#EVERYONE IN ALNST DESERVES BETTER

[crustyfloor]

It's really hard on the gut seeing ppl only ever consider the characters' relationships instead of the characters themselves,

"I wish Ivan lived for Till" His relationships aren't all there is to him.

If he should want to live for anyone, it should be himself. Giving his whole being to Till is what got him to this point in the first place (I do not blame Till for this.) Wishing the pain of the same cycle of yearning, rejection, etc on him just because you want him to keep chasing after someone WHO DOESN'T LOVE HIM BACK. Is just... *incredibly un-based buzzer noise*

Ivan already has a severe lack of self-esteem to begin with, do you know just how much self-growth and development he would need to grow from that? to consider a life worth living for him and himself only? ITS SO INTERESTING, Ivan should not just be reduced to 'Till's loverboy' in fact, it feels like a mockery of his well-written character when people only care about that. He has such deep lore outside of his story with Till that needs to be talked about more often, his personality is just as interesting, his thought process, EVERYTHING. It just sucks how some people won't consider that first.

(I think this fandom may have a bit of an issue with intertwining characters with each other so much to the point where it's like their relationships are their whole personality. People will blatantly hate Till JUST for not reciprocating Ivan's feelings. Or will wish Iban 'tried hard enough' to get Till's attention, please. give them a break. They don't deserve this.)

You want Ivan to live for IvanTill.

I want Ivan to live for Ivan.

We are NOT the same!!!

[angeltism]

Of course I'll carry you, my lady. After all, what is a good knight for? And I appreciate your offer to care for me as well, My Lady. It warms my heart that you would offer such a thing; especially when paired with something so delightful as a kiss on the hand.

Although kissing when ill isn't recommended, I fear I wouldn't be able to put the urge aside if I were taking care of you, My Lady. If I wouldn't get sick too from it, I'd of course offer you kisses even when you're plagued with sickness.

And I understand; Medicine never tastes the greatest especially in large quantities. But perhaps you could find a way to ignore the taste by pairing it with something sweet? Cookies, cupcakes, something sweet so you can try ignore the flavour?

(slightly off topic my lady but ough that tsukasa + saki alien stage fanart . . . . your knight is fighting the urge to go insane /pos)

Ahh the giggle I let out seeing this ask,, to be transparent for a second long asks from you make me really happy ?? Giggling twirling my hair etc etc >_< ♡♡♡

And I'm glad, my dear. I'd be more than happy to make you tea or soup or whatever you'd like if you weren't feeling well. And I personally think risking getting sick myself is well worth it if I get to dote on you as you deserve, my dear ^_^ <3

And sadly since by "electrolyte drink" I mean "my doctor has told me to drink Gatorade as a solution for my low blood pressure" the drinks are already quite sweet, and don't exactly go with anything, but normally I can find it in myself to pace a bottle throughout the day so it isn't all at once.. Sadly since lately I've been forgetting, I usually have to overcompensate by drinking a lot once I get home :'3 But it isn't too bad most of the time,, and I know that some mild discomfort with the taste is well worth me feeling better and nyat being dizzy and having other symptoms :]

Also ehehe ikr,, seriously that fanart. Oh my god. Ithink my tags said all there is to say about my reaction to it but ohh my goodness. Alien Stage you both gut me and yet also is just so. So good. Guh. The mental torment but the yummy songs and character designs and dynamics and how everyone is written so well... It's too good and anything alnst related, especially cross-overs.... oouuugh so good....