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bemusedlybespectacled · 28 days ago

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so i'm in the middle of getting over possibly the worst case of norovirus i have ever had in my life and am still struggling to do anything other than sleep and drink watered-down gatorade 0/10 would not repeat the experience

#personal #i don't think i've ever gotten dehydrated from throwing up before (even though i know it's a thing)#EXCEPT THIS WEEKEND. WHEN I DEFINITELY DID.#i went through an entire bottle of water over the course of a night because i was horribly thirsty and none of it stayed down #the entire bottle ended up in my wastebasket woot woot

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modeus-the-misanthrope · 4 months ago

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Challenge for Mod Authors: Level Impossible

When writing down directions for how to fix issues in your mod, hand those instructions to 1 friend that doesn't have any experience in programming. If they say your instructions don't help solve their issue. Rewrite the instructions until it does.

#this post brought to you by my hatred for Vanilla Skyrim's weapon swings #so when I try to install new animations all the old animation mod compiler's are horribly out of date except for Pandora #Pandora's FIRST STEP FOR MO2 USERS is “install it as a mod*”#to which there are no steps for what to do when MO2 says the Data directory for the file is invalid and I need to make one #step 2 involves running the application inside of MO2 so it just assumes that if anything went wrong with step 1 #you should just avoid things going wrong with step 1

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dukeofthomas · 7 months ago

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why is everyone so obsessed with absolving bruce of all responsibility and fault. like no actually he is not 100% innocent in the child vigilantes he did in fact literally just Yoink Jason and make him robin at the ripe age of 12. jason would Not have become a vigilante (or died!) if bruce hadn't made him that. like he is actually 100% responsible for picking up a kid and turning them into a soldier

#my dc posting #jason todd #bruce wayne #batman #red hood #robin #obviously some he couldnt have stopped. im not denying some of them did in fact just do that on their own w no input from bruce #like uhh i think duke cass babs steph etc etc im not doing the fucking child soldier argument here alright #im saying that jason did Not do that. like he was not running out in his own costume doing vigilante shit he interfered in one (1) crime #after first trying to tell someone abt it happening that does not equate to 'im going to become a vigilante'#yet bruce still picked him up and went 'youre robin now :)'#so like it annoys me sooo much when ppl just completely go that bruce had no fault in any of them or whatever. like hello. what the fuckkk #are you talking abt #i love jaybin (robin jason) i love him as robin i dont think he was a bad robin i think bruce is wrong n horrible for doing that #fics will have bruce feeling horrible like 'its my fault he died... he wouldnt have died if he wasnt robin...' and ill be like YES! YES EXA #TLY! you should feel horrible abt it its like a Lot your fault #i used the word soldier in the post bc of. yknow. 'a good soldier' like bruce's words not mine 🤷#''he didnt have a choice'' for most of them yeah i agree! im not disagreeing! except for jason which he 100% had a choice in.#this is a really small thing but it infuriates me endlessly

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orcelito · 26 days ago

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Man, seeing all the valentines day decorations in stores n shit is just reminding me how much I fucking Hate valentines day

#speculation nation #negative/#it was the last normal day my dad was alive. he went to the hospital in the early am hours of the 15th and died early on the 17th #he liked bringing the daily papers with him in his lunchbox to work. the very last one that we found tucked inside was for the 14th.#i had a valentines day date planned for the evening of the 16th. canceled of course.#i wasnt too fond of the holiday even before last year. as a grey aro that struggles with these things i find it too saccharine and stifling #but now all i can think about when i see those decorations is the fact that he mightve drunk himself into organ failure that night #the final straw on the camel's back. it all came crumbling down.#wonder if i can end up with a romantic partner that doesnt care about valentines day. it's kind of the expectation if ur dating someone #to care about it. but i dont wanna. id rather just plug my ears and wish it all away.#wake me up when september ends and all that business. except it's february for me.#sigh. i swear im doing okay with the Grief Recovery and all that shit. but it's gonna get rougher again as it draws closer.#an anniversary. as remarkable and horrible as the first year since your father died.#need to lay off trying to join any dating apps until after this. given how quickly i succeeded in finding someone with the first try #i dont wanna be seeing anyone by the time that date rolls around. itd make me sick to try to celebrate valentines day this year.#who knows maybe ill crack open a cold one in his honor. as a fun little joke.

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koukouture · 3 months ago

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Script for a comic I don't think I'll ever make LMAO

Context: This is sort of Emet Selch's monologue about Azem during Shadowbringers. Yeah. That's all you need to know.

"You don't know me at all. So shut up" that's what you said.

You were dying. I could see it- the light infecting you, seeping into your head, heart and very soul. You were no longer a distant star but a blinding supernova. Hot to the touch, dangerous, dying, faded- but in a way- beautiful.

You always did shine brighter than the rest.

So how dare you say I don't know you?

Know you?

You are my other half; I am nothing without you. You are all I know.

I knew you across thousands of years, across hundreds of incarnations, across a dozen and some worlds.

Know you?

I am you.

Everything that I am now is because of you. All of it! I traveled far and wide and every single time I cannot stray from your light. Every single road I took went back to you. Every single path, alleyway, staircase every labyrinth- you were at the end of all of them.

Sometimes we are lovers, sometimes we are friends, allies, enemies... sometimes we are strangers.

Do not accuse me of ignorance. I am under no delusion that I know you- I know you better than anyone.

And you know me too.

Don't you?

Azem

Lucifer

You know me... right?

You can feel it surely- this is fate! You know me! I'm your soulmate! Can't you feel it!? Can't you feel me!?

WHY WON'T YOU LOOK AT ME!?

okay i think that's it lolol. bye

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weaponizedmoth · 2 years ago

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L and Misa sketch.

#I always liked their dynamic cause they're so different and so similar if you think abt it #both wear masks because of their public persona both went through horrible things both are orphans #both like justice except that Misa sees it the Kira way and L sees it his way and none of them are correct in the end #Misa is also smart but she's pretty so she's used to people just doing things for her #and not actually having to think #anyway I haven't watched DN in 10 years what do I know #My sister found my L necklace the other day and I was like “Huh 14 year old PB represent I guess”#death note #l lawilet #misa amane #amane misa #death note fanart #fanart #my art #art #artwork #digital art #misa misa

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trashcanwithsprinkles · 6 months ago

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Do you have any Zhongli/Zhongchi fic recs? I haven’t found any that are nearly as good as yours 😔😔

funnily enough someone already asked this, but it was quite a while ago and tumblr is a mess to search old shit thru so here, this is the post this was asked during the ao3 crisis of- .......last year? i can't remember. either way, the post starts w me saying i don't have all the names and links but dw, after ao3 came back up i edited the post so you should see all authors and links in the recs.

i have to admit that for reasons unrelated to the fandom i haven't been reading many zhongchi fics as of late? so like- bear in mind i don't have an updated mental picture of any of the recs after the post was made. so if one went off the rails or if one of the WIPs finished, i'm not aware;; i also mention in the post that i'd add more recs if i had access to ao3 (which i didn't at the time bc it was down), and while that is true, it's been so long since i read any of them that i wouldn't be able to confidently reccomend them outside of 'i somewhat remember the plot and i remember liking it'. also i don't remember half of their names. so uh- yeah that's the list i think

#also there are plenty of fics that i'd have loved to recomend but that ended up either going off the rails towards the end or that just-#left me disappointed #complete tanget but what is it with people making holy angst and then completely missing the point of said angst #as in #the resolution they give to the angst is sometimes more infuriating than anything #like by that point i'm rooting to have no resolution LMAO #which is why angst resolution is always like my n°1 concern in my fics #last thing i want is for the angst to be super good and then for the resolution to leave y'all like-#that's it?#not in the sense of payoff for the angst #but in the way the issues brought up by the angst get handled #i don't want to point fingers obviously i'm not that much of an asshole #but i vividly remember a fic that set up childe being bullied horribly by a bunch of adults for something that was outside of his control #and that he couldn't have possibly known #and so he just flees bc i mean poor guy i'd flee as well. plus they backed him into a corner with no other way out #like- think public proposal except childe didn't even know he was dating zhongli. and when he was confused about it #all the onlookers started berating him for being stupid #which like- it's one thing being dense. and it's another thing being unable to communicate w eachother (this was zl's fault)#anyway. so he flees. the resolution to the angst is him getting dragged (against his will) back to liyue and zhongli just saying #sorry i forgot to say i loved you please never leave idk what i'd do without you #and like off-camera he did almost kill the 'onlookers' that bullied childe #but like #that's it #there's no further apologies from everyone; childe retains no issues from a highly traumatic event (it was portrayed that way);#everything is solved by zl saying actually i love you if you leave i'm gonna be depressed forever #like????????????????????????#obviously i'm being very vague about it #that's not exactly how it goes in the fic #don't want to throw hate at it the rest of it was really good #it just left me with a growing dread of 'this isn't going to be handled well by the author isn't it' as it went on

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yutamayo · 2 months ago

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byeeee

#me literally thia afternoon discarding anime and posting about how i wish i had never gotten into it and how no one should watch anime but #really it was just about me slipping on seperating the fictional horrors from my actual horrors so watchong yuji claw at the ground #wasnt a “off gege ur horrible” it wS more of a #“i cant breathe im going to die i cant handle this life this is too much there is too much pain i wish i never put this visual in my mind”#and “genuinely i cant stop sobbing im so fucked up by this i remember reality now this is not good for me im going to fucking break”#but then i went back to “damn rhere are some good paralells i can make from this” and then saving the parallels in my to do list #so #shoutout mental illness #but really shoutout the terrifying ordeal of exostence and feelings i cant wait for my brain to get back to the usual compartmentalizing #and by compartmentalizing i mean detaching from reality bc i wont lie its great and it works and it does get better you just #have to get better at actively disociating. like fr practice stepping away from your feelings and accepting that nothing matter except what #u want to matter. and only let things that dont hurt matter.#once u get good at that its smooth sailing #❤️#mind over matter and manifest away ur mental illness #a.k.a. dont think just blank out the present until a treat shows up and then when that treat is done exit back into the blankness #fr im still alive bc of this srs theres nothing wrong with erasing the bad stuff #repression gets a bad hype bc ppl always confuse it with shit that will “come back to get u later lol thats only if ur not good enough at it #ive had minimal problems bc of this so far i rarely get triggered like that yuji thing came and went #forget everything until you want to absorb things that u want to absorb. repress if it keeps u alive. actually repress is a bad word for it #i feel “delete it” works better bc u shouldnt push it down #just delete it #teru mikami style #proof that light yagami did nothing wrong #gremlin hours #no. motivation quotes and life advice hours

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rohirric-hunter · 29 days ago

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I gotta call my dentist office and ask a question and I'm dreading it because the receptionist is just. So mean.

#she says mean things every time i call #and she seems to be under the impression that the dentist checks to make sure i can afford a procedure before he does it #no dentist i have ever had has ever once quoted a price on a procedure that can be done in the office #this office is no exception #they just do the procedure #i find out how much it costs on my way out #and this office is no exception #so i was calling a few months ago about an emergency and i was like 'what happens if i cant afford it'#and she was like 'well then we wont do it'#and i was like 'what?'#and she was like 'we arent going to do something if you arent going to pay us'#and i was like 'no come on now. how am i gonna know whether or not i can afford it?'#and she was like 'are you suggesting youll tell us you can afford it and then not pay?'#and i was like 'excuse me?'#and she was like 'dont take that tone with me'#and then i hung up because what do you say to that????#does the dentist tell HER how much it costs?????#and last time i was there i saw some other dentist i hadnt seen before and i gotta find out how to make sure i dont see her again #i told her i couldnt floss the regular way and i have this water flosser as an alternative but i had a question about it #and all she had to say about that was 'water flossers arent very good. floss the normal way'#and then she shut down the conversation and wouldnt talk about it again #and i asked her to refill my prescription for high flouride toothpaste and theres a note in my file to order the fruit flavor and not mint #well guess what flavor i got when i went to pick it up #just a horrible thoughtless woman #i am scared to go back

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comas-are-for-sleeping · 3 months ago

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anyway do u think deadpool and wolverine is on streaming yet i need to find that on a totally legal website soon

as of saturday night IT IS NOT !!! which sucks and they lied

i know it is on the totally legal website soaper.tv or whatever its called ;)

ok coming back to here after writing all the tags thirty tag limit?? that is wild to me i didnt know that existed

#was like surely it is streaming they said beginning of october #so made plans to watch it w two friends #AND IT WASNT #but we still watched it bc we are not quitters 😤#i doubt it has changed in two days #but idk bc i dont have disney plus or prime #loved the rewatch bc i got to notice a bunch of little details #could not tell you what they were now #except wolverine’s brown and yellow suit #which didnt especially stand out to me before bc i had not read any of the comics yet #also just the. when wolverine is like ‘no actually the silence is worse i need to be able to remember’#BC THAT IS LOWKEY SUCH A PLOTPOINT IN ONE OF THE COMIC ARCS IM READING #krakoa and realiving cannot remember the word for that for the life of me #but then when you get RESSURECTED THATS WHAT IT IS i think maybe traumatic stuff becomes less traumatic #and domino is like. i can never die now bc i need this trauma to stay with me since it is such a part of who i am #but then she dies and wolverine is like ‘hey just making sure youre ok with how you are now’#bc he knew (firsthand) how important memory was #and that forgetting the past is often worse than dealing with the pain #and then the tva agent going ‘we cant fix his world bc thats how he became who he is today’ (her wording was perhaps not great but whatevs)#which was ALSO a thing in wtnv recently lmao??#landfill that you cant put tangible objects in #and only memories you want to forget #and then they had a winter… anti-spring cleaning… sale?#where you could take back one memory #and basically it went: person who got rid of every single bad memory now finds the tiniest things (like snow) horrible and scary #and life ruining. so they pick the worst memory to get back #anyway also something something immortality is a curse #ask #pen and ink #sunsetstarving

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strawberryrhubarbs · 4 months ago

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god I am acting bleak on main tonight

#🥞🧇#I do maintain that any thought you have after 8pm is not real #but also I have been having a rough go of it lately and no one to really talk to abt that <///3 #except like . my therapist #I don’t rlly want to get into it but I’m unhappy with my life and to make matters worse I’m dealing with everything alone #I went from having a support system a matter of months ago to having nothing #due to distance or people not being as invested or some secret third thing I can’t figure out bc texting is stupid and no one calls anymore #belgh it’s just allllll been coming out when I get even a little bit tired #I’m rlly sick and tired of feeling like this and I need to figure out what has to change so I don’t fucking feel like this anymore #I’m working on applying for jobs (still. the search has been horrible) so hopefully once I get hired I’ll start making friends???#idk.#i don’t want to think abt any of that rn #going to just get off my phone read a little and then go to bed probably #and wake up tomorrow and continue on my escapism hobbies that allow me to not feel <3 #ok yeah I’m done goodnight #del later probably

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skenpiel · 2 years ago

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had a dream i died a horrible and mysterious death but was isekaid as a little bunny furry thing with a cape living in some peaceful hobbit-like fantasy hamlet where i had a goat and also my name was witherworth for some reason. it was awesome

#like. i was busy being this bunny thing until i through a series of supernatural phenomena learned i had actually died #then i was in some limbo-esque in between thing where i was given the choice to be reincarnated as some super successful person #and i was like. umm actually if its ok id rather just keep being a bunny over here it was cool #and the being who i guess was in charge? was like do you have any idea how stupid that is. whats wrong with you #you were nothing in your past life and died a horrible death and your family never found out what happened to you #and instead of being reincarnated and being able to live the opposite of that youd rather be a bunny over in hobbitville????#i was like. um yea lol?#thats when i got to learn how i died too. and that nobody ever found out how and i just disappeared #and i got to like... talk to my living relatives and say goodbye i guess. except they were like oh hi lol Um we kinda forgot about all that #and anyway. then i went back to being a rabbit thing with fire magic and 1 goat named burnt toast #i lived in one of them little hobbit holes....... gandalf was there also we were pals and that was cool #so anyway. good dream for the most part hehe ^__^#skenps dreamland

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zannolin · 2 years ago

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you ever get an idea that is sooooo. arghhhhh bites into a roof tile and cries.