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gojosbf · 5 months ago

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i am so glad i started this blog <3

#this feels weird to say it because technically i am not doing anything special but i love each one of you sm i love this fandom & everything #it has brought to me the good and the bad both. it's just bittersweet knowing this might drastically change or even end in 21 days #but that's okay

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thomastanker02 · 1 month ago

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Taken from Prayer That Changes Everything by Stormie Omartian. God bless, Jesus loves you ✝️❤️

@cosmicfunnies @babyimlosingit

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idontmindifuforgetme · 11 months ago

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I just know I’m gonna struggle in my later years bc I don’t wanna get married I don’t want kids I just wanna rawdog life and be a hot milf

#You might be like that’s probably bc you’re just 21 and ur values will change #And to that I say. Perhaps. But rn I don’t see it and I haven’t seen it since I was like 15 #Also you might be like Well pave your own path! Not all women end up w domestic lifestyles #And while I agree w that sentiment you have to understand I’m an Arab girl #Rn I’m chilling doing whatever and my moms cool w it but that’s bc I’m just a kid basically #Once I’m Older (age 25+) I feel like the expectations r gonna start rolling in #Though this is by no means an Arab girl problem bc god knows even here in the states misogyny #Runs rampant #I just feel like i legit reject everything that’s expected from a woman in her later years so I fully expect to be #A neurosurgeon one day forlornly smoking a cigarette from her penthouse office #p

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dakotac0le · 23 days ago

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been thinking a lot about Dakota and autonomy and heroism lately

#he arts #dakota #So . It’s like the thing abt dakota and the Dr is that despite the medical malpractice . Despite everything . He doesn’t see it that way #And most people around him also don’t see it that way . In part I think beacuse his friends jsut want THIER friend to be #Alive and ok. And if that’s what it took to do that then ok. And then also there’s so little people !! In pd !! With normal senses of what #Autonomy is and control is because a lot of being a hero = needing to give that up. Cause u need to be able to put urself second or last #If u can save someoneelse. that’s part of the job description . So no one will ever really look at that much harder than maybe they should #But from dakotas pov i think that’s fascinating beacuse this event MASSIVLY Changed and shaped who he is . So jsut ! Idk it’s complicated #I think 21-22 are really intresting eps for that reason and to me it his descicion to go under surgery again despite obviously also being #Terrified of it but this time with William is jsut a really cool charcter desciion made and also to me always felt a bit like #Reclamation In a way I can’t fully explain. Like look here’s this thing that happend to me that I still haven’t fully processed #Here’s one way I can make myself into my own hero . Here’s how I can be someone who i needed when I was a kid #jrwi pd #SIGHSANYWYAS #idk if I should tag this as gore maybe !? Probaly #tw blood #Tw gore #<- I’d rather be safe than sorry idk if there’s a better tag I shoulda used but

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somnas-writes · 1 year ago

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I still think it’s so important to remember that Magnus was homeless from the age of 14-16 like. He’s a baby, not an actual baby but he’s young as shit.

(More in the tags)

#he’s #he’s so special to me #he lost his mom in a traumatic way then had to wander the streets #then he was basically raised by an Elf and Dwarf (who were 20 and 21 or so)#he witnessed and experienced so much fucked up shit #THEN HE DIED #and all of a sudden he has somewhere to live and rest and eat as much as he wanted #he wasn’t malnourished or alone #and that’s such a jarring change #not only was he suddenly housed but he was thrust into a new world #the scene where he punches a hole in the wall upon learning that he’s at a health weight is SUCH A CLEAR EXPRESSION #OF EVERYTHING HES FEELING #Magnus my beloved #pov u are talk to me after my mcga reread #somnas.rambles #mcga #magnus chase #he’s a little guy #shout out to blitzstone for raising my little boy #and mimir ig for sending them #I have lots of feeling about Magnus and his life #I think the books would’ve been elevated if more came up about his feeling towards being homeless #like this post if you want me to go on a rant about MCGA and my boy Magnus #also if this is in the pjo show universe #then Magnus being homeless is so much worse #bc police love antagonising black homeless youth

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uchiha-gaeshi · 7 days ago

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It’s decided: I’ll stop thinking about my age until I reach 30, then I’ll stop again until I reach 40. After that, I’ll never think about it until I die.

#I’m changing my age in the pinned post and bio #past 20 it doesn’t really matter #ruminating too much over my age and how I should already be doing xyz is not productive #I guess removing my age from everything might free me from constantly thinking about timelines and how I’m farrrr off #and comparing myself to others #so maybe I’m 21 maybe I’m 27 maybe I’m 34. doesn’t really matter #uchiha-gaeshi ramblings #txt

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cartoonrival · 13 days ago

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anyone else starting to learn they may never be free

#txt157 #im so fucking angry and lonely all the time #i feel like im constantly waiting for something big to happen #like something is about to happen. that will change everything and then i will feel like a person #im so fucking sick of being single also but theres so much working against me that i dont ever really think i will date #im not going to meet anyone in college because my major means i only interact with normies #and my inability to drive and fear of going places where i know nobody means that i dont know how to seek out alt queers #and how tf do you even meet people when youre out of school #im only 21 im being dramatic but at the same time nothing is going to change about the people im around between now and graduation #im so sick and angry i want to play music extremely loud and i want something violent and awful to happen #i feel like im stupid and poor and behind and dumb and theres something rooting me in age 14 #christ #i want something violent and horrible to happen

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quizzyisdone · 1 month ago

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would you ever consider doing a sequel series to guilty? it’s such a good series, a real work of art! maybe it could follow the events of bo6 with bell at the rook with adler and the gang, with adler and bell’s relationship being a central aspect? no pressure, just an idea :)

thanks for the kind message! honestly, no one has mentioned Guilty in quite a while! It's such a nostalgic thing for me and it made smile to know people still read it. 💕

Actually, I have tried several times to write one! I've always come up empty handed, though. When I choose to write a follow up to a one shot or write a seuqel, it's because I feel either something needs to be resolved or something can be added to enhance the story.

For that reason, I've chosen not to write a sequel. Guilty has a clear beginning, middle, and end. The conflict between Bell and Adler has been resolved, all questions pertaining to Adler motivations and Bell's past were answered to some degree, at least in that particular fanfic. I mean, it was a fix it fic after all lol.

There's nothing more to add or to say about that particular story. As a writer, I generally try to avoid falling into the trap of writing sequels that are essentially just filler. I want to add something, and nothing more can be added to this one.

That's not to say I don't have something in the works about the events of B06 where Adler and Bell's relationship are the central focus! What I'm writing won't be a continuation of Guilty, though.

Guilty was my baby, my very first (completed) series. I'll always keep the original fics up but I do think a rewrite of it is in order.

#thank you!!#guilty was so nostalgic for me #i was 17 when i wrote it and now im 21 #literally everything has changed and i miss that little spot in time #thanks for the ask!!

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juniperberrypipebomb · 10 months ago

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Decided to log into twitter (hell) and outside of everything going to shit as always i found this piece of shit as my banner

I dont even remember when i made this but i do remember that i did and i remember how i made it

I saw a picture on twitter w some kind of caption and decided that i could make it look like a banner

i tried to add the fire flaming text that i saw on some reposted to twitter tumblr posts where someome makes a grammatical error and someone corrects them in a form of flaming (sometimes animated) text (never change guys, gals and all of you magnificent pals lol) but at the time i didnt know the website that you all used so i tried to improvise and google

I remember half way thru the making of this text being so upset that it looked like shit but after taking a break for 20 minutes i said "fuck it, it is way funnier this way" and i kinda glad that back then i decided to "fuck it we ball" it

It looks disgusting and i love it

#i unironically glad i found it bc it still holds up to me #not in a sense that its still THAT funny to me (i believe i made it when i was like when i was maybe 17-ish) but it feels kinda #nostalgic #some might say that its not nostalgic it all like “lol #you're 21 how tf can this shit be nostalgic to you #you still havent experienced x y and z you're a still young adult who havent decided what your future is you dont get to feel nostalgic #about your past outside of movies you watched when you were a child lol“#and i kinda disagree #bc at that point of my life i only started to figure myself out (hell i only “recently” realised im nonbinary and multisexual)#and looking back at how i used to be #it definitely feels like ive made a lot of progress in self development and self improvement #and its kind of nostalgic for me to see my old abandoned twitter page (i should probably nuke it completely) and see that everything change #everyone learns #everyone becomes different #everything stays the same while also changing simultaneously #did i really got emotional over my old banner?#anyways whoever finds this post i kinda thank you for reading thru my schizophrenic post and i wish you a good day #juniper's tree branches #juniper stupider #ramblings #nonsense rumblings #will delete this cringe later when ill be embarrassed about it

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rumlnated · 2 months ago

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Just finished watching I saw the tv glow and cried so hard I got a headache

#shut up Sam #the mirror scene at the end was so beautiful and heartbreaking and bittersweet #it resonated so hard that I felt the same as how I used to feel when It happened to me #when he got the flashback of him wearing the dress and him turning the tv off when his stepdad came home #when she said that suddenly she was 19 then 20 then 21 and everything would still be the same #even if she ran away and changed her name again #god. god. god. god.

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rosesradio · 6 months ago

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#so from what i’ve read k*sa’s been passed by the senate #it still needs to go through the house so i have hope. not to mention these supposed edits that seem to make it So Much Better #i feel a little eerily calm but at the same time i don’t #i’m curious as to how the internet is gonna look and function when/if it does become law #i know the way i’ve been worrying about this makes it look like i’m a minor when im almost 21. but in a way i feel like that same—#14 year old kid writing fics on wattpad & having my parents go through my phone #‘if you have nothing to hide you have nothing to fear’ isn’t applicable when regular sfw fanfic would get you in trouble #i think i’ll look into moving some things around. because like I said if it needs an ID i won’t use it #my hope is that the bill gets shot down but if not it’ll be a limited number of sites requiring an ID and I won’t use those sites #my hope is that ao3 isn’t one of them in which case I’ll keep posting and I might start up like a community page on there—#using one of my works if that’s allowed #i would like to think nothing is gonna change but if everything changes i might just have to go entirely offline #just go to school and work and the gym and cross stitch and maybe write fic in a notebook idk #i really hope that they know what they’re doing with this bill and it’s used for protection but i’m having a hard time believing that #tw vent #rose.txt

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thomastanker02 · 12 days ago

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Taken from Prayer That Changes Everything by Stormie Omartian. God bless, Jesus loves you ✝️❤️

@cosmicfunnies @babyimlosingit

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cdfreak · 1 year ago

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im so glad i have such positive feelings towards aging ... im so excited for the rest of my life 🫶 i truly believe every new year is going to bring new things to love about myself and my body and the world around me and new oppurtunities and new perspective and im so excited to experience all of it.. and im so grateful to have avoided the anxiety over getting older i see a lot of people of all ages experiencing

#gone fishing #im turning 18 in a little over half a year and im excited :) of course im nervous for the new responsibilities and the changes in my life #but honestly my excitement to learn how to handle these new responsibilities and to get to experience new things and experience that change #farrrr outweighs any fear!!#i cant wait to be 18 i cant wait to be 21 i cant wait to be 30 and 40 and 50 and 70 and on and on 🫶 honestly this joy for my future is part #of what helped me quit smoking cigs/vaping nic like i dont want to cut my time short i want to experience everything i can in this world 🫶#anyway i love being on antidepressants. changes your life for real

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theresa-of-liechtenstein · 7 months ago

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put something into a backpack and accidentally found a flyer and a program from the spring concert of my first season with the orchestra still in there (haven’t used that backpack since then i guess) and boy i would never have dreamed how much would happen between then and now

#i mean. may 21 the night that pretty much changed everything etc.

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teethsmoothie · 10 months ago

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when the phone force updates and parts of the ui change . i go charge up the death ray

#it's hard to describe too in words and also i have yet to sleep and its 11:21 am .#it's like very small parts of everything moved around slightly #&also the way it has me go through my pictures when im adding one to a post or perhaps putting one on my homescreen #has also changed #my head she aches. it is my own damned fault though i got creative for the first time in a long time #and chose to drink lots of caffeine about it . i am fighting for my life with auto correct this would be completely illegible without it

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im2tired4usernames · 11 months ago

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My parents should be fuckin ashamed

#you borrow 80 bucks then can only find me 21 back then i put that 21 into good for your kids then spend the rest of my paycheck getting #diapers pull ups medicine more food for kids and then i fill up the 15 passenger van and then when dad asks why i don't have money to eat #on my lunchbreaks at work like I'm some over spending wild irresponsible bitch when he's the one going to concerts and paying for fancy dat #s and jewelry for his gf and buying groceries for her but you know it's fine #take all my time and energy #so that i literally am a zombie and fall asleep on the very very very limited free time i get #(after doin extra chores to earn said free time)#wo that i fall asleep half way in which isn't fair to my partner and isn't fair to me #take all my income so i cant afford anything #take all my time #take all my energy #YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED YOU GROOMED ME AND MESHED THE FAMILY'S ENTIRE LIFE STYLE FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS #I CANT MAKE HEALTHY FRIENDSHIPS BECAUSE I JUST CAN NOT FUNCTION IF I'M NOT GIVING EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE #IT SUCKS I HATE IT #THEY'LL NEVER ADMIT THEY FUCKED ME OVER #EVER #THEY'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT OR CHANGE #AND I HAVE NO HOPE FOR ANY CHANGES #MY LITTLE SIBLINGS SEE WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND THEY HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LIVE ME #'thank you so much for taking care of us' that tell me all the time 'you do so much for us'#it breaks my heart i wish i could give them the world i love them so much they deserve so much better #my mom lost her chance to be decent my dad better learn soon otherwise all his kids minus his favorite will hate him #i love ny parents #and i know they live me and my siblings #but they groomed me into the most miserable personification of elder daughter syndrome and they should be ashamed for what they've done #and be ashamed that they sucked so bad that they're own child had to step up

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