#Everything Changed At 21
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i am so glad i started this blog <3


#this feels weird to say it because technically i am not doing anything special but i love each one of you sm i love this fandom & everything#it has brought to me the good and the bad both. it's just bittersweet knowing this might drastically change or even end in 21 days#but that's okay
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Taken from Prayer That Changes Everything by Stormie Omartian. God bless, Jesus loves you ✝️❤️
@cosmicfunnies @babyimlosingit
#god is kind#godisgreat#godisgood#godbless#christian#godlovesyou#godsplan#godislove#thank god#god#god the father#Jesus#jesus christ#jesus saves#jesus loves you#jesus loves us#holy spirit#grace of god#christianity#christian blog#christian motivation#christian inspiration#motivational#inspiration#motivation#inspirational#prayer that changes everything#stormie omartian#december 21#bible verses
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I still think it’s so important to remember that Magnus was homeless from the age of 14-16 like. He’s a baby, not an actual baby but he’s young as shit.
(More in the tags)
#he’s#he’s so special to me#he lost his mom in a traumatic way then had to wander the streets#then he was basically raised by an Elf and Dwarf (who were 20 and 21 or so)#he witnessed and experienced so much fucked up shit#THEN HE DIED#and all of a sudden he has somewhere to live and rest and eat as much as he wanted#he wasn’t malnourished or alone#and that’s such a jarring change#not only was he suddenly housed but he was thrust into a new world#the scene where he punches a hole in the wall upon learning that he’s at a health weight is SUCH A CLEAR EXPRESSION#OF EVERYTHING HES FEELING#Magnus my beloved#pov u are talk to me after my mcga reread#somnas.rambles#mcga#magnus chase#he’s a little guy#shout out to blitzstone for raising my little boy#and mimir ig for sending them#I have lots of feeling about Magnus and his life#I think the books would’ve been elevated if more came up about his feeling towards being homeless#like this post if you want me to go on a rant about MCGA and my boy Magnus#also if this is in the pjo show universe#then Magnus being homeless is so much worse#bc police love antagonising black homeless youth
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it’s that time of night guys (im about to watch an old logbook and get So Emo about twink san)
#fuck they’re all twinks fuck fuck fuck this is backfiring so bad they’re all so tiny#SANNNNNNNNNNBBBB HE JS SO SMALL IM ALREADY SOBBING#it’s logbook 20 oh my god his squeaky voice im LITCHERALLY GOING TO KILL MY SELF .#im just gonna keep editing this post every time i am overwhelmed and need to pause. im 2:52 in. Twink hwa. TWINK HWA. my heart is breaking.#absolutely earth crushing. they are so young oh my god#seongsang roommates im 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#(i have watched the older logbooks up to this point. it takes me weeks between each one bc they are so little and small and precious and i#Need to DIE)#oh god seongsang cuddles. yeo got a hand on hwa tiddie?????? right in front of me ???????????#seonghwa’s eyes i need to be euthanized. they are so big and pretty 😣#yeosang wanting to eat hwa’s hair. he has the same kind of fucked up autism as us guys#yeosang not know wtf hwa is trying to do.. he is in his own world. ily (i love yeosang) also. birthmark. Needs more kisses where’s san#oh god now yeo is talking abt trainee days w wooyoung I REALLY PICKED ONE TO GET EMO OVER DIDNT I#why did i do this#watching 21 now.. their english… the way joong says chicago 🤕 :(#mingi u are the most precious being on this earth#hongjoong reforming shoes…. he’s a Lesbian#ugh the chains on his earrings.. ah FANGS😦😭#hongjoong please never change. i love everything about u#aw seonghwa’s bday at their first ever new york concert???? bro that happened right here????while i was here??😭💔
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i guess this is a vent? idk I'm talk to myself some is all
the thing ab CAB is she will literally experience us having coughing fits every couple of hours overnight, waking up drowsy and dizzy with a sore throat, clutching her stomach as the sick affects the tummy and also the pre-existing GI issues, and brain empty bc sick brain fog + grief brain fog + already have brain problems. and her ass will still try to take over and be like NO WE'RE OKAY EVERYTHINGS OKAY LETS GO TO WORK OKIE DOKIE LETS GO YOU'RE LETTING EVERYONE DOWN (< who i have no idea btw. everyone in my life is telling me to stay home & rest. probably dad cus he doesnt believe in covid but he also doesnt mean shit anymore in our lives bby I promise) LETS GO. like girl. we literally cant even stand without getting dizzy and we got terrible sleep last night AND our boss is letting us "wfh" instead of exhausting our eto. could you be any more .... oh god word dont elude me now ..... whatever. anyway. CAB shut the fuck up challenge
#bunny rambles#i know she started as a way to protect me mentally at work i know i know#i know she exists bc my dad treated us like future employees/interview candidates and not entirely as people#i know she just wants to protect me but also girl shut the fuck up we have COVID if there was ever a time to rest its now#why are you even awake! you dont need to be! she literally freaked out immediately when waking up today and demanded we take a covid test#which like. i have enough of but also ofc nothing's changed cus we're still sick!! but i can smell and taste just a little more everyday and#she's taking that alone as a sign of faking being sick like GIRL CHILL ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS we can wfh today pls#I'll even indulge u with tasks just pls girl take a fuckin nap i beg u#on a funnier note: yesterday i was talking to my therapist ab this bitch and yk the fact that when things are hard in my life i dissociate#more/less with Responsibilities & i gave examples of a few times in the past i literally didnt realize there was Actual Harm happening to/in#my body until i literally Snapped out of the dissociation (like my appendix nearly bursting. or when i put the blade thru my kneecap at my#last job and str8 up didnt know i was gushing blood until i peed an indeterminate am of time later)#and i was comparing the sensations of my body and explaining between the grief & sick i Literally dont know where my creatures are bc#everything is dampened for Me but also i KNOW they're coming out bc i cant remember some days at work last week/breakdowns ive had but cant#remember the inside only the sobbing coming down this past week. and also we were IDing the fact that 16 (a conglomerate of my teen years)#is like. Here. and maybe me constantly saying “i feel like 16” when im in this distressed headspace is more of a sign that like. i should#explore and listen to those parts (and oooh boy did they talk yesterday) and um. wait there was a point#OH RIGHT my therapist was like “you know. you use different pronouns for your parts” and i honestly didnt realize that#but i Was able to give her a mapping of when every name in my name pile came into existence/was a primary name#and as i/16 was mapping the name pile (16 did most and then u could tell where 16 wasnt as sure bc it was the 21+ names pile which is#complicated but of 16 dont know that. not the point) um anyway. this is a very long crazy sounding ramble#im just talking to myself mostly but if u read this then thanks for listening to me ramble ig
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I remember, I remember certain things What I was wearing, the yellow dashes in the street I prayed those lights would take me home Then I heard, "Hey, kid, get out of the road!"
Can't change what you've done Start fresh next semester
#my mom is in her 21 pilots era and this song jumped out of the computer and punched me in the face#thinking about it makes it worse but i can't not think about it#aoughhhhgghh#can't change what you've done#I'm [age redacted] I should be at the clubbbb but instead I'm crying in my room#I love life I love living I'm so grateful#but also#hey man. what#I need her so bad << my evil ex bff#I survived a codependent homoerotic teenage friendship and all I got was this stupid taste in music#and an inability to be truly vulnerable with anyone else#awesome!!!#one year anniversary is coming up next month and I don't know what the freak I'm gonna do about it#have a party maybe#text her?#my one year rule has probably never worked before ever in my whole life#this has been the shortest year ever but also everything happened#hey kid! get out of the road!!#for my archives :]#from the couch#Spotify
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It’s decided: I’ll stop thinking about my age until I reach 30, then I’ll stop again until I reach 40. After that, I’ll never think about it until I die.
#I’m changing my age in the pinned post and bio#past 20 it doesn’t really matter#ruminating too much over my age and how I should already be doing xyz is not productive#I guess removing my age from everything might free me from constantly thinking about timelines and how I’m farrrr off#and comparing myself to others#so maybe I’m 21 maybe I’m 27 maybe I’m 34. doesn’t really matter#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#txt
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would you ever consider doing a sequel series to guilty? it’s such a good series, a real work of art! maybe it could follow the events of bo6 with bell at the rook with adler and the gang, with adler and bell’s relationship being a central aspect? no pressure, just an idea :)
thanks for the kind message! honestly, no one has mentioned Guilty in quite a while! It's such a nostalgic thing for me and it made smile to know people still read it. 💕
Actually, I have tried several times to write one! I've always come up empty handed, though. When I choose to write a follow up to a one shot or write a seuqel, it's because I feel either something needs to be resolved or something can be added to enhance the story.
For that reason, I've chosen not to write a sequel. Guilty has a clear beginning, middle, and end. The conflict between Bell and Adler has been resolved, all questions pertaining to Adler motivations and Bell's past were answered to some degree, at least in that particular fanfic. I mean, it was a fix it fic after all lol.
There's nothing more to add or to say about that particular story. As a writer, I generally try to avoid falling into the trap of writing sequels that are essentially just filler. I want to add something, and nothing more can be added to this one.
That's not to say I don't have something in the works about the events of B06 where Adler and Bell's relationship are the central focus! What I'm writing won't be a continuation of Guilty, though.
Guilty was my baby, my very first (completed) series. I'll always keep the original fics up but I do think a rewrite of it is in order.
#thank you!!#guilty was so nostalgic for me#i was 17 when i wrote it and now im 21#literally everything has changed and i miss that little spot in time#thanks for the ask!!
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Decided to log into twitter (hell) and outside of everything going to shit as always i found this piece of shit as my banner
I dont even remember when i made this but i do remember that i did and i remember how i made it
I saw a picture on twitter w some kind of caption and decided that i could make it look like a banner
i tried to add the fire flaming text that i saw on some reposted to twitter tumblr posts where someome makes a grammatical error and someone corrects them in a form of flaming (sometimes animated) text (never change guys, gals and all of you magnificent pals lol) but at the time i didnt know the website that you all used so i tried to improvise and google
I remember half way thru the making of this text being so upset that it looked like shit but after taking a break for 20 minutes i said "fuck it, it is way funnier this way" and i kinda glad that back then i decided to "fuck it we ball" it
It looks disgusting and i love it
#i unironically glad i found it bc it still holds up to me#not in a sense that its still THAT funny to me (i believe i made it when i was like when i was maybe 17-ish) but it feels kinda#nostalgic#some might say that its not nostalgic it all like “lol#you're 21 how tf can this shit be nostalgic to you#you still havent experienced x y and z you're a still young adult who havent decided what your future is you dont get to feel nostalgic#about your past outside of movies you watched when you were a child lol“#and i kinda disagree#bc at that point of my life i only started to figure myself out (hell i only “recently” realised im nonbinary and multisexual)#and looking back at how i used to be#it definitely feels like ive made a lot of progress in self development and self improvement#and its kind of nostalgic for me to see my old abandoned twitter page (i should probably nuke it completely) and see that everything change#everyone learns#everyone becomes different#everything stays the same while also changing simultaneously#did i really got emotional over my old banner?#anyways whoever finds this post i kinda thank you for reading thru my schizophrenic post and i wish you a good day#juniper's tree branches#juniper stupider#ramblings#nonsense rumblings#will delete this cringe later when ill be embarrassed about it
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Taken from Prayer That Changes Everything by Stormie Omartian. God bless, Jesus loves you ✝️❤️
@cosmicfunnies @babyimlosingit
#god is kind#godisgood#godisgreat#godbless#christian#godlovesyou#godsplan#godislove#thank god#god#god the father#Jesus#Jesus Christ#jesus saves#jesus loves you#jesus loves us#holy spirit#grace of god#christianity#christian blog#christian motivation#christian inspiration#motivational#inspiration#motivation#inspirational#march 21#prayer that changes everything#stormie omartian#bible verse
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Just finished watching I saw the tv glow and cried so hard I got a headache
#shut up Sam#the mirror scene at the end was so beautiful and heartbreaking and bittersweet#it resonated so hard that I felt the same as how I used to feel when It happened to me#when he got the flashback of him wearing the dress and him turning the tv off when his stepdad came home#when she said that suddenly she was 19 then 20 then 21 and everything would still be the same#even if she ran away and changed her name again#god. god. god. god.
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#so from what i’ve read k*sa’s been passed by the senate#it still needs to go through the house so i have hope. not to mention these supposed edits that seem to make it So Much Better#i feel a little eerily calm but at the same time i don’t#i’m curious as to how the internet is gonna look and function when/if it does become law#i know the way i’ve been worrying about this makes it look like i’m a minor when im almost 21. but in a way i feel like that same—#14 year old kid writing fics on wattpad & having my parents go through my phone#‘if you have nothing to hide you have nothing to fear’ isn’t applicable when regular sfw fanfic would get you in trouble#i think i’ll look into moving some things around. because like I said if it needs an ID i won’t use it#my hope is that the bill gets shot down but if not it’ll be a limited number of sites requiring an ID and I won’t use those sites#my hope is that ao3 isn’t one of them in which case I’ll keep posting and I might start up like a community page on there—#using one of my works if that’s allowed#i would like to think nothing is gonna change but if everything changes i might just have to go entirely offline#just go to school and work and the gym and cross stitch and maybe write fic in a notebook idk#i really hope that they know what they’re doing with this bill and it’s used for protection but i’m having a hard time believing that#tw vent#rose.txt
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put something into a backpack and accidentally found a flyer and a program from the spring concert of my first season with the orchestra still in there (haven’t used that backpack since then i guess) and boy i would never have dreamed how much would happen between then and now
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when the phone force updates and parts of the ui change . i go charge up the death ray
#it's hard to describe too in words and also i have yet to sleep and its 11:21 am .#it's like very small parts of everything moved around slightly#&also the way it has me go through my pictures when im adding one to a post or perhaps putting one on my homescreen#has also changed#my head she aches. it is my own damned fault though i got creative for the first time in a long time#and chose to drink lots of caffeine about it . i am fighting for my life with auto correct this would be completely illegible without it
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[ID: A screenshot of tags reading, “#also ‘admit you’re wrong’ is treated as synonymous with ‘accept whatever overwrought punishment I think you deserve’ which um. #well they’re not the same thing. actually.” /end ID]
Internet mobs will be like "why doesnt anyone just ADMIT when theyre WRONG anymore??!!" and then treat someone like they deserve the death penalty because they said something off-colour on twitter when they were 14
No one will admit that they were wrong if you treat being wrong like its an eternal indictment against them with no chance for rehabilitation
#some nonsense#cw swearing#BTW this applies regardless of how old the person is#you can’t go ‘well they were an adult when they said this 10 years ago so they should have known better!’#do you seriously think people suddenly Know Everything the second they turn 18 or 21 or whatever#or that adults cannot change?
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sad theres still a year before i can easily access alcohol
#the day i officllially turn 21 is the day everything changes#like you can even buy shrooms at 21#from the corner store.#shits crazy now#i would never be the type to go clubbing but i will absolutely get a bunch of alcohol types ive never had before and rank them for a yt vid
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