#Field Without DReams

[treasureguardingdragon]

you know the special interest has reached new heights when i spent a week seriously considering a career in helicopter piloting just because yassen likes helicopters (i conveniently forgot i am scared of flying)

[its-tea-time-darling]

What we thought was for all time was momentary

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Thomas and Teresa in The Scorch Trials (2015) (the way thomas looks at teresa tells us everything, doesn't it...)

bonus after tdc...

Still alive, killing time at the cemetery Never quite buried

[loveableabomination]

Being ace but also being people-pleasing enough that I think I'm not ace cuz I like to make my partner happy...is a mind-fuck.

[abirddogmoment]

perpetually pingponging between having competitive dog ambitions and wanting nothing to do with the dog community ever again 🏓

[faunandfloraas]

Would love to know how the staff comes up with some of the skz code ideas because that was truly so random

[im-no-jedi]

so I’ve been taking melatonin regularly for almost a week now, per the recommendation of my therapist, in an attempt to get better sleep. I do get the weird dreams sometimes, but my dreams are normally really weird, so I can never tell the difference LOL

that being said

someone please tell me why last night I had a dream that I was living in a beach house with Steve and Joe from Blue’s Clues skfksalfkdhdjfjsk

[aelinsattitude]

I would kill a man to be able to read all the iconic Aftg lines again for the first time.

[carrotpiss]

🐰🧡🐻

[hawnks]

life is so hard and i am literally two inches big……

[bitchfitch]

Somedays you can't sleep and just have to have a crisis for a bit. Anyways I'm once again seriously considering quitting doing art as my day job and becoming an accountant.

[warmaiidens]

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someone will remember us in another time [ eivor/kassandra ] ― . ❤ and her light stretched over salt sea and flowerdeep fields [ freya/aphrodite ] ― . ❤ meet me at midnight in the forest of my dreams [ eivor/soma ] ― . ❤ the moon only glows when kissed by the sun [ evie/soma ] ― . ❤ she gleams of black orchid and moonlit hair [ evie/emily ] ― . ❤ true love is finding your soulmate in your best friend [ eivor/randvi ] ― . ❤ life gave me the gift of you [ freya/freyr ] ― . ❤ love is a single soul inhabiting two bodies [ xena/gabrielle ] ― . ❤ her smile has stolen my heart from the stars [ aloy/sekya ] ― . ❤ without warning as a whirlwind swoops on an oak; love shakes my heart. [ evie/kassandra ] ― . ❤

[orcelito]

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I didn't switch out of engineering after my freshman year of college. I could've been a computer & electrical engineer.

Or if I'd pursued my middle school interest in architecture (that I still lowkey have). I used to draw floor plans just for the fun of it. I think it might've originated from building in the sims, bc I recently did a massive build in the sims 2 after years and years without playing, and I was having the time of my Life. I ended up deciding to pursue engineering in high school tho bc there's a family history to it (my grandpa was one, my sister is one, my dad studied it before dropping out of college, & my ex step grandpa was one too). Also it pays better lol.

But what if I didn't give it up? I could've been an architect. Just the other day I found out from European friends that their buildings don't tend to have ventilation systems built into the walls & I went on a whole nerd research binge learning about how European buildings have air circulation (it generally varies by region, colder climates often having ventilation systems while warmer climates often just get air circulation from windows). Yeah, the architecture interest is still there.

If I go Real far back, little me wanted to be a nurse lol. But that was just because my mom was one and I still looked up to her. I've long since accepted I wouldn't be able to make it as a nurse (I'm too squeamish + tend to get attached easily, so i think it'd be pretty soul crushing for me to work in a job where patients do die sometimes)

Idk. I'm close to finishing my degree in IT, so my general life path is pretty set. And it just has me wondering about the different jobs I've wanted throughout my life & what things would be like if I went to that instead.

[lonesomedreamer]

Tributes left by Reds fans at Cincinnati’s Great American Ball Park in honor of PETE ROSE following his death on September 30, 2024

“We didn’t have a ‘C’ for ‘captain’ for him in those days, but we all called him captain because that’s what he was.” Darrel Chaney, teammate 1969-1975

“I think as time has passed that the Hall of Fame will never be whole until the day comes that Pete Rose is in it.” Marty Brennaman, Hall of Fame Reds announcer 1974-2019

“The Hit King has just passed. I was just with him yesterday.” Tony Pérez, teammate 1964-1976 and 1984-86, to his son Eduardo

[hauntingblue]

Evangelion movie hello

[moonknightassappreciator]

Getting lots of amazing bottom surgery info type videos lately and maybe it’s partly the fact that I have top surgery in 30 days but it has me thinking.

Big fan of the “if you could do it no questions would you” kind of framing and I’m having to face the possibility that I’ve been using masturbation as a way to avoid my bottom dysphoria. Kind of backwards but if I use it to make myself feel good physically, and as a stress reliever, I don’t have to think about how if I could snap my fingers and have a penis I would do it instantly.

Truthfully, I’ll probably keep doing that. Unless my circumstances change pretty drastically I won’t be able to afford such a major surgery and the time out of work to recover in the foreseeable future, especially since I work in a physically demanding job. I’m barely making due with the two months I’ll be out for top surgery. Purposeful avoidance is kind of my best option, but I’ll keep thinking about how phallo surgery has advance and whether I’d rather have a tattooed ween from a forearm graft or an 8-inch thick ween from my thighs