#Ellie is best girl

[iwasbored777]

Ellie: *chops the guy who nearly violated her into pieces*

Me:

[elliesfavbae]

Are you nervous, flower? - First kiss with Ellie, pt. 2

part one part three

synopsis: Your more experienced at kissing best friend helps you out but it starts to get out of control.

Pairing: Ellie Williams x unexperienced!reader

warnings: js a short fluff, intense kissing, eventual smut

smut incoming in the next part😋

wc: ab 800

I can't believe what has just transpired. Yes, it may look like a simple kiss, but it was your very first kiss. Your first kiss is with your best friend.

You speak again. Your voice fades into a whisper. "So..." "Can you kiss me again?"

"Ooh, someone is eager." She grins, but you can tell she's enjoying it as well. "Now, I want you to try it. Kiss me, y/n.

You feel hot again, losing all of your confidence. You don't know where to begin, and Ellie appears to notice it. "Come on, just bring me closer to you and kiss me," she adds softly.

Her speech soothes you; you take a deep breath as you lay your hands on her smooth cheeks.

You gently bring her towards you, just like she has done before. You do it slowly, watching for her reaction, but you don't see any, so you go ahead and connect your lips to hers. This time the kiss is firmer; Ellie allows herself to suck harder on your lips, and so do you. You taste her lips on your own. They’re surprisingly sweet.

You adjust your position so that your knees and thighs are touching. Ellie tugs at her lips and smirks as she breaks away from the kiss.

"Better" is all she says about the kiss. "You have to use your hands as well; it's not just about the lips." Ellie takes your hands from her face and places one on her hip and the other behind her neck. Her skin is so warm.

She then wraps her hands over your hair, occasionally tugging on hair strands and massaging your scalp.

"Feels nice, hm?" She whispers, and you kiss again, your confidence rising with each breath.

Your hands begin to feel around her hips, passing through her thighs and stomach. You automatically split your lips to let the warm muscle explore her tongue as it brushes over your bottom lip. As soon as you insert your own tongue inside her mouth, the kiss becomes even more intense. You have no idea what to do or whether she enjoys it, but you soon hear a hum of approval. Breaking off the kiss to take a breath, you glance up at Ellie's face. Its hue transitioned to pink all over her cheeks.

“Was it good, or at least... acceptable?” After a while of staring at each other, you inquire.

"Does it mean you want to finish?" Not even trying to hide her dismay, she asks, but you didn't say you were going to stop.

"I mean, do you want me to stop? You choose to give her a little teasing; you bite your lip.

"Do I look like I want to stop?" That's all it takes to give her another kiss. Without a doubt, this kiss is the hungriest of them all. Ellie senses it too, so she tosses you onto the mattress and precisely tugs at your hair strands with her hands. It almost feels too good to be true. You don't even notice that you're letting out a slight groan.

"Someone's enjoying this a bit too much." She whispers against your lips between the kisses, and you understand what just happened.

“Fuck, sorry, did I make it weird?” You stop making out, feeling embarrassed.

"Flower, no, it's okay." She comes up right away to console you. Once more, she calls you by name, which causes your stomach to race with butterflies. "Actually, I liked it." The flying bugs inside of you are actually erupting right now. You're so desperate to kiss her again that you're not even able to think clearly. So you act. She presses you up against the bed. She slides her knee between your thighs, intensifying the kiss. A soft groan leaves your lips as the kiss becomes incredibly sloppy. 

She suddenly reaches for your hand and places it on her lower abdomen, and you know what she means by this. Your fingers follow her skin all the way to her chest. Playing with the hem of her sports bra, you fold her breast through the material. She has such a soft chest, but you're not sure how much you can allow yourself to do with it. However, it no longer feels like a best friend helping another friend out. You hear muffled groans, but they aren't coming from you this time.

“Do you want to go further?” She asks, her cheeks covered in a red blush, a challenging smile tugging her lips.

[wh0re4elliewilliams]

yes, please let me suck your fingers. yes, please eat me out. yes, please look at me like that. yes, please put your fingers in me like that. yes, please let me taste you.

[mariatesstruther]

okay but a version of events in which tommy takes ellie to the fireflies, but NEITHER of them come back. and maria joel have to work together to get them back

[whenthegoldrays]

TOP TEN YICHAN AND EUN GYEOL MOMENTS IN 1995 (according to me)

10. Sauna scene

Yichan having just got told Eun Gyeol was his son and noticing their similar mannerisms! But he asks Eun Gyeol if he was serious and gives him the space to backtrack and deny it and he accepts it even though he knows now!!! (Also important because this is the point where the trust between them has been fully irrevocably established.)

9. Gym showdown

THE WAY EUN GYEOL RUNS TO SAVE HIM. He gets hit by a car (!!!!) and even that doesn’t stop him, he just runs. And he makes it. Also the fact that Eun Yoo had told him that he made a lousy bodyguard because he didn’t even know how to swear and then the first time he actually does swear is in defense of Yichan. Kinda emotional about it.

8. “I’ll never get married”

I think that if any single interaction between Yichan and Eun Gyeol in 1995 makes up for their last fight before the time travel, it’s this scene. Eun Gyeol comforting Yichan by telling him what a good husband and father he turns out to be, how he’s respected and loved by his wife and kids! The fight means nothing in comparison to how much Eun Gyeol really loves his dad.

7. “Who’s Yoon Cheong-ah?”

Peak comedy, peak delivery, peak moment they’re both SO DUMB I love them

6. The goodbye

SOBBING. Yichan being a dad in that he willingly gives so much up for Eun Gyeol’s good. “It’s not your fault.” “Promise to become my dad.” “Come back and find me.” T_T

5. Sleeping with grandma

The sweetest, most wholesome scene with Halmeoni, the last time they were ever all together and how much she loves them and they love her!!! And her sweetness to Yichan <3

4. “Man In The Yellow Shirt”

The boys perform together on several occasions, but the first one is still the most special to me. There are no extra strings attached, no scheming, no pressure, just Eun Gyeol discovering the joy of playing music with his dad and the two of them having the best time. Perfection.

3. “You saved my life many times in my past life”

I HAVE NEVER RECOVERED. The way they’ve been bickering and getting on each other’s nerves endlessly, but in this tiny, perfect moment, all of Eun Gyeol’s love for his dad comes spilling out and it’s so honest, so true, that it even softens Yichan for a moment.

2. “Red Sunset”

When I say this is the scene of all time, I mean it. The song! I think I’ve said this at least ten times in different posts, but the fact that Yichan could’ve tried to drag Eun Gyeol back to the band but he sings for him instead! They make it an apology and a celebration of Eun Gyeol! And how lovely his actual apology is! He shows how much they appreciate him! And then of course, how quickly it all devolves into chaos with Eun Gyeol saying he likes Se Kyeong, the fighting, the way Eun Gyeol gives Yichan a bloody nose and immediately runs to his side to make sure he’s okay! THE WAY HE’S IN A LOVE TRIANGLE WITH HIS OWN DAD AHSHAHHAHA. Best scene.

1. Cliff dive / beach scene

Eun Gyeol’s desperation and his fight to save Yichan, the way he’s tried everything and finally, finally, Yichan takes him seriously. And then Yichan saves his life. And all the emotions come crashing down and he can just be a kid crying in his dad’s arms again. I have never been okay since this scene.

[l0caltiredgirl]

oh to be pedro pascal’s kid in a cinematic universe

[dinosaurwithablog]

Canada's best gymnast, Ellie Black, is defying gravity as she graces the mats doing her floor exercise. She had the best routine choreography so far in my humble opinion. Her timing was perfect, and her moves were incredible!!!😊😋 She did many things that I hadn't seen before. Her passes were phenomenal 😍 WOW!! I loved her robotic moves the most and her passes, too.

Exactly when the music ended, Ellie struck this pose. Perfect timing. Spectacular!! She's sooooooo good. Way to go, Ellie!! You rocked it!! It's worth watching this routine. Still, I gotta say it.... go USA!!! 😁

[cheesecakeislazy]

Another Disventure camp Post-

1. Hunter deserved fucking better, he is ADHD coded and Ally is honestly so confusing and annoying to watch. I get that she’s insecure but I genuinely cannot stand her character. But I do not hate anyone who likes her.

2. It pisses me off in the latest episode that she keeps retaking the videos because she’s “worried about what others think” and then at the end of the challenge- leaves Jake for dead because she “needs to stop thinking about others”???? Bitch make up your mind please

3. The relationship between Jake and Ally is honestly so real because I also want to strangle her

4. I’m so glad that my twinks are happy together- please I hope they become besties at the end of S3

5. As a person with lots of TransMasc friends- I love how Aiden is subtle representation :)

6. I am a Jake kinnie. I will not listen to any meaningless Jake slander, I do understand that people just do not like his character- but he has qualities that I relate to on a spiritual level and I need to be seen

7. Tom please marry me or Jake either will suffice

8. I am a strong Ally and Ellie hater, I hate both of them but I am peaceful towards fans. I hate the fictional characters not their VA’s or fans. My opinions about this fandom are pretty strong sorry most of my other fandom opinions are not 😅

Thanks for listening to me ramble about a stupid show

[elliesfavbae]

Are you nervous, flower? - first kiss with Ellie, part 1

synopsis: Your more experienced at kissing best friend helps you out

Pairing: Ellie Williams x unexperienced!reader

warnings: just a fluff, my first fic too (how do i crop a pic)!

part two, part three

wc: ab 1500

It was a hot summer day. Like 32 degrees celsius outside. The sweet space of your room was no better. You were BOILING, everything sticking to your skin. Ellie could’ve said the same, sitting next to you in your room. It was like she was a part of your room’s scenery at this point, she was there almost all the time. You have been friends since you remember, spending every while with each other. Ellie recently broke up with her girlfriend and she was ranting about it:

“I let her be my girlfriend for two months for what?! So she can cheat on me WITH A MAN?” She emphasizes the last three words

It seemed like she wasn’t upset about losing her, just was frustrated she “wasted” so much time, as she describes it.

“I’m telling you, she wasn’t worth it” You try to comfort her. But the amount of times she has told you about her break up within the last week is uncountable, and you can’t think of any good responses anymore.

“Yeah, I know” Ellie rolls her eyes at your answer and groans, throwing her head back.

“It could’ve been worse though. Like, you could’ve been together for a year or something” You try again but it doesn’t seem to work well and Ellie sighs.

“Two months is a long period of time anyways. You don’t understand, you’ve never had a girlfriend” She whines, throwing herself next to you on your bed.

“Hey!” You throw a pillow at her. “I still have time” 

“Okay, okay” She puts her hands up in a defensive gesture. She’s making fun of your lack of romantic relations whenever she can. “But you can do like, a lot of things in two months in a relationship“

“A lot of things? Like..?” You look at her, curiosity in your eyes as a thought occurs in your mind “Like… have you done the deed?”

“What? No! Ew, don’t say it like that” Another groan escapes Ellies’ lips and she hides her face in hands. “We just… Kissed. A lot. Unlike you” She smirks as she finds another reason to make fun of you.

You don’t say anything because you know it’s true. Yeah, you haven’t kissed anyone yet. It’s not like you didn’t want to, you just… Never had a chance.

“Actually, why have you never kissed?” She turns right to face you. There is no malice in her voice, just pure curiosity.

You drop your gaze down “I don’t know I just… I haven’t had a good opportunity, I guess?”

“Bullshit. If you wanted to do it, you’ve already done it. Seriously, with that pretty face of yours?” She jokingly strokes your cheek

Your gaze is still running away from Ellie’s inquisitive irises. Suddenly, it feels like the temperature just increased by another 32 degrees.

“I guess I am just too nervous to do it. I have, like, no idea how to kiss” You admit

A chuck escapes Ellie’s lips “Sorry, shouldn’t be laughing but it sounds ridiculous. You’ve never kissed because you don’t know how? Yet you don’t even want to try” Ellie really tries not to laugh but can’t help a giggle which she tries to cover with a cough

“It’s just not that easy as it sounds. Not for me” Though she is laughing, you don’t feel amused. You realized it’s true, you’re actually scared to kiss.

“Listen, I’m really sorry” The girl says when she sees your serious expression. Ellie puts her hand on your arm “What if someone… showed you?” Her lips curl into a playful smile

I finally let my gaze meet your eyes “Like a movie?” You awkwardly chuckle, trying not to jump to any conclusions.

“No dumbass, like a person would actually… teach you. Would that make you less nervous?” Ellie suddenly sounds kind and now it’s her gaze that runs away from your eyes.

I gulp. It’s obvious what Ellie means now “Like… you want to kiss me?” You ask, a ray of hope creeping into your voice

“No, I, uh. I don’t necessarily want to, I just want to be a good friend and help you out” She sounds so nervous all of a sudden.

“Well, yeah sure, you can steal my first kiss” I say sarcastically, but to be honest you actually want her to help me out.

“Alright, come here” Ellie’s confident again, she pats a space on your bed in front of her, inviting you to sit closer.

You take a deep breath as you change your position, fake yawning to check for bad breath hoping Ellie didn’t notice that. But she did.

“I don’t care about your breath, really” She chuckles again but it doesn’t sound annoying. Not anymore.

“It's not like I thought you would, I know you won't judge me and-” I start mumbling because of the nerves “fuck I don’t even know what I’m saying” I admit with a sigh and an awkward smile.

“Are you nervous, flower?” She brings her hands to your cheeks and gently strokes them and you feel dizzy as if the blood left your whole brain, but in reality it’s quite the opposite. A blush creeps on your cheeks. Ellie has never called you a name like that before.

“I promise it will feel nice” Your best friend half-whispers and you feel like the whole world is spinning. You must have a real stupid look on your face but you don’t even care at this moment.

“So,” she starts “It’s all about what you do before the kiss” She puts her hands down and looks you into the eyes. Then her gaze lands on your mouth and your eyes again.

“You should look them into the eyes, at their lips, and into the eyes again.” She bites her lip “Extra points if you do that.” You are so lost in this moment you don’t really listen to her anymore. You can smell her cologne and shower gel. You can feel how hard your heart is pumping, too.

“And if you’re bold enough” She stops to bring her hand to your ear and she tucks a strand of hair behind it “You can do this. Trust me, it works” But you’re a living proof it works, as well as the damp spot on your underwear is.

“So? Are you ready?”

At first, you forget words in your throat. You clear it, and answer, your voice just a whisper “...Yeah”

She puts her hands on your cheeks once again and pulls you closer. You watch as she closes her eyes, so you do the same. And then you feel her lips on yours. It doesn’t feel like you imagined, it’s wet and slippery. But she was right, it feels really nice. She sucks gently on your lower lip, tilting her head, so you do the same to her upper lip. You feel so many things at once, yet you feel numb at the same time. Butterflies in your stomach going crazy, the smell of her warm skin, soft lips against yours, confident fingers holding your cheeks, her saliva mixing with yours, throbbing between your legs. The only sound in the room is this wet kissing sound you are making and your heartbeat. And, did you hear that right, a whimper from Ellie? The kiss lasted about five seconds, but it felt like eternity to you. 

Ellie pulls away from the kiss. She keeps her hands on your face and you already miss her soft lips.

“So? How did your first kiss feel?” That’s all she says as if nothing has happened. As if she didn’t just kiss her best friend for the first time.

You touch your lips with your fingers, like you are checking if it actually happened. You are speechless at first, but finally manage to say something, it doesn’t even make sense. “Wow.. It was.. thanks Ellie”

“What?” She furrows her eyebrows with a smirk on her lips. “Um, you want advice? Another try? Anything?” She suggests, slightly amused by your reaction

“Yeah, right, advice or kiss me again or something” You start mumbling again

“I would say… Just don’t tilt your head so much. And don’t stress, princess.” She does it again, calls you a name that makes your face red “But to be honest, it was adorable how nervous you were.”

You finally regain your attitude but your voice is still low. You roll your eyes at her “So… Can you kiss me again?”

pics credits on pinterest: ambar, vic

[timechange]

MCFLY JULY ‘24 — marlene's sleepover.

APRIL 19, 2015, 10:38 PM

Yeah, she could have called Emmett. In retrospect, she probably should have. 

Or, y’know, her parents. 

But, it was his turn with the car, his turn to have an amazing night with the girl he’d been crushing on for approximately forever (at least since the beginning of the school year), his turn to be in the spotlight. Plus, it was Mom and Dad’s date night, a tradition they’d kept up for pretty much forever no matter what life had thrown at them. There was at least one night a week where they’d find time to be together and do whatever disgustingly-in-love stuff they wanted (long nights spent stargazing, cuddled up together laughing in the movie theater, late night drives to the beach, holding hands at a restaurant). 

She’s not gonna be the one to break a twenty year streak. 

Plus, Mimi and Papa are out of town on a book tour so they’re out, too. 

That’s why Ellie finds herself walking down the mean streets of Hill Valley at 10:30 at night toward the city limits down a path she could navigate in her sleep, carrying her heels by their straps, getting soaked in the rain. She puffs a strand of hair out of her face, running her hand through her hair to try to tame the tangled mess it’s rapidly turning into. 

APRIL 19, 2015, 11:23 PM

Okay, so maybe she slightly overestimated her capabilities here. 

This sucked.

Why didn’t she listen to Kayla and wear her Converse tonight? Why today, of all days, did she decide she had to be stylish?

The asphalt is digging into her feet, one of her calves is spasming, and her stupid dress is probably giving her the beginnings of hypothermia (maybe she’s being just a little bit dramatic, but it feels like it, okay? It feels like it). 

At least she can see the lights of the farmhouse now.

She steps onto the porch, rapping on the door with her knuckle.

The door swings open and @doctorbrown is standing there, agape at the sight of her. Ellie gives a crooked smile that is far too reminiscent of her father, rubbing the back of her neck with her free hand.

“Hey, Uncle Doc,” she says, tired and sheepish. “...Can I sleep over tonight? The party… well, it wasn’t really my scene, y’know?”

[cantsayidont]

July 2014. Dazzling Tula Lotay artwork for SUPREME BLUE ROSE, previewing the cover of #2 (above), and a page from that issue:

I don't even know how to summarize what's going on here because this series is a pastiche on a pastiche of a pastiche: a Warren Ellis revival of Alan Moore's SUPREME — an extended pastiche of/homage to the Silver Age Superman, and Silver Age DC more broadly, based on Rob Liefeld's '90s Superman pastiche/parody — framed as a pastiche of William Gibson's Blue Ant trilogy (PATTERN RECOGNITION, SPOOK COUNTRY, and ZERO HISTORY), and featuring some of the most jaw-dropping artwork I've seen in a modern comic book. It will probably not make any sense at all if you're not familiar with the things I've just named, but if you are, it is unaccountably, exceptionally good.

[mariatesstruther]

maria miller facts that are 100% true because i said so - for @clickergossip because you’ve been feeding me so well

she was the copy editor of her high school yearbook AND a cheerleader AND captain of the debate team

she still does her stretches every couple of days even post-2003, so even in her 40s she can still do some flips, a backbend, the splits, and a pretty decent toe touch

tommy is a big fan of this 😏

she TOO used to smuggle and do some shady, morally dubious stuff when she was living in a QZ with her father, mostly to keep them both fed and safe and healthy. she never tells him, and he never finds out. the first time she admits this to anyone in jackson is to tommy after he tells her about his past with joel and tess

while the world ended she was at work all day, while kevin was at home with her husband. she never fully found out what happened to them; all she has is that, by the time she got home, the house was trashed and there was blood all over her floor and her walls. she tries her best not to think about this at all

she and dina’s older sister talia are best friends. after talia is killed, maria pledges to herself that she’ll watch out for dina as much as she possibly can, and she basically ends up being dina’s #1 supporter during the pregnancy and first year with JJ. she and dina trade stories about talia and promise to make sure JJ knows how amazing his auntie tal was

sometimes JJ reminds maria so much of kevin that she has to step out of the room

maria has a secret stash of weed that her and talia kept in a jar under a loose floorboard in her house. she rolls joints with rose petals 🌹

maria is lowkey extremely scared of horses, but she doesn’t tell anyone for the sake of keeping up her reputation. one day when she and tommy are cleaning out the stables, a snake startles one of the horses so bad it bucks and kicks over a metal barrel. maria jumps so high and screams so loud it startles tommy, too, and suddenly he and her and this fucking horse are all needing to take a deep goddamn breath together. when she finally admits it, he’s like: ??????? ive seen u ride and get on a horse like you were born on a farm????? what?????

still, from then on, tommy is almost always at maria’s side when she has to mount and dismount her horse. because he talked to a few certain people about a few certain things, she pretty much exclusively rides this calm, beautiful blonde thoroughbred named cleo

maria first recognizes joel in ep 1x06 by his accent and the cadence of his voice. it’s so close to tommy that it immediately throws her, and when he says he’s looking for his brother, well—she obviously needs to know his mf name right away

maria needs to move closer to joel on her horse in that scene because she is severely nearsighted. homegirl needs glasses BAD. she can’t see for shit

tommy searches for glasses for her on every patrol. it is his ultimate life’s goal to find his wife some mf corrective lenses

it takes maria three weeks to convince tommy she is okay to go out on patrols while pregnant. it’s not like he’s being controlling or anything, but her pregnancy is very triggering for him anxiety- and nightmare-wise, and she wants to wait until both of them are comfortable with the decision before she takes any risks. they both settle on the compromise that it feels safe enough for her to go out on patrols with larger groups, as long as they stick to areas that have already been cleared of infected and are accompanied by the dogs

maria is a cat person. she would take care of her neighborhood strays as a kid. by year 10 in jackson, there is a thriving colony of strays that basically live out of her and tommy’s tool-turned-cat-shed at the back of their house

along with tommy, the entirety of the jackson community is invested in making sure maria has a safe and peaceful pregnancy. people start going to tommy and joel with problems that used to come to her, and part of it really annoys her because she knows she’s just as capable as she’s always been. still, a larger deeper part of her is deathly terrified to have this baby, so she ultimately appreciates the extra help and rest

she doesn’t ever tell joel or ellie, but she has a Very Emotional Pregnancy-Brain Breakdown because she’s anxious that ellie will never like her and joel will never like her and then tommy will leave and she’ll be alone with a baby she id scared to have and then the baby will never like her, either. it takes tommy an hour to calm her down—by the end of it, he’s crying a little bit too. he hugs her and kisses her and promises that he’ll never, ever leave—that’s it’s in his dna, his blood, to love her, just as much as it’s in his blood to be joel’s brother—and that he’ll spend his life at her and their child’s side. she believes him

when he does leave in tlou 2, she goes into their bedroom and trashes it completely—rips all the clothes out the closet, pulls down the dressers and shelves, throws his stupid fucking knick-knacks at the walls until they break, strips their bed her bed and rips the sheets. she locks herself in her home and doesn’t speak to anyone for two days; it’s the longest in jackson history that maria goes without working, aside from the week baby miller was born. the members of jackson make sure to leave her alone

when tommy gets back, she continues to refuse to speak to him while simultaneously sitting at his beside in the infirmary for a week straight

seth and maria have had beef that literally stems from the very start of establishing jackson. he’s just a fucking ass. FUCK seth like i will make a whole post about her beef with seth

maria and joel have mutual hate for seth. we’ve discussed this already over here lmfao, they get together and drink and talk shit about him at least twice a week while tommy and ellie have mischief time

sometimes maria and ellie will hear joel or tommy say some southernism that’s so unfamiliar and twangy to them it’s ridiculous, and together they instantly break out into hyper-exaggerated accents to mock them. the miller boys rolls their eyes but they obviously find it to be pretty adorable and hilarious

maria and ellie are not allowed to be on the same team for board game night anymore because they win everything and it is no fun for tommy >:(

tommy does metalsmithing and makes trinkets and jewelry with charms for maria whenever she gets the chance. the first time he makes a loc charm for her, she cries

maria knows how to make those cool patterned woven bracelets out of string and yarn. she teaches ellie how to make some so that she can make valentine’s day bracelets for dina

she visits jackson’s preschool sometimes and it’s so fun because all the jackson littles absolutely LOVE her. at first they think she’s kinda scary because she’s the Serious Boss Lady everybody and their families talk to upon first entering jackson, but one day at the beginning of the schoolyear she comes in and shows the preschoolers that she can do a cartwheel—from then on they’re all absolutely obsessed

[nessatwene-art]

Gentlemen prefer blondes

[somepunaboutspace]

If they won't give me more Ellie content that I'll just have to make it myself 😤

Hc that as she gets older, her attire gets more practical and and simple in color except for her shoes and socks. In fact, she has a full drawer full of nexomon socks and she collects them all like she is filling the nexopedia

[maxine-fucking-minx]

Here I am again, requesting that you continue to gay ramble about your experience meeting Alyssa! 🖤

I am going to be meeting Maggot Mommy in November, so I need to mentally prepare myself. 🥲

Tell me everything! I want all of the details! x 💖

ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE

okay so ...

her line gets really long because she's very, very talkative, she WILL talk your ear off if they let her. she genuinely wants to hear about you and cares about what you're telling her which made my heart go 🥺

she was genuinely concerned for my well-being when my back started acting up, she very sweetly asked me "oh my god, are you okay?" when she heard I had scoliosis she thanked me for waiting in line to see her to which i said no you.

oh god her accent! SWOON .

genuinely kicking my feet and squealing as I'm typing this up just thinking about her again 🥺����

she's such a good sport about everything too, like by the time my photo op came around she genuinely looks so tired and so so hot, especially under those lights, but once again she was delighted when she saw me, saw everyone, who came back to see her. i had told her I'd see her later and I delivered, which I think made her very happy.

she's very funny too, almost without trying, she made me genuinely laugh a million times, and having been so down lately I needed it, there was a moment she stopped and had a mini panic attack bc the poster this guy brought was bigger than she was, my sweetest girl 😂😭 she really struggled getting the paint markers to work which got everyone laughing, again, she's just an awesome sport.

watching her flip her hair for every selfie and photo made me 10x gayer, idk if it was a nervous tick or just a habit but it's adorable and I am weak kneed for her because of it.

if you walk past her in the halls or catch her during a break and say hello and she's paying attention, she'll always say hello back. I bumped into her by accident twice lol

i gave her complete control over my autographs, it didn't matter to me what she wrote tbh and mine both say "with love" which makes me smile, she seemed genuinely at a loss when I asked her to pick her favorite color.

if you've ever watched her in vikings, she will love that ! my sister mentioned having watched it in hs and she leaned over my hand to talk to her about it for a minute, meanwhile I'm sitting there doing that little gay laugh we all do .

i was cosplaying ellie and she looked at me and said "you look a bit like ellie!" which coming from ellie herself is high praise, especially because I have such shit self-esteem and tend to overthink and over analyze, that lives rent free in my head

you're going to love meeting her so much ! tell me all about it ! I hope you have an awesome experience like I did, but with Alyssa that's very likely, some people who go to these things have a bad attitude about it, that is so not her, she's upbeat and happy to be there. you're going to love her so much !

my favorite maggot mommy 💕

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if someone asked you for like a fun flirty romance novel for a beach day what would you recommend

well hello there my marvelous em 🪲 what a unique and unexpected question! well hm. after giving it much long and careful thought i’ve come to the conclusion that it MUST be none other than…drumroll pls…in memorium!! by the perfect alice winn!! the whole room bursts into applause !!!!!