#Envy!Raz

[ask-the-raz-vices]

if i put. one chocolate. in the middle of the table and if i made sure wrath couldnt get involved, which of the vices would win in a fight to get it?

YO HOLY SHIT PEOPLE ACTUALLY REMEMBER THIS BLOG??? (I fell out of the Psychonauts fandom but I’ll still answer this question)

Honestly? Probably Envy. I mean, Envy got the TK, remember?

[bbloveseevees]

Hi you guys really seemed to like my Raz’s Vices post, so here’s some full body sketches!

I can’t choose if they’re actually physically separated from Raz or some kinda Mental Construct, but I prefer the first one

Basically:

Wrath get’s Raz’s left hand

Envy get’s Raz’s right eye (no clairvoyance for you, mister)

Sloth get’s Raz’s fangs (fanged Aquatos and Raz headcanon my beloved)

I didn’t bother to draw him, but Blissed Raz (or Bliss)’s turtleneck becomes RAINBOW as a little thing to show that he ain’t normal.

DRAW FANART OF THESE GREMLINS AND SEND ME ASKS ABOUT THEM

I MIGHT MAKE AN ASK RAZ’S VICES BLOG FFS I LOVE THESE MENACES SO MUCH

[bbloveseevees]

Envy in the background stealing anything they can get their hands on:

PSY2k Lili would stare at Wrath and be like:

“OH GOD THAT’S WHAT I ACTED LIKE WHEN I WAS A KID!?”

And PSY2k Raz is just in the background like:

“YEAH. THAT IS.”

[lottaham]

TFW the secondary name is so powerful you kinda just wanna make it your Name name

[ottosbigtop]

i really love your older dogen design, it's so perfect. they look very cozy in that massive cardigan. (also, gotta say, kinda gender envy.) if you're still doing requests, i'd love to see him hanging out with older raz.

Thank you!! I need to draw Dogen hanging out w Raz and Lili (or really like. Anyone.) more, I’ve woefully underutilized them so far. He and Raz are ride or die besties, to no one’s surprise.

[ask-from-razputin-aus]

Hey, I’m the creator of the “Raz’s Vices” Au

Can you guys watch my goofy guys for a while? I’ll pick ‘em up later!

*sets Wrath, Envy, and Sloth down in a little pile*

Play nice boys! Baiii!

[shiningwonderland]

Natsuki Shinomiya (Repeat)

Translator: Raz (Twitter: agnadance)

Proofreader: Nadie (Twitter: nmoniag)

Editor: Mae (Twitter: itoshikimaegirl)

QA: Rei (Twitter: wolfe_raine)

December - Waltz of Tears

It's already December but Natsuki still hasn't come back.

He's still Satsuki-kun…

He practices with me once every few days, but he still hasn't opened up his heart to me.

He must hate me… all because I rejected Natsuki-kun...

Satsuki Shinomiya: … What?

Haruka Nanami: No… it's nothing...

I've found myself gazing at Satsuki-kun this entire time, in response to which, he only glares.

… Where is Natsuki-kun? Is he inside Satsuki-kun?

Is he alone in some sort of fantasy world beyond a mirror?

… Now that I think about it, what does Satsuki-kun do when Natsuki-kun is the dominant personality…?

Haruka Nanami: Ah, umm… is it okay if I ask you something?

Satsuki Shinomiya: If it's about Natsuki, I haven't got a clue.

Haruka Nanami: Um, that's not it... Satsuki-kun, where and what were you doing up until now when Natsuki-kun was the dominant personality?

Satsuki-kun makes a melancholic expression for a brief moment before he collects himself again.

Satsuki Shinomiya: What would you do with that information?

Haruka Nanami: … I'm just wondering where Natsuki-kun is right now...

Satsuki Shinomiya: He's in the darkness.

Answering with a low tone, Satsuki-kun's face becomes stone cold.

Haruka Nanami: Huh…?

Satsuki Shinomiya: A deep… deep darkness... The abyss of consciousness...

Satsuki Shinomiya: A loneliness no one could fathom. An escape from all the surrounding jealousy and envy, complete nothingness...

Satsuki Shinomiya: A void. A closed-off world where voices from the outside world can seldom reach...

Haruka Nanami: …

Satsuki Shinomiya: … There is no explanation that I can give that could be understood by an average bystander... Is that enough for you?

Haruka Nanami: … Yes. Thank you very much.

Satsuki-kun looks like he's hurt that I didn't pursue any further.

Will Satsuki-kun go back to that darkness once Natsuki-kun comes back? The thought pains me.

Select the Phrase!

誰にも悲しい思いをして欲しくないのに。 I don't want anyone to be sad. (+15 Love, +5 Music)

Natsuki Shinomiya: What's with that look…?

Haruka Nanami: I want Natsuki-kun and Satsuki-kun to smile...

Is there no way to make both of them happy…?

Haruka Nanami: … You've always been alone, haven’t you? I'm so sorry.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Why are you apologizing?

Haruka Nanami: … That I can't do anything about it... I want you to be happy too, but I just don't know how to help.

Satsuki Shinomiya: … I don't need your pity. You should only be worried about him.

Haruka Nanami: … Satsuki-kun, are you worried about Natsuki-kun too? Satsuki Shinomiya: I'm his shadow. Of course I'm worried about him...

それでも、那月くんに会いたい。I still want to see Natsuki-kun. (+15 Love, +0 Music)

Satsuki Shinomiya: … If I go back to where I came from, he might come back here...

He puts his hand under my chin and lifts up my face.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Want to try rejecting me too?

Although he's saying it in jest, his eyes are dead serious.

Haruka Nanami: … I can't.

Satsuki Shinomiya: …

Satsuki-kun swiftly raises one of his eyebrows.

Haruka Nanami: I don't want you to say something so sad, even as a joke...

Satsuki Shinomiya: … You don't have to be sad.

He mumbles as if holding back and leaves the classroom.

どうすればいいんだろう・・・ What should I do... (+0 Love, +0 Music)

No matter how much I keep thinking about it, I can't come up with an answer.

I return to the academy and turn around the corner in the rear garden.

???: Good evening. The stars are beautiful.

A boy I've never met before speaks to me.

He has glossy hair, tan skin, and chiseled facial features...

He looks as if he's a prince from Arabian Nights.

Haruka Nanami: … Who are you?

Cecil Aijima: My apologies. I am Cecil… Cecil Aijima.

Haruka Nanami: Aijima? … Are you Japanese?

His face looks so different from an average Japanese person...

Cecil Aijima: No... My mother is Japanese, though...

Haruka Nanami: Ahh, I see.

Cecil Aijima: … Are you lost?

Haruka Nanami: Huh…?

Cecil Aijima: Your sound is wavering.

Haruka Nanami: …

Cecil Aijima: Song… is the soul of Agna...

Haruka Nanami: ???

Cecil Aijima: If clouds cover your heart, the twinkle of your stars will be lost.

He takes my hand and kisses the back of it.

Haruka Nanami: Ah, umm...

Cecil Aijima: The shadow of a star is still… a star. It shines by taking in your light.

Cecil Aijima: Everything is in song… guided by love.

Haruka Nanami: Umm...

He's speaking in Japanese, but I don't understand a word he's saying. What should I do?

Cecil Aijima: Do not forget... Everything will fall into place if you follow your heart...

Haruka Nanami: Ah...

The clouds cover the moon, briefly shrouding everything in darkness. During that moment, Cecil has vanished, as if he has melted away in the darkness.

Haruka Nanami: … What was that?

"The shadow of a star is still… a star." Like how Satsuki-kun is still a part of Natsuki-kun. I mustn't stray from my path.

Haruka Nanami: Follow my heart...

Tomochika Shibuya: Huh…?

Haruka Nanami: Ah, n-nothing.

Tomochika Shibuya: Are you thinking about Natsuki again?

Haruka Nanami: … Yeah... Speaking of which, Tomo-chan, I'm thinking of having a talk with Satsuki-kun after school today.

Tomochika Shibuya: Haruka… are you sure about this?

Haruka Nanami: Yes... I've talked with him several times now, so I think he'll understand if I try to be serious with him.

Tomochika Shibuya: Are you actually going to try to talk to him one on one?

Haruka Nanami: …? Yes, and?

Tomochika Shibuya: No, no, no! What're you going to do if he attacks you?!

Haruka Nanami: But...

Tomochika Shibuya: … I don't mind you going over to talk with him, but be sure to tell me before you go, okay?

Select the Phrase!

そんな・・・悪いよ。No, that would cause you trouble. (+0 Love, +5 Music)

Tomochika Shibuya: It's not about whether it would cause me trouble or not, okay? It's a promise.

Haruka Nanami: … Okay.

・・・うん。... Okay. (+0 Love, +5 Music)

Tomochika Shibuya: Then I approve!

これは私の問題だから。This is my problem. (+5 Love, +0 Music)

Tomochika Shibuya: This isn't just your problem, you know! Depend on me, okay?

Haruka Nanami: … Okay.

I promise Tomo-chan, but I go to see Satsuki-kun alone anyway.

I think this is a problem that I have to solve by myself.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Why did you ask me to talk to you out here?

Haruka Nanami: I want to properly apologize… to Natsuki-kun...

Satsuki Shinomiya: I told you that Natsuki isn't here.

Haruka Nanami: … But you're also Natsuki-kun... Natsuki-kun's inside of you, isn't he?

Satsuki Shinomiya: … What are you going to do after apologizing? Go on and keep pretending to be just friends?

Haruka Nanami: Natsuki-kun is a dear friend to me, but that's not all. He's my one and only partner, and...

Satsuki-kun reaches out and pushes me away.

Haruka Nanami: …!

I fall onto my rump on the grass of the rear garden. Satsuki-kun leers down on me and pins me onto the ground.

Satsuki Shinomiya: And?

He puts his hand on my chin and forces my face to look at him.

Despite that, I don't think of running away for a single moment.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Friend? Partner? What are you talking about?

Satsuki Shinomiya: What about it? You'll abandon Natsuki either way.

Satsuki Shinomiya: There's nobody who can empathize with him. I'm… I'm the only one who understands him. I'll always be beside him.

Haruka Nanami: I'll be beside him too, now and forever...

I grab Satsuki-kun's cuff. I'm so frightened that I'm trembling, but I still keep holding on.

I won't let go. I don't want to let go...

Satsuki Shinomiya: You think I'd believe that…? Let go of me!

He rips his arm away from my hand.

Haruka Nanami: !!!

A flash of pain shoots through my hand, but I pay no attention to it.

Haruka Nanami: Believe me. To me, Natsuki-kun is…

Syo Kurusu: Haruka! Why you…! Get away from her!

Syo-kun runs in and kicks Satsuki-kun off of me.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Ugh…!

Syo Kurusu: Are you okay?

Haruka Nanami: Why…?

Syo Kurusu: Shibuya told me. She was looking for you because she couldn't find you anywhere.

Haruka Nanami: Ah...

Syo Kurusu: Are you an idiot?! Why don't you depend on us? Stop thinking you can do this on your own!

Haruka Nanami: I'm… so sorry...

Satsuki Shinomiya: Urgh! How dare you...

Satsuki-kun lurches to his feet after being kicked down by Syo-kun.

His body is surrounded by a familiar black aura.

Syo Kurusu: Tch! He can still stand up after I gave him one of my best kicks?!

Syo Kurusu: Haruka! Stay back!

Satsuki-kun slowly approaches Syo-kun.

Syo Kurusu: Damn it! What's with this pressure?!

Syo-kun's legs are shivering.

Despite that, Syo-kun stands firmly in place, shielding me behind him.

Satsuki Shinomiya: … Die.

With one punch, Satsuki-kun sends Syo-kun flying into the wall of the school building.

Syo Kurusu: GWOH!

Haruka Nanami: Syo-kun!

Syo Kurusu: I'm… okay… get away… from here...

Select the Phrase!

そんなことできないよ。 I won't do that. (+10 Love, +0 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I can't leave you or Natsuki-kun behind and run away!

わたしは逃げない！I won't run away! (+20 Love, +0 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I've made up my mind that I'm confronting Natsuki-kun!

無理...だよ... No… I can't… (+5 Love, +0 Music)

Haruka Nanami: Ah… my legs won't move… and...

Haruka Nanami: I… I've made up my mind that I'll confront Natsuki-kun!

Syo Kurusu: Damn it… you idiot...

Syo Kurusu: Hey, Natsuki… I know you can hear me... She said that she wants to have a talk with you... I won't force you to come out, but...

Syo Kurusu: Listen to her, damn it! Urgh...

Syo-kun's grips his chest and his face contorts.

Haruka Nanami: Syo-kun...

Syo Kurusu: It's okay… I just want to say… do your best...

Syo-kun faints.

Haruka Nanami: Syo-kun, Syo-kun!

Satsuki Shinomiya: He fainted after just one punch? What a weak guy...

Haruka Nanami: Satsuki-kun...

Satsuki Shinomiya: Get lost. Do you want to end up like him?

Haruka Nanami: … I want to tell you something, and I won't leave until I do.

Satsuki Shinomiya: …

I take a step towards him, looking him straight in the eye.

Haruka Nanami: Natsuki-kun, I… was so happy when you told me that you loved me.

Haruka Nanami: I wanted to tell you that I loved you too, but...

Haruka Nanami: I didn't want to break the no love rule in school and end up expelled because I wanted to fulfill our dream together. That's why I faltered.

Haruka Nanami: I pushed you away instinctively, but that wasn't because I was rejecting you.

Haruka Nanami: I love you, Natsuki-kun.

Satsuki Shinomiya: … Are you a fool?

Haruka Nanami: Huh…?

Satsuki Shinomiya: What's good about Natsuki, anyway? He's sensitive and fragile… and he immediately runs away from pain.

Satsuki Shinomiya: He has a brutal alternate personality hidden inside of him and you have no idea when he'll switch. What's so good about a dangerous man like that?

Satsuki Shinomiya: There were people who approached him with interest up until now, but they all left him.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Even his actual parents don't understand him.

Satsuki Shinomiya: He's an existence that is beyond anyone's comprehension. You'll never understand him.

Satsuki Shinomiya: What do you find so good about him? Why do you like him?

Haruka Nanami: Everything… I love everything about you.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Everything, huh…?

Haruka Nanami: I would like to see him one more time, if I could...

Haruka Nanami: When I see him again, I want to hug him as tight as I can.

Ah… huh? What am I talking about...

All I have to say is "I love him" and yet...

Haruka Nanami: I was so happy when he invited me to be his partner in the dance party...

This is so strange… my tears keep overflowing and won't stop...

Haruka Nanami: I keep thinking that maybe we can dance, that if I keep waiting for him, he'll surely come back...

Haruka Nanami: Then, he'll softly smile at me, calling me "Haru-chan"... so...

Haruka Nanami: I'll wait for you for as long as it takes until you come back... I'll keep waiting forever...

Satsuki Shinomiya: … It's useless.

Haruka Nanami: Ah… Ittoki-kun…! And Hijirikawa-sama too...

Otoya Ittoki: Huh? Nanami, why are you crying? Did Satsuki do something to you…?

I shake my head silently.

Masato Hijirikawa: Kurusu… hey, are you okay? Pull yourself together.

Satsuki Shinomiya: …

Satsuki-kun leaves without a word as everyone gathers to the scene.

Haruka Nanami: …

Otoya Ittoki: … Nanami? Are you sure you're okay? Are you pushing yourself too much?

Haruka Nanami: I'm fine... I told him everything I wanted to tell him. You should tend to Syo-kun...

Masato Hijirikawa: Let's bring Kurusu to the school infirmary for now. We can continue our talk after that.

Otoya Ittoki: Yeah, let's do that... Syo-kun, hang in there... We'll bring you to the infirmary.

Surprisingly, Syo-kun's injuries aren't serious and he is diagnosed to have only light bruises.

Satsuki-kun must have gone easy on him.

The day of the dance party...

Natsuki-kun promised me a dance with him, but he didn't come.

If he hasn't returned yet, then it can't be helped, but somewhere in the back of my mind, I thought that maybe Natsuki-kun would come for me.

The party is wrapping up, and people leave the hall one by one.

Even then, Natsuki-kun doesn't show up.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Are you still waiting for him?

As I sit in front of the entrance of the party hall, Satsuki-kun calls out to me.

Haruka Nanami: Did you… come for me?

I was convinced that Satsuki-kun would not come to the party, so I'm surprised.

Satsuki Shinomiya: No… I just wanted to check things out a little. I'll leave.

Haruka Nanami: I'm still happy that you came.

Satsuki Shinomiya: I'm not Natsuki. I didn't promise anything to you. I won't dance.

Haruka Nanami: Okay.

Satsuki Shinomiya: The reason why I'm here is because Natsuki won't come. It's no use for you to wait.

Haruka Nanami: Even so, I'll keep waiting… I want to keep waiting.

Satsuki Shinomiya: … Why do you want to go that far?

Haruka Nanami: Because I love you... Is that not a good enough answer?

Satsuki Shinomiya: … I don't like you one bit...

Haruka Nanami: Even so, I do...

Satsuki Shinomiya: … I won't hand over Natsuki to you. Never...

Satsuki Shinomiya: If I do, I'll...

Haruka Nanami: Satsuki… kun?

Satsuki Shinomiya: … It's nothing.

Satsuki Shinomiya: … Don't come out... Do you want to be hurt again…?

Satsuki-kun suddenly clutches his chest and his face contorts.

Satsuki Shinomiya: … I won't let you get hurt. That's why I'm here.

Satsuki Shinomiya: I'm the only one who can protect you, for eternity... Isn't that right, Natsuki…?

Satsuki Shinomiya: Say I'm right...

He murmurs to himself with a stifled voice. He looks as if he's crying...

Haruka Nanami: What's the matter? Are you in pain?

Satsuki Shinomiya: Shut up! I told you it's nothing!

Satsuki Shinomiya: … I'll go back. You better go back too before you catch a cold.

Haruka Nanami: … You're worrying about me?

Satsuki Shinomiya: No… that's not it. Damn it, why do you piss me off so much?

Haruka Nanami: Thank you for caring about me, but I won't go back. I'll keep waiting for Natsuki.

I unconsciously reach out and grip Satsuki-kun's hand.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Stop it!

He slaps away my hand.

Satsuki Shinomiya: Don't act so kind to me... Why are you so vulnerable? Damn it...

Satsuki Shinomiya: Anyway, waiting's not going to change anything. You won't see Natsuki ever again.

Haruka Nanami: I still want to wait for him… because I promised...

Satsuki Shinomiya: Hmph. Do what you want...

Satsuki-kun turns his back to me and walks away.

Just like he said, if he leaves, Natsuki-kun will never come see me here.

I understand, but the reason why I can't move is because I have a lingering attachment–a faint sliver of hope.

I keep holding on to the chance that he may come for me.

Maybe that's just all a fantasy, and yet I keep clinging onto that slim chance.

I don't move from my spot, even after every single person has gone and the lights in the hall have turned off.

I hear a deep ringing of bells in the distance for some time.

The midnight bell... The date has changed...

This signals the end of the previous day–the day that promise was never fulfilled.

My faint hope, like a bubble in the ocean, pops and disappears.

Those fantastical days have ended as if the spell has been broken, and my normal everyday life has returned.

The miracle of the holy night–it really was just an illusion after all.

The cold and the crushing feeling of reality opens up the dam of emotions I've been keeping inside of me, coming out as tears overflowing from my eyes.

I mustn't cry… but I just can't stop...

The snow falling on me seems to melt down into my heart–my fingertips numbed by the cold cut through the emptiness.

My body temperature is plummeting... My consciousness fades away along with it...

And yet, I can't bring myself to care.

Ahh, but... I would like to see him again even for a brief moment… his warm smile...

Haruka Nanami: Ah...

Everything goes black, but not because I fell unconscious...

Natsuki Shinomiya: I'm so sorry for keeping you waiting...

Warm arms envelop me.

Haruka Nanami: Natsuki… kun…?

Natsuki Shinomiya: Yes, it's me...

He's here... Natsuki-kun really came for me...

Haruka Nanami: Na… Na… tsuki… kun...

My tears flow down my cheeks.

Natsuki Shinomiya: I've been watching you this entire time.

Natsuki Shinomiya: I pretended that I wasn't aware this entire time when I was trapped by the darkness.

Natsuki Shinomiya: But… your voice cut through the darkness and reached me.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Your confession… made me so, so happy.

Natsuki Shinomiya: I wished to free myself and hug you tight...

Natsuki Shinomiya: But… I was too weak to escape the darkness.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Even though you said that you love all of me, and I feel the same way...

Natsuki Shinomiya: I love all of you... My chest tightens just from thinking about you...

Natsuki Shinomiya: When I discovered that you feel the same way about me–that we're connected by the same emotions, I gained the courage to free myself from the darkness, and yet...

Natsuki Shinomiya: I made you wait this long. I swore to myself that no matter what, I would protect you...

Natsuki Shinomiya: I'm so sorry that I'm like this… I'm...

Select the Phrase!

そんなことありません。That's not true. (+10 Love, +10 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I'm happy just being with you.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Thank you. I'm so lucky to have you.

わたしはそんなあなたが... I like you just the way you are… (+20 Love, +10 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I like that part of you.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Haru-chan… I love you… I love you so much.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Even if you were to become the enemy of the entire galaxy, I will still love you.

Natsuki Shinomiya: I will love you for eternity… I swear to this sky. I want to feel you.

あやまらないでください。 Don't apologize. (+5 Love, +5 Music)

Haruka Nanami: You came back, and that's enough for me.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Thank you. I feel saved just from your words.

Natsuki Shinomiya: Let's go back... I don't want to let go of you ever again.

Natsuki-kun grips my hand.

Select the Phrase!

嬉しいです。 I'm happy. (+20 Love, +0 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I'm happy just being with you like this...

I smile as I reply to him.

Natsuki Shinomiya: You're so cute!

Natsuki-kun grins ear to ear and kisses me on the cheek.

わたしも...。 Me too... (+10 Love, +5 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I won't leave you ever again. I'll never let go of your hand…

ずっとこのまま...。 I want to stay like this forever… (+15 Love, +5 Music)

Haruka Nanami: I want to stay like this with you forever and ever.

Natsuki-kun hugs me tightly once more.

As the snow falls around us, we return to the dorms hand in hand.

It may be cold, but the warmth I feel through his palm is so precious to me...

We slowly walk through the snow, one step at a time, as we feel each other's heartbeats.

Mini Game

Ringo Tsukimiya: Let's see... For today's one-on-one lesson, I want you to work on lyrics.

Ringo Tsukimiya: However, these are written by a student, not by a professional. A certain somebody asked me to give this to you! 

Ringo Tsukimiya: He wanted you to hear your opinion as a composer.

Ringo Tsukimiya: This isn't much different from the lyrics test that you worked on before. Just choose one of the phrases you see fit.

Ringo Tsukimiya: Well, there isn't exactly a correct answer or anything... Ahh, but you'll probably know what he would like best...

Ringo Tsukimiya: Hehe! It's nothing. Just talking to myself.

Ringo Tsukimiya: Anyway, let's begin! Go with your gut!

Perfect S RANK

Natsuki Shinomiya: Congratulations! Ahh, can I hug you? You did wonderfully!

Haruka Nanami: Um, if it's just a little…!

Natsuki-kun hugs me as gently as he could.

Chapter End

[constellarcreator]

Looking at Raz's idolization of Sasha through a transmasc lens is interesting I think. It's a common headcanon that Raz gets HUGE gender envy from Sasha which I fully accept but like. Idk I think there's also something to be said about Raz as a baby trans guy modeling his whole presentation after Agent Nein, who is The Peak of Cool Guy Masculinity in his child brain. There's autism going on in here somewhere as well.

[whorelyyy]

Ain’t money just a bitch?

It was Tuesday after work and Raz was curled up on her couch when her phone buzzed. It was a text from Erick.

Erick: "So, about that coffee... How does Thursday sound? I promise, I know the best spot. But only if you’re ready for a debate on which board game we’re playing next 😉."

Raz smiled at his playful tone, her heart doing a little flip. Ugh, no. She had to get that under control. She was in no way ready for anything romantic, no matter how much gymnastics her heart was doing. She typed back.

Raz: "Thursday works for me! And I’m always up for a board game challenge. You’ll just have to accept defeat early this time 😎."

As she hit send, her phone buzzed again, but this time it was an email notification. Raz glanced at it and froze. It was from the loan company she used to buy her house—a reminder that she’d missed a payment.

Her stomach tightened. She opened the email, scanning through the formal language, but all she could see was “missed payment” and “past due balance.” She had to put her phone down, letting out a sigh, her mind spiraling. She thought back to her conversation with Elena.

Elena had spoken so confidently about the financial security she’d gained, about how things had gotten easier once she started working on the side. Raz couldn’t help but feel that same tug of envy. She’d been struggling with money for a while now, barely keeping her head above water. Hearing how stable Elena was had sparked something in her, a curiosity that gnawed at the edges of her thoughts.

Could she ever…?

Her mind flashed back to the message she’d gotten after that drunken post—someone offering her an escape from her loneliness. It had felt weird at the time, but now, after hearing about Elena’s situation, Raz wasn’t sure. She found herself pondering it more seriously. Could she do what Elena was doing? Could she really...?

Her fingers hovered over her phone as she found the message and reread it.

"You're not the only one in this town craving connection. I know what it’s like to feel isolated, drifting through life, going through the motions, tethered to nothing. No one should feel that way, or endure such pain alone. Everyone needs support. I’d love to be that person for you. To help you. I could use a companion—a kindred spirit. Let me take some of life’s stress off your plate. Money is no object. If you're interested, please call me. I think the universe wanted us to meet. xo."

Raz stared at the words, her heart racing. Could she actually consider this? The idea tempted her—someone willing to help, to ease her burden. But what would it cost her, really?

[mirconreadzztuff22]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒮𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝑀𝓎𝓉𝒽𝓈

an: since I figured this might be a series, I might as well make a masterlist just to make navigation easier for both you guys and myself, enjoy <33

[dividers made by; @sweetxmelody, @plum98 , @frenchkisstheabyss , @just-my-latest-hyperfixation , @firefly-graphics and @animatedglittergraphics-n-more , go check them out!! <33]

The Myths:

The Seven Myths + Hazbin + Oc’s As Incorrect Quotes (Most Of Them From Co09)

Theme Songs

Heights

Credibility [coming soon…]

𝘙𝘰𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘢 <3 (Lust Ring);

First Rosalina Intro

Rosalina General Information

Rosalina In The Wild

The Pup’s Lecture

Stayed Gone

Secret Relations

In Need Of Relief

Divorce

Petty (Rosalina and Jeopard comic) [coming soon….]

ᴊᴇᴏᴘᴀʀᴅ (Sloth Ring);

First Jeopard Intro/General Information

Divorce

Petty (Rosalina and Jeopard comic) [coming soon….]

EᖇᗯIᑎ (Envy Ring);

First Erwin Intro/General Information

Secret Relations

Do So As We Please. <3

Not A Violent Dog. [coming soon…]

Bolt (Erwin’s Hellhound):

Secret Relations

Do So As We Please. <3

Not A Violent Dog. [coming soon…]

ℝ𝕒𝕫 (𝔾𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕕 ℝ𝕚𝕟𝕘):

First Raz Intro/General Information

𝒦𝒶𝒷𝓇𝒶 (𝓖𝓵𝓾𝓽𝓽𝓸𝓷𝔂 𝓡𝓲𝓷𝓰):

First Kabra Intro/General Information

Secret Relations

𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚞𝚛 (𝚆𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚁𝚒𝚗𝚐):

First Minataur Intro/General Information

Secret Relations

𝓐𝓷𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪 (𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓡𝓲𝓷𝓰):

First Andrea Intro/General Information

The Witch

an #2: I MADE THIS PLAYLIST A WHILE AGO BUT: here <33

[bienvenuechezmoi]

Je suis obligée d'ecouter la sale gueule de Norman parce que Dany et Raz ont fait un react.

J'AI ENVIE DE LUI ECLATER SA SALE GUEULE D'AGRESSEUR D'ADOS.

Rappelez vous que Norman a été sous enquête de la brigade des mineurs. Chaud chaud chaud.

[ask-the-raz-vices]

What do the silly guys think of the bracelets of them?

*Wrath scoffs and glares at the bracelets*

Wrath: They’re… cool I guess.

*Wrath takes the Envy one and puts it on*

Envy: Can I have all of them?

Lili: No!

Envy: Aw man…

*Envy quickly takes the Sloth one, like someone else would steal it from him, and runs off*

*Lili takes the Wrath one and carefully puts it on a sleeping Sloth’s wrist*

[bbloveseevees]

Omg I’m actually doing art like I promised??? (Feat: Vice redesigns?) (It’s just a sketch rn tho)

[pentacass]

Summary: After the end of 'Raison D'etre'. :)) [cw: suicide/suicidal thoughts, non-explicit]

'You will find my body where it belongs-'

"No, no, no!"

The letter flutters to the floor, forgotten, as Razum-dar bolts out of the secluded cottage, its wooden door nearly slammed off its hinges by his shoulder. Heart and feet racing futilely against time that has passed him by, Raz flies down to the shore, kicking up sand in his wake as he sprints towards the seaside cave. He rips a runestone from his pocket, its inscribed sigils glowing to allow him entry through an illusory wall of stone, to find-

"No." His throat is so tight, the word barely claws its way out.

Four unsteady steps towards the tombstone that marks the resting place of his beloved friend's ashes, then Razum-dar falls to his knees beside the body that lies before the grave - face-down, hand stretched outward as if it had prostrated, seeking forgiveness.

His hands tremble as he clutches at her shoulder, and turns her over. Lips tinted an unnatural black, they stand out against Sielaire's ashen complexion, one final mockery as Raz stares down at his latest, grave failure. An empty vial lies beside Sielaire's head, and Raz hurls it out of the cave, the sound of glass shattering against rock a scant balm against his hurting soul.

He wishes he could say this is a shock. Sielaire's days without Ayrenn had been spent without the slightest interest in living. He has known her trajectory all along, despite his efforts to anchor her in the present, in life. He only hates the possibility that - in his need to delay the inevitable, to draw a smile from one whose joy had died - he had prolonged her pain, when release might've been more merciful.

Gods know how often that last thought had seeped into his mind as well.

Burying bitter envy in the depths of his heart, Raz takes her hands, and clasps them over her stomach. Gently stroking her red hair, Raz lowers his head to rest against Sielaire's.

"Go in joy, kitten. Watch over her, wherever you are."

[brain-bumbler]

I am. I am shaking the jar demanding more sillies. Can be about anything, just gimme 🤲

OH ho ho hmmm

I've been thinking about Raz and Dion recently. We know Dion is jealous of Raz's powers. He's been jealous since he saw Raz and Frazie floating rocks and playing their super secret special mindgames, no big brothers allowed! Dion tried to do it to, to be like them even if it was against the rules, he wanted to-

Either he was repressing too hard, or he just wasn't psychic. He cried and buried those feelings deep beneath resentment and envy.

Jealous too of how Raz got to escape and start a new life, follow his dreams. Dion loves his brother, but his brother managed to defeat the family curse and change his parents' minds about psychics and save the world. All within the course of, what, a few days?

Raz effortlessly bounces around on his little lev ball, higher than Dion could ever naturally jump, and Dion wants to punch something.

But my personal headcanon is that Raz has spent most of his life jealous of Dion.

Perfect Dion, always does every trick right, future ringleader Dion. He felt like trying to reach the bar his brother set was like clawing up the side of a sheer cliff. Dion who has lots of friends in the circus, or at least knows how to be friendly and charming when he needs to be, not weird lil Raz who was off-putting to other kids. Dion who, as the oldest, gets the best clothes instead of hand me downs, who Dad and Mom trust the most.

Dion who is Nona's favorite.

Dion can cook and clean and reads real books, not comic books. Dion who can always tell when his siblings are having a bad day and does their chores or sneaks them a candy. Dion who always lands on his feet like a cat. Raz loves him but he wants to scream sometimes when he does a flip he worked so hard on and looks 5 feet away to see his brother doing the same thing but better.

If Raz heard Dion was jealous of him he'd want to both cry and smack him. God just let them talk things out give them therapy

[teazerwashere]

Raz is the worlds 1st ever butch 9 year old

I envy that. What a fucking king.