#Cries in depression
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i miss being active on here
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I want to write this weekend. I have time to write this weekend. So I can only assume my motivation will be zero.
#Cries in depression#cries in writer#cries in crying idk lol#I really want to work on my Eddie Munson sex pollen fic#like I know if I get my shit together thats gonna SLAP#heh literally? maybe#I'm hoping I get something done#even a few words is a start
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grabbing a Symptom by the throat and screaming WHO SENT YOU!?? WHICH DISORDER DO YOU BELONG TO
#this is what i do instead of going to therapy#i am Experiencing Symptoms#today it’s the avpd trying to kill me i think#but who knows what it will be tomorrow#anyway a group of men just laughed near me and i felt so scared i nearly cried#just because what if they were laughing at ME??? (they weren’t)#but what if they WERE??? (they weren’t)#mental illness#personality disorders#neurodivergencies#comorbid disorders#autism#adhd#anxiety#depression#avpd#bpd#stpd#szpd#dpd#ppd#aspd#npd#ocpd#hpd#trauma disorders#ro speaks
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I like bloodweave. Okay. But I DON'T like the version of them in fanfic where Astarion is a dick and Gale is like. Whining and pleading for him to be emotionally vulnerable (or just. Nice to him) prior to the relationship being established. Because that is just not accurate. Gale needs the player to express interest in him during his weave-teaching scene before he even considers hitting on them properly. Gale is entirely resigned to his fate and needs someone else to pull him away from it. Gale only starts being sweet and romantic and devoted after you accept his love confession and give him hope for the future. Gale says fuck all and then slinks away to cry privately if you break up with him.
Like he isn't chasing after people lmao. He isn't dropping to his knees and crying about anything much less this dickhead he met a week ago. He is overwhelmingly passive about literally everything personal to him up to and including his own death (provided there are no casualties/there is a good reason) until after the player expresses that they care about him. Astarion is not doing that in any of these fics.
Like Gale is friendly and a dork and doesn't wanna get murdered but he fully has a suicide plan. He thought the artefacts would help him survive but he didn't believe he'd ever truly live again. If Gale confessed and Astarion said/did like one (1) mean thing afterward Gale's romance is closed off forever. He's wandering into the forest to cry. He's killing himself immediately. His fragile ego and self worth can't take it. You have to understand that when we joke about him being pathetic it's not bc he's like. Sopping wet and chasing people down and begging for a scrap of attention. It's because he craves affection but would literally rather die than ask or even hope for it until someone else forces that hope back into his serotonin-deficient tadpole brain.
#i feel like u can tell when a bloodweave fic is written by an astarion stan vs a gale stan lol#because the astarion stans are just using gale as a vessel for like. their sopping wet meow meow#who screams and cries until astarion becomes emotionally vulnerable with them#which gale would not do. realistic bloodweave is astarion tries to fuck him in act 1 and he refuses because of the orb#and then astarion is like “boo what the fuck. change of plans” and gale is like “okay” and they never speak of it again lol#anyway#please god the gale characterisation in this place. half of you make him the soppiest most pathetic loser and the other half make him evil#he's not ACTUALLY a loser. when i joke about it the reason its funny is because its not true#hes just a regular guy with depression lol. hes not out here debasing himself begging for some old twink to care abt him#bg3#gale dekarios#bloodweave#gale of waterdeep#does this make sense. i havent slept#i just mean that if you want gale to be sappy he needs to have like. prior assurance that his feelings are reciprocated#because if he doesnt have that and astarion is a dick to him he WILL just give up on the relationship#like hes not hunting people down after they deliberately upset him. i see so many fics where they create tension by lime#*like#having astarion openly fuck someone else after establishing a sort-of relationship with gale. for the drama#like hey. gale fully dumps you if you do that in game!! you have no way to convince him not to. he will dump astarion for that permanently
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celebrating my birthday "alone"
happy birthday to the blorbo that changed my life. for the worse. im about to graduate high school and this lad is still in prison....
#milgram#mikoto kayano#kayano mikoto#john kayano#midokoto#man i totally didnt rush this#i was thinking if i should do a happy piece or a depressing one#redrawing youre getting old was also in the options#ultimately sad mikoto won..#i literally cried over your tl#nothing even happened. i was just happy to see content
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"I'm a real boy but I'm still no good at it" 😭😭😭 what if I sobbed
#TOM WAS SO CUTE IT MAKES ME WANT TO BITE AND CRY#how is the oldest tallest strongest man the best at playing kids#the ending was so good??#actually almost cried multiple times#The Grape Depression#shoot from the hip#sfth#shootimpro#sam russell#luke manning#tom mayo#alexander jeremy#sfth sam#sfth luke#sfth tom#sfth aj#own post
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Being the captain means always being the one everyone turns to.
#trafalgar law#one piece#my art#ITS LATE SUMMER DEPRESSION HOURS LADS#WE’RE STRUGGLING OUT HERE#(to be clear we’re fine I just cried a lot today)#anyway vent art put all that pain on law make him suffer#(he’s already suffering)#(it’s okay just refer to yesterday’s hug drawing i think that one happens after this)#(…sure I only gave him the amber lead scars in one of them…)#(…maybe they only appear when he’s stressed/upset)#(work with me here)#anyway vent art works I just got a text the seminar I’m teaching was pushed back two weeks
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i miss tntduo so much can i just draw them for the rest of my life
they fill me with joy
#iknow i said art hiatus till auguts but if i dotn draw them for more than 72 hours i will cri#explode#i hate responsibilities#i hate it here#this is all i can manage#im tryna write but inhate it too#euehhfhrwfhwrfherfherfjirfebuhwdhbfuhwrfbhuerfbhuerfbuehrfbdwjfhbdfwjhfbhjdefbjrehfre#ik this is my depressed ass talking#wtv#arties#tntduo#tntduo fanart#c!tntduo#c!wilbur fanart#c!quackity fanart#quackbur
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cuddle mama reunion
#yes i cried bc i didn't realize that stella purrs and it's SO CUTE shut up#dragons liveblogs#5x08#brotp#the continuing adventures of rayla and her depression dog
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Re-watching Star Trek is definitely a more conscious experience for me. Like the power of that scene… The dialogue is superb, with a brutal and moving message. And the way John de Lancie plays his role is amazing.
#star trek#q star trek#qcard#star trek q#jean luc picard#tng#q tng#jean-luc picard#captain picard#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#Oh how I love this dialogue#I'm so enthralled by this dialogue that it is indescribable#If I felt sorry for Q throughout the episode at this point I almost cried#not a reblog#i love the way Picard sips his tea#I feel you Q#this dialogue was downright depressing#Can we all admire Q titts? Can we?#This suit makes him dirty but damn there are things that catch the eye. And I know I'm not the only one. Don't lie.
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okay but he definitely understood the hidden meaning behind tigris saying “i think you look just like your father, coriolanus” </3
#i will never recover#i am SOBBING#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#suzanne collins#movies#ballad of songbirds and snakes#book quotes#quotes#depressing quotes#tbosas#tbosbas#coriolanus snow#tigris snow#i cried
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Wade is an ugly cryer
Pass it on!
#deadpool#wade wilson#this man ugly cries so hard#would constantly need tissue cause of all the tears and snot#Logan would be there for Wade as a shoulder to lean on when gets like that#whether it be Wade crying from a sad movie or if Wade was just very depressed#logan would be there#deadpool and wolverine#logan howlett#wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#my ramblelambles
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Venti: Are they… okay?
Hilichurl in the distance: *listening to depressing music on blast*
Lumine: I… I don’t know.
Short comic Ive been working on, felt silly and is slightly inspired by the amount of times I’ve logged onto genshin just to chill with the hilichurls, I love the hilichurls ngl (which is why the we will be reunited quests break me-)
Anyways this hilichurl is depressed! Like me! :D
#genshin venti#lumine#hilichurl#i honestly love them#theyre so silly#and their lore makes me cry at three am#still upset about bedtime stories#*lies down*#*listens to depressing music on blast*#*and cries*
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“We didn’t want to notice”
#them avidly ignoring his depression is something I’ll never get past#Litterally EVERYONE seeing a visible change in him and ignoring it#i feel like he cried out for help a lot in the 125 chapter but they were all like ‘huh’ and moved on#he had so many memories he was starting to forget the past and present and mix them up#I’m gonna cry thinking abt this bye#eren jaeger#attack on titan#eren#shingeki no kyojin#aot#eren yeager#anime#mikasa ackerman#levi#jean kirstein#connie springer#hange zoe#armin arlert
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I have a lot of opinions on fanon Tim. I am a fanon!Tim Drake anti. I’ve never been an anti of anything before, but I am very anti fanon!Tim Drake. He’s basically just a Mary Sue, but it’s worse because Tim Drake is a real canon character who is SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING. What the fuck did y’all do to him. Why can’t you just project your childhood trauma on a self insert like the rest of the internet. Look at him! You could replace him with a single packing peanut, and I couldn’t even tell the difference!
#personal#anti tim drake#same goes for the Angry Robin Dick Grayson truthers#I like angry angst teenagers turned depressed sunshine adults as much as someone who is very much exactly that can#but y’all can’t just slap an emotion on a character and make it their entire personality#same goes for Stephanie and Purple#give my girl back her personality#she’s literally my favorite of the bat clan#but they are what fan fiction is#fanon Tim is just The Worse because there’s like virtually trace of canon tim in there#it’s like y’all saw two panels of an event#then completely bs’d everything revolving around it#IM LOOKING AT YOU#DAMIAN CUT TIM’S LINE FIC AUTHORS#ACKNOWLEDGE TIM’S PARANOID HIT LIST YOU COWARDS#WHY DOES NO ONE EVER WRITE ABOUT HIM PUTTING DAMIAN ON A HIT LIST#DAMIAN FUCKING CRIED#HE IS A GODDAMN CHILD#dc
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love how in The Grape Depression, the Depression(economics) part only came in a bit with the lack of grapes and the rest of the play was all Depression(psychiatry) with the many lost/dead children
#*sigh* these guys (/aff)#I was so glad (and kind of surprised) they got such a nice ending#would have cried if they didn't ngl#The Grape Depression#shoot from the hip#sfth rambles#own post
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