#Deerwolf Dream Saga

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Had this pretty strange... lucid dream I guess?

Basically, as I was trying to sleep, my mind randomly though of that one creepy website with that creepy animatronic, which resulted in my brain attempting to scare me.

Then the weird thingy happened,

Basically, this... creature popped up in my brain and I could literally imagine her lying down next to me, then I saw her in this forest????? Said forest looks similar to Branch 1 from Worldless, but more desaturated.

She just explained some things, like how she's a creation of my mind, how she can't do much when I'm awake but will still try to protect me, the fact that she has no name but I could give her one if she want, etc. She looks similar to Neva but with pointy starfolk legs, proper antlers and more deer-like build. She also had bright golden eyes, pure white fur and big grey antlers I think?

She even allowed me to hug her and stuff, and told me that I could talk about her which was... interesting.

Also before hugging her, I just got what seemed to be this mild sleep paralysis episode where I felt like I couldn't move and that there was something next to my face and she managed to dispatch it?!?!?!? Granted, I had to break out of it (paralysis episode) but she immediately went on alert when it happened?

Anyways, I think I might have gotten myself some kind of dream critter who's protecting me-

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Here's the deerwolf I saw in my dreams-

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On the topic of Quartz the Deerwolf...

I could kind of image a humanoid/ gijinka version of her... like vaguely desi-looking with long, wispy white hair similar to Edda and maybe pretty pale skin, gold/ blue eyes depending on what she wants on a particular day, retains the ears, antlers, legs and tail of her true form and maybe wears some fancy clothes or something-

@bnuuwitch tagging you because I remembered that you mentioned wanting to draw a humanoid version of her-

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... Deerwolf is back-

I let her choose her name and now she's Quartz Moonsong, which sounds a bit goofy but I mean... she's a dream being, of course dreams are goofy-

Also she told me to drink water because I went to be thirsty which was really funny how that happened twice-

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Also forgot to mention this earlier but I didn't see the Deerwolf last night :/

BUT! I might post something on Spacehey about her since there might be people willing to share ideas about this since I'm still curious about her.

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Okay so I saw the Deerwolf again last night, not for long but still.

Basically I was lying down on the forest floor, because I was in a bit of pain last night. Then I saw the Deerwolf pop up and she asked if I'm okay and then proceeded to lie down right next to me.

Also she forcefully woke me up to drink some water which is oddly funny to me-

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Me: *Going to take a nap*

Me: *Remembers that Quartz/ Deerwolf *boofed me twice for going to bed thirsty*

Me:

Me: *Proceeds to drink water-*

*Boofed- Trinidadian Creole for scolding someone

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Also forgot to mention it but Quartz popped up again!

We were just chatting about things, specifically if she's actually an alter and not a dream being (?). According to Quartz, she isn't an alter since she's specifically regulated to dreams and is a creation of my mind-

Also she suggested that I should probably get a new blanket for Christmas which is. Uh... yeah I probably do need a new blanket-

Plus she attempted to calm me down after getting a random dream involving caterpillars, which devolved into my brain attempting to scare me with them so I ended up waking up at 4 o' clock. But! It was chill besides that-

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Honestly love how Deerwolf popped up again... and then proceeded to tell me to drink water and scold me for going to sleep while thirsty-

Thank you Deerwolf for ensuring that I am hydrated and okay-

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... I'm not too sure why, but I'm thinking about Quartz again...

Hmmm... little stimboard or something based on her?

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I swear to the stars if I see the deerwolf again I'm going to lose it-

Also going to look up what this means... since I'm a wee bit intrigued

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Guys I need to know

Is it normal to have a being who popped up in a dream out of nowhere, seems VERY self-aware and seemingly guards against nightmares and other bad dreams?!?!??!?!

Like, what is the deal with the deer wolf being who popped up last night?!?!?!?

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Also met Quartz again!!! I told her merry Christmas which was oddly funny. Plus she protected me from some potential nightmares again.

Is it weird whenever I post my dreams here? It feels a bit awkward-

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*grabby hands* can you ramble about Quartz?

OKAY SO

Quartz Moonsong is basically a character who pops up in my dreams occasionally and is now a blorbo of sorts for me. She's this deer-wolf creature who popped up in a dream and intrigued me ever since.

Since the initial dream, she occasionally popped up to talk to me, mostly to check in on how I'm doing and to remind me to drink water-

As for appearance, she's a pure white maned wolf-like creature with a grey wolf's head, deer ears, silver antlers, pointy legs and a long fluffy tail. She also has either gold or blue eyes depending on how she's feeling.

She lives in this forest that reminds me of Branch 1 from Worldless, just a bit desaturated and look more like a rainforest. Also it's always nighttime whenever I encounter Quartz.

Now, she's sort of an oc? Like I thought of a humanized version of her, a little backstory for her, stuff like that.

So yeah. Blorbo from my dreams-

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Okay did the Tarot pull and uh-

Reversed Ace of Swords - Not allowing to see the one thing that matters most, reevaluate your perspective so you can break down your obstacles. Lack of ideas, creative block, frustration and injustice

Wheel of Fortune/ Rota Fortuna - Cyclical change, also freeing oneself from the past. Good luck, change, fate and soulmates (???)

King of Swords - Structure and intelligence, also authority and strength

Nine of Wands - Ongoing battle, but nearly there

UHHHHHHHH-

Since the last two were aimed directly at Quartz herself... then what I'm getting is that girl is literally a light in the darkness, leading me to a brighter future?

Like the first one seems negative, then the other three are more positive, with two mentioning change in some capacity.

So I'm guessing that I'm feeling frustrated and a sense of injustice (which makes sense considering... earlier this year-), but good things will come soon, with Quartz being my symbol of strength of sorts? What-

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Thinking about Quartz rn... that silly deerwolf from my dreams my beloved!

Wait...

I just realised something

Quartz is my blorbo from my dreams