#DO YOU GET OT DO YOU UNDERSTAND

[m0nochromem0use]

you don’t understand man you don’t underSTAND it’s about emizel telling soda to run the second he was put in proper danger it’s about soda refusing to even though he was already hurt because that’s his friend. it’s about soda reaching for emizel it’s about emizel immediately looking at soda even with the vampire’s teeth in his neck it’s about emizel pulling himself back from the brink of a frenzy because that’s soda. it’s about “i’m not leaving you, man!” it’s about “i told you to run.” do you hear me does anyone hear me

[horrorknife]

it’s so funny that anya and daisuke are always drawn together n ppl act like they’re close cuz thru the course of the game almost every time there’s any Group Discourse jimmy is the one who sides with anya against swansea and daisuke. anya and daisuke’s relationship is mostly nonexistent but we do see her and jimmy being mostly very cordial with each other. idk. i’ve been thinking abt it a lot cuz i’ve just been replaying and rewatching and trying to pin things down for myself. it’s a little disheartening tbh that all of these characters are constantly mischaracterized by the loudest people in the fandom cuz it’s creating this whole society of people who played a different mouthwashing than the one i did. and whats REALLY so fuckin funny abt all this is that more ppl are shipping jimcurly and apparently THAT’S where all of the “media literacy” problems are coming from. like, no, i understood all the beats of the game just fine and i love all of it. i just also wanna see two guys who suck for each other fuck about it

[dykedvonte]

I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?

What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.

[waterwindow]

the difference between what people like on twitter vs what people like on tumblr from me is kinda mind blowing

[dreadfuldevotee]

everytime there is a post going around about clothes I just have to sit in a corner a seethe. Watching a couple period movies does not make you an expert, fun fact.

[ebonytails]

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️

Heart rate has reached dangerous levels❗️

Initiating culling procedures.👁️‍🗨️

[transbeamrooikat]

sillays :3

[hearts401]

raises my hand i actually like the concept of a shitty parent getting better i just hate when its used to be like "im good now so you should forgive me."

people grow and change and hurt people!!! and those hurt people deserve to move on without having to forgive their abuser!!!

[thatautisticemo]

i need to get back into every au i have ever written , i say, and then i open it and go um no actually i think it ended just fine. it is time to write a Sequel

[wild-at-mind]

Being in a long distance relationship long term is so fucked up. For context for people in bigger countries I'm not talking flying distance from each other, I'm talking about 3 hrs apart on the train, so not that far arguably. But still far enough that our lives are almost completely separate in the practical sense, no matter how much we talk on the phone or meet halfway. When one of us stays over at the other's place we are still guests in each other's homes. I still don't know what cohabiting would be like and what a comfortable normalicy of being in each other's lives in person every day would be like. We're coming up to our 11th anniversary. I don't want to break up with him!!!! I love him deeply and I've never met someone I'm as compatible with as him. I've never been in love like this and I'm not easy to know, and yet he does know me and likes what he sees. I just feel I am stuck and I am frustrated that my sex life is like once every 3 months. I still don't even know how often we would have sex if we lived together, we haven't had the chance to find that rhythm. When we see each other there's no time to do any more involved stuff it's just getting off. Basically everytthing we've talked about has to stay in the realm of fantasy because there's never any fucking time.

I am trying I said to him- you need to do covering letters and things, you can't just send your CV that has never worked. He's the one who wants out of his current job, and out of his town, but applying for jobs is so fucking hard when you're working full time and trying to do things you love to not get fucking depressed. See I understand those things because I would feel the same way. If he moved here we could find a place together and I could find it out if I actually can live with someone else and stay mentally well. I'm getting too dependent on living alone in order to stay mentally well and it worries me.

Sorry to vent. I'm not looking for advice it's just venting.

[larnax]

oh yea i never did post that therion/temenos analysis bc it refused to get under 2k words but the crux of it was that therion is a very passive character to the point that not killing people is about the only choice he personally makes(even in their final argument, darius is the one who starts it and therion is just defending himself for the majority of it), otherwise he's always following someone else's orders, whether it be heathcote or barham and he fucking hates his job. temenos on the other hand is an intj empath with a savior complex who is extremely active, refuses to listen to anyone he doesn't respect which is all but one person who dies before the first chapter is over, and his job is his life's calling.

[sadisticmystical]

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[venomgender]

my cat when i try to get him to lay on my arm: why are you attacking me. fuck you. im leaving.

my cat when i lay the full weight of both legs on him: this is awesome im so content and have 0 desire to move

[bsotted]

re: those tags

like when i tell u catholic guilt and generational repression is alive and well in new england. includign and maybe even especially among the agnostic bc that's when it's the most prevailing in the sense that it goes especially un-deconstructed when its just cultural, social, when it isn't handed down trhough literal firsthand institutional dogmatic indoctrination, but the schoolyard kind. when i try to tell ppl i the matt damon/ben affleck thing makes perfect sense actually and try to connect the dots to nathaniel hawthorne and herman melville i sound like charlie day but i'm begging please listen. have u ever heard chris fleming describe what it's like to grow up in massachusetts

[itsalwaysdark]

i wish i had an exact copy of myself. sigh

[voidwhalebone]

also, roman law is not the enemy, yeah you gotta read and learn 60 pages per week but thats it you just have to study, thats doable, roman law is my friend..now constitutional law on the other hand.....im severely cooked......