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[misty1111]

I’m so poor (financially) that it physically hurts ✨

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Uhuuunghhhhh I have to sabotage ANOTHER thing

[my-mom-named-me-duck]

ah yes the endless cycle of being too anxious to talk to your friends and they're too anxious to talk to you so you just sit there and stare at each other waiting for the other to talk first

or thinking you messed up when talking to them last so you're scared to talk to them again first because what if they're mad at you or what if they think you're weird now or what if they just generally find you unpleasant

what if you're just over thinking everything and you just need to talk to them but what if you're not overthinking it and talking to them will just end poorly

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

[an-sceal]

Somehow I accidentally deleted my polycule's shared google calendar (I have literally NO IDEA how that could have happened) and thus someone from the Board will be coming by to revoke my membership card.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

[dollking081]

no wings, no balljoints, no antennae, no fluff fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

[maidot]

Only three days to sell… I'm not that good at interacting with people so AAAAAAAAAAAA *cries

edit : no wait it's the day after tomorrow FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

[kittenofdoomage]

Okay, here we go. I'm binge-reading. Below the cut is my live reaction but for those who don't want spoilers, it's fucking GOOD, so read it, especially if you love angst because OMG Beka serves it up with a plateful of whammy.

Scary dreams. Very scary dreams. Shit, Beka, you're so good at building that tension, and adding in those little details of horror that just make it a perfectly terrifying scene. The blood thing is frightening. Is this a djinn? A curse?

Awww, Sam, you giant awkward dork. Thanks for trying, bud.

Sex with Dean is a great distraction but hell, I'd be thinking about those creepy fucking visions too. Ho boy, we're grand theft auto'ing the Impala, he'll be mad about that. Shit, Rowena can't do anything? That's not hopeful 😥

Oop she didn't get away with her GTA move. He mad. Oh, he's mad because he loves her 🥺🥺 oh, Dean. Oh, now he's mad again. You both tell her she's crazy, ofc she wants a second opinion, come on! These boys need to take this seriously.

Again, Sam, thanks for trying, bud 🤣

Y/N spoke up with a frown and a shrug. “Maybe I’m in a coma and the dream is the real world pushing through into the coma dream.” 

Dean looked over with uncertainty. 

Y/N scrunched her nose up as she thought. “Wait- I might have read that in a story somewhere…” 

“You’ve been reading that fanfiction crap again, haven’t you?” Dean shook his head and sighed. “You gotta lay off of it. It ain’t healthy.” 

Fucking creasing. In general, this is a terrifying story because it feels like Y/N is literally losing her grip on reality with no reason for it but I like the moments of levity like you always sneak in! And no, Dean, I will not.

Ah, yes, the Winchester method of dealing with your problems, getting blackout drunk. Usually effective. I feel like there's a shoe dropping soon.

Chapter Nine is so sweet! Dean looking after drunken Y/N, putting her to bed. She's about to have a horrible nightmare, isn't she?

That was the worst one yet. Fuck, the panic in her is palpable through the damn screen. I'm not sure if Cas is gonna be able to do anything when Rowena couldn't 😬

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Wild. I feel like I'm going crazy. Wtf is going on

😭

I'm beginning to feel like this does not have a happy ending. Not sure what kind of unhappy ending, whether this is something supernatural affecting her or not. But I'm certain you're gonna make me cry more.

Jesus, I don't think I fucking breathed reading 13. Was that future Dean? Is this all being done by Chuck? WHAT IS GOING ON

Okay, okay, okay, so I'm flashing back to when she was sitting in her bedroom, and she didn't remember it actually being her room, setting her stuff up, and now Chuck is saying none of it is real and she can't answer the questions about the bunker or how she met Sam and Dean. I'm about to start the last chapter, hoping there's some answers? Did she succeed in shooting herself? Did Dean stop her? Is Dean even real? *tenterhooks*

JENSEN?!

My face

I feel like I should be saying something profound but honestly I'm sitting here like... shit...

Holy fuckering mother bastard of... holy crap. Okay, the story is phenomenal. The ending is nigh on fucking perfect, even if you ripped my heart of my chest, showed it to me, flambed it then chewed it up and spat it out, then stomped on it for good measure. WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT BREAKING ME

Okay, okay, I'm cool, I'm cool. I'M FUCKING CRYING. But I'm cool. It's all good. This was brilliant. Several million gold stars. I'm going to go and eat some chocolate while I sob into my tea

Everlong - Masterlist

A Supernatural Series

~Y/N has everything she's ever wanted - the love of a good man, a best friend she can lean on, drama, magic, and heroics. But everyone knows, things aren't always what they seem.~

Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester, Rowena, Castiel, Others

Series Warnings: NSFW. Angst. Smut. Blood. Magic. Trauma. Suicidal Issues. Major Character Death(s). Strangeness. It's Super Angst. Chapters won't be tagged to preserve story flow, but it is all angst. Be warned. 

Chapters:

One Two Three Four Five Six Seven Eight Nine Ten Eleven Twelve Thirteen Fourteen Fifteen

[literary-potato]

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck moving.

[khaleesiofalicante]

Me during this entire chapter: *sings in symphony* FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

I love this song!

[tompetertrash]

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Childhood home

After a half year of Fugaku reaching back out to Sasuke, and Naruto encouraging Sasuke to reconnect to his father. He, with a lot of hesitation, agreed to visit his father in his childhood home and to make things go a little smoother. Itachi,Shisui,Izuna and Madara came too, bringing the kids and the wives along.

So it began a little awkward. Sasuke didn't talk a lot. Fugaku did not talk a lot. Shisui and Naruto did a lot of talking to prevent uncomfortable silences. Naruto wanted to run off and play with the kids, but figured he should in no way leave Sasuke alone. So after a few awkward attempts to let them talk to each other. Fugaku said he had heard Sasuke caught a serial killer the police had been looking for for years and that he had read the report and after a few second of silence. He said he was proud of him. Sasuke remained quiet, not sure what to say. When everybody went outside to start the bbq and lay the table. Naruto asked Sasuke if he was alright and if he was really uncomfortable. They could always go home, and Sasuke said he was alright, just feeling a bit awkward. So Naruto asked how he felt after hearing Fugaku say he was proud of him and Sasuke admitted that he didn't feel anything. He didn't feel happy or sad. He felt nothing, because he truly did not care any more what his father thought. There was only one opinion that counted and that was Naruto's and Naruto got excited over this and kissed Sasuke softly on the lips before hugging him.

Naruto asked if he could see Sasuke's childhood bedroom and Sasuke shrugged, but took Naruto to where his old room used to be, which he himself hadn't been in ever since he was 14. So Naruto looks around, opens opens a window because it is very dusty in there. Sasuke looked around his bookshelves and old toys. Naruto asks him if he can remember anything, any pre-teen memories rising up? Embarassing stories? Wet dreams? and Sasuke coldly replies,"Yeah, where you stand right now. There, right there, is where my mum shot herself in the head. Her blood and pieces of her brain were splattered on the wall and it took several layers of paint and wall paper to hude. I still think there are pieces of her brain behind the wall paper. But I never dared to switch rooms."

Naruto:"....why?"

Sasuke,"Well for starters the shock left me mute for over a year and...And it frustrated my father that I did not talk and that the therapist said I needed time and a loving, safe, environment...my dad was sure I was overreacting and that I had to...get over it. So there, that closet, is where he would lock me in with a padlock until I would stop faking and speak again, and that why after the third time. I put a bucket in there."

Naruto,"Oh dear....Am gonna punch an old men tonight, aren't I?"

Sasuke,"Don't punch the police commissioner. You will go to prison and that is exactly what he wants...or wanted. I can't figure the men out."

Naruto,"I didn't know you didn't speak for a while. When did you start talking again?"

Sasuke:"I don't know. When did I met you?"

Naruto,"......in middle school when you called me a dumbass."

Sasuke,"Yeah...that."

Naruto,"Your first words were calling me a dumbass...."

Sasuke,"And we are married and in my childhood bedroom. Take your pants off and get on that racecar bed. It is time to make some revenge fantasies come true."

Then there was a loud cough and Itachi's voice shouting from the garden,"We can hear you two loud and clear."

Izumi:"Please close the window the kids can hear everything."

Shisui:"They are crying, god they are gonna have nightmares aren't they...."

Sasuke looks at Naruto, "Most of my fantasies start that way."

Naruto,"I am tempted and scared at the same time..."

[pix-ish]

im in full swing depression mode and it fucking SUCKS

[keepingcalmisoverratedgoddamnit]

I should go to sleep but I have this idea and I’m not sure yet that it’s a good idea but it won’t stop running around and around my head. I don’t wanna just lurch ahead in it without being sure about it but I am so tired I can’t properly plan it rn. However this asshole idea won’t shut up and let me sleep…

[helllodrama]

when you suddenly get really depressed on top of everything going wrong this weekend, and you get the urge to cut again even though you’re 4-5 years clean and then your best friend decides to tear you a new one because you can’t explain why you’ve been acting so distant and strange but its because you’re DEPRESSED but no one can know!!!!!!!!!! literally crying in my room about to break 4 years!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[salotineskelnes]

What the actual fucky do do?! How?! How didn't Belarus get to the final?! I'm mad right now.. the fuck

[honeybee-0]

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