Hyun is a scary git and so is his son Yoongi.”
I froze.
“Min.. are you..? You mean Min Yoongi?” I stuttered.
“You know him.?”
Holy shit.
“Uh.. not exactly... He’s one of the seniors in my School” I managed.
“Wait, he’s in your school?” Seokjin looked stunned. “ Does he know you’re a-”
“No! Oppa..he thinks I’m a beta ... he can’t know... you can’t tell..”
“Shh... it’s okay bunny... You’re on the suppressants right? He needn’t know. “ Seokjin said reassuringly and I tried not to tremble. Sweat collected along my hairline and i already felt jittery.
“Dr. Kim!!” A Rough voice called out and Seokjin gripped my wrist.
“Come on bunny...”
I turned slowly and of course, my eyes immediately clashed with Min Yoongi. Lean and built like a dream, he stood dressed in a Valentino suit, shoulders framed perfectly in the smooth black fabric. He had ash blond hair, eyes a dark obsidian black and thin attractive lips,subtly smiling as he look the hand that Seokjin offered.
Next to him stood Jung Yuju, Yoongi’s fiancee and long time girlfriend. She gave me the annoyed look that beta females always reserved for omegas.
The ‘ something dirty like you doesn’t deserve to look so pretty ‘ look.
“Hello, Yoongi. Hello Yuju..” Seokjin greeted amiably.
“Hello hyung.” Yoongi drawled easily and his gaze shifted to me in a question.
“you look familar...” He said briskly.
“This is my sister, Lee Min Jung... Bunny , this is Mr. Min and his son Yoongi. His soon to be daughter in law Yuju.” Seokjin smiled brigthly and i felt my ears burn as Yoongi smirked.
He gave me a vaguely curious glance and his nostrils flared briefly. I felt his eyes change color briefly, tinted red for just a second and my heart skipped a beat.
He’d scented me. He looked confused for a second, no doubt why he was smelling omega.
But then he looked amused again.
“Bunny huh?” He drawled.
I couldn’t even unglue my tongue enough to glare at him.
See, here’s the thing :
Min Yoongi was exquisitely hot.
Not just the physically attractive , oh he’s handsome kind of hot.
I mean he is that. He has one of those naturally aesthetic faces, meant to be on billboards across the country.
But more than that he .. smelled good.
But i also know that the betas in our school, all the girls who pined after him , even his long term girlfirned did not know the effect Yoongi’s Alpha scent had on an Omega.
The effect it had on me.
the only time i’d been exposed to it was nearly eight months ago, when I’d watched him beat up some kid for bullying one of the freshmen. The exertion from the fight had made him sweaty and panting and his scent had been even stronger than usual.
Strong enough to dig into my brain and take firm root there. And now, i could smell it again. not as strong as usual, probabaly because he’d sprayed on scent maskers for the event. But it was there nonetheless : pine trees and sunshine, rainstorms and black satin sheets. i felt the heat begin to lick it’s way up my spine, warmth pooling at the pit of my stomach, and then the tell-tale wetness threatening to drip.
“You’re a junior, aren’t you?” Yoongi said casually and his voice was yet another nail in my coffin. He sounded raspy and drunk, half asleep and scratchy. The deep bass of his tone and the masculine voice rang through my body like a vibrato.
And i knew on a practical level that it was my biology. Alphas have a differently evolved voice box. it gives them that dominant tone and omegas have the sensitive nerve endings that react to that particular voice.
So, honestly , It wasn’t anything personal, the way his voice made me want to drop to my knees and wrap my lips around his cock, right there in front of everyone.
it was biology.
I choked on my own lust ridden thoughts and Seokjin gave me a curious glance.
“Why don’t you join us at our table, Doc... We can talk a bit more about that proposal for another laboratory.” Mr. Min said briskly and Seokjin looked like he’d just received an invitation to dine with the pope.
“Yes.. Yes sir..” He breathed happily and i flinched as he let go of me.
“Bun-” He stopped when i glowered at him.” I mean.. Min Jung, why don’t you stay with yoongi and Yuju...We’ll just..”
He was already moving away and i stood still, aware of Yuju’s stare boring holes into my skull.
“Please.. carry on , I’ll be fine by myself.” I said automatically and Yoongi didn’t protest, merely bowing slightly.
“Pleasure meeting you, Min Jung.”
“Are you an omega?” Yuju said suddenly , eyes narrowed dangerously and i froze.
I held her gaze calmly.
“That is none of your business” I said loftily.
Yuju scoffed.
“Oh please... Coming to a formal event dressed like a fucking whore. Only your kind could be that shameless.”
Your kind...
I hated the way she said it, like i wasn’t even human.
“Yuju.. you shouldn’t talk like that to- ” Yoongi began, moving as though to touch me and i knocked his hand away.
“You don’t have to defend me..I can do it myself.” I snapped .
i rounded on the bitch next to him.
“ It’s such a pity your father’s money could buy you those boobs but not a better personality.” I glared at her before turning to move away.
Stupid fucking alphas and Betas!! they could all go die in a fire!!
I’d barely taken a step before I felt a torrent of wetness on my cheek , all over my shoulders and down my chest. i stood still stunned as everyone turned around to stare at us.
it took me a second to realize that she had chucked her entire glass of wine on me.
“Apologize now, you filthy little omega!” She screamed , so loud that my ears rang.
“Fuck , Yuju... Stop.. What the hell is wrong with you?” Yoongi grabbed his fiancees wrist and yanked her away while i stood there humiliated.
Seokjin was at my side a second later.
“it wasn’t my fault... “ i started, voice wobbling but Seokjin merely sushed me , shrugging off his coat and tossing it over my shoulders before bowing stiffly.
“Please excuse us...” He growled at Yoongi, eyes flaring red as he stared him down before pulling me away from both of them .
i let him lead me out of the room and into the nearest rest room.
“I’m so sorry..” He said apologetically. “ I shouldn’t have brought you here...”
“I didn’t even provoke her...” I felt my voice wobble. “ This is why i hate alphas!” I gritted out.
“Come on , bunny you’re being unfair... Yoongi didn’t..”
“He’s engaged to her...” i sneered. “ No doubt he agrees with everything she believes. Probably thinks omegas are dirt.” I felt tears sting.
It was unbelievable because I was actually wet, my underwear soaked because of that fucker’s goddamn scent ...and it didn’t even matter because he was a bastard and his fiancee was a class A demon.
Min Yoongi could go to hell and he could take his bitchy girlfriend with him.
“i know bunny... it’s alright. Come on.. you can stay with me tonight.” Seokjin cooed and i relaxed a little. Seokjin had a bomb apartment in one of the best localities in the city. i could at least drink some wine and relax in a nice warm bath and hopefully dream of a dead or dying Yuju.
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Seokjin’s guest room had the softest, plushiest mattress in the world. After a nice hour long bath and a glass of wine, i was relaxed enough to drift into a nice , warm sleep. So , when i woke up to jimin screaming, I almost screamed myself.,
“WHAT DO MEAN THEY’RE SUSPENDING YOU!!!”
“Jiminie... keep it down.. Min Jung’s sleeping...”
“THEY CAN’T JUST SUSPEND YOU BECAUSE A SPOILED LITTLE BITCH WENT AND TATTLED TO HER FATHER...!!” Jimin was screaming.
I froze, sitting up so fast that my spine almost snapped.
What the...
I crawled out of the bed so fast my legs got caught in the blankets, my body landing on the carpeted flooor with a thud. i kicked away the annoying fabric and scrambled to my feet, grabbing the door and throwing myself out into the living space in disbelief.
“they suspended you?!” I choked in disbelief.
Jin looked stunned to see me . And a little guilty.
“Bunny.. wait..it’s not..” he began holding a hand up as though to calm me but i snarled in anger.
“Why?” I felt my voice shake in misery.
“It’s nothing. The Director thinks that just for two weeks, i should take a break because of what Mr. Min.. umm.. said..”
“Two weeks?!! They suspended you for two weeks because his bitchy daughter in law couldn’t act like a civilized human?” I said stunned.
“Min jung... it’s not that serious.. i was thinking of taking time off anyway and...”
“I’m going to kill him.” I said, my entire body shaking in disbelief.
“Oh, God. It isn’t Yoongi’s fault. Min jung Please don’t make the whole thing worse..”
“Worse?! They suspended you hyung.. You’re the most brilliant surgeon in the damn country and they suspended you over that little spat ?! Who does he think he is?! God?! “ I was shaking so bad that my teeth chattered.
I turned on my heel and rushed back into the room, grabbing my clothes and stalking into the bath room. Every ounce of attraction i’d felt for the idiot had vanished, in it’s place seething anger and fury filled my heart. I could put up with being bullied when it was me.
But Seokjin was innocent . He breathed and lived for his job. to think that anyone would actually try to take that away from him... was unacceptable.
Min Yoongi was going to get his ass whooped.
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I found Yoongi in the Music room.
it took me more than an hour, hunting through every possible Alpha hangout to find the guy and now that i realized he was actually in the music room, playing the piano of all things, i felt so completely thrown that i just stood there gaping for a few seconds.
“Min Jung?” He looked surprised to see me, pushing away from the piano to stand up and i came to my senses, trying to ignore the way his scent just washed over me like a bloody hurricane.
“Who do you think you are?!” I hissed angrily.
“What the-”
“You think you’re so great, just because you’re rich?! it’s not even your money! You were just lucky to be born his son. You’re just lucky you were born an Alpha.. Do you think you earned the respect people give you?” i spat out , fury coursing through my veins.
“Min Jung, what are you-”
“You got my brother suspended?!! Because your evil girlfriend couldn’t act civil?!” I laughed without mirth.
“it was a misunderstanding, i already-”
“I mean... honestly... what makes you better than omegas? huh? Are you smarter? yeah.. probably...but guess what...i’m smart too. I outranked hundreds of thousands of kids to be here.... I’m not an idiot... ! ” I was dangerously close to tears but i barelled on.
“ Are you richer than me? Yes... but guess what.. some day i’ll be rich too. And unlike you, it will be my money.. money that i earned... I’ll be rich and powerful and unlike you, i’ll use that for good. I won’t bully people into stuff or fire perfectly hardworking doctors from their jobs just because my girlfriend can’t act like a decent human being!”
Yoongi didn’t reply. . He just stood there staring at me .
i wasn’t done.
“ And guess what?? someday i’m going to be a doctor. And you know what i’m going to do? I’m going to find an end to this Alpha omega nonsense. I’m going to prove...once and for all that you alphas aren’t in anyway better than..” i almost said me... catching myself at the last second..” omegas. i’m going to do it. Then you can all stop treating omegas like crap!! ” I growled.
I panted, breathless from all the yelling and for a few seconds we just stood still staring at each other.
And then his phone rang.
He casually pulled it out and glanced at it.
And then he took the call, transferring it to the speakers.
“Yoongi...?” It was Seokjin.
i startled.
“Yes, hyung...”
“Yoongi,... your father called. He told me what happened .. Thank you so much buddy...”
“Don’t mention it hyung..” Yoongi kept his gaze on me and i felt foreboding rise inside me. That didn’t sound good.
“Listen.. Min Jung misunderstood what happened. She’s probabaly on the way there ...”
“She’s here.” yoongi said casually and i choked.
“Seokjin oppa?” i said nervously.
“Bunny?! Oh God.. tell me you didn’t hit him or something!! “ Seokjin sounded nauseuous.
Yoongi laughed softly.
“No hyung.. She didn’t do anything. Just got here infact..”
“Oh thank God.. Min jung...I’m reinstated. Yoongi told his dad that it was all a misunderstanding and Mr. Min personally called and spologized for it. Everything’s fine so please spare Yoongi your fists of fury...”
I felt my face flame red enough to catch fire.
oh, God, where was a lightning bolt when you needed one?
“Hyung, i’ll call you back.” Yoongi hung up.
I straed at him and then took a step back. i knew i should apologize. But i couldn’;t bring myself to say it.
“I should.. um... just leave..” I turned on my heel , ready to bolt .
i almost reached the door when his voice came out, low rumbling and an outright growl.
“ Stop right there..”
I froze, stunned when the syllables felt like bullets against my spine, pain hitting my nerves and making my entire body ache.
I couldn’t move.
Oh, God no.
He was using his Alpha voice. If there was even an ounce of doubt about the kind of guy Min Yoongi was, it evaporated.
He’s just like the rest of them.
I trembled a bit, willing myself to not move. To act like I was merely waiting for him to continue. Not like i couldn’t move.
His voice rumbled over me again and it really did feel like little pricks of a needle up and down my spine.
“Are you an omega? Tell me the truth...” He was using the same voice, the one I couldn’t fight.
But I was still on the suppressants and not completely helpless and although it took every single ounce of my energy, I took a deep breath, aware of the painful ache inside my skull.
“No, i’m not.” I whispered. It felt like Someone had taken a knife to my gut, the pain visceral and unbearable. It wasn’t in my gene to lie to an Alpha.
Silence. My entire body felt taught, stretched like a rubber band.
And then.
“If you’re so proud of omegas... why are you ashamed to admit it yourself.” He sneered. I shut my eyes.
“I’m leaving.” I said firmly.
He chuckled softly.
“Leave. I’m not stopping you.”
But he was.
‘We both knew he was.
I opened my mouth, ready to argue but the door slammed open suddenly, breaking the spell. i sagged a bit as Yuju stalked in. She took one look at me and launched herself at me.
i was still weak from what yoongi had done and i went down like a rock, head hitting the floor with a painful crack. Stunned , I shoved her away and dragged myself up. Yoongi was reaching for me again.
“Are you okay Min Jung..?” He looked genuinely worried but i glared at him.
“You’re a bastard. every single one of you.!! You just deserve eacth other !” I snarled, dragging myself up and getting the hell away from him.
I didn’t stop running till i’d locked myself in my room.
And it was only then did I let the tears fall.
Author’s Note : Whew... tiring. Did you guys like it? i would love to have some feedback.
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