#FF!PD

[sora-fish]

Scurries in I’d like to let you know that this,

Part of the Wight & Bell au has me BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS. BELL SENT ASHE TO GO KIDNAP DAKOTA??????? I NEED TO KNOW MORE….. DOES ASHE GET EM???? Anyway the rp is so scrumptious as always <3, I’ve been checking up on it every couple of hours to see what’s been added <3.

EEEEEE IN SO GLAD TOH LIKE IT!!!! HE IS GETTING ASHE TO JIDNAP DAKOTA!!! Basically, Bell saw rhe surgery scar on Dakotas chest during a publicized fight, and it got him interested in want ing to know more about what makes Dakota work. Ashe it really hesitatnt but she can’t really express that because of the trickster!! Basically in this AU, Mark also died so there was no one to discourage the use of the book, so at this point Ashe and the Triskcyer are almost one being. Because of tbat, Ashe doesn’t have total control and can’t stop herself from agreeing with Bell. But at the same time, seeing Dakota.. she cares about him a lot. So instead of kidnapping, she is going to try and make it look like she’s tried to kidnap him, but failed. Over and over again. Dakota nd ashe in this AU make me crazy cause they care so much but are rivals…..

[sketchthetofu]

3/6 I’m back with a new addition, Bell :D!!! What a messed up guy I wanna shake him around in a jar…. /pos

Flash Foward PD au by: @sora-fish (hope I did him justice <3!)

[sora-fish]

TRUTHHHHH

fucked up hurt/comfort. the person who stabbed you tends to your wound. the person who killed your loved one helps you grieve.

[spiderman616]

They should’ve adapted 06 so Sally could meet Elise

archie canon accurate 06 adaptation would honestly be p.d.s. (pretty darn sick) instead of whatever bullshit cse explanation there was. stuff such as the ixis masterworks/silver's time travel/chaos emerald situation/soleanna's relation to the overlander lore/etc etc. i know the bare minimum oabout 06's plot but if you send me enough death threats i might try to write a proper adaptation of it thats fully archie based

[prodigaldaughteralice]

was hungry, then my mum started talking about how craving popcorn was “the dark side calling to [her] and the beginning of the end”

[simpforannus]

hey guys twitter banned me bc i told bigots to die so im here now

[devotedsweetheart]

heey i have a request, can you do a ff with caleb and mc in highschool? with just like the basketball player caleb and the pretty mc. in ao3 theres no ff abt this 😭

pd: I LOVEEEEE YOUR POSTS!!!

of course my dear anon!!! this was so fun to write, i hope this is what you had in mind :'). if not, just lmk and i'll start on writing another one;))) enjoyyy!

he had a soft spot for you. always.

regardless of how much he teased you, pushed your buttons, or made you look a fool; there would be moments of unbroken eye contact that stayed lingering, hinting at something deeper.

caleb was popular. everyone knew his name. heck, everyone knew him, he was friends with basically the whole school. except you. he does actually know of your existence though, he just refuses to acknowledge it, only when he's picking at you does he truly. you guys have known each other for your whole entire lives. going to the same exact schools together every single year without fail... it was almost like he was following you.

he promises you he dislikes you with a passion. that he couldn't stand being in the same room with you for longer than an hour, that he would do anything to get away from you; and you feel the same. he's absolutely and utterly agitating, being in his mere presence pisses you off. he makes it his life goal to make your existence as a whole miserable, doing things such as purposefully tripping you in the hallways to make his friends laugh, or kicking the back of your chair in the middle of an exam, knowing how distracted it makes you. if you even dared to do so little as turning around and shooting him a glare, he'd just grin and do it harder, more often.

little did you know, he survives off the looks you give him. it's what keeps him going.

and so, when you decide one day that you're going to ignore him for the rest of the week, he goes insane.

literally.

on day one, monday, he didnt think much of it. maybe just assuming you didnt get much sleep, or perhaps you're going through a friendship breakup, something small like that. when you dont react to his little acts of crudeness toward you he still thinks nothing of it. he just assumes you think you'll make him stop if you ignore it.

by day two, tuesday, he's still not too concerned by your silence. he's still just convinced you're ignoring him out of annoyance (...which isn't a lie), and therefore it doesnt bother him too much.

wednesday, he's confused. he has started to attempt to annoy you more than he usually would, taking it upon himself to take your same route to your classes... even if it meant he'd be tardy for his own. he wanted a reaction out of you, almost needed it. he thought about it when he woke up, staying in the back of his mind throughout the day. during the classes you had together, he'd sneak small glances at you to make sure you looked okay.

thursday, though, he'd been thinking about it all day long. it was now stuck in the front of his mind, plaguing it completely. he didnt realize how much he missed having the small banters each day with you, how easy it was to rile you up. how much he craved it. even during his after school practice, his performance was borderline terrible. it wasn't like him at all and his friends began to notice. he's usually awfully good at basketball, one of the best on the team (if not the best) and for him to be slacking this bad?? diabolical. he was making it difficult for not only him but the people surrounding him. when asked what was going on, he'd simply shrug it off and ask to go take a drink of water, trying to shrug off the thought of you as easy he did with his terrible execution of basketball.

on day five, friday, he'd actually gone insane. he couldnt focus at all during class, constantly looking over at you to try and get you to look at him. he'd been throwing himself in your paths the whole entire day, putting in an obnoxious amount of effort just to make eye contact with you; even if it was for a second.

it was so bad to the point that he went up to you at the end of the day before you got onto your bus, asking to talk.

he persisted and persisted, not caring how many times you said no.

he was ecstatic when you finally agreed.

pulling you by your limb to the end of a sidewalk where only few roamed, he let go of your forearm and turned to face you. it was awkward for a few seconds, the two of you never having a real conversation outside of bickers.

he cleared his throat.

"are you... okay?" he asks, eyes flicking to yours to see if you'd give away how you felt at his question before you verbally answered. your eyebrows raised before scrunching up again, a look of confusion written all over your face.

"um.. yes? why would you ask me that?" you answered, oblivious to just how much he cared. he looks away to a spot above your shoulder, embarrassed to stare directly into your piercing gaze.

"i don't know. you've just been, like, nonverbal.. in a way," he says, looking back into your eyes before looking down again. "it's like i pushed you too far. i don't ever mean what i say, i don't ever mean to actually hurt you."

at that, you break out into laughter, and it grabs his attention.

"you 'don't mean to hurt me?'" you point out in between cackles, adding quotation marks around the words. "what kind of joke are you trying to pull? do you understand how annoying it is to have to deal with all your bullshit all the time, caleb?"

he winces at your words, the sly grin you have plastered on your face only making it worse for him. he wishes terribly he had the balls to tell you how he feels, but not only is he scared of the feeling itself, but he's terrified of how you might react.

"i know. i know, and i apologize." he whispers.

"you apologize?"

"i apologize."

you cross your arms over your chest, one eyebrow raised as you lean into your hip. "apologize for what?"

he simply looks at you, too embarrassed to formerly say a sincere apology. instead of saying anything, he flicks his eyes between yours and sighs. "for taking you over here to talk. i just wanted to figure out what was going on and why you weren't talking to me."

you look at him with a dull shock on your features, eyes going a hint wider than they normally sit.

"i, um, didn't know you cared. you make it seem like i annoy you sooo bad so i just stopped interacting with you." you confess, hoping to actually get to him instead of getting made fun of.

his expression is almost unreadable, eyebrows drawn tight and eyes blinking rapidly. his lips are pulled into a straight line and you can tell he's having a difficult time trying to maintain eye contact.

"i.." a beat of silence, tongue flicking out to lick his lips. "i'm sorry. i'm a dick, and i know i am. if i tell you something, will you promise to not make fun of me?" he questions, swallowing thickly.

you blink up at him. "sure, go ahead." you hesitantly say, fixing yourself to stand up a smidge straighter.

he clears his throat for what feels like the thousandth time, taking a gulp of air before saying everything he's feeling in one breath.

"i've realized over this past week that you're something i look forward to when i wake up. someone i think about when i'm writing an essay, playing at a game, or even listening to music. i'm sorry for picking on you so much and i'm sorry for being a complete asshole to you. you've always been someone i've taken interest in and the only way i found that gets your attention the most is being rude to you. i know it's messed up, but i can't help it. i'm sorry."

theres a long pause of unspoken words and tension hanging between the two of you, gazes locked while your mouth hangs open; trying and failing to say something. after a moment, all you can manage is a small "wow." his face is a deep shade of red, showing just how embarrassed he is without having to say it.

"can you please say something else so this isnt so awkward." he murmurs, desperation and discomfort clearly etched into his face.

you only giggle breathily and look him deep in his eyes.

"me too, caleb. i feel the same way."

thats when he holds his breath, leaning in quickly to kiss you- not giving you time to pull away.

[twobruhsinahottub]

Maybe it's my BPD BPD-ing but uh...i hate those "special person" terms for personality disorders. From my knowledge (and i realise i could be wrong - correct me if so) BPD is the ONLY personality disorder that actually is recognised to have "special people" aka FPs. It's in the DSM that we have these (though they are not referred to as FPs exactly) . No other PD has that. Stop trying to claim our thing and make it yours !! "Special person" is just a rip off of BPD favourite people istg. I'm annoyed that these things are being stolen from us in this way. Especially since that masterlist on "special people" says that any PD can have an FP when its a BPD THING !!!!

I feel the same about the "autism creature" and special interests too. Like shut the fuck up about your "OCD creature" and your "ADHD creature" . You don't need to have your own. It's autisms thing. Fuck off. And no, Mr. John ADHD , you don't have a special interest, you have a strong interest or a hyperfixation. Special interests are autism EXCLUSIVE and they aren't FOR YOU !!!!! Autism has hyperfixations but ADHD does NOT have special interests. Also, ADHD doesn't come with SPD ffs. Read the DSM-5. ADHD is NOT on the autism spectrum. You're doing both autism and ADHD a disservice by making ADHD out to be autism lite .

Ok thats all, i'm just fucked off and possessive and gate keepy and whatever. Keep stealing my peoples shit, idc, i'll just ignore you. I needed to rant ig.

[sora-fish]

…..what if I said me and @fruitbowlsngoals somehow got Crisis and Bell in a room together and they are a little gay for eachother…. They are so toxic……. Their ship name is Alarm Sounds. I’m- gonna retreat into the shadows now.

[sasdavvero]

since yesterday @gwennevlis listened to my (small) ramble about this post, have a uh. projection moment

Blue Lock Characters and their FP [Favorite Person]

disclaimer: no, they don't actually have BPD nor do i think they do (apart from certified BPD-coded Alexis Ness lol. and Mikage Reo... mayhaps,,), this is just for funsies and angst ideas lol — like literally just me making up fucked up one-sided dynamics because having an FP is one of the worst things about BPD and i think it would be fun to explore the different — and totally made-up — possibilities. Hope y'all'll enjoy whatever blabble this is !

PS: I have BPD. I know what a FP is, or, I know my experience with one. Everyone has different experiences with FPs, as BPD is still a spectrum and we are all individuals who see and experience stuff in our own way. Cheers

— Bachira Meguru

Bachira's FP is Isagi Yoichi, if we consider only like, Blue Lock period of time. I don't think it would be his mother because that's how i see it. He defo would attach himself to Isagi so much that he becomes an FP tho, imo. Lonely kid with his first friend. He definitely had a teacher as a fp once. i think. maybe ...... anyway.

— Isagi Yoichi

Isagi never recognized nor did he know the meaning of FP (the acronym or even just what that was / how it worked) so he isn't even able to define who it could be for him. Having said this, from the start of the NEL, it's Noel Noa.

— Nanase Nijiro

From my own characterization of his siblings / siblings dynamics (never shown in the manga, only mentioned in trivia from last oct), i think his FP would be his older brother. If we don't consider him, since he's basically my OC (in a way), then it's Itoshi Rin. Because i need him to crash so badly. Nanase angst mmmmm. — [if we consider the 200k long fics where i actually made him have BPD (kinda), then his FP is Hiori Yo, with very similar reaction-behaviors related to Isagi Yoichi too (or vice versa, i don't recall much of that ff, but his whole being is based on both their way of being/existing, so, ye)]

— Hiori Yo

Hiori's FP is Karasu Tabito. Done. He's the cold remedy. He's the only one who saw through his façade pre Blue Lock. That's his best friend. Coincidentally, and sadly for him, that's his FP. :3 (he doesn't know about it tho. like he is i either in denial or completely unaware, sad ! )

— Itoshi Rin

Rin's FP is Sae. That's all I have to say. Someone applaud me. /joking

— Alexis Ness

I will agree with the countless of analyses/ meta post and say that Ness's FP is Michael Kaiser. Yeah. He is. You all are right about that. Good representation 10/10 we even got the neglecting family trauma ! nice (no, BPD isn't only caused by that. i'm aware. but it's possible [see: me :3] so! he is cool)

— Mikage Reo

Reo's FP is Nagi Seishiro ! Such a surprise ! We've seen him literally crash out on screen/paper... I feel like Reo is a cool representation, in a way. Of course, he doesn't actively know what an FP is nor does he think it's Nagi. He's just his best bro (cough, the person he shared his life dream with...). Tbh i don't really consider his character at all, not the biggest nagireo (platonic or romantic) considerator (?) but he deserves to be on this list.

— Don Lorenzo

Lorenzo's FP is defo Marc Snuffy. If we consider canon. If we consider the amazing DonDrago ship, then it's Drago (Enea, the dark haired Drago). Because, again, angst. yeah....

bonus Isagiverse. because i can

— Sette

I think Sette would have an Attention Person, and that's Bachira. I actually "headcanon" (meaning: i have to do research about the pd because for now i have not, but i really wanna for future fics) him to have HPD / BPD with HPD traits. Sette has only made friends/bonded with Bachira in his universe, and Bachira is always so kind. Ya know? Infinite supply, Bachira. That's so cool for Sette. I need him to have nice things. [Disclamer: i literally don't know anything about HPD so idk how an AP works. if anyone has more knowledge i'll gladly listen. but i will do research, I swear].

— Hachi

Hachi's FP used to be probably his dad. He has been crashing out since both him and his mum died. Though, his Equal Person is probably Bachira or Sette or Zero [same disclaimer as above: I have little knowledge about NPD, Hachi definitely has BPD, but with NPD traits – will make research on that too dw, if anyone has resources feel free to send, but I will do my own research)

[also feel free to correct me but from what i know the mechanism is: BPD-FavoriteP / NPD-EqualP / ASPD-ExceptionP / HPD-AttentionP — i might be making confusion between some tho, so again, ye. why has this become about Cluster B. Anyway. Ye take the FP headcanons and don't skin me alive for the HPD/NPD (most likely incorrect) mentions]

[featdinoir]

not seventeen using chatgpt with na pd……………. ffs

[sora-fish]

OH MY GOD SCREAMING CRYING SKETCH!!!!!!!’ THIS IS SO GOOD I ABSOLUTELY ADORE RHIS HELLO????? AAAAAA YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYA HAPLY BAPLY HAPLY HAPPY HAPPY!!!! SKETCH THIS JS SO ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Oh no! Looks like Rabbit lost his foot again and is deep in his instincts :D! Who could’ve done that :D? GIGGLES-

@sora-fish pspspspspspspspsps Rabbit & Bell rp drawing :)!!! Sorry Bell is just a shadow in this one-

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[phase112]

Intro Post

BASIC

Call Me: Kira, Kora, Jax, Forrest, Artemas, or Phage.

Pronouns: She/Hxr, They/Thxm

Gender: Faeflux

Sexuality: Aroaceflux, Omnisexual, Omniromantic, Demisexual, Demiromantic. Taken.

DNI

Zionists, Nazis, Rascist, Trump Supporters, Anti-Abortion/Pro Life, Iran Bombing Supporters, Russia Supporters

Biphobes, Aphobes, Xenophobes, Racists, Pedophiles/MAPs, Zoophiles

Comshippers, Antishipper, Noncon Supporters

Body Shamers, ED Enablers, Fatphobes

Abelists, Anti Self DX, NPD Abuse Believers, AsPD Abuse Believers, Any PD Abuse Believers

PS: I also block freely.

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Music: Joji, Tyler The Creator, Sia, The Weeknd, Mitski, TØP, AJR, Girl in Red, Jon Bellion, Kendrick Lamar, MARINA ATD, Miku, Will Stetson, Halsey, SZA, STOMACH BOOK, GRLwood, Beyoncé, Jack Stauber, Doja Cat, ABBA, AURORA, Ashnikko, Billie Eilish, Glorb, Lemon Demon, Olivia Rodrigo, Paris Paloma, Lil Tecca, Bibi nosemoney <3

Games: Dead Plate, Cold Front, Little Nightmares (all), Minecraft, Roblox, Sims 4, GTA, FNAF

Shows/Movies: Baby Reindeer, Arcane, JJBA, JJK, BB/Kuro, LOST, Moral Orel, ASOUE, Squid Game, Stranger Things, DanDaDan, MHA, AoT, FF, Link Click, Ace Attorney, Blue Exorcist, Solo Leveling, Demon Slayer, DHMIS, Helluva Boss, TADC, Uncanny Counter, Queen of Tears, Tomorrow

Hobbies: Drawing, Writing, Reading sometimes, Collecting Cool Stuff, Organizing Stuff (??)

Disordered Stuff

DX: GAD

Self DX/Suspected: OCD, OCPD, ASD, NPD,

possible HPD + BPD traits and possible ADHD

Extra Notes: GAD Was most likely a misdx and I identify better with OCD

[likesplatterpaint]

Welp. Uh.

A few days ago I got an email from a recruiter reaching out to me on behalf of a ritzy private school in our area, looking for a 9-12 art teacher.

I replied with how flattered I was, but they were currently offering 12k less than what I make, and I’m primarily specialized in digital arts now.

She said she’d pass that along. The head of school has reached out to me today to discuss further. Uhhhhh???

Pros:

Change of scenery,

much smaller class sizes,

Beautiful campus

fewer discipline issues (school has a great reputation and two of my rockstar 8th graders left to do high school there)

fewer IEPs to juggle (my 2nd pd class is 20 students with 11 having needs, 3rd pd is similar with two having significant modification needs)

No teaching comp sci

No teaching middle school, which is fine right now but usually is a huge source of my stress

Less chance of school shooting jfc

Cons

Longer commute (34 min vs my current 22)

Loss of union protections

Potential loss of good benefits (our insurance is hella)

No tenure, likely at will

Fine art position, which means back to teaching drawing, painting and sculpture and not my current specialization. I’ve never taught traditional fine art at the high school level and made a fuss about doing so last year alongside my digital stuff because it was 5 preps ffs. (Now I’m teaching 5 preps anyway)

Unknown environment- I would be leaving a tight knit staff where I am known and respected for the most part

Im getting that they have a pretty big emphasis on teachers being involved in extracurriculars, which I have mostly ignored at my school

Being the type of dickwad that leaves mid year (I would potentially see if they would wait til spring semester because Yikes for my kids)

Unknown situation with subs/leave- I currently have 18 sick days and 3 personal

Unknown situation regarding payscale- where I am now, I can expect to at least go up one step every year and get some sort of COLA

Right now cons look like they’re winning but I think I’ll still talk to the head of school, just to see. I spoke to my coworker whose daughter left for there and she said it’s amazing there, would teach there herself but for the fewer protections and benefits.

Life what u doin

[sora-fish]

Bell let go of him and did a quick wave, calling out a “if you ever find out what it is you can come back! I’ll fix you, don’t you worry smoke. He was intrigued at the fact it looked like an apartment hallway.. really it made sense, for as much as this whole situation made sense. He just made a face at the gesture but then Smokescreen was gone. Bell sighed, maybe he should start opening some doors. For now, he turned to Vyncent and dragged him away into the office, waiting for his time to cross paths with Wight.

Stares at you with my autistic eyes :33

May I throw one of my sillies at you full speed like a bowling ball? I don’t mind which sillies I am just on a hyperfixation CRAZE rn

HIIII I SO UNFORTUNATELY DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT YOUR SILLIES ?! I WOULD LOVE YOU TO THO