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sylava for today hii👋👋👋
#i had no idea how to draw dominator’s mohawk 💔💔#i really need to focus on drawing hands more dammit💔#boohoo#wander over yonder#save woy#woy#sylava#sylvia zbornak#lord dominator#my art
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I got hit with the writing juices last night and started an omegaverse FirstRadio (Alastor/Adam) fic, but, OF COURSE, Radioapple is trying to wriggle itself in instead.
Lucifer's really out here stealing all of Adam's love interests smh
#i know what some ya'll gonna say#just makes it a firstradioapple#Alastor has two hands#and I am thinking about it#but my ace ass has a hard enough time focusing on building an intricate and complicated romantic relationship between two people#much less three#I'm still considering it cuz it'd satisfy my radioapple itch and firstradio itch at the same time#but i also want to focus on Alastor and Adam DAMMIT#i guess we'll see how it goes#allastoredeerrambles#firstradio#angelicradio#adam x alastor#radioapple#appleradio#lucifer x alastor
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I'm of three minds re: Vesper Elaina de Rolo being described as having dark hair.
1: everyone forgot she canonically has white hair in the Tal'dorei Reborn campaign book. Which is funny to me because people were so snippy about her having white hair (because Percy's isn't genetic) and then the artist came out and said there was a reason for the white hair. So it just strikes me as very funny that after all that, Matt and the PCs don't remember that. But, if we're going for drama, it could be...
2: she's dyed her hair to fit in better with her siblings, who are brunettes or have black hair like their mom. Having white hair that matched her father was probably a point of pride when she was young, but then the other kids came along, Percy had a clear favorite in Gwen, something she might have liked once now felt like a thing that made her stand out and not fit in. There's been some very good posts on here about Vesper and her place as the eldest daughter, Vesper and her parents having closer connections to their other children, etc. So I could see it being done for less than happy reasons. Maybe she's waiting to see if her folks notice the changes. Who knows.
3: Or she could be having a very late stage teenage rebellion/very early midlife crisis (which isn't even midlife when she's a quarter elf) and dyed her hair in a pique of emotion. Yes I know she's about the same age as Beau, putting her in her early 30s so it does quite work. And what emotion would cause an extremely dramatic haircut and dye job? Who knows.
BUUUUT given that Pike and Scanlan's kids didn't even come up once, I think they just forgot xD
#critical role#cr spoilers#vesper elaina de rolo#vox machina#they never confirmed it (as far as I know) but we all agreed that Vesper had white hair because she's an aasimar right?#because of Vex and Pelor and her being pregnant at the time and all that#and it being a nice bookend with the eldest as an assimar and the youngest as a tiefling#....oooh I wonder if that could be another reason she'd dye her hair dark#it's not like its gotta be easy being marked by the gods during all this ruidis stuff#.....god dammit I'm gonna end up writing a thing about Vesper and her fucking hair arent I.#Yep. I am. not like I dont have other things I need to write or focus on...
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I feel like I'm that Thranduil writer who is more suitable for Tolkien fans who are NOT big Thranduil fans.
If that makes sense to anyone else but me. :)
#sotwk muses#as im preparing to focus on Thranduil and his family this holiday season#with more fics for a small audience#why am i still doing this#because i love the Thranduil in my head dammit#thranduil#the hobbit#tolkien
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2 days since i finished once upon a witchlight. 2 days since i last saw kremy. Kremy withdrawal is starting, and it hurts. Like a kremy hangover (which no is not connected with my actual hangover). Kremy means so much to me. In fact kremy means SO much to me i have a deep desire to get like a badge or a diploma for being a part of kremy nation. I would like to be perceived above all else- as a kremy girlie. WITNESS ME AS I TALK ABOUT KREMY LECROUX. contact me if you want to talk about kremy lecroux, i need to verify the info. When i die and my brain gets cut in half, all the wrinkles are shaped like kremy. And if one sunny day, running late somewhere, with a single slice of toast in my mouth, i bump into richie god damn gilder i will with no hesitation fall on the ground and thank him for creating kremy. And he will think wow shes so cool and normal, from his backpack he will produce a purple book. I gasp. Oh my god what is that. He says szare you are so cool you should have this its a book that contains every single fact about kremy ive been writing it for years. I will say thank you how can i ever show my gratitude. And he will say dw abt it bestie.
Every wednesday kremy nation shall gather as i will read a page from the kremy book.
#richie if youre reading this#thats your cue to start writing#yeah yeah im normal or whatever#just#kurwa mać no#staram sie pisac a bestis gadaja obok moj mozg nie daje rady#okay focus focusssss my head hurts so much from the hangover yes the actual hangover#kremy nation#justtttt i dont know i have this weird desire in me to be recognized as a kremy girl i dont know what this says about me#id say im a massive fucking loser but i just got a job i have friends and good grades thats not very loser like#i guess the loser within never leaves#pardon my long posts and long tags im with friends and i cant be vocal about kremy#kind of writing all this to self regulate birthday party was great but overwhelming#anyway i fucking love kremy its a love that doesnt happen often#happened once before with dennis reynolds i think i have a type#kremy my best friend from another universe all i have is a gator plushie#idk whats wrong with me#richie is a very smart man i cant even imagine how the process of making such a character and living him works#and how amazing it is to witness how wonderful it is to see richie live kremy god dammit hes so fucking smart and amazing#gods!!!!#what a time to be alive at the same time as richard gilder to witness his craft#i will shut the fuck up now#at least for this post#*i cover my face with a cape like a vampire and jump out of the window*#once upon a witchlight#kremy lecroux
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#oh my god#ni-ki#nishimura riki#enhypen#enhypenet#blue noon or blue moon or daydream chemical romance whatever#i wasn't listening#he is so beautiful dammit how am i supposed to focus ugh
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having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person
#hazbin hotel#husk#warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man#thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell#which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past#and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot#and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober#we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities#(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner)#but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain#he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord#he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend#he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists#he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to-#and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to#participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this#but dammit he does it anyway#(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm)#anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already#got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell#like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth#but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win#ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people#I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed#we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/#and that person is a pretty damn good guy#he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and#we're just seeing the tail end of it#god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry#I just have so many thoughts about him
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So I just played through the Nil route in FOTH (my productivity at work this week is gonna be terrible) and. Well. My goodness. What a ride (reference intended). I'm gonna need about an hour to recover, I think.
Nil has always been a fantastically intriguing character that I've been simultaneously drawn to (those eyes, that voice, his murderous tendencies) and repelled by (those eyes, that voice, his murderous tendencies) - though certainly more the former than the latter! I LOVED how he was explored here. @mythicaitt and @chloefraazers deserve a standing ovation, seriously. And those battle scenes! Wow.
Also, @kittleskittle's art - holy crap, you guys. I don't have enough words to tell you how good it is. I think photo album pic #4 genuinely shut off my brain for a bit there. I've gone back to stare at it again at least three times now.
So much love went into this game and it shows. Thank you, everyone who made it.
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BUT.... BUT WHY WOULD YOU SAY IT LIKE THAT?! 😭😭😭
#i literally CANNOT#I CANNOT DO THIS#like hell i'll focus on working out#this messes with my brain#DAMMIT XAV#ʚɞ*.゚. lnds#*ੈ♡. rose talks#xavier
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Usm vamp au: Sam threatens burning Pete all the time but imagine Pete and him were underground or in somewhere blacked out or something and now it’s day or someone has a new vamp weapon and Sam does a full 180 to keep Peter from being burned cause he wants to keep him at bay not watch him 𝓭𝓲𝓮. Cue burn aftermath fluff.
YESSSSSSSS gimme that burn aftermath fluff!!! Gimme Sam tenderly patching up Peter in a darkened room, but freaking out because he doesn't know how to patch up a vampire. Peter's already technically dead, and his skin isn't healing just by being out of the sun, and he doesn't know what to do.
And then he gets the thought, OH he needs blood. Because of course, that's how vampires are sustained. And so he offers his blood to Peter, and Peter says absolutely not, which startles Sam because his blood is what Peter's been going after this whole time, so why the fruck is he saying no now?
And then we just this little push-and-pull moment where Sam is insisting and Peter is denying, because even though he originally wanted Sam's blood, he's actually started catching feelings for him, and now the idea of actually getting Sam's blood when it's what he's been seeking this whole time is in front of him, it suddenly becomes this much bigger thing than simply feeding to him, and how is he supposed to tell that to Sam, and ljfgsngljsgjkbg;bsd;
I am chewing on this like a dog with a bone
#and its so tasty#how dare you respark my interest in my spideynova vamp au#the audacity#how am i supposed to focus now?#dammit#ultimate spider-man#peter parker#spider-man#sam alexander#nova#spideynova#asks#anonymous
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So, uh, WHENS THE NEXT VIDEO ON YOUTUBE, IM BORED WITHOUT YOUR VIDEOS (or have you quit Carmen Sandiego? 😧)
you arent without my videos! there's a whole playlist of them that you can rewatch! https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL0VLTCkLkT_16gjnGzgpsZLEla7rCMyFQ&si=6d7vsFKsYo-ttEly
#god forbid i focus on school rather than make videos#and why do people keep asking if i've quit carmen sandiego?#if those people took two minutes to scroll my blog they'd find that im still very much into carmen#she takes up most of my reblogs#hell take one second to look at my god damn profile picture and you'd know i still like carmen sandiego#if you want to watch my videos then watch them! it isnt hard!#i will make more when i want to and am able to dammit#carmen sandiego#carmen sandiego videos
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in a pachinko, jin actually uses kazama powers to knock kaz outta devil form. do you think he'll end up unlocking the power within him, and using it to defeat kazuya in tek8? rather than using his devil gene?
#✏️ - ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ // (ooc)#// I HOPE SO...#// LET HIM BE A KAZAMA DAMMIT !!!#// there has been TOO much focus on him being a mishima !#// i also wonder if jun will successfully convince jin to spare kazuya... AGAIN...!
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Larian stop making my gf's cry challenge 😭
#I just want to wrap everyone up and destroy anything that makes them sad. Leave my ladies alone dammit.#Sketch of the day since down time at work seems to let my mind actually focus long enough to produce SOMETHING.#Act 3 is brutal huh#I'm that person who cuddles with their whole damn body so by extension my tiefling would definitely be wrapping her tail around someone in-#a comforting way too. I just didn't sketch that far in this sitting.#ughh proportions are off but I need to cut myself some slack because I'm sketching AND working.#I was not going to tag this because I am trying to get more comfy with posting sketches again... wife insists...#Tav x Shadowheart#Shadowheart#Baldur's Gate Fanart#Fanart
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Making lore characters is all fucking fun and games until you put some random puzzle pieces together because you have a lot of information and the perspective to do so and it might be the key to everything except that no one else has the information, your character would not yet be suspicious about it, and you're gonna have to act like this is not a thing you're personally suspicious about for months until you have a reason to be suspicious in game.
AGONY.
#I'm literally losing my mind. biting and scratching the bars of my enclosure.#how am i supposed to focus on WORK i need ANSWERS#I've unlocked a Travis Willingham emotion#just [doing something unrelated] [puts two and two together] oh god fucking dammit. I'm right aren't I.#hilariously i started this thought process at 'lol thatd be funny but this is just a conspiracy theory'#and then kept thinking about the different pieces and *motherfucker*
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#theres gotta be. like there has to be something wrong with my head#ugh. not wrong. wrong is a bad word. just. i should not b this hard to get my brain to focus on literally anything that matters#its just so frustrating. im doing the best i ever have. and yet i still cant focus. wtf else can i do?#god dammit. all i wanna do is listen to garbage and draw and draw and draw my shitty little scribbles#maybe my head jsut wasnt built for what im trying to do with it#so idk how tf im supposed to get thru the next 4 years of my phd. or wtf im gonna do after#maybe i should just have just started working at a lab when i graduated. just be a lab manager for thr rest of my life#i dunno. i dunno what to do. how to make my head work. it shouldnt be this hard. my dad can just do things he doesnt want to and im like#HOW??? Im too much like my mom. especially now that im way less anxious. she was a procrastinater and a messy disaster#ay. im just frustrated and feeling guilty abt the lack ot work getting done. i just wanna get back into thr lab#unrelated
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So I have this little game/exercise I do whenever I'm watching rwby where I try to figure out if a certain aspect was added last minute or just badly handled
For example: silver eyes are foreshadowed to be important but there's not even a hint as to why until they're in action. Badly handled
Sienna Khan as a character is last minute. Sure, there's talk of a high leader in v4, but no name is ever said. If someone sneezes, they could miss it entirely and go into v5 wondering why Adam had to take back a leadership he already had. Add in the fact that Sienna’s existence outside her introdeath scene amounts to like. three sentences, so that says to me that she was one of the last things thought of
I think it's pretty fun, and if you wanna play, I'd love to hear y'all's takes
#rwde#in my head theres three rwbys: the one on screen#the corkboard full of scribbles and red string where I'm trying to figure out wtf shawluna+ were thinking#and the rewrite that my brain squirrel won't let go of#someone get this squirrel some tranquilizer#i am trying to focus on demons and werewolves dammit!
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