#DIS SUCKS IM SORRYYYYYY

[toukenramblings]

𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕜𝕪 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠?

IT’S LOVING FUDOU YUKIMITSU HOURS B A B E H

in theory i should sleep but seeing as i dont got work...i gonna write about my son. Was listening to Star Maps by Sj Tucker and well...I have a lot of story ideas from this song. @rexcaliburechoes​

“Turn around.” Fudou hates it when you see him cry.

Tears wrought upon him; by burdens you cannot calculate or even hope to understand. You can try, oh how you try, but it’s something you can never reach. It scalds you when you try, the tantou hidden amongst the flames that once took him away at Honnouji.

It kills you to hear him like this.

You feel his forehead hit your back, soft sniffles from his nose, and tears staining fabric.

A ritual you two held since he was summoned to your side, since the beginning.

You tell him, again and again and again.

“It’s alright. You can cry, Fudou. I’m here for you.”

It’s hard to swallow down his pride though.

Your ears pick up a hiccup, and your back straightens, opening up your heart – mind, soul, whatever the boy needs – for him. There isn’t much to speak about; you know Fudou will say what he needs to say when he’s ready.

Until then, all you can do is sit there; back to him, staining cotton with tears and snot and sometimes vomit if you’re unlucky.

You reach back, fingers padding against the floor to find his hand.

It shakes when it collides with yours; shivering though no coldness was seeping into his bones.

It’s nothing but a searing heat swirling in his head.

Fudou falls asleep like this again, snores reaching your ears, a final squeeze of your hand as he drifts off. Finally you turn to face him, letting his head lean on your shoulder. Your hand runs through his amethyst locks, thumb wiping away his tears.

If you could be respite for him, even just a little bit in this chaotic world, then you are content.

[schaefferisqueen]

Twisted Song Ranking

OK ITS FINALLY HERE I SORRYYYYYY. So this took forever cuz SCHOOL and I needed to watch Twisted again cuz I can’t buy the sound track. so. long time. ANYWAYS AJ and Kaley KILLED IT I love the soundtrack so much it so good..... but not my fave oops. so ya this show is amazing and my ranking is slightly controversial (as always) so sorry oops.

14. Orphaned at Thirty-three (Ok so I love Jeff but I don't like this song oops. it makes me uncomfy and Jeff is creepy but like that's his brand so I get it. but also rlly don't like oh well)

13. One Thousand and One Nights Reprise/Finale (ok so this is good its just way too short for me and I feel like it lasts .5 secs lmao)

12. Take Off Your Clothes (Ok so this is a good song and it doesn't make me uncomfy I just like more songs better and I don't rlly jam to this one like others)

11. Everything and More (ok I LOVE Rachel no hate I Stan her she's amazing but I think the songs in twisted were out of or at the edge of her range and she sounds kinda strained so it kinda hurts to listen sometime. but no hate I love her she's amazing and hilarious especially in twisted shut up she's amazing)

10. Happy Ending (ok I love this song its so good especially at homecoming its amazing and Jeff going crazy at the end is so relatable I cant. also.... this is end of first act,,..... there are only 5 songs in act 2???? lmao but ya amazing we Stan harmonies I love)

9. One Thousand and One Nights (ok this is great go OFF Dylan/Meredith u r too good for this world. their voices together so good and they have so many starkid characters that r a thing lmao but honestly so cute amazing vocals their love story is great we ship and Stan)

8. I Steal Everything (ok I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONGGGGG amazing intro to scumbag!Aladdin and his mentality. he also rlly fucking funny and the choreography kills meeee GO JAMES KINGGGG James Tolbert choreographed he DESERVES the recognition and Jeff is hilarious and Lauren as monkey is great too. also rip Robert lmao)

7. Sands of Time/Golden Rule (yayay so this song is great and so good and it SHOULD be the 1st act closer or smtg but its not so rip oh well. ANYWAYS we love when the ppl appreciate j’afar but go apeshit later and hate him its hilarious contrast. ALSO dancing duet Robert/Lauren PART 2 we love them sm the two dancers killing it. and Laurens a boy again lmao)

6. If I Believed (GO DYLANNNNNNNNNNN ok so I know I will prob get hate for putting this ‘so low’ cuz its normally in top 3 for most rankings but oh well. I love Dylan and this song breaks my heart BUT I LOVE OTHERS MORE IM SORRY OK anyways Dylan slays and hits THAT NOTE and kills it I cant I want the sound track purely for this song (and the top 5))

5. Power in Me (yessssss I know this song gets a lot of hate but I genuinely love it tis amazing and heartfelt and Dylan/Racheal duet is WHAT WE NEEDED the only thing better would be Dylan/jaime duet and I will advocate for that until the day I die FIGHT ME they need to sing together. ANYWAYS I love this song it so emotional and great closer for j’afar as djinn and ugh EMOTIONS so ya)

4. Golden Rule Evil Reprise (yesssssssssssss this songgggggggg GO JOE GO JOE KING OMG U KILLLLL ITTTTTT I cant this song is so good and way too short it should be so much longer but omg amazing. also. CHOREO EXCUZE ME GO OFF JAMESSSSS. sry I love this song I cant its so clever the lyrics I cant GO OFF KALEY its amazing we stannnnnn)

3. Dream a Little Harder (ok this song is hilarious and Alex and Robert GO OFFFF they kill it and fun fact Kaley/aj have said that the song would be completely diff if they weren't in the cast sooooo that just tells u how amazing they areeeeee. also the fuck you and the belle parody and Jaime as bell and Denise as the parrot is so funnyyyyyy and Jeff at that one part where everyone is saying that their mom died is amazing I loveeeeeeee we Stan this song so much and it was almost higher BUT just wait lmao)

2. No One Remembers Achmed (OK I KNOW SHUT UP IT SHOULD BE NUMBER ONE BUT ITS NOT SO DEAL I love achmed and the soldiers (especially #3) steal the show like H E  F U C K E D  A  T I G E R is so good and Jim is amazing and Jim harmonizing w/ Lauren in the beginning is also amazing and this song just SLAPS so hard I love so muchhhhh the ensemble just goes off and so does Joe and its amazinggggg w eloveeeeeeeee)

1. Twisted (OK SO YES THIS IS FIRST IT IS MY FAVE DONT @ ME. I love twisted so much firstly cuz GO JAIME YES URSULA GO YESSSS and Nick as scar and Robert as Gaston and Lauren as maleficent and Alex as Captain Hook and DENISE HOLY SHIT DENISE UR SO FUNNY I CANT ALSO did u know that Jim was going to be hades but the costume was too complicated and too much so they couldn't im sad that would have been hilarious. AND LETS NOT FORGET DYLAN OMGGGGGG he's amazing and he kills it and again GO JAIME GO OFF QUEEEEENNNNN GO OFFFFF I LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUU also jaime has said multiple times that ursula was her fave starkid role ever and yes so accurate its so amazing and iconic like the voice the costume the body movement the SPLIT AT THE END YES SHE SPLITS WHEN SHE DROPS INFRONT OF J’AFAR GO OFFFFFFFF I LOVE HER HAND THIS SONG EEEEKKK)

OK so once again if u actually got thru all of that (especially the last one lol) u r my fave person and I love u sm u absolute queen. so ya again im sorry it took so long school sucks and so does senior yr and college essays and screw that shit. so... next is avpsy. imma have to watch other ranking vids to get the songs cuz there is no soundtrack that I can find and I DO NOT have the time nor energy to watch the whole thing so I sorry in advance. BUT I have already ranked HMB AND STARSHIP I just need to add commentary so after AVPSY it should go fasterish. oops ANYWAYS

luv u all

<3, alimay (lmao it autocorrected to alimony lol I cant that's hilarious)

[deliverydefresas]

So now when Soy Luna is long gone and we all have our own established opinions, maybe you can spend some of your time on answering these questions 😊 Many of the questions will imply a detailed answer and are gonna be divided into 2 parts since the amount of letters in questions box is limited, so here we go😊 1) Your most favourite character in SL and why? 2) Your least favourite character in SL and why? 3) What particular story (friendship, relationship) in the show you love the most and why?

i suck so bad im answering these so late im sorryyyyyy!!!

1.- at this point i cant tell which one i love the most, i think i love many parts of some but not exactly one as a whole, y’know??? like i love love loved luna bc she was such a ray of sunshine and gave it all for her friends and her dreams and such but she also could be blind and naive about some other things (mainly where matteo and ámbar were concerned), i loveeeed s1 matteo and half end of s3 but s2 and half of s3 were kinda confusing and downgrading for him as a chara, sometimes i didn’t know if i wanted to build an altar and worship him or bury him. ámbar i loved the idea of the development and how much she could grow, but the writers handled it v shittily so it was kinda a let down..... so yes. 

2.- i never saw a point in all the thirds of ships, i hated gary and bruno, sharon was crazy, nico was annoying, bernardo could burn in hell and i wouldnt care,,,, yeh

3.- even if they confused each other sometimes, nilu (nina/luna) were always there for each other, and their friendship was a v constant, v good one. s1 lutteo was made v v v v nicely and i loved them the most, PELFI had the best growth and development and i would have died for them, excepting the s2 fiasco, they actually talked about their problems and supported each other unconditionally, i respect that a lot