#DreamsAndReality

[elysianwing]

The whites of my eyes stained by all they have seen. Even when I close them the crimson red and abysmal blacks won't fade for a second. Dreams, my only escape from my dry tears and sighs. Blink once, twice, three times whilst my lids are shut. R.E.M...is as deep a sleep I journey. I'm not awake...until I drift away. The realities my subconscious manufactures are more warm, more inviting than ten lifetimes like this could be. When the breathing slows, and the pulse drops down I feel that fleeting euphoria. It tastes more sour each and every time, I open my eyes to the harsh "actuality" termed my life. Yet, in these restless nights, when insomnia comforts me without request; an annoying "ally" sparing me that bitter flavor... my thoughts toss and turn more than my body. Wrap themselves in blankets thick with anxiety...urging me to converse with them. Heating my brain... where no beads of sweat can quench that thirst, yet flow down my brow steady and unwavering. I'm made Nocturnal, with no say on my own behalf. thoughts most active when activity is in the midst of slumber.   By Alexander Learmont

Posted 6/14/2003 at 4:11 AM 2024 rewrite available @ https://www.patreon.com/Elysianwing

[psychicnightmareninja]

The Haunting Impact of Requiem for a Dream on my worldview

Requiem for a Dream is one of those films that stays with you long after the credits roll. Directed by Darren Aronofsky and released in 2000, it’s not just a movie. It’s a visceral experience that cuts deep into the psyche. The film’s unflinching portrayal of addiction, the fragility of dreams, and the descent into despair have profoundly influenced my understanding of human vulnerability and the harsh realities of life.

A Window into the Abyss

From the very beginning, Requiem for a Dream immerses you in a world of aspirations and delusions. The characters Harry, Marion, Tyrone, and Sara each have their own dreams and desires. They seek happiness, success, and a sense of fulfillment, but their means of achieving these goals lead them down a path of destruction. The movie doesn't offer any solace or redemption; instead, it shows the stark consequences of addiction, not just to substances, but to dreams and the relentless pursuit of an idealized future.

This depiction of addiction has made me more aware of the many forms it can take. It’s not just about drugs; it’s about the compulsions and obsessions that can consume anyone. Whether it’s the pursuit of fame, wealth, beauty, or even love, the film illustrates how our dreams, when distorted by obsession, can become our greatest downfall.

The Fragility of Dreams

One of the most poignant aspects of the film is how it shatters the idea that dreams are inherently noble or safe. The characters’ dreams are simple, Sara wants to be on television, Harry and Marion dream of opening a boutique, and Tyrone seeks a better life, but the means they use to achieve these dreams ultimately destroy them.

Requiem for a Dream made me question the notion that all dreams are worth pursuing. It forced me to consider the consequences of chasing after something without regard for the cost. The film doesn’t suggest that dreaming is bad, but it does highlight the danger of allowing dreams to blind us to reality. This has led me to approach my own aspirations with a sense of caution and reflection, ensuring that I am not sacrificing my well-being or the well-being of others in the process.

A World of Isolation

The film’s portrayal of isolation is another aspect that deeply resonated with me. Despite being surrounded by people, each character is profoundly alone in their struggles. Their inability to connect with others, to share their burdens, or to seek help contributes to their downfall. This sense of isolation is something I see echoed in the world today, where despite being more connected than ever, many people feel increasingly lonely and disconnected.

Requiem for a Dream has made me more aware of the importance of human connection. It has reminded me that reaching out to others, building genuine relationships, and being open about our struggles are crucial in preventing the kind of isolation that can lead to despair.

A Reflection on Society

Beyond the personal, the film also offers a scathing critique of society. The portrayal of Sara’s addiction to diet pills and her obsession with appearing on a game show highlights the societal pressures placed on individuals, particularly women, to conform to certain standards of beauty and success. This critique extends to how society often overlooks the underlying causes of addiction, focusing instead on punishment rather than understanding and rehabilitation.

The movie has influenced my view of how society deals with issues like addiction, mental health, and poverty. It has made me more critical of the systems in place that often exacerbate these problems rather than solve them. The film’s grim depiction of these realities has pushed me to think more deeply about the need for empathy, understanding, and systemic change in addressing such issues.

A Cautionary Tale

Requiem for a Dream is not an easy film to watch, nor is it one that leaves you with a sense of hope. But it is precisely because of its brutal honesty that it has had such a lasting impact on me. It serves as a cautionary tale about the dangers of obsession, the fragility of dreams, and the isolating nature of modern life. More than just a film, it’s a powerful reflection on the human condition and a stark reminder of the importance of balance, connection, and self-awareness in the pursuit of our dreams.

In the end, Requiem for a Dream has influenced my worldview by instilling a deeper understanding of the complexities of addiction, the importance of maintaining perspective in the pursuit of goals, and the necessity of fostering genuine connections in an increasingly disconnected world.

[lostinphosphenous]

I spend too much time thinking lately.

In the past I will be thinking about future, what kind of person will I be, making plans on how to get there, do whatever I can to get myself closer to where I want to be, the person to become.

But I feel like I have been stuck in that condition for too long. I did everything that I can in my power, tried my best, pray my sincerest, keeping options open but nothing seemingly happen. I'm not getting closer to where I want to be and but I also have sacrified too much that it would hurt my pride if I just give up. This dream is too big for such a small girl. Is this a blessing or curse? Everytime an opportunity came I became scared, is this the one? When faced with rejection, I ponder endlessly. Is this a sign of a redirection or to stop? I don't know anymore.

[aditya-sah]

Echoes of a Rainy Afternoon: A High School Love Story

Disclaimer: This story is based on true events.

In a quaint town nestled between rolling hills and lush green meadows, there was a school that stood at the heart of the community. It was here, in their twelfth standard, that Aarav and Naina first crossed paths. Though they had been in the same school for years, their lives had never really intersected until they found themselves in the same tuition center for their board exams preparation. 🏫📚

Aarav was a quiet, introspective boy with a passion for mathematics and a love for playing the guitar. Naina, on the other hand, was vivacious and full of life, with a natural talent for literature and a dream of becoming a writer. Their worlds were different, but destiny had its own plans. 🎸📖

It all began on a rainy afternoon. Aarav walked into the tuition center, drenched from the unexpected downpour. Naina noticed him from across the room and offered him a seat next to her, handing him a towel from her bag to dry off. It was a simple gesture, but it sparked a connection between them. ☔🤝

As days turned into weeks, Aarav and Naina found themselves gravitating towards each other. They would study together, share notes, and occasionally exchange stories about their lives and dreams. Aarav admired Naina's zest for life, while Naina found comfort in Aarav's calm and steady presence. 📓💬

One evening, as they were walking home together after class, Aarav summoned the courage to tell Naina how he felt. "Naina, there's something I've been meaning to tell you," he began, his voice trembling slightly. "I really like you. Spending time with you has become the best part of my day."

Naina's eyes sparkled with joy. "I like you too, Aarav," she replied, a shy smile playing on her lips. And just like that, their love story began. 💖🌟

However, life is never without its challenges. As their final exams approached, the pressure mounted. Naina's parents were strict and expected nothing less than perfection. Aarav's family, while supportive, struggled with financial difficulties. The stress began to take a toll on their relationship. 📈💔

Naina, driven by her ambition and her parents' expectations, started spending more time studying alone, isolating herself from Aarav. She would often remind him of how important their exams were and how they couldn't afford any distractions. Aarav, feeling neglected and hurt, tried to understand but couldn't shake the feeling of being pushed away. 📚😔

One fateful day, Naina received a scholarship offer from a prestigious university abroad. It was her dream come true, but it came with a price. The scholarship required her to leave immediately after their exams, leaving little time for goodbyes or discussions. ✈️🎓

When Naina told Aarav about the scholarship, he was both elated for her and heartbroken. "This is amazing, Naina. I'm so proud of you," he said, forcing a smile. "But what about us?"

Naina hesitated, her eyes downcast. "Aarav, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I can't let it slip away. I hope you understand."

Aarav did understand, but it didn't make the reality any less painful. They promised to stay in touch, but as days turned into weeks and weeks into months, the distance grew, not just physically but emotionally. 🌏💬

Naina thrived at her new university, immersed in a world of opportunities and new experiences. Aarav, back home, focused on his studies and eventually secured a scholarship for his own higher education. They both moved forward, their paths diverging further with each passing day. 🎓🌍

Years later, Naina returned to her hometown for a visit. She decided to take a walk down memory lane and found herself at the old tuition center. As she stood there, lost in thought, she felt a familiar presence beside her. It was Aarav. 🏫💭

They exchanged pleasantries, their conversation tinged with nostalgia and unspoken regrets. "You look well, Aarav," Naina said softly.

"You too, Naina," Aarav replied, his eyes reflecting a mixture of emotions.

As they parted ways once more, both realized that some stories, no matter how beautiful, are not meant to have a perfect ending. They cherished the memories they had created together, knowing that their love, though short-lived, had shaped them into who they were. 💞🛤️

And so, Aarav and Naina continued on their separate journeys, grateful for the time they had shared, and hopeful for what the future held for each of them. 🌟🚶‍♂️🚶‍♀️

Penned by: Aditya Sah

[carriesscentedoasis]

🌟🌻✨ 34 Years of Sunflowers, Butterflies, and Dreams ✨🌻🌟

As I celebrate 34 years of life, I can't help but take a moment to reflect on this beautiful journey. 🎂✨

From the innocent days of my youth, where sunflowers and butterflies filled my dreams, to the moments of adulting where Scentsy, makeup, and nail art became my passions, it's been a remarkable ride.

The ups, the downs, the moments of inspiration, and the days when I simply enjoyed the scent of my favorite warmers...they've all shaped me into the person I am today. 🦋

I've learned that life is a mix of fragrance and colors, with each chapter being a unique blend of scents and sounds. 🎶

Here's to embracing the next 34 years, full of more dreams to chase, quotes to inspire, and moments to share with you, my amazing Tumblr family. Thank you for being part of my story. 🌸💫

[starzpsychics]

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[kayuwerott]

Thanks to Hector

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Surrounded by great Spanish speaking Artists from Guatemala, Mexico, Spain etc. like Shakira, Ana Torroja, Ricardo Arjano and more.

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Track 37 / Empathy by Kay Uwe Rott

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[piecesofmymind333]

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[tdtunedimensions2]

"Shattered Dreams" is an evocative ballad that delves into the pain of broken promises and the lingering echoes of unfulfilled love. This song paints a vivid picture of the emotional turmoil experienced when hopes and dreams, once cherished, are torn apart. Through poignant lyrics and a haunting melody, "Shattered Dreams" captures the raw vulnerability of a heart grappling with the remnants of a lost love.

The song's introspective nature allows listeners to connect deeply with the themes of betrayal, sorrow, and the struggle to move forward. With its powerful vocals and emotionally charged composition, "Shattered Dreams" resonates with anyone who has ever experienced the heartache of dreams that were never meant to be.

Let the haunting melody of "Shattered Dreams" take you on a journey through the depths of love and loss.

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[iqbalmaulana1992]

Benard Chandran fashion gallery with my babyboo #dreamsandreality #dreamistohaveyouinmylife #realityisnowimwithyounow #iloveyousomuch❤️ (at Banyan Tree Kuala Lumpur) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNh3VU1lVwCyFuTnh-8tYr45l4Eu1UZJK-makk0/?igshid=1byngr4r55x5v

[kattheindigowolf]

A drawing of one of the creatures I turn into when I'm dreaming. She's becoming a painting later.

[gh-photo1]

"The distance between your dreams and reality is called action." #setgoalsandcrushthem #setgoals #dreamsandreality #familyfunday #familyfunction #pictureperfectstyle #pictureperfect #familylove❤️ #losgatosphotographer #kids_of_our_world #kids_of_the_lens (at Vasona Lake) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJJU02sJSbq/?igshid=1s09orqjm1sjj

[ecoplanetstore]

#pictureperfect What you see in the morning what you dreamt Dreams are real #dreamsarereal #dreamsandreality #perfectoicture #myfarm #bestpucture #ecoplanetfarm (at Ecotech Biofarm Private Limited) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDP6igPpSpt/?igshid=bmalx9orml4v

[iamshayblack]

. . ©ShAy Black 2017/All rights reserved . #shayblack #iamshayblack #aheartlookingforlove #feelingkindaoflonely #whereisprincecharming #ideservelove #doloveliveme #lonelynights #awishfuldreamer #poetryismylover #dreamsandreality #iamlove #poetrylovesme #poetry #poetryishealing #poetry247 #poetryinmyheart #poetrytellsmystory #poetry #poetryaddict #thesewordsispeak #poetrybyme #poetrycommunity #poetrydaily #poemsbyshayblack #loveisbeautiful

[kayuwerott]

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No. 84 / Scaldacuore, Kay Uwe Rott (Viola Solo)

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[thebookbud]

Tortured Dreams

(Dreams and Reality Book 1) Book Review

By Hadena James

Finished 04-08-2019 

Genre: Crime/Psychological Thriller

Basic Plot: A sociopathic non-victim, is newly recruited into a very unstable and progressive new branch of the US Marshalls, specifically based upon her background. Aislinn Cain is no weakling as proven at the young age of eight years old, taking down a serial killer who captured her. It seems violence has followed her ever since. She now has to take on the most personal case of her life with the help of her new psychopathic team members. 

This book changed my opinion as it went on. I started off with deep intrigue, I mean a mentally unstable woman, with intelligence that rivals Einstein, mashed together with serial killer stalkers and a devious past, what could go wrong? But as I started to get into the actual writing, it comes off as a bit choppy initially, making it somewhat difficult to grow attachment to characters and plot. But, then it twists again as you find out more and more about the protagonist. You realize, this is how she thinks, factually and quickly. When major scenes happen, they almost are like reading about a puddle passed over, but I personally think it fit very well with the main characters thought processes. Cold and clinical. It honestly was also a nice differentiation from the normal first person perspectives riddled with feelings. A few noticeable difficulties when reading this were repetition of phrasing and description and somewhat confusing dialogue. I read so many times how a character frowned, now this may be a pet peeve of mine but when you are constantly being hit with the same description time and time again, it tends to feel mind numbing and aggravating. I found it a little difficult with the dialogue at certain points when the protagonist would think something but another character would react as if it had been spoken. I also found it somewhat out of character that certain plot points were described over and over when these characters are all supposed to be of above average intelligence. But these are all small compared to the overall story line and should in no way stop someone from enjoying this plot. Also, since it is a series, I’m hoping the next book will ease up on these errors.  

I gave this a 3.5 out of 5 deducting for the writing style alone. The research on torture displayed a decent depth of knowledge, more than if you just heard about these methods once or twice. It overall was a well plotted tale of events and the ending was a nice intro into a budding series.