#Ethan Payne oneshot

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🔞Tinder Vid | King Kenny

Summary: in which Y/n goes to a Sidemen Tinder shoot and finds herself face to face with her ex, Kenny, for the first time in a long time, yet there's no awkward break-up tension - no - instead, just sexual tension... CW's: lingerie, restraints, vaginal penetration, unprotected sex, creampie Wordcount: 2.7k

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"Hi, I'm Y/n, I'm twenty-six and I'm from Essex."

Ethan cheered as you walked onto the set and stated your London roots, making you giggle before Harry stepped up and said a poem that had your hand slapped over your mouth, eyes wide as the other boys screamed and turned their backs to deep what he just said.

That wasn't going to make it into the video.

A swipe left took Harry to the reject side, as the rest of the boys slowly stepped up and began saying their Tinder video lines which were either met with a swipe right of agreement, or swipe left of OH MY GOD NO!

Stephen was the second last to be swiped right, jumping past with a witty comment which made the boys crack up, before you looked back to the line and met eyes with your ex once more.

Kenny.

He looked good, one year on from the breakup. His black NASA sweater fit nicely, with the sleeves rolled up to expose his forearms, cargos also matching nicely with his white durag and trainers. He raised his head to make eye contact, looking up and down at your form and taking his lower lip between his teeth as a grin lit up on his face.

One year on and you could still tell what he looked like when he got flustered.

"Y/n," He started. You missed the way he said your name. It felt different, and it felt as though it made embers in your heart glow once more at the memory of just a year ago when you were together. You nodded your head in response, urging him to continue as you watched his smile turn into a familiar smirk as he followed up with the most outlandish line nobody could've expected. "Swipe right, unless you want to have hard n rough sex, tonight, ten o'clock at my place."

Well that wasn't what you were expecting.

And clearly none of the other boys were expecting it either, as their jaws dropped open, JJ's hands finding the back of his head as he let out an OH. MY. GOD

It seemed as though your reaction surprised them more though, as you slowly swiped LEFT with your own taunting smirk on your face.

Even Kon was shocked from behind the camera, pressing his hand to his lips as Kenny shrugged and walked to the rejected left side, cocky grin on his face nonetheless. The boys were in a state, not even knowing how to react anymore, because they knew damn well that the both of you were too stubbornly prideful to not back down from a promised commitment. Even if that was the commitment promised.

As you tried to leave the set after a a few quick admin procedures, Kenny and yourself crossed paths once again. His hand found your side almost too easily, slotting between the dip of your hip like second nature, relighting sparks in your stomach like he always would when he touched you.

"You ready for tonight?" He whispered, lips brushing against the top of your head as he spoke, smirk prevalent in his voice as his hand trailed from your hip up your waist.

"Are you sure you are?" You responded, pulling away to look up into his eyes with a cocky grin of your own which lit an almost dangerous glint in his eye.

"Oh you're so cute thinking you have any control."

"You're cute to think that I won't this time."

"I guess we'll see," His hand slowly rolled over your stomach, pulling away and leaving goosebumps where he'd touched.

"S'pose we will." You pushed his chest lightly to push him to get back to the video. You could see the other boys whispering and watching the two of you with great interest- clearly sensing some sexual tension between yourself and Kenny.

As you pulled your mic off and handed it back to Kon, you were just about to leave when Kenny called-

"Hey Y/n!"

You turned back around to face Kenny as the room fell silent to hear what was last.

"Don't forget to wear that set you know I like!"

Of course he'd try embarrass you and get the last word. The silence was broken by a few gasps of shock, and Ethan slapping his palm over his mouth which mirrored a perfect o shape.

"Yeah, as long as you don't forget to change out of your briefs before I get there."

You snickered as he opened and closed his mouth again, stumped like a goldfish as you got the last word and walked out victorious, JJ's shocked laugh following you out, along with Pinero's she's had you there.

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Knock knock knock.

You'd considered not wearing the set you knew he was referencing when he tried to embarrass you, but that Victoria Secret's red could never get old.

Squeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaq

Clearly Kenny still hadn't fixed the door, as it still let out its infamous creak as he opened it, leaning against the door frame with arms crossed and a smirk on his face. He still wore the same cargos and durag, though his sweater had been discarded, and he instead just wore a white tee which his crossed arms filled out perfectly - muscles tightening the white material and making you already feel things, without having even entered his apartment yet.

Kenny shut the door behind you before his back was slammed into the door before he could even fully turn around- letting out a gasp as your hand wrapped around the neck of his shirt, pulling him down so that his face was level with yours, your breath fanning across his lips and giving him that nostalgic shiver across his spine as he felt your lips press onto his all so familiarly, the same cocoa lip butter coating your lips and his as you kissed as though you had never broken up at all. He lost himself in the way your lips felt against his, so soft and soothing as they moved, intoxicating him with the cocoa taste and feeling of your hands moving against his sides up to his head, finding purchase around the back of his head and pulling him closer if it were even possible.

Fighting his almost overpowering yearning for you, Kenny managed to pull away after a moment, pushing you back so that it was your back that was against the wall instead. And it was then your turn to let out a surprised gasp as you felt the impact of the wall, before Kenny's body closed the gap, pushing flush against yours and sweetening the blow by cupping your face within his hands and raising your jaw to meet his lips, changing the pace and dominating the kiss as he took your bottom lip between his teeth, biting just enough to make you gasp. And he only exploited your open mouth, pushing his tongue into your mouth and ravaging it, roughening the kiss as his hands started running down from your cheeks down to your body.

You pulled back to give yourself a moment to breathe, grinning cockily as Kenny almost looked dazed as he pulled away, eyes fluttering open as though he had woken up from his biggest dreams. "Don't enjoy it too much, I haven't even taken my clothes off yet."

"Please, don't kill my boner by taking off ANY of your clothes-"

"Wow, one whole year and still can't get hard without pills-"

"One whole year and- are you still on the pill?"

"Wanna find out?"

You let out a squeal as saying that was all it took for Kenny to throw you over his shoulder with his infamous bursting laugh, marching the two of you to the bedroom and throwing you onto the bed, climbing on top of you to reconnect your lips.

His hands inched down your body slowly, finding the sash-belt of your trench coat and pulling it apart through the kiss, looking down and separating as his jaw fell slack, eyes widening slightly as he looked down at your bare skin under the trench, clad in the set which he'd referenced- and which now regretted requesting- as he could feel the tent in his boxers tightening at a concerning rate.

Taking advantage of his pause, you expertly flipped him so that he was beneath you instead, his back landing on the mattress as he let out a huff from the impact. Your core was flush against his clothed crotch, and you grinded down- just giving the slightest bit of friction, though it was clearly enough for Kenny, as he rolled his head back and let out a groan at the feeling.

Your finger's made light work of his belt, pulling it off with ease so that you could pull down his cargos and boxers and stroke his length beneath, thumb tracing over his head and collecting the precum which you licked clean from your thumb, watching as Kenny's face contorted at the sight. Kenny was groaning at how nasty yet gorgeous you looked on top of him, needing his release there and then, when his eyes caught sight of the discarded belt and an idea popped into his head.

"Be a dear and hold your hands out,"

Holding your hands out as requested, Kenny slipped the leather around your wrists, tightening and doing the buckle, forming a pair of makeshift handcuffs around your wrists. The leather dug into your skin and locked your wrists together, but you still managed to smirk and make a snarky comment:

"You've gone soft, Ken'," You spoke which made him give you a funny look. "You would've used that belt for much filthier things, just a year ago… guess you're just not able to go as hard anymore-"

He roughly cut off your rambles by rolling you over, your face planting into the mattress with your ass up in the air as your hands were restrained behind your back, leaving you unable to support your front. A gasp came from your throat as Kenny's hand met your cheek harshly, almost definitely leaving a red hand-mark against your arse before you felt his tip trace down your folds, nudging your clit, and making your breathing turn heavier, eyes rolling backwards at the feeling.

There was a short silence where neither of you moved or said anything.

"Are you gonna beg for it, or have you forgotten how this goes?" Kenny taunted, stupid grin evident in his voice which made you roll your eyes even if he couldn't see it.

"No," You responded almost instinctually, grin against your face as you only said it jokingly. You felt Kenny pull away though, and that did panic you a bit, as you whined and rushed- "Joking Ken', I don't mean it, of course I want you."

"That doesn't sound like begging to me…"

"Just fuck me…" He make no move to do anything. "…Please."

His hands moved back to your hips, cock pushing against your aching core before he pushed slowly, making you gasp as your eyes rolled to the back of your head, Kenny slowly pushing in until his hips were flush against yours, bottomed out inside of you. He allowed you a grace period- a moment to adjust to his size- before pulling back not quite as slowly as the first time- and slamming his hips against yours. You let out an ungodly moan from the roughness of his thrust, his cock hitting a spot which only he could, that had your head spinning from the adrenaline flooding through your veins at the nostalgic pleasure you'd so craved ever since the breakup.

As another loud moan left your throat, you remembered the threats you'd heard last year- just moments after the two of you had similar, rough and loud sex, when three prompt knocks brought Kenny to the door- face to face with the landlord who warned him that one more noise complaint would have him evicted.

Apparently the neighbours weren't interested in knowing Kenny's name.

Your face was smudged into the mattress and duvet sheets already, but you bit down onto the duvet before letting out another groan as Kenny thrusted into you, the roughness sending spots into your vision as your whole body jerked from the movement- though your moan was muffled by the duvet in your mouth.

Kenny could hear the small whimpers and hushed moans you let out, trying not to be loud in memory of the strict landlord and complaining neighbours - but it had been too long without hearing those angelic moans you'd give - and Kenny wasn't going to let courtesy of the neighbours get in the way of hearing them again.

A gasp was ripped from you as Kenny's hand attached to the back of your head - wrapping your hair around his hand and using it to pull your head back and away from the duvet - pounding back into you with a thrust that made a raw moan fall from your throat, the arch from your ass all the way to your neck permitting Kenny's cock to hit a new place inside you which had your thighs shaking from the feeling.

"C'mon, you can be as loud as you want," Kenny muttered, finding a pace to fuck you, one hand on your hips being used to move you back and forth simultaneously whilst he thrusted into you, making him kiss the tip of your cervix and damn near cry with how good he felt inside of you.

Your body lurched with practically every rough thrust Kenny gave, rocking your body from not only the force, but also the way that each time he found your g-spot, you could feel a burning in the depths of your stomach which you knew was a building orgasm. And Kenny wasn't far away either - he'd missed the relationship of course - but the feeling of your tight walls around his cock, those sweet moans that each thrust elicited from you, all the talk and bite which always ended with a hard fuck: that was something he'd never be able to replicate with anyone else.

Kenny's thumb followed the slickness off your pussy down to your clit, his lubricated finger tracing tight circles over your sensitive bud and causing your whole body to jolt, the pre-orgasm euphoria building and making every atom of your body excite.

"Holy shit, I'm gonna-"

You weren't even able to finish your sentence before your arms gave out beneath you, your body collapsing against the duveted bed whilst you felt Kenny's thrusts take you to cloud nine, that euphoric brightness washing over your body like a sacrilegious purification. And Kenny kept that bliss channelling through your body as he fucked between your walls, pace staggering as he too felt his own orgasm washing through him, filling you with his cum as you cried out at that delicious feeling of his cock twitching inside you as he deposited everything - a few slowed thrusts carrying him through his orgasm as well as fucking his cum back into you… Even is after he pulled out, white still dripped from your pussy, that beautiful creampie that he'd given you a sight he savoured.

"God I missed you," Kenny breathed, his eyes unable to detach from your pretty you looked with his cum dripping from your hole.

"That's really cute and all but can you get the belt off?"

That snapped Kenny into action, realising that your face and upper body was practically crumpled into the mattress, unable to move since your hands were handcuffed behind your back because of that belt.

As soon as Kenny got the restraints off, letting you flip yourself over onto your back - you wrapped your arms around the back of Kenny's neck, pulling him down to meet your lips in a prolonged chaste kiss - all the sexual tension gone - finally letting that domestic sweetness wash over you at how nice it was to have Kenny back again.

He pulled away after a moment, breaking the kiss but not leaving, just resting his forehead against your own.

"Fuck, Ken', I've missed you too," You sighed in a fulfilled way, your whole heart feeling filled with Kenny.

"Well then if we both miss each other… Why aren't we together?"

"Do you want to get back?"

"If you do…"

"I can't believe we're agreeing to get back together straight after fucking."

"Well then let me take you out - what are you doing tomorrow night?"

"Nothing…"

"Well, now you're doing something - I'll pick you up at seven."

You couldn't even wipe the grin off of your face at that, instead choosing to wrap your arms back around his neck to give him another big kiss which he of course couldn't refuse either.

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[w2soneshots]

Brother’s best mate -W2S

words: 0.8k+

warnings: smut, swearing, alcohol consumption.

summary: you and harry meet through your brother ethan. After a night spent with the side girls you crawl into bed with your favourite guernsey boy.

notes: I haven’t written anything like this in ages!🤭 hope you enjoy🔥🫶🏼

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y/username: spending time with my favourite people💞 (even if it's on a golf course😒😂)

Tagged: @faithloisak @behzingagram @wroetoshaw

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faithloisak: aw I love you

-> y/username: ❤️🫶

y/nfanpage21: she's so 🌼🧺☕️🧘‍♀️🥐 coded

user19470245: omg they went to golf together😭

user83271430: the pic of ethan and faith is adorable

Last year I moved to London to be closer to Ethan when Faith fell pregnant, to help her and to spend more time with the both of them. I also bought an apartment so I'm just a 20 minute drive from them. I finally met the sidemen at the gender reveal. I'd never actually been introduced to them before, which was weird because they are basically the reason Ethan has a career and they helped him so much a few years ago when he was in a really dark place. Me and Harry didn't immediately hit it off, don't get me wrong I thought he was attractive but he's also very awkward and was wary that I'm his best mates sister.

After almost five months of being friends with the group, going to little parties or just hanging out with them me and Harry kissed. I knew it was bound to happen since we had both quickly developed a large crush on each other but after it had happened we'd decided not to tell anyone (especially Ethan) before we knew we were actually good together. It took just one month before we were officially dating and decided it was the time to tell everyone. Of course we told Ethan first, he was shocked but (to our surprise) happy that his best mate and sister were dating. Everyone else was so excited.

We've now been together for 6 months and only told the fans recently. Today I'm going to dinner with: Talia, Faith and Freya for Talia's birthday. Harry had a more sidemen shoot today so wouldn't get home until six. I had a shower, dried and styled my hair, applied some makeup then chose an outfit. I was on my way out just as Harry arrived back. "Wow," He glanced down at my outfit before returning his attention to my face "you look beautiful." I smiled "thank you Haz, I'll be home by ten." "You better be, I can't wait to rip those clothes off."

I arrived outside of the restaurant, thanked the uber driver then spotted Talia getting out of another car. I quickly walked towards her "happy birthday!" We excitedly hugged each other. "Thank you! Freya's already inside." She beamed. "Ok. I think Faith's running a little bit late, let's just go inside." I replied. We headed into the fancy restaurant and were taken to our table where Freya already sat. When she spotted us she immediately leapt from her seat. She said happy birthday to Talia then we all sat down. Faith arrived a few minutes later and we ordered our drinks.

After eating our starters, mains and desserts me Freya and Faith split the bill (not before trying to convince Talia to let us treat her for her birthday). Thankfully I had only had two drinks so I was just a little tipsy. We left then ordered a taxi. Freya was dropped off first then Talia and I was third. I said goodbye to Faith then hopped out.

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y/username: my girl @taliamar 's birthday dinner with @freyanightingale and @faithloisak 🤍💫

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user91037494: I love that the side girls are actually friends irl it's so cute

When I got up to mine and Harry's apartment I unlocked the door, opened it, kicked my shoes off and dropped my bag. "Haz?!" I shouted through the apartment. I walked through into the bedroom, Harry sat waiting patiently for me "Hey." My mouth curved into a smile "hi." I jumped onto the bed next to him. "Have fun?" He asked. "Mhm" I hummed.

I turned to him and pecked his lips. The kiss deepened, he grabbed the back of my thighs and pulled me onto his lap. I reached my hands down to the belt wrapped around my waist, I pulled it off and threw it to the floor. I moved Harry's hands from the back of my thighs to my ass. He groaned into the kiss then rushed to pull the zipper down on my dress, then he pulled it off and over my head, leaving me in just my matching black lace bra and underwear set. Harry broke the kiss to look down at me "you're so fucking beautiful." He rasped. I pulled his shirt over his head, followed by his pyjama pants. While Harry unclipped my bra, allowing the straps to fall from my shoulders.

Within just a few minutes we were both completely naked. Harry flipped me onto my back. I whimpered as I rubbed my thighs together, desperate for any sort of friction. "Harry, please." I cried out. "What do you want baby? Use your words." "I need you to fuck me."

[sophahq]

Drunk kisses 〔Simon〕

Pairing: Simon x fem!oc

Summary: In which Chloe's Friday night takes a turn.

Warnings: Alcohol use

Word count: 1001

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Chloe's POV

"Hey Chloe. How's it going?" Tobi said as he opened his arms for a hug which I gladly accepted. "It's been a while since we all last saw you."

"Yeah it's going alright. I've been extremely busy with work, yknow? Being a teacher is not easy." He chuckled, nodding his head understandingly.

Friday nights were the only nights where I can just relax. Truthfully, I loved my job but it gets difficult sometimes. The headteacher at the school I work at is completely incompetent. So, I have to do alot of the planning for not only my class, but also a few other things for the whole school.

That's why I love Friday nights. I get to go out with my friends and not worry about it all. I grew up with Tobi and Josh and that's how I met some of my closest friends.

"Ayyyy Chloe! You made it!" I heard from my best friend as I was suddenly picked up off my feet and spun around.

"SIMON PUT ME DOWN!" I giggled as he eventually placed me down so I was facing him. Over the almost 4 years that I've known him, he's always intrigued me. There's something about him that makes me want to spend all my time with him.

"So, what you drinking tonight? The usual?" He asked as we walked to the bar together.

"Yep, always the same." I always get a vodka coke, boring I know. It's just one of the only drinks I can handle. He bought me the drink and handed it to me. I thanked him and took a sip.

"Are you wearing a new perfume?" He asked, raising his eyebrow.

"You noticed? Yeah, I am." I smiled, looking down, feeling slightly flustered. I felt his finger under my chin, lifting my head up to look him in the eyes. His hand reached over to a stray strand of hair that had fallen out of my bun. He tucked it behind my ear before smirking and walking away.

I felt my cheeks go red. This has happened many times. He does something to make me flustered, then he walks away like nothing happened. He is my best friend, but I think there's some other feelings there that I have definitely thought about.

After that, I didn't see him for the rest of the night. I wanted to talk to everyone else seeing as I don't get to spend much time with them nowadays.

"Chloe, over here! Come do a few shots with us!" Ethan hollered me over. Him and Harry were handing out sambuca shots.

"Sambuca? I guess I shouldn't really be surprised by this." I chuckled before downing 3.

"Teacher by day, alcoholic by night." Harry joked which caused me and Ethan to laugh. Extremely loud. Catching the attention of quite a few people in the bar.

Some time had passed and we were now all quite drunk. Tobi, being one of the few sober ones, has helped us order Ubers to get home. JJ offered for me to crash at his and Simon's place for tonight which I gladly accepted.

We clambered into the Uber after saying goodbye to everyone and made ourselves comfortable. It was only a 10 minutes drive from the bar to theirs so it wouldn't take too long, thankfully.

The whole 10 minutes, was just giggling. There was nothing that funny being said, but whatever it was, made us laugh alot.

We made it in the house without anyone tripping over, but there were a few close calls.  I took my heels off as JJ and Simon collapsed on the sofa. I went straight to the kitchen to get a glass of water. I drank mine then got one for each of the boys. They chugged them before we all dragged ourselves upstairs.

"Where do you wanna sleep? We have the guest room free?" Simon asked. I agreed before saying goodnight to a half asleep JJ. He went into his room and almost immediately fell asleep. I giggled at the sight before following Simon into his room.

"Can I borrow some clothes? I really don't want to sleep in a dress." We chuckled as he handed me some sweats and a very oversized t-shirt. I went to the bathroom to get changed then came back to say goodnight.

"Chloe, do you just wanna sleep in here? There's enough room for the both of us on my bed." He asked, a grin plastered on his face.

"Okay. Your bed looks hella comfy." I exclaimed, jumping into his bed. I glanced up at him as he crawled in next to me. I was slightly sat up to check something on my phone as I felt his chin lean on my shoulder.

"Whatcha looking at?" He said with his eyes squinted.

"Something about work, very boring." I giggled, placing my phone down. He lifted his head off my shoulder, I turned to face him. Once again, staring into his eyes.

He didn't look away, so I didn't either. He leaned in slightly, so our lips were almost touching.

"Kiss me." I whispered. He closed the gap between us, putting a hand on my jaw and the other around my waist. I wrapped my hands around his neck, pulling him closer.

My heart started beating fast, I felt my blood rushing through my veins. The kiss felt delicate yet heated. One of my hands began to entangle in his hair. I felt him smirk into the kiss.

I pulled away to breathe which I wish I didn't have to do. We both sat there trying to catch our breath.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." He confessed. My eyes lit up as my face broke out into an even bigger smile.

"I like you so much Simon, you have no idea."

"Can I take you out on a date tomorrow night?"

"Pick me up at 6." I smirked, kissing him once again.

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A/N

First oneshot! Lemme know what you think :D

[ketamineharry]

Hold My Girl - Ethan Payne

Requested: No ~ just practicing my fluff lads

Tags: Fluff

The sun hit your bedroom window and filtered into your room. The start of a new day. As you opened your eyes, and looked to your right, your boyfriend, Ethan was still sleeping peacefully next to you. The rhythmic rise and fall of his chest, almost soothed you as you watched him sleep. It was nice to just be able to have mornings like these; especially because Ethan had been so busy the past couple of weeks. ‘Couple time’ had been spent through phone calls -- if you were completely honest, you couldn’t remember the last time you had a date night.

Still, you snuggled back down into bed. You rested your head on his bare chest, the warmth that his body provided soothed your ice-cold skin. Ethan wrapped an arm around you, almost like it was instinct, as he was still soundly sleeping, and pulled you closer to him. He nuzzled his face in your hair, as you both naturally slipped into the position that you were most comfortable.

“What time is it?” Ethan asked, his groggy morning voice rumbling through his chest. The vibrations felt strange against your face. No matter how many times you ended up in this position, you never got used to how low his morning voice was.

You reached for your phone, which was on the bedside table next to you. As you lifted the phone up, you could see that the time was 7:47. Which was incredibly early for the both of you, as you were both, almost exclusively, night owls. You informed him of the time, and placed your phone back down.

“Fantastic, it means that I can rearrange with Freezy.”

“What d’ya mean?” You asked, slightly bewildered.

“Well, I know that we’ve not had much time together recently, and I was supposed to be filming with Freezy… I can rearrange with him, and if he can’t rearrange the video, I’m sure that one of the other boys will step in.” He explained.

“You don’t have to do that!” You protested, as you propped yourself up on him. “We can wait until you’ve finished filming. It really doesn’t bother me.” You continued.

“Which is exactly why I need to schedule some time off, because you are far too special to feel like you need to be on the backburner for the purpose of my career, treacle.” He mumbled.

He pulled you back in for another cuddle, allowing you to rest your head on his chest. His hands comfortingly running through your hair. He placed a kiss to your head.

“I really love ya, y’know?” He mumbled.

“If you love me that much, can we order a Maccies breakfast?” You teased.

[damn-behzinga]

Tic Attack

Ethan Payne Centric

summary - Ethan has Tourette’s Syndrome and has a tic attack.

warnings - mentions of both verbal and physical tics which may trigger your own tics

request - Can u do an angsty ethan imagine with the rest of the sidemen, it can be about anything x

the way you write for ethan has me FERAL pls do more for him !!!!!!

Ethan truly did not hate a part of himself. He used to, back when he was overweight and in his lowest mental state. But he stopped seeing his weight as an issue when he lost it, when he exercised more. It took him a lot longer to stop being upset about his tourettes but he grew to accept them. He used to cry and scream and curse at the top of his lungs blaming his mum for making him this way. He believed he was the reason his two fathers left. He remembered sitting down with his mum at the age of twenty one and whispering, “It was never your fault.” And she had cried and apologised that she couldn’t afford him better help but he just hugged her and they comforted each other.

Ethan had been scared to tell his new internet friends about his tics. He would mute his mic whenever he felt a verbal tic and if he couldn’t mute it in time, he just came up with whatever excuse came first. He didn’t use a face cam because of his physical tics and then when he did, he cut it out and tried to repress it as much as possible.

Telling the Sidemen was hard but after he told them and they asked questions, trying to understand how things worked for Ethan. He then became more comfortable for himself and told his viewers about his tourettes syndrome. They joked about it in a way that Ethan felt comfortable with but he also had to stop streaming because they’d spam it in the chat. It was hard finding the balance but he was trying his hardest.

All the guys were sharing a hotel room when he was having one of his worst tic days. He had already got a cut on his cheek where he had hit himself a bit too hard and caught his ring. He woke up and could already tell that today was not going to make him feel good. He was walking to the main living area of their combined hotel room and he was already whistling and flapping his hands. He heard the other guys chatting happily as he suddenly tugged on his hair, let out a small clicking noise.

“Ethan, you alright fella?” Josh asked, wincing as Ethan hit his forehead again.

“I’m - chugga - I’m -” He let out a whistle. “Fine. I’m fine.”

The others realised that this was a bad day as Ethan let out a shout as he filled up a glass of water. He felt the tics building up in his body as he dropped the glass, suddenly going into a more severe tic attack, letting out yells and repeating the word ‘chug’, whilst slamming his hand on the side. The others jumped in to help, trying to move the smashed glass away from Ethan so he didn’t hurt himself. He let out a yell as his hand smacked his previous cut. He felt tears leak from his eyes, as his throat closed up. He felt breathless as the words continued to escape his mouth. He thanked that his tics allowed Josh and JJ to guide him to the sofa to lay him down. He continued making noises as his throat went raw. He sucked in a deep breath as his arms continued thrashing. He threw his arm out shortly followed by his legs kicking out. He smacked his head another few times.

The guys cleaned up as JJ and Josh stayed with him as his tic attack continued. Once they cleaned up, they left the room, giving the three of them privacy so Ethan didn’t feel as panicked. Ethan continued to tic for another thirty minutes before he slowly started calming down. His head ached from the amount of head jerking and there were two new bruises forming on his head from how he had smacked and punched himself. His throat felt dry and he was breathless from the vocal tics that had forced themselves out. He let out some tears as his tics slowed back to the average pace. Josh and JJ smiled sadly at him before offering some food and a bottle of water. They passed him his squishy ball to help the hand tics and a neck pillow as he continued to jerk his head and let out soft whines and noises.

“‘M sorry.” Ethan whispered after ten minutes.

“It’s okay, you’re okay.” Josh said.

“Bro, it’s alright.” JJ commented. “Did you not realise the attack would happen?”

“I knew - chugga - I knew it would be bad but not this bad.” Ethan explained.

“Wanna see the other guys?” Josh asked and Ethan nodded, letting out a low whistle. A moment passed and the other guys were walking in, smiles on their faces with plans of distraction in line for Ethan.

“Someone looks like they could use a hug!” Harry opened his arms and laid beside his mate, who immediately engulfed him.

“We managed to figure out how to connect our Netflix to the TVs so we’re thinking about a movie.” Simon said.

“It really wasn’t hard but with those three, it was ten times more difficult to sort out.” Vik rolled his eyes as Simon let out an annoyed scoff. Tobi just sat beside him and let out a sigh.

“This is what I had to deal with.” He commented and immediately it started a quiet debate between the group as Ethan settled into the cuddle and tried to get comfortable despite his tics.

His tics were noises and aggressive movements. His tics were excessive blinks. His tourettes syndrome was a lot of tears and pain but it was also laughs and smiles with his best friends. Ethan had learnt through trials and tribulations that he was not defined by his tourette's syndrome.

[sdmnluvs]

Watermelon Sugar (High) ~ Harry Lewis

Harry Lewis x female oc (but they’re both unnamed, you can really pretend it’s any of them but I had Harry in my head whilst writing this ☺️) 500 words

She’s sitting on the sand, legs pulled up to her chest just watching him. He’s the most beautiful person she’s ever seen. He exists and her heart beats that little bit faster.

And then he laughs that loud obnoxious laugh that makes her heart swell and butterflies fly in her stomach. And the smile on his face is enough to make her heart ache because they’re just so imperfect. And for a minute she questions how he ever fell for her.

She thinks of his blue eyes that she could swim in for days, his loud laughter that’s always filled with love and just him in general. He’s everything she’s not yet there he is, blue eyes shining in the setting sun.

Suddenly she feels someone sit down beside her.

“You ok?” He questions holding her hand in his, the ghost of his laugh from whatever dumb joke Ethan told him still etched on his face.

“Tell me you love me” she says, he turns to face her, a lazy grin on his face.

“I love you,” he whispers softly just for the two of them to hear.

“Do you mean it?” She mummers, voice soft and dripping with love

“Always and forever,” and he kisses her, hands cupping her face and he tastes just like watermelon and strawberries. Like every summer night that they’ve spent together. She’s high off of the taste and doesn’t think she’ll ever come back down

She knows she’s grinning like crazy when they finally pull apart but then again, so is he.

“Can I tell you something?” He asks. She nods her head, still smiling with that dazed look on her face, kissing him will never get old

“Race you to the cake,” he whispers before taking off in a sprint towards the small table full of food. He can hear her shouting his name as what he said settles in

“You absolute prick!” She shouts running after him but the smile on her face is worth the world to see.

“I can’t believe I fell for that!” She huffs playfully hitting him, breathing in the scent of strawberries that’s still lingering around him.

He grins all proudly at her before leaning in to kiss her again. She’s on a high of his taste again, from warm summer days and the ocean. She breathes it in, wants this moment to be etched in her memory forever.

“I love you.” She says softly.

He smiles gently and kisses her forehead. “I love you even more you sap.”

“That’s impossible,” she whispers, the summer air is flying slowly past them but all she can focus on is him.

He shakes his head with a laugh before pulling her in again. And just like that she’s lost in him once more. Tastes both of them until she’s high on watermelon sugar again.

And she prays to every god that’s out there, that she’ll never have to go without.

[star2fishmeg]

24, 6, and 12 with ethan? fluffy friendship with some flirting/ sexual tension!! I was thinking like during a hide and seek video and they somehow get caught hiding together in a kinda tight spot would be fun! obvi it’s your writing so do whatever you’d like but I really prefer flirty friendship that doesn’t cross that “will you be my girlfriend”/ first kiss line hahahaha

Cheeky

[Behzinga x reader]

Genre: lime

Request: above

Warnings: sexual tension

#6 You did this on purpose

#12 This stays between you and me

#24 Your hair is soft

(First time writing Ethan, please forgive me for any mistakes!! And I LOVE flirty friendships. It's quite short!!)

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Never in her life did she imagine she'd be in this position. For a large football stadium to be a Hide and Seek venue, Simon just had to restrict it to a single boundary. So here they were, Y/n and Ethan, silently panicking as they'd helped others hide, but forgot to hide themselves.

"Shit Eth, Simon's just announced he's coming!" She whispered sharply, holding her camera towards them. Ethan took a quick glance as the common they were in.

He pointed to the cabinet, "I'm going in there. Join me if you want to survive." He swung the doors open and stepped into the cabinet. Y/n closed the doors for him until Simon's voice began to creep louder and louder. In sheer panic, she slipped through the doors and joined Ethan. His hand gripped her waist to pull her in faster, but he just held her there.

It didn't take long for it to occur to them how close they were, they were practically chest to chest, breathing quietly, in silence as their seeker was just outside. Once he'd left, they exhaled in relief.

"Your hair is soft, by the way." He grinned like a little boy.

"Thanks, just like your dick." She smirked, raising her head up to look at him.

"That's debatable considering how close we are right now."

"Oh it is fun, isn't it?" She whispered, her breath enticing his skin as he held her waist tighter.

Ethan tilted his head lower, just enough for their nose to just brush, "You did this on purpose, taking your time just to be in a tight space with me."

"What if I did? What we have, stays between you," she ran her finger gently up his chest to his collarbone before averting her gaze directly into his eyes, "and me."

"Wouldn't have it any other way." He chuckled. They both broke into a smile, muffling their laughter with their hands. "You're a cheeky bitch, Y/n."

"I'm friends with you, I learn from the best." To their surprise, the cabinet door forcefully opened.

"There you too are! I thought I sensed eye-fucking!" Simon cheered. The group helped them out the cabinet before walking off to find Harry and Vik. With Y/n anf Ethan trailing behind, Y/n took the opportunity to pull her hand back and give Ethan's arse a cheeky grab before giggling to herself.

[sidemenimaginesss]

new prompt suggestion

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[g-xix]

GTA n BJ's | Tobi TBJZL Brown🔞

As Tobi sat at his desk trying to record a GTA for the Sidemen, it was fair to say he had learnt one thing.

Don't tease his girlfriend and not expect consequences.

He sucked a breath of air in, trying not to look down at his peripherals tempted him- the view of you batting your eyelashes whilst on your knees, hands trailing up and down his thighs so sensually slowly, it took every fibre in his body to keep his mind on the recording.

Oh he was definitely regretting teasing you now.

It was a bit of fun during the day, just placing his hand on your lower back and trailing it just slightly lower- tracing the strap of your thong 'round to your front- just an inch away from where you needed him to touch you- before he stepped past, to switch the TV on

And then later, when he'd pressed against you from behind to get the plates from the high shelf. He knew exactly what he was doing as he heard your gasp, his cock pressed against your arse from behind giving you just a fraction of friction before he pulled away with a smirk.

And worst for last, as he'd had you on his lap whilst the two of you watched Demon Slayer on his gaming chair- shuffling every so often and making your breathing hitch as he seemed almost to grind against your core- his breath fanning on the crook of your neck and giving you filthy thoughts of having him mark up your neck with hickeys whilst he fucked you senseless against the desk.

But then Tobi had thrown you off as he received the familiar Discord ping! and seen Ethan's ready to record? message.

Too bad you weren't done with him, yet.

Tobi's breathing hitched as your hand brushed over his hardening wood beneath his basketball shorts, palm pushing against his seemingly throbbing head whilst your fingers wrapped around his shaft.

"Looking a bit tense Tobi, you ready to get smashed again?" Ethan teased as Simon finished reading the GTA map name. You chuckled lowly as you heard Ethan's words through the speakers, Tobi rolling his eyes to the back of his head and inhaling a sharp breath of air as he felt you pulling his shorts and boxers down with a finger.

"More than ready to get smashed," He mumbled, tensing his thigh under the desk which didn't go unnoticed as you picked up his innuendo.

Your hand ran up from the base all the way down to his tip, spitting on your hand to lubricate your motions just a bit more. Tobi seemed to be quivering on his seat- his knuckles glowing as he clenched the mouse so hard it was a wonder how the mouse hadn't shattered.

"Countdown is on, boys," Simon's voice rang through the speakers, and Tobi could feel pressure around his head from the internal battle of concentrating on the game and recording, or concentrating on the hand that wrapped around his cock, receiving little licks that felt that drove him wild. "Count it down boys-"

"3!"

"2!"

"1!"

Tobi choked on the final number as he felt your lips wrap around his cock, tongue circling his head and tracing the slit down the middle- collecting the bead of precum that had already formed from your teasing. It was only the beginning of what was going to be a long GTA race, and yet Tobi was already shaking in his seat, mind too clouded to properly register his friends shouts and taunts.

"Tobi choked from the get go!" Vik laughed as Tobi struggled to regain his composure, pressing down his keys to try to at least get one lap done.

He could feel your breath fan over his throbbing wood- the tongue that delicately traced a prominent vein all the way down his shaft was killing him. He wanted to let go of the keyboard- to plant his hands on the back of your head and push it down, to choke you around his cock instead of all of the teasing he was enduring.

He bucked his hips up, mumbling a "Come on, please, please, please-" His words compatible with the context of the video, as well as begging you to just wrap your pretty lips around his length and give him what he needed. Your hands landed on either thigh gently, pushing his hips back and flat against the chair. Your fingers traced a pattern over Tobi's thigh- until he realised you weren't just making patterns- you were tracing letters.

P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E

Tobi scoffed.

He could've made a smart comment, but he bit down on his tongue. If you were gonna play the waiting game then he was fine with that- in any case he was happier with that- that way he could at least finish the video without having you disturbing him.

Tobi slowly regained his battle, gaining on JJ as he took the inside curve around the finish line that would mark one of three laps.

"YES, FUCK YOU JJ!"

Tobi shouted as his bumper crossed the rear end of Jide's vehicle, almost levelling them out before Tobi's hands flew to his head instinctively as he felt your lips replaced your hand on his cock.

"Oh. My. God." Tobi let his head roll back as he felt your lips sink down his length, tongue massaging the underside as you hollowed your cheeks, the silky inside lining around him providing too much pleasure for him to even think straight.

Only when you came back up and removed your lips from around him with a quiet pop, quiet enough to go amiss by his microphone but loud enough for Tobi to hear (turning him on even more), did he hear the voices from his speaker once more.

"Oh my God boys, Tobi's still on lap 1" "What's he doing?!" "OI TOBI GET OUT OF THE WAY OF THE FINISH LINE THIS MY FINAL LAP-"

Tobi snapped his hands back onto the keyboard, fingers shaking as they pressed the buttons. He could feel as your mouth reattached, head finding the familiar rhythm that had Tobi's mind itching, eyes darting to the timer in the corner of the screen every second- counting down the seconds before the match was over. He thrusted his hips a few times, too needy and desperate now, and had you gag on his dick with such lewdly choked noises he could feel himself twitching in your mouth getting ready to finish.

D N F

The letters flashed brightly across the screen as you popped your head off Tobi's cock, making him let out the slightest whimper as he Did Not Finish in 2 different ways.

Tobi didn't let the boys taunt him this time- instead instantly leaving the discord call and pushing his chair back so he could see you under the desk with an almost brattish smile painted across your face.

"Oh you are fucking getting it..." He muttered, eyes dark as you clenched your thighs in anticipation for what he was gonna do to you- grinning that mischievous smile once more as you waited for him to make the next move...

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[w2soneshots]

Flirt -W2S

words: 1.0k+

warnings: alcohol consumption.

summary: your childhood friends with Faith and when she meets Ethan you’re invited to a party with his friends.

notes: this was requested on wattpad!! Enjoy🎀🫶🏼

I've known Faith since high school. We stayed friends and have actually became closer as we've grown up. She met Ethan a few months ago and I have noticed how happy she is, when she talks about him she starts blushing and goes all giddy, I'm so incredibly happy for her. Naturally I met him and he seems super nice, then he invited me and Faith to a party he's hosting at his apartment, and we obviously said yes. I met all of his friends last week along with their girlfriends: Talia and Freya, who were really sweet and welcomed us into the group. I find the entire group hilarious. The banter that night was top notch.

Tonight both me and Faith are invited to another party but this time it's being hosted at JJ and Simon's apartment. For a bit of fun they decided to do a "girls wear white, men wear black" sorta thing so I went shopping with Talia (who I've become good friends with) to buy a dress. When we both found something to wear, paid and headed home to begin the long process of getting ready. I styled my hair, put on some makeup then got into my dress. Just before I left my apartment I sprayed myself with my favourite perfume and grabbed my lip liner, lipgloss and phone.

I got an uber to the boys apartment building. They gave me the code to get through reception then I got into the lift. Once I was outside the front door I knocked. It was opened by Talia a few minutes later. Her eyes lit up "y/n! I'm so glad you're here," she said as she pulled me in "none of the girls are here yet and I'm seriously getting bored of the conversation being about football." I laughed as she brought me through the hallway and into the living room. I smiled and waved lightly "hey." I said. "Hey! y/n, wanna drink?" JJ asked. I nodded and he took me into the kitchen.

After I got my drink I sat down on the couch between Talia and Harry. At the last party I got along great with everyone but me and Harry were a little awkward, Ethan had already pre warned me that Harry wasn't great with new people and so I tried to be as talkative as possible when I spoke to him so he didn't feel like he had to do too much of the talking, and it seemed to work pretty well. In the next half an hour everyone else arrived, including Ethan and Faith so I immediately became more comfortable.

As the night went on everyone progressively became more and more drunk. I stood in the kitchen pouring myself, another drink when Harry came in. "Hey, what ya making?" he asked. I turned around "vodka Redbull, want one?" he stepped towards me "Nah, I'm alright but thanks though." he said. I smiled lightly and continued to make my drink while he made himself something. "So, how did you meet Faith?" he asked, breaking the comfortable silence. I finished pouring my drink, took a sip and looked up to him. "Met her during high school, we've been friends ever since." I replied. Just as I finished my sentence, Freya walked in and told us we were going to play Uno.

Me and Harry headed into the living room and sat down on one of the sofas. Once we played a few rounds we got bored and began chatting amongst ourselves. I spent the rest of the night talking to Harry and getting to know him properly until I was too drunk to hold a conversation so decided to call it a night and go home.

The next morning... I woke up with what felt like one of the worst hangovers of my life. After practically rotting in bed all day, I managed to get myself up and order some lunch. When it arrived, I sat down to eat it and got a call from Faith: "hey! How are you feeling?" She asked. "not great, you?" I replied. "not the worst," she sighed contently "So... last night, you and Harry seem to be getting along." she said. I raised a brow, even though she couldn't see me "what do you mean by that?" She giggled "you just looked really... flirty." She said. I gasped "flirty?" "Come on y/n, you obviously like him!" She said with a chuckle. I sighed, then laughed "maybe I do."

Harry's pov:

I woke up to a text from Ethan: "so you and y/n yea?" I furrowed my brows "what?" I replied. A few minutes later he text back "come on bog it's obvious you like her😉" my face dropped slightly "is it really that obvious?" I replied quickly. "Haha yes yes it is" I signed "shit" I said quietly to myself.

y/n’s pov:

Today I'm going for dinner with Faith. She asked me randomly a few days after the party if I was free anytime this week, since Ethan was busy. So I said tonight and she picked a restaurant. I got ready into a casual outfit, pulled my hair into a half up half down style and did my makeup. Once I was finished I texted Faith, telling her I was just about to leave. She replied that she was also leaving so I made my way outside.

I got an Uber to the restaurant and was there within 15 minutes. I text Faith that I’d arrived but I didn’t get a reply. I brushed it off and headed inside. I looked around to check she wasn’t already here and my eyes caught someone else’s. I walked towards him “Harry? What are you doing here?” I asked. He stood from the small table he was sat at. “I’m meeting Ethan.” He said casually. My eyes widened slightly then I shook my head “Faith.” I said now realising what was going on. “What?” He said, confused. “I told Faith I- um liked you and I guess she was trying to set us up.” I said awkwardly. “I told Ethan I liked you.” He laughed slightly. “You do?” I said with a slight tilt of my head. He nodded. I smiled “well we better make the most of this then.” I said.

We spent the entire date laughing and getting wasted. We forgave Ethan and Faith and actually thanked them for forcing us to admit our feelings.

[mindofhills]

Requests are open !!

Hey guys!

So my blog has been growing lately and it’s super dope, but idk what to write anymore. I want to, but i have no clue. Also I have my finals and it’s kinda stressful, but I’ll make it do my request to you is to write me and tell me what you babies want to read and I’ll write it for you. Btw I make ….x reader imagines, smuts and oneshots so yeah. Haha okay, ask me and shit.

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You can request smuts etc. whatever you want and I’ll make it happen. I can also write for LGBTQ+ community. As for always, English is not my mother tounge so if I have any grammar or spelling mistakes then please ignore. Thank you & I’ll be waiting x

[sour--disposition]

Look After You

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ethan payne x fem!reader [platonic]

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Requested: heyYyYYy this might be out of the usual but can i just request a simple friendship hurt/comfort fic w ethan as the subject? prompt could be whatever you want :)

Ethan: answer your facetime

Ethan: come on im bored

Me: im busy

Ethan: rude i dont accept that

You let out a sigh as your phone started playing the God awful FaceTime ringtone once again. The screen was filled with a blurry picture of you and Ethan on night out, bringing the bare bones of a smile to your face. “What do you want?”, you asked as soon as you answered the call, rolling back over in bed to wrap the covers around yourself.

“I thought you said you were busy”, Ethan tutted.

“I am”, you lied. “No one else is gonna watch my Netflix watchlist, are they?”, you sassed.

“Fine, fine, whatever”, he surrendered. “I’ll go”, Ethan huffed, barely giving you time to say goodbye before he cut the call short.

On any other day, no matter how busy you were, you’d have rung Ethan back and chewed him out for hanging up on you. But today was different. Something about today made you not want to face it, made you want to cocoon yourself in your duvet and hide away from the world.

So you did.

In your cosiest clothes, fluffy socks and all, you were wrapped up in your covers as Netflix played across the TV at the bottom of your bed. You had a barrage of snacks tucked into your bedside table drawer and a cup of tea in the biggest thermos you could find in your cupboards.

A rattling in your apartment disturbed you, forcing you to peak your head out of the covers you’d buried yourself into. Before you’d even managed to pause the TV, let alone emerge from your cosy tomb, Ethan was standing in the doorway of your bedroom.

“What are you doing here?”, you asked him.

“Looking after you”, he said simply. Ethan walked over to the other side of the bed, kicking his shoes off and pulling off his hoodie, before attempting to dig you out of the covers. “C’mon, I need some covers if I’m joining you”, he argued.

You relented, giving up some of the covers so Ethan could slide in next to you. “Why are you here?”, you asked him again.

“Believe it or not, I actually know you well enough to know when something is wrong with you”, Ethan snarked, pulling his phone out of his pocket and dropping it onto the quilt before getting himself comfortable. “Now come here. I’m prescribing you with cuddles”, he pouted.

You rolled your eyes but let yourself be manhandled by Ethan nonetheless. “What’s up?”, he asked quietly into your hair once you were safely encased in his arms.

“Dunno”, you mumbled into the covers that you’d pulled up and under your chin.

“Tell me”, he whispered.

“Just a bad day”, you admitted quietly. “I don’t know what to do to fix it, I’ve tried everything”, you told him, voice wobbly. “I had a shower and I ate breakfast and I tried to clean a bit but I just feel exhausted”.

“So rest”, Ethan suggested easily.

“I’ve barely moved in 5 hours, I’m just as tired as I was then. If not worse”, you argued.

“So take a few days off. You’re probably burnt out”, he told you softly.

“Maybe”, you hummed.

“No. You are. I was just being nice. You look like shit”, Ethan told you bluntly. You snorted half heartedly at his words, letting Ethan know that you truly were not feeling at a rights at all.

“You’re so nice to me. Why have we been friends for 20 years?”, you asked him, voice shifting slightly from the monotone drawl it had been since Ethan arrived. “Can we just stay like this?”, you asked quietly.

“Course”, Ethan murmured, tightening his arms around you.

You dozed in and out that afternoon, Ethan’s arms never leaving you. “Thank you”, you whispered into the dark of your bedroom, the only light coming from the TV screen in front of you.

“For what?”, he asked, voice just as quiet.

“This”, you told him.

“You’re my best friend, Y/N”, Ethan said flatly. “I’m always going to look after you, whenever you need me”, he assured you.

“I know. Thank you”.

[ketamineharry]

I Bet - Ethan Payne

Requested: Yes ~ by @wroetobehzinga​ hi best bitch pls can I request a Behz imagine based on I Bet by Ciara✨✨ Luv ya x

Authors Note: This could potentially have multiparts please let me know if you lot would be interested in that. As always, thank you for reading love you all xx

You sat in your car, the windows shut as you scrolled through Instagram. You were waiting for Ethan so that you could go on a night out. It was a tradition for you to party together, get blackout drunk and then wind up in his bed in the morning; bed sheets tangled between both of your bodies. But, you craved so much more than just being drunk and ending up in his bed. You wanted to wake up in his bed every morning and watch the sunlight hit his face, hear his groggy morning voice wishing you a good morning. Have a round two, completely sober, having something to remember; something to confirm that it was good. That the feelings you had, were reciprocated and felt equally by the man you adored.

As Ethan approached the car, wearing his signature black tee, jeans and trainers. You were adamant that tonight was the night you were going to tell him how you felt. Especially because things would be aided by alcohol. A little bit of dutch courage should make the awkward tension, slightly better. The drive to the club was filled with a comfortable silence, as he placed a hand on your bare thigh, his hand pushing up your short dress ever so slightly. A half-smile plastered on his face, as he gave you a knowing look.

He took your hand, and led you through the club to the bar. You ordered a drink and took a few sips, before turning to Ethan. He stood there, beer in his ring adorned hand. You swore in that moment, he was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen. A deep sigh escaped your lips, if you didn’t say something now, you never would. It was literally, now or never. You leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder. Instinctively, his hand snaked around your waist, providing you with a comfort you didn’t know you needed.

“I love you.” You told him, loud enough just for him to hear, as the music thumped around you.

He pulled away from you, a surprised look on his face. You weren’t sure if this was good or bad. He took your hand, leading you outside into the cold night. Presumably so that you could talk properly.

“Babe, did I just hear that right?” He asked, as he raised an eyebrow at you. You swallowed hard, before nodding your head. You had been in love with him for the longest time, but had bitten your tongue, as you longed for the right time to tell him, that never seemed to come.

“I think we need to go back to my flat right now.” He mumbled, suggestively. He practically dragged you back to the car, he opened the drivers door and practically shoved you in. He went around to the other side and got himself belted in quickly. As you started the engine, you looked over at him hardly believing that you were about to go back to his flat practically sober.

Once you had arrived at his apartment building, he once again got out of the car first and helped you out of the vehicle. He grabbed a hold of your hand and practically dragged you to his apartment. As soon as you were outside, his lips were on yours, as he pinned you against the front door. His hands wrapped around your waist, as you found your hands in his hair, the curls soft against your hands. As you slightly tugged on them, he groaned into your mouth; which just increased your need for him.

“Let’s go inside.” He suggested, against your lips.

He fumbled for his keys in his pocket, as he quickly opened the door. His arms returned to your waist, as he hoisted you around his waist and walked you into his bedroom. He threw you onto his bed, your head hit the mattress as your hair fanned out around you. Ethan was in the corner of the room, undressing himself. As he put on a bit of a show for you, slowly exposing his toned chest and muscular arms as he took his top off. Once he had taken his jeans off, he made his way to the bed, in just his boxers and climbed on top of you.

He pinned your wrists to the mattress, as he kissed his way down your body. Starting at your forehead, kissing all the way down your face to your mouth, as he placed a soft kiss there. Which was different. You had kissed him before, but never like this, never this intimate. He moved from your mouth, down to your neck, leaving small hickies all over, marking you as his. A soft moan escaped your lips, as he found the sweet spot on your neck, as he did, his hands trailed down, to cup your boob in his hand.

-

You were left short for breath once he had finished, no matter how many times you had sex with him. You were always surprised at how good it was, how in sync your bodies were. How natural it felt. It was perfect.

Ethan held you close to him, you rested your head on his chest, as you traced patterns into his hot, bare skin as you both came down from your climaxes. A comfortable silence enveloped the both of you.

“That was so good.” He hummed into your hair, as he placed a soft kiss to your forehead.

“It was and look at us, we weren’t even drunk. This is progress.” You said, as you let out a content sigh.

“Yeah… Y/N this was a one off. I just wanted to see if I felt the same, and I don’t.” He informed you, as he rolled over. “Good night.” He whispered, as he tried to get to sleep.

You were left with your thoughts, you and Ethan had just ‘made love’, which was amazing for you, and supposedly for him too. But, the ‘love’ aspect wasn’t there for him, but it was painfully obvious that it was there for you. Not only that, but he had the audacity to tell you so matter of factly, so quickly after the fact that he didn’t feel the same. You followed suit, as you turned onto your side, blocked him out and silently cried yourself to sleep.

[damn-behzinga]

I Can’t Wait For Forever

Ethan Payne (Behzinga) X Reader

summary - The Sidemen film your’s and Ethan’s wedding, here are the fan favourite bits.

warnings - lack of father figure, panicking, swearings, my terrible writing

request - Could you do something with ethan where it's your wedding day or something. Thank you x

Hey if it alright could you do an ethan imagine where it's our wedding day and maybe its filmed by the sidemen x it's alright if you dont

masterlist and request info

You and Ethan had gotten engaged a year and a half before you officially got married. Ethan proposed at your anniversary and you had announced it a few days later.

You had chosen to get married at an old manor house which had a beautiful garden especially during the summer you were due to get married in.

When you and Ethan gave your invites to the lads, Ethan sat them down and finally asked, "Will you lads be my groomsmen?"

The boys all beamed and pulled Ethan into a hug and started jumping. You chuckled and smiled softly, watching the boys interact.

"So, who's your best man then?" JJ asked, a grin on his face.

Ethan grinned and sighed. "I chose Charlie." The boys all looked at one and other sighed.

"What?" JJ exclaimed.

"Well, when you guys get married, Josh will choose Tobi and vice versa, Vik will choose Harry and vice versa, and Simon will choose JJ and vice versa. I didn't want to pick one of you lot over the other." Ethan explained. The pairs all nodded understanding completely, knowing not to argue with the groom to be.

"Can we film it?" Harry asked.

"I'll have to talk to y/n, but it could be fun. You guys could film you guys practising. I think we were planning on filming the wedding anyway."

You had agreed, thinking it would be fun if the men filmed their perspective of the wedding and how their morning went. So the men filmed the day and how the rehearsal the day before went.

You stood at the entrance of the manor house, You watched as each of the pairs of brides and grooms made their way up to alter before going to their respective side. First to walk up was Charlie and your best friend Lucy, followed by Simon and Talia, then JJ and Becky. As Harry and Katie walked up to the alter they unlinked their arms and quickly separated causing Ethan to groan.

"You come up to there and then walk away not walk away straight away! Have you lot been to a wedding before?" You laughed at Ethan's comment as Harry chuckled and apologised. They were followed by Josh and Freya, Tobi and Gee, and then Vik and your friend Steph. Then it was your two young cousins, the flower girl and page boy. The walked down the aisle together and then ran up to give Ethan a hug. Josh and Harry were messing around with the cameras not really paying attention to talk about what was happening to the viewers.

You had decided on pink dresses for the bridesmaids and blue suits for the groomsmen. Ethan wore a black suit which contrasted your white trumpet figured dress that had a long train. The dress had long sleeves and an open back, showing off your figure but also letting your remain covered.

The groomsmen were on the other side of the hotel and didn't tell you that JJ had lost his jewellery.  Ethan was panicking trying to find this jewellery that you had spent way too long picking out. Ethan tried to remain calm for the camera and continued to search. Vik and Josh were calming him down as Simon, JJ, and Tobi were searching for the missing cufflinks. Ethan started to calm down and pulled out his phone to call his mum.

He put it on speaker his mum answered.

"Hello, darling, are you okay?" His mum's voice rang out. "Everything going smoothly?"

"Jide has lost his jewellery so they're searching for that and I'm nervous and excited and-"

"Has he checked the drawer next to the bed and the floor around it?" His mum interrupted. Ethan looked at the lads who quickly searched the area his mum pointed out. JJ held up the lost jewellery and gave a small sorry smile.

"You're a lifesaver!" Ethan groaned into the phone and his mum just chuckled.

"Anyway, you better not be getting cold feet right now!" His mother scolded. "Y/n is too lovely for that." 

"No, I want to marry her. I can't wait to marry her!" Ethan exclaimed. "We've been planning this for a year and I don't want to get anything wrong."

"Everything will be fine. I promise you."  Ethan's mum said calmly. "I can't wait to walk with you down the aisle."

Ethan got emotional talking to his mum, just a few months ago Ethan had cried to you about how he wasn't going to have a dad to walk down the aisle with or have a dad dance with you when you switched parents after the first dance. You had insisted that it was okay to dance with his mum and that you'd just have to switch it up.

"I'll see you in fifteen minutes, love." Ethan's mum said softly. Ethan said his goodbyes and hung up.

You and Ethan had decided to do a first look video before the actual ceremony because you wanted Ethan's genuine reaction. Ethan had waited and then you walked up behind him and tapped his shoulder. Ethan nervously turned around and as soon as he saw you, he bought a hand to his mouth and he looked you up and down. 

"Hi." You whispered.

"You look- wow. You look so beautiful." He said softly. He grabbed your hand and squeezed it lightly, his other hand reached up stroked your sleeved arm softly.

"Stop. I'm going to cry!" You exclaimed.

"Don't cry, your make up took so long!" Talia said, and the two of you laughed.

You soon had to separate and go settle down so you could walk down the aisle.

Ethan linked arms with his mum, getting ready to walk down the aisle. His mum pulled him down and planted a kiss on his cheek. And then it was time. Ethan walked down the aisle and made eye contact with his friends who smiled cheerily at him. Ethan stopped at the aisle and turned to kiss his mum's cheek. She grinned at him and patted his arm softly, tapping three times, a small sign they came up with when Ethan was a child to show that she loved him, Ethan tapped three times back. His mum took her seat and Ethan stood at the aisle. He greeted the celebrant and shook his hand.

"Congratulations." The celebrant smiled.

"Thank you so much." Ethan mirrored his smile.

Music started playing and Ethan immediately turned to watch the groomsmen and bridesmaids walking down the aisle. They all remembered what they had to do which relieved Ethan a bit. Ethan hugged your young cousins and they quickly moved on. Ethan then watched as you appeared at the other end of the hall, holding arms with your dad. You made eye contact with Ethan and waved quickly. He grinned and walked down the three steps to take your hand. He shook your dad's hand and you kissed your dad's cheek. Your dad took his seat as Ethan walked you up to the small stage. 

As the celebrate started his speech, you stared at Ethan and grabbed his hand and stroked it softly.

"And now for the vows." The celebrant smiled, passing Ethan the microphone.

Ethan took a deep breath and started to recite his vows, "When we met, I was a lost person looking to be found. During dark times, you were my flashlight. During hard times, you were my sense of relief. During times when I felt as though I had nothing left in me, you helped me get back up and fight. So now, as I look at you in front of me as beautiful as ever, I can say with confidence that you are the embodiment of joy, kindness, love, life, and happiness. You helped me grow to be a better person and I can't thank you enough. I vow to always respect and value your opinions. I vow to listen to your rants about whatever show you're watching that I don't understand. I vow to try to never hurt you. I vow that no matter what happens, I will stand by your side. I vow to remind you of how beautiful you are in every way. I vow to be a shoulder to cry on when we rewatch Marley And Me. I vow to be the best I can for you and so much more."

You wiped your tears and chuckled softly at him before reciting your vows. "I was always known as the quiet, awkward girl in the back of the room but when I met you, you made me feel listened to and understood. When I couldn't get out of bed for the day because everything seemed too much, you would go out of your way to help me get up and relax. You were my reason then, my reason now, and my reason every day. When I felt I was stuck at the bottom of the mountain with no way of getting up, you provided climbing equipment and climbed with me. You have never left me behind and I can't thank you enough for that. I vow to give you my all and help you during hard times. I vow to watch football with you even though I don't understand what's going on. I vow to be most truthful self in front of you even if it's the ugly truth. I vow to be a shoulder to cry on when you watch Marley and Me because, although you won't admit it, you've cried more times over that than me. I vow to be by your side no matter what life throws at us. And I vow to love you as much as I can."

And soon after, the celebrant announced that "You may now kiss the bride.". Ethan cupped your cheek and pulled you into a kiss and dipped you slightly. You pulled apart and started to walk down the aisle towards the car that waited for you outside. You got into the car and waved at your friends before they drove you to the hotel where you spent some quality time together.

An hour later you arrived at the reception where the two of you were welcomed with a round of applause and cheer. You made your ways to the seats and people started raising their glasses as Josh stood to make a speech.

"When I met Ethan, he was a fat kid playing Fifa in Essex. We got along really well and there was a moment where me and Ethan, a few years later we were sitting on the couch after a shoot and he turned to me and he said he had gone on a date with this girl that he really liked. And I found that her name was y/n." Josh smiled at the two of you. "They hit it off and we met her a month later and dinner. And as y/n left to go to the bathroom, Ethan turned to us and said 'I'm going to marry that girl'." Ethan chuckled and blushed. "And all of us at the dinner had known that this was going to last forever. Y/n balanced Ethan out and after Ethan had told me he thought he was going to die alone, it was nice to see Ethan so hopeful about love. Y/n didn't like him because he was Behzinga or a YouTuber, she liked him for him, and Ethan needed a person like that in his life. So, as I stand here today, I want to thank Y/n for always being genuine and not letting Ethan getting too big of a head. I would wish you luck for the future ahead but I already know that you two are going to stand together through everything. So, I wish that you two live a happy and healthy life together because you deserve it. Thank you." Everyone clapped as you wiped away a few loose tears.

Your dad had stood up to make a speech. "There are times when I look at y/n and I see her as the girl I held in my arms, moments after she was born. When y/n was a teenager she made the decision to move to London, she was only eighteen and eager to live her life to the fullest. I remember a few years later during one of our weekly calls that she was going out with this guy called Ethan. Now I met Ethan a few months later because something had happened and we came together to help Y/n. Ethan was nervous meeting me and my wife but we quickly proved to him that y/n was the most important thing to us and she was to him as well." You sniffled as your dad made the speech. "It was so surreal having Ethan come up to me and ask me if he could take y/n's hand in marriage, and I remember turning to him and saying that he didn't need to ask because I was already so supportive of their relationship that I was surprised they weren't married already. I already have a beautiful daughter but I am so happy to welcome Ethan into our family with open arms." You cried and gave your dad a hug, not wanting to let go. 

You had eaten your food and soon it was the first dance, Ethan and you had practised your slow dance for months and you were relieved when you managed to get to the final dip successfully.  You danced with your dad and Ethan danced with his mum, softly whispering to one and another about how proud they were. You had talked with Ethan about dancing with your mum but Ethan felt off because he didn't have a dad for you to dance with. So, as Ethan started to dance with your mum, you took his mum's hands and started swaying with her. Ethan met your eyes across the dance floor and smiled at you. You then cut into the red velvet cake and fed it to each other.

You continued to dance with everyone, socializing with all the guests, eager to see them all. And obviously you had to play some top tunes so when Beerus came on, all you jumped to the dance floor and hyped JJ up. The night was full of love and laughter and you wouldn't have had it any other way.

"Right, welcome back to Sidemen Sunday and before we get into it, let's give a round of applause to Ethan in his first Sidemen video being a married man!" Josh cheered. Ethan grinned at the camera, showing off his new wedding ring as everyone cheered.

"How does it feel to be married?" Vik asked.

"Like the same, except I have a ring on." Ethan joked. "Nah, I've never been happier. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me and I got to share the experience with you guys and we filmed it so I can hold that memory forever."

"Thank you for letting us be groomsmen." Tobi smiled

"Still pissed you didn't choose me to be best man." JJ huffed jokingly.

"Anyways." Ethan rolled his eyes. "I loved it and you guys coming up with the idea to film getting ready, that was brilliant."

"I watched the videos you guys did without me whilst I was on honeymoon and you lot lost the plot without me lads." Ethan chuckled. 

"How was your honeymoon? You went to South Korea right?" Simon asked.

"It was good actually! Lovely weather, we did so much, it was surreal!" Ethan chuckled. "Honestly, go there if you have the chance.

"Anyways, shall we move on with the video?" Josh asked and then everything quickly went back to how it usually was in a sidemen video, except this time, Ethan got to say 'My Wife'.

[sdmnluvs]

Stargazing~ Ethan Payne

Ethan Payne x female oc

Pleasenote that I love the stars but I know hardly anything about them lol

600 words

“I can’t believe you convinced Harry and Cal to let us stargaze out here,” she giggles as Ethan holds her hand tightly. He laughs and shakes his head.

“Harry loves me too much to say no,” Ethan says leading her over to the blanket that’s sprawled out on the fake grass.

They both lie down on it, side by side. Ethan’s still got a tight grip on her hand but she’s not complaining.

“It’s so beautiful,” she whispers, eyes wide as she takes it all in. The moons shining bright a few inches to her right, the stars are bright above her and to her left she has Ethan. He’s a light in his own very special way

“Yeah it really is gorgeous,” he mutters breathless. But he’s not looking at the sky. He’s staring at her, she’s transfixed on the sky with a smile that makes his heart swell with love and for butterflies fly in his stomach because how could one person radiate so much happiness?

“Wow look there’s Ursa Major!” She exclaims pointing towards a constellation that kind of looks like a bear.

He takes his attention off of her beautiful face for a few minutes and rakes the sky for one of the many constellations he had been studying the past few days.

He squeezes her hand a few minutes later when he finds one. “Is that Scorpius?” She looks to where his free hand is pointing and nods eagerly.

“Have you been studying Ethan?” She asks with a grin on her face. He nods sheepishly, the usual confident smile he wears has shrunken away and he’s left blushing under her gaze.

“You’re too cute you know that?” She whispers, they’re staring at each other now, soft smiles adorn their features.

He just wants to kiss her but he’s scared he’ll ruin the moment. The moment that he’s spent days planning yet when she asked he shrugged and told her that he planned it the day before.

He spent every night reading and learning the names of ever different star. Learns their backstories and every little detail he can find. Begs Harry to let them use his “garden” for the night because “Bog, we’d be squished on my balcony”.

Harry only says yes as long as he gets to make a speech as their wedding, gets to tell everyone how he was a good friend and let them stargaze in his “garden” for their 1st date.

But as Ethan lies here staring into her eyes he doesn’t know if Harry will ever get to say that speech. Because he’s dreamt of kissing her since she agreed to go out with him. But suddenly he’s scared that he’s going to ruin it all.

“Kiss me already Ethan,” she giggles and that seems to snap him out of his trance. Closes the gap between them and he can feel the fireworks exploding in his chest. She tastes like happiness and summer nights. Like everything good and sweet in the world.

They pull away a few seconds later and just smile at each other. Then she turns her head back to the sky but not before reaching for his hand.

He turns back to the sky himself, a dazed but happy look on his face. “I think this is the best date I’ve ever been on,” she smiles and squeezes his hand tighter.

“I’d have to agree with you their, reckon you’d fancy another one?”. Her laugh is so bright and full of love that it answers his question before she kisses him again.

“And ever since that night, Ethan’s not stopped going on about stars!” Harry says in his speech which causes a lot of laughs. But the Bride and Groom grin at each other, hands squished together and laughs full of love

[w2soneshots]

Babysitters -W2S

words: 0.8k+

warnings: separation anxiety.

summary: you and Harry leave your baby for the first time.

notes: this is kind of a part 2 to "Labour" since it was requested on my wattpad!🫶🏼💞

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y/username: 2 months with you🌤️🤍 ft auntie @faithloisak & my love @wroetoshaw

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It's been 2 months since Nova was born. Tonight is the first time me and Harry are actually going to be spending some time together without the baby. I was really appreciative about leaving her but when Faith said she'd look after her I knew she'd be alright. Faith has spent lots of time at my apartment and I've spent lots at her house, to keep each other company when the boys are on a shoot, so I know Nova loves her.

I quickly got ready while Harry watched the baby. I slicked back my slightly greasy hair (since I've been too busy to wash it), put on some makeup then threw on a dress with a matching blazer and some dark brown boots. Once I was finished I took Nova from Harry so he could quickly get dressed. Then we got all of Nova's stuff, Harry took some photos of me for my instagram in the lift, got her strapped into her car seat and made our way to Ethan and Faith's house.

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y/username: first date night in awhile🍽️

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When we arrived outside the big black gates surrounding the front of the house I gave Faith a quick text and the gates opened a few seconds later. "Hey!" Faith said emerging from the house and walking towards the car. I smiled lightly "hi!" Her mouth dropped slightly "you look incredible!" She said. A small blush covered my cheeks "thanks." Ethan came out a few minutes later with Olive attached to his hip. "You alright mate?" He said to Harry as he got out of the car. "Yea mate, you?" Harry replied. "Good good. Where's Nova?" Ethan asked. "Oh shit ye!" I said quietly running over to the back seat door. Faith laughed "I've done that before." She stated.

"She'll be fine." Faith said trying to comfort me as I walked out of the front door. "I know, I know, I trust you. But-" I sighed. "I felt the exact same the first time I left Olive with someone else, I still hate it now. Just go and enjoy your night, try not to worry too much." She said kindly. I smiled "thanks Faith, see you later." I said and with that both me and Harry hopped into the car and sped off towards the restaurant.

Once we arrived we headed inside and were taken to the table we'd pre booked, by the waitress who was stood at the front desk. "y/n, she's fine." Harry said as I stared at my phone. I looked up at him "I know." I said desperately trying to focus. My phone dinged "it's Faith!" I said, quickly picking up my phone. "She cried a little but she just fell asleep xx" I sighed "she's asleep." I relayed the message to Harry. He smiled "good now you can stop worrying." He said with a little laugh. I smiled and nodded.

After eating our food, paying and getting into our car we made our way back to Faith's house to pick Nova up. When we quietly entered the house Ethan gave Harry all the bags and he took them to the car. Then I followed Faith up the stairs and into the spare bedroom where Nova's travel cot was set up. I smiled as I saw her sleeping peacefully in the cot. I looked to Faith "thank you for looking after her." I whispered. She smiled "she was so good, we're happy to watch her anytime." She said. I nodded then gently lifted Nova from her cot and moved her into her car seat, thankfully not waking her up.

Once we got home I took the baby into mine and Harry's bedroom and placed her into the crib next to our bed. She stirred slightly but drifted back to sleep as I lightly rubbed her back. I crept out of the room and entered the living room to see Harry sat on his phone. I sighed deeply as I plopped myself down onto the opposite side of the couch and lay my feet on Harry's lap so my back was against the arm of the sofa. He placed his free hand on my legs and looked towards me "I know it was difficult leaving her, I'm really proud of you." He said. I smiled "thanks Haz."