#Everything Changed At 21
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i am so glad i started this blog <3
#this feels weird to say it because technically i am not doing anything special but i love each one of you sm i love this fandom & everything#it has brought to me the good and the bad both. it's just bittersweet knowing this might drastically change or even end in 21 days#but that's okay
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Taken from Prayer That Changes Everything by Stormie Omartian. God bless, Jesus loves you ✝️❤️
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I just know I’m gonna struggle in my later years bc I don’t wanna get married I don’t want kids I just wanna rawdog life and be a hot milf
#You might be like that’s probably bc you’re just 21 and ur values will change#And to that I say. Perhaps. But rn I don’t see it and I haven’t seen it since I was like 15#Also you might be like Well pave your own path! Not all women end up w domestic lifestyles#And while I agree w that sentiment you have to understand I’m an Arab girl#Rn I’m chilling doing whatever and my moms cool w it but that’s bc I’m just a kid basically#Once I’m Older (age 25+) I feel like the expectations r gonna start rolling in#Though this is by no means an Arab girl problem bc god knows even here in the states misogyny#Runs rampant#I just feel like i legit reject everything that’s expected from a woman in her later years so I fully expect to be#A neurosurgeon one day forlornly smoking a cigarette from her penthouse office#p
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I still think it’s so important to remember that Magnus was homeless from the age of 14-16 like. He’s a baby, not an actual baby but he’s young as shit.
(More in the tags)
#he’s#he’s so special to me#he lost his mom in a traumatic way then had to wander the streets#then he was basically raised by an Elf and Dwarf (who were 20 and 21 or so)#he witnessed and experienced so much fucked up shit#THEN HE DIED#and all of a sudden he has somewhere to live and rest and eat as much as he wanted#he wasn’t malnourished or alone#and that’s such a jarring change#not only was he suddenly housed but he was thrust into a new world#the scene where he punches a hole in the wall upon learning that he’s at a health weight is SUCH A CLEAR EXPRESSION#OF EVERYTHING HES FEELING#Magnus my beloved#pov u are talk to me after my mcga reread#somnas.rambles#mcga#magnus chase#he’s a little guy#shout out to blitzstone for raising my little boy#and mimir ig for sending them#I have lots of feeling about Magnus and his life#I think the books would’ve been elevated if more came up about his feeling towards being homeless#like this post if you want me to go on a rant about MCGA and my boy Magnus#also if this is in the pjo show universe#then Magnus being homeless is so much worse#bc police love antagonising black homeless youth
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Decided to log into twitter (hell) and outside of everything going to shit as always i found this piece of shit as my banner
I dont even remember when i made this but i do remember that i did and i remember how i made it
I saw a picture on twitter w some kind of caption and decided that i could make it look like a banner
i tried to add the fire flaming text that i saw on some reposted to twitter tumblr posts where someome makes a grammatical error and someone corrects them in a form of flaming (sometimes animated) text (never change guys, gals and all of you magnificent pals lol) but at the time i didnt know the website that you all used so i tried to improvise and google
I remember half way thru the making of this text being so upset that it looked like shit but after taking a break for 20 minutes i said "fuck it, it is way funnier this way" and i kinda glad that back then i decided to "fuck it we ball" it
It looks disgusting and i love it
#i unironically glad i found it bc it still holds up to me#not in a sense that its still THAT funny to me (i believe i made it when i was like when i was maybe 17-ish) but it feels kinda#nostalgic#some might say that its not nostalgic it all like “lol#you're 21 how tf can this shit be nostalgic to you#you still havent experienced x y and z you're a still young adult who havent decided what your future is you dont get to feel nostalgic#about your past outside of movies you watched when you were a child lol“#and i kinda disagree#bc at that point of my life i only started to figure myself out (hell i only “recently” realised im nonbinary and multisexual)#and looking back at how i used to be#it definitely feels like ive made a lot of progress in self development and self improvement#and its kind of nostalgic for me to see my old abandoned twitter page (i should probably nuke it completely) and see that everything change#everyone learns#everyone becomes different#everything stays the same while also changing simultaneously#did i really got emotional over my old banner?#anyways whoever finds this post i kinda thank you for reading thru my schizophrenic post and i wish you a good day#juniper's tree branches#juniper stupider#ramblings#nonsense rumblings#will delete this cringe later when ill be embarrassed about it
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Just finished watching I saw the tv glow and cried so hard I got a headache
#shut up Sam#the mirror scene at the end was so beautiful and heartbreaking and bittersweet#it resonated so hard that I felt the same as how I used to feel when It happened to me#when he got the flashback of him wearing the dress and him turning the tv off when his stepdad came home#when she said that suddenly she was 19 then 20 then 21 and everything would still be the same#even if she ran away and changed her name again#god. god. god. god.
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#so from what i’ve read k*sa’s been passed by the senate#it still needs to go through the house so i have hope. not to mention these supposed edits that seem to make it So Much Better#i feel a little eerily calm but at the same time i don’t#i’m curious as to how the internet is gonna look and function when/if it does become law#i know the way i’ve been worrying about this makes it look like i’m a minor when im almost 21. but in a way i feel like that same—#14 year old kid writing fics on wattpad & having my parents go through my phone#‘if you have nothing to hide you have nothing to fear’ isn’t applicable when regular sfw fanfic would get you in trouble#i think i’ll look into moving some things around. because like I said if it needs an ID i won’t use it#my hope is that the bill gets shot down but if not it’ll be a limited number of sites requiring an ID and I won’t use those sites#my hope is that ao3 isn’t one of them in which case I’ll keep posting and I might start up like a community page on there—#using one of my works if that’s allowed#i would like to think nothing is gonna change but if everything changes i might just have to go entirely offline#just go to school and work and the gym and cross stitch and maybe write fic in a notebook idk#i really hope that they know what they’re doing with this bill and it’s used for protection but i’m having a hard time believing that#tw vent#rose.txt
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im so glad i have such positive feelings towards aging ... im so excited for the rest of my life 🫶 i truly believe every new year is going to bring new things to love about myself and my body and the world around me and new oppurtunities and new perspective and im so excited to experience all of it.. and im so grateful to have avoided the anxiety over getting older i see a lot of people of all ages experiencing
#gone fishing#im turning 18 in a little over half a year and im excited :) of course im nervous for the new responsibilities and the changes in my life#but honestly my excitement to learn how to handle these new responsibilities and to get to experience new things and experience that change#farrrr outweighs any fear!!#i cant wait to be 18 i cant wait to be 21 i cant wait to be 30 and 40 and 50 and 70 and on and on 🫶 honestly this joy for my future is part#of what helped me quit smoking cigs/vaping nic like i dont want to cut my time short i want to experience everything i can in this world 🫶#anyway i love being on antidepressants. changes your life for real
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put something into a backpack and accidentally found a flyer and a program from the spring concert of my first season with the orchestra still in there (haven’t used that backpack since then i guess) and boy i would never have dreamed how much would happen between then and now
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when the phone force updates and parts of the ui change . i go charge up the death ray
#it's hard to describe too in words and also i have yet to sleep and its 11:21 am .#it's like very small parts of everything moved around slightly#&also the way it has me go through my pictures when im adding one to a post or perhaps putting one on my homescreen#has also changed#my head she aches. it is my own damned fault though i got creative for the first time in a long time#and chose to drink lots of caffeine about it . i am fighting for my life with auto correct this would be completely illegible without it
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My parents should be fuckin ashamed
#you borrow 80 bucks then can only find me 21 back then i put that 21 into good for your kids then spend the rest of my paycheck getting#diapers pull ups medicine more food for kids and then i fill up the 15 passenger van and then when dad asks why i don't have money to eat#on my lunchbreaks at work like I'm some over spending wild irresponsible bitch when he's the one going to concerts and paying for fancy dat#s and jewelry for his gf and buying groceries for her but you know it's fine#take all my time and energy#so that i literally am a zombie and fall asleep on the very very very limited free time i get#(after doin extra chores to earn said free time)#wo that i fall asleep half way in which isn't fair to my partner and isn't fair to me#take all my income so i cant afford anything#take all my time#take all my energy#YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED YOU GROOMED ME AND MESHED THE FAMILY'S ENTIRE LIFE STYLE FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS#I CANT MAKE HEALTHY FRIENDSHIPS BECAUSE I JUST CAN NOT FUNCTION IF I'M NOT GIVING EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE#IT SUCKS I HATE IT#THEY'LL NEVER ADMIT THEY FUCKED ME OVER#EVER#THEY'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT OR CHANGE#AND I HAVE NO HOPE FOR ANY CHANGES#MY LITTLE SIBLINGS SEE WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND THEY HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LIVE ME#'thank you so much for taking care of us' that tell me all the time 'you do so much for us'#it breaks my heart i wish i could give them the world i love them so much they deserve so much better#my mom lost her chance to be decent my dad better learn soon otherwise all his kids minus his favorite will hate him#i love ny parents#and i know they live me and my siblings#but they groomed me into the most miserable personification of elder daughter syndrome and they should be ashamed for what they've done#and be ashamed that they sucked so bad that they're own child had to step up
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Taken from Prayer That Changes Everything by Stormie Omartian. God bless, Jesus loves you ✝️❤️
@cosmicfunnies @babyimlosingit @cottonpuffmouse
#god is kind#godisgreat#godisgood#godbless#christian#godlovesyou#godsplan#godislove#thank god#god#god the father#jesus#jesus christ#jesus saves#jesus loves you#jesus loves us#holy spirit#grace of god#christianity#christian blog#christian motivation#christian inspiration#motivation#inspiration#motivational#inspirational#prayer that changes everything#stormie omartian#june 21#christian worship
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🎉 IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!! 🎊
#i am 21 today :3#cant change any bios since im on mobile and links will break but it is my birthday!!!!!#i have survived to be 21!!!!! didnt think id get this far!!!!#i have seen my birthday cake in the fridge already and it has nuts on it. which is A Choice that confuses me. but otherwise it looks good!#i dont wanna play animal crossing right away since i wanna have my birthday party with my family around n stuff#i might play pokémon and see if i can catch my shiny espeon today :3#i will be staying awake since i dont wanna sleep through my birthday.#but yeah :3 i am 21 now!! i have a cat sleeping in my lap so i have everything i need :3#batty blogging#text
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how am i supposed to let go of her when they havent?
#i'll say this with my dying breath gidle is SIX#HOW am i supposed to move on. HOW.#how do i pretend i dont miss her like a limb how do i go on like the thought of her doesnt make me want to cry#how do i let go when what happened to her changed the way i interact with kpop forever#like coming back to this blog wasnt SO difficult. like i dont look at everything and think she should be there with them#like i dont look at insta posts and think is she behind the camera? i mean shuhuas bday? could she have missed it? it seems so unlikely#yes old nevies are insane and unhinged and we hope and hope and hope and hope and hope#we pray and pray and pray and pray and everyday we wait but how can we NOT?#we all know villain dies is soojin coded but this???? might be a little crazy i think#nye i was actually going to make a post abt new year 365 new chances for sj comeback but i did that in august 21 and im still traumatized#holding on is just so difficult but i dont know how to let go
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[ID: A screenshot of tags reading, “#also ‘admit you’re wrong’ is treated as synonymous with ‘accept whatever overwrought punishment I think you deserve’ which um. #well they’re not the same thing. actually.” /end ID]
Internet mobs will be like "why doesnt anyone just ADMIT when theyre WRONG anymore??!!" and then treat someone like they deserve the death penalty because they said something off-colour on twitter when they were 14
No one will admit that they were wrong if you treat being wrong like its an eternal indictment against them with no chance for rehabilitation
#some nonsense#cw swearing#BTW this applies regardless of how old the person is#you can’t go ‘well they were an adult when they said this 10 years ago so they should have known better!’#do you seriously think people suddenly Know Everything the second they turn 18 or 21 or whatever#or that adults cannot change?
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Please help❤️🙏
Hello everyone, I am Ahlam, 21 years old. My life before the war was simple, filled with ordinary dreams like any young woman my age. I envisioned a future full of the ability to help others. I lived with my family in a warm house full of love and security, thinking about how I could achieve my dreams and become an impactful person in society.
But suddenly, everything changed. The war swept through our city like a relentless storm. In a single night, my home became just a memory, and the city I once knew crumbled before my eyes. The sound of planes and shells became the only thing people could hear. We tried to find shelter, a safe place to hide our dreams and lives, but the war followed us wherever we went.
We were forced to leave everything behind—the house, the memories, and even the university. We became displaced, homeless, with no destination, just trying to survive. I walked with my family through unfamiliar roads, searching for a place to take us in, trying to escape danger, running from one explosion to the next, from one ruin to another.
The war didn't just destroy our city and homes, it destroyed our dreams. My dream of completing my studies became far out of reach, and every day, I feel hope slipping further away. But despite all this, something inside me refuses to give up. There is a desire to escape this reality and build a new life, a life worth living. I dream of continuing my education, I dream of standing on my own feet again and achieving the goal I was once striving for: to help others who have lived through the pain of war like me.
I ask for your help, humbly. I can't get out of these circumstances on my own. The donations you gather will help me travel to a safe place where I can continue my studies and start a new life away from war and fear. The amount I'm asking for is the key to a new life, to the dream of becoming strong again and one day helping my family and community.
Help me rebuild my life and become the person I dreamed of being. Every donation, no matter how small, is a step towards safety, a step towards a better future.
Thank you for reading my words. Many thanks and respect to you
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