#Every Good Endeavor
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Some instances that I feel show how some messages in MHA are detrimental, especially on how victims react to their abuser, can be gauged by responses that tend to be highly prevalent in the fandom.
(Definitely not every fan, but a great majority).
Endeavor is a great example. Whenever you post criticizing his approach to atonement (and ultimately criticizing Horikoshi’s writing), you get BOMBARDED by people either belittling you for not liking his character or essentially forcing you to like his character by frantically writing “at least he tried” arguments.
If I have the CHOICE whether to forgive his character or not, especially given he goes through an atonement arc and not a redemption arc, why is any form of criticism about his abusive behavior and essentially his abuse of power practically ignored by the story unacceptable?
The message was detrimental because people operate on the notion that for victims to be good people, they must forgive and even help their abusers. MHA presents people who choose not to forgive him as either a monster (Toya) or inconvenient (Natsuo). And if they are still unforgiving, they must admire the abuser for doing the bare minimum (taking responsibility; this is also about Natsuo).
Essentially, they are considered "imperfect victims" because they weren't merciful in their approach to their abuser.
The majority of the fandom tends to ignore the lack of actual consequences for Endeavor's actions because he vows to talk to Toya every day. Insisting that doing the bare minimum, which is recognizing his son's existence and suffering, became his "hell" is a wildly fucked up message, in my opinion.
It harps on the issue mentioned above that if a victim isn't receptive to forgiveness or doesn't act "demure," they are seen as an inconvenience—which is how the Todoroki family ultimately views Toya.
On a less critical note, I'll vent, so if you don't like this, just ignore it.
I'm so fucking tired of stories depicting imperfect victims as people who deserve death and torture. Plus, having to be on the brunt of so many people acting like you're morally fucked because you're not impressed with how a writer handled abuse. Horikoshi is not the first writer to try to atone a character who is an abuser (and he isn't the first to fail at that, either).
I'm not about to dick-ride every decision every author makes. Especially if the message convinces some audience members that victims are inherently broken if they can't bring themselves to forgive and/or admire someone who hurt them.
#me: no systematic consequences for Enji's abuse is frustrating#some MHA fans: well what the fuck is he supposed to do then? die?#me: ... why does everyone in this fandom believe dying is the solution for every crime?#MHA: twice's death is justified toga's death is justified tenko's death is justified people the HPSC killed aren't brought up again#me: oh yeah lol#the experiences I had with the MHA fandom on TikTok so far have been the most toxic interactions I've ever had in fandom#like I used to think the bad rep was just normies being introduced to fandom for the first time#but no#people were right :v#if you like Enji and you're triggered by this#please leave me alone#also please don't try to convince me the end was good or that the story is good#I'm legit so tired of having to deal with that#each to their own#mha critical#bnha critical#anti enji todoroki#anti endeavor#todoroki family#todoroki touya#touya todoroki#todoroki shouto#shouto todoroki#todoroki natsuo#natsuo todoroki#RIP natsuo#you had some rebellion in you#he had to have a little bit of boot-licking by the end#the poor thing
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Damn so everyone was as starved for miryumi content as i was? Have another treat
#these are fresh out the oven#looking through my old miryumi doodles for the prev post inspired me again#the sillies#this is genuinely my canon#horikoshi has said nothing about it so its true#while stain was getting curb stomped by a high schooler miryumi were out buying groceries#fuyumi watches every single one of rumis fights btw#to be supportive and out of fear#even though shes generally not all that worried#cause lets be real#mirko could take on god and win on a good day#i headcanon that mirko will answer fuyumis calls live on air cameras be damned#and this is how fuyumi gets obscure celebrity partner status#people know she exists but not who she is#they definitely have a dedicated fanbase though#the day people find out 'yumi' is pro hero endeavors daughter theyre gonna lose their shit#the reveal in the previous post is my canon#anywaysies! self indulgent as usual#fuyumi todoroki#usagiyama rumi#mirko#miryumi#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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how long does it take you to draw your sketches/doodles? also do you have any tips to draw faster? 🙇♀️
I generally take 30 - 60 minutes a sketch,,,, but honestly really depends on how detailed it is.
Like a Chibi will be done in 20 - 25 minutes (Counting in the extra time I spend on minute details like a perfectionist 😭)
I for some reason really like spending egregious amounts of time on random objects too??? Unless it’s the in the background, I’ll spend 40 minutes refining it.
Random characters that are fully colored and rendered with take like 80 minutes.
The comics take usually take an hour or two per page. (If I decide to cross hatch it, my entire day will be gone with 4 pages… so I’ve been trying to find shortcuts. But not without sacrificing the quality for time lol)
I don’t think there’s any trick or magic to drawing faster. It’s really about weaponizing your artistic knowledge, and finding what’s comfortable or convenient for you!
There was a period of time where I would spend 11 or 12 hours on an illustration, and it wASS UGLYYYYY. (Some of these artworks are still available on my tumblr,,, but it’s SO LONG AGO, AND IT WAS MY 1ST OR 2ND YEAR GETTING INTO DIGITAL ART)
Overtime I learned what worked best for me, and practiced till I felt more comfortable with what I was drawing. Eventually I managed to shorten the time to 4 hours or less! Ambition was my biggest enemy but at the same time my biggest motivator. (And it still is LMFAO) 😭
EDIT (bit more to my way too long tangent): ALSO??? BRO DON’T BE AFRAID TO USE YOUR MESSY SKETCH AS LINEART OR DRAW ON TOP OF IT. I’VE DONE IT FOR YEARS NOW AND IT ADDS SUCH A GOOD EXTRA BIT OF TEXTURE,, AT THIS POINT I DON’T EVEN USE LINE-ART ANY MORE UNLESS IT’S A COMMISSION,, (IT’LL ADD LIKE AN 2-4 HOURS TO MY WORK)
#mushyrt#asks#that word minute bothers me so much#I look at it and want to refer to it as the time minute#this sketch took about 3 minutes when it should’ve been 1 minute#BUT I WAS SO HYPERFIXATED ON THE EYESSS#i say these pretty words#but THE REAL TIP IS HONESTLY THE LASSO TOOL#LASSO TOOL IS THE BEST#IT’S MY FAVORITE TOOL FOR MAKING BACKGROUNDS OR QUICK SHADING OR COLORING#OR ALSO THE MASK TOOL#TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM#THEY’RE SO GOOD#Procreate mask tool kinda sucksss#SO USE ALPHA LOCK IF YOU ARE A CONFIDENT PERSON#OR NOT AFRAID TO F**K UP#Bro I sometimes draw on 1 layer and use alpha lock and my friends look at me like I’m a menace#BUT IT!S USEFULLLL AND SO EASY#This little tangent definitely should’ve been my answer for the ‘how much do you draw’ question#but I’ve been thinking about it for a long time#AND I’M A MANIAC WHEN IT COMES TO DRAWING 😭😭#even if you rob me of a paper or pencil I WILL FIND A WAY TO DRAW#I WILL SCRATCH INTO YOUR SHIRT AND ROCKS AND MAKE AN ARTWORK OUT OF WATER OR CAT FUR#YOU WILL NOT DEPRIVE ME OF MY CREATIVE ENDEAVORS#This didn’t stick out to me until one of my friends said ‘omg ofc she’s drawing’ under her breath#like I spend every second of free time I have drawing unless I find something else interesting#The only time I’m not drawing is when I’m on the toilet or doing random everyday stuff#I forgot to talk about this but greyscale to color is insanely useful too; it teaches you different values while also being super fast#i tend to use greyscale to color when I do a BW sketch I end up liking#TL;DR - Lasso Tool + Layer Mask + Alpha Lock + Sketch as lineart
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When I'm in a "My character was wasted and reduced to propping an abuser" competition and my opponent is any of these guys:
#mha critical#bnha critical#anti bakugou katsuki#anti endeavor#izuku deserves better#rei todoroki deserves better#shoto todoroki deserves better#hawks deserves better#kirishima deserves better#fuyumi todoroki deserves better#izuku has been on every single one of these💀#proof hori hates him#but the way that kirishima is such a good character outside of bakugou#horikoshi i am in your walls
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one thing about my steadfast belief in the beautiful inevitably of mc5 is it will remain unwavering because i have been through harder times. i was a believer when no one had faith (2020)
#its so weird how many people it seems are new and therefore were not around#for the deep well of cynicism which existed before the tour started#like it was a sharp outlier to not be fatalistic that the reunion was 'selling out' and would not be satisfying#i personally felt like i was in the trenches like. we have every reason to believe this will actually be good did you also watch a summonin#legit insane retrospectively bc now people are on the dash regularly saying it was life changing nd ncredible and the best they ever sounde#lmao it is just personally v funny. im glad it worked out! its the best case scenario! but i feel like perhaps we could all learn smthing..#(the virtues of patience and low level trust in the creative endeavors of people whove proven to be thoughtful)#my posts
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There’s still some characters I want (LIKE WRIOTHESLEY) also I tunnel vision hard lmao… I actually have very few characters I’m willing to pull weapon for. At the moment my priority list goes goes Wriothesley, Neuvi cons, Childe cons, refinements for aforementioned hydro boy weapons, and… then new characters I want and then at the bottom reruns of characters I still kinda want but missed for one reason or another. Like Navia.
Thats so valid of you (<- biased wrio simp)
Right now im not aiming for anyone in particular except maybe nahidas lamp (that is IF the other accompanying weapon isnt useless to me) but thats it, i have the cons and weapons of the characters i do care about. So until i get furina's sword, im probably not pulling until columbina or something particularly game changing.
#good luck on your endeavors#ashame that almost every early fontaine characters are rerunning before wrio#meta is still more important in this economy#maybe he'll rerun with kaveh who knows#lyssten to my rambles
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While it's a good thing that... my eyes are a lot more open to how discontent I am with my life in general, so i can fix it and make it a life i enjoy more... it feels silly that it all hinged on having somebody to talk to every day and be really nice about sharing my work progress... like somebody telling me 'good job!' was really the one thing standing between me and realizing JUST how badly i need to change careers? 😳😅💦
#it's good to know the extent of the rot i suppose#unfortunately it appears the foundation is compromised#i know it's probably too much to ask to feel fulfilled about work or enjoy my work/job/career#but i'd like that or to have a much more regular and stable job that has nothing to do with art/creative endeavors#so i can use that energy for my own projects n stuff#personal stuff#i wanna look forward to going to work every day or at least most days#it probably would help to have any kind of workplace culture that feels good#more coworkers i could even maybe like. be friends with or acquaintances with.#gotta make more friends so i can evenly disperse my socializing needs#i wish i could be the type of person to kind of sit alone and not need to chat about anything with anybody. i am simply not!#that said i probably would have less of that social meter to fill up if i didn't work remote + have nobody to talk to#i definitely needed more chill time when i worked a job with other people around or customers#i have a lot of friends i love dearly! but i know that they all need their time for stuff and don't wanna talk as much as me#got that primo Yapping Gene™
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Lesbian flag discourse set us back like 20 years for real
#.txt#its especially heinous to me bc like. the ppl who were against the old les flag won#and we got a new flag that actually has meanings and shit#but then everyone uses the design w less stripes that was /specifically made for merch/#bc ppl whined that too many stripes would make it more difficult for merch or whatever#so emily gwen made the vers w less stripes#THAT WASNT A FUCKING INVITE FOR EVERYONE TO JUST USE THAT ALL THE TIME THOUGH.#the stripes literally have meanings if you just yse the one w less stripes jts like completely stripping it of its symbolism#and even THEN people are STILL rallying to create yet ANOTHER 'official' flag bc emily gwen is a shithead or whatever#brother i dont think we are ever gonna have a flag creator that is completely and 100% a good person#you'd never hear an outcry like this with other flags--#(except maybe the blue gay man flag but even that relates back to lesbian discourse)#continuouslt making new 'official' flags because the older ones were problematic is a fucking futile endeavor#the only reason i use emily gwen's flag rather than the old one is because i dont wanna get harassed#I HATE FLAG DISCOURSE RAAAHHHHH it started with lesbians and it always ends with lesbians i hate it so much#just fucking leave queer women alone#i literally lived througj the les flag discourse myself and it pisses me off so much#update: i realize i got really heated and what i said abt the 5-stripe orangepink flag may be misinterpreted#there's nothing wrong with people using that variant its just kind of a personal peeve#because the 7 stripe flag had meanings added to every stripe#and hthe fact that the variant w some of those stripes Gone is more popular is well. it just annoys me
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thinking about wtnv 109 again. this 7 year old (holy shit) podcast episode truly makes me crazy. one of those pieces of writing that reminds me why i love writing. i am the destroyer.
#i have spent every moment since my mistake trying to put back together what i took apart!!!#but it is beyond me!!#every action that endeavors to improve only causes more suffering and terror!!!#it was i suppose in the moment that i first felt love for my creation that the fuse for the unraveling of all things was lit!!!!#at the very inception of my greatest satisfaction and happiness this tragedy became inevitable!!!!#screams forever and ever and ever and ever and ever#i simply go nuts for a good tragedy#also just now realizing how much of huntokar’s whole plot line i pilfered for my dnd campaign. hmm.
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I know most of y'all don't have good parents and are mentally ill but you need to leave this poor man alone. 😭
#miguel o'hara#bucky barnes#winter soldier#gojo satoru#this is ESPECIALLY directed towards the fem fans#peter parker#peter b parker#there's like six other specificSpider-Man I could mention#venom#endeavor#bakugou katsuki#aizawa shouta#tbh most#mha#characters#onceler#sans#sans undertale#I'm calling out EVERY SINGLE one of you#a good portion of#transformers#any scary#monster#reigen arataka#daredevil#matt murdock#specifically in the black outfit#honorable mention:#glamrock freddy#he won't activate your daddy issues~ but your daddy issues 😞
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okay peeps. So I've fleshed out the choice mechanics in ATD3 for the club scene where you finally see hoshi on his date LOL. So the framework mechanics all work so far and all that's left in my outline is one final arc before the conclusion. Now i haven't actually written content for everything. The prologue is done and technically most things are written up to the star in the image below. But after that, I've put blurb placeholders so when I go back and actually start writing things out it might change or break out a bit more.
I included my interface below so you can see what I've been working on below hahah everything to the right of the big, red line is the storyline itself. and the actual plot doesn't start probably until the heart stamp if we're being technical. but hey I'm proud of fleshing out this branching arcs which I think will be more apparent once i finish up this last scene and the endings come in - more to come ~
I would like to have this finished hopefully by the end of this month or by valentine's day :3
#i've been struggling because it's so easy for me to get overwhelmed with where different buttons go#you can't tell in this pic but each box also has a ton of varying factors and coding including flavor text#but yes! i've decided to just plot out the framework and make sure that is working/achievable before actually writing every nuance#and i looked at my online and was surprised i'm almost through the storyline which is GOOD#hope y'all enjoy this endeavor lol#ez.monches
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#it is 5 hrs past my bedtime and i am awake listening to Two Hearts by Dermot Kennedy on loop and crying over Rotating Shifts. again.#i couldn’t resist the urge to read the latest chapter any longer but i knew when i did i’d get like this#so Why did i wait for my period to roll around. i have made. a silly decision lmaooo#i’ve complained abt it before but i’m conflicted about how much more sensitive it makes me#my nightmares usually don’t make me cry but oh i was a Wreck this morning#so why i picked tonight to read the fic that always makes me cry is beyond me#i have never met a fic before that had me in such an intense emotional grip#and it’s fucking hilarious bc it’s not that intense of a story!! like yeah there’s been devastating parts but i’m out here having to-#-take a break every single chapter bc i’ll read one line that hits my inner child like a truck and i have to take a minute to recover#but the whiplash this fic gives me is so fucking funny and the range in the storytelling from comedy to tragedy is just.. *scream-cries*#it has my favorite characterization of Sun and Moon that i have ever seen#this chapter wasn’t even that sad i’m just Making myself sad about it#but on another level it also makes me sad in the sense that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to write something that good..#all that i want out of my writing endeavors is to make one (1) person feel as strongly and as much as RS makes me feel#and i don’t know if i can do that. i don’t know if my writing has what it takes bc i can’t even describe exactly what it is#i don’t think it’s a science that can be replicated. things either connect with someone or they don’t#the way Sun goes from worryingly innocent ‘wdym we can’t invite strangers to live with us?’ ‘wdym we can’t adopt an adult that needs help?’#to fucking. tearing an animatronic in half in a fit of protective rage and blocking access to all dating apps to prevent you from-#-finding anyone else bc he’s your Special Friend and he can’t have his Daydream falling for anyone else!! no no!!#it’s not a new concept but i eat it tf up when Sun is actually the one you should fear the most#like no i don’t think he’d hurt Reader but i dread to think of the things he would do For them#the back and forth between childlike innocence and terrifying intelligence possessiveness and physical capability is just mmmmm 100/10#and don’t even get me started on Moon. or i Will start crying again#he’s like yeah dumbass of course i’m gonna save you every time some POS man tries to **** you. of course i will you fucking crater-head#but i will complain at you about it the Entire way home and then i will steal your fucking toilet paper and pack you a raw egg for lunch#because i hate you 🖤 but Sun loves you and we would both kill for you 🖤 also i drank all of your chocolate milk 🖤 also i hate you :)#anyways i am paraphrasing obviously and dear god i hope no one who actually reads RS sees this bc i do not want my 2am ramblings taken as-#-any kind of Official Thoughtful Analysis of the story ok pls pls pls let me be insane abt my favorite fic without having to be articulate#i just have so many fucking FEELINGS about them. i am unwell.#i’m not even tagging this i’m just hitting post and going to sleep goodnight
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WE'RE SO BACK
#limbus company#finally an end to this bullshit#wishing vellmori all the best in her future endeavors. hope we can see her art in another media one day!!#not to absolve pm of all grievances ofc. kjh still needs to get his act together and his attempt at hiding vell's secret retirement sucks.#plus his temper and tendency to cram shit#but with the vellmori problem kjh did his best. and his apology was a good one.#every doomposter who spreaded misinfo — who got soooo convinced that wishing pm a d kjh to die would ''help'' her:#yall owe vellmori fucking money. she wants to keep shit quiet but /nooooooo/.#anyway#the sea beckons#edit: deleted some tags with unsourced info. i was too lost in the hapoy sauce folks#*happy#furthermore: we may be sooooo back but we're not outta the woods yet. pm still has to handle court hearings with pmua.#however i dont think theyre lying about the voice recording so you can blame me if im looking at this a tad positively
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Things to make me lie down and contemplate everything. 400 ppl liking my writing enough that they want a notification when there’s something new
#one person in the comments of last sunrise also said I was their favorite renkaza writer#I. I. LIKE MAN I DUNNO#I am literally always under the assumption that people like. tolerate my creator endeavors#like maybe they’re not bad but they’re not GOOD and they’re kind of mildly annoying to everyone around me#(we can thank my family for mercilessly mocking every interest I ever had as a kid for that one)#I have had ONE person irl who has always responded v positively and passionately when I talk about my projects#(hiiiiii Lee ily for this)#and it’s like. oh. oh wow. this kinda stuff is always like whiplash to me because of it#it shocks me when ppl comment or oh my god when they ask me QUESTIONS about fics#like they WANT me to talk more about them#I’m too anxiety ridden to really even talk about them on MY dumb tumblr account cuz I worry about being annoying#because me being excited about working on something = annoying in my brain#(and like it’s never anyone else I see literally ANY other person posting about their art or ideas or processes and I’m like OMG AWESOME)#(it’s literally just me that this applies to 😭😭😭)#so yeah. ppl ask about fics. people say they’re excited about them. ppl even say they THOUGHT about them#and it baffles and confuses me and blows my mind#anyways. the point is. Ty ily I can’t believe you all like anything I made#but I’m trying to get better about getting over this mindset#and seeing physical proof in numbers that it really is ridiculous definitely helps#kaz rambles
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🔥 // Ch 191
#good night enji#get some rest#you deserve it#enji todoroki#bnha#mha#todoroki enji#endeavor#boku no hero academia#every enji
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Top ten things to do in Paldea:
Become a magical girl and kill your evil twin in cold blood
Reset the timeline and actually catch it (Repeat Ball, know your place)
Stinky.
Here's my Miraidon I specifically went out of my way to collect 50 Fairy Tera Shards for. Btw. And EV trained (max Sp. Atk and split Spd/Def to even out defensive stats). Just so he could kick the other Miraidon's ass. 🫡
#pokemon#he was a little too good at kicking ass actually i had to use dragon breath so it wouldn't one shot every time LMFAO#MAN i finally did the post game tournaments too and had him on my team and it was SO rewarding#plus i changed jet's (iron valiant) tera type to psychic beforehand and. THAT was SO fucking cool too!#my guys are SO special the most specialist pile of animated pixels in the whole wide world 🥺🥺🥺#a consequence of this endeavor though. is that og miraidon seems to be banned from raids???#i actually don't know if you just can't use the og one in raids. that may also be the case.#but if it isn't then i think the game thinks my miraidon is hacked LMFAO it's either the tera type#or the pp maxed signature move.#oh well. small price to pay for becoming a magical girl. and for being loved.
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