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#unrelated but Dean's most enduring sleep trait is that when he's out he is out#sam will leave and come back#jimmy will sneak out of the hotel#once he does fall alseep he is a deep fucking sleeper (@swordofsun) ik you say this isnt related but it feels related in my heart
thinking about the fact that pre-hell dean slept shirtless and post-hell dean rarely wears anything less than two entire layers
#EVERYTHING YOU JUST SAID SO TRUE#MY NEXT ADD ON TO THIS POST WAS GONNA BE ABOUT HIS SLEEPING HABITS#thinking about s13 dean being sleepy grumpy the same way s1 dean is sleepy grumpy#bc his entire family is in the same building and he feels safe enough too!!!!#SCREAMS#dean winchester#dean and hell
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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Fresh out the slammer



I know who my first call will be to




This is canon btw
#fresh out the slammer#fairy tail#lucy heartfilia#natsu dragneel#nalu#natsu x lucy#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#just kiss already#i remember it all too well#I know who my first call will be to#nalu headcanon#etherious natsu dragneel#lucy star dress#fairy tail nalu#apt#that’s so true#made it out alive but i think i lost it#said that i was fine#invisible string#paper rings#blue spring#my heart belongs to you#shes everything to me#he’s everything to me#just me and my thoughts#incorrect quotes#they’re all i think about
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I ask this as an Ambroys appreciator, but I genuinely need to know: Does our boy have any redeeming qualities?
...Yeah. Not really.
Ambroys is, for me, a fun exercise in making a character who is basically nothing but flaws. And they aren't even the "good" flaws.
He's not one of those "hates the world but fights to the death for his loved ones" types; he will throw his loved ones under bus to look good for strangers, who he also doesn't respect. He's not "an asshole but he owns it" because he will bend to other people's wills to try to appease them while continuing to be an asshole behind their backs. He's manipulative but not because he's a clever chess-master, he's just audacious and shameless enough to lie and guilt-trip people without remorse. He's too ignorant to be sophisticated but too educated to be naive. He can fight well enough, but he doesn't seek out worthy foes, only weaker enemies he can easily grind into the dirt for a cheap thrill. He's a coward. He's lazy. He doesn't "get" art. He has no convictions. He sucks!
But I think the fun with Ambroys is that he's such a worthless person, but he so, so desperately wants to be admired and praised and just liked. So he has to engage in this dance of maintaining a good public face over the void of his personality, where he tries to appeal to people while also being able to indulge his vices, because he doesn't believe anything he does or thinks is wrong... just unpopular. But being unpopular is worse than being wrong.
#now the problem is when he gets power in Amaranthine and he can decide what is right and wrong AND he gets to be prom king of a nation#that's his dream come true (and a nightmare for everyone else)#i thought about this for a while and yeah i really don't know if he has any redeeming qualities that don't at least come with an asterisk#can be generous *but only because he has so much money at his disposal it doesn't fundamentally effect him to give a tiny bit of it away#can be fun to be around *but only if you ignore the red flags and stay in the sweet spot of his good graces#is a people-pleaser *but that means everyone not just you and he only wants to do superficial things that benefit him in the long run#dresses nice? *but only because he can pay people to design his clothing. that's also not really a personality trait.#can act like the man of your dreams *but watch out because that won't keep him entertained for long#is a dumb bimbo which people like in a man *but less so when he uses it as an excuse to make you do all the hard stuff for him#good lover *but... everything i just said in the last post#etc etc#ambroys#asks#text
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I think some people are way too willing to think of lestats pov as the truth and it's very confusing to me bc what about lestat as a character makes you think he's gonna be more truthful than louis-
#mia rambles#iwtv#interview with the vampire#this is not about wanting to see lestats pov bc its interesting how he saw things bc i also wanna see that! its gonna be super interesting!#but i just thinks its so wild how some people think like this bc the show never asks that of you#the closest you get is when louis says lestats version of turning claudia is the actual truth#but i also think thats a little wrapped up in louis' grief (i do genuinely think its fhe closest to what happened tho)#i swear i saw somewhere that sam even said that hes not coming in as the lestat pov as the true pov and to knock everything louis has said
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Speaking of that whole if Starlo and Ceroba weren't childhood friend it could mean Starlo never meets his other friends and create the wild east because he only had the inspiration to do so because of Ceroba meaning the creation of the wild east relies on Ceroba being Starlo's friend which also means Starlo would be a possibily shy loner who doesn't fight and stays near his family all because Chujin has a stick up his ass and doesn't know how to have fun
THE LAST PART HELP ME IM HOWLINGGGGGGG
#asks#anon#uty starlo#uty ceroba#but anon so true i agree with everything you said#hes just ganna#omg god help save this poor man om#sorry im losing it#hi losing it nice to meet you#and by losing it I mean... my sanity.... heh..... smirks#going insane omg i need to take a chill pill#eye twitch
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Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3
#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd 120.5#please laugh i know i made myself laugh.... if only to keep from crying lol#the oocification of Fukuzawa will be studied in the history books for years to come#that's not my fukuzawa...... that's his discount twin fucksack#because his dick is so far up the ass of his dead pathetic dumbass crusty ex boyfriend it's not even funny#he is dickriding that fucker HARD#and here i thought the FANDOM woobified fukuchi out the wazoo. but oh my god no fukuzawa himself has them all beat this chapter#man is coco for cocopuffs and babying that grown-ass man like he's 5#it's truly pathetic and depressing to see i'm just beyond words#'you deceived him by keeping quiet the issues that would plague a union of mankind' NO??? LITERALLY ANYONE WITH A BRAIN WOULD KNOW#THAT THAT WOULD NEVER FUCKING WORK???? THAT IT'S THE STUPIDEST MOST NAIVE PLAN AND VIEW OF THE WORLD IMAGINABLE????#WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS IS A TODDLER INSTEAD OF A GROWN-ASS SOLDIER WITH YEARS OF MILITARY EXPERIENCE#Fyodor feels like the only one at this point that hasn't truly lost the plot in all this...... the only one with a goddamn brain#I HATE THAT I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! I HATE THAT IT FELT SO CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i hate even more that the series clearly doesn't want us to agree with him and instead believe that fukuzawa is still right#even though he was spouting the most naive braindead bullshit imaginable that early series Fukuzawa would NEVER SAY#WHAT ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN BRO??? WHY DO YOU CARE MORE ABOUT DEFENDING THE HONOR OF THAT CRUSTY MF THAN#THE SAFETY OF YOUR KIDS????#WHERE DID ALL YOUR INTELLIGENCE GO#i fucking hated the writing ever since fukuchi's plan/motives were first revealed and it was played completely straight (and gay lol)#but to hear fukuzawa actually come out and defend that ridiculous bs is just.......... again i have no words#it's insane. what happened. what happened to you fukuzawa. all i can do is laugh it's so sad it's so stupid. I WAS CRINGING SO BAD.#and was so glad when he finally died so he finally SHUT THE FUCK UP. i hate it here. i miss when BSD was good so bad man 😭😭😭#it would be one thing if it felt like he's so deep in grief that he's completely deluded himself that fukuchi was right and had pure motive#and wasn't an idiotic piece of shit himself just like fyodor#but nah again it just feels like we're supposed to side with him lmao even though fyodor was exactly right in everything he said#when your villain sounds more intelligent/correct than your hero and that's not an intentional writing choice..... that's not good bros!!!#anyway may your stupidity be purified in the soul of your dead bf fukuzawa 🙏 and we get the true you back
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The trying to see if he can get Chen Zhongli back and the holding the body hostage thing feels like it comes a bit out of nowhere. If I remember correctly he even talked about how he doubts he survived because of the drowning death. Can you explain a bit of his thought process here? Cuz it feels a bit left field. I love the chapter and I will be going insane about it. But I’m still a bit confused where this thought came from. Zhongli in general here feels… very willing to die though. So I suppose it isn’t too surprising
i think the reason it feels out of left field for you might be because you're remembering that very scene you pointed out wrong
the 'doubts he survived bc of the drowning death' scene isn't like. about czl not surviving. that scene is about how zl is of the belief that czl can't be in his teyvat bc his body explodes upon death, n so there would be no body for czl to go to there specifically if it were a bodyswap scenario. the 'he would just die again bc i drowned' bit was him trying to tell the others how it wouldn't be possible without spilling the beans about there being no body to swap into. he's not lying about czl drowning again if he were to spawn in zl's body while it's at the bottom of the ocean, but the issue here is (and this is what he wanted to omit from the others): that there is no body. at least there isn't supposed to be one.
not to mention that scene was on the scenario were it is indeed a bodyswap situation, which zl is fairly convinced it isn't
genuinely i think i've been p thorough on keeping zl straight on the fact that he doesn't actually know wtf happened to czl (in the terms of like. where his soul is. obv he knows now what happened to him as in how he died lol). please the rest of you correct me if i'm wrong if i ever slipped up n gave that impression, but as far as the story has gotten rn, zl has no idea where czl is. he has no clue. the only things he does know about that issue is that 1) he's not in the body with him and 2) he's not in his body in his teyvat bc. again. no body
so uh yeah
#god i hope this doesn't come across as like. mean LMAO#i think another reason why it might feel like it comes outta nowhere#that has much less to do with reading comprehension or missremembering a scene#is the fact that it's true zl hasn't so far really entertained what he's going to do like#post. post resolving whatever is going on#his plan to find out what happened w czl's soul involved rukkhadevata#but rukkhadevata isn't like. available in the way he needs her atm. yknow like he told xiao n guizhong#which is why he started digging into the black column incident w alhaitham#so the 'find out where czl is' objective has sort of been on pause for the entire fic#in the same way zl's regard for what to do afterwards has also been on pause#n like i said in the other ask since he just doesn't know#he's just not going to assume anything#so everything is in a limbo atm#and i know it was at the very start so it sort of doesn't apply to this#but offering to return the body to czl was like. the first thing he offered to do#he just didn't know then and doesn't know now how to do that is the thing#anyway#thank you for the question!!! again i hope this doesn't read as chastizing or mean i promise it's not ToT#ily <3 <3 <3
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lmao it is undeniably true that I am Depressi Spaghetti but you know. fuck it we continue.
#red said#i am hoping!!!! that this is January Brain speaking#it FEELS as if I've been in an extended depressive episode since like. may or June#but depression is a Filthy Fucking Liar so that may or may not be true#either way it's very tedious. there is no reason for this. i am very loved and cared for. i am doing well. it is just that my brain is soup#SAD AND SELF-LOATHING SOUP#we cannot resist the Soup we can only swim on through#idk it is like. i feel as if i don't exist beyond work i feel like I'm losing myself i feel like I'm very alone#this all FEELS very true even though actually i have many passions i do many things and i am booked to the gills with social engagements#so you know. what's it all about? The Soup. possibly also The Dark.#possibly also also that many people i care about are going through really rough times and I'm kinda. not?#and that's WEIRD both that I'm not and that I've developed like a level of boundaries where people i live going through it#doesn't mean I'm in a constant state of panic.#and slash or. where I'm too depressi spaghetti to have the energy to be there for them#i don't THINK it's that. that's never been a thing for me before really.#but idk i think it's like when i reach the end of my to do list i panic that I've forgotten something vital#i am not panicking and that makes me feel. strange and empty and immobile.#even though in actuality I'm in constant motion like. barely a free moment. but i FEEL static i FEEL inactive#because I'm not in 24/7 crisis mode#and then bc i feel inactive i don't understand why I'm so tired. I'm so tired because I'm ALWAYS DOING THINGS.#but also i do feel kind of. numb. everything is just running past me. except sometimes i feel spasms of grief cause like#I've ended or majorly changed a lot of relationships this past year#but yeah i think the numbness is PROBABLY the January of it all and will PROBABLY lift in March/April#and if it doesn't. well. fuck it. we continue. i am yet young.
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the funniest thing abt marc not following pecco back is we KNOW he’s on insta too… posting abt his fun little vacation going jajaja
i think the funniest part is him presumably doing the two for one marquez brother special (an OLIVE BRANCH....) and ALEX following him back while marc hasnt. like GOD.... after ARAGON ?
#you know when that reporter in mugello asked them if they will follow each other pecco filed it away under 'things to do when teammates'#motogp#callie speaks#asks#marc has recently said he has a person handling everything w/ his socials but i think hes exaggerating and its just raceday posting etc#hes also said he doesnt read comments anymore which MIGHT be more true. but i think hes 31 and doesnt read books. hes on instagram a LOT#so maybe he doesnt know but A. alex tells him everything B. theres no way that slips through the notifs lol and C. hes a funny bitch
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you can poke your head behind the mountain peak, don't have to mean that you've gone into hiding



#you can't see it but you know alex is smiling like a fool#well probably both of them are really#I'm still feeling so emotional after yesterday#i don't mind us not getting more than this#i don't mind them hugging in the dark#it just shows that they don't have to put their love on display and brag about it to everyone else#they can just show each other and that's enough#that's what love is about no?#they're not hiding they're just not shoving it in everyone's faces#(they know we know anyways)#if you look up the definition of true love their name will pop up#“we've gone through a lot together” miles said in a recent interview and it could've made me sad because it includes the hard times too#but it's precisely because of the hard times and not letting those beat them and tear them apart is why they're still here#and still thriving and loving each other and being best friends#they really said “we're gonna fight everything that comes our way and we're still gonna hold each other's hands at the end of it”#aaaaaand I'm crying#don't ever doubt their love guys#miles kane#alex turner#milex#arctic monkeys#the car tour#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#505#body paint
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with a few minutes' reflection and a second conversation with my parents I have realized that I may have overblown things and overreacted a bit and also in some ways they're correct even if I think they're also harsh about it
#we talked it out. i don't think they intended to be hurtful they're just trying to make me see how badly my pessimism#can impact others?? I think all three of us were pissed off during the first conversation#there's a lot of other stuff going on behind the scenes too that I don't want to talk about#but like. my parents aren't total jerks. when we aren't all being belligerent to each other we get along quite well#and I really do respect them quite a lot. some days we Do Not do well at Being A Good Family though#my dad did say that he's seen people apparently cringe away from me when I'm acting annoyed though#which... may honestly be true. I have a very readable face and if I'm upset people tend to notice#I just... I talked to them again and realized that I took that one thing to mean ''everyone hates you and is just pretending to be nice''#idk if I agree about what my mom says about me bringing a Vibe that brings the whole room down#I think that one may just be because she's so used to me complaining to her about everything bc I... do actually complain too much#but anyway. we resolved the argument. my initial ''my parents told me everyone dislikes me'' was uh... MY inference#and not actually the words they said#I also think I should stop complaining online so much. it's just letting the complaining spirit grow#re: my last post
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Maybe it’s because I usually get into fandoms about 3-300 years after they’re socially relevant, but I’m honestly surprised that people are afraid that this one will die with cancellation.
Like, I’m literally stuck here against my will. I think they might have embedded some sort of curse? Buttons hexed me, maybe. Probably. Needless to say, I could not leave this fandom if I tried. Any attempt I make to kill it will just have me sobbing in its bathtub making increasingly inscrutable references to doggy heaven.
Fandoms cannot die, because we put our hearts and souls into them; and as anything requiring one to sacrifice parts of your soul, they hence become immortal. It’s just how it works. I promise—even if it gets a bit quieter, it’s absolutely not going anywhere. It literally can’t. Even when you think you’re gone, it will find you in 7 years when you’re spreading marmalade on your toast and think to yourself, “ah. remember that weird show that got me into marmalade? wonder how that’s doing” and then get whiplash as a quick search yields the most hyper-specific yaoi art you’ve ever seen in your life and then BAM. You’re back, like you never left.
It’s the curse, I’m telling you.
#I’m like blacked out with a migraine today so I don’t even know what words I just wrote but you know they’re true#and let’s be real…fandom is usually better when the drama sizzles and everything quiets down#all this said im still 🤡🤡 and kind of think a third season will be happening in some shape or form so…we’ve maybe got time??#ofmd#our flag means death
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the result of an enlightening conversation with a friend
#friend said hol would use the hanky code and i was like holy shitttt ur right so i drew this#we didnt talk about the colors though that was all me#does not reflect 100% of my nuanced and true takes about them but it does the job nicely#i wrote the colors just in case. you can go look that up. ok#tbh theyd have more but i kept it 3 each for simplicity#go. go be free my yaoi#jjba#hol horse#jean pierre polnareff#holpol#polnareff with a braid!! polnareff with a braid!! i always ponder this#one of these days ill draw him with a proper french braid. teehee#more holpol everybody its more holpol#i had BAD art block but i got better . be prepared for Everything.#my art👍
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You know... it's okay to trust your body. If you are separated from your body to such an extent you feel you cannot trust it, I truly from the bottom of my heart empathize and feel grief for you, but you can trust your body.
It's okay to listen to your body and to heed what it is telling you. I wish you (and your body) well wherever you go. You deserve the peace of mind to feel able to do what you want.
#positivity#mental health#mental health support#gentle reminders#this is something i struggle with myself so that's why i said i empathize (well... i guess as much as you CAN empathize)#(because even if you have gone through the same thing... it's not going to look the same as somebody else going through that)#(and while it can be valuable to express empathy it doesn't mean you truly 'get it' from the other person's point of view)#i struggle sometimes not to feel like my body is fucking with me because sometimes i expect it to function at bare minimum#or i just assume that when it is in debilitating pain that it's just... somehow to fuck with me and i am cognizant that this isn't true#i am cognitively aware that the body isn't Specifically Designed to have a Fuck With You mode even if it feels like it#but my experiences with disabilities and general unwellness made it easy for me to alienate myself from my body#in order to preserve myself i felt the need to separate myself from every flaw (or 'flaw') i have#so when people are confused about why you could mistrust your /own body/ it's stuff like this that can somewhat illustrate it#i think we don't really talk about this but i think it's more common than i would assume#(mostly based on the There Are Eight Billion People principle)#hm making this also makes me realize that abuse absolutely plays into how i mistrust my body. hm.#mistrust in your body feels like self-protection and self-preservation in this weird and almost twisted way (at least in my experience)#but then you start mistrusting *everything* and nothing feels... GOOD or NORMAL anymore#i'm going to play mahjong about this 🫡👍
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What kind of love are you?

Love as Youth
Your love is buoyant. Your love is bountiful. It is ageless, and it will never age. When you fall in love, it is breathless. It is joyful and endless, it is magnificent. You think it, like your youth , will last forever. Youth is eternal, and so is your love. Your love skips rocks and tells stories, your love roasts marshmallows over fires, and laughs freely. Your love does not take itself too seriously. Your love is jumping into puddles just to watch the water splash, and dancing in the rain, and it is watching Sunday morning reruns of cartoons to feel young once more. Your love is forever, forever young. Being loved by you is to be loved by the summer months. And those never end, do they? Well, I won’t tell if you don’t.

Love as a Choice
You choose to love. Love does not come to you easily, but every day you wake up and choose it. It would be so easy, wouldn't it, to grow cold and callous and grim. But you rise to greet the world, making the conscious effort to find something, anything to love. When you fall for someone, you do not kid yourself of their flaws. Instead, you resolve to see them for who they are, mistakes and all and you love them all the same. Your love is work, and it does not come easy. Your love sweats and toils. It is calloused and sunburned; it bears scars and comes with stories. Your love is worn, but it is no less valuable for it. Being loved by you is like being loved by a gardener, a mother, a teacher. Your love may not always be the simplest, but it is worth the effort.
AAAA THANK YOU @roos-bowl-o-soup for the tag!!!
also tagging @elderwisp @elksun @circusjuney @buttertrait @nikatyler @ninawhims @autumnserenade @machinegrl @acuar-io
& anyone who wanna do it go do it! also if you are tagged and don’t feel doing it just ignore this!
#floyd cyprus#draco almond#omg I actually cried.#the results of them both is so on point.#this quiz is everything they even gave me more more inspiration#I also cried at draco how he actually did love someone but they didn’t love him back. so him can’t choose who to love is harsh-#AND ITS SO TRUE how if anyone was loved by floyd is just sooo refreshing he literally will make you happy and youthful forever#the fact it said on draco that love does not come to him easily is so true… hurts.#(When you fall for someone you do not kid yourself of their flaws. Instead you resolve to see them for who they are) I ACTUALLY CRIED.#a detective who stumbled across a criminal no? even when covered in flaws? LOSING MY MIND.#floyd facts#draco facts
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