#FUCK cocaine for real
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My sister just called me ragging and screaming and fighting with her boyfriend after doing a bunch of coke. And I’m stuck 4 hours away 😭😭 not a great start to the year. I don’t know what to do 😓
#FUCK cocaine for real#I think she’s going to bed now#but she has anger issues on a good day#and the coke makes it so much worse#and she’s 22 and her bf is 23 and they don’t know how to emotionally support each other#cause they are kids#and she is so fucked up over this divorce#and so am I#and I don’t know what to do
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maybe a hot take, but kev and v are also partially responsible for what happened to liam that night that he overdosed, and both the show and shameless fans don’t acknowledge this anywhere near enough imo. obviously, fiona is liam’s legal guardian, so a very large portion of that responsibility 100% falls on her, but as mentioned, i don’t see enough shameless fans talking about how both kev and v were grown adults also recklessly doing lines of cocaine in a house with a literal toddler. there was not enough awareness of the environment for how hard they were partying, and v even admits to this shortly after. that’s the only bit of accountability that we see either of them take, and if i remember correctly, the guilt that’s displayed/written is surface level, and it’s a fairly brief scene. there’s not even an exchange of apologies between the two of them and fiona once she’s out. like, if this were a situation that were to actually happen, i know people that would be so pissed off at kev and v, they’d be ready to throw hands tbh because again….they were grown adults also recklessly doing lines of cocaine in a house with a literal toddler. you are partially responsible.
#shameless meta#and i feel like we get a little uncomfortable acknowledging this as a fandom because it’s one of THE lowest and heaviest plot points#and bc kev and v are generally well received by the fandom (period bc i love them too) but#it’s just not talked about enough#say you’re at a party where you’re doing cocaine and there’s a toddler in the house who gets into it#how do you not feel partially responsible ?#how are you not also panicking ??#how do you not feel guilty enough to apologize to the toddler’s older sister for not being as mindful as you could’ve been?#for how much kev and v talk about how irresponsible the gallagher clan is they condone in their bs a lot and partake#but that’s the whole point of the show so i get it#and that’s why i love it bc the characters feel fleshed out and real#so i’m not just ignoring that blatant fact that like#it’s a show about fucked up people doing fucked up shit lol#shameless#ian gallagher#lip gallagher#mickey milkovich#debbie gallagher#carl gallagher
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As a longtime Rayman player idk how I feel about Ubisoft making fun of themselves by turning Rayman into a washed out tv show host, like haha yeah self aware moment but we won't get a new game lol.
Also minor pet peeeve… why put rayman origins music over rayman 1 graphics
#like yeah he said fuck#and did cocaine but he still won't have another game in a while lets be real#Rayman#captain laserhawk#I just want a new non ubi art Rayman game.
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sticking with this one
#fucking love emails#bit of an obsessive I have to say . but the ADRENALINE#when you get an email from a real actual person#ugh it’s like cocaine . if I did cocaine . which I don’t need to bc I have emails#anna.txt
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Can't believe we got character neglect and ooc writing in a show with TWO (2) SEASONS
#we were laughing about the yuri cocaine in the writers room but we should have been worried about the yaoi ketamine#i mean you can see how the arcane and everything related to lol grew in season 2 along with mel's backstory which imo wasnt really necessary#she ofc should have a part but considering the time restrictions (which i still dont fucking get tho) focus on the characters you focused#most in s2 no??? ambessa being a big character this season makes sense and is enough. and you can tell they made mel have a bigger part to#expand the universe.... idk man. ambessa being scared of an invisible threat that ends up being real (literally just viktor with the arcane)#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2
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finished up my lil X-trilogy watchalong with "maxxxine" just earlier so here's some lil doodles i did of the coke sniffer (affectionate) while i was watching
#art#my art#maxine minx#fuck else do i tag this as the movie's literally just called x 💀#x movie#???#plus a lil mention of cocaine#excuse the fact that maxine and pearl are prob the same height cuz they're played by the same actress lmfao#but the meme works sooooo#real talk did you watch it by release date or chronologically#or are you a dumbass who goes from maxxxine - x - pearl 💀
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tonight, persistent feeling of otherness and alienation when comparing myself to most other human beings. the only time i feel a sense of familiarity and recognition is when i compare myself to human beings that others usually describe as inhuman in one way or another.
it’s like i’ve got something missing inside me. some core human component, it’s not there. it’s hard to put my finger on. i don’t know what i’m missing but it manifests in this feeling where i go through life feeling like i am observing a different species. mimicking them too. once in a while i get feelings of connectedness but they’re hard to come by and unreliable. but it’s something to do with connecting to anyone at all?
and it’s not just that. i’ve got something additional inside me that most people don’t seem to have. of course i do know people can relate. the pull and fascination towards harm, of myself but especially of others. i’m unsure of how the intensities of mine compare to the people around me who experience it. the way it forces itself into my head and demands my attention. i used to call my violent and homicidal thoughts and visions and urges intrusive, because i couldn’t control them, but i no longer call them intrusive since they don’t bother me. but i can’t always control them, they will just pop into my head and i will either explore them or try to quiet them if it’s not a good time to delve into them.
at this point i’m just frustrated to have so few outlets. frustrated by the law. frustrated that i have to compromise with fantasy for the most part. i’m not going to the psych ward or jail dawg.
#also so truthfully i hate talking about drugs but i really want to do it . so my compromise is here in the tags.#lots of substances make me feel very human?#but MOST of all cocaine. second runner up is hallucinogenics.#coke really fucks with me i have a love hate relationship with her. thinking of trying to stop that or stop taking it home. hate the way#it makes me feel REAL ACTUAL EMOTIONS and it makes me feel GUILT which is#A NIGHTMARE of course#big fan of hallucinogens#they can make me go anywhere#i’m doing some soon#here’s hoping i have a terrible time
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Peep Show
it’s scary how much i can relate to this show.
#peep show#bbc tv#cult classic#a real human being#cocaine#fuck off spreadsheets#Dobbie#weird hair#from gold into shit#Coldplay#Nazis#piece of pie#the farmer wants a wife
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Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....
#I had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and I SQUANDERED IT!! weak ass third grade PUSSY! Your life could have been SO SICK!!#or you could at least be addicted to cocain or something interesting like that!! Boring ass goody two shoes always just staying home doing#NOTHING bitch make a REAL FRIEND go to a God Damn PARTY live a little instead of just hiding in the closet eating saltine crackers for years#waiting for it to be quiet outside before you ever even toed the line#mentally ill self-isolating motherfucker#you could have shrugged it off you could have GROWN A PAIR and FOUGHT BACK but you just ran and cried for mommy#victim complex little bitch baby always whining and exaggerating and making shit up fucking LIAR I am you and I KNOW what you did and I know#you knew it wasn't the truth and you regretted it the moment it came out of uour mouth but once you'd said it you just swallowed it back and#doubled down incriminating or discrediting others with your lies. For why? Because you didn't like them? You could have ruined someone's#life you wouldn't have hesitated mayhe you did and don't even remember because you cant keep your mouth shut with your pants ablaze#manipulative little shit and to WHAT END? Pity? Sympathy? Attention? Entertainment?? What was even going on in your stupid ugly head?#This is a callout post for my third grade self that possessed demon ass evil nine year old. That kid drowned anthills in olive oil and#poisoned a wild animal once. That kid cut plants just to see if they oozed. That kid modified her whole ass personality on a dime for a boy#she had a crush on. INSTANTLY dropped a LIFELONG CULTURAL ALLEGIANCE (thats what football teams were like back then in our town) because he#said he had the opposite allegiance??? What the fuck? girl had NO integrity none zip zilch.#No empthy either that kid looked at everyone else on earth like they were friggin space aliens and she was the only one with Real feelings.#bitch literally thought like 'I have Feelings they just have Reactions' bitch what the fuckkkkk#that nine year old was fucked the hell up!!!#and for literally NO REASON!! No cause!! Just born fucking evil and weird. jesus fuck.#Evil ass bitch caused her autistic brother months of nightmares and then laughed about it and wrote poetry about how evil he was because he?#was a kid??? Normal sibling rivalry taken way way way too far defamatory ass statements#and this girl had NO CONSEQUENCES because she could lie and manipulate her way out of ANYTHING she had the baby eyes and the helpless charm#and played dumb soooo well . read people like some calculative evil AI scanning their faces for microexpressions and overanalyzing each word#choice like holy shit. its not That Deep. pretentious shit trying to play 5D chess on a checkers board.#Manipulating shit just to see what happens?? zero awareness?? no asking just skipping straight to testing for yourself??#'What happens if I step on this' it fucking breaks 'what does that taste like?' it's not fucking yours to mess with 'if I hit this person#how will they respond?' they'll be upset use your goddamn judgement you are NINE not TWO do you even care a little about any other person??#Are you just living in some other reality???#callout post for the fucking demon child inside of me#im so goddamn problematic I'm so so so deeply mentally disturbed and broken for no reason
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Besties I'm craving cocaine pls send me help and good vibes
#I'm kinda panicking#I don't have weed right now#I never considered how much weed helps the cravings#I'm almost 3 yrs clean tho#I got real triggered the other day watching a movie#it was such a good movie and I thought I'd be okay#I was and am not okay#I want cocaine#fuck#just one gram#FUCKK#addiction#addict in recovery#please help#Tw: drugs#Tw: cocaine#Tw: coke#cw: drugs#cw: cocaine#cw: coke
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“i don’t think i’ve ever felt so small”
“do you have someone?” [the longest, heaviest pause known to man] “…no.”
“orym sees will and keyleth and flashes of the last 12 hours in his mind”
i am making Direct Eye Contact with liam obrien.
#i am begging liam to be so gentle#be so fucking for real#idk what crack cocaine liam puts in all his characters but it makes me cry#it’s the Horrors i think#cr#cr spoilers#cr liveblog#cr livewatch
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STOP I OVERPLAYED ODE TO JOY WHILE LEARNING PIANO 😭😭😭😭😭
However! I am happy to share and am so glad you see the vision. Sorry In Advance to you and all your followers for the spam but here is a (mostly corrupted) office tour (please note the "Mine Power"-brand gym equipment):
P.S. I recall really liking The Wings of the Kirin, please enjoy!
EVERYONE OVERPLAYED ODE TO JOY GROWING UP IT CAME WITH YOUR PARENTS FORCING YOU TO LEARN THE PIANO LERKJALEKJ
BUT OH MY GOD NO DON'T APOLOGIZE THIS IS LITERALLY PERFECT I thank you again for my life this is so important to me you have no idea
#fave#snap chats#'parents' more like my mom.#BUT YEAH I PLAYED ODE TO JOY ALL THE TIME GROWING UP TOO ITS WHY I HAD A STROKE AT THE END OF Y7 VLKALVJLK#getting the sims just to make mines apartment brb. fr tho why the fuck dont i have the sims thats Architecture Simulator#but more importantly i have a sick obsession with having the layout to buildings#i havent posted any of them but i have a bunch of sketches of various rooms/buildings in the RGG series#i dont imagine many people would want to see those so thats why i have them hoarded#obvi i ref them when drawing stuff but theyre also just fun to draw....#THIS type of stuff is BEYOND valuable to me tho this is my crack. my cocaine even. i live for shit like this#my dad used to be involved with architecture and real estate so i'm gonna blame him for that#BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY im saving all of these theyre so so so important to me i cant thank you enough#im sure others will greatly appreciate these as well#even if it's a bit 'corrupted' i can definitely DEFINITELY salvage these#im going to laugh if he has his own gym equipment brand. is that what his company's done this entire time#was his 'research' just gettin fuckin yolked Cant Believe This#i wonder if mine has a bedroom somewhere though i cant imagine it being in the same room as the piano. unless rich people do that.#theres just so much dead space in that area aside from the piano and it looks like to be a pretty sizeable room.. PURELY just The Piano Roo#like its fuckin luigis mansion over here. not impossible i guess. very strange thing to have. esp if its connected to the GYM#its not even in connected to the main part of the office where you can realistically be like 'lets go into the next room for piano'#you gotta cut through the gym first bro what the fuck is this#but what are those closet-esque bits behind the piano? unless im blind. what purpose would you have to put a closet in a piano room#if its sheet music you keep that under the chair or something#even through the mesh it still looks like those lead to a skinny hallway... idk im rambling#ill study these more in depth later BUT THANK YOU AGAIN#OH BUT i'm about halfway through the movie so far and im def enjoyin it !#i always like it in crime shows/movies where the answer seems Obvious at first but then as the case goes on its like#Oh God Wait. Hold On Let's Double Check#again i'm halfway through the movie but i always love it when i feel uncertain about the situation ☠️☠️#it's just fun watching all the pieces come together so yeah im def enjoyin !
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Ah yes the addictive burning thrill of. Stock investments
#Cricket chirping#the liveblog archives#I'm sorry this is so fucking funny to me JGNSKGNJT#''Yeah I drank alcohol and did a shit ton of cocaine. But my REAL addiction was investing''
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i love my mom
#this is a mother’s love & acceptance honestly#the ability to say fuck off when your loved ones are being weird and annoying? that’s what real family does#also no i don’t have a sleep schedule#do YOU have a sleep schedule? no? then shut the hell up#it’s time for iced coffee and cocaine anyway#titanic#leonardo dicaprio#kate winslet#billy zane#crabs#crabs disease#eaten by crabs? only if they ask nicely#oceanography#ocean facts#burial at sea
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Whats ur opinion on depressive old man Majima?
I want to shrink him really small and put him in a little cage (NOT JAR) and every day ill play with him by throwing him in the air and hes always crying and throwing up and begging me to stop but his voice is so teeny tiny that i just think he wants to play more so i play my favourite game biting him where i dangle him from my teeth and carry him around everywhere like that and sometimes i get so happy that i start shaking him around like a wild animal with fresh kill and it breaks all his little bones then i put him in my pocket and forget all about him and put him in the washing machine and he dies but its okay because he just respawns back in the cage and we do it all over again
#Thanks for the ask !#i dont want to kill majima as much as i want to kill kiryu but it would be fun#if you want my real answer (im assuming you mean y3 majima where he was so fucking crusty and didnt have his bestie saejima) i think he#could use some cocaine and head from meeeeee
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To anyone who doesn't understand the details, lemme elaborate in layman's terms:
Through a legal loophole, you can get your wedding officiated by The Cocaine Bear himself in a mall in Kentucky
This is how 40k works
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