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eat-my-cake-records · 5 months ago

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Synthetic Pulse: The Future Sound of Club Culture

“Synthetic Pulse: The Future Sound of Club Culture” Welcome to the sonic revolution. At Eat My Cake Records, we’re all about pushing the boundaries of what music can be, and our latest release, “Synthetic Pulse,” is no exception. This isn’t just an album; it’s 13 albums all tied for #1 on the Soace Country Trap Top 40 —it’s an experience, a high-voltage journey through the future of sound that…

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tapakah0 · 3 months ago

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#I have white envy for people who adore something specific. They can stay up all night #research and create for this with blazing eyes. And this state can last for a very long time #Last year I felt it in full #and here I am again sitting at a broken trough and taking out and keeping in safe pieces of what still can shake me ha-ha #It's not very funny when you felt what it was like. I suppose there was also pressure on top of that #but damn #I'm not a weak person so I really hope it's not the reason #Wanna run away somewhere quiet where I can do what I want to do without responsibilities that never were my responsibilities from the start #*sigh* I feel like the most boring person in the world again wheeeeze #tapadoodles

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rosesofenvy · 2 months ago

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2m43s of Arthur Lester Falling (S4)

Tag you favorite fall! Mine is when he falls through the stairs <3

SEASON 1 FALLING COMPILATION

SEASON 2 FALLING COMPILATION

SEASON 3 FALLING COMPILATION

#yall this one took me so long im sorry #life has been busy #and I kept putting it off because I KNEW it would be more complicated than the others #I hope it makes you laugh today though #I put a lot of effort into it #too much effort even #malevolent #malevolent podcast #envy creates #arthur lester #john doe #malevolent season 4 #oscar malevolent #detective Noel

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dykedvonte · 3 months ago

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Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?

#like curly is very much does his job goes home takes care of self repeat i dont think hes like an asocial person but he doesn't take the tim #time to indulge in himself the way he thinks hes a bigger picture guy so as long as nothing is disrupted hes relatively okay even if its #slowly chipping away at him and making him feel hollow like he thought space was endless that he could never reach a point of feeling finis #he never had to predict what to do after the end and suddently he realizes there was no end to it because there cant be an end to nothing #hes accomplished so much objectively but hes done nothing with his life outside of his work like he mentions no hobbies other friends or an #thing of the sort he doesn't even feel like he can vent it cause what? hes complaining about how hard it is to get promoted to have securit #in a job you hate and a position that keeps weighing you down like I feel like if he explained himself at the party and didn't let Jimmy t #talk for him hed actually have made points the others would get cause even if they envied his position he still is justified in being unhap #not everything that you think would bring you happiness does or fulfills even a small part of that desire #idk hes a lot more fucked in the head but like towards himself than people realize like how he lets Jimmy treat him is indicitive of that i #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #captain curly #curly mouthwashing

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ifyouknowmenahyoudontt · 7 months ago

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i love when men have lucious long hair. like why are such a slut i love you kiss me

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envyenvys · 1 year ago

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#stobin moment #don’t ask what the H brand is for bc idk #they’re at the Hawkins farm convention or smth. decide with your heart #i miss them #I’ve been wanting to draw them in these stupid shirts for so long #the arrows pointing in the wrong direction is crucial #the greatest qpr hawkins has ever seen #<— stobin tag #envy draws #stranger things #fanart #stranger things fanart #steve harrington #robin buckley #stobin

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the-mighty-e · 9 months ago

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Do you think that we’re soulmates in every universe? (Digital)

WHEW… REDID THIS ON MY IPAD BECAUSE I WAS VERY PROUD OF HOW IT CAME OUT

Putting the panels separated for a better quality, but if you want, here are the full images :)

Edit: lmao I'm killing twitter with this one

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sunlit-mess · 8 months ago

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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

#messyr #doodle #vent art #idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately #overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew #ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk #Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same #well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd #abuse mention

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enchantingfemininity · 2 months ago

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arisoups · 10 months ago

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envypowers world domination

#julie powers #envy adams #envypowers #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim vs the world #art #my art #long bacon store #i love them #so much #i love them so much

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niyxxe · 11 days ago

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just terribly down-bad for this look, how is he real. this is beyond gorgeous.

#fangs of fortune #ying long #hou ming hao #i always shake my head in what i dont know is awe or envy #look at that little clasp holding his hair together on both sides below his shoulders #and we're not even gonna talk abt the throat-to-chin marking btw #OH IM OBSESSED

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popfizzles · 8 months ago

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FINE NO SWAPFELL BOBA/VAL /LH, but what about the brothers? what are their soulless equivalents?

The twins are probably pretty popular around the casino!! <:) But I bet they wind up making trouble if left alone.

#Cuphead #Cuphead: DDWTD #CDDWTD #CDDWTD Cuphead #CDDWTD Mugman #CDDWTD Greed #CDDWTD Envy #fizzles draws #anon #anonymous #cuphead's greed has always and will continue to be his greatest flaw #and mugman harbors a lot of resentment over being 'Player Two' for so long

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mrs-gauche · 2 months ago

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I beat Veilguard.

It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.

#datv spoilers #the moment that completely broke me #''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas #you are free #and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years #I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully #I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years #and that was for him to find peace #so these are mostly tears of joy #I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now #this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love #and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been #the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me #it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long #but I'm so thankful to have closure now #my heart is full #you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season #snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked #I like to think he regained it now #thinking about a little Wisdom spirit #hmm #I don't think I can sleep now #I think I'll just watch the snow a little more

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rosesofenvy · 4 months ago

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2m25s of Arthur Lester Falling (S3)

Tag your favorite fall! Mine is "a long, long fall (reprise)"

SEASON 1 COMPILATION

SEASON 2 COMPILATION

SEASON 4 COMPILATION

#i am VERY proud of the timing between the piano jingle and “where's the bed” landing on the downbeat #this one was so hard to edit #trying to keep the more unpleasant noises to a minimum #coda was a beast to get through #thats half the reason this took me so long to finish #to be fair i did start a new job #and moved #only took me two edits to realize i can crop the videos before uploading them to capcut and they'd look better #sighs #malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent season 3 #arthur lester #john doe #envy creates

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lunarin64art · 9 months ago

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That feeling when he can't stand to see you that way, no matter what you do, no matter what you say😩😭💔

#scott pilgrims precious little life #scott pilgrim vs the world #spvtw #spto #scott pilgrim #wallace wells #lisa miller #scollace #kim pine #natalie adams #envy adams #don't rlly know if I like how this turned out but oh well;;;#hope its obvious that this is based on the song “Scott Pilgrim” which the creation the comics were inspired from #the lyrics always make me think of Wallace and Lisa's feelings for Scott every time I hear it #ofc you could also relate it to Kim especially since the singers voice kind of reminds me of her #but overall the lyrics fit these two much better since Scott never truly “saw them that way” despite how long they've liked him #and they always seem happier to see him compared to Kim #Im surprised tho that I havent yet seen anyone draw these two together now that their dialogue parallels have been acknowledged more lately #also tho I wish more people pointed out that they both got cucked by red heads LOL #and Kim and Envy actually do look really similar when scott first meets them #makes me wonder if Scott subconsciously went for Envy since she reminded him of Kim (which would be fitting given that you could argue that #Envy dated Scott because he reminded her of Todd. Since he and Scott are confirmed to be meant to be seen as similar to one another #so much so that even their first and last names rhyme #last thing I'll add tho is that while Wallace and Lisa are very similar even personality wise #the one big difference is that despite that whole conclusion on vol4 of Scott not cheating on Ramona with Lisa because he loves her #the writers apparently think it would be “organically correct” for him to have an affair with wallace LMAO #but I guess we shouldn't be surprised since Wallace and Ramona are both in the front of the official valentines art which is clearly #a deptiction of Scotts wet dream or smth (oh and you could also argue that Wallace and Lisa parallel on that art since they're both #shirtless with white socks.. which could be a reference to how lisa wears skimpy clothes for Scott and Wallace often only wears boxers #to like sexually frustrate Scott for fun or smth

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raileurta · 3 months ago

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I'm seeing these fics on ao3 where the tfp kids get forcefully turned into a bot and while they're nice I want to see one where Miko turns herself into a transformer on purpose.

Look me in dead the eyes and say she wouldn't absolutely become a predocon if given half the chance. She gets to join the autobots and can be a dragon at the same time? Hell yeah she would do it.

So I'm thinking Miko is on the nemesis for whatever reason then while running around overhears a conversation between Megatron and shockwave. For whatever reason the decepticon leader is looking into how to turn organics into bots. They have successfully achieved it and discuss all the details about it. Once the two leave Miko steals whatever would turn her into a cybertronian and sneak off.

You see for the process to work there needs to be more living metal than the creature's mass. The more metal there is the better the results. After thinking it over for a bit Miko decides to use the apex armor. Just like the eclipse fic this is inspired by she is currently being isolated by the team, probably for the same reason too.

Anyways she feels like this is the way to get back at them and to fix the problem. (Plus she just loves the armor)

I haven't seen any content like this yet but I might do some doodles based on it.

#miko nakadai #transformers tfp #slight angst #fanfic prompt #if I get 100+ likes I'll do a full design and stuff #digital art takes me way to long to do #transformers: prime #transformers #tfp miko #dragon is peak gender envy

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