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Ya girl right here is hyperventilating
#I’m so not normal about this#WONWOO#I‘M RIGHT HERE#PLS COME HOME#FORGET ABOUT THE KIDS MISSING YOU#I MISS YOU
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i know i dont post anything to tumblr ever usually but uhhhthe autism has me by the throat? so. noncanon siffrin family!! first image has siffrin having a great ole breakdown after finding a drawing he did of him & his family (when he was like. 7 lol) in a glass bottle, second photo is of their younger sister, phoebe! color (and a shitpost) + more information on the family under the cut
so phoebe. dear darling girl. she's rock-paper type and is super into research and stuff! like a scientist but she can kick your ass. love her a lot. she's about 6 years younger than siffrin is!
also in the drawing that i didn't mention is siffrin and phoebe's parents, mama rhea (she/her, left, missing an eye!) and baba dione (they/them, right) i love these guys so much. yes all of them are named after saturn's moons, thank lati @cryptidlatias for them (siffrin's born name was janus. none of them remember that, though.)
#kitty.txt#xayvie's art#in stars and time#siffrin isat#not going to put too many tags bc i get a little self conscious (i don't know why i was gripped by the want to post these but its here!!)#but for real i really like these guys#rhea missing an eye is why i imagine siffrin is so indifferent about it#even if he doesnt remember it#rhea and dione sent the little bottle with the photo out with the hopes that maybe the person who they know must have been their child#would see it. you don't just forget an entire kid exists. especially not when their room is left the same#its really sad though. like wow its heartbreaking thinking about how sif lost his family and#his family lost siffrin in turn#but phoebe grown up acts a lot like both mirabelle and isabeau together. which is funny#there's a lot to unpack frankly but its fine. love these guys
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doodles
edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#scriabin#doodles#YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!!#well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!!#got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it#okay i want to ramble about these wait a second#the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff .#if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened#i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh#the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta .#about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw#i just find their whole relationship so amusing .#like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?!#they complement each other so well though . i love them#THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol#i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though .#when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE#wonder how he does it !#and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art .#love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell#anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows#going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back .#please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL#okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!
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This was like 2 weeks after watching the movie
-Soup rambles in tags-
#chara_55#transformers#transformers one#Dude I was having another depressive episode at that time & then I discovered TF1#Yknow it's bad when the Marketing flopped the movie when I barely saw any trailers of the movie in our country#TF1 had the same themes as the ones I was having problems with (the world problem & relationship stuff)#that's why I balled my eyes out after watching the movie#I've been a TF fan since I was a kid but I was only appreciating it in the shadows cuz the gender norm set for kids back then yknow#how transformers are only for boys only hhsbshh- 💥#anyways as a returnee fann#I see more people appreciating TF alot & that's really cool#I can openly fangirl over silly robots now yey#I've been nagging my best friend about the movie alot & all of the lore AHHAH I cant contain my exitement#especially my#starscream#oh how I missed that silly robot#sentinel prime#in tf1 looks so fine though I hate to admit that#man I should be hating him but 😔#Also can I mention Starscream literally encouraging D-16 to hit him harder & more then regretting it later after he pulled out his gun HDSHG#Cant forget him saying “Hit me!” “harder!” “yeah more! haha!”#Good lord starscream you're not even trying to hide it#((omg wait did you seriously read my entire rambling? bye-))
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Omg I love Ruby
I'm not sure that the person who sent in her origin story quite understands how much I adore this girl. I love her so much. She's my baby. Oh my goodness gracious. She's such a good partner-in-crime for Opal and I can see these two forming an exploration team together when they grow up.
Team Smoke and Mirrors are some of the most well-known scouts there are in the exploration team world— they aren't the best of the best, but they're up there in skill, and Guildmaster Bidoof is always bragging that those two were apprenticed at his guild, and look at how they turned out! Yup yup, he's so proud to have been able to help them get their footing and send such a doggone wonderful team out into the world, gosh!
Chatot retired shortly before the Guild received their application papers, and he's slightly conflicted about that.
On the one hand, he'd like to resume his work and ensure they get a proper apprenticeship— while he's never met Ruby, he remembers when Twig brought a younger Opal to the Guild on a handful of occasions when her husband (Chatot shudders whenever he recalls the reality of who she married) was away on his own errands and she couldn't get a sitter for the day. He recalls Opal transforming into a downy little hatchling of his species during the first visit, and she was always in that form before Twig even came through the front doors on subsequent visits— when Bidoof casually mentioned the significance of this, Chatot was so emotional the rest of the day that he misfiled an embarrassing number of reports. He doubts Opal remembers him at all, but he'd be proud to keep her and her sister on the straight and narrow.
On the other hand, her and her sister are Twig's daughters. He barely survived ONE Twig. The thought of TWO of them being apprenticed simultaneously, let alone on a single team, is nearly enough to make his feathers go gray with just the thought.
#nobody tell Chatot that Opal and Ruby are some of the most well-behaved recruits in Guild history#these two get EXCITED about sentry duty and being assigned to wash the dishes after dinner#He finds out from Twig one day and says “Well! It's good to know you mellowed out enough to raise those two into such upright young girls.”#to which Twig replies “Yeah no that was all Ark. He's too polite for it to not rub off on our kids. I'm still a menace haha!”#(Chatot is about to have an aneurysm at the reminder that Twig is married to Darkrai because he purposefully forgets this fact 24/7)#Twig then says Opal and Ruby were really disappointed to find out that he wasn't working in the Guild anymore bc they wanted to meet him#and Chatot is TRYING to keep up a proper appearance and not burst into tears in the middle of Treasure Town square but then Twig says:#“I'm glad we bumped into each other--- I've really missed you Chatot.”#Poor bird never stood a chance.#the present is a gift au#shadow baby au#pmd oc#pmd ocs#pmd bidoof#pmd chatot#pokémon mystery dungeon#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers#pmd sky#pmd eos#pmd2#pmd#sofie answers asks
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3:23AM, time to post Hatamori fankid and retreat back into my hiding hole
#this is what i was referring to in my last post#sometimes ideas will just pop into my head and i will be unable to resist the urge#i missed sprite editing. it had been a while since i last made a person's sprite#anyways her name is Akira and I haven't decided if it's Akira Tomori or Akira Hatano yet#i like both of their surnames a bunch#thinking of her from a scenario where Ayame and Kizuna survive the kg and get together a while afterwards#Akira is adopted. obviously. Her biological parents died in the tragedy she was adopted at around 4-6 years old#doesn't remember how her bio parents where because she was like? 1-2 years old when they died?#being with them in whatever happened that led to their deaths she may have some form of memory problem from the accident(?)#Akira is pretty forgetful and slow on the uptakes. but it's nothing too worrisome#she doesn't actually care that she can't remember her bio parents because the family she has now is much more important to her#she takes more after Kizuna especially in tems of personality (tho definitely not as bad as she used to be in Dra if you know what i mean)#put them in a room together and they will gossip and talk about random shit for hours#she loves Ayame too! they just don't talk a much? Akira used to follow her everywhere when she was a kid but now that she grew up#Ayame being the awkward-ish person she is struggles a bit on how to talk/interact with her#they work out together sometimes and Ayame will always volunteer to listen to Akira play some new song she's writing#and give her opinions on it#as you can see she is a musician. aspiring rockstar specifically#this came to her as a way to vent about the tragedy and all that mess sorta#may ramble more some other time i am getting sleepy#dra#danganronpa another#fankid#hatamori#sprite edit#edit#hyena scribbles#Akira Tomori Hatano
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the way i have seen actual HORDES of white blonde girls on the internet complaining about the pjo series annabeth casting bc they think they are, of all things…. losing Smart blonde girl representation.
#yall are so unserious 😭😭😭#miss elle woods is right there!!!!#buffy the vampire slayer!!!#the chick from 10 things i hate about you whose name im somehow forgetting!!!#and those are just off the top of my head. there are certainly SO many more blonde baddies out there for yall#let the women of color have this one please 😭😭😭#also like. this doesn’t change the canon of the books??? the series will surely be a faithful adaptation in other ways#but if ur so insistent on huffing and puffing about these little kids’ appearance… just reread the books <3#r#pjo#percy jackson
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Alright, it's late, but the mental spoons are certainly there for later! So I suppose I should ask ahead of time...
#personal#poll#tumblr polls#Fallout 4#Fallout new vegas#Treasure Planet#POTC#also i'm not kidding i forget i had a TON of rogues gallery ideas for Johnny that I just never got to#I dearly loved Smokey Joe however#swanky old ghoul still has a special place in my cabinet of characters#Madamnation was also cool and i NEVER got to use or draw her#Duotone was remarkably well-liked by a former friend of mine but I DO miss his sad artsy ass#... i really just miss all my fallout ocs in general though#most of the other ocs for TP and POTC are new#but the fallout ones are old#so it's up to you folks who you wanna hear me talk about/ask me about first
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im going to bed
youtube
heres a song i like goodnight
#......................#.............................................#..............................................................................#thats probably enough of a buffer.#last night i dreamed i was in the hollow below the tree that my body was in. when i woke up in the morgue all i wanted to do was curl up#my bones remember i think. even if i dont. sometimes i feel a phantom emptiness on my chest#like the arrows. like the knives.#its scary. its so scary.#im just a kid#will i remember it forever? how long will it haunt me?#people die all the time. people die and come back. people die and come back and they remember but it doesnt haunt them#i was trapped in death and i think thats... its not gone. maybe it is magically but i still feel it.#all i had for so many months was the vague knowledge that i was dead and this overwhelming sense of sharp coldness#my body remembers. i remember. how does anyone forget things like this? i dont want this. i dont want to remember.#i like it under my bed. ive put pillows and blankets down here. the vent that blows in cold air is here too so it feels comfy#and maybe it reminds me of being under the tree. and i dont know why but thats something im actually okay with#my body was under something for so long. the soil was cursed but i loved those woods. i miss the woods. my body hurts.#my mom is missing a leg and sometimes she talks about phantom pains. like her leg realizes it isnt there and screams#can you feel that way about a hole in your chest and your neck. can you feel that way about a tree above you.#can you feel that way about death#maybe i should get angry. but alone. so so alone so i dont hurt anyone.#i cant prove him right. because he was wrong and everything he ever said was wrong and he sucks and i hate him#im not like him.#im like gertie and my parents.#im so tired. im so tired. i want to sleep in dirt for a few more months. maybe sort myself out somewhere dark and quiet.
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Black Han aesthetic
moodboards
#the amount of time it took me to choose nine images for this hdhdh#I sadly had to take the black squirrel out cause it didn't fit the vibe ;(((( you will be missed#lollapalooza Han I did not forget about you but sadly the gold and/or the background didn't fit with the colour scheme I TRIED I PROMISE#han jisung#skz#black#moodboard#stray kids#jisung#han
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having fun playing peak this evening
#lillie talks#'skiddo isnt in hgss-' this isnt about that#i forget that dunsparce is like a gen 2 pokemon. i think#idk i just remember it from roblox pokemon brick bronze#do you guys remember that#i miss her so bad#this was all said to my sister who knows nothing of pokemon#she saw this meme about someone resetting their game as a kid bc their mudkip was purple#she thinks its the funniest thing in the world#she has to put up with me talking about shiny stuff#bc my pokemon special interest is accompanied by the insufferable shiny hunting hyperfix lmao#anyway i've played this game before but never beaten lance. bc of issues and woke#will update :3#pokemon soulsilver#lillie plays soulsilver
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sorry the adults sit like THIS and you want me to believe they're STRAIGHT?
#the closet is glass#this is mostly about rhonda and miss perumal because you can see the way they're sitting the most. lesbian activity.#look at miligan my little meow meow !!#also i love how they're all squished together in a teeny tiny corner when there are MULTIPLE chairs IN FRAME#it's very reminiscent of the kids and i love that sm#also rhonda calling her dipika implies there was a conversation had about that (unless i'm forgetting something which is just as likely)#and i'm tempted to write it#mbs spoilers#mysterious benedict society#rhonda kazembe#dipika perumal#zay speaks#shut up kiki
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not to keep vagueposting about animal welfare discourse, but i happened to run into one of the blogs that was shitting on scout for their cow husbandry and the shit they were saying was so fucking stupid...it was something along the lines of 'rabbits aren't social animals because their wild ancestors have a social group set entirely by mating/the HRS tries to force you to bond rabbits unnecessarily and is a peta-affiliated organization/its unnecessary to spay female rabbits because the 85% association between uterine cancer and not spaying is only supported by two studies', all of which may make sense for breeding rabbits is complete and utter bullshit when dealing with pet rabbits.
Rabbits are indeed social animals that grow anxious when alone and should have SOME form of companionship most hours of the day. This does not have to be another rabbit, and the urging to establish a bonded pair is typically done for people who are OUT OF THE HOUSE most of the day. HRS and shelters don't 'force' pairings, they encourage them because having someone around 24/7 isnt always viable in American households. When I tried to get Celeste bonded because I was worried about her welfare (this was when I was 14 and new to rabbits), both the HRS and shelters talked us out of it because she very clearly did not care about other buns, and didn't need to be bonded because there was always someone around them. But if you're a singular person who's away from home most of the time, then yes you need some sort of partner animal because it reduces stress in your rabbit.
Those social structures are ofc going to be different if you have unfixed breeding animals, but the core aspect of it is still the same. Rabbits are social animals. They are comforted by the presence of others around them, form bonds with other rabbits, and feel more secure in groups. Just because they are more territorial when unfixed (as they should!) doesn't reduce the fact that they are social prey animals, it just means that you need to keep them in different conditions than you would a fixed creature with less hormonal urges
The HRS is not aligned with PETA. They denounce affiliations with meat breeders because they're entirely based on improving the welfare of rabbits that are kept as pets. I can see why some might feel offended on their stance against meat rabbits, but rabbits are still primarily viewed as livestock, and after hearing enough comments about people wanting to eat my rabbit, I can understand why they'd be so clear on it. People are assholes about pets that are commonly viewed as feeder animals.
There is indeed a high risk associated between UNBRED unspayed female rabbits and uterine cancer. This is supported by several studies on animals with similar breeding lifestyles by multiple veterinary institutions. You won't notice it in your breeding females because the risk is SPECIFICALLY for unbred animals, aka most pets. So yes, spaying is necessary for your doe's health if you do not intend to regularly breed or have stopped regularly breeding
Even if there wasn't a very real danger to their health, you'd still need to get them fixed to reduce behavioral problems. Unfixed rabbits are much more territorial, destructive, and aggressive, making them more difficult to keep in a home environment. They will growl, they will lunge and bite (and rabbit bites are not something you want to fuck with- I have scars from Celeste's nips), they will piss and shit to mark their territory and it WILL be pungent and unsanitary even if they are litterbox trained. They can still be cuddly with you, sure, that won't reduce their value as pets, but a perpetually sexually frustrated and territorial animal is not fun to deal with and is arguably unethical for the rabbit. If you want a pet rabbit, you need to get them spayed. And I say this from personal experience- Celeste wasn't spayed when we got her, but after she did get spayed, she became much more manageable and less likely to bite. She was still manageable beforehand, but afterwards she was a hell of a lot more relaxed and not stressed
There's nothing wrong with having significantly different husbandry because you are a meat/fur breeder; unfixed animals have different temperaments, different needs, and are typically kept in different conditions that are more economically and behaviorally suited to turning a profit. But those care requirements change drastically when you have only one to two fixed animals in a home environment, which means that you cannot pass judgement on pet care requirements when you're a meat breeder, and visa versa.
#lets also not forget that this whole discourse started bc someone said that culling goat kids at birth based on sex felt wrong#and some meat breeder took it as a personal attack even though rabbits and goats are DRASTICALLY DIFFERENT ANIMALS#yes hard culling rabbit kits is necessary. but its also not a massive fucking waste when they have huge litters#if you're breeding an animal for meat and they only have one or two at a time over a span of some months then its a MASSIVE WASTE#but anyways this is about rabbits and yeah. im bitter bc i miss celeste and the holier-than-thou attitude got to me#i dont have problems with how they keep their rabbits but i do have problems with them applying farming rules to domestic pets#if you have multiple unfixed rabbits in an outside hutch then yes you need to keep them seperate to prevent breeding and stress#but they're still fine because *they know other rabbits are there*#they can see smell and hear them#if you have ONE rabbit in a home environment it NEEDS companionship bc its alone#if its unfixed then no it cant be another rabbit but it can be you. if its fixed then thats when another bun is an option#and yes they are intensely social and rabbits that do accept a partner benefit massively from it have you even seen bonded pairs#they groom each other and flop together and spend all their time with each other its def. a mutually beneficial pairing#celeste just didnt need it bc there was always someone home with us so she saw other rabbits as a threat#but if that wasnt the case then it would have been different#they arent dogs or cats!! you cant treat them as such!!#and for the record the husbandry needs of unfixed vs fixed animals is a Thing for all other pet species#or at least most of the
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okay ventpost time im bored and my period is late
#my mother is leaving AGAIN#to stay with my father#bhai mujhe nahi rehna akele i don't want to parent my brother#i don't want to cook or stress about what to eat and clothes and laundry and literally buying vegetables every few days#well all these things are just surface level but i REALLYYYYY do not want to live alone with my thoughts#i want to study i can't just study on my phone with no adult mere sarr pe khade hoke asking ki itna tv#kyu dekh rahi hai kya hua class kyu nahi attend kari#kar liya try bhai call me immature and childish and pathetic and dependent and undisciplined whatever but mere bas ki baat nahi hai#also ooooh listen to my moms great solution: she'll stay there and dad will come!! to live with us two!! alone!! haha.#it's sk fucking sad and repetitively traumatizing ki i don't even know how to react#my sister is the only kid both my parents like when she stays home things are mostly calm and happy#they dote on her they tolerate us#and they should i love her too but now i feel like crying because i don't want her to stay back just for me??? my stupid mental health??#she's doing enough by staying here till rakhi just because i asked her begged her to not leave me alone mami ke side#she could've fucked off and gone to live her life 10 days ago#it's not fair#the person i love and want to live with.. if she stays she's miserable and her being miserable mskes me miserable#i just. i miss her so much. she already feels so distant and busy and then she'll go abroad and totally forget about me right#who doesn't need all this constant depression holding you back weighing you down when you're living your best life#i hate that there's no solution i just have to grow up and be okay with it#i already got more time with her than i thought she stayed home like 2 years extra cause of covid#3 actually#ab why am i crying it was a good day#also i don't want to make it all about me but like. idk when i was picturing my adult life i was thinking like#night clubs and gay bars and beaches at night#i never factored in real factors like the horrifying fucking country we live in 💀💀#it's just it was the only thing that kept me going the promise of a better future#but now what.#and like#it's feels so stupid now the fact that i sometimes want to like
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No greater tragedy than hating a character everybody else sees as unequivocally wholesome and pure. 'He's the dad friend of the group. He's practically a puppy dog🥰' Girl. That man involuntarily manslaughtered his entire apartment building, including his wife and kids. He has a higher kill count than hannibal. Lets get serious for a moment
#btw i love characters who are toxic evil ect#what i dont like is fandom forgetting abt a characters complexity for the sake of making everything easy and wholesome#also this was about that bitch bobby if u couldn't tell lol#when they gave him magical blood that cures a dying kid per day or whatever i was ready to start pulling my hair out#i miss when he was suici- ok sorry i cant say that#i miss it for narrative purposes. he didnt annoy me as much when he was rightfully miserable.#and he didnt annoy me as much before i found out the entire fandom treats him as a wet little puppy#like hello ???? if i worked the at the 811 id be like oh.... youre frying some steak for us? like you fried your wife and kids? cool!#id be insufferable
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Day two (2) of me ignoring my responsibilities to replay Harvest Moon: Tree of Tranquility (2008)
#I'm only half joking I promise I'm working on comms. LOL#Shima speaks#BUT AAGGHGHHGH IT'S BEEN LEGIT YEARS;;#This is one of the few games that shaped my entire childhood. Defined it.#And still sits on top of the heap of great nostalgia#Literally I played this nonstop as a kid...#It's so good to come back to it again 🥺#It's been so long tho that I've forgotten a LOT of stuff about it lol#I'M RELEARING!!#It surprises me that it's still SO much fun after all these years#I mean a lot of childhood games are hit or miss. Usually hit bc I'm not super picky. But you know lol#Also I definitely did not forget how many hours this game sucks out of the day. Time FLIES when I play it#I was originally gonna replay Animal Parade but this game was the OG. I HAD to replay it first
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