#Daylan

[zekei-lebeau]

Daylan is the son of Cassidy and Smurfette, and their youngest child.

He mostly takes after Cassidy in personality, being easily annoyed by others. He's however not as skilled with magic spells, and usually messes them up when he tries. Because of this, he gets very frustrated, and feels jealous of the talents others his age possess.

Although he's often in a bad mood, he doesn't like to argue with people. When someone is bugging him, he typically flies away without saying anything, going off to sulk alone. He may or may not come back to apologize later, depending on his mood. Smurfette and his sister Trixie are to thank for his more caring side.

[daylan-anderson]

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EXT. I-4 - ORLANDO - NIGHT

irl.

[bentectravels]

Voyage en Turquie – 4ème partie: de Éphèse à Antalya, fin du voyage - juin 2024.

Bien que dans quelques jours la boucle sera bouclée, il me reste encore quelques belles (et très chaudes) journées pour parachever cet intense périple de la meilleure façon qui soit. Je vais maintenant progresser vers la côte sud de la Turquie, entre sites antiques incroyables et plages magnifiques, pour terminer en beauté en posant mon sac pour la dernière nuit à Antalya. Tu es toujours avec…

[onmytape]

'loops

[dog-violet]

I’m fucking screaming me and my best friend just learned that our band’s drummer was at the same tøp concert that we went to together back in 2019 like 5 fucking seats away in the same row cause we both have videos of tyler popping up in the crowd right behind us. this is some fated meeting type shit. we’re band soulmates

[teegause]

[battyaboutbooksreviews]

🌈 Queer Books Coming Out in August 2024 🌈

🌈 Good afternoon, my bookish bats! Here are a FEW of the stunning, diverse queer books you can add to your TBR before the year is over. Happy reading!

[ Text list below ⤵ ]

❓What was the last queer book you read?

[ Release dates may have changed. ]

❤️ Failure to Comply - Sarah Cavar 🧡 I Spit On Your Celluloid - Heidi Honeycutt 💛 You're Embarrassing Yourself - Desiree Akhavan 💚 Death of the Hero - Briona Johnson 💙 Between Dragons and Their Wrath - Devin Madson 💜 The Crimson Crown - Heather Walter ❤️ Sacrificial Animals - Kailee Pedersen 🧡 Oath of Fire - K. Arsenault Rivera 💛 The Palace of Eros - Caro De Robertis 💙 This Ravenous Fate - Hayley Dennings 💜 Mistress of Lies - K.M. Enright 🌈 Wolf Bite - T.J. Nichols

❤️ In the Valley, A Shadow - Samantha Tano 🧡 Follow My Lead - Adrian J. Smith 💛 The Last Woman I Kissed - Venetia Di Pierro 💚 Full Shift - Jennifer Dugan & Kristen Seaton 💙 Hers for the Weekend - Helena Greer 💜 Come Out, Come Out - Natalie C. Parker ❤️ Rules for Ghosting - Shelly Jay Shore 🧡 How to Leave the House - Nathan Newman 💛 Plot Twist - Carmen Sereno 💙 On the Far Side of a Crescendo - Kalyn Hazel 💜 Tiny Oblivions and Mutual Self Destructions - Maxwell I. Gold 🌈 Daylan and the River of Secrets - Edd Tello

❤️ The Italy Letters - Vi Khi Nao 🧡 The Gender Binary Is a Big Lie - Lee Wind 💚 The House Where Death Lives - Alex Brown 💙 Ash's Cabin - Jen Wang 💜 The Avian Hourglass - Lindsey Drager ❤️ The Heart Wants - Krystina Rivers 🧡 A Grand Love - Janna Barkin 💛 You Can't Go Home Again - Jeanette Bears 💜 Libertad - Bessie Flores Zaldivar 🌈 Her Golden Coast - Anat Deracine

❤️ Mighty Millie Novak - Elizabeth Holden 💛 Rise and Divine - Lana Harper 💚 Dying for You - L Flowers �� I'll Have What He's Having - Adib Khorram 💜 Changing Her Tune - Amanda Kabak ❤️ Monogamy? In this Economy? - Laura Boyle 🧡 The Rainbow Age of Television - Sayna Maci Warner 💛 Medusa of the Roses - Navid Sinaki 💙 Confounding Oaths - Alexis Hall 💜 Idol Lives - K.T. Salvo 🌈 Brother's Keeper - Quinn Cameron

❤️ Key Lime Sky - Al Hess 🧡 Crushing It - Erin Becker 💛 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou 💚 Not for the Faint of Heart - Lex Croucher 💙 Tasting Temptation - JJ Arias 💜 Ami - S. Jae-Jones ❤️ You're the Problem, It's You - Emma R. Alban 🧡 Cubs & Campfires - Dylan Drakes 💛 The Dark We Know - Wen-yi Lee 💙 Practical Rules for Cursed Witches - Kayla Cottingham 💜 Riyati Rebirth - Kalani Shimizu 🌈 The Brujos of Borderland High - Gume Laurel III

❤️ A Bánh Mì for Two - Trinity Nguyen 🧡 Dance of the Starlit Sea - Kiana Krystle 💛 Scattered Snows, to the North - Carl Phillips 💚 Beyond a World Apart - Caitlin Myers 💙 Don't Let It Break Your Heart - Maggie Horne 💜 Nothing Heals Me Like You Do - Harper Bliss ❤️ How It All Ends - Emma Hunsinger 🧡 How Do I Sexy? - Mx. Nillin Lore 💛 The Palace of Eros - Caro De Robertis 💙 Prince of the Palisades - Julian Winters 💜 Better Left Buried - Mary E. Roach 🌈 Back to Back - Jo Fletcher

❤️ DITCHLAPSE / [REALLY AFRAID] - Tommy Wyatt 🧡 The Love Archives: Bonus Scenes & Excerpts for Palestine - Various 💛 Guardian: Zhen Hun - Ying Priest 💚 The Sunforge - Sascha Stronach 💙 Queering Reproductive Justice - Candace Bond-Theriault 💜 Gender Explained - Diane Ehrensaft & Michelle Jurkiewicz ❤️ The Unlikely Pair - Jax Calder 🧡 In Universes - Emet North 💛 We Love the Nightlife - Rachel Koller Croft 💙 Lessons from Cruising - Martin Goodman 💜 Wild Ginger in the Rhubarb - Eule Grey 🌈 Not My Circus - Delicia Niami

❤️ Asunder - Kerstin Hall 🧡 The Phoenix Keeper - S.A. MacLean 💛 Encounters with James Baldwin - Various 💚 Verity's Game - Jennifer Giacalone 💙 Hunt Me! I Crave the Chase - Fae Quin 💜 The Audacity Omnibus - Carmen Loup ❤️ Haunted to Death - Frank Anthony Polito 🧡 Blood Orange - Paige Grunewald 💛 The Bad Things We Did - Chris Archeske 💙 Dark Restraint - Katee Robert 💜 Worth the Wait - Kenna White 🌈 The Maid and the Crocodile - Jordan Ifueko

❤️ Loving Corrections - Adrienne Maree Brown 🧡 The Last Witch in Edinburgh - Marielle Thompson 💛 The Duchess of Kokora - Nikhil Prabala 💚 The Scales of Seduction - Rien Gray 💙 Survival Is a Promise - Alexis Pauline Gumbs 💜 Loka - S.B. Divya ❤️ The Every Body Book of Consent - Rachel E Simon 🧡 Southern Lights - Liz Arncliffe 💛 Then Things Went Dark - Bea Fitzgerald 💙 Death at Morning House - Maureen Johnson 💜 The Last Doorbell - William Parker 🌈 The Pairing - Casey McQuiston

[gurbets-world]

Ya hu neyine güveniyon da, daylan gibi adamla yarışıyon :)) Adam vurdumu seni sendan alırda haberin olmaz. Ya ben sana dedim. Insan bi büyük lafi dinler yarım akıllı! :))) Adam ne vurdu, resmen içinden cin çıkarttı :)))

[silver-blooded-synthetics]

OOC: Nazareth and Daylan have background information now, which means all of my muses have complete profiles and are ready to go!

I also made a slight change to Trent's background.

[daylan-anderson]

[ BAG RUN ]

THE FIRST CAMPAIGN VIDEO FOR DRXGS… ENDING THE PERCEIVED DROUGHT AND SETTING THE PRESIDENT FOR WHAT’S TO COME. AN IMPORTANT MILESTONE IN THE BRAND’S HISTORY.

[blackrosesfanfic]

Chapter 263

Trey

Everybody acting weird around me. Must be me acting weird then. Damn. I sit down in a chair in the dining room. Lane is sitting there eating some mashed potatoes and cut up hotdogs by himself. He stands up in his chair and flips through his tablet that is setup in front of him. He stares at me then he sitting down. I fix myself some rice and whatever this is. Looks like curry. I start eating in silence.

"Lane."

"Huh?" He says eating a hotdog.

"Where you get that hotdog?"

He eats his mashed potatoes. "Mommy."

"You love me Lane?"

"Love Mommy." He points.

I look behind me. Cammie is in the next room with her back turned to us. I nod my head. Yeah I love Mommy too.

"Trigga." Lane laughs. He sounds like a little country red neck.

"I love Mommy too."

He smiles. "You love Mommy? Yeah."

"Yeah."

"Love me?"

I smile at his little face. "Yes, I love you Lane."

"Mommy!" Lane starts crying just like that.

"No." She says then laughs as she comes into the room. "Daylan I am standing right here. Look you have your daddy right there."

He cries his fake tears. Cammie kisses my ear then wraps her arms around me. Lane is eating his mashed potatoes watching the tablet. He didn't even want his mother for nothing. Just was tried of her talking to someone else. Cammie rubs my chest. I grunt.

"You need something?" She says softly in my ear.

"Your son right there?" I answer.

She kisses my ear. "You need something to drink or something out the kitchen?"

"No I want what you offered me the first time."

"Mommy." Lane almost falls out his chair.

Cammie blows then talks in my ear. "Put your son to sleep."

"I'm good. I don't need nothing."

"You can't fucking do that?"

"Don't play, Jayla. Why would I fight that kid?"

She rubs my chest. "Look he halfway there."

"No." I say eating.

She giggles. "Lane you want to play with Daddy?"

"Jayla." I hiss looking at Lane.

"No." Lane retorts.

She kisses my neck then walks away. Lane is busy staring at his tablet. Cammie walks back out of the room. I watch Lane as he watches his tablet. Two years ago I didn't know this little boy. Damn. So much has happened in 2 years.  The shit is overwhelming to think about. My son is going to be 4... wait 3. Damn. I forget he talking early.

"Mommy?" He gets out his chair and cry.

"I thought that it was her baby daddy. It's her boyfriend. Then who is the baby's daddy?"

"Mommy!" Lane kicks the chair.

Cammie walks in the room and walk around the table. She grabs Lane's hand then grabs his tablet and keeps walking out of the room. I watch him as he cries and acts like he didn't like her. What? He was just crying for her. That boy is something else. A few minutes later he comes walking in the dining room. He starts screaming crying when he gets inside. I watch him. He walks all the way around the table. At first I thought he was going back to his food. He comes to where I am and stops near me. I turn to him and hold out my arms. He climbs into my lap with my help. Cammie comes swaying her fine ass in the room.

"You have to ask him." Cammie says.

"I'm asking you." April snaps from another room.

Cammie picks Lane's plate up and walk off. "He in there hugged up on Trey like somebody did something to him. We went to check on Caden."

I look down at Lane on his tablet ignoring everyone. He laughs at the tablet then he looks at me. He chuckles again. Oh is he laughing at me? I swear he thinks he funny. He probably has a joke and don't know how to say it to me. I make a face. He goes back to his tablet. He is playing a game. He lies his head on my chest. I eat my food. If he goes to sleep that will be a surprise to me. He sits up really fast hitting my arm and knocking my food back into the plate. I look down at him. He was flipping through videos now. He starts whining.

"Bruh what's wrong with you?" I ask.

"I go Mommy." He whines dropping his tablet and putting his head down almost in my plate. "Mommy."

Cammie walks back into the room and picks Lane up. He starts screaming crying in her arms. He must be sick. Ain't no way he that damn sleepy. All you hear is screaming for like 5 minutes. I get up and go find them. Cammie is rocking Lane singing to him. He just wants to cry for no damn reason. But he 2 so... it's normal. Cammie hits him on the butt. He stops crying. She does it again still singing to him. He slides down in her lap like he getting up but just hangs there. Trouble twos are real. Nothing is wrong with him. Cammie let's him hang there. I walk over and look at his face. He is sleep.

"You holding him like that?" I ask.

"He trying to stay up and wait for April to get out the bathroom. I'm waking him up. Right, stank boy?"

He starts crying. "Mommy."

"Here I am." April says walking in the room straightening her clothes.

"Damn you could have took a minute." I say.

She ignores me picking Lane up. "Okay, Buttbutt. Come on."

Lane wraps his arms around her half sleep crying. April walks out talking to him. Calling him different made up names. I shake my head.

"He did not act like that in Europe."

"He has a baby to compete with now. He just going through a phase."

"Yeah I hope."

Cammie

I hug Amber. "Wake up, Mama."

"Girl those people drugged me. Oh!" She snaps pushing me off her. "My fucking mama gonna ask me if I'm on drugs. Talking bout how she think Chris would be the one get me on drugs. Bae, what?"

I chuckle. "Oh behave."

She rolls her eyes. "Fucking people man. Didn't act excited about hearing I'm pregnant. Your only daughter having a daughter. No?"

"No. They not gonna say oh that's exciting. You already know your overachieving ass parents."

My mother walks into the room. "Hey, Baby. I wanted to ask you about..." She closes the door. "Tremaine." She whispers.

"You act like he has bionic ears. What about him?"

"He seems a bit under the weather. Maybe we can all pray together."

I chuckle. Pray together? "Go pray with him mother. Lift his spirits."

She sighs a bit. "I know that's a joke but he is such a gentle soul. Can't really handle much pressure."

"You doing too much. That man can handle pressure. He has been a celebrity for years. He gets pressured daily."

"He has never been married and I know he doesn't want to lose his family."

I blow. "Poor Tremaine. I mean I hear you but I just want to be allowed to be mad at my husband for stupid decisions he is making."

"God says turn the other cheek."

"What do you want me to do?" I roll my eyes.

She smiles opening the door. "I know I know. You have to navigate your marriage your way. Praying relaxes the spirit."

"Okay, ma." I put my hands on my hips. "I'll ask him about praying."

"I'll get him to come to church this week. Lord knows there are some troubled men in that church to learn what not to do." She leaves out closing the door.

I roll my eyes. "He's a brat."

"That you love."

"And I'm not doing shit for him until he leaves the house. Then I'll remind him why he loves us."

Seven laughs. Chris who was sleeping lifts his head up looking at us. I roll my eyes at him. He turns to the side away from me. I look at Amber rolling my eyes. He needs to shut the hell up. I grab his phone that he exposed when rolling over. Royalty was calling.

"Hey, Royal. This Cammie."

"No." She hangs up the video chat.

I giggle. "Babies video chatting. What has this world come to?"

MiNi walks into the room followed by a crying baby. She spins around looking at JJ about to go off on him. He cries louder running pass her. I watch him run around the bed thinking he was coming to me. He goes to Chris crying in his face. Not touching him.

"Man." Chris says jumping out his sleep. "Yall gone watch this man cry?"

"He ain't crying to me." I shrug.

Chris gets out the bed walking away. JJ follows him crying. He stops once they were out the room. He is being exactly like his damn friend. Difficult. Spoiled ass kids.

"Man why you got that nigga in his feelings like that?" Chris says walking back in the room.

"My son will be okay. His ass needs to go to sleep like his fucking friends." MiMi snaps.

Chris points at me. "I'm talking bout your miserable husband. Look fucking depressing."

"Chris you want me to go back in time and do exactly what? Cause last time I checked it was him who hurt me. Why yall fucking annoying me?"

"You punishing him."

I roll my eyes. "My husband is okay. If he needed me he would come find me, believe that."

"For real." Amber sucks her teeth.

"Yes ma'am." JJ says walking into the room. "Yes ma'am. Mommy Grandma coming to get me. Mommy. Mommy can I go? Say yes mama."

MiMi rolls her eyes. "Yes, JJ. Go. Shit."

"Her said shit. What her say? Her say go. I go with you now. Yes ma'am. Sorry. I sorry Mommy. Mommy. Mommy? Mommmy?"

"Okay, JJ."

He starts pouting. "Not now? Yes ma'am. Okay? Waffle fries? It at the door? Now? Yes maam."

"And they gonna fucking deal with him when he 15." MiMi says. "And you wondering why these niggas almost fucking 30 years old acting like it's finally time to grow up. Bitch please. Get that tittie out yall mouth and accept your fucking repercussions. Big ass babies." MiMi says.

JJ goes to find Chris in the bathroom. He ends up crying in the bathroom. He walks out on the phone again. He goes and hides behind a chair listening to Mama Joyce talk to him. Ridiculous. That's not even your grandma little boy.

"Seriously I care about my husband's mental health. I just want him to be here with the family. That's your reality check right now. Enjoy the life you ignoring when you in the streets."

"Could have actually fucked a bitch and now she calling to tell you about her baby and she keeping it."

"First thing came to mind..." I sing.

MiMi slaps my arm. "You should have picked Usher."

"Girl please. I love my husband... fucking spoiled or not. I wouldn't change him."

"You sure?" Trey says walking all the way in the room.

I reach my arms out for Caden. He bucks like he didn't want me. I push Trey arms away. Caden looks around like why he still got me. It was the cutest face. Okay little butt. I grab him from Trey. Once again he bucks himself back. I let him fall back all he wanted.

"Why he doing that?" Trey asks trying to take him.

"Hmm." MiMi says.

I laugh. "He wants something. Caden stop your games. Stop it."

Trey stares at us when Caden twists away from him. "Feed him."

"He acting hungry to you?"

"I don't know. He responded when I said mommy."

I stand off the bed. "You want your food now?"

Caden holds on to me and nothing else. He not responding to shit. When we all walk into the kitchen he starts looking around. I sit him down on the seat we put together earlier. Let's see if he can hold himself up. He does for a few seconds then starts leaning. I strap him in supporting him. He gets happy.

"You like this ugly chair?" Trey asks smiling at him. Caden gets excited grabbing his own hand. Trey claps. "Yay."

"Taste it Tremaine." I say putting some of the pudding I made to his mouth.

He stares at it then taste it. "What is this?"

I giggle. "Breastmilk, bananas, and cereal."

"Hmm." Is all he says.

"Okay Caden." I say giving him some. He eats it poorly spitting a lot of it out.

"He don't like it?"

I hand it to Trey. "He don't know how to get it all down. He learning."

"You want me to feed him?" Trey says surprised.

"Say hurry Daddy. I am getting frustrated."

Trey comes closer. "He turning red. Stop holding your breath."

Caden leans towards the spoon this time. He was excited about getting more. I smile. I leave them in the kitchen to go get my phone. The devil was walking down the hallway. He looks at me looking at him. I stop walking and stare at him. He stops walking and stare at me. I smile. My bad ass baby. He just stares still.

"I go outside, Mommy?" He asks.

"Let me take some pictures first."

He half sleep talking about outside. I get my phone as he follows me then go back to the kitchen. Caden is leaned over more trying to get to the food. Trey was feeding him as fast as he opened his mouth. Caden was loving it. I take a video of them.

"Taden not eat that!" Lane snaps up on a stool. He was so angry. "That milk! Mommy?"

"Yes Lane."

He climbs on the table. "Tell Daddy stop." He gets to Caden and sit him back hard. "Taden you eat it?"

Caden eats his hand. Lane wasn't having it. He wipes Caden's mouth and hands.

"Don't eat that Caden. Caden drink milk."

"Caden is bigger now. He can sit up and eat."

Lane not convinced. "What that is, Daddy?"

"Breastmilk and bananas."

"It Caden milk?"

"Yeah."

Lane reaches for it. "Let me see."

Trey puts some in the spoon and feeds it to Lane. Lane frowns then moves towards Trey. "I eat it?"

"Here." Trey feeds him more.

"I do it. Myself." Lane turns his head.

"It's Caden's food."

Lane pouts looking at Caden. Trey gives in immediately.

"Caden will share. You get some then Caden."

"Caden eat this?" Lane digs a big spoonful out. "Taden you like bananas?"

Trey chuckles. "Lane do you like it?"

"It oatmeal." Lane says eating it.

"Next time it needs some strawberries." Trey says tasting it.

He chuckles to himself then feeds Caden. Caden wasn't interested. What am I gonna do with my men? I take a picture of them. Caden eating his hand, Lane digging in the bowl, and Trey looking at me. He goes back to Lane talking about bananas and oatmeal. It's not oatmeal boys. I post the picture on Instagram. Let them bitches know I'm still winning. Mad or not.

[plussizedenigma]

Daylan Lavell, I love you. Thank you for helping heal me. 🤍

“Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.”

— Paulo Coelho

[battyaboutbooksreviews]

🌈 Queer Books Coming Out in August 2024 🌈

🌈 Good afternoon, my bookish bats! Here are a FEW of the stunning, diverse queer books you can add to your TBR before the year is over. Happy reading!

❓What was the last queer book you read?

[ Release dates may have changed. ]

❤️ Failure to Comply - Sarah Cavar 🧡 I Spit On Your Celluloid - Heidi Honeycutt 💛 You're Embarrassing Yourself - Desiree Akhavan 💚 Death of the Hero - Briona Johnson 💙 Between Dragons and Their Wrath - Devin Madson 💜 The Crimson Crown - Heather Walter ❤️ Sacrificial Animals - Kailee Pedersen 🧡 Oath of Fire - K. Arsenault Rivera 💛 The Palace of Eros - Caro De Robertis 💙 This Ravenous Fate - Hayley Dennings 💜 Mistress of Lies - K.M. Enright 🌈 Wolf Bite - T.J. Nichols

❤️ In the Valley, A Shadow - Samantha Tano 🧡 Follow My Lead - Adrian J. Smith 💛 The Last Woman I Kissed - Venetia Di Pierro 💚 Full Shift - Jennifer Dugan & Kristen Seaton 💙 Hers for the Weekend - Helena Greer 💜 Come Out, Come Out - Natalie C. Parker ❤️ Rules for Ghosting - Shelly Jay Shore 🧡 How to Leave the House - Nathan Newman 💛 Plot Twist - Carmen Sereno 💙 On the Far Side of a Crescendo - Kalyn Hazel 💜 Tiny Oblivions and Mutual Self Destructions - Maxwell I. Gold 🌈 Daylan and the River of Secrets - Edd Tello

❤️ The Italy Letters - Vi Khi Nao 🧡 The Gender Binary Is a Big Lie - Lee Wind 💚 The House Where Death Lives - Alex Brown 💙 Ash's Cabin - Jen Wang 💜 The Avian Hourglass - Lindsey Drager ❤️ The Heart Wants - Krystina Rivers 🧡 A Grand Love - Janna Barkin 💛 You Can't Go Home Again - Jeanette Bears 💜 Libertad - Bessie Flores Zaldivar 🌈 Her Golden Coast - Anat Deracine

❤️ Mighty Millie Novak - Elizabeth Holden 💛 Rise and Divine - Lana Harper 💚 Dying for You - L Flowers 💙 I'll Have What He's Having - Adib Khorram 💜 Changing Her Tune - Amanda Kabak ❤️ Monogamy? In this Economy? - Laura Boyle 🧡 The Rainbow Age of Television - Sayna Maci Warner 💛 Medusa of the Roses - Navid Sinaki 💙 Confounding Oaths - Alexis Hall 💜 Idol Lives - K.T. Salvo 🌈 Brother's Keeper - Quinn Cameron

❤️ Key Lime Sky - Al Hess 🧡 Crushing It - Erin Becker 💛 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou 💚 Not for the Faint of Heart - Lex Croucher 💙 Tasting Temptation - JJ Arias 💜 Ami - S. Jae-Jones ❤️ You're the Problem, It's You - Emma R. Alban 🧡 Cubs & Campfires - Dylan Drakes 💛 The Dark We Know - Wen-yi Lee 💙 Practical Rules for Cursed Witches - Kayla Cottingham 💜 Riyati Rebirth - Kalani Shimizu 🌈 The Brujos of Borderland High - Gume Laurel III

❤️ A Bánh Mì for Two - Trinity Nguyen 🧡 Dance of the Starlit Sea - Kiana Krystle 💛 Scattered Snows, to the North - Carl Phillips 💚 Beyond a World Apart - Caitlin Myers 💙 Don't Let It Break Your Heart - Maggie Horne 💜 Nothing Heals Me Like You Do - Harper Bliss ❤️ How It All Ends - Emma Hunsinger 🧡 How Do I Sexy? - Mx. Nillin Lore 💛 The Palace of Eros - Caro De Robertis 💙 Prince of the Palisades - Julian Winters 💜 Better Left Buried - Mary E. Roach 🌈 Back to Back - Jo Fletcher

❤️ DITCHLAPSE / [REALLY AFRAID] - Tommy Wyatt 🧡 The Love Archives: Bonus Scenes & Excerpts for Palestine - Various 💛 Guardian: Zhen Hun - Ying Priest 💚 The Sunforge - Sascha Stronach 💙 Queering Reproductive Justice - Candace Bond-Theriault 💜 Gender Explained - Diane Ehrensaft & Michelle Jurkiewicz ❤️ The Unlikely Pair - Jax Calder 🧡 In Universes - Emet North 💛 We Love the Nightlife - Rachel Koller Croft 💙 Lessons from Cruising - Martin Goodman 💜 Wild Ginger in the Rhubarb - Eule Grey 🌈 Not My Circus - Delicia Niami

❤️ Asunder - Kerstin Hall 🧡 The Phoenix Keeper - S.A. MacLean 💛 Encounters with James Baldwin - Various 💚 Verity's Game - Jennifer Giacalone 💙 Hunt Me! I Crave the Chase - Fae Quin 💜 The Audacity Omnibus - Carmen Loup ❤️ Haunted to Death - Frank Anthony Polito 🧡 Blood Orange - Paige Grunewald 💛 The Bad Things We Did - Chris Archeske 💙 Dark Restraint - Katee Robert 💜 Worth the Wait - Kenna White 🌈 The Maid and the Crocodile - Jordan Ifueko

❤️ Loving Corrections - Adrienne Maree Brown 🧡 The Last Witch in Edinburgh - Marielle Thompson 💛 The Duchess of Kokora - Nikhil Prabala 💚 The Scales of Seduction - Rien Gray 💙 Survival Is a Promise - Alexis Pauline Gumbs 💜 Loka - S.B. Divya ❤️ The Every Body Book of Consent - Rachel E Simon 🧡 Southern Lights - Liz Arncliffe 💛 Then Things Went Dark - Bea Fitzgerald 💙 Death at Morning House - Maureen Johnson 💜 The Last Doorbell - William Parker 🌈 The Pairing - Casey McQuiston

[beautifully-fucked92]

More piercings or face tatts?

Cry baby tattoo seems fitting lately.

Miss my septum piercing but can't do that due to structural damage to my nose.... Hmmm maybe eyebrow piercings? Or I could do double nostrils

Choices choices ... New piercings for my birthday I think 🤔

Any objections ?

Is it bad I wish I had someone that would be like 'np, I don't approve. I don't like it' in my life. My ex Daylan was like that when it came to body mods and cutting my hair. So the first thing I did to piss him off after we split was chop my hair hahaha I wish I hadn't. I had really nice long hair at that point. See photo for reference to hair!

See wasnt it nice. Then after I chopped it I started dying it random colours then started shaving bits and got used to have fuck all hair and now that my hair is growing back as seen in the filtered pics I struggle with it cos I ain't used to it but C'est La Vie

I'm rambling and I know I am but right now it's distracting enough to wonder how I would look if I looked different.

I mean to be fully honest I've lost 30 kgs over the last 2 years but I see no difference. I mean I wear smaller pants but I still can't let go of my baggy tshirts.

I didnt even do much to lose it took the stupid pills the doc gave a me that had horrendous side effects to my digestive system and changed my eating habits. FUCK imagine if I had the motivation to exercise. Hahaha I'll never be skinny, I never was growing up. Id like to go back to the size I was at 15/16/17. I wasn't completely happy (I think it had to do with all my females friends being really skinny and always having a bf , cos you know that all girls want at that age) then I mean how could I ever be happy with my body when I grew up being continually weighed weekly and told I was fat (I was chubby not fat) fuck did that bring me down then that fucker was gone so I got to do what I wanted and over indulged now here I am doing everything the hospital wants to qualify for surgery they just keep taking there time. 6 months between appointments! In the first year (2022) alone I did everything they wanted except cut the drinking and the occasional meat pie. Look where talking got me then, absolutely no where.

Now I'm doing yet ANOTHER psych assessment for surgery (paying $280) again because they dragged their feet and my first once is classed as being out of date.

What the actual fuck! See I went from spiralling down before and lashing out to now being fucking annoyed again. I wish this feeling would last but it won't I'll go back to depressive bitch soon enough (by soon enough I mean within an hour or two)

Fuck I ramble.

I love you, you know who you are and I appreciate you so much.

Blah! Enough.

[silver-blooded-synthetics]

OOC: Adam, Miguel, and Kaleb all have their profiles completed now, including backstories. Nazareth and Daylan still need backstories written out, but at least I'm making some progress.

[daylan-anderson]

“CHASING GHOSTS”

December 4th, 2023 . Jacksonville, FL