#Del personal

[deliriumsdelight7]

Feeling really uninspired lately. I don’t know if it’s the seasonal depression, or the sleep deprivation, or the constant horrors I see on my timeline, or just general burnout, but everything I try to work on is just… I dunno. The urge to write is there, but writing isn’t bringing me happiness, and every word I force out is a struggle. And then I feel guilty for not updating in… *checks AO3* …about a month, and that slows me down more. Not to mention writing for three different ships and feeling like I’m letting all three down by not updating quickly enough. I’ve tried taking days off to rest, but that doesn’t really do much except make me feel guiltier.

I try drawing to give myself a break while still doing something fun and creative, but it doesn’t come to me as naturally as writing does. Which makes me feel self-conscious and unsatisfied.

I dunno what else to say. Sorry, I guess? Sorry so many of you have gotten invested in stories before you could realize the author was a flake?

[luanggie]

Yo puedo sola...

[maniccherrygirl]

[la1npilledg1rl]

[hamoodmood]

[ciggiestash]

If I see one more post about how girlhood is makeup and virginity and being delicate and pink I’m gonna show everyone how delicate and pink your guts are

[unknownn-girl]

why hate me when i’m just in my room like

[mdemn]

someone has to leave first. this is a very old story. there is no other version of it.

rien ne va plus - margarita karapanou / ghost, zero, suitcase, and the moon - richard siken, beginners (2010) dir. mike mills, glue - richard siken, beginners (2010) dir. mike mills, the absolutely true story of a part-time indian - sherman alexie, tumblr user lalallorona, fuck it i love you - lana del rey, the worm king’s lullaby - richard siken

buy me a coffee? <3

[xoxohannas-world]

fit to go to bed and wonder why i can't fit in no matter how hard i try

[furiouskettle]

The Nose Fairy

[deliriumsdelight7]

I’m trying SO HARD to work on FFA smut but I’m stuck in my head about it. People have wanted these two to bang for close to two years now and I’m terrified the smut won’t live up to the hype. Especially since Zoloft has killed my libido so I don’t know if what I’m writing is actually sexy or not.

[d3cayingdolly]

"match my freak" match my oversensitivity. match my inability to be calm about very minor problems. feel insane and like you're burning from the inside out over everything.

[shesmanic]

I'm crying again

[la1npilledg1rl]

“have you ever just cried because you’re you”

[belletlafleur]

[maniccherrygirl]