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Superman would 100% show up to a trademark infringement hearing/etc just to stand behind the independent t-shirt seller who has a tent by the Metropolis monuments whoâs getting sued by some large in-universe corporation that thinks they own the rights to Supermanâs symbol and coloring.
Clark stands up before the hearing in Supermanâs suit and gently, if not firmly, describes how the House of El isnât something that can be owned, thank you very much, and a man just trying to support his family via t-shirts is alright with him. Then he looks at the corporationâs side of the courtroom, tilting his head just a fraction: âUnless that isnât acceptable?â
Lots of averted eyes and awkward exhales. No one makes direct eye contact with Superman. The case is quickly dismissed/dropped.
#and the t shirt guy unexpectedly hugs Clark#who is thrilled by this#but trying to be superman and not Clark Kent worlds best hugger#Clark kent#superman#morning thoughts#Kal-el#house of el
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Bakugo understands that he spends a lot of money on you for just being his personal assistant. But he can't help it.
You honestly deserve it. You're smart, responsible, diligent. You're a hard worker with principles, and your work ethic is something he respects.
It didn't matter how many people were against him promoting you from secretary to PA so soon in your career. Your work was top notch, and you kept him organised.
Sure, you were pretty as well, a sight for sore eyes, really. But that wasn't his fault, was it? It wasn't your fault either.
It's not like you came into work every day with full glam, diamond earrings, or elaborate hairstyles.
It had pissed him off at first, when people demeaned you or underestimated your work because of your looks, especially when he knew you worked so hard so you wouldn't be considered some dumb corporate bimbo.
But now? Now he loved it. He loved when he had clients over, and they'd do a double take when he sent for you to take notes or deliver documents to his table.
He'd noticed the modesty with which you'd dressed when you first started working for him, how you tried to dim yourself with drab colours that obviously washed you out, or plain hairstyles.
Not like it stopped anybody from being able to tell how pretty you were.
But after, when you'd started garnering his attention and racking up more bonuses from your diligence, he began noticing you wearing nicer things.
Of course, you had to up your wardrobe once you were promoted to the role of Personal Assistant to one of the biggest heroes in Japan. But that wasn't it.
Bakugo loved seeing you walk in with a new shirt or new shoes or new earrings after he'd rewarded you a bonus or a pay increase. There was a sort of high he got, knowing that you took care of yourself with the money he gave you.
Oh, he spoilt you rotten.
Month end rewards became the norm for you. He just closed a hefty advertising deal? Best believe you were getting a cut out of that. He was given a bottle of champagne as a gift? You're drinking it with him in his office.
Sure, it may have seemed a bit inappropriate to some people; him locking the doors and closing the windows, and having you sit on his lap prettily whilst he poured it out into a flute for you.
Sure, it was inappropriate for him to have his hands up your skirt as you recounted the month end figures for him, but you were comfortable that way. He was, too. Oh, so comfortable with your hands inside his trousers and his teasing at the lining of your panties.
He was just taking care of his best employee.
And maybe he did spend a lot of money on you, but you had to keep up appearances. He needed you looking your best when you were next to him.
It wasn't his fault you were so beautiful that brands reached out to him to get you to model for then after seeing you appear in some pictures by his side.
It wasn't his fault that he couldn't get anyone else to come with him to the Hero Gala. Besides, you're meant to be with him during these things to take notes for him. So having you as his date was basically killing two birds with one stone.
"Your assistant's fucking sexy," Kaminari whispered into Bakugo's ear, both of them watching you go to order a drink for your boss.
Bakugo smirked to himself, his eyes raking over your body, clad in the tight fitting dress he'd bought for you to wear. He'd also bought the earrings you had on, and the shoes and the necklace. Sure, it cost him quite a lot, but he just couldn't help it when you looked so good.
"She's single, isn't she?"
Now, that had him snapping his head in Kaminari's direction. "Don't even fucking think about."
Kaminari whined, "But why? She's your assistant, not your sister or your girlfriend."
"She's my assistant," Bakugo seethed, standing up from his seat. "She's my employee, and I won't have you lowering her efficiency." He murmured as he made his way to where you were.
You smiled brightly as you turned around to see him, handing him the second glass of champagne in your hands. "You look like you'd rather be somewhere else." You laughed softly.
He grinned down at you before downing the drink quickly. "I would," he said before dropping his glass back on the bar. "Come on."
He spoilt you rotten, but he couldn't help it. You looked so beautiful in your tight dress and pretty hair and beautiful face.
Sure, being seated on the sink and having your legs spread before his lips in the bathroom at the Hero Gala may have been a tad inappropriate, but how could he stop himself?
You were quivering for him, thighs pressing down and shaking on either side of his head, and your fingers gripping harshly at his hair, pulling him even closer as you rutted your heat against his lips.
He let out a desperate groan, burying his face deeper into your cunt, eating you out shamelessly, hungrily.
"Fuuck..." He growled into you.
You'd been so shy the first time he had his way with you, refusing to touch him, grind on him, behaving so meek and cute.
Now look at you, so selfish and desperate, almost suffocating him as he feasted. He spoilt you rotten, sure, but you deserved every morsel of it.
"Katsuki..." You whined desperately, your back arching off the mirror, the hand not pulling at his hair tightly gripping the edge of the counter. "Katsuki, I'm so close... I'm so fucking close, baby-"
His hands dug into the flesh of your ass, pulling your harsher into him, your clit pressing against his nose as his tongue made a meal of you. He was always so desperate for it, digging the wet muscle so far into your pussy you saw stars.
And he was messy too, his saliva and your arousal staying your thighs, dripping from the marble counter unto the ground as he ate from you.
Anyone who came in after would probably be able to tell from the smell of the bathroom alone. The cum leaking unto the floor would only solidify it.
But the thought of someone finding out that your boss had his face buried deep in your pussy wasn't exactly what you were thinking about when you came for him, hard and rough, your hips shaking and raising off the counter as you rode out your high.
"We shouldn't be doing such during events, sir." You whispered to him as you both walked down the corridors back into the hall where the gala was being held.
He had his large palm over your ass, groping you just in the dark of the hallway, letting go just as you stepped into the crowded hall.
"Just be a good girl and wait for me to fuck you on the way home, hm?" He smirked at you, a small sheen still visible on his lips.
He never cleaned his mouth properly after eating you out during such events. It was inappropriate, sure, but he just couldn't help himself.
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KINKVEMBER DAY: 4
[prompt: roleplay] male reader x kang hyewon 8k words
âI need you,â Hyewon says in the uneasy dark of a hotel room, with two urgent fistfuls of your shirt, âneed you to do to me all the things my husband never will.â âYeah, I know,â you tell her, âyou said that,â and her eyebrows move in all the wrong directions, âIâm just wondering if, you know, maybe we should give him a little more credit.â
-
Hereâs the truth:
Hyewon doesnât believe in leaving evidence behind and you don't find it particularly productive to doubt her; youâve been talking in code for years. Parts and pieces of yourselves reduced down and bottled into set phrases that, to anyone else, would be totally incomprehensible.
"i've been thinking," she texts you, which you've come to understand means she's already made up her mind, "maybe we should do that thing we were talking about. tonight."
(You're not always so fast on the uptake.)
You send two back two texts, both of which ask "which thing?" because the hallway from the breakroom to your desk has poor reception and it never lets you send just one.
Then, right after you cross the threshold between signal-drowning-concrete and the glitzy glass-walled arboretum they've built to make you feel like you're not a total cog in their corporate machine, your phone pings the receipt of Hyewon's reply: a picture - her laptop, propped up on your coffee table with its screen angled for perusal, of a booking site that's filtered to show results for their 'king bed & view' room at a midrange hotel a forty-five-minute ride from your apartment.
"not really doing much narrowing down here hyewon."
She replies to you - her text bubble appearing over another couple still images, of herself in the vanity mirror as she curls her hair around her finger and holds this little black slip of a dress over her shoulder, black lacy lingerie in tow, the whole nine - with:
"i'm feeling kinda adventurous."
-
Five oâclock rolls around but you never really do figure it out. You spend the last three hours at work deciding which kink of hers (oh, does she have a few) this is all in service to.
There's nothing overtly sexual about her pics in the first place - not more than usual anyway, more showing off her curves and cut jaw than showcasing anything for her 'adventurous' intent. So that can't be the tell - you'd seen her in a corset once (you can't unsee it) and the angle of her hips to the mirror makes you think that if she was planning on pulling on a pair of crotchless panties then she probably would've found her thigh high stockings, too.
You try and think of what the two of you had even talked about when discussing these little scenes - how many times you'd ended up 'in the mood' during or after such a meeting of the minds, how it'd snowballed from there, a whole list of filthy what-ifs that she'd probably put more thought into than you ever have - but you draw a total blank. It could be any of a number of things.
Until,
"i left you instructions on the kitchen island," reads a text on your phone which you definitely donât check while youâre driving -
And then it hits you.
"ah."
"yeah, 'ah'," she replies.
-
A quarter past seven at the hotel bar is way too early for any real promiscuous activity, but then again, you're here playing at pretend and half the fun of games like this is in the setup.
Meet me at the bar, your instructions read, introduce yourself, and play it by ear.
There's some couples at the other end, some friends downing shots by the round, people musing over their aperitifs, and a woman sipping alone at the bar - Hyewon, appearing to you from the back first:
The pointed edges of her shoulders narrow out over this tiny cocktail dress that somehow covers less of her than if it weren't there at all, skin tight, accentuating even her softest curves. She has her hair fixed a particular way - teased enough to flip at the ends but still a single sweep down her shoulders, pulled together softly by a ribbon in the back, tied like a fantasy, allowing a wispy strand to fall to her face - glossy and dark and glowing to this rich, deep mahogany where it's cast in the lamplight.
The line of her throat, of her chest. Where her hips meet her waist in a rounding flare. The effort and beauty she's gone to, for you - that she puts in every day just because she knows it gets your attention, can do more than turn a head or two; Hyewon's appearance is almost indifferent of you, only coincidental, but she puts on a damn good act.
(You look a lot more worn in comparison: jacket thrown over dress shirt and khakis, tie loose at the neck. Standard office attire with just a step-outside-regulation. Disheveled.)
A drink, you suppose - approaching the bar to try and catch the bartender's attention to order a single malt.
But if Hyewon's been waiting long, she doesn't complain when you pull into the stool beside her and sit for a long moment.
"Do you mind if I join you?" you say over a pair of politely folded hands - and that's generally where her 'instructions' end.
The look she fixes you with is just this unashamed smoldering, her body language this contradictory kind of lazy - cool, like her night was going exactly the way she planned but she still had places to be.
"It depends," she replies, one slender finger curled around the stem of her martini glass - which historically, is a drink she hates. "Who's asking?"
"Just me," you offer, letting the gesture and your tone leave it up to her. And then slowly, perhaps awkwardly: "ostensibly a complete and utter stranger who knows a gorgeous woman when he sees one - and who could never pass up a chance to see how the rest of her is."
"Smooth."
"I guess it is, considering you didn't immediately run for the exit."
Hyewon nearly snorts.
"Hard not to." She tilts her head back at you, assessing. Her cheeks are rosy pink. "A handsome thing like you doesn't usually buy themself a girl's time with flattery -"
"Buy your time or your drinks?" you tease, and you can tell she wants to roll her eyes - but she keeps them carefully lowered. Eyelashes dipping down like blackened fans.
Hyewon shifts slightly, resting her chin onto the heel of her wrist like she's leaning against an imaginary windowpane and tipping her face a little sideways. It makes you smile. "One gets the other, if you catch my meaning."
Maybe it takes you a little too long to lift your gaze off her lips to find her eyes, or off the sweeping curve of the hemline sitting high across her long legs, but she watches you for just a breath. It's a more telling moment that she pretends she doesn't know you.
"You can look at me if you like," and then without further preamble, she introduces herself with a slight tilt of the head and an expectant expression: "call me Hyewon."
You figure that if you've gotta say one word to get the ball rolling you want to say her name, and as a little revenge for forcing you to think on this scene and think on what to say, what your character would say, how exactly she wanted you to go about 'meeting' her in a hotel bar, how her fucking scenario's been building up in her head for god-knows-how-long (even though, in the scheme of the two of you and your relationship, itâs nowhere close to being the most demanding sex you've had), you reply simply with:
"Pretty."
It's satisfying, how she hesitates - pausing a little longer on your face to gauge exactly what you meant. Studying. But the next beat of your heart - or hers - is effortless, easy.
"I know. That's what my husband calls me."
"Husband?" You keep yourself from raising an eyebrow. "And I don't suppose I'm also... married?"
"Different day, different you."
"Meaning I have a wife or a mistress of my own," and you flick your wrist at the barkeep for a top-up of what's in front of Hyewon. "You're telling me I'm the kind of man who'd only settle for two."
It doesn't sound quite right, though Hyewon picks up on it. Doesn't let on. "Aren't men like you always? Charming to a fault, but always voracious - insatiable, especially with women like me."
"Women like you."
"Married women. Unavailable," she simpers, and in a practiced little motion, draws her hand out to where you can see it properly, this sparkle on her fourth finger that catches the lowlight of the bar. The diamond looks real - not that you'd actually know - and your stomach flexes up mid-somersault thinking about the financial impropriety for what amounts to a gag. A practical joke. Hyewon the comedian.
Still, you go with it and take her hand in yours, admiring. "What a pity." The glint off its faceted surface - Hyewon's watchful as she allows it.
"Isn't it," she agrees.
The more unnerving thing - besides how composed Hyewon can make herself be - is how the narrative quickly becomes a whole hell of a lot clearer with the context of marriage in play. She's mentioned it before: the infidelity thing, the way it leads to the raunchiest, filthiest bits she'll dare to explore. In some ways, her desire for the untouchable makes a lot more sense -
And maybe that's what had been nagging at your mind since she brought up the idea of playing the part: you always end up kissing in that stupid 'caught up' sort of way. With an intensity that's hard to beat. Even though you wouldn't ever cheat on her. Not in a million years. You'd watch her leave before doing anything like that.
But it's thrilling, almost, and even more thrilling that this isn't entirely improvisation: how well the two of you might actually play this off, as two total strangers to this illusory little roleplay that you'd normally say was your very last interest.
"But you know there's something I've come to appreciate about married men," Hyewon continues, her voice in this conspiratorial sort of hushed.
You blink, drawing her out.
"They know how to tie a knot."
There's the flirty wink, an upward flick of the chin that draws your eye to the span of her chest. To her body in that skin-hugging dress and your fingers entangled in hers - the gentle bump and shift of the bodies behind her, moving between the tables - Hyewon a queen of circumstance, playing to the moment as it bends; as her lips part in a pleased smile, red and smooth, almost innocent, and you can't help but imagine tasting her on your tongue, the force that'd take for her to yield when you finally got your hands in her hair.
(What a character, honestly.)
"Tell me something," you say, "why would a married woman, this pretty little thing like you, be all alone in a place like this - without her charming husband."
Hyewon's smile curls at the edges like smoke. "I never said he was charming."
You raise an eyebrow. "Good-looking, then."
"Never said as much either."
âWhy are you with someone you find neither attractive nor charming?â
Hyewon makes a face, slightly pitied. âIf that Isnât what Iâm asking myself everyday.â
"Hm." You narrow your eyes into something more quizzical than suggestive. It works on her anyway. "That doesn't feel too much like it's in character, Hyewon."
She shrugs, but it's that coy kind of shrug. She thinks you'll let her off easy - you usually do. All considered, she's the type who thrives off the chase and, as of today, so do you.
"But he is cute." Her expression is just this side of sweet, as she takes a dainty sip of her drink. Like the taste doesnât bother her, like she isn't pretending she doesn't hate it with every fiber of her being. Like this is easy. "And maybe -" she quirks an eyebrow at you, withholding a smirk. "-you're right. Maybe, I was looking for someone cuter to fill the bill. And luck would have it, here he is."
So - apparently - her character doesnât mind a little light infidelity.
Hyewon takes in the vague sense that the message wasnât as clear as she might have liked, her forehead scrunching as she tries to convey - in a way that would communicate even to an airhead - some realization to play your part.
"Maybe it's the wrong question,â you start over, taking it from somewhere near the top, âwhat are you doing here, with me?"
That's when Hyewon graces you with one of the soft, slow kind of smiles: the kind that manages both an air of 'you dimwit' and 'good question'. Her fingertips barely graze yours but it's noticeably electric. Just enough to feel your pulse fluttering.
(You don't care that none of itâs real - Hyewon looks to you through thick eyelashes like a goddess of temptation and sin - and it makes something wicked coil up warm at the pit of your gut. A curious thrill and a recklessness that you have to admit feels a little nice - being the man trying to talk this woman into bed. The challenge and the buildup, the want to work for it. It's new. It's fresh. Lo-and-behold, it's kinda hot.)
When you catch her stare, she fidgets. So slightly, so briefly, your chest is on fire and you're barely into the pages of her plans, of this night ahead.
"Wish fulfillment, let's say," and that is no less true. "See itâs my husband."
"Mhmm."
"He respects me too much to do the things I'm going to ask you to do."
"Like?" you continue to prod.
Hyewon lets out the tiniest shiver of a sigh, like a trickle of cold water down the length of her spine. "Take a good guess."
You finish the rest of Hyewon's martini, slow. Savoring the warmth and bitterness sliding down the back of your throat. The night's young, sure - and if you're supposed to be spending it all wrapped around Hyewon's finger. This means you can take your time.
"Show me your room?" you propose, gesturing to the empty glass.
"I thought you'd never ask."
At your offering, she stands up and throws on her coat - long, double-breasted, chic - but only really just off her shoulders to have the hem hit her legs mid-thigh. One of her many personal quirks. Hyewon knows how to move like there aren't two eyes staring at her wherever she goes: not the awkward side-to-side of a girl who wasn't made to wear heels - a loping gait - nor the assured click, click of the taller kind that totter like it's all they've got going for them.
Something totally different: a little careless and a little haughty and an assurance of the highest confidence.
She winds an arm round yours like they do in movies, this parody of a leading lady - Hyewon not a seductress as much as she is someone who'll look the part just to convince you otherwise. There is a pretty big discrepancy, you find, between her bravado and her smile, her figure and her artistry - you couldn't act if you wanted to; meanwhile, she does whatever she damn well pleases. And somehow that doesn't even begin to cover the things that turn her on.
The two of you make for the stairs, winding up floor after floor until it's perfectly quiet, perfectly out of sight - hidden away from prying eyes and ears.
The silence of an empty hotel stairwell is thick - Hyewon's hand comes off the railing, as she takes to the wall and turns to face you. It's a gentle tug at the tie loose around your neck, barely any give before you're already there, holding her by the hips.
"Might've gotten us lost there," you whisper, as her finger plays at your chest and finds its way round the collar of your shirt. Your top button is already undone by the time you notice she's not fond of it. "The elevators would've gotten us where we're headed faster."
"Don't worry." She hums, leaning in close - like a magnet, like gravity. "You're getting the scenic route."
"Anything to stall the inevitable," you tease, but it isn't a thread she seems interested in developing.
"Something like that."
Hyewon shifts her weight back onto her right foot, her skirt riding up just barely. The dip between her inner thighs and the smooth curve of her leg is open and bare to your sight, her dark stockings like an unspoken challenge: the panties, lacy, loose, no crotch.
And it gets... indecent, the way your lips connect, how you realize half-way into that kiss, she's still smiling. It isn't any one way that does it; maybe it's the clever use of her tongue, or that particular position you've coaxed her up against the stairwell wall that makes it seem like Hyewon can't be any more in danger - it's too much to handle and your mouth goes slack on the reflex of an apology; her hand has a hold on you by the jaw and it won't budge.
"My husband," she murmurs into you, the trace of the words ghosting into the breath between the both of you. "Never lets me."
"What," you rasp, barely recognizing your own voice, your hand heavy on her side - the very real fear that you might tip over a banister because Hyewon's got her heel half-way into the back of your calf and any less bracing would bring you down. Your thoughts are a fog, with her cheek in one hand and your knee already up between her thighs.
"His wife," she almost swallows down, kisses turning chaste because maybe it's just easier to gently peck out her intentions, how she looks to you with dark eyes, heavy-lidded and wanting, a thumb trailing down the plane of your cheek. It'd feel like pity if you weren't thinking exactly the same.
You try to finish it for her:
"She likes it rough."
"No." Her nose traces yours before she connects you again - gentle and slow, and a shudder rolls all down the expanse of her shoulders; you think you have it about right. Until she makes the slightest adjustment and her grip in your hair turns agonizing, perfect and burning on the edge of too tight - too much. You are straining against the wall of a hotel hallway and she's saying, "not rough."
She kisses you. Hard. Until you gasp for the stolen air in her lungs.
"Filthy," she manages against the heat and sting at the side of her cheek.
(Damn.)
Your voice has gone and lodged itself firmly somewhere between her lungs - but there's something that says she knows. That you've got it in you, the brimming potential that might just say everything you ever wanted but couldn't figure the right way to put it.
It's the tone of her voice or the spark in her eyes, but one moment into the next - you're caught in this pull - like gravity's increasing tenfold at her will; her heartbeat's so strong you swear you feel it against your ribs as she's demanding:
"Messy. Dirty. A little uninhibited," and the obvious thrill of that must flare up like lightning under her skin - the way it makes her moan, soft and breathless: "fuck me like my husband doesn't."
Sheâs not even waiting for the comfort of the room yet, which in hindsight is probably checking more of Hyewon's many boxes - it's the sex in public thing, the fear of discovery thing, the desire to have you ravish her out where anyone can come upon you sort of thing - the thought of which has your jaw go a little slack too. Her leg up is coiled up around your hip, your fingers tangled in her hair and sliding up the length of her thigh, until you're fucking kneading up her ass and drawing out that desperate whine in her.
"Fuck," she exhales into your shoulder - a hand on the metal bannister to brace against those little circles you start to rub inside her, pushing - slowly - one, two, three knuckles deep, testing - before drawing back, and plunging forward again. This ache, slow and purposeful, pressing just enough into her until there's a wet sort of friction that has your hand slick all down your wrist.
It never takes long, with your fingers on her clit, fingers inside her, a palm covering the moans out of her mouth -
She cums just like that.
Whining and broken and bent under you, and with an elbow hard against her ribcage to make the breaths come shallow.
"Stay quiet for me, sweetheart," you find yourself murmuring, as your teeth graze the shell of her ear - the short burst of hair and silky strands across the back of her neck; you're undoing the neat ribbon tied round the length of her hair and letting her waves settle on her shoulder in time for you to swallow down the sound of her sighs, the tension in her lips, and the frantic jolt when your fingers push through the wet, heat of her pussy again, merciless and quick. You have to be careful; she nearly bites your fucking tongue out.
"Can't." Her jaw's tight on it, the slight staccato to her breathing, murmuring and slightly dazed: "if we get caught, someone will see. Someone will notice."
Her next exhale is more shaky. "Anyone could see us like this," with just her toes curling and her stomach tensing on every second beat. Your grip leaves a bruise. "Please-"
"We're not supposed to be doing this at all, are we? If you've got a husband waiting somewhere?"
You hear yourself, and it sounds sorta degenerate, though in all the right ways, you figure, like something straight out of one of Hyewon's romance novels, the dirty, smutty ones that she swears up and down she simply reads for the plot, but the dazed, hazy kind of mood they get her worked up into suggest otherwise.
You trace the rough pad of your thumb over her pussy, this delicate, ghost of a touch. One you'd have to strain to even tell if it was there or not until she whines - eyes screwed shut like she doesn't mean to, just does. The sound of it bouncing around the stairwell.
And then, all this wet: her skirt's ridden all the way up to her stomach, damp and near-transparent with slick, and you can just imagine the puffy pink between her legs - between her stockings in the afterglow of an orgasm, spent and sensitive and sore and wanting for more. Your eyes linger a little too long -
"I shouldn't let you," she manages, half a moan on it - one of her heels comes up the stair you're standing on and the way Hyewon clings onto you for balance says enough, but still, she demands, with all the strength her throat allows: "make it fast. You're lucky I let you see me like this at all -"
And she cuts off abruptly, looking at you.
(She'll play coy for a while longer. Which, Hyewon being Hyewon, will look like as much an effort as her sprawl out on the bed for you is.)
"The room," you say to her, harshly, "where is it."
"Four more floors."
-
Room 1014 as it turns out is like every other room you've ever been in, each one perhaps a little more identical than the last - except this one has Hyewon sitting in your lap while you get comfortable on the bed, and there's also the way she looks in the mirror above the headboard, the desperation in her stare, right back into the reflection.
"What all," she says, "do you want to do to me?"
This time - no explicit instructions - just an implication. You have to figure it out.
See, the image of her is like every fantasy rolled into one, wearing this thin black bra that has her breasts just about spilling over. They're amazing - the color and shape of her skin. Soft. Cradled between the cups like a godsend, and maybe that's why it drives her a little crazy how good you look biting down the ridge of her breast and flicking your eyes back up to catch her expression.
It has you feeling, if nothing else, a little âadventurous,â too.
Her belly tenses on a heavy sigh and it's one hell of a thing to have Hyewon staring you down, like you're an animal or an idiot, with her eyes flashing and a thinly veiled anger in the purse of her lips. There's a thousand things she'd like to do to you - for you to do to her - but it's about the predicament: the silk necktie she'd pulled off you as you both stumbled through the door has ended up around her wrists, pinning her arms behind her back in a way that suggests a loss of control. Just the mere suggestion of a little playacting, but she's almost keening.
You feel the touch of her right calf keep rising - curving down your waist, hooked behind the small of your back - her thighs smooth, and a hot line along your sides.
"I should fuck that pretty mouth of yours," you say against the shell of her ear, because you know better than anyone, the very concept gets her wet. Uncomfortably so.
And she leans her head against your temple like she'd love it. You could be imagining the little whimper as she clenches up round nothing - until a growl escapes the back of her throat and she's saying -
"Is that how you're going to cum? With me on my knees and nothing else? Cover my pretty face? How youâll completely ruin me?. Youâre more creative than that."
âI donât know that I am.â
Her hips move to find some friction where there isn't any until you give her some, pulling your cock out through your pants and feeling it brush, once, twice against the seam of her. Hot, and hard. Ready. And if she only tried a little, the angle was made perfectly to slot your head in, but neither of you move. She doesn't yield.
"Let me fuck myself on you," she suggests, strained, almost pleading. "Then perhaps I will."
You could take her like she is. Any which way. But this is about getting a particular reaction - one that'll leave her spent and trembling - and nothing like that will happen without a little bit of preparation and prelude. You want to watch her writhe for hours. Until she forgets she's playing a character at all, until she's panting your name and whimpering for release, her cheeks burning.
But at least it gets her writhing on you, the heat and press of her body as she leans in close, your eyes locking:
"Get your cock inside me-" the urgency in her voice. "-fuck me right now, this second-"
"Say it again."
"Fill me with your perfect cock." The words land right on your lips, frayed at the edges as the tether to her control slips another notch. "Push my thighs apart until you break me," Hyewon tells you - and then with her legs twisted up in the comforter, the creaking mattress and the sweat on the sheets: she rolls her hips like they're pleading for it.
"Pushy."
"Gentle's got no appeal for us."
"Apparently not," you reply - but then it's suddenly a lot easier, to slide one hand in Hyewon's hair, and grip at the knotted silk wrapped tight 'round her wrists to hold her. There's no hiding the subtle arching of her spine, how the pressure off her arms pulls her chest in or makes it all the more comfortable, she doesn't let on, she'll probably keep pretending she doesn't like this, that she hasn't always wanted -
You run your tongue over her collarbone and thrust up inside her, once - a warning that you're not giving in to her quite yet.
The smile that runs her lips is brittle. Like her patience isn't what it used to be - she makes a quiet little noise, pained. A flash of discomfort. But there's a moan and a curse out of her:
"Like that. Harder."
"What does harder mean?" you ask, with a deliberate repetition in motion, thrusting upward, forcing her hips to shift a few degrees further back - her knees clenching around the sheets as you're met with no give - Hyewon's resistance through a dark smile, and her grip slackened in her hands, despite you keeping a fist wound tight in the hair on the back of her head, tightening the other around her restraint.
Her throat flinches: this shudder.
She takes a couple heaving, open-mouthed breaths, before she has it in her to glare at you again.
"Harder-" The way her mouth shapes around the word gets the better of you - cute little cupid's bow in pink, full and swollen and pursed up as if in pain. Or desire. Or both, the way her head is tipped back, hair half undone - an idea is already coiling at the back of your mind. "-until I can't stand."
"Or talk?"
And when your hand loosens on her wrists, her posture slumps like it's relief, that you're finally going to move along in a direction she's getting some satisfaction from -
Hyewon shakes her head in a moment that's almost blissed.
"You," her voice breaks on the tail end, "fucking wish you could shut me up that easily -"
In a motion almost gentle, you twist the length of hair down around her, from her scalp to her jaw, and wrap it around a hand. "Let's see if you'll change your mind, shall we."
There's a sharp draw of air in past her lips, just one sound, not a word. No proper rebuttal. She bites down, teeth clicking.
So you pull.
And this isn't some revelation, that Hyewon's cunt is heaven. Slick and tight, the fit around your cock and the gasp escaping the base of her throat - that isn't new. You've been here countless times, fucked her past her breaking point, beyond what should reasonably satisfy her or satisfy you, but that still doesn't take away from this incredible, heady rush that pulses through your entire body. It never stops getting better, not inch-after-fucking-inch the way you're bottoming out inside Hyewon's body and feel how hard the rest of her muscles tense up in the contact, how her pussy tightens and quivers, and grips around the entirety of your cock, the briefest taste of pleasure and release before it's pulled back just out of her reach - overstimulated, until Hyewon cries out.
You expect, predict the fight, the whimpers that spill out of her mouth with every slap of your skin and the breathless way she begs, pleads, like she'd rather her pride take it from her than have your fingers tug her hair up, right out of her scalp, with your arm locked around her lower waist. With your cock pumping faster, faster and a pressure, hot and inescapable, right there - the friction building - the slippery-wet heat sliding along your shaft with every stroke until you bottom out and her next exhale is a sob.
A goddamn fucking sob and the warm gush of liquid down her thighs - all on you. You fingers are pressed into her ass, pulling onto you, steading her bounce - and Hyewon finds her breathing uneven, as you smear wet across the curve of her backside, rubbing circles into her lower back as you catch up on the rhythm she'd lost.
"This tight little cunt, huh," you tease, and she nods so desperately it seems like she might snap. Like she might cry again and this time for real, a drop of her eye color past the blush, streaking down her cheek. You have the wherewithal to remember your character, your blocking, your lines: "this is what your husband won't do? Won't fuck you on every piece of furniture until you're a ruined fucked-out mess? Doesn't have the decency to work over his little slutty-wife until she's passed out, dripping with cum?"
Hyewon's fingers curl up into two balls of white knuckles and she chokes on her reply. "He won't."
"Tell him. He has a hot and dirty little piece of ass right under his own roof-"
"You think," and the string of words trails off when you manage to grind in, at this angle that has her reeling, trembling at every shift and jerk in momentum. Your knuckles drag against her soft and giving curves, almost gripping at her in the attempt to hold her down on you. "-my husband isn't enough."
"Well you wanted me to fuck the domestic housewife out of you," you murmur, taking two greedy handfuls of the ass bouncing in your lap, rubbing your palms along her hips, up and around the shape of her abdomen and her ribcage like you'd map it, memorize it. She wants this, you know this: your palms come around and over and brush your thumbs against her rising gooseflesh - she's putty in your hands. "No strings attached, remember, a one night kind of thing-"
"My husband loves me."
"Then it seems-"
"He makes me cum with his hands alone."
Your jaw works tight - Hyewon's cunt feels as good wrapped around you as she says your cock feels making a mess of it.
"Tells me he'd die happy hearing me moan his name."
"Oh, because no matter where he goes," you say, fingers wrapping under and around the back of her neck, forcing her to look you in the eye, "no matter what, your sweet cunt's the only one his mouth is ever watering for, isn't that right-"
A blink, lashes thick and feathering down and over the pools of her pupils as you have a hold of her tight.Â
You're having a hard time with this, and you want to give it to her, the toe-curling-crescendo that would see her cumming at your will, or worse, losing the plot completely and your entire setup falling away from the charade of characters you'd both conjured. But she looks at you like she's never loved anyone like she loves you, the naked, barefaced devotion, the tenderness - a quick breath, a second - and the game is suddenly something far more personal, a truth. It isn't exactly fair: how your heart stutters. How much her heartbeat makes your pulse flutter, the electrifying rush you get when you fuck roughly up into her tight, wet cunt and make her bite down on nothing in the throes another orgasm.
You barely have a second to think of something coherent, let alone an out before she kisses you. If that isnât totally disarming. So you move her into the next, flipping her onto her stomach, and she does nothing to fight back: Hyewon just lies there - the side of her face plastered to the comforter - exhausted, and gives a willing, malleable moan at the contact where your hand digs into the shape of her upper thighs, spreading them out as her elbows struggle behind her back.
"Here, baby," you say, finally unwinding the silk knot between her wrists, "I'll have you like the little desperate fucktoy you really are."
There's the bite to her bottom lip, the whole five seconds it takes for her hands to spread out and twist her fingers tight in the bedspread, before she whines - full-throated - and rocks back onto her toes to arch her back.
(See, the thing: Hyewon likes being fucked within an inch of her life. On all fours and pleading for more.)
With your free hand, you reach around her to run over her inner thighs.
Hyewon brings her grip to the bottom of the bed frame, for purchase, or leverage, you don't know, and in one simple motion, you slip your cock back deep inside her pussy.
You curse under your breath.
Hyewon fucking collapses.
It's a dangerous combination, having her begging and you nearly fully clothed while she's wearing barely more than this thin strip of black silk around her waist and a stocking on one leg, but you can't help it - she looks good this way.
"Fuck," she spits out, voice lost when your hips find hers in this wet, sloppy crash of skin that gets louder, faster and more punishing on each beat. "Like that, oh my God-"
Her whimpering only gets worse - when you start only pulling out halfway, until she's gasping like she can't breathe. You think there isn't a more wonderful, more obscene, more gorgeous thing than Hyewon spread out in front of you - the curve of her spine defining each and every one of the lines, dips, and rises of her body - and you would thank God or some higher deity right about now.
Itâs fuck and please and every other little pliant utterance of âfuck my brains out, use me, make me beg, I'm so turned on right now I'll let you fuck me anyway you want - harder, faster, I can do whatever, just show me how, make me, push and fuck me hard until I'm raw and aching - god - like this, let me cum, please, let me - keep fucking going, oh my god, please, like this, fuck, just like this-"
You do thank God, actually - there's mirrors everywhere in this room, and you can catch the circular swing of her tits every time you force a curse and a sigh out of her: the bared teeth and the effort to push herself back on her arms, bracing for every thrust, fighting and fumbling to keep her balance and to make sure you have to pound her into the mattress until her cries reach a pitch.
Then, the thing you'd learned she'd never ask for but oh-so-dearly-wanted - you open your palm and bring it down hard on her backside. The impact of your flesh to hers, a crack, a moan and her whole body flexes - and it's then you do it again: matching the hit to the visible red outline of your handprint. The third time, she hisses, biting into the bed sheets so as not to cry out.
"Right? This is what you want? To be fucked and used?"
She doesn't reply with words, because she may in fact be biting her teeth into the cotton threadcount at the end of the bed, but she lifts her ass higher, angles her hips like she's waiting for more. Her brow is creased in a smile, even though a frustrated groan escapes her lips - so you give her that again, and again, until the back of her thighs are turning red and she's clawing one hand back along the length of your legs - pushing and pulling.
"You want me to fuck you senseless, sweetheart?"
And then, so needy and desperate she's just saying the first word that come to mind:
"More-"
"-when I've been railing into you so hard and your husband probably knows already, has to have seen, maybe he's listening at the door- oh," and your whole train of thought comes to a sudden halt upon seeing Hyewon's hand land on the perfect round of her ass, fingers pulling her soft, reddening skin taut, up and away from where your cock is disappearing between her cheeks - to allow more of your shaft into her hot, wet cunt - allow you to fuck her and fuck her up - allow the length of your shaft to slide deeper and hit all the spots that will send her reeling into this orgasm and the next.
Your gaze is stuck however, not to her curves rippling in excess, the damage of your thrusts pounding her body to ruin, or the look of flawless pleasure twisting up the pretty features of Hyewon's reflection, but instead it's the fucking flash and catch of the diamond that adorns her fourth finger. Even when you have her completely helpless, bent on your mercy, she's still wearing that promise, that intention to have and to hold, and you think, for at least a second, this whole roleplay thing isn't the worst idea: being a surrogate to fulfill someone's wildest fantasies. It might even be enough to make you hard all over again - the thrill and the debasement of your girl, lines quickly blurring between the Hyewon you'll take home and put back together and the Hyewon you're fucking pouding into a mattress - the here and now.
"Fuck, Hyewon," you find yourself swearing - steadying the hips rolling back in your palms, bending down until the flat of your chest meets her back, until your nose is in her hair, the long strands sticking to her lips and the back of her ears. Until you feel her shaking as you suckle against her skin, at her neck, hot kisses between the shoulder blades, finding a grip in her hands. Her grip in yours - as she's muffling these exquisite, needy sounds; she is perfect. Hyewon is perfect.
The first time you cum, it's this hot splatter of white: smeared across her ass and the crease of her lower back. It feels almost dirty to think that's just how you feel about it; your heart is stuttering in its erratic pace, but your eyes are drawn and enraptured, the sight of it all.
Then second, maybe your favorite: when she slips her hand to your aching shaft and simply takes you back inside her. This soft, wet, inviting heat that pulls you back to her.
"God- please," her head tips back, you feel the arch of her back through her ribs and stomach, the way her breath catches as you slide your cock through her creamed-out-cunt so much harder and smoother. "It feels so fucking good, baby," and there are tears now, welling in the corner of her eyes, "don't stop, God don't ever stop-"
She can barely finish her sentence before she's cut off, a moan ripped from the bottom of her lungs and a gasp straight from the pain-pleasure that has your balls slapping against her pussy every other stroke. And suddenly she's sitting, or rather, squirming into your arms, her face buried in your shoulders as she starts riding you, and not-quite crying and saying again - again, the whole filthy lot of things: about her wanting you to fill her, to plug her up with your cock. Every thrust she whines in your ears, clutching onto the fabric of your shirt and making a mess of herself in you.
It's this wild and reckless thing that makes its way around the room, on every surface and bit of furniture. You fuck her over the counter, let her ride you on the sofa, the chair, the two of you managing to find some sort of assistance in the wall even, the door frame, her legs up your sides and the slippery-sticky-heat of your mouths connecting and everything that isn't exactly meant to support that kind of strain buckling and nearly giving way - once when the wooden joints in the door-frame shift, once when she begs for release in that frantic voice that doesn't sound a thing like her. And the way she comes apart under you after, on top of you - is even sweeter; you imagine there's this endless possibility for love, for pleasure, a whole world in bundled in the notion that you could do it for her again, that it was always a question of Hyewon letting you have her that way, and the rest was mere foreplay - a stretch.
Only, on the bed again, Hyewon shivers beneath you, this full-body response, and you've got her stretched as she opens up - that the slightest of movements has her already whimpering out "fuck," and "please," and "right there," and "fuck you're going to make me come like this. You're so good, just fucking," and "more, harder, please, you feel so fucking good-"
The desperation for release is so palpable in her that it's curling into your stomach as your press Hyewon's knees into the points and edges of her shoulders and fold in her half - this perfect angle of leverage. Fucking her like she's yours and no one else's - the absolute delight of her cunt, wet, hot, and desperate to milk you empty - her body quaking at the force of each thrust, and the hungry grind of your hips into hers. Her fingers digging and knotting in the sheets around you until her knuckles pale, and your own grasp on her skin threatens to bruise.
"Inside me," she gasps out, because she can feel that edge just as well as you, "I want you to fill me, just cum inside, God, you always feel so amazing, fuck, like that, cum inside me, cum in me-"
"How could I say no, especially when you ask so sweetly," you tell her, kissing into her smile, "can you take another? Baby, look at me, look into my eyes, yeah? Look right back at me."
Her eyes blink and roll back a bit, almost losing focus and her eyelashes flutter - the creases in her brow, the elegant lines of her face locking up in the overwhelming tension, then, a peak.
And a demand, meekly asking you to fill her up. Until there's nothing left. "Cum," Hyewon moans, "for the love of fuck-"
You push her past her climax until she's practically weeping, sobbing through a litany of nonsense and slurred, unfinished sentences and almost howls, struggling beneath your weight and coaxing her fingers over the surge at the base of your spine. Before a hot liquid mess bursts out of you, into the deepest reach of Hyewon's throbbing cunt - cumming inside her, while you hold her down, not allowing her to move as your hips lock and you're both left groaning in utter agony.
(This was the thing you'd told her once - cumming inside her was almost always worth the effort it took to clean it all back out. You like the possessive aspect of it, maybe the slight humiliation, and more than anything, she'll just melt: once she's gone past the immediate discomfort. If anyone could really learn to get off on feeling a little filthy, it's the two of you. And she knows that too, Hyewon's eager little pout intimates, as she blinks down to watch where the two of you connect.)
You don't say much for the next while. If there's a line where this particular escapade blends back into your normal life, where the Hyewon curled up in the sheets is your own girl and not some half-conceived entity that didn't fit the reality of the rest of the evening, or how you see Hyewon everyday, even then, itâs not clear.
She's utterly boneless - this fragile, dazed thing that runs her palms all the way around her breasts and pulls up her stockings a little further up the line of her hips, as if you weren't going to peel them back and slip them all the way off when you had the wherewithal to handle it. But the strength in her isn't entirely lost either, she looks ready to burst: this air of pride and smugness - victory, right in her grin, which isn't totally surprising. Hyewon usually gets an odd satisfaction out of your participation in whatever hedonistic or obscene thing it is she wants to try.
This was her fantasy - maybe not a deeply rooted or unattainable one, but she'd worked out some kinks of hers and has walked away a far better woman for it, knowing what a sight she is to you. Like this.
"That was... fun," Hyewon eventually says, collecting articles of clothing strewn about the room.
Her shoes are one of two sets in the shoe-rack, but she'll have to look around and under the bed to find her dress. It would probably be some strange level of easy to play dumb and wait until she comes to the conclusion on her own that she should bend down and check down there, but she looks a little too worn out to really be interested in her clothes, more like, ready for the next part.
"We should do it again," her gaze lands, intent, and serious, back to you.
"Which part?" you have to ask, because you're probably still, a little slow on the uptake.
A small laugh, the sly smirk to herself; she knows she has you wrapped so perfectly around her finger, ready to bend to whatever game she can come up with: "whichever part you like."
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As Thunder Rolls
[Summary]: You know Taehyung is the one. You knew it since the first day you saw him, when thunder rolled through the sky. But your lives don't collide. They might be too different to choose both.
[Theme]: Rich Reader, Law Student Reader, Construction Worker TH, Poor TH, Rich Girl Poor Boy AU
[Rating]: 18+ for sexual themes, sexual content, unprotected sex, kissing, making out, marking, angst, familial separation, topics of class, and triggering opinions of some characters
[Word Count]: 8,296
[A/N]: First TH fic!! I hope it is enjoyable~ This might be my last fic for a little bit. Going to be focusing on school and working really hard until the summertime :)
People say that when you fall in love, your life develops new meaning. They say that your life changes as you fall, and you watch it spiral out of your control over a silly feeling you canât help.
You can say that the people, whoever they may be, are correct. Love happened to you quite unexpectedly, and completely out of the box you put your goals for the future inside.
Taehyung happened during the city's worst monsoon season in over 50 years. His rain-stained jeans and dirty white construction t-shirt clung to his skin, showing you all of his tanned glory as the rain fell angrily. You stood on the top step of your sisterâs corporate building, looking down at him three steps below you.
âYou got a spare umbrella, by chance?â he asked you. Caramel-colored, wet hair covered his forehead. But you could still see the discomfort in his eyes due to the harsh rain.
Looking at your own umbrella in your grip, you shook your head, telling him that this was your only one.
âYou know a place around here where I can find one?â he asked.
âIâm not familiar with the area,â you explained.
âMe neither,â he smiled as he looked down at his red Converse.
There was an uncomfortable feeling in your chest. You felt bad for the guy, clearly well-underprepared for the season. Your designer coat and accessories terribly clashed with his, an obvious difference in class confronted you in the face. There was a feeling of fear, you remember. Back then, you used to be one of those people who thought terribly of people like him. Thinking that heâd ask for your Burberry umbrella and never return it. You thought maybe heâd pull you aside and forcibly rob you of your money just because his shirt had a few stains and the brand name of the cityâs lower-end construction company was written on the fabric. You associated him with the worst of the worst, just because of his class. Or rather, assumed class.
But those eyes captured your soul. They were warm, and his smile sent medicine to your heart, healing all those presumed thoughts and replacing them with the benefit of the doubt.
âI think there is a 7/11 around the block,â you recalled from your memory.
Thunder rolled through the city skies, and you clutched your umbrella harder. You never liked thunderstorms. There was a sense of urgency to get home to avoid any more of this growing storm, and fast. But this guy â you wanted to continue talking to him.
He raised an eyebrow at you, looking to his left.
You raised your chest, nervously pointing in the opposite direction.
âDown there,â you corrected him.
âAh,â he smiled. It was faint, but you noticed his upper lip formed the shape of a heart before another roll of thunder drummed through the sky. You winced, and his smile faded.
âIâll let you be on your way, then,â he said. âThank you.â
You nodded, and he suddenly turned his back, walking down the sidewalk in the direction of the vague 7/11 down the street. He hiked the back collar of his t-shirt over his head, creating a small hat to shield his eyes from the unwanted shower. You watched the exposed skin on the small of his back as raindrops trickled into the hem of his jeans.
Suddenly, your heart skipped in your chest, and you did something your carefully formed character would never allow.
âW-Wait,â you stumbled. The click of your heeled boots rang in your ears as you walked down the small set of stairs and onto the sidewalk.
The man turned around, his posture straightening at the sight of you.
Quickly, you went to him, covering his head with your umbrella.
âI-Iâll come with you,â you offered.
His close proximity flooded all of your senses. Your fingers visibly began to shake, and you had to remind yourself to breathe when you saw how tremendous the height difference was between the two of you.
âThank you,â he softly said.
At that moment, you knew your life changed. You saw yourself in his eyes, maybe staring a little too long for two strangers who hadnât even exchanged names yet. But you looked into them, and somehow the raging storm had transferred from the sky into your heart.
You became a jumbled mess after then, as Taehyung had exchanged his name with yours, along with all of his habits, hobbies, and love.
Every day after that was filled with giggles and kisses and sleepless nights wrapped in his sheets. He had shown you the other side of the world, and you accepted it with him by your side. He took things from you you couldnât imagine anyone else being worthy enough to take. All your firsts, and what you hope, all your lasts, too.
But something had been sitting at the back of your mind ever since you laid eyes on him, creating an unsettling feeling.
He was, indeed, nowhere near the class you grew up in. Living in the worst part of the city with his younger brother and sister and parents in a small, 2-bedroom apartment. He worked overtime on most days; all of his earnings he gave to his mother was to pay rent. His brother had just become old enough to help out. However, Taehyung explained that he caught him a few times slacking â the young boy claiming that he was working but instead at the casino with his friends. His younger sister was 6 years old and by far the sweetest young girl you knew. She became someone like your own sister, someone you chose to connect with on a level you werenât able to do with your own siblings. His father fell ill a few years ago and became unable to work a demanding job. Instead, he and his wife work at their own small grocery store on the lower level of the building down the street.
His family welcomed you generously, never once commenting on your class, never once making it a topic of conversation. They called you their daughter.
What was unsettling was not the circumstances involving his family. It was the circumstances involving your own.
You hadnât mentioned him to your parents by choice. You knew how they would react, especially considering your father had already begun selecting the sons of his most trusted colleagues to propose a marriage. Though you are not ashamed of Taehyung, your family would most definitely be. They would never accept him as your love. It would be too tarnishing to their name, too embarrassing to taint the family with someone whose house costs less than their dining room table.
You kept Taehyung out of it, which doesnât necessarily mean he wonât stop asking about meeting your family. Heâs serious enough about you to want to take things further. But it puts you in an awkward situation, like now. Gasping into the sheets of his bed, his dick pulling out of you as cum falls down your thighs.
âBaby?â he pants, hovering over you and kissing up your shoulder to your cheek. Heâs still catching his breath, as are you. He just railed the fuck out of you and still begs for conversation? You will never understand this man.
âHm,â you ask, resting your head on your forearm in a desperate attempt to control your breathing.
âI want to meet your parents,â he bites the shell of your ear gently.
You groan loudly, tired of this topic of conversation. It seems to be the only thing on his mind these days.
In the two years you two had been dating, Tae was finally able to afford a place of his own while still helping his family. His brother stepped up and managed to land a good position at a nearby company that really helped with the family finances. Hence, Taehyungâs newfound freedom from the cramped space with his family. But ever since he moved into his new apartment two weeks ago, heâs been set on (a) âchristeningâ every nook and cranny of his new place with you and (b) meeting your family.
âBaby, can we not talk about this right now?â you press your fingers to your temple before running them into your hair.
âWe never have talked about it,â he reminds you. You pause, knowing heâs right. Youâve always swayed him away from saying anything about the topic other than simply asking to talk about it.
âWhy would you want to meet my parents,â you begin. You feel him smile a little, happy to start this long-awaited talk.
âBecause you met mine,â he slides his elbows under your armpits, resting his chin on your shoulder. You feel secure when heâs holding you like this, his chest embracing your back as he lets his weight rest on your body. If only the moment wasnât ruined by the topic of conversation.
âI donât want you to meet my parents,â you finally say. You know his heart broke a little from your words, being such a family man. But you feel obligated to be honest about this.
âWhat? Why not?â he crinkles his eyebrows together, pressing his nose into your cheek.
âBecause, Tae,â you sigh into your palm. âTheyâre notâŠnice people.â
He lets the two of you sit in silence for a while, and you know he knows what you mean by that.
âItâs because I have no money, isnât it?â he finally lets out.
You grab his hand, drawing circles into his palm.
âEssentially,â you sigh. It doesnât feel good to admit that. Disappointment floods your veins for him, wishing your family was less shallow. Maybe then, your response would have been different. âYou know I donât care about that stuff. But theyâŠthey do.â
âYour siblings?â he asks.
âTheyâre all like that,â you continue, playing with his knuckles. âIâm the only one, it seems, that isnât.â
He plays with your hand, sliding into your fingers to hold it.
âDo you wish you were?â he whispers seriously.
âNo,â you laugh.
Finally, you turn around in his embrace, looking at his face from beneath him. This man is truly the most gorgeous person youâve ever laid eyes on. Your palm holds the soft skin of his cheek as you search his eyes.
âGrowing up, I used to be a little bit,â you admit. âBut then I came to university. And I met you,â you rub his cheek with your thumb. âAnd you kind of flipped my whole world around.â
âSorry,â he smiles. âWasnât the plan,â he pecks your lips. âI just needed an umbrella.â
You chuckle at that, pulling his face against yours to sear your lips into his. He accepts you, breathing into the kiss with chapped cherry lips and a big stupid blush on his face.
âI just want their blessing,â he clears his throat. âI-Is all.â
âFor?â you peck his lips again.
âFor me to date their daughter, amongst other things,â he laughs through his nose. âItâs also beenâŠa little while.â
You do feel bad, as he had introduced you to his family about three months into dating. Itâs been two years, and your family doesnât even know you are dating someone.
âYouâll meet them when they have a reason to meet you,â you sigh against his nose. âTheyâre like that. It has to be on their terms, not mine or yours.â
âHopefully, thatâs sometime soon,â he says before kissing you deeply. You let him, wanting his lips to erase the scenarios youâve let flood into your head of Taehyung meeting your family. You kiss him, asking him to heal you again, to give you the endless positivity he has within himself. But you canât shake it this time around. You have a bad feeling about it, every time you think about making things just that more official with your family meeting him. You know Taehyung is it for you. But will your parents accept that? Your gut twists and turns at the thought, your answer spelled out for you.
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Law school used to be interesting.
Back when lectures were shorter and the professors actually cared about their job, you had a fun time. Now, you sit through your lectures with the palm of your hand dragging the skin of your cheek upward as you lean against it. You stare at the oldest fart of a professor talk in circles, âwomp wo-womp wompâ, like in the Charlie Brown phone scenes. The only thing that keeps you from dozing off is the thought of your date tonight.
Last week, Taehyung had been working at this new site at this development on the other side of the city. They put in a fountain lake, with three willow trees (your favorite). Your boyfriend, of course, knew this and set up the idea of a picnic date along the new Willow Tree Lake. Just the thought alone makes you giddy.
These days, Taehyung has been working terrible overtime in an area near campus. Something about the pipes being plugged with slow-forming concrete from a newer company that started off just a few months ago. They fucked up a lot of the cityâs piping, and of course, the company Tae works for has been assigned to fix all of their damage.
Needless to say, you feel like you havenât seen him in ages. Only quick cell phone calls and tired texts in the small hours of the morning and night. You miss him terribly, and your body springs to life when the professor calls the end of the lecture. Itâs your last one of the day, and you nearly run out to make your way to your car, ready to start preparing for your date tonight.
Youâre met with a surprise, however, when you exit your dorm.
A chalky hand grabs onto your wrist, intertwining his fingers with yours, before pulling you into his chest.
âHi, baby,â he smiles sheepishly.
âTae!â you squeal, letting go of his hand and jumping into his arms. You wrap your arms around his neck, his own around your waist as he spins you in the open air of the campus. You giggle against him, quietly screaming when he goes a little fast. Eventually, he lets your feet feel the ground again, and you feel a strong urge to kiss him. Itâs been so long.
âYouâre so chalky,â you brush at his face, white powder smearing on his skin.
With that, he shakes out his hair onto yours, white dust falling onto your skin.
âAh! Tae!â You shield your face from his assault. But heâs unrelenting, wrapping you in his arms and pulling you in for a kiss.
You let him kiss you, his big hands stroking your cheek. You donât let him go on for too long, still not one to be too fond of PDA like he is.
âOh, fuck,â Taehyungâs smile fades when he looks at your dress.
âWhaââ you look down at your dress, your white Chanel dress, covered in soot and powder and dirt, transferred from his clothes onto yours. âOh.â
âYeah, âohâ,â he gulps, running his hands through his hair. âIâm sorry, Y/n. I wasnât thinkiââ
âItâs okay,â you smile, holding his hand. âNothing my dad wonât buy a carbon copy of with a good excuse. To him, I fell. Plain and simple.â
Your words donât do much, his sorry expression written all over his face still. You cup his cheek, reassuring him.
âWhat are you doing here, anyways?â you change the subject.
âThe pipe issue I told you about ended up going into some apartment building. They sent me up there and the ceiling fell in. Hence all theâŠwhite stuff and dust,â he shows you his powdery hands, as if his cheeks and hair werenât enough to prove his story. âAnyway, the civil engineers ended up needing to go back to the main building and find a new plan to go about it. So they sent us all home early. Thought I would come and surprise you.â
âIt worked,â you kiss him again.
âI should probably go though,â he cuts the time short. âI want to shower before our date.â
âThat would be nice, youâre right,â you laugh. âIâll see you at 7, then?â
âMhm,â he squeezes your hand again before looking down at your dress one last time. You can tell heâs still beating himself up over it when he tightly runs his hands through his hair and sends you a tight-lipped smile as if still saying sorry. You send him one back, letting him know itâs okay. And with that, he leaves your presence.
Youâre alone until you reach home a little past 4. When you walked into your house, the last thing you were expecting was your eldest sister, brother, and parents waiting for you in the dining room.
âD-Did I miss something?â you laugh awkwardly. They all seem to be looking at you, disappointment or disgust written on their faces at the sight of your dress. You do your best to hide it with your purse.
âNo,â your sister starts. âBut we seem to be missing the part where you let dirty construction workers make out with you in public.â
You feel your heart sink to your feet, a cold heat spreading throughout your body.
âSusanna,â you pinch the skin between your eyebrows. âItâs not like that.â
âPlease, enlighten us, then,â she snobs.
You take a breath, ready to explain yourself. But your father stops you.
âInvite the boy over,â he calmly states.
âWhat?â all four of you say at once.
âDad, are you crazy?â your brother laughs. âHeâs a construction worker.â
âRen, please,â you attempt to control your anger. You donât like the way they are talking about him right now. Only mentioning his job and ignoring the rest.
âWhat, donât like me talking down on your pet?â he smiles, doing his best to get under your skin. Itâs working, thatâs for sure.
âSeriously, darling, what are you thinking?â your mother puts her hand on your father's arm.
âThe boy clearly has feelings for my daughter,â he sets down his brandy on the dining table. âAnd, if Iâm not mistaken, she has the same feelings.â
Your sister looks at you in disgust, wondering how you could ever fall for someone so low class.
âBesides, he owes me a good explanation for destroying your clothes,â he clears his throat. âThat was custom designed.â
â
You run to your car after the âmeetingâ your family welcomed you home with. Your hands shake and tremble, trying to start the car without bursting into tears.
Without even calling him, you race to Taehyungâs apartment, knocking on his door with panic laced in every vein of your body.
He opens it, a big smile warming your heart. But it quickly fades at the pale look on your face.
âWhatâs wrong,â he pulls you into his apartment.
Heâs showered since you last saw him. He changed into his PJs, not yet ready to get into his outfit for your date tonight. On any other day, you would be struck with the comfy boyfriend look, ready to pounce into his arms and hold him close until the sun rose. But not today. Today, you have uncertainty flowing through your veins. Could this be the end? Could this be the start of something new? What will happen between now and midnight?
âBaby, talk to mââ
âMy parents want to meet you,â you interrupt him.
âWhat?â
âT-They want to meet you,â you say again. âActually, my entire family wants to meet you. Today. Tonight. For dinner. At my house.â
You watch him take it all in, his expression changing rapidly into emotions you canât really put a label on. Youâve never seen this expression on his face. Youâre sure itâs a bit of excitement, as heâs always wanted to meet them. But also a little bit of worry, as youâve told him what they think of people like him.
âI-Is this about the dress?â he asks worriedly.
âKind of!â you panic, your hands running through your hair. Frustrated tears flood your eyes. Youâre just so frustrated with this situation. With your sister, with your brother and dad. With everyone but Taehyung. He doesnât deserve this. âMy sister saw us today, apparently. A-And she went to my parents, a-and they were waiting for me when I got home, along with my brother. My dad was the one who suggested you come over, and I donât know why. I canât read what any of them are trying to say.â
âHey,â he grabs your shoulders. You start to cry, fat tears falling down your cheeks.
âThis is not how I wanted today to go,â you cry-laugh to yourself.
âI know,â he kisses your forehead. âJust tell me what to do, and Iâll do it.â
âI donât know what to do,â you candor as you fall into his neck, sobbing against his shirt.
His big palms rub your back. Youâre sure heâs a little shocked right now. Youâve told him about your family. About what kind of people they are. Youâre sure heâs scared, too. You hate this. You wish you could just run away and avoid it all.
âLetâs start with figuring out what Iâm going to wear, yeah?â he gently smiles down at you.
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Dinner is awkward. So awkward.
Itâs quiet, and your leg bounces rapidly in your seat.
Your parents hadnât let Taehyung sit next to you. Rather, he sits across from you, unable to soothe your nerves with a hand on your thigh or palm.
Your sister and brother sit next to you, your parents on either end of the table. There are two empty seats next to Taehyung, him being closest to your father.
Youâre sure your siblings had interrogated him a little when your mother forced you to change into something else when the two of you got here. Clad in a pink flowy dress and a braid, you nervously made your way down the stairs and into the dining room, only to find your boyfriend in front of his seat, nodding to the space between your siblings as your own.
Since the appetizers came in, no one had spoken a word.
Itâs terribly uncomfortable, and you try to distract yourself by silently telling Taehyung to put his napkin in his lap instead of next to his plate. Your brother laughs, and you jab your elbow into his side.
âSo,â your father starts. His voice sends a shock down your spine. âIâm sure you have a good explanation for the dress.â
Your nerves spike the highest theyâve ever been. The dress isnât really that important. Had it been anyone else, maybe someone your father knew or liked, the dress would be replaced without a word the next day. His pressure on the dress with Tae makes you think he will use it against him, causing you to bounce both of your legs up and down rapidly.
âYes, Iââ you start, but your father raises his palm slightly, telling you to stay quiet and let him answer.
âYes,â Taehyung clears his throat. âI apologize, sir. I was simply being careless. I was excited to see your daughter, and had acted before realizing what she was wearing.â
âThat was custom made,â your sister starts. âBy Chanel.â
Taehyung doesnât seem to recognize the name, making your sister smile snottily.
âItâs a brand,â she shoves her food into her mouth with a snobby tug of her lips.
You clutch the end of your silverware, trying to transfer all the things you wish you could scream into the piece of silver metal.
âEnough,â your father stops her interrogation. He has made it clear he would be the one interrogating tonight. âI do have to ask, though,â he turns his attention toward Tae again. âWhat makes you think youâre worthy of seeing my daughter?â
The table is silent, everyoneâs mind empty but your own. You could think of a million reasons, maybe even more than that, as to why he deserves you. But does Taehyung think he deserves you? You thought you made it clear within the past two years that he does, but his silence speaks for itself.
After a few more seconds of being silent, your father laughs a little through his nose.
âI am aware of your financial situation so that already docks a big chunk off your worth,â he starts again.
âFather,â you try to stop him.
âYour occupation is less than fulfilling,â he continues. âSurely, you must know that affection alone cannot support her.â
Taehyungâs mouth is so dry, that he wants to drink the entire ocean. But he lets it sit in discomfort, the truth ringing through his ears like a bomb dropped right in front of him.
âYou care for her, son,â he sighs. âI can see that,â your father sets down his brandy, resting his elbows on the armrests of his chair, and latching his fingers together over his lower chest. âSo, why donât we just end this here. Before it gets any deeper than it is.â
You see Taehyungâs heart drop to his stomach. You wish you could go over to him and put it right back in his chest for him, but your father continues to drop it further and further until it eventually breaks in two upon impact with the hard floor.
âIâll give you an ultimatum, just to be sure you understand,â your father starts. âYou go back to your construction work and help your parents with their grocery business. Cut her out of your life. In return, Iâll forget about the dress. About the some 70 thousand dollars you owe me for the destruction of it.â
âFather, please,â you cry, starting to stand. "It was my fault." But your sister grabs your shoulder and pushes you back down onto your seat.
âIf youâre smart, youâll understand how long that would take to accumulate on top of your other finances to return,â he continues. âIf you truly care about her, youâd let her find someone who can meet all of her expectations and give her a comfortable future.â
âNo,â you start, but Taehyung silences you with his gaze.
He looks to you from your father, feeling the weight of his words. You look at him, seeing how he believes every word your father is saying. You see it ring in his ears, and you know exactly what his next words are going to be.
âSir, Iââ he rasps, defeat flooding his lungs. This is not about the dress. Heâd spent the rest of his life paying your father back if it meant heâd let him have you. This is about your future that he knows he canât support; about the fact that he knows the best he can give you is nowhere near the luxury someone else can. âI just want her to be happy.â
âIn this world, love is not enough for that,â Your father stands up, his hand on Taehyungâs shoulder. âIâll show you to the door, son,â your father says.
Taehyung stills, his attention suddenly transferred to the calluses on his palms. He examines them, then the scuffs on the rim of his sleeves. It serves as a reminder, that even the best things he owns cannot match up to the expectations served tonight. He knows you donât care. He knows youâre better than this. But surely it might become easier with time for you. Your father would find someone genius, with wealth beyond imagination. You will forget about him with time, and your wounds will heal. Youâll have an army of new cars, go to fancy banquets with designer dresses, a penthouse in the city, a smart-suit husband, and beautiful children with loads of worth to their names. He thinks about what he could give you, and it amounts to close to nothing. Heâs already given you everything he has, and itâs not enough to keep you safe.
He thinks about this before standing in his seat. Your breath hitches in his throat, watching him give you up, your fatherâs hand on his back guiding him through the dining room, neither sparing you a glance.
âNo,â you cry, standing up. Your sister tries to stop you again, but you shove her hand away.
âY/n L/n, if you chase that boy, right now will be the last time you step in this house!â your mother slams her hands on the table.
There are words you wish you could say. So many emotions and slander and curse words you wish you could shout and spit in her face.
âI'm happy with him,â is all you can say. "I love him"
âLove is but a word,â your mother rolls her eyes. âYou will forget about him in two weeks! That boy cannot support you. He can be replaced.â
âHe canât be,â you counter. Your chest rises with words, an essay might come out of your mouth, but youâre silenced when your father comes back into the room, Taehyung gone from your sight. You silence yourself, knowing you have to make a choice. Without even thinking, your feet move, and youâre brushing past your father, opening the door to youâre home and welcoming the rain.
Your parents wouldnât have his presence in your life, banishing him from your home after he showed up in the nicest clothes he owned. They forbid him from ever seeing you again, using the price of your stained clothes as a threat if he ever were to lay eyes on you again. But you ignore that, running after him, soaking yourself in the rain once again as you chase him.
You call his name, shouting it into the street. He ignores you, and you feel youâre going crazy the more you call out his name until he finally turns around in quick anger. By this point, you two had already gone well down the street, far away from your posh, gated house. He grabs your cheeks in his palms, pressing his lips harshly against yours. You kiss him with fervor, letting the rain soak your pink dress and braided hair. He does the same, not giving a care in the world about the time he spent trying to make himself look nice for your family. He kisses you as if it would be the last time he would ever feel your lips against his again.
âWe canât do this, Y/n,â he breaks the kiss. His forehead rests against yours, his eyes close as his jaw clenches from his own words.
âTae,â you sob, cupping his cheek. He covers your hand with his own, squeezing it tight.
âYou know we canât, Y/n,â he shakes his head, looking into your tear-filled eyes. âThey will never accept me.â
âI accept you,â you sniffle. âPlease donât leave me, Tae. I accept you.â
âItâs not enough,â he whispers.
âN-No,â you shake your head.
But he already began letting go of your hand, his heel taking a step back.
âT-Tae, no,â you grab his other hand, but he forcibly makes you let go. You watch him turn on his heel, his back replacing his chest.
âKim Taehyung,â you sob into the open air of the empty street. He does nothing, continuing his path to wherever he is going. âTaehyung!â you scream, but he doesnât stop.
Your chest rises and falls so quickly, that you feel dizzy. Panic rises into every vein in your body, watching him grow smaller and smaller as he distances himself from you. Never in your life had you felt like it was between life or death between two choices. But god, was it clear which option had been labeled death, and which one was life.
âMarry me,â you shout. You watch his feet stop, both shoes parallel to each other. The panic in your veins slightly subsides at the fact that his distance stopped becoming larger. And then you say it again. âMarry me, Taehyung.â
He turns around, and you begin walkingârunningâtoward him.
âDonât say that,â he angrily breathes through his nose once you reach him.
âMarry me,â you say it again.
He looks up, despite the rain, his jaw clenched.
âI canât go through life without you,â you cry, shaking your head. âI canât do it.â
âYou can,â he denies.
âIâm so in love with you,â you laugh, wiping the tears from your eyes. âI love you.â
His hands clench, balled into fists. God, did he love you more than the world itself. More than himself. But he canât be selfish. He canât rip you away from your family.
âAnd what about them?â he nods his head in the direction of your house.
âThey canât replace you,â you cup his cheeks, forcing him to look at you. âNo one can replace you.â
âYou canât replace your family, Y/n,â he says. âIâm just a guy. Probably the least qualified to have you,â he laughs through his nose. âI can be replaced. They cannot.â
âThey have given me a choice,â you cry. His words hurt. You wish you could make him see just how irreplaceable he is. You cannot replace your family, but you cannot replace him, either. âI already made it the minute I ran out of the house.â
He looks at you, finally locking eyes with yours. You feel the panic fade when he looks at you, and you canât help but feel that this is right. That youâre making the right choice.
âY/n,â he starts, shaking his head.
âI chose you a long time ago,â you go on. âThe minute I shared my umbrella with you, I chose you. All your boxy smiles and shy laughs. Your job; your family. You. Your heart.â
A tear falls from his eye, his jaw still clenched.
âI canât give you this life,â he takes your hands from his cheeks, holding them tightly between your soaked bodies. âI-I will never be able to afford law school or a gated mansion in the city. Or a white Chanel dress,â he whispers the last part. âYour life â I canât rob you of it.â
âYou are my life, Tae,â you rub your nose against his. âThat stuff doesnât matter. I want you. Forever.â
He gulps, the look in your eye speaking nothing but the truth. It scares him because of course, he wants the best for you. But he is unsure of himself, of what he can give you other than his heart. But the way you look at him, as if that is truly enough for you, makes his worries subside. Youâre choosing him. Between life or death, you took a side, labeling him as life.
He grabs your waist, his arm pulling you into his frame as he sears his lips onto yours. Big, callused palms cup your jaw, holding you against his lips as if youâd try to escape. This time around, the kiss is hard, so needy and loved. You feel loved like youâve never felt before. All the panic in your heart fades and is replaced with a need to keep him close. You assume he feels the same, his strong arms lifting you around his waist. You laugh against his lips.
âI love you,â you chuckle, almost in disbelief that you could love someone so much. Heâs given you something you thought youâd never receive in the world your parents brought you into. You feel fresh with him, like youâve been born again.
He kisses you again, confirming he feels the same before he sets your feet back on the wetted sidewalk.
âLetâs go,â he takes your hand.
âWhere?â you follow him.
âMy place,â he looks back at you.
You come up to his side, holding his arm as you walk in the rain. It was just a walk until thunder struck again, and the rain started falling ten times harsher than it was before. It causes you to shriek, and Taehyung only laughs, beginning a sprint while you follow after him.
You two ran to the bus stop, where you kissed some more, before the bus arrived and you shivered in the air conditioning of the large vehicle until it arrived on the other side of the city.
His place became a little bit of yours. You had unofficially moved in until now, as you stumble in his arms into the elevator, making out like horny teens until the number for the 15th floor rang in his ears and he pulled away.
The kisses you press to his neck make his whole body feel weak, his fingers unable to find the key to his apartment amongst the many in the single key ring chain he owns.
âBaby,â he whispers desperately. âS-Slow down, mâ trying to find the key,â he nervously chuckles.
You only run your hands under his soaked shirt, feeling the divots of his abs under your fingertips. Working at a construction company certainly did have more perks than one.
Finally, he seems to have found the key, slipping it forcibly into the lock and turning it until it opened the door to his apartment.
âCome here,â he lifts you up onto his hips, walking you inside his place and pushing you against the door, making it close all the way. Heâs sure to lock it after tossing his keys somewhere on the neighboring kitchen counter as he kisses hot trails up your neck. Theyâre hasty kisses, and so so needy.
âT-Tae,â you grip his hair.
The feeling makes him groan, his hand forming a fist against the wall in pure self-control.
You slide your fingers under his shirt again, except this time, they go all the way up. You force his shirt off his skin, and he lets you take it off as his hands firmly grip your waist. He uses his new grip to support you when he moves you off the wall, his legs guiding you through his apartment as you kiss his neck once more. This time, to leave marks.
You latch onto his sweet spot so tenderly, and he grips your hips hard enough to leave his own marks on your skin.
With one hand, he pushes open the door to his bedroom before landing you on the soft sheets of his bed. Youâre overwhelmed with him. The smell of his clean sheets floods your lungs as he traps you underneath his body.
You gasp when he slides his hands up your waist, his fingers coming to your back to find the zipper of your dress.
He waits for your permission, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he plays with the zipper.
âPlease, Tae,â you allow him.
He nods against your neck, telling you without words that heâs going to undress you.
You sit up for him, making it easier for him to carry the fabric down your hips. Youâre revealed to him in your soaked bra set. Nothing fancy, just nude colors to hide your undergarments beneath your dress.
But despite the plainness, you watch him admire your body, eyes flicking back and forth, trying to remember what you look like underneath the rest of your clothes. You help him, reaching behind you to unhook your bra yourself.
It falls off your shoulders and your skin perks with the cold air mixing with your wet skin.
âMake love to me,â you ask. âPlease.â
Taehyungâs mouth goes dry. Heâs seen you naked countless times. Fucked you like a rabbit in heat multiple times in just a day. But god, did hearing you ask him to make love to you settle the weight of your proposal from earlier. You really do choose him. And suddenly, he feels like it is the first time heâs ever looked at you naked. Like it was the first time he was going to enter your body.
He felt nervous. So, so nervous. But never so sure of anything else in his life. He knew he wanted you as his forever. But was too selfless to ask you to leave your prosperous life for his. For the longest time, he thought he was living on borrowed time with you. That one day, his first and only love would eventually leave him. His dreams are coming true, and he doesnât know how to process that other than following your exact command.
âTae?â you cup his cheek.
He sits on his knees, each one placed next to your thighs as you sit below him.
You watch his throat bob as he swallows, his face leaning into your touch. You bring him back to life, his body finally moving to trap you against the sheets again.
With soft lips, much less needy than the prior ones you two have shared today, he kisses you. Heâs gentle as his hips press against yours. You gasp against his lips, the feeling of his clothed cock against your thin underwear stirring things inside of you.
You wrap your legs around his hips, crossing your ankles to secure his embrace over your own.
Taehyung groans, the friction making his desire uncontrollable as he grinds against your core.
âT-Taehyung,â you gasp, head falling back against the sheets. He takes this as an opportunity to trap the skin of your neck with his teeth, gently biting at your flesh in soft confessions of his love.
Your breasts push against his bare skin, feeling overwhelmed when he takes your pert nipple between his fingers, pinching them slightly, just enough to drive you crazy.
Itâs all too much, his lips, his fingers, his hips grinding into you, sending waves of pleasure straight into your core. You just want him already. You want to feel full of him.
Your heels start the process, digging at the hem of his jeans as if you could get them off without your hands when theyâre so securely fastened by his belt.
âFuck,â he moans, finally granting your wish as he pushes off of you and unbuckles his belt.
Dark brown eyes admire you, laying on his sheets, giving yourself to him completely. You stare back at him, watching him push his jeans and boxers down to the floor, stepping out of them slowly before he hooks his slender finger under your panties.
âA-Are you sure?â he asks you, hiking your legs up as your underwear slides off your smooth skin.
âYes,â you nod.
You hear your panties fall on the floor, joining the rest of your clothes, when he slowly spreads your legs, creating a place for himself as he falls on top of you again. Strong arms come under your shoulders, and you slide your hands up his neck, one arm securing him close to you, the other feeling a rapid heartbeat under his chest. You gasp when you feel the head of his cock brush gently against your thigh, so close to your core, but far enough away to make you want to beg for it. You, too, feel like itâs the first time all over again. When he took your virginity and your heart and wrote his name all over your skin.
âYou look like youâre having second thoughts,â he shakily breathes above you, a small nervous smile on his lips.
âNo,â you laugh shyly through your nose, looking into his warm eyes. You see yourself in them, and youâre reminded of the moment you first saw yourself in them two years ago.
âAre you scared?â he asks, lining himself up with your entrance. You know he isnât referring to sex, but rather everything that comes after. Of your parents. Of everything youâll have to sort out. But you know it is nothing that you wonât do alone. The man above you has made it clear that you will never feel alone again.
âA little,â you admit with a small smile.
âMe, too,â he kisses your cheek softly. With a push of his hips, his face falls into your neck, a small groan coming from his lips as you gasp and claw at the skin of his shoulder.
âOh, T-Tae,â you moan sweetly, tangling your fingers in his hair as he slides out just to slam back into you once more. You feel giddy, a small raspy laugh coming from your throat as he develops a pace. Heâs so perfect for you, fits you like a glove in more ways than one. He fills you completely. Over fills your cup with all of his love and giggles and smiles. You canât get enough, itâs almost comical.
âFaster,â you whine, arching you back into him.
He obeys, grabbing your thighs and pushing them upwards until theyâre hooked on his shoulders.
âFuck, Y/n,â he moans, slamming into you with a newfound passion. Your nails slide down his biceps, some drawing blood from the feeling of his dick ripping you open. It makes you choke beneath him, your head falling back as he fucks you full of his cock. âS-So perfect.â
His nose brushes against your collarbone, using your neck as support when he leans his forehead against it. He takes a deep breath, breathing in your scent before he takes your hips firmly into his palms and holds you against the sheets. Your legs fall naturally, too weak to hold themselves up. But he doesnât seem to care, instead using his new grip to pull you into his hips, pushing you deeper onto his length than you think youâve ever gone before. The tip of his head kisses your cervix, and you wince in pleasurable pain when he slides out and slams against it again.
âA-Ah,â you whine, unsure how to feel about this new sensation. The man above you is sure, slowly but harshly pushing into you. His sureness makes you swell, and you feel like he is truly combining his body with your own the deeper he goes.
âY-You,â he nearly slurs. Your pussy squeezes the head of his cock so justly, he feels his vision going blurry. Everything about you makes him explode. His dick, his mind, his heart. Everything. He can't even finish his sentence.
He goes faster, slipping past your folds with your slick sliding down your thighs and onto his sheets.
âT-Tae,â you panic, your high coming in quickly, setting warmly at the pit of your stomach just seconds away from release. âTae, Iâm gonna cum.â
âF-Fuck, me, too,â he moves faster, harder. His hands touch you, your skin following in flames the further his hands slide up your waist. He groans uncontrollably when you clench around him, your warm heat spreading down your walls as he makes love to you. âY-Yn,â he whines.
âSay you love me,â you gasp, your voice nearly a whisper as you cream his cock.
âI love you,â he kisses your lips. Itâs wet and so disgustingly sweet, you force him to lean himself into your body again, to use it to cum. âI love you so much.â
You watch him shut his eyes tight, his cock twitching inside of you, begging for release as he fights it, probably wanting to last longer for you, to give you a second orgasm before he lets himself cum.
âCum for me, sweet boy,â you kiss his cheek.
âA-Ah,â he moans, his nose rubbing against yours. You squeak when he slams himself into you, harsh and raw, pushing past you as he fills you with ropes of white cum. âOh, fuck,â he shakes, fists gathering the fabric of the sheets tightly as he falls into your neck, dick twitching as he cums hotly in your walls. He canât control the noises, heâs never felt like this before. Like nothing else matters but his future with you.
His dick slips past your cervix, exiting your walls with loads of cum falling out of your abused cunt.
He falls on top of you, the two of you catching your breath with closed eyes and heavy limbs. Until you start laughing.
âWhat?â he chuckles with you. Your laugh is contagious.
He comes up to look at you, your cheeks red and your pupils shot with love.
âNothing,â you shake your head. You look at him, cupping his cheek as he switches his gaze between your eyes and your cherry lips. âI-Iâm just so happy.â
He laughs at that. Himself full of the same happiness.
âSo?â you poke his cheek, raising an eyebrow.
âSo?â he raises his own.
âWill you?â
âWill IâŠ?â
âWill you marry me, silly,â you roll your eyes. Although it doesnât seem nearly as sassy as it is supposed to, not with a giant smile plastered on your face.
âOh,â he smiles back. âI guess.â
â'You guess'?!â you pinch his shoulder. He winces but laughs as he pulls you into a hug, switching himself on his back with your hips straddling his own. Cum leaks down onto his softening cock, but that is the last thing on either of your minds. His big hands feel the smoothness of your thighs, as yours play with the skin of his chest. If he didnât know every one of your quirks, he would have taken it as you being silly. But he knows youâre just a little nervous about his answer.
âYes,â he takes your hand, kissing your knuckles. âOf course I will. But, let me do it properly.â
You physically relax, and pure happiness floods your system.
âWe never do things properly,â you remind him, rolling your eyes with a smile again.
âYouâre right,â he acknowledges. âI-It might be a while, but at least let me buy you a ring.â
âOkay,â you bite your lip, hiding a closed-lipped smile. It doesnât work, of course, and the two of you are left a stupid mess as you start your forever together.
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[End. Do not copy. Original work of @jungkookstatts , 2024]
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On My Level
Antonio took a step out onto the balcony, hoping to get away from the commotion of the company retreat. Sometimes, working with such high-level execs was funâAntonio often got to enjoy perks a younger Mexican-American boy could have never dreamed of. But now outside, Antonio was better able to take in view. Crisp morning air perfectly settled over the beautiful mountains and valleys below. After a few moments though, Antonio picked up on the stench of secondhand smoke.
âTony! I didnât know they just let anyone out here!â Jason chuckled, cupping up the end of his cigar. âCouldâve sworn this was the VIP section.â
Jason was one of the reasons Antonio hated his job. Stereotypical, privileged finance bros. They were the most arrogant people Antonio had ever met, to a point that he could not even believe they were real. It was like everything those men ever wanted came to them. Money, looks, loveâit was disgusting and infuriating.
Annoyed, Antonio made for the exit.
âStay, Tony,â Jasonâs voice was more commanding than insistent. âJust perch against the bricks for a sec, Iâll be quick.â
For a split second, Antonio felt a tingle down his spine. He propped himself up against the wall, out of the windowâs view. He just hoped this would be short, his turtleneck was getting warm and he already wanted another round at the breakfast buffet. A man of his fullness was hard to satiate.
âYou know, Tony, Iâve been getting a real bad vibe from you,â Jason began, puffing away. âI think youâre a little too abrasive.â
âItâs Antonio,â Antonio corrected. âAnd is this what you really wanted to discuss?â
âYes, Tony,â Jason let a crude grin slip. âMaybe if you simply listened to me, got on my level, your talent would be appreciated.â
Antonio wanted to go, asked his body to move, but instead it remained against the brick wall, almost as if it wished to hear Jason out.
After a strong exhale in Antonioâs direction, Jason initiated direct eye contact. âLetâs start by using your real name. You go by Tony, bro.â
With another slight shiver down his spine, Tony mumbled, âOkay.â
Jason cracked a small smile, âLetâs talk about respect too. Top of your list will be finance guys like me and you.â
Tony tried to process this, that strange sensation once again embracing him. âAs in like, fraternizing with them?â
âFraternizing, bonding, appreciatingâall that good stuff, Antonio.â
âIt's Tony.â Tony should have been peeved, but Jason was one of his kind, one of his bros. It was probably just an accident. Tony quipped, âThat cigar isn't laced with anything besides tobacco, is it?â
A cocky smirk appeared underneath Jasonâs douchey pornstache. âI think youâre the one using substances, dude. That outfit youâve got is not our style.â
Before he could process the weird feeling, Tony felt a sense of disgust wash over him before he removed his clothes. With a subtle nod, Jason motioned to a folded outfit already beside Tony on the deck, who then proceeded to immediately strip down to his underwear.
âBefore you put that on, Tony,â Jason reconnected their eye contact. âJust wanted to say those workouts are doing you wonders.â
âUh, thanks I guess? I mean the gym is just a way to relieve stress, really,â Tony nervously replied.
Jason became more authoritative, âDonât sound so timid, dude. If youâre gonna be a bro, then speak the language.â
Tony chuckled, shaking off the twitch. âYou fagginâ out on me, bro? These muscles are for chicks only.â Covering up his perfectly athletic frame, Tony buttoned a crisp white shirt over his pecs and abs before tucking it into a suit trousers and covering those underneath a suit coat. The top was opened to showcase his tanned skin, giving just a glimpse of the glories that could be found below.
âTony, with that combination of corporate and alpha, Iâd think you are a changed man!â Jason commenting, locking eyes.
âCorporateâŠalphaâŠâ Tony trailed off.
âSpeaking of alpha, gotta do something about that jawline.â Jasonâs voice was low enough that it was as if he was speaking to himself. âIâd say lantern jaw, small beard, and a pointed chin to match that tailored quiff I got you rocking.â
Tony absorbed the words, processing before responding, âI agree bro. Thereâs nothing hotter than when the ladies shove a hand through my hair while I shove this massive dick into their panties.
Jason snickered as Tony crudely cupped himself for emphasis, his facial structure stretching out into a more naturally arrogant shape. âFunny man, I thought you said smoking was the only thing hotter than a tight pussy.
After a moment, Tony produced a cigarette from his pocket, lighting it and taking that first magnificent inhale. Blowing his own cloud towards Jason, Tony lavished in the feeling of his smoke tickling his well-sculpted mirror.
âYouâre so right, bro,â Tony remarked.
Jason grinned, âI always am.â
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âBetween Deadlines and Desiresâ
ê° PAIRING ê± colleague!Sangyeon x fem!reader (corporate world; colleague!au) ê° SYNOPSIS ê± sangyeon really admires you from afar and respects you. but what happens after you get disrespected at work? ê° WORD COUNT ê± 7.9k words ê°Â TW ê± 18+, reader and Sangyeon are both overworked, reader gets humiliated by her asshole of a boss, the big boss is a misogynist, sex in a public setting (at work), oral (both receiving), fingering, p in v, protected sex (from me, I know, shocking, right?), multiple orgasms (for reader), facial, fluffy end? ê° NOTE ê± it was supposed to be self-indulged (yeah, the humiliation happened to me but not the rest lol) but since my colleague is now an ass, it's just a basic colleague!au fic! Enjoy!! (I'm gonna ignore the fact that i focused on the wrong colleague at my work since the beginning I'm so dumb) ê° REQUESTED ê± nope!
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The atmosphere at work was quiet, your tall building staring down at the long queue of commuters stuck in traffic for the past two hours. The only sounds disturbing the silence of your floor were your fingers tiredly typing on the keyboard and the scattered manly voices in the conference room on the other end of the corridor, a meeting dragging on well beyond the originally scheduled end time.
Downing the rest of your now cold cup of coffee, you stood up, heels clicking on the floor as you walked past the conference room, the voice of your colleague and your boss mixing with some unfamiliar ones in a heated discussion.
You sighed, the bright red numbers of the digital clock on the wall showing 21:09, reinforcing the exhaustion in your limbs. You tried your best to relieve your eyes from constantly staring at your computer screen without smudging your mascara, which was not easy. You defeatedly shook your head from side to side as you heard your boss arguing with a client for the nth time tonight, his voice suddenly becoming louder as the conference roomâs door swung open.
âYeah, Iâll look if we have it in the archives room,â you recognised the stressed voice of Sangyeon, your colleague, as he closed the door behind him and walked in the opposite direction of the break room.
Once the dishwasher was loaded, you took the same direction as him, ready to return to your desk to clock out and go home. Your shoes clicked again on the tile flooring, the cold light of the archives room spilling into one of the many sinuous corridors that composed the building.
Peeking inside the room, you noticed Sangyeonâs broad back clad in a tight white shirt, his muscles tensing even more as he was rummaging through a binder for some documents.
âWhere the fuck is that document,â you heard him mumble, his head snapping to the side as you knocked on the wooden door, your gesture startling him.
âDo you need help with something?â you kindly asked, slowly making your way towards him.
âY/N? Why are you still here?â he blinked, a file in his hand.
âI had some contracts to proofread and some international clients to call. Do you need help?â
âYeah, sort of. Do you know if we ever made our American clients sign a new contract last year? I canât find it,â you quickly looked at the name of the client on the file that he was carrying and nodded.
âI think we did. But thatâs not the right binder. Youâre looking through the accounting one, you should look through the administrative one,â turning around, Sangyeon watched you crouch down to get the right binder, his eyes remaining a second too long on your ass, your curves enhanced by your tight pencil skirt.
Setting down the binder in front of you, Sangyeonâs figure towering over your shoulder, eyes trying to read the documents you were rapidly skimming through, your hands abruptly stopping and opening the folder once you found what you were looking for.
âHere, it should be that one,â you mumbled and handed him the confidential document with a smile.
âYouâre a lifesaver Y/N, I hope you know that,â he pointed a gentle finger in your direction as he walked backwards, a smile decorating his lips as he went back inside the conference room.
Feeling nice enough to help your poor, stressed colleague, you gathered all the papers he got out of the binder and put them back in their initial spots before locking the archives room. Â
You had just finished cleaning your desk and prepared your to-do list for the next day when you heard your boss thanking the clients, the voices slowly going to the elevators before disappearing. A frown appeared as you heard the coffee machine in the break room run again.
âDonât you think itâs a little late to drink another coffee? Youâre going to have a heart attack at this rate,â you rested your handbag on the kitchen counter, your remark startling Sangyeon as his drained gaze was fixated on the black liquid dropping into his cup.
âYouâre going to give me a heart attack if you keep appearing behind or next to me so suddenly,â he managed to joke and you giggle, a small smile appearing on your face.
His gaze dropped a second on your pretty mouth before going back to look you straight in the eyes.
âThank you for your help, by the way,â he mumbled, playing with the spoon he had in hand.
âItâs fine, I thought I could help since they were my clients before he arrived and changed everything.â
A new boss meant a restructuring of the different clients and cases between colleagues. Your boss thought you werenât efficient enough to deal with those people, so he decided to give you some other clients to deal with and let Sangyeon take care of everything.
âI donât know why he gave them to me,â he stated, dropping a spoonful of sugar in his coffee, âthey keep complaining and want you to be in charge again.â
âYou should tell them that you are competent enough to take care of their files and will do your best to fulfil the assigned tasks,â you simply shrugged, feeling a rush of pride in your chest at how the clients wanted you instead of Sangyeon as a professional.
âYou should really stop with this and maybe go home to wind down,â you pointed at the coffee he had almost finished drinking since you started talking, âitâs not good for you to consume this much caffeine and stay behind this late.â
He shrugged, taking his last sip.
âI donât have anyone or anything waiting for me at home so itâs better if I just work as much as I can,â you shook your head at his words and patted your blazer, realising that you had forgotten your phone on its charging station on your desk.
âWell Iâm exhausted, so Iâm going home. See you tomorrow ?â you suggested with a smile, and he nodded, mumbling a small âgood nightâ as his eyes followed the way your hips swayed as you made your way to the elevators.
Your colleague sat back down at his desk, his now empty cup in hand. He stared at the document in front of him, his mind filled with the pretty smiles that you gave him and how tight your skirt was around your ass and hips.
He groaned, shifting in his office seat as heat rushed down his pants. You were so nice and pretty, always ready to help anyone with a smile on your face, your intelligence and patience striking him.
His heart hammered hard in his chest, not knowing if it was because of the desire he felt for you or the 9 cups of coffee he had throughout the day.
The poor man was stressed, to say the least. Every employee was overworked in the office, but your boss being the misogynist king he is, thought that men could handle the pressure better and gave them all the important clients that were once managed by female colleagues.
Genius move, right?
Sangyeon sighed deeply.
Right now, if a genie granted him three wishes, one of them would be to lay on your couch, his face pressed against your chest as your hands would caress his back and massage his head to help him relax. He craved to feel your steady heartbeat against his cheek, your sweet fragrance and fruity shower gel invading his nostrils.
He sighed in contentment at the thought, abruptly shaking his head and slapping his cheeks, trying to get himself out of this lustful reverie.
âFocus, bro,â he mumbled to himself.
He was at work, it was not the time nor the place to have those kinds of thoughts.
Sangyeon tried everything to get you out of his mind, but it was impossible; when he would start reading the contract, he would think of how, a few hours prior, you offered him your help in a heartbeat, your bright smile shone in only his direction and how you were concerned about his unhealthy caffeine consumption. He loved the attention, more than he was willing to admit, but it felt so inappropriate to crush on his own colleague.
Yet, Sangyeon couldnât get you out of his head. He was always attentively listening when you were giving him advice, presenting things in meetings, and always here to help when you were carrying boxes of paper to restock your printer or heavy binders to a meeting. Always thanking him with a bright smile or complimenting him on his strength and generosity.
He cursed himself as his dick was now painfully hard in his pants, urging him to let it free. Sangyeon deeply sighed, pondering whether what he was about to do was a good idea.
âFuck it,â he mumbled to himself and unbuckled his belt, dragging his office pants and boxers to the middle of his thigh, his dick finally springing free from the restraining undergarments. He deeply exhaled when his hand wrapped around his length, resting his head on his chair and closing his eyes. It twitched in his hold as he gave it a tight squeeze, grunting and hissing at the feeling.
Sangyeon thickly swallowed the embarrassment that pumped through his veins at how fast you appeared in his mind. He pursed his lips to stifle a moan, a very vivid image of you on your knees in front of him, looking up at him through your lashes as you teased the leaking tip of his cock.
âFuck⊠Y/N,â he embarrassingly muttered your name in a staggered breath, his rushed hand not faltering in its fast strokes.
He adjusted himself in his seat, lowering the right armrest with his free hand to rest in a more comfortable position to keep his little business going.
Precum was oozing from the tip, giving Sangyeon an easier glide up and down his shaft. The pace he set was now agonisingly slow, mimicking the rhythm that you would probably use if you were sucking him off.
The images were really vibrant in his mind, he knew that he was about to come like he never did before. No matter the porn movie he watched or the ex-girlfriend he fucked in the past, they would probably never give him such a strong orgasm as the mere idea of you, on your knees, with his cock in your pretty mouth, would.
âOh my god,â Sangyeon's voice was breathy, his face twisting in pleasure as his hips bucked in the air, his fist picking up the pace, squeezing his length as if it were your hand.
He swallowed thickly, preventing himself from moaning your name a second time. He was so aroused by his thoughts, yet ashamed of them, never having thought of a colleague this way.
âY/N⊠keep going, Iâm gonna cum,â he mumbled under his breath, his words sending warmth to his cock.
He wanted to cum so bad, but his exhausted brain was not enough for him to orgasm. Sangyeon had automatically switched to the same usual rhythm he uses when he touches himself at home and always needed long minutes before reaching his high.
Thatâs when he closed his eyes, again, and stopped his movement for a brief second. His mind focused on your voice, your smile, how sweet you sound when you say his name, how that time you touched his arm as you laughed at his dumb jokeâŠ
⊠how pretty you would look with your legs on his shoulders, your hands gripping his biceps, prettily moaning his name as he would sliding his cock in and out of you?
It was as if his imagination had gathered just enough strength to send him the dirtiest thought he could ever imagine to cum. His cock twitched hard in his hold, a warm wave of relief washing over him as he came all over his hand and shirt, not fast enough to move it upward to avoid staining it. He swore and groaned your name, body twitching in overstimulation when the images lingered in his mind, the thought of painting your face with his seeds close to make him cum a second time in a matter of seconds. Â
Sangyeon cursed himself for being such a horny idiot, ashamed of the whole situation when he realised the mess he created; the sleeve and bottom part of his shirt were stained with droplets of cum, sprinkled too high for him to be able to tuck and hide it in his pants or under his blazer.
He rushed to the bathroom, washed his hands and grabbed some toilet paper in an attempt to clean the stains on his clothes. He grumbled in annoyance when the stains only grew bigger, giving up and rushing back to his desk. What would have happened if his boss had forgotten something or worse, you witnessed him fantasizing about getting his way with you?
Fortunately, he found the spare t-shirt he kept in case he wanted to go for a run with other colleagues. He put it on, tossed his dirty shirt in his bag and clocked out, driving home with your face in his mind.
The next day, you decided to come to work around 9am, wanting to compensate for the fact that you stayed behind late last night. You waved at Sangyeon with a cute smile when you saw him already sitting at his desk, clearly oblivious to what happened in his office after you had left.
The early birds were already drinking a cup of coffee in the break room when you entered to make yourself a cup of tea. Greeting all of them and chatting with some, Sangyeon appeared right after you, trying to talk to you, but you didnât notice it.
You slightly frowned when you heard a deep, masculine voice and loud clapping, Sangyeonâs face twisting in discomfort.
âLook how finally decided to show up! Goldilocks, aka Y/N!â your boss exclaimed, rubbing his hands together, a vicious smile decorating his face.
You didnât like where this was going. At all.
Since Sangyeon was standing between the two of you, your boss stepped to the side to stare at you. The break room went dead silent, some hiding their laughs by sipping on their beverage while others were as surprised as you were.
âYes?â you calmly replied, dropping your tea bag in your cup.
âDo you think that 9am is a normal time to come to work ?â
âWell, yes, after last nig-â
âListen,â he cut you, voice becoming menacing, âI donât care at what time you went home. It could be 6pm or midnight, I do not care. What matters to me is that you play Goldilocks and wake up whenever you want to, just because you feel like it or youâre âtiredâ. Everyone is tired and overworked, itâs normal in our field, but I have a business to run, okay? We are not here â especially not my lovely Anastasia at the front desk â to take your stupid little phone calls from your stupid little clients when you are not here because youâre playing Sleeping Beauty. Do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth, or do I need to repeat myself?â he asked, his condescending tone making your blood boil.
âUnderstood.â You muttered through gritted teeth, hand clutching on your tea cup, resisting the urge to throw the boiling liquid at his face in front of everyone.
This new boss was one particular character. He loved to humiliate people, especially women as if it turned him on. He was only sweet with Anastasia from the front desk, you wondered with your other female colleagues if it was her breast implants that were draining the kindness out of his cock him that he no longer had sympathy for the rest of the women in the office.
You exited the break room as he sat down at a table, acting as if he didnât just humiliate one of his employees in front of the rest of the floor. Heart hammering in your chest and cheeks on fire, the tears were threatening to spill out of your eyes, but you managed to keep them in for the rest of the day, despite the constant appearances of your boss in your office.
His words: he wanted to make sure that Goldilocks hadnât fallen asleep on her desk, and if she was working properly.
Wonderful. The day was going to be long.
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5:30pm was the time you wanted to leave to go to the gym for a workout to wind down.
âY/N? Iâm glad you are still there,â your boss said as he invited himself next to you at your desk. You deeply breathed in and stood up, gathering some documents you were working on before putting them in a folder.
âWell, make it quick, I was about to leave. I have a private appointment to attend,â you lied, putting the folder away in your drawer.
âNot so fast,â he said, preventing you from taking your purse, âI need you to proofread this contract before our meeting tomorrow.â
âI donât have a meeting tomorrow with you,â you spat, knowing your calendar per heart.
âWell, Monica wasnât feeling so well this afternoon, so she went home and texted me that she forgot to do it. Youâre efficient Y/N, I need this done before tomorrow, okay?â he patted you on the shoulder and you took a step back, wanting to defend yourself, but he had already put the file on your desk with such force that you knew that you would be in big trouble if you didnât do it. Â
When he closed the door, your eyes turned glossy, your hand frantically searching your purse for a tissue. Your eyes overflooded, your mascara running down your cheeks as you muted your sobs as best as possible. You didnât want to attract pity from your colleagues as they walked by.
Sadly for you, Sangyeon happened to pass by and saw through the glass that you were crying. He knocked and softly opened the wooden door, head peeking through.
âAre you okay Y/N?â he asked, his gentle tone making your tears double despite your desperate attempts at keeping them in.
âYeah, I am,â you lied, wiping your tears with your wet tissue, and throwing it in the trash to take another one as it was already drenched and covered in mascara.
âDonât lie to me,â Sangyeon rested his binder on your desk, noticing the new file in front of you.
âIs it because of the boss?â you nodded and breathed in, sniffing before entering your password to unlock your computer, again.
âItâs starting to become too much,â you muttered, voice wavering because of the sobs that threatened to escape your mouth, âI canât stand him and his unfairness anymore.â
âI understand,â you shook your head.
âNo, you donât,â you retorted, making Sangyeon frown. âYou donât understand, he will never treat you like this because youâre a man,â your hand shook as you clicked on some icons on your computer, trying your best to ignore Sangyeonâs pitiful eyes looking at you, âIâm not an inflatable doll with fake implants and Botox lips that laughs at his not-funny jokes, so he hates me and treats me like this.â
Silence filled your office, Sangyeon awkwardly cleared his throat.
âI donât think itâs because of this,â he argued, and you looked up at him, eyes sending daggers as you stood up.
âOh yeah? What is it, then?â you questioned, crossing your arms on your chest.
Sangyeon had to force himself not to get distracted by your breasts â that he found perfect, by the way, not fake like Anastasiaâs or Monicaâs â, resting his hand on the tall chest of drawers behind you. Â
âIf you are here to tell me that it is because of female sensitivity and my hormones, you can go-â
âY/N, no,â Sangyeon interrupted you by shaking his head, amused by the silliness of your words, âI donât think it has to do with your appearance or the fact that you are a woman,â he stopped for a second, âI think he sees you as a threat.â
âA threat?â you confusedly retorted, surprised by his words, âhow?â
âI mean, yeah! You are an intelligent, clever, quick-thinking woman. You know so much about the firm, the clients, their habits and our strategies. He still doesnât know all of this despite him being our boss for more than a year now.â
âWell, if he stopped swooning over Anastasia and Monica, maybe he would know all of this as well!â you exclaimed, frustrated, and Sangyeon smiled, a hand gently rubbing your shoulder as a sign of comfort.
âYou know damn well that itâs absolutely not his priority,â he whispered and you heavily sighed, shaking your head from side to side, âmaybe heâs trying to push your buttons to make you quit, so you no longer put him in the shade.â
âWell, itâs kind of working,â you mumbled, voice wavering, feeling the tears gather again in your eyes.
âHey, hey, donât think like that,â Sangyeon took a step closer, grabbing your face between his hands, the gesture startling you, yet you didnât step away. His palms were gentle and soft, loving how â despite their warmth â they managed to cool down your burning cheeks.
âHeâs not worthy of your tears, do you know that? He doesnât care if you cry because of him, the only thing that matters to him is if Anastasia will suck his dick at lunch.â
You giggled and his face broke into a smile, proud of his joke, his thumb wiping a strand tear that managed to fall from your eye while laughing.
âI like it better when you smile,â he mumbled and you felt your cheeks heating up, looking down as he took a step back, already missing his hands on your face.
âCome on,â he grabbed his binder again, gesturing to you with the head to follow him, âletâs grab a coffee before tackling this case, okay?â
While you walked back to your desk after having said coffee with your colleague, Sangyeon sat at his, not believing that he managed to touch you without getting a boner. When he saw you cry out of exhaustion behind your computer, he was tempted to drop everything and go fist his bossâ collar to give him a piece of his mind about how he treated you, but he thought it was better â for the two of you â to check on you.
When Sangyeonâs head peeked again through the doorframe a few hours later, you were about halfway done, struggling with the little work Monica had done over the months for this client.
âHow is it going?â he asked, and you huffed, taking your head between your hands. The clock was closed to reach 9pm and you were nowhere near to go home.
âMonica barely did anything. Even if I stayed the whole night, I would not be able to fully proofread it. Important documents are missing, I donât know who she called, or to whom she sent emails, itâs just a lost cause,â you desperately mumbled, Sangyeon entered your office before closing the door behind him.
Your desk lamp was killing your eyes as you showed Sangyeon some data on your computer, hoping he would come up with a solution that you were too tired to think of. His hand was resting on your desk, the other on your chair, close to your shoulder.
âSadly youâre right, itâs a lost cause,â he crossed his arms on his broad chest, negatively shaking his head. You sighed and saved your progress, standing up. Being exhausted and on heels was not a good combo, making you lose your balance.
Sangyeon was quick to catch your forearm, preventing you from falling.
âThank you,â you cleared your throat and straightened your shirt, blinking a few times, âyouâre quite reactive at 9pm after a whole working day,â you joked, and he smiled.
âThatâs probably all the coffees I drink,â he joked back, his fingers still gently yet securely wrapped around your wrist.
Your eyes lingered on your shared physical touch, slowly looking up at your colleague. He remained silent, his eyes falling to your lips for a brief second before coming back to your eyes.
Hesitant, Sangyeon brought his free hand to your face, replacing a strand of hair behind your ear. The gesture warmed up your body, feeling the goosebumps on the forearm he was still holding.
You were positively responding to his touch.
And he loved it.
Much to your dismay, he retracted his hand, and you looked to the side, his palms now on your shoulders. You had to stifle a moan and prevent your eyes from rolling at the back of your head when Sangyeon positioned himself behind you, his thumbs pressing on the tight knots between your shoulder blades. Inhaling deeply, enjoying the relief, your head lolled to the side and rested against his chest.
You were letting your guard down, an amazing opportunity for Sangyeon to step in.
You audibly gasped and grabbed his hand when you felt his warm lips on the side of your neck, gently kissing and nipping on the skin.
âSangyeon,â you breathed, fingers flying to his hair, the tension on your shoulders slowly subsiding.
âMh?â he hummed, too busy kissing your neck to answer you properly. The mere whisper of his name was enough to send electricity through his veins.
âWhat are you doing? What if someone passes by?â you worriedly asked, dropping your hand from his hair as realisation suddenly hit you.
A bit of self-control would be nice, Y/N. You were at work, damn it, not in a private setting.
âWeâre alone in the office, donât worry,â he mumbled against your warm skin, humming the remaining scent of your perfume, âthe janitor already left, you donât have to worry about anything.â
His voice was low, reassuring, making you give in. Sangyeon wrapped his arm around your waist, pushing your back flush against his chest as he continued to kiss your neck gently.
But his actions had riled you to the point that you could no longer content yourself with only neck kisses and a back hug. You needed more of him, his attentive and caring attitude did little to nothing to tame the growing crush that you had on him since he started at the firm.
Turning around in his hold, you grabbed his face and pressed your lips on his in a fierce kiss. Sangyeon hummed in surprise against your kiss but immediately gave in, his hands resting on your hips, drawing circles with his thumbs on your skirt. Your hands explored his broad, clad back, getting wetter at how well you could feel his muscles under the fabric.
âI need you,â you managed to mumble as you pulled away, Sangyeonâs hand travelling from your hips to your neck at your words, pulling you into another kiss that was way more intense and rushed than the previous one.
Tongues fought for dominance, teeth clashed and collided against one another, hands became adventurous, and the atmosphere suddenly changed in your office as you let desire and need replace the despair and exhaustion you both felt.
Sangyeonâs hands came back to your lower back, gently tucking away the shirt from your skirt, sneaking under the fabric to feel your warm skin. You could tell that he wanted more, so you took one of his hands in yours and made it land on your ass, feeling Sangyeon smile into the kiss and give it a harsh slap. The sting was delicious, making you whine and bite his lower lip when he did it again.
âYou donât know how long Iâve waited to get this close to you,â Sangyeon pulled away, his warm breath hitting your lips, his fingers unzipping the back of your pencil skirt.
âAre you serious? I never thought a guy like you would be interested in me,â you admitted, unbuttoning his office shirt.
âI mean, how could I not be? Youâre gorgeous, intelligent, so nice and always so damn helpful,â he effortlessly sat you on your desk, your heels falling from your feet in the process, punctuating each compliment with a kiss, slowly making his way to the valley of your breasts.
âHave you seen our female colleagues? I wouldnât even be surprised if I got picked last,â you mumbled and Sangyeon scoffed, slapping the side of your hip, close to your ass.
âEnough with the negative self-talk,â he grunted, his arms on either side of you to look at you deep in the eyes. âNow, will the prettiest girl in this office let me remove her shirt to show her how enough and how beautiful she is to me?â you couldnât help but giggle, face warming up at his silly request.
Sangyeon wasted no time and undid your shirt buttons, taking in the sight of your breasts covered in a beautiful, white lace bra.
âGorgeous,â he mumbled, pressing a soft kiss to the top of your breast, shivers exploding in your chest. You were ready to unclasp it, but Sangyeon stopped you, wanting to admire them a few seconds more before allowing you to drop your bra on your keyboard.
The imprint of his hard cock was apparent in his office pants, your hand reaching to touch it as he was caressing your chest. Sangyeon moaned, mouth diving to suck on one of your nipples, his other hand playing with the other, teasing and squeezing the soft flesh.
âSangyeon please, donât stop,â you breathed, spreading your legs to invite him in, which he immediately did, your core pressed flush against his lower abdomen. You whined and fisted his hair, keeping him close as you felt his dick press against your stomach, Sangyeon grunting against your nipple at your tug.
âYou have such pretty breasts,â he mumbled, his tongue giving your nipples one last flicker before his mouth went lower. You whined as you felt warmth pool in your panties, Sangyeon busy grabbing your legs and spreading them apart.
âThatâs it, baby,â he muttered, taking your body in, âspread them nice and wide for me.â
Once he was kissing the lace of your underwear, he looked up, silently asking for your consent to go further. You took a deep breath and nodded, suddenly acknowledging what was happening.
You were going to fuck your colleague.
Were you scared? No. Impatient? Hell yes. Excited? More than anyone could imagine.
Your boss and his stupid to-proofread contract were long forgotten, Sangyeonâs hands and mouth doing wonders to get your head off of everything. It was even more effective than a workout session at the gym.
The tearing of your tights got you out of your thoughts, watching Sangyeon smirk as he toyed with your undergarments, pressing a digit on the wet patch as he kissed the inner part of your thighs.
âI canât believe you are already this wet for me and I barely did anything,â you embarrassingly looked away, and he pulled the damp panties to the side, taking in how beautiful your pussy was.
âSo pretty,â he mumbled and you clenched around nothing at his praise, Sangyeonâs hands wrapping around your thighs as he wasted no time and dove his tongue between your folds.
âSangyeon!â you exclaimed, a hand flying to your mouth at how loudly you yelled his name. Sangyeon was chuckling between your legs, loving how sensitive you were for him.
Your hand flew to his hair as you moaned out his name, feeling his tongue reaching parts between your folds that you never knew existed. His nose teased your clit, making your heart hammer in your chest faster. He was so good at eating you out, that you started to wonder if he had lots of experience to be this good.
Sangyeonâs tongue prevented you from wandering too deep in your thoughts as it focused on your most sensitive parts, making you cry out his name when you felt two fingers tease your glistering slit.
âPlease Sangyeon,â you begged and he hummed against your pussy, gently inserting two fingers inside you. The stretch felt so good, his digits searching for your sweet spot each time he rutted them inside you. After a few strokes, when he realised that he had found it â thanks to a strangled moan falling from your pretty lips â, he focused on it like he was on a mission.
âDo I make you feel good, my pretty girl?â he asked from between your legs, his warm breath hitting your folds, his fingers still going in and out of you as he teasingly licked your clit.
âY-Yeah, fuck!â you cried in a high-pitched moan, Sangyeon maintaining eye contact as the squelching sound of your pussy filled the silence, your hips bucking up against his mouth as his cock hardened at your helplessness.
Removing his digits for a short moment, you whined from the emptiness. You heard a zip but paid no mind to it, too lost in your own pleasure to care.
Sangyeon, now on his knees in front of you, had reached for his cock in his pants, stroking his shaft with his hand coated in your juices, your moans only increasing the lust he felt for you.
âFuck Sangyeon, Iâm so close,â you mumbled, hands gripping the edge of the desk, a foot resting on your desk while your other leg was resting on his shoulder, granting him more access to your core.
âCum for me, baby. I wanna see how beautiful you look coming on my tongue,â he whispered while kissing the top of your pussy, right above your clit, before diving back to make you cum. He abandoned his hard cock to trigger your g-spot again, your cries indicating to him that you were close to reaching your high.
And it didnât disappoint. In a loud cry of his name, your orgasm washed over you like a tidal wave. Your core squeezed his fingers, barely letting him move them inside you and your legs shook around him, your face contorting in pleasure as you fisted his hair, keeping him close to your pussy. He lapped at your juices like a starved man, his fingers teasing your clit to make you fully ride your orgasm.
âSangyeon,â you moaned out of breath as he proudly looked at his glistening fingers. Your nipples hardened at the sight of a satisfied Sangyeon licking his digits with a smile as if he had just finished eating a tasteful dessert.
âYouâre so pretty when you cum, you know that?â he asked while helping you sit up as you had laid down on your desk while orgasming, letting you finish unbuttoning his shirt and push it off his broad shoulders.
He kissed your lips, letting you taste yourself as your tongues waltzed together, your arms wrapping around his neck, caressing his shoulders as you were still weak from your orgasm.
âAnd you look so handsome when youâre eating me out, you know that?â you imitated him and he smiled, his mouth parting against yours in a breathy sigh as you reached for his cock in between your bodies.
It was even better than he had imagined the day before. It felt different than his hand, he even dared to say it felt way better. You used your two hands to stroke his shaft, one of them sometimes teasing his balls.
While looking at him, you gently spat into your palm before bringing it to his cock, Sangyeon throwing his head back at the sight.
âIt feels so good, Y/N, keep going please,â you smiled, blushing at his praise, loving how handsome he looked and how hot he sounded while grunting and bucking his hips in your hand. The tip of his cock was angry, red, precum leaking from the tip as it mixed with your spit.
You quickened your pace just to tease him, only for Sangyeon to grab your wrist to slow you down.
âStop, stop darling, I wanna last,â he chuckled before kissing you, pulling you to him. Your breasts were pressed flush against his chest, loving how warm his skin felt against your hard nipples.
âDo we have condoms?â he mumbled against your lips, and you thought about it for a second, quickly getting your sanitary pouch from your purse.
âWe can still get one in Anastasiasâ drawer if this one is expired,â you mumbled as Sangyeon studied it, ripping it open once he saw it was still up to date.
âNo need,â Sangyeon smirked and rolled it down his shaft, throwing the wrapping next to your bra as your core clenched around the sight of his member.
Leaning on your elbows, you watched him and smiled, admiring the view his broad shoulders and abs were offering you. He did the same with you, checking your breasts and pretty face out while stroking his cock.
âI think we both like what we see, right?â you giggled, and he nodded, leaning forward to kiss you on the lips, to which you immediately responded. His cock rested against your stomach, your heart skipping a beat at how big he was.
Slightly pulling away, Sangyeon rested his forehead against yours, tapping and sliding his cock a few times against your wet core, a prominent vein deliciously grazing against your clit. You whimpered at the jolts of electricity it sent in your body, your fingers clutching his shoulders as he slowly pushed himself inside of you.
âOh my god baby, youâre so tight,â he grunted, capturing your bottom lip between his teeth as you tried to keep looking deep in his brown orbits, but to no avail.
He was about halfway in, the stretch making you throw your head back, arms weakening under the weight of the pleasure Sangyeon was giving you. You moaned out his name, feeling full as his hips rested against your thighs.
Both out of breath at the new sensation, he gently grabbed you by the throat to press his lips against yours, your hands flying to his hair to prevent you from falling back on your desk.
âYouâre so big,â you groaned and he smirked, two of his digits pushing your lips apart to let your tongue coat them in spit before bringing them down where your bodies met, teasing your clit in sharp circles.
âShit, you feel so good, Y/N,â he muttered, getting lost in the warmth your pussy was engulfing his cock bit by bit till he was flushed against you.
âMove, please,â he obliged, sliding his cock in and out of you at a steady pace. Your breasts bounced at each thrust, Sangyeonâs mouth diving to litter them with love bites.
Your moans filled your closed office, your nails scratching the skin of his shoulders as Sangyeonâs mouth continued its assault on your breasts. He picked up the pace, hand still steady around your throat to prevent you from squirming too much, making sure you stared into his eyes. High-pitched moans of his name fell from your lips, brows furrowing in pleasure as his dick brushed nonstop against all the spots that made you see stars, the reduction of oxygen increasing your blissful state.
âDoes that feel good, Y/N?â he breathlessly asked, his hands leaving your throat to travel up and down your body, mouth vividly kissing every inch of your skin. You whined, head clouded with the feeling of his dick throbbing into you, addictingly rubbing against your soft walls that wanted to trap him forever.Â
He wouldnât mind, though.
âFuck, yeah it does,â you managed to mutter, your words being cut by the noises of Sangyeonâs hips harshly colliding against your thighs.
Sangyeon looked down, his dick twitching at how it disappeared inside your core. He enjoyed the sight, rubbing circles on your clit. The little whimpers of pleasure you were trying to stifle only encouraged him to keep going, wanting to hear again how pretty you sounded when you cum.
He briefly stilled inside you, grabbing one of your legs and lifting it on his shoulder, kissing your tight-covered ankle. The new angle allowed him to reach deeper and further into you, his free hand grabbing you by the back of your head to prevent you from falling as your nails dug dents into the skin of his forearms you were clutching onto in utter pleasure.
âSangyeon, please,â you begged in a cry, eyes imploring god knows what. He kissed your lips to silence you, hand gently stroking your cheek. âIâm so close,â you whispered when he pulled away, chest deeply heaving as Sangyeon picked up the pace. Â
Your body started feeling hot, indicating that you were closer to your release. Sangyeon felt you clench hard around his cock, giving him the signal as well, your moans increasing in volume as his hand came back in contact with your clit, rubbing it and gently slapping it to bring you closer to your peak.
âCome for me beautiful, let it all go around me,â he mumbled against your lips before capturing them in a quick kiss, his thrusts intensifying in sharpness, the new pace sending you over the edge in a loud scream of pleasure. His name and profanities fell off your lips as your legs shook, Sangyeon now gently sliding his cock in and out of you, enjoying with a smile the beautiful sight that it was to see you cum around him.
When you came back to your senses, still sensitive from your intense orgasm, you felt a mouth kissing the warm skin from one collarbone to another, warm hands on your hips.
âYouâre so beautiful when you cum, Y/N,â he breathed against your chest, your hand pushing some strands of hair away from his eyes.
âYou already said that,â you giggled, and he chuckled, gently biting your earlobe, and making you squeal.
âI know, I just canât get enough of it,â he whispered, pressing his lips to yours in a delicate kiss.
You got lost in the kiss for a brief moment, before realising something.
âDid you cum?â you questioned, hand resting on his cheek.
âItâs okay, you needed it more than-â
You sat up and kissed him, seizing the opportunity of him being distracted with your kiss to push him into your office chair, dropping to your knees.
Your tights did little to no job of shielding your knees from the cold tile flooring, but you didnât care. You had orgasmed twice in one night, the least you could do was lend him a hand â or your mouth â to help him reach his peak as well.
When Sangyeon looked down, he almost came just by seeing you on your knees in front of him. In a swift motion, you ripped away the condom from his hard length, your hand at the base of it while you kissed your way up to the tip.
âY/N, please donât tease me,â Sangyeon gripped the armrests, and you smiled, your mouth wrapping around his cock, your tongue curling slowly around it, taking him in as best as you could.
Spit rolled down his length, your hand stroking what couldnât fit in your mouth. His hips bucked, making you gag, your colleague whispering a soft apology as you pulled away, a string of saliva linking your pretty lips to his cock, thumb pressing on the prominent vein wrapped around his length.
You looked up at him with lustful eyes, hollowing your cheeks, teasing the slit and sucking around the tip like you would do with a lollipop, making Sangyeon shudder in pleasure.
Without warning, your mouth swallowed his cock, feeling his tip hit the back of your throat and its weight on your tongue, his balls heavy in your palm. You stroked the wrinkly skin, earning a low grunt from Sangyeon as you kept on bobbing your head up and down.
âOh yeah, Y/N, keep going. You're really good at this- fuck!â Sangyeon whispered, his fantasy slowly becoming a reality. His face distorted in pleasure looked down, your eyes meeting as you kept pleasuring him. He threw his head back, his hands landing in your hair as he gathered it in a messy ponytail, wanting to keep seeing your pretty face as you sucked him off.
Your jaw started hurting, like your knees, but you kept going, wanting to satisfy him as best as he satisfied you. He would never tell you, but just the fact that you let him kiss you and touch would have already been enough for him. But now, Sangyeon was not going to complain to have his dick deep in your mouth, just like he had imagined it the night before.
The moans you let out while he was fucking you came back to his mind, adding another source of pleasure to your mouth wrapped around his cock. He felt his high coming and you did too, his girthy length in your mouth slightly increasing, urging you to pick up the pace.
âY/N, keep going, ohhh fuck, Iâm gonna cum, fuck!â he warned, and you pulled away, wrapping your hand around it, keeping the same steady pace.
Sangyeon swiftly removed your hand to stroke himself, his other free hand grabbing your chin to prevent you from moving. You drew your tongue out and that was the last straw; thick, white ropes of cum landed on your face and dropped to your chest in the following second, your name escaping from Sangyeonâs lips in heavy sighs.
Getting back on your feet, you smiled at him, sitting on his lap. He slightly shuddered as your core grazed against his still-sensitive cock, his chest heaving at the force of his release.
âThank you,â you timidly mumbled and he smiled, capturing your lips in a gentle kiss.
The lust had died down, the atmosphere now becoming soft and quiet, the stillness of the night engulfing you in a warm hug.
âYou donât have to thank me for nothing,â he mumbled, wrapping an arm around you as he slid the chair closer to your desk, grabbing a few tissues to clean your chest and chin.
âI could thank you for plenty-â
âYou donât have to. I did it because I like you, okay?â Sangyeon mumbled and it was your turn to smile, goosebumps rising on your skin as he kissed your collarbone.
âLetâs call in sick tomorrow,â he proposed, and you gasped, ready to protest, âI wanna take you out properly.â
âBut the meeting-â
âFuck the boss and his fucking meeting. He can deal with the work on his own,â Sangyeon grunted, looking at you with tender eyes as you tamed the strands of his hair that you tugged on.
âIâm scared that he will humiliate me again because I didnât do the work he asked me for,â you confessed, taking a deep breath. Sangyeonâs hands cupped your face, forcing you to look at him.
âHe'll hear from me if he makes another inappropriate comment to you in front of everyone. Let me drive you home now,â he answered, kissing your lips before letting you slide off his lap to get dressed. Â
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NOTES just in a really bad hobie brown brainrot rn... enjoy <3
Hobie is the kind of boyfriend who would say smth like "that's pretty, but not as pretty as you." ABOUT ANYTHING !! he'll always manage to bring up how pretty he thinks u are
wasnt much of a texter but when he got with you he put more effort into texting back/texting u
his sleeping clothes consist of those plaid pajama pants or sweatpants and no shirt. if he has a shirt on its either a crop top, or smth sleeveless
if ur the type to have a lot of stuffed animals and treat them like ur children hobie will happily play the role of 'dad' for all ur babies despite it sounding silly
he smells really nice, like a 'i actually cant pinpoint what u smell like' kind of nice, but if u had to boil it down he smells musky and a little bit like the ocean
shows u all the small businesses he shops at so u dont have to spend money on the big corporations
doesnt necessarily force his beliefs onto u but he tries to lead u in a better direction
whenever u go over to his apartment r&b is always playing on his speakers
likes to try and teach u how to play his guitar with you in between his legs every now and then if you dont know how
likes to give u forehead kisses, does it too much honestly. not becuz of any height advantage but becuz he thinks its the sweetest gesture he can do to u
when u guys hold hands he likes to bring ur hand up to his lips and kisses every knuckle
when ur throwing a fit he likes to web u back to him as u walk away cuz u always fall into his arms and he thinks its romantic
teases u a lot, u guys have a best friends and dating kind of trope
most of his gifts for u are DIY <3
his love language is gift giving and acts of service
not much of an emotional or sappy talker so he makes up with his kisses or sweet touches
if ur a glasses wearer best believe hes bullying you (lovingly) for it
enjoys quiet time with u a lot. the kind where ur both just doing ur own things but together. yeah absolute sucker for that
#hobie brown#hobie x reader#hobie x you#across the spiderverse#spider man#atsv#hobie brown x reader#hobie brown x you#hobart brown#hobie brown imagine#hobie fluff#hobie brown fluff#hobie imagine
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To: @alldaystress
The dull buzz of the alarm clock jars you awake, its persistent ringing a stark contrast to the dreary morning. You groan, rolling over in your bed, the sheets tangled around your legs. It's another day at the new job, a position you reluctantly accepted after months of unemployment. As you stretch, your fingers graze the worn fabric of the old band t-shirt you've slept in, a remnant of your college days when you cared more about music and rebellion than grades. Itâs your first job after college, but it's not the career launch you'd hoped for. Your grades, never stellar, landed you in this entry-level position with no real prospects for advancement. You had always struggled with commitment, both in your studies and personal life, and your grades reflected that. College was a blur of late nights, parties, and a general lack of direction. Now, at 24, you find yourself starting at the bottom of the corporate ladder, feeling like you've wasted precious years. As you get ready for the day, pulling on a pair of faded jeans and a wrinkled button-down shirt, you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. Your dark brown hair, slightly unkempt, frames your average face, its roundness accentuated by the soft jawline. Brown eyes stare back at you, lacking the spark of confidence and determination that many of your peers seem to possess.
This week you had a boring week-long business convention planned in another city and your taxi to the airport was already waiting for you. You sigh, knowing that today is another step towards a future you're not entirely sure you want.
The hotel lobby is bustling with activity as you step inside, your eyes adjusting to the elegant chandelier's glow. It's a far cry from your usual haunts, a world of luxury you've only ever glimpsed from the outside. You had always felt like an outsider, your rebellious nature a barrier to fitting in. But today, you're here for a convention, a rare opportunity to network and perhaps, just perhaps, find a way out of your dead-end job.
"Welcome to the Grand Summit Hotel," a familiar voice called out. You freeze, recognizing the voice immediately. Jennifer, a former classmate from high school, stands behind the counter, her expression a mix of amusement and mockery.
She was always a bit of an oddball, claiming to be a witch and nerved anyone who crossed her. You had mocked her relentlessly back then, earning the nickname 'Golden Boy' as a sarcastic reference to your lack of ambition and low physical prowess and mediocre grades.
"Well, well, well. If it isn't our Golden Boy!" Jennifer leans forward, her eyes sparkling with mischief. You remember her all too wellâthe self-proclaimed witch who always had a sarcastic remark ready, especially for you.
*So much for witchcraft,* you thought. *Sheâs stuck here, while Iâmâwell, still in a dead-end job too.*
âNice to see you too, Witchie,â you shot back, unable to resist. Her nickname always had a way of irking you, but today, it felt more playful than biting. She chuckled, a sound that surprisingly warmed the space between you. âWeâre fully booked, but I had the choice to give you a room by the trash bins. Lucky for you, I decided you deserve an upgrade!â She flashed a smirk, her expression a mix of mischief and genuine friendliness. Puzzled, you raised an eyebrow. âAn upgrade? From you? Whatâs the catch?â She laughed, a melodic sound that echoed through the spacious lobby. âNo catch. Just consider it a friendly gesture. Besides, Iâm a little tired of being known as the girl who lost to the âGolden Boy.ââ You followed her to the top floor, the elevator climbing steadily. As the doors opened, you stepped into the suite, your breath hitching. The sleek black and silver design was modern and striking, like something straight out of a high-end ad. Your heart raced with a mix of disbelief and admiration. âWow,â you breathed, glancing around. âThis is... impressive.â
You tossed yourself onto the oversized bed, the silk sheets feeling like a decadent cloud. âI could get used to this,â you said, a cocky grin spreading across your face. In a playful move, Jennifer tossed the silk bed cover over you, covering you completely. âNow youâre just a golden burrito!â You laughed, your voice muffled beneath the fabric. âAt least Iâm a cozy one!â The game was on, and you attempted to wriggle free, planning to retaliate with a pillow. Yet, the cover was more confining than expected, and your struggles only entangled you further. "Hey, let me out!" you shouted, your voice muffled by the silk. But your struggles only resulted in Jennifer's laughter. "Jennifer, this isn't funny!" you called out, a hint of panic creeping in. "Relax, Golden Boy," her melodic voice replied, followed by a soft laugh. "Relax and lay down, Golden Boy," Jennifer's voice, now serious, instructed. "You're making this harder than it needs to be." You froze, realizing she wasn't playing anymore.
Her hands found your shoulders, gently but firmly pushing you down. "No need to fight it. Surrender to the silk." The sensation of her touch through the silk was peculiar. It was as if the fabric had become an extension of her, caressing your skin, making you hyperaware of every nerve ending. "What... what are you doing?" you managed to utter, your voice weak against the tide of pleasure and surprise. "Shh," she whispered, her breath warm against your ear. "No more resistance. You've always been a fighter, but here, now, it's time to let go." Her fingers traced patterns on your chest, sending shivers down your spine. "Listen to my voice, Golden Boy. Let it guide you." Your body felt leaden, as if a weight was pulling you deeper into the bed. "I... I can't move," you stammered, the realization hitting you. "That's right," she cooed, her finger now resting gently on your lips. "You don't need to. It's liberating, isn't it? No more expectations, no more pretending." Her words were like a spell, each one binding you further. "You've never truly been in control, have you? Not in school, not in life. It's exhausting, fighting it all the time."
You tried to argue, but the words caught in your throat as her hands glided lower. "W-wait," you stammer, your voice weak and you realize with a start that she's touching you intimately, despite your protests. "Oh, look at that," she purred with satisfaction, her fingers caressing the growing bulge that was appearing in the sheets. . "You're responding beautifully. Let the horniness flow through you. Don't fight it, not even for a second." Her hand stroking over your silk-covered erection, and you gasp as pleasure surges through you. "Oh... but I..." Your words trail off as her touch ignites a fire within you. You're hardening under her touch, the throbbing between your legs contradicting your sexual orientation. "Oh, Golden Boy, don't fight it. I know you're gay, but your body knows what it wants. It's natural, just let it happen." Her voice is almost hypnotic, and you find yourself agreeing, your body craving more. "Y-yes..." You moan softly as her strokes become more insistent, your cock straining against the silk. "Shh... It's okay to want this," she whispers, her fingers continuing their sensual dance. "Let go of your inhibitions. You're so eager, so responsive. It's perfect." Your mind is spinning, the sensation of her touch overwhelming. You feel yourself sinking further into the bed, the silk sheets caressing your skin.
"That's it," Jennifer cooed, her fingers now stroking the length of your hardened cock. "You have no choice but to feel. No choice but to be exactly what you are in this moment. Nothing else matters." Your mind was blank, filled only with the need to surrender, to let go of everything but the pleasure. The world around you fades, and all that's left is the silk, her touch, and the pleasure coursing through your veins. You are sinking, surrendering to the sensation, to her. "You're doing exactly what you should, Golden Boy. So eager to please, so ready to obey." Her voice is a distant hum as you descend deeper into the bed, the darkness enveloping you.
"You're doing perfectly. No more thinking, just feeling. You're so horny, so ready to please." The silk caressed every inch of your skin, and you sank deeper, the mattress molding around you. "Yes, surrender to it," Jennifer whispered, her voice distant yet commanding. "Forget who you were. You're Golden Boy now, eager, obedient. No more doubts, no more resistance." The room spun as you sunk further, the silk a dark, sensuous cocoon. "Yes, let it consume you," she whispers, and then, darkness. The last thing you felt was the silk against your skin, and then nothing. The suite fell silent, and Jennifer, with a satisfied smile, smoothed the covers, erasing all traces of your existence.
The darkness enveloped you, and time became an abstract concept as you lay there, unconscious. But soon, a sensation stirred you from your slumber, a feeling of being stretched and pulled, awakening your senses. It was then that you realized, with a jolt of horror, you weren't just lying on a bed anymore. "Oh, fuck," a deep, masculine voice groaned above you. You were being pulled taut, and the realization hit youâ you were a silk sheet, and beneath you was a man's throbbing erection and he was jerking off.
Marcus, the handsome executive, lay there, his eyes closed in pleasure, completely oblivious to your presence. His hands gripped the silkâyouâand began to stroke himself, the friction of his movements sending shivers through your transformed body. "Oh, yes," he moaned, his voice deep and husky. "This silk feels incredible."
The tip of his cock, hard and pulsating, pressed against you, and a drop of pre-cum oozed from the slit, seeping into your silky fabric. The intimate contact sparked a surprising reaction within you. The horror you initially felt began to melt away, replaced by a strange, unfamiliar joy.
The pleasure he derived from your silkiness was intoxicating. You wanted to please him, to be used for his pleasure, to be the best silk sheet he had ever experienced. The thought of being a mere object of desire filled you with a sense of purpose. You were grateful to be the vessel of his satisfaction, a tool for his release.
As he continued to stroke, your transformation began to reverse, the silk giving way to flesh, muscle, and bone. As his strokes grew faster, so did your transformation. You could feel your body changing, the silk fabric becoming skin once more. The process was slow, but with each stroke of his cock, you were coming back to life, back to being human. You emerged from the silk, your body now straddling Marcus, your legs on either side of his waist. With that, you began instinctively to move, rising and falling on his shaft, your body now fully restored to its human form. The pleasure was unlike anything you'd experienced before. You rode him with a newfound confidence, your movements fluid and graceful. "Yes, that's it," he groaned, his hands gripping your hips, guiding your motions. His intense gaze locked onto you, a mixture of satisfaction and predatory hunger flashing across his face. "What's your name?" he asked, his voice low and commanding. You paused, searching your mind.
The name on the tip of your tongue feels foreign. "Golden Boy," you blurted out, unsure why those words came to mind. It felt right, yet wrong at the same time. A sense of unease washes over you as you realize you can't remember anything else. "Perfect," Marcus purrs, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. "Let's see if Jennifer delivered on her promise." As if on cue, you glanced at the mirror, barely recognizing the reflection staring back at you. The person in the mirror was younger, their face sculpted with sharp, defined features. Lean muscles rippled beneath smooth, hairless skin, and your eyes widened at the sight of your own chiseled physique. But it was your hair that drew your attentionâshort golden locks with shaved sides, a stark contrast to your previous unkempt style. Before you could fully process your transformation, Marcus flipped you onto your back with a swift, dominant move.
You gasped as his hard length pushed into you, and you instinctively tried to resist, declaring, "I'm a top!" "You're a top, huh?" he whispers, his hot breath tickling your ear. "Well, I'm your mentor now, and I'll teach you a thing or two about success." You struggle against his hold, a surge of defiance rising within you. But his words ignite a spark of curiosity, and you find yourself intrigued by the idea of learning from this powerful man.
He whispered, "I'll teach you the path to success." His words ignited a fire within you, a desire to embrace this new version of yourself. You struggled against his hold, not out of resistance, but from the sheer thrill of it. As he overpowered you, his weight pressing down, you realized this was how he asserted his dominance. You spread your legs, surrendering to the moment, your body arching to meet his thrusts. "You like not being in control, don't you, Golden Boy?" he purred, his voice a seductive caress. "Especially when I'm the one in charge." The truth of his words hit you hard. You craved his control, the power he exuded, and the promise of success he offered. "Yes," you whispered, your voice hoarse with desire. "Yes, I do." Marcus's thrusts became more urgent, his body a blur of motion above you. "You will be successful, determined, and superior," he growled. "But with me, you are obedient, my loyal subject." His words sent a jolt of pleasure through you, and you cried out, "Yes, Sir! Make me yours!" As if your surrender was the final piece he needed, Marcus's body tensed, and he spilled his release inside you. Your own cock, throbbing with need, refused to find release. Marcus noticed your torment, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Cum, Golden Boy," he commanded, his voice laced with power. At his words, your orgasm exploded, and you came with a force that left you breathless.
With your climax, the rebellious spirit is gone, replaced by a burning desire to fit in and succeed, no matter the cost. You smiled, a new determination burning in your transformed eyes. You knew, without a doubt, that Marcus was the mentor you needed, and you would do whatever it took to climb the ladder of success by his side.
The transformation had left you with a new sense of purpose, and as you stepped out of the shower, feeling the warm water wash away the remnants of your old self, you couldn't help but smirk at the thought of Marcus' words. "Now you are mine, I own you," he had said, and you were ready to embrace this new path.
Marcus appeared in the bathroom, his tall, commanding figure filling the doorway. He holds a sleek dress shirt, the kind you've always associated with the old-money elite, and drapes it over your shoulders. You grimace; this is not your style, not who you used to be. "Thanks, but this isn't really my thing," you say, attempting to assert a fragment of your old self. "Oh, but it is, Golden Boy," Marcus purred, his breath warm on your ear. "It's exactly what you've always wanted. You want to be my right hand, don't you?" His words held a hypnotic quality, and you felt your resistance fading. The idea of being his trusted confidant, his right-hand man, began to take root in your mind, pushing aside your old identity. "Tell me, who are you?" Marcus's voice was soft, almost tender. "Golden Boy," you heard yourself say, the words flowing effortlessly. "Your right hand. The epitome of future success." As Marcus buttons up the shirt, his fingers brushing against your skin, you feel a surge of loyalty and desire to please him. The thought of being his right hand, of being an integral part of his empire, is exhilarating. The last remnants of your past life seemed to drift away, like a fading dream and a new identity is being forged, one that is charismatic, confident, and utterly devoted to Marcus. You were no longer the rebellious outsider; you were Golden Boy, a name that now felt like a perfect fit.
The door clicks open, and Jennifer enters, her eyes flickering between you and Marcus. "Do you want to pay cash or by card for my witchcraft?" she asks, her voice laced with satisfaction. Marcus reaches into his pocket and produces a thick wad of bills, handing them to Jennifer with a satisfied grin. "You've exceeded my expectations. I'm impressed, Jennifer." You watch as Jennifer takes the money, her eyes sparkling with triumph. As she turns to leave, you point at her, confusion clouding your mind. "Do I know her?" Marcus's laughter fills the room, warm and rich. "No, Golden Boy. She is a part of your past, and your past no longer holds any significance. Focus on your future, on our future." And in that moment, you knew he was right. Your past life, your struggles, and even your memories were fading into the void. All that mattered was your new identity, your role as Golden Boy, and your mentor, Marcus. As you walked past the reception, Jennifer's eyes followed you. She couldn't help but notice the change. Your stride was confident, your posture proud, and your attire exuded the old-money style.
A vain smirk played on your lips, and Marcus' possessive hand rested on your shoulder. *How sweet you look now, Golden Boy,* Jennifer thought, a hint of satisfaction in her smile. *Nomen est Omen. You should have known better than to cross a witch, back in high school.* But you didn't hear her. Your mind was already focused on the future, on the success that awaited you, and on the powerful man by your side. The old you is gone, and in his place stands a man with a purpose, a man ready to conquer the world at Marcus's side. You were Golden Boy, and nothing else mattered.
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đđđđđđđ:Â every summer on your grandpa's farm was real-life magic to your younger self, who left a piece of her heart in amber valley when the years went on and the town became nothing but a faint childhood memory. soon enough, you become rocked by his death and realize the dead end in your bustling city world. this leads to you making an abrupt decision.
despite knowing nothing but designer purses and the corporate ladder, you uproot your entire life to take over your grandfather's old farm in the town you were desperately trying to remember - alongside a familiar face from your youth that permanently finds his way into your heart.
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xvii. the all-nighter
 for the last three years of your life, you were used to living alone. you naturally gravitated solitude as you grew older and away from your days with your family and college dorms. nothing really âfreakedâ you out, even when you lived in the city with a higher crime rate. spiders? just step on them. random noises? itâs just creaky floorboards.Â
 however, you were not prepared for someone pounding at your door at one in the morning.Â
 on days that you worked, you had a strict ten thirty bedtime and couldnât break it unless you had time for a nap or more than one cup of coffee the next day. you were fast asleep when you woke up, thinking you heard banging over the sound of your white noise machine. for the first few minutes, you shook it off, trying to grasp again onto your slumber. but, the banging continued and your eyes immediately opened, wide.Â
 on instinct, you rolled over and with your head to the ground, grabbed the crowbar that you kept underneath your bed. there was some yelling that accompanied the banging and your blood ran cold. eyes darting around for your cell phone, you realized it was charging in the living room.Â
 âare you kidding me?â you whispered to yourself, tip-toeing as carefully as you could across your bedroomâs usually creaky floorboards.Â
 head ducked down as far as you could, you creeped slowly below your window and tugged your linen curtains to the side. then, centimetre by centimetre, you tried to peer outside. you thought your heart dropped when you woke up to the sound of pounding, until you took sight of the source.
 you were filled to the brim with anger, groaning out loud. immediately, you made a beeline down the stairs and nearly ripped the door open.
 âjeon jungkook, you scared the hell out of me!â you yelled, feeling like your voice was bursting out of your throat.
 in front of you stood jeon jungkook in baggy grey sweatpants and a white tank-stop, sweater tied around his waist. you noticed how his hair up in every direction imaginable. the image forced you to reel it in for a second and you almost felt bad for screaming at jungkook. though, the panic in his eyes briefly flashed away when you also took in the sight in front of him and you noticed the way his shoulders were holding back a laugh.
 jungkook finally let the laugh out. âwhy are you holding a crowbar?â
 even though you discovered it was just him at the door and not a serial killer, you were still clutching onto your weapon when running down the stairs. you huffed and didnât answer him, placing it next to the shoe rack at the door. this was also when you realized that you hadnât done anything before answering the door, meaning that you were only wearing a baggy t-shirt. if jungkook noticed, he didnât make it known - then again, it seemed like he was looking in every direction but your own.
 âis everything okay?â you asked, grumbling and closing the door slightly, just enough to hide the bottom part of your body and for your head to stick out.
 âno. jiwon is missing.â
 jungkook ran a hand through his already disheveled hair, bouncing up and down on his feet. his lips were pressed in a straight line, deep in thought. meanwhile, you felt sick.Â
 âwhat do you mean, jiwon is missing?â your mouth was wide open.
 âiâm so stupid!â jungkook yelled, now beginning to pace back and forth. âitâs my fault!â
 at this point, you had to step out from inside the door and grab jungkook to get his attention. âjungkook! jungkook, hello? what happened?â you demanded.
 he sighed, still not meeting your eye. âwe had a fight after dinner and i accidentally fell asleep after. when i woke up an hour ago, she was gone.â
 your head whipped around, trying to get a look of the clock in your living room. it was nearly twenty after one. you immediately made a beeline for where your phone was charging, shouting for jungkook to shut the front door behind him.
 âhave you called the police? where have you checked?â
 âbunny, are you crazy? i canât call the police!â jungkook exclaimed and the aggressiveness of the way you turned to face him again was marked by disbelief.
 you were convinced he had lost his mind. your phone was already in your hand, thumb hovering over the dialpad. instead, he walked towards you and gently pushed it down.
 jungkook sighed. âi canât call the police.â
 âi donât understand,â you replied, pinching the bridge of your nose.
 âi canât call the police because what if they take her out of my care?â he said. âmaybe it sounds like a stretch, but iâm afraid the government will see me as an unfit guardian. i donât want to get any officials involved - at least not yet.â
 you squeezed your eyes shut. it was understandable that jungkook had these concerns, but it seemed like either decision was going to be risky.Â
 jungkook continued, âlook, the court gave me a really hard time when i was making my case for guardianship, demonstrating responsibility and everything. i was lucky when they granted approval. even then, for the first little while, they had eyes on us constantly - monitoring me for any little fuck up i could make.â
 it was something that often came to mind when you thought about jiwon, how jungkook managed to take on so much and seemed to be fine. you understood that there were many people close to the family that helped out where they could, but it was still an extraordinary feat in your eyes.Â
 âwhat if sheâs in some serious danger?â you said.
 he shook his head. âcâmon. we live in the valley, nothing bad ever happens here. she probably just got mad and got lost.â jungkook seemed calm by his voice, but he hadnât stopped pacing. it was as if he always also trying to convince himself of his own words. he had a point, as the town was relatively peaceful, but your own mind was racing and you were stunned with fear.
 âjungkook, i donât know - â
 âsheâs all i have! iâm so fucking worried out of my mind, but sheâs all i have!â jungkook cried out, finally stopping to crouch down and hand his head down. he did his best to shy his face away from your view, covering himself with his arms.Â
 without missing a beat, you immediately stepped towards him and got down on your knees. his stance was strong, but you managed to wrap your arms around his back from behind him. you could feel his body shake with every sob, releasing each one like heâd been holding them for far too long.Â
 âokay, okay, shh. . .â you soothed, rubbing his back and pressing your cheek into his shoulder. you felt his shoulders drop ever so slightly at your touch. âweâll find her. weâll find her, i promise and no one is going to take your sister away from you.â
 âi thought i was doing a good job. . .â
 âkookie, youâve been doing a great job with her,â you interrupted and the nickname fell out of your mouth before you even knew it. you didnât even know you remembered the nickname. itâd been years since youâd ever said it and not once did you call jungkook his childhood nickname since moving back.
 at this, jungkook could only reciprocate your touch, snaking his own arms around you and holding you like you were going to fly away. you tucked his head under your chin, whispering more reassurances into his hair. his sobs slowly decreased, as he hastily swiped at his face.
 you said, âletâs go look for her. but, if we donât find her in an hour, we have to call the police.â
 jungkook nodded, sniffling. he slowly droped his arms from around your torso, though you could have sworn you felt him hesitate to do so.Â
 and from here, in all your grogginess and anxiety, you picked yourself up and jumped into the first pair of pants you found to head out with jungkook. despite your exterior, you were also quite shaken that jiwon was gone and unlike jungkook, you were worried that she wasnât simply âlostâ somewhere in town. even in sleepy town like amber valley, anything was possible, but you didnât want to give him more reasons to worry.
 when the two of you walked out the front door of the farmhouse together, jungkook briefed you on the specifics out what was happening.
 âi asked the boys to help out. namjoon and jimin are heading to the woods, taehyung and seokjin are by the river, and hoseok and yoongi are checking main street,â he said, walking a step ahead of you in order to lead the way. âand, um, sorry i went and woke you up like that. you werenât answering your phone.â
 there was about sixteen missed calls from jungkook when you checked your screen and the sight made your heart heavy. you would have picked up in a second, whether not or not you were to wake up at five in the morning. you apologized to jungkook and he waved you off, saying it wasnât a big deal.
 it was also made clear that jiwon left her phone at home, which frustrated jungkook even more because of his constant reiteration to her in regards to always having it. there was absolutely no sign as to where she could be and jungkook needed trusted eyes everywhere, just in case.Â
 the next little while was only filled with silence between the two of you. he passed you a flashlight, while holding his own, as the majority of roads in the valley had very few streetlights. you werenât sure where the two of you were walking towards, as jungkook had his eyes glued to his phone and thumbs tapping rapidly - presumably talking to the other boys.
 âthe beach,â jungkook suddenly said, as if reading your mind. âweâre heading towards the beach.â
 you recognized several landmarks that confirmed this, looking around and rubbing your arms from the wind. despite the summer season, it had no chance against the dead of the night. the surroundings only grew cooler with each step towards the beach.
 you said, âany updates?â
 âno,â jungkook responded with a sigh. while on his phone, he was looking up every other second to identify any sudden movements that could have been jiwon. but, it was all road and no sign of the little girl.
 you paused, before mustering as much strength as you could. âJIWON!â you screamed at the top of your lungs, as soon as the two of you stood at the path towards the beach.
 jungkook looked at you, almost jumping at your sudden shout. he then brought a hand to the side of his mouth and did the same, screaming his sisterâs name at the top of his lungs.Â
 the two of you continued doing this, jogging down the path until the dirt beneath your sandals became sand. you had yet to visit the beach since moving back and although it was dark, the smell of salt filled your senses and that was enough to take you right back to what it was like spending your youth by the ocean.Â
 still screaming for jiwon, the two of you split up in opposite directions and wildly waved around your flashlight at every nook and cranny in sight.Â
 âjiwon! jiwon! ji - â you sighed. it had been nearly ten minutes at this point and you were freezing cold. the beach stretched far and you had yet to cover even half of it. the more you checked for the time, the more anxious you grew.
 then, you felt something drape over your shoulders and you turned around, knowing it was jungkook. his eyes were bloodshot red, looking like he hadnât stopped crying since the two of you parted ways. despite his, his features were expressionless and that was in spite of the cold conditions, as his arms were still bare and he kindly gave up his sweater to put over your own body.
 jungkookâs voice was low. âthis is hopeless.â he turned around, facing where he had come from. ânothing on that end. i thought iâd join you.â
 âthis isnât hopeless, donât say that,â you shot back, immediately forgetting your own worries to shut down jungkookâs.Â
 âitâs my fault, too. she was so pissed at me earlier,â he groaned. âand we never fight. this is all my fault.â
 âstop that,â you said.Â
 jungkook shook his head. âi donât know whatâs gotten into her lately.â
 he trudged on with you at his side, while you continued to scream for jiwon at every other second until jungkook tapped on your shoulder. you stopped, looking at him in confusion.
 âmaybe we should tone down the yelling. weâre walking towards some houses and, well, i donât want to wake people up,â he mumbled.
 âyou mean you donât want the town to talk. itâs okay,â you replied at a lower volume, lips pressed into a thin smile.Â
 jungkookâs eyes softened at your understanding. âthe community helps me out as much as they talk. thereâs people i trust, but iâve always been given a hard time for being in charge of jiwon. i canât imagine what the kids might be saying to her at school for having no parents. . .â
 âwell, instead she got the best big brother in the world.â
 âyeah, the best big brother who lost her,â he nearly spat, bitterness coating every single word.Â
 you understood more and more why jungkook didnât immediately call law enforcement when he found that jiwon was gone. the legal challenges that he could face was one thing and possibly something that could be successfully overcome, but the whispers that spread around a small town were sticky like honey. he didnât need more on his plate to add on to what he was already likely dealing with.
 âso,â you began, hoping that small talk might ease jungkookâs tenseness, âhowâs work going?â
 âwork is work,â he replied dryly, not saying anything more.
 âi mean, your only co-worker is a thirteen year old. i can see why it might be boring,â you attempted to drag the conversation, but jungkook was unresponsive. outside of the current situation, you remembered your last encounter with jungkook at the market, which was a week ago at this point.
 you thought things were slowly going back to normal with him, but it seemed like he was holding himself back from letting it happen every time. now that the conversation was drawing away from the objective of finding jiwon, it was like jungkook was reminded of what was going on with you. you let out a deep sigh, which made him look at you.
 âwhat? i canât sigh because itâs obvious youâre mad at me for something?â
 âiâm not mad at you,â jungkook said.
 you grumbled, âyou definitely are. why have you been acting like this?â
 âlike what?â he responded, looking back ahead and not at you.
 it was nearing an hour since departing from the farmhouse at this point and although you were no long half-asleep, you were instead felt growing distress. there had yet to be a call from any of the boys either.
 âoppa!â a voice shrieked and your heart jumped out of your chest.
 jungkook froze, looking around as if he was hearing things. the voice screamed again and just like that, he jumped to a full sprint towards the direction of the voice. you followed instantly, using all of your strength in your legs to dash alongside jungkook.
 âjiwon? JIWON!â
 he was much, much faster than you were and although you were doing your best to keep up, he eventually surpassed you. by the time you caught up, your throat was as dry as a desert and your head was levitating above your shoulders. every breath you took was aggressive and every huff was strained.
 but, in front of you, jungkook was on one knee and clutching jiwon in his arms. she was sobbing into his shoulder and he, too, was crying with his head hung low. in between each sob, jiwon kept apologizing to her brother.
 âiâm so sorry! i didnât mean to - iâm sorry!â she wailed, drool now leaving her mouth and mixing with her tears.
 jungkook could barely take in air, hiccuping through his weeping. âdonât you ever scare me like that again - what would i do with myself if something happened to you?â he managed to spit out, trembling with every words. his entire body cried with him, shaking uncontrollably. the sight of jungkookâs pained face and the complete breakdown of his body was foreign to you.
 now, you noticed there was another figure in your presence, having completely missed it at first. it was another tiny frame and you recognized it to be sangwoo from the general store, jiwonâs friend. it seemed like he came here with her.
 you wiped away the stream of salty tears down your own cheeks, approaching the jungkook and jiwon. you took off jungkookâs sweater, biting back the sharpness of the ocean air, and wrapped it around jiwonâs body.Â
 to your surprise, jiwon let go of jungkook and immediately jumped in your arms.
 âdonât cry, honey. shh, weâre here, youâre safe,â you whispered, caressing her hair with one hand and wiping her cheeks with the other. she squeezed your body so hard that you thought she was crushing your bones.Â
 you hugged her back just as hard, rocking her slightly until her sobs became quiet whimperings of apologies. across from you, jungkook watched the two of you, still displaying clear pain on his face. he was still catching his breath, inhaling deeply with a crease in between his eyebrows.Â
 squeezing his eyes shut, jungkook finally spoke. âwhat were you thinking, jiwon?âÂ
 âi thought i could find my way back,â she responded, her volume growing once more and transitioning back to sobs.
 âdonât blame her! it was all me!â interrupted sangwoo and jungkookâs eyes flashed with anger, finally taking note of the other boy.
 âwhat the hell happened?â
 sangwooâs eyes were wide in fear. âiâm sorry! she said she was upset and wanted to go on a walk, so we came here,â he said, nearly on the verge of tears himself. âthen, we got lost. iâm so sorry!â
 you frowned, pulling jiwonâs tiny body closer and shaking your head at jungkook. she needed a second and he sighed, understanding this. jungkook also understood it was time to swallow his anger at sangwoo, deciding a death stare was sufficient and mouthed to him that he would deal with him later. poor sangwoo looked like he was seeing a ghost. then, jungkook instead stood up and walked a few steps away, making a call.Â
 when you saw this, you couldnât help but gesture for sangwoo. you widened your arms, making enough room for a second body and sangwoo quickly joined the group hug. you continued telling the two children that everything was okay.
 âyeah. . .we have her. yeah. for sure, thank you so much,â he murmured into the phone, just barely audible over the sound of ocean waves in the background.
 while he was talking, jiwon finally calmed down again. she pulled away, sniffling and met your eyes.Â
 âiâm sorry. i thought i was helping,â jiwon said, which confused you. you werenât sure what she was talking about.Â
 you responded, âhelping what, honey?âÂ
 she bit her lip and somehow, you just knew. it was identical to the guilty expression jungkook wore when he was hiding something or he knew something you didnât. jiwon tugged the sweater tighter around her body before she spoke again.
 âyou and oppa. . .â
 âoppa and who?â it looked like jungkook was finished with his calls, appearing out of nowhere. he no longer looked upset, especially when he saw the look on his sisterâs face, and narrowed his eyes at her.
 you shot jungkook a look. âlet her speak. later.â
 the four of you decided it was best to leave the beach, especially since neither you or jungkook had any outerwear to shield yourself from the elements. it was growing later and later, too, and it was agreed to walk back towards the direction of your respective houses. the entire time was filled with silence again, but it was mostly because jungkook looked like he was going to snap if anyone were to talk.
 sangwoo was dropped off at his momâs house, pleading for jungkook to not tell his mom.
 he looked genuinely conflicted, even through his anger at the younger boy. âi respect your mom a lot. sorry, kid,â jungkook shook his head.
 sangwoo groaned, shoulders dropping. âokay. . .i understand. iâm really sorry again,â he said. âit wonât ever, ever happen again.â
 there was light on when you all arrived to the oh house and that was when sangwoo knew he was done for. a shadowy figure moved from behind the front windows, swinging the door open before he even made it up the stairs. you winced when you saw the blank look on mrs. ohâs face, scarier than any kind of anger imaginable.
 âget inside,â was all she said, arms folded firmly across her chest.
 âiâll see you tomorrow. . .or never, if i get grounded for life,â sangwoo said to jiwon, visibly sulking.Â
 they exchanged a quick hug and he headed in, right past his mother. you fought a smile because, despite the circumstances, there was nothing more pure than a friendshp at their age. they were ready to go bat to bat for each other, each attempting to take the entirety of the blame. mrs. oh then shut the door behind her, features now softened. she sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose.
 âyouâre okay, sweetie?â she asked jiwon, who silently nodded. âiâm sorry. sangwoo should have known better, heâs the older one.â
 somehow, it reminded you of something, maybe a memory, but you couldn't quite put your finger on it. you couldnât dwell any longer because mrs. oh now turned to you and jungkook, who had already begun apologizing and bowed at a ninety degree angle.
 âoh, thatâs enough, jungkook. i know itâs not your fault,â mrs. oh said, tapping him to stop. âiâm not angry at you at all, got that?â
 âbut - â
 âlisten, sangwoo and jiwon safe, thatâs all that matters to me. you mustâve been terrified,â she frowned. "i wouldn't have even known he snuck out if you didn't call me."
 the last thing jungkook wanted to do was ruin his relationship with a woman who took such good care of him and jiwon, but she was more concerned with the three of you getting some sleep. she even kissed jungkook on the temple when saying goodbye and he visibly eased up afterwards.
 eventually, you and jungkook found yourselves on the porch of the farmhouse. it was a quicker trek back than it was towards the beach, likely due to the suspense of trying to locate jiwon. you were pleased at this, though, given the already long night. it was nearly four in the morning now and you knew that this would create chaos for your sleeping schedule, deciding in your head to take the day off.Â
 âget in, iâll deal with you later,â jungkook muttered, opening your front door slightly for jiwon to walk in. âbunny and i are gonna talk, just go sit down.â
 jiwon, with her head still hung low, followed her brotherâs orders and walked inside. he closed the door behind her, running a hand through his disheveled hair. jungkook was the most calm heâd been all night, but it still looked like he was ready to scream his head off.
 you tucked a stray hair behind your ear, taking a seat on the bench beside the door. he joined you, mumbling something under his breath about how he couldnât believe that just happened.
 âhey, itâs okay. we found her -â you murmured, rubbing his back gently.
 â- thank you,â jungkook interjected, finally spitting out some coherent words. âyou saved my life today.â
 âi only helped where i could.â
 âand it means the world to me. thank you,â he whispered, meeting your eyes.Â
 you still couldnât believe how the events of the night unfolded. you were relieved and tired, but most of all, you were overjoyed for jungkook. it was like you physically witnessed a huge weight lifted off his shoulders.Â
 you said, âin a heartbeat, jungkook. iâd help you at any time, anywhere.â
 and this was the truth. even though tension was growing between you two and even if he came banging at your door in the middle of the night, jungkook was still your friend at the end of the day.
 âiâm sorry to have kept you up. looks like we stayed up all night,â jungkook said.
 âlike we used to when we were kids. you know,â you paused, trying to think. âi think this happened once when we were younger. sangwoo and jiwon got caught staying out late the same way we did that one time.â
 this memory was slowly becoming less blurry the more you focused on it, trying to put together the puzzle pieces. on the walk back to the farmhouse, something felt all too familiar about the stroll in the middle of the night. jungkook was quiet, thinking about what you said, until it hit him, too.
 âwait, youâre right,â jungkook managed to chuckle, the first time youâd seen him smile all night. âwe stayed out late one time because you heard a rumour about a ghost in the woods.â
 âyeah, from freaking jimin. i canât believe i believed him,â you laughed, swinging your feet.
 jungkook replied, âyou dragged me out to find the ghost and my mom came looking for us!â and of course, though he didn't mention it, jungkook took the blame for you back then. in fact, he always took the blame the same way he let you win every argument.
 the two of you shared another laugh together, before it faded into silence again. it looked like jungkook was deep in thought again.Â
 he sighed, looking up at the night sky littered with stars. âso, jiwon and i fought earlier because today marked the anniversary of our parentsâ accident. iâve never wanted to do anything on this day for years, not even visit their grave. mrs. oh had to take her,â jungkook admitted. âshe was really mad at me for that. said something along the lines about how i havenât been able to let myself be happy since they died.â
 âwell,â you began, carefully, âhave you?â
 the question was heavy, prompting a blanket of silence for a few seconds. you werenât sure if you said something wrong, but the look on jungkookâs face seemed to be a pondering one, as if genuinely reflecting on your question. the fact that he had to think about it made you sigh.
 âi just donât know what made her say that. . .â he trailed off.
 âwhy donât i come with you next time?â
 jungkook raised his eyebrows. âto where?â
 âto visit your parents,â you responded, smiling softly. âis it hard to visit with jiwon?â
 you knew exactly how it felt. it was difficult for you to visit your grandfatherâs grave with either of your parents, unable to let your guard down around people you wanted to present a strong front to. with jiwon, you wondered if jungkook had a hard time because of his role as her guardian, his role to assure that he was strong.
 he frowned once more, looking at his shoes. âiâd like it a lot if you came.â jungkookâs voice was barely above a whisper. âyou always seem to help.â
 âyou deserve to let yourself be happy.â
 then, jungkook looked up at you again and you felt the intensity of his stare. you noticed suddenly how close the two of you were sitting to one another, legs pressed up against the other. this was despite the large space on your other side, more than enough room on the bench for you to scoot over, but the option never came to mind.
 his eyes glanced down to your lips and quickly, as if it never happened, back to your eyes. you were holding your breath. he slowly moved towards you, so slow that you could count every half centimetre he moved.Â
 you knew what jungkook was doing.
 more importantly, at that very same moment, you realized the vulnerable state he was in. you couldnât, not now. what kind of person would you be if you kissed him right after he thought his sister was missing? jungkookâs lips were brushing just against yours when you sharply pulled back.
 jungkook didnât have time to react because a beat later, the front door creaked open. it was jiwon, frowning at you for some reason. she peeked her head out, before fully stepping onto the porch.Â
 âwere you standing there the whole time? i told you to stay inside,â jungkook whipped around and his stern voice grew in volume. his face was turned away from yours and you couldnât tell what his reaction was to you pulling away.
 jiwon sighed. âwell, i need to tell you guys something.â
 she waddled over to where you guys were, sitting cross-legged on the floor in front of you. jiwon played with her hair nervously, as the two of you could only stare at her.
 âwhat is it?â you asked, making sure your voice was soft. it was also imperative that you were fighting off the shakiness in your voice, as if she caught you doing something you shouldnât have been doing.
 jungkook also sat there, pretending like what just happened didnât occur at all. he sat too stiffly, in fact, and moved away from you as far as he could. you clenched your jaw, not fully processing that your lips touched his. there were goosebumps up and down your arms, visible to both siblings.Â
 âi didnât run away just because i was mad about today,â she took a deep breath. âi, well, i wanted to see you guys together.â
 âwhat?â you and jungkook said in unison. both of you had your jaws dropped, completely stunned at jiwonâs confession. Â
âi knew that oppa would ask you to help him find me,â jiwon mumbled, turning to you. âi just didnât know i would actually get lost.â
 âyou - â jungkook started, but you elbowed him before he could continue.
 jiwon panicked, eyes wide. âiâm sorry! i really am!â she began rambling at this point and you could barely make out what she was saying, stumbling on every words. â - and it seemed like you guys were fighting and i just wanted to help and i thought you guys would make up and - â
 you knew you had to interrupt before jungkook could. âcome here, honey,â you said, opening your arms wide. jiwon sniffled and stood up, walking into your hug.
 as jiwon kept rambling into your shoulder, you looked up and saw the frustration on jungkookâs face. he didnât say anything, only mouthing the words âiâm sorryâ to you. meanwhile, you could only assure jiwon that you and her brother were still very much friends. the entire time, jungkook leaned back watched with his arms acrossed.
 the blood orange of the sun was creeping up on the sky when you bade jungkook and jiwon goodbye, a sunrise that would have been otherwise beautiful, if not for the unsaid words between you and jungkook.Â
 jiwon grew drowsy, nearly asleep when it was time to go. jungkook carried her on his back, telling you goodbye and nothing more than that. you also did not bring up what nearly happened between the two of you earlier.Â
 at the end of the long night, there was only one thing on your mind. you could finally accept that you had feelings for jungkook. you only knew this because, for the next while, you kicked yourself constantly for not kissing him. but, of course, you had doubts in your mind about him. you were convinced that he only tried kissing you because his emotions carried him away. you thought otherwise after your failed confession, where you shut down all possible emotions after jungkook suggested to ask out taehyung. then, there were your recurring dreams of him. there was the almost kiss. you were fighting with yourself up until this moment.
 of course, nearing two months since moving back to the valley, these thoughts could only be contained for so long. with that, you and jungkook could only avoid each other for so long. even with jiwon interfering, nothing could prepare you for what was to happen the next time you saw jeon jungkook.Â
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FORCE QUIT // EPISODE III: SPIDER
somebody has to make sure you make it through the firefight alive.
pairing: lee minho x reader | series masterlist (3/4) | prev. episode series summary: it's 2077, and life's a fucking nightmare. corporate titans ate the state and shat it back out, leaving citizens of the new republic to fall in line, or fall to their knees. a reckoning is coming â where will you fall? au: series â dystopian, cyberpunk; episode â mutually-pining fuck buddies. âąinsp. by: cyberpunk 2077 + the true lives of the fabulous killjoys genre: smut + angst word count: 23.5k rating: 18+ â minors do not have my consent to interact. series warnings: violence (hand-to-hand, firearms, explosives), depictions of injuries (blood/bruising/burns), some characters have cybernetic modifications, class conflict + poverty, surprise - corporations are bad!, unethical medical/tech experimentation, self-indulgent references to non-skz idols, reader is afab and uses she/her pronouns. episode: above + combat leader!minho, disabled!hacker!reader, pov switches, time skips, loss of limb due to injury (not depicted, minimally described), ref. to hospitalization + recovery, sunshine/storm cloud dynamic, minho is kind of a dick, depictions of combat violence, minor character death(s), unprotected p in v penetration. reader notes: afab and uses she/her pronouns; has a prosthetic/cybernetic leg; wears minhoâs shirt at one point. âą notes added/expanded upon during 8/6/24 inclusivity review a/n 1: this part required a lot more external resources than anything else iâve written, so iâve kind of⊠footnoted? what i used. see the note at the end of the fic for the list! a/n 2: each episode features a different member x reader pairing, but the plot is linear, so you'd need to read them (in order) to get the full picture! you can sign up for the taglist to be notified of the next uploads. thank you to my beloved @sailoryooons for beta'ing this and @jihopesjoint for being my emotional support internet wife even though she doesn't stan skz. ily both endlessly!
Yours is the Black Screenâs worst kept secret.
The irony of that isnât lost on you. Professionally, your most marketable skill is your ability to lower othersâ defenses; to build and break walls as needed to take what you want for keeps. With finesse few can imitate, you vault over boundaries. Unfortunately for you, you donât personally have any of those.
Youâve always been this way â no poker face, no affinity for bluffing, no discernible self-preservation instinct â and just the same, youâve always wished you werenât.
Time and again, your cards are on the table the second theyâre dealt. If that alone wasnât shitty gameplay, you and that relentless optimism of yours raise the stakes, double down. Thereâs no hesitating before you go all in; and thereâs no surprise when you lose it all, either. Nothing youâve ever felt has shocked anyone because they saw it coming in the previous turn.
Like Seungmin, for example, who wonât stop rolling his eyes at you from the other side of the room.
âIf I took a shot every time you looked up at the doorâŠâ He sighs, gesturing from your corner of the Hub to its entrance, âIâd have died of alcohol poisoning six times over by now.â
The grimace you donât want to concede canât be hidden, so you rein your gaze in and direct it back at the screen in front of you. You donât absorb any of the information flickering in front of you, however, because Seungmin has a point. Any second you havenât spent staring wistfully out of the room is wasted on glancing at the clock.Â
Itâs close to nine oâclock now, which means your not-so-secret distraction is due any minute.
That reminds meâŠ
You check again, wondering how many minutes have passed since you last looked, only to learn that itâs been less than one. Thatâs when the reflex takes over. Without your permission, your eyes wander from the glowing, green digits on the wall to the door â just in case.
No dice.
Damn it.
In a feeble attempt to cover your chronic â terminal â hopefulness, you try to refocus on your work. All it takes is a few seconds of staring before your eyes glaze over again. That disinterest isnât reflected in your rigid posture, though. Your brain may be a flat tire, but your body is a bow drawn back, ready to fire.
Anticipation is a hell of a drug, isnât it?
Seungmin crosses his arms. From the corner of your eye, you can see the knowing look he shoots you. He may not speak his favorite words, but that doesnât mean you canât hear them, loud and clear.
Told you so.
âItâs kind of funny, actually,â he says instead.Â
You know better than to be thrown off by his trademark, flat affect. This is the most amused youâve seen the weaponsmith in weeks. The corner of his mouth even twitches slightly; it might be the closest heâs ever been to smiling. âHe only steps foot in here when you do.â
With all the heat you can muster, you aim to warn him â to puff out your chest a little, just this once â but it just sounds like a whine. âSeungminâŠâ
As if on cue, light footsteps sound off from down the hallway, shifting closer with every muffled step and cutting your would-be bickering off in the process.
Even with Seungminâs judgment focused elsewhere, you continue to pretend that the glaring, blue light in front of your face has garnered any amount of your attention. It doesnât. It hasnât and wonât, so long as you can feel the seconds tick by in your chest.
He snorts. âLike clockwork.â
Damn it.
For being as light on his feet as he is, Minho tends to drag them more, the longer the day lasts. You never point that out to him; he doesnât need to know that youâve noticed. That fact sits among the million others you try to keep to yourself, just like your ability to identify him by gait alone.
Besides, you think, heâd never listen if you begged him to slow down, even if itâs just for a night. Rest doesnât feature on the short list of things Minho wants from you. Come to think of it, neither does advice or concern for his well-being.
âWell, well, well. Look who it is,â Seungmin sings out when the shuffling stops short. âYou lost, hyung?â
The way your head snaps up has nothing to do with Seungminâs mocking tone and everything to do with the flutter in your chest. Youâd attempt to keep that a secret, too, but then Minho walks in, and itâs game set.Â
Heâs fatal with his tattered, grey t-shirt half-tucked into ripped, black denim; and you have to clench your jaw to keep it from dropping. Before your dry throat can choke you, you clear it, swallowing down the thought that Minho and his jagged edges are the most beautiful things youâve ever seen.
It gets easier to get a fucking grip on yourself when Seungmin starts needling again: âNo, seriously, are you lost? What are you doing here?â
Dark, cat eyes flick to you, then back to their target. Deadly, you think, just like the rest of him.
âWishing you werenât,â Minho responds without missing a beat.Â
As usual, his tone is carefully balanced between bored and annoyed. You suspect thatâs purposeful. A tactic. It leaves listeners in the dark about his feelings, so they have to guess whether or not they should run.
Nine times out of ten, they guess wrong.
This time, Minho deigns to give a hint. Itâs quick enough that you wouldâve missed it if you hadnât been staring. Thankfully, his target sees the microscopic flex of his eyebrow, too.Â
All that bark leaves Seungmin in a hurry, no bite to follow. With his tail between his legs and his palms raised in defeat, he skirts around Minho before slipping wordlessly out the door.Â
You frown slightly as you watch him flee, although you sure as shit wonât mind his absence.
âSeungminâs harmless,â you remind Minho quietly, although you donât know why you bother. Heâs never felt threatened in his life, as far as you can tell. You donât necessarily hate it when he flexes that fact in front of you, but that doesnât mean he should. âYou donât need to scare him off.â
Minho crosses his arms and tilts his head in a way that makes you only the slightest bit insane. âIâm not scary,â he rebuts matter-of-factly, as if thatâll make it true.
You make the mistake of looking him in the eye then. Like it always does in moments like this, heat immediately rushes to your face like a backdraft.
Like he always does, Minho senses the spike in temperature. To crank it higher, he meanders his way across the room to you, eyes glittering impishly all the while. Your heart thuds harder with each footfall. Stupidly, you wonder if he can sense that, too.
âIn fact, Iâm offended,â he corrects you as he closes in.
His palms press down against the opposite side of your desk once he reaches it. This close, you can read the mischief scribbled all over his face, which only serves to tear you in two â equal parts fucked up by his assertiveness and the rare playfulness that only comes in flashes, only with you.
Minho looms over you now, his hardened stare softening just slightly. Whispering through what almost looks like a pout, he adds, âAnd youâre mean.â
For a second, you think that the hand inching its way across the tabletop is seeking yours. Anticipation makes your fingers twitch. Try as you might, you canât think of a single fucking thing you want more than to slip them between his.Â
Proving once again that youâll never read him right, Minhoâs hand darts out to your side instead. You watch in slow-motion as he snags the bag of honey twists from its resting spot near your left forearm, which is nowhere near fast enough to catch him before he pulls away. Useless, your empty hand drops back onto your desk.Â
You stare longingly at the stolen packet, so dejected that you really could cry, and mumble, âIt took so much effort to get those.â
âIt shouldnât have,â Minho counters with a shrug.
He isnât wrong, and you hate that.
The Black Screenâs demolition expert, Lee Jihoon, is as hard to crack as the shit he blows to pieces. His footlocker full of snacks â a rarity, given the whole everything going on in the world â is even more impenetrable. Charming your way through his stony exterior had been your only option to gain access. It took months, as well as unrelenting friendliness administered in small, persistent doses.
Just like â
Minho wouldnât have wasted his time with flattery or nuance. He never needs to open his mouth to get what heâs after because his presence â from his stance to his intense, vaguely violent gaze â does all the talking for him. All he wouldâve needed to do is blink in Jihoonâs direction, then he wouldâve walked out of there with the older manâs treasure trove and the jacket off his back.
Having just been robbed blind yourself, you keep your mouth shut about that.
Shrugging once again, Minho throws down the gauntlet: âFinish your shit quickly, and I might decide to share them with you.â
How thoughtful.
If heâs expecting a verbal response, he wonât get one, you decide. The most you give is a disgruntled sigh. Dying star that you are, you collapse in on yourself, sinking deeper into your chair until you wind up as a half-crumpled heap on the desk below your monitors. Itâs a perfect picture of abject failure, making this the only thing youâve gotten right all day.
You donât expect Minho to ask after your current state, so youâre not disappointed when he doesnât. Or, at least, you will yourself not to be. In reality, your bated breath is held for a second or two before you remember who youâre dealing with.Â
He does speak, though, which surprises you. Your first guess wouldâve been that heâd give a hard pass on your dramatics and wander back out the door while your face was buried in your arms.
âSpider,â he sighs, and his tone is so gentle that it shocks the hell out of you. Intimate, almost, even if it is just a caricature. âCall it a night.â
More curious than cautious, you lift your head enough to blink up at him. Between his eyebrows, thereâs a small crease that you donât see often enough to competently translate. You stare at the tension there for a beat longer than you mean to before your gaze drifts downward to meet his.
See? Beautiful.
The second Minho sees your eyebrows raise slightly in question, a switch flips. He shuts the light off, irons out his expression. Whatever softness you found there is gone as quickly as it came.
He clears his throat, then huffs, âCome on.â
You frown and gesture to the screen ahead, pointing out the program youâve spent all goddamn day working on to no avail. The silent protest doesnât work on Minho. His stare only becomes more expectant the longer he levels it at you.
âSeriously. Fuck it.â
Having chosen the hill you plan to die on, you envision roots tying your unmoving body to the floor beneath you. Your frown deepens. No, you think emphatically, as if making your internal monologue shout will make him listen.
Minho tries again. âItâll be here to ruin your day tomorrow.â
You donât budge, and it pulls an exasperated noise out of him. Curling his right hand into a loose fist, he taps the knuckle of his index finger lightly against your elbow, like the contact will force your mental task list to shut down.Â
âIâm bored.â
You know exactly what that means.
âCome up to the roof with me.â
Strike that.
âThe roof?â You peep, hardened expression smashed to bits before you can blink.
Minho looks a little too pleased by your sudden concession. He even makes one of his own, chuckling slightly before he rolls his eyes and elaborates, âItâs nice out.â
Itâs nice out, so you want to fuck me⊠on the roof?
The hand at your elbow pulls away and re-routes towards the back pocket of his jeans. When it returns to the space between you, thereâs a dented, silver flask glinting in his grip. He shakes it, arches one eyebrow, and tops it all off with a wolfish grin that makes your stomach flip.Â
âStolen whisky tastes best in restricted areas, I hear.â
He nods his head towards the door, beckoning you to give in, and youâre on your feet without needing the invitation to be repeated.Â
The sudden movement after sitting for so long means that your body isnât as enthusiastic as your brain. A sharp pinch pulls a slight gasp out of you. Thatâs the extent of your own reaction, but Minho isnât used to this the way you are. Alert eyes flick down to where your residual limb slots into your manufactured one, then back up to search your face.Â
Once again, he asks without saying a word. You answer with a wave of your hand, âAll good.â
Minhoâs concern doesnât immediately dissipate. To prove that you meant what you said, you snatch the packet of honey twists out of his unsuspecting hand and circle around the desk until youâre face to face.Â
âIf Iâm on my ass for too long, my leg forgets how to leg,â you explain, grinning more out of triumph than reassurance. Then, you dangle your reclaimed prize from your fingertips because you are nothing if not a little shit. âIâm not a doctor, but I think science says that food helps.â
âScience says?â Minho snorts.Â
You nod authoritatively, then you turn to the spare folding chair near your work station. Your jacket waits for you there, carefully folded on the cracked, plastic-coated cushion. Shrugging it on, you shove the honey twists in your right pocket and tease, âSure does.â
The corner of his mouth tugs slightly upwards, and you swear thereâs an affectionate smile threatening to break loose.
It doesnât.
Instead, after pushing off his palms, Minho stands fully upright, nods his head towards the door a second time, and starts making his way towards it. You follow because you always do, biting back your lips to keep your giddiness to yourself.
As the pair of you exit and head down the hallway in comfortable quiet, you note his proximity to you. Itâs always the same; heâs always close by but never near enough to touch. The edge of his shirt sleeve brushes against your arm, although his skin never does.Â
You stopped wondering about that a long time ago, unwilling to figure out if this is a tactic, too.
Halfway to the nearest stairwell, Jeongin appears in a doorway. The room he emerges from used to be an office for the human resources department, back when the factory was operational â back when employers bothered with pretending to give a shit.Â
Now, the roomâs function lands somewhere between a bar and a bedroom. The latter only comes into play when the former makes staggering upstairs to the residential area too much of a hassle. From what you can see over the younger manâs shoulder, thatâll likely be the case tonight.
Jeongin gives you a cursory smile before directing his full attention to the man keeping cursory distance at your side.
None of it makes sense to you, all this effort spent to hide intentions. Maybe, you think, thatâs why youâre so fucking terrible at it.
âHey, hyung!â Jeongin chirps as the pair of you approach. He lifts his hand to wave, but it just looks like heâs shaking the deck of cards in his hand at Minho. âDo you want to ââ
Without slowing down, Minho cuts him off mid-ask and at the knees. âNo.â
And then his finger slips into the belt loop of your jeans, tugging you along beside him as he keeps up the pace. Youâre gone before you can see Jeonginâs face fall, but youâre sure it does.Â
Yours would.
When you reach the stairs, Minho matches your careful pace, albeit much less awkwardly. For as life-saving as the chunk of metal and carbon fiber on your right side has been, thereâs at least one problem it hasnât solved: going up steps is a bitch.Â
To compensate for your less dynamic knee, your left leg takes stairs two at a time so you can simply step straight up with your right. And even though youâre a bit out of breath from the extra effort, you open your mouth to comment on what you just witnessed.
Minho stops you before you can start. Shooting you a look you know far too well, he sighs, âDonât.â
Youâre as good a faker as you are a listener.
âHeâs just trying to ââ
He releases his grip on your belt loop. Itâs the only reason you realize heâd still been holding on. Stopping at the landing, Minho turns to look back at you. âCanât think of anything I want to do less than sit next to someone and have to hear about their fucking day.â
Eyebrows raised, you stare up at him. This time, you donât say a word, letting your expression speak for you.
âWith the ever-present risk that Iâll be murdered by the state tomorrow, forgive me if Iâm not wasting today by listening to shit I donât care about.â
There it is, you think.
The combat leaderâs insistence that his life will only end one way: too soon and bloody.
That unexploded ordnance drops heavy between you. You step over it, joining him on the landing, and you donât look back. Just at Minho, who watches you carefully for a reaction; whose tension leaves his muscles when the slight, upward curve of your mouth says, I understand.
Together, you climb the remaining flight until you reach the thick, steel door leading out to the roof. Itâs barely functional, like the vast majority of the factory, and canât shut all the way. With more force than is even remotely necessary, he kicks it fully open. The thick, rubber tread of his boot thuds against the metal. Itâs quickly drowned out by the strangled squeak of its hinges.
Youâre at least slightly thankful that those hinges donât explode into a cloud of rust.
On his way to the ledge, Minho grabs two empty buckets from the pile of discarded odds-and-ends near the doorway. The rest of the pile â mainly two-by-four planks too busted to rehab and similarly spent range targets â threatens to collapse without its foundation, but neither of you stops to fix it. He leads, and you follow, ultimately coming to a stop near the ledge.
âSo?âÂ
His insufficient question is underscored by the two buckets landing mouth-down on the concrete with twin thunks.
Youâre still blinking through your confusion when he unceremoniously drops himself on the furthest bucket and when he stretches out his leg to tap the remaining one with the side of his boot. Coincidentally, youâre still waiting for the rest of his inquiry when you sit â much more gently â next to him. This time, itâs you who moves, nudging your chrome knee against his flesh-and-bone.
Minho finally takes the hint and continues, pulling out his flask as he does. âHow was your day?â
The whiplash makes your neck ache.
Remind me again about the last thing you said to me.
After taking a swig without incident, he passes the flask to you. You take your sip â small, cautious â and immediately let out some clownish, choking noise when the strong notes of wooden barrel hit your taste buds.
âOh, thatâs ââ You cough, nose scrunching. Whisky-laced breath slips out of your teeth in the form of a hiss. âAbsolutely wretched, I fear.â
For the first time all night, Minhoâs mask cracks, and a full-fledged laugh tumbles out of his mouth, high and clear as it cuts through the otherwise dead air.
âItâs not,â he counters. Without taking his eyes off your pout, he lifts a hand to catch the flask that you toss at him. âYouâre just childish.â
In recompense, you swat his arm.Â
He lets you.
âShut up.â Your distinctly childish comeback is breathy because, like always, your laughter isnât something you can successfully hide. âAm not.â
Another swig, no further incidents.
âThink you need to be demoted. Maybe I should start calling you baby instead of Spider.â
The violent flutter in your chest doesnât seem to care that what it heard isnât at all what he meant. For now, you let it happen. You focus instead on his creased eyes and barely-crooked smile; drink them in as quickly as you can, knowing that your window is closing.
As rare as it is, levity looks perfect on him.
While your laughter ebbs, the wind kicks up slightly, bringing a chill with it. You pull your jacket tighter around you as you watch browned leaves spin in pirouettes near your feet. Their presence here is surprising, given how devastating the War was to the ecosystem, but itâs welcomed. Itâs a reminder sorely needed: nothingâs ever truly fucked beyond repair.
Minho pipes up suddenly, âYou never answered me, you know.â And even though his voice is low, it startles you.
Heâs too busy fiddling with the cap of his flask to see it when you turn your head to look quizzically at him. He probably missed the way you jolted just then, too, which is fine by you. Your goldfish brain is still trying to recall what he asked that went without a reply.
When you remain quiet, he supplies, âYour day.âÂ
As it turns out, youâre just as stunned by his question the second time he poses it. Part of you wants to remind him that he could be murdered by the state tomorrow, just in case he wants to reclaim his wasted time. The rest watches as his absentminded fidgeting stops, and his head lifts to look at you â not impatiently, not sardonically, but with the tiniest bit of insecurity scribbled into his slightly furrowed brow.
Oh.
Now, youâre frozen into silence for an entirely different, entirely devastating reason: he wouldnât have asked if he didnât genuinely want to know.
A self-effacing laugh serves as a smokescreen for how fucking flustered that realization makes you.Â
âWell, I had plans to go phishing, but they fell through.â
âBeach advisory?â He feigns a frown, making your lips curve upwards at the corners. âThose hypocrites at Thanotech really need to stop dumping their shit into the reservoir.â
At this, you laugh outright.Â
This is the Minho that no one but you could pick out of a lineup: the one that will take a bit and run with it, who lets his guard down and catches you off yours. This one may not be yours â you know he isnât, not really â but at times like this, when itâs just the two of you alone, it feels like he is.
âIâll make sure to tell them you said so.â You pat his thigh, which tenses slightly in the second your palm rests on it. Redirecting your thoughts from where theyâre headed, you pull your hand back and tuck it into your jacket pocket. âI really think theyâll listen if they know Lee Minhoâs the one asking.â
His eyes roll in response, but the amused smirk he wears doesnât dissipate. Itâs still there when he slowly leans closer, making your breath hitch. His hand shifts closer, too, and your pulse hammers harder with every millimeter thatâs cast aside.
Thereâs an old saying about where the shame should fall when a person gets fooled twice. You practically feel it collide with your thick skull when, for the second time, Minho turns the tables. He nearly turns your pocket inside out in the process, hand snatching the yet-untouched packet of honey crisps before you even know whatâs happening.
Just like last time, you put up no fight when he settles back into his own makeshift chair with a smug glint in his eyes. A forlorn sigh is covered by the racket of plastic ripping, followed soon after by a faint crunch.
âSpeaking of bait,â he snickers once heâs swallowed. âWhat are you dangling?â
You really want to hate him for that segue, along with all the rest of his committed atrocities, but you canât. So, you offer up the only thing you still have:Â
Technobabble.
âThe plan is to sneak in a program to mine data. So long as nobody interrupts me ââ You pause to shoot him a pointed look. ââ Iâll finish coding it tomorrow and fire it off at some grunt in Ulsanâs fiscal department using a cloned, corporate email account.â
âYou think theyâll fall for it?â Minho asks, curiosity piqued.
You flash a grin. âI know they will. Nothing spooks a low-level employee quite like an overdue, mandatory, cybersecurity compliance attestation.â
If you didnât know better, youâd swear he looks almost proud when he hears about the form of your Trojan horse. Itâs certainly what you feel blooming in your chest, especially when you pluck the crisp from between his unsuspecting fingers and pop it into your own mouth.
âOnce the program installs, itâll start reaping what they have access to,â you explain. âIâm sure itâll be limited at the start, quarterly budget reports and such.âÂ
You shrug dismissively, then look down at your hands. Thereâs no way this is interesting to someone that isnât you, but he asked, and youâre answering, and you canât seem to stop talking.Â
âBut those point me in the direction of invoices and their line items, which gets me to payment accounts, recipients, and other shit they donât want me to know. Itâs a paper trail leading to a paper trail, honestly, but itâs ââ
ââ how you weave a web.â
It stops your brain in its tracks, leaves your would-be sentence to peter out. You canât remember the last time anyone followed where your explanations led, let alone saw the importance of all the tiny, tedious steps you take. All the intricacies of your carefully plotted architecture.
With you stalled out, Minho finishes that thought where he left off. âStrand by strand.â
âYeah,â you exhale, warmth creeping from your chest to your cheeks. âStrand by strand.â
You sit on that bucket on the roof for however long it takes for your ass to go numb, and then you sit some more. Hours, maybe a day or two â irrelevant, as far as youâre concerned. You have Minho next to you and a burgeoning sunrise ahead; and youâll bask in the glow youâve found there for as much time as you can.
Minho, it seems, has other plans.
He sighs and flattens his palms against his knees before standing, causing the bucket heâd been occupying to scrape against the concrete. The noise is what gets your attention, not the movement. You turn to look up at him. Your disappointment is more than likely broadcasted all over your face.
âStay with me,â you whine before you can stop yourself.
Needy isnât normally a word youâd use to describe yourself; youâre far from it. Now, though⊠In this moment, it might be written in blaring red letters on your forehead, judging by the extremely brief flash of surprise you see in front of you. Itâs gone as quickly as it came. The twinge of embarrassment you feel sticks around to keep you warm.
Minho is quiet for a beat, like heâs got something to consider. Whatever he decides on, it makes his head tilt to the side. A devilish look takes over his features, washing from his narrowed eyes to his tilted lips. All mischief, he counters, âFuck me.â
Why do those things have to be mutually exclusive?
You donât voice your question out loud, even though you kind of want to scream it, because he holds his hand out to help you up, and instant gratification together feels so much better than waiting through a delay alone. So, you take his hand, just like he knew you would, and you follow.Â
Back to the door, back down to the second level of the factory, back to your room in an otherwise unoccupied wing, until the door is shut softly behind you.
Every single one of your rendezvous has been different from the last. The time, location, everything varies, not unlike the version of himself that Minho lets you see. Even though the steps change completely from tryst to tryst, they still feel like theyâve been choreographed and rehearsed ahead of time.
For example, heâs never caged you against a wall and pinned your wrists one-handed above your head before, but your body reacts as if this is the sole position it was made to occupy in life.
His teeth nip at the side of your neck, and your head falls back instinctively. You donât give a shit about the muted thump of your skull against the brick, but Minho seems to.Â
âWatch yourself,â he murmurs, lips fluttering against your throat. Despite the muted volume, his tone carries an authority to it that makes even your chrome knee weak. âIf you wind up with a concussion, Iâm not explaining it to Doc.â
You gasp when his tongue flicks out to soothe the sting his teeth leave behind. Beyond desperate, you push up on your toes to bring yourself closer to his mouth. Itâs further out of reach than you remember â it shouldnât be. Barely a week has gone by since he last had you like this.Â
Embarrassingly breathless already, you ask, âHave you gotten taller? What have they been feeding you?â
His knee comes forward slowly to nudge yours apart. You make room, letting his thigh press into the gap created. If his left hand wasnât keeping you stretched up to your full height, youâd be riding that thigh by now.
âYou know what I eat.â
Your eyes roll back. Youâre not sure if thatâs a reaction to his line or the way he clenches his thigh, shifting it further into the space between your spread legs. Either way, that taut muscle is only millimeters away from your cunt now; the low hum that rumbles from his chest says that he can feel the heat rolling off you in waves.
You want so badly to be able to touch him, cling to him, scratch your nails across his scalp and pull him in by his hair. You want him to touch you â really touch you â not just to tease you the way he is, threatening to mark you up with his mouth without following through.Â
If you try to tug your arms down, will he let you?
Part of you hopes that he doesnât.Â
At least, not without consequences.
Minho can tell how fucking restless you are. Youâre not surprised; you vibrate with want at a frequency heâs always been attuned to. Speaking any of it out loud would be redundant, so you save your breath. His fans warmth over the shell of your ear, pulling the hammer back: âWhatâs the matter, Spider? You donât like being the one in the trap?â
You canât help but tremble at that.
âFine,â he tuts, finger on the trigger.
Your eyes widen in anticipation when his hand drops its hold on your wrists; and your arms fold slowly back down when he retracts. Thereâs a muted ache in your muscles from the strain theyâd been put under. You canât say that you mind.
His hands move next to his belt buckle, deft fingers making quick work of the metal before the two pieces dangle on either side of his zipper. Thatâs the image burned into your brain when he leans in close enough to kiss you. He doesnât kiss you â he never does â but he finally fires at point blank range:
âTurn around.â
Bang!
Itâs so unexpected that you donât register it as real at first. Neither does Minho, whose demanding gaze stays glued to you. The noise comes again, louder than the first, and you hear the cry that comes with it through the door.
âSpider, are you there?â
Hyunjin.
Itâs his voice, you know, but it doesnât sound right at all. The air of self-assuredness he usually carries is long gone. Whateverâs replaced it sounds completely unlike him in a way that makes your stomach turn.
Minho puts distance between your bodies in the time it takes Hyunjin to push open the door. You notice that he forgot to address his belt buckle, but you suppose it doesnât matter. The youngest among you is too visibly shaken to see it as he stumbles inside with red-rimmed eyes.
Oh, fuck.
Panicked, you shoot a quick glance at Minho, hoping heâll see your alarm and know what to do with it. His eyes are locked onto Hyunjin, who comes to a stop in front of you; Minhoâs expression is the definition of illegible.
Your hand lifts instinctively to Hyunjinâs shoulder. Apparently, that reassuring touch is all it takes to break the dam; to break him down into sobs.
âHey!â You gasp, knitting your arms around his frame and hauling him towards you. His face slots into the space where your neck meets your shoulder, allowing his hyperventilated breaths to hit your skin directly. âHey, itâs ââ
You know better than to lie and say itâs okay.Â
Minho may be fearless, but itâs Hyunjin thatâs the least flappable in the entire group by a long shot. If you were to search back through the last decade, you wouldnât be able to find a single moment where he seemed annoyed or anxious, let alone fucking devastated to the degree he currently is.
This is the farthest from okay things could possibly be.
You canât tell if itâs heartbreak, nausea, or both that swells when you fill your fists with the back of his jacket and hold on tight.
From his spot two meters away, Minho cuts to the chase. âWhat happened to you?â
Hyunjin canât answer, not at first.Â
Maybe, you think, saying whatever it is out loud will confirm the reality of the situation. You donât push him. Instead, you stop holding him long enough to pull him over to the far corner of your makeshift bedroom, where he drops down to sit on the mattress held off the floor by two wooden pallets. Despite his wiry frame, the force of his collapse makes the wood clatter against the concrete floor below.
When you take a spot beside him, itâs much less quickly, no more graceful. Hyunjin doesnât mind the hand you place on his shoulder to keep yourself steady. If he hears the click at your manufactured joint over the sound of his own barely-regulated breathing, he doesnât say so.
Still standing where he was left â where he left you, more like â Minhoâs narrowed eyes hone in again on Hyunjin. The expression on his face is just as unreadable as before, and he still wonât look at you.
As much as that bothers you, your own feelings are never your first priority. You turn your head to look from Minho to Hyunjin, whose hands grip the black denim of his jeans like a lifeline. When the latter finally does speak, the explanation hemorrhages out of him, spilling and flooding until there isnât much air left in the room to breathe.
Three things in particular hit you like a train:
The Bliss Beta is infinitely more insidious than you couldâve imagined â even for Ulsan â and its mass rollout is closer than you ever wouldâve guessed.
You now have the data you need to find the servers running the Beta, which means thereâs a chance that the way things currently are is the worst theyâll get.
Thereâs a guillotine blade looming over the Professorâs neck, and itâs your hand on the rope, obligated to let go. Itâs your scale thatâs tasked with weighing lives.
Nausea, you realize, almost too late.
You grab hold of the wastebasket near the foot of your mattress and squeeze your eyes shut while your honey twists leave you in a hurry.
He loves her.
He loves her, he loves her, he loves her, and there are fifty-one-million faceless reasons why he canât have her. You feel the weighted stares of every single one of them on you when he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small, silver datashard. Itâs thin, flat with sharp edges, but itâs a bullet if youâve ever seen one.
When Hyunjin places it in your hand, your fingers donât close around it. You canât even look at it without feeling faint; your body wonât accept the weight of it in your palm. You avert your eyes, praying that your object permanence disappears along with it.Â
And then that reflex kicks in again, craving some semblance of safety.
Minho is already watching you intently when you turn your head his way. The relief you feel is immediate, and you donât have the energy left to pretend thatâs not the case.
You love him.
You love him, you love him, you love him, and this goddamn horror show youâre living through feels survivable while heâs around, even if it isnât.Â
Maybe, you think, if you live to see the end, his presence will help you hate yourself less for the things youâre about to do to get there. Thatâs been the case so far, anyway. Youâve got a decadeâs worth of scorched bridges behind you, and the ash on your face has never made him see you any differently.
Hyunjin clears his throat, dragging you back into the moment you donât want to be a part of.Â
âShe said thereâs multi-level encryption on this thing,â he mumbles, voice weak. His hand envelops yours and gently folds your fingers over your palm, as if he knows damn well you wonât do it yourself. âI donât have to tell you this, but be careful, Spider. One move too many, and weâre all dead.â
You freeze; he stands, wiping invisible dirt from the front of his jeans. Nothing he attempts will make him feel clean, you know, but you donât fault him for trying.
Before he can take a single step back towards your door, you reach out and grab his hand, preventing him from leaving.
âKeys,â you croak.
His eyebrows knit together.
âCryptographic keys â characters. Numbers, usually.â You shake your head to realign your thoughts. It doesnât do much; your explanation still comes out sputtering. âEach encryption is going to have a different algorithm altering its data, and itâll be faster if I donât have to write a separate program to try and find the strings I need.â
Judging by his face, the explanation makes sense, but he still looks as if he has no fucking idea what the answers might be.
For the first time in nearly an hour, Minho speaks. The suddenness of his participation makes both you and Hyunjin flinch.
âDates,â he offers gruffly. âOnes that are significant to the two of you, maybe.â
The suggestion cracks against your skull like a baseball bat.Â
Of all the things you couldâve expected him to say in the presence of someone other than you, something sentimental didnât even come close to making the list. Hyunjin, it seems, is just as startled by this â by the appearance of your invisible friend, whoâs spent ten years refusing to let this side of him be seen.
You make a note to ask Minho where this idea came from. If there are any dates he holds onto, with no one the wiser.
Hyunjinâs brow furrows for a moment while he thinks. Then, the light bulb behind his eyes flashes.
Eureka.
Dashing now towards the door, he calls out to you over his shoulder. âIâll make you a list,â he promises breathlessly before he disappears altogether.
Without Hyunjinâs voice to fill it, the silence of your room roars in your ears. You need to shrug it off you, physically; move around so that you stop feeling like youâre being hydraulically pressed.Â
In a wordless request for help, you hold your hand out to Minho. The juryâs still out as to what you want when he takes it: to drag him down to you, to be hauled to your feet, or to simply have it held.Â
For the first time â possibly ever â he doesnât take it.
Well-practiced hands drop to his belt buckle instead of reaching out to you. He re-fastens it quickly, and over the clink of metal, he grunts, âStop looking at me like that.â
You blink rapidly when that sucker-punch statement hits you. âLooking at you like what, Minho?â You ask gently, as if your excess will make up for his lack.
âLike Iâm your future.â
And just like that, heâs gone without another word or a backwards glance.
Eleven days crawl by without you seeing or hearing from Minho. You struggle to keep count as they pass. Youâre so preoccupied that thereâs no real difference between them, leaving them all to bleed together. It doesnât help that all ten nights so far have been more or less sleepless.
While youâd love to say that all your time awake has been productive, youâd be lying. Sure, you spend the vast majority of it with the bright light of your monitors boring into your retinas, but that doesnât mean youâre actively engaging with the shit displayed there. Between your program and your spent brain, itâs your neural pathways that are most in need of re-writing.
âGoddammit,â you hiss when a shock jolts through your upper right thigh for the umpteenth time today alone.Â
Halfway crazy from frustration, you glare down at your quad and see the remaining muscles there twitching violently. And even though itâs been over a year, your brain is still surprised to find that the source of your pain doesnât exist at all.
That outburst from you certainly isnât the first, yet itâs the one that catches Chanâs attention. Like you, heâs spent an unhealthy amount of his time in the Hub over the past week and a half, pouring over who knows what. Itâs safe to assume thatâs how heâd describe your work, too.
âBeen especially bad lately, hasnât it?â He asks, head popping up from behind a stack of files.
He probably doesnât expect you to squeak out a laugh at the sight of him, but you canât help yourself.Â
âYou look like a meerkat when you do that.â The frown you get in response only makes you giggle more, despite yourself. âLike an overworked, overtired, under-caffeinated meerkat.â
Chan works overtime to control his expression, steel himself. It doesnât work. It never does, no matter how obnoxious you and your comrades are around him because at the end of the day, all he ever is, is fond.
He sighs as he sits up fully in his chair. âSpider.â
Itâs funny, you think. He sounds just like your father when he takes that tone with you, although the name he uses is nowhere near the same.
âTalk to Doc.â Realizing he sounded more stern than he meant to, Chanâs mouth softens from a thin, straight line to a slight smile. He adds, âPlease.â
And because youâre the best behaved of all his pseudo-children, you donât put up a fight. You donât roll your eyes the way Seungmin does, or do the exact opposite of what youâve been told, like â
Donât go there.
You just get up, ignoring the strong urge you feel to buckle at the knees and hit the floor, and push your chair back with the underside of your thighs. Chan sees the pained look on your face immediately and moves to stand up and help you. You wave him off.
âAll good,â you lie through gritted teeth, bearing weight on your palm as you maneuver your way around your desk.Â
Chan may not believe you, but he listens, nonetheless. While you guide yourself from your workstation on the far side of the room towards the door, you try very hard to ignore the thought that keeps ricocheting around your skull like a bullet, shredding whatever grey matter gets in its way.
Thereâs one person that line wouldnât have worked on.Â
It takes a considerable amount of time to hobble to Docâs clinic, which is clear on the other side of the compound, but you eventually make it there without breaking too much of a sweat.
In a past life, the space was an employee locker room that featured shower stalls and toilets on one side, and numerous lockers and benches on the other. Jeongin tried his best, but the plumbing was fucked beyond repair; all the utilities were scrapped. Whatever useful parts remained were repurposed elsewhere, while the broken bits wound up in that pile of assorted garbage on the roof.
Donât.
Due to the size of the space, thereâd been a multi-day debate on what to use it for. In the end, the decision was made to give it new life as a makeshift field hospital because Minho was right. The tile and drainage system is ideal for â
Stop it.
When you push through the swinging, double doors and stagger inside, you learn that youâre not todayâs only patient. On one of the cots up ahead, Docâs nimble fingers work to stitch Scrapsâ left eyebrow back together, while Felix paces in the background with his hands in his hair.
âIâm so ââ
âFelix!âÂ
Scraps slaps her hands down onto her thigh. The sound echoes off the tile walls like a thunderclap, but she doesnât flinch at the contact. Doc does, however. She freezes solid, needle-holder in hand.
If Doc is frustrated, she doesnât show it. That bedside manner of hers is unparalleled. Her gentle voice sounds suspiciously like Chanâs when she pleads, âNo violence until Iâm done holding a needle near your eye.â
Scraps nods in acknowledgment, which only contributes to the panicked look on Docâs face. You bite your lips to hold your laughter in as you amble closer and dump yourself onto a nearby cot.
âSeriously â stop apologizing,â Scraps calls over her shoulder.Â
If it wasnât for Docâs gentle hold on her chin, you suspect that sheâd turn her head to look at Felix outright.Â
âI told you to raise the stakes, and you did. So, I owe you a gold star for being a good listener, I guess.â
The way he looks at her when she canât even see him kind of makes you want to sob. That ache only grows when he puts his hands on either side of her head, leans down, and plants a kiss on her hair.
Meanwhile, Doc is muttering, âPlease stop moving, please stop moving, please stop moving,â like those are the only words she knows. You feel as guilty as you do grateful; her distress is a sufficient distraction from your own.
âDone!â She chirps moments later. Relief washes over her in a heartbeat, releasing tension from every single muscle cell she has â like sheâs successfully disarmed a bomb, rather than sutured a minor injury.
And even though sheâs too polite to say it, you swear you can hear her thinking it:
Please leave now.
And they do. They fall into lockstep, with Scraps tucked under Felixâs arm and hers wrapped around his waist.
And youâre still staring at the door once it swings shut again, so lost in all your conflicting thoughts that Doc has to call your name twice to get your attention.
âYouâre not due back in for another month or so.â She frowns. âWhatâs on your mind?â
As usual, you donât know where to start. You donât know how to turn the faucet on without overflowing the bathtub, either, so you just let it all pour out.
âEverything was fine â perfect, probably. Or the closest itâs going to get, I guess. Then â I donât even know what happened, but he wonât fucking look at me now. Wonât talk to me, walks out of a room when I walk in, like he canât even stand to ignore me in my presence.â
You suck in a breath through your teeth to make up for all the ones you skipped out on while you rambled on.Â
Of course, that doesnât mean you stop rambling.
âAnd I think it might be breaking my heart. I donât know. I donât â I donât know what to do now. Itâs very distracting,â you mutter, frowning.Â
A laugh slips out to signal how uncomfortable you are with the sudden intentional vulnerability. It sounds more like the sort of hiccup that precedes a sob.Â
âStupid thing to fixate on when the worldâs on fire, isnât it?â
To say that Doc is taken aback would be an understatement. Her eyes go wide; her lips purse. She pauses for a moment before she ultimately whispers, âI meant your leg.â
Youâd go dig your own grave out back if you could walk that far.
âOh.â
Doc does you the favor of averting her eyes. She focuses instead on her lap, eyes widening without blinking, as if sheâll be able to see her way out of the conversation more easily that way.
Self-conscious now to the point of nausea, you play with the frayed edge of denim that lays over the end of your residual limb. You canât help but wonder how many right-side pant legs youâve chopped off over the last twelve months, and what those bits of fabric ended up being used for.
Maybe theyâre in that pile on the roof.
âIs mirror therapy helping at all?â
You glance up at Doc. âNot as much as it used to,â you sigh. âI think my brain figured out I was trying to bamboozle it and threw another wall up. Those are all it has at this point â walls and holes.â
Itâs quiet for a few moments. Now, you wonder if youâve taken Doc out of her depth. You were her first â and thankfully remain her only â amputation. If anyoneâs gonna stump her, itâs you.
You snicker at your own unspoken joke.
Get it?
âHow much do you remember?â She asks, catching you off-guard. It was the fact that she asked you anything that surprised you, not the question itself, but she assumes sheâs offended you. Quickly, she apologizes. âIâm sorry. You donât need to talk about it.â
The truth is, the before and during are both incredibly vague. You know that you went with a small group to Ilsan, planning to fuck up one of WraithCo.âs supply lines, and that their ghouls caught wind of your plans.Â
Beyond that, itâs anyoneâs guess. The audio underscoring this montage in your mind is warped to all hell; the faces and voices are blurry, as if theyâve since been censored. Deleted, just like the lower two-thirds of your leg.
As for the after⊠All that comes to mind is pain, in one form or another.
Fighting off an infection, which left your waking hours in some fever-filled daze that only stopped when the various meds worked their magic and knocked you back unconscious.
Being bed-ridden for an eternity after that fever broke and the infection cleared, too exhausted and depressed to keep your eyes open.Â
Aching all over as you forced your body to remember how to walk, too obsessed with your newfound crumb of independence to let anyone see you stumble.
Self-imposed isolation to hide the toll itâd all taken on you, and the frustration that came with knowing what you were doing but being unable to stop yourself.
âNothing I wouldnât mind forgetting,â you finally say.
Doc hums thoughtfully but offers nothing beyond a tiny frown. The part of you that wants to know why sheâs asking is overrun by the part of you that fears what sheâll tell you; clearly, sheâs similarly torn.
Add this to the list of things youâll have to learn to live without.
Time continues to both slip and crawl by. Days are gone before you can blink; nights encase you in cement, trap you in place. You know itâs not a coincidence. Youâre only alone after dark.
Still, itâs not all bad. Youâve certainly been more productive lately, whether or not you truly want to be. Thatâs not a coincidence, either. Youâre capable of accomplishing quite a bit when the only person you truly want to talk to has no interest in listening.
If he did want to listen, you might tell Minho that he was right about the keys to the encryption being linked to dates. You could thank him, if heâd hear you out. Maybe youâd finally summon up the courage to ask where the idea came from.
What if�
These little hypotheticals of yours only get more painful, the longer you steep in them, and youâre no good at reining your mind in when it starts wandering. It runs off in the same direction every time it goes â back to the night you finished peeling back all the layers.
You know thereâs no point in imagining the ways Minho wouldâve distracted you then because he didnât. He was nowhere to be found; and you cried alone in your room, overwhelmed by both the relief of having answers and the all-consuming guilt of knowing what â and who â it cost to get them.
A familiar, prickling feeling at the corners of your eyes pulls you back to the present. You tilt your head back and blink rapidly to keep the dam from breaking. Part of you is proud. This might be the first time youâve ever managed to keep your feelings to yourself.
âMy halmoni always said that holding back your sneezes like that takes a year off your life.â
With a jolt, you snap to attention. Your neck does the same, head falling back down so quickly that your teeth click painfully against one another. The surprise â and the inadvertent scowl it prompts â melts away when you register Jeongin in the doorway.
You frown, although you laugh a little. âThatâs horrifying, kid.â
If Jeongin sees you swipe the back of your thumb over your cheekbones, he doesnât say so. He simply ambles into the Hub and finds his usual spot at the far side of the central table.Â
âShe said the same thing about being under streetlights when they burn out,â he tuts, taking a seat. He blinks through thoughtful silence for a moment before re-focusing newly-widened eyes on you. âNow that I think about it, she did die young...â
You wouldâve loved to hear that theory play out, but the opportunity flies out the door as soon as Hyunjin walks through it. The comment you want to make about his surprising punctuality is swallowed down just as quickly as it bubbles up. His expression tells you that heâs not up for much of anything, let alone teasing. With a cursory nod, he acknowledges that he is, at the very least, capable of noticing his surroundings.
Unfortunately, youâre not capable of looking at him â seeing the state of him â without your bleeding heart cracking right in half.
Chan serves as a sufficient distraction, thankfully. He enters shortly after Hyunjin with both Seungmin and Doc in tow. He ignores the formerâs nagging about who knows what and ushers the latter to the chair next to the head of the table. He doesnât sit, though you wouldnât have expected him to; he never does. Instead, he stands at the back of his chair with his eyes flicking expectantly over to the door.
In the time it takes you to cross from your workstation to your usual folding chair, the guest list doubles. Holding up the wall in the corner, Jihoon stands with his arms crossed loosely over his chest. To his right, Scraps sits on a rare patch of free space on Chanâs desk, legs swinging idly as they dangle; and to his left, you spy the cat-eyed girl whose name you still havenât learned. All you know about her is that she works under Hyunjin, and theyâre so in-sync that people have taken to calling them siblings.
You see no similarities between them now, however. She has light left in her eyes.
Several others filter in as the minutes pass, most of whom you havenât yet crossed paths with. Well, you might have. Your days all run together; your short-term memory isnât firing on all cylinders. You donât take the opportunity to register their faces now, though. Your eyes only linger for the second it takes to confirm who they arenât.
Chan turns his head to you, earning your attention. âWhereâs â?â
Doc shoots him a look that interrupts his question before he can finish it. She knows what he doesnât, after all: Youâre currently the worst person to turn to for information on Minhoâs whereabouts, even though you used to be the first.
Behind you, a heavily-accented voice chimes in, âHeâs with little Yongbokie on an errand. They should be back soon.â
You donât have to turn around to know whoâs speaking. Sierra, as sheâs known within the collective, has the sort of presence you can feel, even when she canât be seen. Itâs still unclear to you how she wound up a world away from the island she grew up on, but youâre glad that she did, and that sheâs on your side. If she wasnât â
WellâŠ
Suffice it to say, thereâs a reason why this foreign mercenary is called what she is â two reasons, actually, according to her native language â and neither bodes well for enemies. Specifically, thereâs a mountain of bodies behind her, all of them hacked to bits by those blades sheâs so fond of.Â
Yeah, you think. Definitely better to keep her close.
âJust start without them,â she snaps at Chan, eye roll evident in her tone.Â
Despite outranking her, Chan canât hide the uneasiness that comes with being addressed by Sierra directly. You watch him swallow the lump in his throat before he clears it fully. âEveryone, listen up,â he says with the sort of gentle authority only heâs capable of.Â
You canât help the smile that tugs at the corner of your mouth. Itâs such a stark contrast to the tone that goaded him to speak in the first place.
Still, a hush falls over the Hub immediately.
âI know some of you have heard whispers about this. I donât necessarily trust that the rumors swirling are accurate ââÂ
Pointedly, Chan looks at Jeongin, whoâs often the point in the relay where things go horribly wrong. The youngest never intends to pass on off-base gossip, but his attention span is about as poor as his audio processing. Jeongin ducks his head down; the tips of his ears go a dangerous shade of red.
ââ so Iâd like to make sure our record is straight.â Chan claps his hands, and as he rubs his palms together, he turns on his heel towards your side of the table. âTake it away, Spider,â he sings, beaming.
You turn your head quickly to the left and then to the right, searching for whoever the hell heâs truly cold-calling because it simply cannot be you. He knows better; he has to. For the decade youâve worked together, youâve hidden behind your screens because you donât have the stomach for this leadership shit â especially not public speaking. Itâs why you nominated him to run the show.
Eyebrows disappearing into your hairline, you stare incredulously back at him, silently begging him to pick the gauntlet back up.
Meanwhile, at least twenty pairs of eyes burn holes into you, like sun rays through a magnifying lens.
Fitting.
âWell,â you eventually manage to squeak out. âI â um⊠I spent the last month or so spelunking into confidential files relating to the â uhh â the Bliss Beta?â
Itâs not a question. You donât know why you made it sound like one.
Collapsing in on yourself, you knot your fingers on the table in front of you and stare down at your hands. âThereâs a facility, it turns out, in â umm ââ
âIs this going to take long? If it is, I can go and grab snacks.â Seungmin, from his spot across the table, smirks at you in such a way that you might â for the first time in your life â choose violence.Â
That is, if his jokes at your expense didnât have your nervous stomach churning even harder, sending bile up your throat.
That is, if a cold voice didnât fly out of nowhere, primed to eviscerate Seungmin before you can even process your own reaction.Â
âItâll be a bit hard for you to chew after swallowing all your teeth, donât you think?â
You hadnât noticed Minho enter, but you find him easily now that heâs given himself away. He leans casually against the door frame with his hands in his pockets, leaving his tone as the only indication that he is, in fact, bothered. Everyone that had previously been standing near the door mustâve cleared a perimeter at some point â undoubtedly without being told to.
In response, Chanâs warning look is bifurcated, shot off to both men with equal, albeit subtle force. Seungminâs face gives way to something apologetic. You can see it in his eyes that he thought he was being funny; that thereâs no malice, only an inability to read a fucking room. To the contrary, Minhoâs expression is pure venom, jaw set so tight that his teeth could crack.
He may have just interjected on your behalf, but he doesnât look at you for more than a split second, as if he didnât mean to concede even that much time.
And even though it feels illegal somehow, you keep your eyes fixed on him, as if youâll catch another sliver of acknowledgement.
âIn Cheongju,â you continue shakily. Your voice barely registers above a whisper, like youâre speaking to a single person, rather than a room full of them. âThereâs a facility in Cheongju. All the servers currently associated with the Beta are operating out of there.â
Despite your anxiety, you manage to laugh. âTheyâre sitting ducks, really. Terrible planning from a security standpoint â either stupidity or arrogance.â
âBoth,â Jihoon adds gruffly. If youâre not mistaken, he directs his next line at Seungmin. âThose things arenât mutually exclusive.â
You know it wasnât his intention, but you crack a tiny smile, nonetheless. âComorbidities, arenât they?âÂ
As soon as you say it out loud, your cheeks set to burning. You send a panicked glance to Doc and duck your head, like your fear of looking stupid isnât on full display. âPlease tell me I used that term correctly,â you mutter, feeling instant relief when she nods and a profound sense of comfort when she pats your still-clenched hands.
âSo, what are we going to do about it?â Sierra cuts to the chase, as she often does. âArson?â
Her eyes sparkle at the suggestion. You find yourself surprised that sheâs offered something so tame. Only a week ago, her response to seeing a cockroach in the canteen was to shoot at it.
Not for nothing, youâre also surprised by how endearing you still find that little anecdote â but maybe you shouldnât be. Itâs not the first time youâve developed a soft spot for someone so sharp.
Reflexively, you look over at Minho. You see his eyes flicker, like heâd averted them just in time to miss yours. Itâs the only reason you have to believe that heâd been watching you, save for the inexplicable warmth youâd felt crawling up your neck.
You donât know what to do with any of that.
âDestroying the servers would only be a bandage,â you sigh. âI want to fully eradicate the program itself, which means those servers need to remain intact â for now.â
âSo, we do it like Daegu, then?â Felix suggests. Judging by his sudden participation, heâs overjoyed to have something to contribute to a conversation he wouldnât normally follow. âWe broke in and set up thatâŠ. thing for you, in that room that was like anâŠ. air-conditioned microwave?â
You bite down on your lips to keep from laughing. Itâs a miracle that he remembers the Thanotech raid at all with the concussion he sustained in the process. Itâs even more incredible that he remembers the non-technical explanation you gave for the server room within that data center.
Shaking your head, you frown. âI need to be on-site for this one.â
âAbsolutely not. Fuck no.â
Across the room, Minho now stands fully upright. His hands are no longer in his pockets; they hang at his sides, clenched tightly.
You canât help the incredulous scoff you let out. Bold of him, you think, to write you off completely and then attempt to dictate where and when you get to exist. That slap in the face still stings, but you keep your tone as light as possible.Â
âIf something goes wrong, or if things have changed from the schematics I was able to access, I wonât be able to handle it remotely. I need to be there to troubleshoot.â And even though it goes without saying, you remind him anyway: âWeâre not getting a second crack at this.â
âI know you donât remember Ilsan, but I do,â Minho glowers, tone as dark as his eyes. The rest of the room falls into a charged silence; everyone is too tense to breathe, let alone speak. âI remember carrying three-quarters of your body out of Ilsan and spending weeks at your bedside.â
Just like that, the air in your lungs turns to cement.Â
How do you admit to not knowing he was even there?Â
And what the hell are you supposed to do with this information now that itâs reaching you for the first time â a year after the fact â in front of an audience?Â
You try to start somewhere. âMinho ââ
âNo. I wonât do that again.â His voice is sharp when it cuts you off, but thereâs a crack in the blade, so microscopic that you wonder if youâre imagining things. He clears his throat to try and keep himself even. âYou donât get to make that call.â
Here comes that prickling feeling again, causing tears to spring up at the corners of your eyes. You clench your jaw and try to wish them away.
Itâs Chan that speaks next. âYouâre right. Spider doesnât get to make that call,â he concedes. Then, his expression turns to stone. âI do. She said thereâs no way around it, so sheâs going ââ
Minho seeks to interrupt, but Chan raises his hand and stops him in his tracks. You want to argue, too, because youâre right here and donât need to be spoken about, as if youâre not in the room. The leader plows through, unaffected.
ââ and because you know what the stakes are, your only job is to keep her safe.â
If the anguished look on Minhoâs face says anything, itâs that he wants nothing to do with the burden of keeping you â whatâs left of you, rather â in one piece.Â
The briefing continues after his outburst, but Minho doesnât hear a word of it. It all flows past him, waterlogged and warped, without sinking in. He finds it hard to give a shit about that fact, though.Â
Clearly, his input doesnât matter. Worse, the sole order thatâs been made of him is fucking redundant. He canât imagine that the rest of them would mean much, so what does it matter if he didnât pay attention?
Heâs halfway out the door by the time Chan wraps up. Dodging eye contact, Minho turns to leave outright, to disappear somewhere and lick his wounds. One last lash manages to hit him as he goes:Â
When you cross the room, youâre not headed his way. No, your quick steps take you straight to Jihoon.
Minho knows that he has no right to feel this bitter. He should be grateful that his pushing you away is having the intended effect â that you mightâve found someone other than him to lean on â but the relief heâs been waiting to feel is nowhere to be found.
It never is.
The quick fixes heâs gotten of you in back rooms and shadows didnât satiate him, either. Cutting you out completely has only proven to be more of the same ache.
Unwilling to watch the consequences of his own actions unfold, Minho turns sharply out of the doorway. Automatically, his feet carry him down the hall, up the stairs towards the roof. His brain might tell him otherwise if it wasnât currently swimming, but his body acts on its own, seeking out the last place and time where he didnât feel like this.
Itâs a bad call, he realizes as he ascends.
Heâll never be able to recreate a scene with half the cast absent. The stage directions are fucked now. Thereâs no reason to take the steps one at a time now that heâs alone, but he still does. Without context, his motivations make no sense; and his hands donât know what the hell to do without a belt loop hooked underneath one of his fingers. They twitch in the absence of denim.Â
With every step, he repeats his only line:
Wrong, wrong, wrong.
And when he reaches that busted fucking door and kicks it with everything he has, no one looks at him with amused disapproval.
Itâs all wrong.
Steel hits cement with a sickening clang thatâs still ringing out as he stalks over to the ledge and drops himself down on a familiar, overturned bucket. Its counterpart sits unoccupied at his side. Minho canât look at it, canât get up to throw it off the fucking roof, canât do anything except simmer in his rage because â
Your only job is to keep her safe.
He tilts his head back, closes his eyes, and shouts into the void above, âFuck!â
As if he needs to be told.Â
As if he hasnât been trying to do exactly that for all the years heâs known you, driving nails further into his own goddam coffin with every second spent in your web.
Elbows come to rest on his knees. His face falls, too, until it drops into his palms. No matter how hard he tries to control his breathing, it comes out through gritted teeth, seething.
The fucking audacity.
Even if Minho hasnât given you a reason to know better, Chan should. Heâs seen better, firsthand.
Every time Chan stopped by the clinic to check in on you, he found Minho already sitting next to your glorified cot, watching your sleeping form like a hawk for any sign of distress.Â
Chan didnât need to ask how your hair ended up in poorly-executed braids because the unskilled hands that made them were wringing themselves at your side. He never needed to ask why, either. When you finally stopped thrashing through nightmares, you didnât wake up to find yourself tangled in inescapable knots.
Keep her safe.
Thatâs the fucking problem, isnât it?Â
When his candle gets snuffed out â and he knows it will, can feel it in his bones that this is it â whoâs going to keep you safe?Â
Hyunjin doesnât have the capacity â not anymore. Minho was there with you the night Hyunjinâs whole world exploded into pieces. You saw love, but Minho saw your future. He sees it every time he looks at Hyunjin, whoâs still listless, still lingering on the periphery like a fucking ghost. Hyunjin will never be the same, and if Minho lets himself get any closer to you than he already has, youâll wind up just as empty.
Then who?
Chan is too busy. Doc is just as preoccupied, and as kind as she is, sheâs never understood you â not really. Felix and Scraps can barely manage themselves; youâll fall through the cracks amidst their bullshit shenanigans. Neither Seungmin nor Jeongin can be trusted with anything â or anyone â this important. Theyâre both fucking disasters in their own right, although Jeongin may eventually grow out of that. Changbin is too reclusive, and so is Jihoon; Jisungâs an anxious mess. Sierra is, at absolute minimum, insane.
And Minho may be the worst of them, but he tried his best for you. Heâs still trying, even though that means keeping you as far away from him as possible.
âFuck,â he repeats, albeit much less strongly.
That pathetic, choked-out word hits the air and dissipates quickly, leaving Minho alone in self-imposed exile. He stays there until sunrise, when the unoccupied bucket to his left becomes too visible to tolerate.
The next time Minho steps foot in the Hub, itâs much less crowded than the last. In fact, for what might be the first time ever, heâs beaten everyone else in. Itâs no wonder; his stomach has been churning for hours now, and it was useless to keep laying in a bed he couldnât sleep in.
Because life is far from fair, youâre the second to arrive. He doesnât have to see you enter to know it; definitely doesnât need to look up to confirm that it was your deliberate, slightly uneven footfalls he heard coming up the hall. Itâs a reflex, though. His gaze lifts just in time to meet yours.
âOh,â you peep, eyes bright despite the dark circles below them. âHi.â
You seem startled to find Minho here ahead of you. Warranted, he thinks. The sunshine you cast on him isnât, but you donât try to withhold it â or maybe you canât. As much as he loves that about you, it confuses the shit out of him and scares him just as badly. You either didnât get the memo when you chose this life, or you donât feel the crushing weight of it yet:Â
Sparks like yours canât last forever.
His voice sounds like gravel after last nightâs anxious reflux, but he echoes you, nonetheless, âHi.â
And then Chan walks in. He stops short when he sees the two of you, eyes flicking from your face to Minhoâs with barely-hidden intrigue. Somehow, he misses the daggers Minho shoots at him with eyes alone.
âI re-routed everyone else to the vans and told them to load their shit. You ready?â Chan poses the question to both of you, but his focus is fixed solely on you. It lingers for a moment, settles in somewhere between the lines.Â
Minho doesn't know whatâs going on, but he does know that he hates whatever it is.
You nod. Whether thatâs in response to what was asked or what wasnât, he canât say. Your mouth sits in a tight, straight line. That, Minho can easily translate to feigned confidence. Youâre not ready; youâre not good at bluffing, either.Â
He sees his window in that bit of doubt and tries to leap through it. âYou donât have to do this, you know.â
It doesnât sound as firm as he wants it to. If you listen closely â and you always do â it probably sounds like heâs pleading, which feels both alien and illegal to Minho. He clears his throat. âWe can do this without you, Spider. Iâm serious. Tell me how to get you set up for remote access, and Iâll ââ
âI donât know how many more times I have to say this for you to understand: You canât do this without me. You need me.â
Despite what you say, thereâs no heat in the way you say it. It sounds like youâre pleading, too â scratching at the door to be let in. He knows you well enough to catch the subtext; to know that youâre not just talking about the job. But Minho canât make his mouth move. Likewise, he canât turn away.
Stop looking at her like sheâs your future.
Chan doesnât have time for the thousands of things going unsaid, so he interjects with an exasperated grunt, âVans.â He points to the clock before gesturing between you and Minho. âTen minutes, or youâre both walking to Cheongju.â
Neither of you moves once he clears the threshold and disappears again. Say something, he tells himself. Say anything.
He doesnât.
âYou didnât sleep last night,â you muse, eyes narrowing slightly with concern. Itâs not a question. Thereâs no uncertainty in the way you look at him, although thatâs nothing new. âI read somewhere that peppermint gum helps with reflux.âÂ
You shrug, like itâs simply a fact youâre sharing. Itâs not. Itâs the millionth way youâve found to say âI love youâ without using those words.
Minho slips off the empty workstation desk heâs been sitting on, dusts off the back of his jeans once heâs back at his full height. With a nod of his head, he gestures to your workstation. âTake what you need,â he advises quietly.
When he moves towards the door, you move forward into the room. Your paths cross in the middle, but Minho keeps his distance, too aware of that magnetism of yours to take any risks now. Upon reaching the door, he pauses and looks back over his shoulder to call out your name. As if you were anticipating it, you look up from the desk drawer youâre combing through.
He freezes for a moment, although he doesnât mean to. You might be the only person capable of catching him off-guard. Once his brain stops lagging, he says only half of what he wants to: âDonât forget your mask.
Hurriedly, like you really wouldâve forgotten, you pull open a drawer and fish out a black gaiter, which you then tuck into the zippered pocket of your jacket. Instantly, Minhoâs posture gets a little less rigid. Not for nothing, yours does, too.
âThanks,â you sigh. The corners of your mouth raise slightly. From what heâs been hearing lately, this might be the closest youâve been to smiling in weeks. Your reaction stops when you notice the way heâs halfway out of the room. âNo need to wait on me. Iâll meet you in the loading dock in a minute.â
Minho stalls, feet unwilling to move, until you go back to gathering items. He nods once, as if youâll even see his acknowledgment, then slips off into the hallway without you.
The loading dock heâs headed for is on the opposite side of the factory, but his anxiousness propels him there in half the usual time. His team is loitering around the two vans when he reaches them: one unmarked, one branded, both stolen.
Felix grins from the hood of the primary vehicle, where he sits cross-legged. He slaps his hands on the white metal below and proudly states, âI told you it would work.â
âLet me guess.â Minho looks over at Scraps. âYou were the one who hot-wired them.â
She glances apologetically at Felix, then turns back to Minho with a shrug and a sheepish smile. âHe tried his best,â she sighs. âIf we had all day, he probably wouldâve succeeded.â
At this, Felixâs grin droops into a cartoonish frown. âWhat do you mean probably?â
Minho rolls his eyes. âEnough â and go put a hat on, or youâre getting a full balaclava.â He points to the mess of blue hair spilling onto Felixâs shoulders. âIf your fashion statement gets us pinged on a security camera, Iâll kill you myself ââ
A laugh rings out behind him. He turns on his heel to find Sierra snickering at Felixâs reddening cheeks, both tattooed hands covering her mouth as she does.
ââ and you know better,â Minho snarks, pointing straight at her. âGloves. Now.â
Scrapsâ eyes are as wide as the moon when Minho swivels back towards her. She doesnât give him the opportunity to say it; sheâs already shoving her decorated arms into the sleeves of a plain, black jacket and zipping it up as high as itâll go. He hears relief leave her in a quiet sigh when his focus finds who heâs truly been looking for.
A few meters away, Jeongin is buried so far under the hood of the secondary van that his feet barely touch the ground. With his target now acquired, Minho crosses to the neighboring bay.
âWell?â He demands, âDid you find them?â
The younger one startles at the sudden questioning; thereâs a dull thud when he smacks his head on the underside of the hood.
Jeongin groans, âAigo,â and carefully ducks his head until it clears the obstacle above him. His cheeks are pink and smattered with both dirt and grease â and the mess only gets worse when he mindlessly wipes sweat from his forehead with the back of his semi-blackened hand.Â
âBehind the radiator on this one.â Jeongin then thumbs over his shoulder to the van Felix sits on. âThat one was attached to the undercarriage, near the fuel tank.â
With a grunt, Jeongin exhumes himself from the engine compartment and hops to his feet. Itâs completely unnecessary, but he drops the tracker he just detached onto the concrete and smashes it under his steel-toed boot.Â
âYou wonât need the GPS blocker anymore, so make sure to turn it off,â he advises. And he clearly didnât learn his lesson thirty seconds ago because he taps one of his temples, leaving a dirty fingerprint behind. âOtherwise, itâll interfere with your comms.â
Jeongin then blinks up at Minho like heâs expecting a pat on the head.Â
Over my dead body.Â
Minho instead points at the shards of plastic littering the ground. Affect flat, he tells his junior to clean that shit up, which is the closest he will ever fucking get to you did good, kid. The second Minho steps away, Jeongin drops down to hurriedly scoop the broken bits into his palm.
While he waits on the rest of the group â namely you â to roll up, Minho busies himself with checking supplies.Â
The unmarked van will carry the backup team to a rendezvous point half a kilometer away from the Ulsan facility, just in case. For this reason, itâll also carry the big guns, which â like the vans themselves â were nicked from corpo rats. The seats inside were gutted immediately to clear out a cargo area. The trip sure as shit wonât be comfortable, but six people and a few ammo bags will fit inside without much issue.Â
Most importantly, thereâs enough room for Minhoâs crown jewel: a goddamn, motherfucking anti-tank gun. Heâs been dying to try it out since the WraithCo. raid that brought it into his possession, but he has a sinking feeling that he never will.
Moving on to the primary van, Minho notes the logo emblazoned on the side. This one was harder to steal than its counterpart, but you stressed the necessity, and he made it happen. Now, when the infiltration team drives up to the facility, itâll be under the guise of the outsourced IT company that Ulsan uses for routine maintenance.Â
According to the data you managed to reap, Ulsanâs made two glaring security errors, likely because they assume theyâre infallible â not handling their own shit in-house, and scheduling their tech contractors to pop by on the same dates every month. Both details were barely footnoted in the reports; anyone but you wouldnât have thought twice about them.
Something twinges in his chest when his thoughts start wandering in your direction, so Minho shakes his head to clear them. It doesnât work. Instead, it seems to summon you. You step onto the loading dock a few seconds later.
Youâve changed since Minho left the Hub. The lapse in time makes sense now that his eyes sweep over your frame. The black jeans youâre wearing now arenât chopped halfway up the right side. In order to conceal that highly recognizable part of you, you struggled through the significant extra time it takes to get your artificial foot through the openings â and he didnât have to tell you to do any of this, unlike the rest of the team.
Itâs been so long since youâve been one of the boots of the ground that he underestimated you. Clearly, he shouldnât have because you havenât skipped a single detail. The treads of your boots have been filed down; but the platform sole remains intact, concealing the brand and size, as well as your true height. Specially-designed black gloves cover your hands, so you can utilize whatever touchscreens and keys you come across without leaving your trace behind. Likewise, the gaiter you grabbed at the last minute rests just below your chin, ready to cover your mouth and nose.
His breath catches in his throat when he sees the long-sleeved black top hanging loosely and hiding your figure. He wants to ask if you remember, but he doubts you do. You borrowed it from him so many years ago that it might as well be yours now.
To stop himself from staring, Minho starts to address the group. âNow that our guest of honor has shown up ââ
âWe still need Jihoon,â you interject with one finger raised, gently asking Minho to wait.
âWhat?â Minho canât keep the confusion off his face, and he canât wrap his head around this curveball youâve thrown. Incredulously, he scoffs, âItâs a covert break-in.â
There isnât a single reason he can think of to include the demolitions expert in something requiring finesse.
You donât respond with words; your eyes flick to Chan, which is enough of a hint. The two of you are planning something â keeping him in the dark about something â but Minho canât figure out what or why. The leader doesnât provide much in the way of explanation. All he offers is, âWe need a driver and an extra pair of eyes,â as if thatâs the whole truth.
Whatever.
The second Jihoon finally walks through the door, Minho immediately starts his briefing.
The main team â including you, Chan, Felix, Sierra, Jihoon, and Minho himself â will head straight to the facility. The reinforcements â Scraps, Changbin, Eunjae, Sunwoo, Hongjoong, and some fucker from Texas known only as âCowboyâ â will wait just outside the property line with range weapons, ready to party with any gatecrashers.
On site, Felix and Sierra will take out security at the gate; only two men guard that post at any given time. Meanwhile, youâll slip in and disable the remaining security measures: cameras, mainly, although the alarm system is your biggest priority. To get everyone inside, youâve cloned the badge of a mid-level researcher who, like the Professor, has authorization beyond the front desk.
From there, the interior group will divide into watchdogs and infiltrators. Given the relatively small size of the building, it shouldnât take long to get you to the control room, where youâll take a crack at the main computer housing the Betaâs program. If everything goes as planned, youâll be in and out within 30 minutes.
Nothing ever goes as planned, though. That Ilsan mission was simpler with significantly lower stakes, and it was a fucking nightmare. Minho canât think about anything else when he crawls into the back of the van next to you.
For over two hours, Minho has been sitting cross-legged on the floor of this godforsaken van. His brain, unlike his body, is wholly fucking incapable of staying still. No matter how hard he tries to ground himself, he canât shake the chill running down his spine or the voice in his head. It just keeps repeating the same thought, over and over:Â
This van will be missing passengers on the drive back.
âItâs your turn, Minho.â
His head snaps up. Instead of Atropos and her scissors, itâs Felix staring back at him, smiling curiously. Warmly. Minhoâs pulse should ease up at the realization, but it doesnât.
He clears his throat, although his voice still comes out jagged. âMy turn?â
âHeâs asking everyone what theyâre going to do with their lives when this is all over,â you explain. Minho turns his head to look at you. For once, he canât decipher the look on your face. You laugh when you squeeze his bent knee gently, adding, âDon't worry. I didnât have an answer, either.â
But itâs not an answer that he lacks, itâs time.
Donât you know that Iâm already dead?
The van slows considerably, shifting from paved roads to gravel. Then, it stops entirely. Jihoon turns in his seat and squints through the holed, metal divider between the cabin and the back of the van.Â
âSpider?â He calls out over his shoulder, and itâs no wonder he struggles to identify you. Everyone sitting in this unlit area is cloaked in black from head to toe.Â
To help him out, you raise your hand and wave. Even if the dark gloves youâre wearing arenât visible, your smile is. Your voice is just as bright when you chirp, âOver here!â
Minho sees Jihoon smile for the first time in all the years heâs known him. If he was anyone else, that flicker at the corner of his mouth wouldnât count for shit; but Minhoâs no stranger to steel or your uncanny ability to bend it. He knows your impact when he sees it.
âEnd of the line,â Jihoon reports. âThe next time I stop, youâll need to sneak out the side. I can see a camera positioned directly above the security vestibule, pointing downward from the left. The van will create a blind spot if you stay low to the ground.â
Now, Jihoonâs involvement is starting to make sense. Heâs one of only four people who joined the Black Screen within the last year â after the Ilsan disaster, which led to the incorporation of masks into all field ops. Out of the entire organization, his face is one of the only ones that wonât tip off the guards.
Until the next news cycle, Minho thinks ruefully.
Once the driver is satisfied that the passengers are on the same page, he turns around and sets the van back into motion. Every dip in the uneven road below throws your shoulder against Minhoâs; and every time you collide, he wants to wrap his arm around you to keep it from happening again. He doesnât. Eventually, the opportunity disappears along with the faint crunch of gravel beneath the tires.
The brakes squeak slightly when the van stops a second time. Minho canât hear the conversation Jihoon is making with the security staff from where he sits, just the slow-motion movements of you, Felix, and Sierra as the three of you inch the side door open and spill onto the driveway like molasses.
All Minho has left to do is wait â for you to come back or for shots to be fired. His pulse picks up when seconds slip by without either of those options playing out.Â
Itâs funny, he thinks as he pulls his rifle into his lap, that the thing bringing him comfort now is designed to take it away. His thumb hovers over the selective fire switch, flexing in anticipation. Any second now, all his best laid plans will explode.Â
Itâs only a matter of time until â
âAll clear,â comes your voice through static.
Minho flinches. In all the tense silence, heâd completely forgotten about the earpiece heâs wearing. The breath heâd unknowingly been holding leaves him in a hurry, taking the tension in his shoulders with it as he deflates.
âMeet us at the fire exit on the northeast side. I shut off the emergency alert system, too, so we shouldnât have any issues getting into that stairwell.â
Jihoon is already pulling the van around by the time you finish speaking. In a matter of seconds, he pulls up to the door in question and shifts gears to park.Â
Youâre standing in the doorway when Minhoâs feet hit the ground, eyes crinkling when you see him with a smile he canât otherwise see. He doesnât know what to do with that, so he addresses Sierra first. Sheâs got blood on her temple, and Minho canât tell whose it is.Â
âYou didnât make a mess, did you?â He asks, frowning slightly.
âThis is business, not pleasure, so no.â She rolls her eyes. The sigh she lets out reeks of disappointment. âWrung out their necks like chickens and shoved their bodies into cabinets.â
Glancing quickly at Minho, Felix figures out where his leaderâs eyes are focused. âNot hers,â he clarifies, nodding to Sierra. With the back of his sleeve, he reaches over and gently wipes the blood from her face, like heâs cleaning gochujang off a child. âDidnât leave a trace, though.â
Thatâs all Minho cares about, so he asks no further questions. Instead, he checks his watch before looking up to check on you. He doesnât pose the question, but you answer him, regardless; and when you do, you accompany it with your thumb raised.
Oh, for fuckâs sake.
âAll good!â
You then gesture with that thumb to the stairwell over your shoulder and ask, âShall we?â, as if youâre inviting him to dance.
âYou two ââ Minho points to Felix and Sierra respectively, drawing their attention. âStation yourselves along the main hallway. If anyone so much as pokes their head out of a doorway, blow it the fuck off. No witnesses.â
Both nod in acknowledgment, but itâs not enough, not when your life is in his hands. He glares expectantly at them, waits in silence until they get the hint.
In tandem, they repeat, âNo witnesses.â
Good enough.
Wordlessly, Minho waves his hand and sends them on their way to the second floor. He doesnât budge until he sees the tops of their heads through the window, disappearing past the landing. Seconds later, Felixâs voice sounds off in Minhoâs ear to advise him that the area is clear.
He turns back to the three people standing behind him to ensure theyâre ready to move in. The second he sees the pistol in your grip, his stomach lurches so violently that he really might vomit on his boots.Â
Itâs categorically fucked â so fundamentally, intrinsically wrong â that youâre standing here now with lethal force in your hands. Over ten long years, youâve never fired a single shot in combat; never stolen the light from someoneâs eyes while youâre staring into them. Still, no matter how nauseous the image makes him, the irony of it all canât be ignored.Â
You only know how to shoot because he taught you.
âLetâs move out,â Chan says when Minho doesnât.
Minho takes point with you close behind him. Behind you, Jihoon follows with an inexplicable duffle bag strapped to his shoulder. By now, Minho knows better than to question whatâs going on here. He wouldnât get an honest answer if he did; and Chan makes no excuses for it as he trails after Jihoon up the stairs.
At the top of the landing, you tap Minhoâs shoulder, prompting him to stop. When you gesture up ahead, his eyes follow, gaze sweeping down the long corridor towards the southwest side of the building. Near the end of the hall, a pair of glass doors interrupts the path to the server room, which sits further down on an intersecting corridor. Somewhere between that server room and the bulletproof barrier in front of you is your target: the main computer running the show.
All the signage he can spot declares the area secure and for authorized personnel only. Youâre neither safe nor sanctioned, but the badge you pull from inside the neck of your â his â shirt will let you pretend to be.Â
Lim Namseok, it reads.
That poor bastard will probably be dead before sunrise for the things youâre about to do. Minho doesnât have any higher hopes for himself, but he wonders whether or not youâll be able to sleep when this is over.
No, he ultimately decides. You wonât.
You keep glancing down at that manâs photograph, swallowing hard like youâre choking down an apology. Committing those features to memory, as if youâre obligated to remember each one of the creases in his forehead.
Itâs not a question of if that face will pop up in your nightmares but when.
Minhoâs both unwilling and unable to let you keep torturing yourself, so he shifts his assault rifle to his non-dominant hand and reaches out to you. Neither of you says a word as he gently removes the badge from between your fingers and lets the lanyard unfurl. You watch the ID flutter downwards until it rests against your chest; his eyes donât leave your face.
âCome on,â he says softly. âThere are fifty-one-million Namseoks out there that still need their asses saved.â
You donât want to laugh. Your furrowed eyebrows inform him that youâre trying very hard not to, like your half-hearted glare will override the muted chuckle that slips through your mask. His attempt at levity worked, though. You start moving again when he does.
On the way to the first set of security doors, the four of you pass both of your lookouts, whoâve taken up posts half and three-quartersâ way up the corridor, respectively. Not for nothing, both look bored by the lack of action.
When Felix sees Minho, he complains, âWhy is it always unpaid fucks like us who have to work on weekends? Shouldnât these goons be here to justify their salaries?â
Heâs not wrong. This place is a fucking ghost town, and although the datashard you combed through said this would be the case, the emptiness still makes the hairs on the back of Minhoâs neck stand up. Whether or not he can put his finger on it, something feels off.
âWouldnât mind a desk job,â Chan muses, more to himself than to the rest of the group.
Minho leans into the assumption that he wasnât meant to hear it. If he was, heâd have no choice but to point out that Chan hardly leaves his fucking desk as it is. So, to keep the peace, he keeps his smart mouth shut.
When several more meters come and go, the four of you reach the security checkpoint. With the badge back in hand and nerves evident in your tone, you hold it to the scanner and mutter, âHere goes nothing.â
Nothing is precisely what you get. No sirens wail, no trap doors give way to swallow you all down. The glass panels simply part with a click before sliding outwards along their respective tracks. Your shoulders sag with relief, unlike Minhoâs. He carries tension in every single one of his muscle cells; and he only grows more rigid with each passing second.
To keep his pulse down, Minho counts each step he takes towards the control room. Itâs an exercise in futility, of course. Heâs a goddamn mess, no matter how hard he tries to hide it.
16âŠ17âŠ18âŠ
Present moment excluded, he can only think of one other in which heâs ever experienced fear. Real fear, that is; the kind that begs his limbs to lock. Itâs no coincidence that he can barely function now. How could he, with the common denominator trailing behind him like a shadow?
19âŠ.20âŠ21 â
Suddenly, you hiss, âShit!â
By the time he wheels himself around, youâre frozen in place with your pistol aimed through a doorway that wasnât open when he passed it. A woman in a lab coat stands there with her hand still on the handle, eyes doubling in size when they land on you. Immediately, the coffee mug in her hand drops, sending both liquid and shards of ceramic flying. Both of her hands are in the air before the pieces can settle at her feet.
You fire once, panicked, and strike her in the upper arm. Itâs a shit job, one thatâll give her time to call for help before she bleeds out on the floor, so Minhoâs instinct takes over.
âTurn around,â he tells you.Â
You do.Â
From her knees, the woman clutches her bicep and begs Minho to lower his weapon. She still wants to have kids someday, she tells him, sobbing. Sheâs too young to die.
Unaffected, Minho aims at the space between her brows. âArenât we all?â
Bang!
Her body drops to the floor like a bag of cement, lifeless. Although the shot still echoes, itâs otherwise dead silent until you whisper, âIâm sorry.â
Stepping to the side to look at you, Minho furrows his brows. âDonât be. We canât leave witnesses.â
âIâm sorry that I didnât do it right,â you clarify, voice wavering but louder than before. âYou taught me better than that.â
For a minute, he forgets where he is; loses track of the two people standing on eggshells behind you both. Thereâs definitely still a corpse lying two meters away, but all he sees in his peripheral vision is proof: You may have chosen this life, but this life hasnât chosen you.
Despite the bullets and the viscera making a mess of the tile nearby, youâre still the person he met a decade ago â someone with the instincts to do whatâs needed but too much heart to be swallowed by them.
He hopes you never change.
âThere may be more people that we havenât accounted for.â Chanâs reminder forces three pairs of eyes to focus on him. He urges, âWe need to get this done. Spider, whereâs the control room?â
With his gun and without a word, Minho gestures to an office several doors down from where the group currently stands. In giant, black letters, it states, âCONTROL ROOMâ. Your answer would be redundant at this point, so you donât bother giving it. Moreover, Chan can fucking read.
âOh,â is all the leader says before the group presses onward.
You swipe the badge again when you reach the control room. As was the case with the previous door, this one opens without any theatrics. All four of you slip inside before they close on their own, several moments later.
As soon as he steps foot inside, Jihoon whistles. âDamn.â
Damn is right.
The room feels even larger than the dimensions he saw on the blueprints; and with the forced air flowing from the overhead vent, itâs far less welcoming than Minho expected. Halfway between an operating theater and an airplane, the crisp whiteness of his surroundings seem both sterile and stale. Heâd wash the feeling off himself if he could, but he canât, so his skin continues to crawl.
Consuming the back half of the room, a U-shaped desk boasts multiple monitors, keyboards, and switches. Minho has no fucking clue what any of this equipment is supposed to do â he doesnât give a shit, either â but he sees your eyes go wide with that childlike wonder heâs always been stupefied by.
Your hands twitch, likely from a desire to touch every surface they can find, so you hold them close to your chest while you look around. After studying all the options at your disposal, you take a seat behind the monitor at the left end of the desk.
Jihoon asks what everyone else is wondering: âIs the main computer not the one in the middle?â
Normally, this is the sort of thing you'd laugh at. You donât, though; you barely seem to have heard it. Transfixed, you simply mumble something about that computer being hardwired to the server room. Minho doesnât catch the rest of your explanation, but he hears the words âtemperature controlâ and âventilationâ before concentration makes your voice peter out mid-sentence.
The next few minutes pass by without you noticing. Nobody speaks, nobody breathes too loudly for fear of interrupting your train of thought. Thatâs not to say itâs silent; far from it. Your rhythmic typing takes over the room, and the effect it has on Minho is borderline hypnotic.
A siren song, sort of.
In response to its call, Minhoâs mind picks up and races from the room youâre in â back to the Hub, where this all started; to the countless hours heâs spent just like this, watching you work. As mundane as those moments might be in the grand scheme of things, theyâre still his happiest.
Maybe heâd count this moment among them if the Sword of Damocles wasnât swinging so blatantly overhead.
Out of nowhere, you slam your fist down on the desk, startling everyone else enough to flinch. Itâs not just the noise that has Minho, Chan, and Jihoon on high alert; itâs the fact that none of them have ever seen you explode like this.
âGoddamn it!â
Immediately, Minho rushes over to where youâre sitting. His eyes dart from your face to the screen, then back again, finding no obvious answers for your distress.Â
âWhat?â He demands, âWhatâs wrong?â
Eyes glued to the monitor, you continue to mutter, âNo, no, no ââ
âSpider, talk to me. Tell me whatâs going on, so we can fix it.â
âThey fucking ââ You smack the desk again, like hitting something will knock your thoughts loose. âFuck!â
For a second, you let the rage simmer. Then, the defeat you still havenât articulated settles in. You slump down in your chair with your face in your hands, forcing your breathing to slow.Â
âThey mustâve added it after the Professor defected. I canât â It wasnât referenced anywhere on that datashard, Minho. There was nothing.âÂ
All your panic is funneled directly into the palms of your gloves, making it difficult to decipher what youâre saying. Minho leans closer just in time to hear you cry, âThey built a failsafe.â
Minho is out of his fucking depth. In fact, heâs drowning.Â
âA failsafe?â He asks, âWhat, like a back-up program?â
âNo, as in, any attempts to delete or alter the program data will invalidate the study.âÂ
Based on your phrasing, Minho assumes youâre quoting something directly. Swallowing back the acid rising in his throat, he opens his mouth to ask you what the fuck that means. Before he can hurl his question out, you look up at him with abject hopelessness in your eyes; and suddenly, he canât speak.
âAll of their research subjects will be purged,â you spit.
On the other side of the desk, Chan and Jihoon exchange a look â a grim one, but not one of surprise. Theyâve arrived at the conclusion before Minho can leap to it, and theyâre still talking without saying a single goddamn thing out loud.Â
Minho canât take it anymore. He shouts, âWhat the fuck does that mean?â
âIf Spider wipes the beta, everyone with that chip goes with it,â Chan sighs. He scrubs his hands over his face until itâs red. âIf they donât drop dead immediately, itâs not outside the realm of possibility that their brains will be permanently and irreparably fucked as a result.â
Now what?
Now what?
Minhoâs legs grow less steady by the second. He presses his palm flush against the desktop to keep his knees from buckling. He knows damn well it wonât make a difference; his spinning head will bring him down if his body doesnât. Everything â including the pulse hammering in his ears â is simultaneously too quiet and too loud.
What the fuck was this all for? The time, the energy, the lives everyone keeps sacrificing to this fucking cause â any of it.Â
All of it.Â
Whatâs the point of fighting this hard if Ulsan will always be ten steps ahead?
âMinho!â
His head snaps in your direction only to see that you werenât the one calling his name. He blinks, confused. Who â?
âMinho, theyâre coming! Lim Namseok â terminated yesterday. His badge â it flagged ââÂ
Scrapsâ voice comes shrouded in gunfire. The weak connection makes it even harder to hear her; whatever isnât exploding is crackling due to the distance. Each word fizzles at the end, as if lit by a fuse.
ââ to get out ââ
Hand flying to his left ear, Minho presses down the button at the center of his ear piece. âWhoâs coming?â He barks, âScraps, what the fuck is going on?â
When she doesnât respond, someone else takes over.
âItâs the fucking retention team. A sniper took Eunjae out before any of us even saw them coming,â Hongjoong yells. âTheyâve got a unit on the ground and one in the air. Iâll try to shoot the chopper down, but you need to get out of there now.â
âHongjoong, do as much as you can to tear them up, but donât push your luck. If youâre outnumbered, fall back before we lose anybody else. Do you copy?â
He doesnât get a response.
Jihoon moves closer to the door to listen for any incoming footsteps. Hearing none, he growls, âWho the fuck called the boogeymen? Donât they only deal with defectors?â
âIt doesnât matter.â Chan waves him off, âTheyâre here, and we need to be anywhere else.â
Despite what he just said, the leader doesnât move; doesnât budge a centimeter in any direction. Chan simply glances across the room at you, and when you stare back at him, itâs with the same, eerie calmness. Some quiet resignation that makes no fucking sense under the circumstances.
âIf I canât kill the program entirely, I can make it inoperable long enough for the existing chips to be removed,â you say, like youâve already had this idea in your pocket. âForce quit, so to speak.â
You donât elaborate, leaving Minhoâs frustration to drive him halfway out of his goddamn mind. Worse, you ignore the way heâs staring so fucking desperately at you and address the person standing several meters behind him.Â
âJihoon, did you bring the party favors?â
In response, Jihoon slips the duffel bag off his shoulder and holds it out to you. Only then do you move. Chan follows behind as you cross towards the door; neither one of you says a thing when you pass Minho, whoâs still cemented in place.
âWhat the fuck are you planning?â He demands, although his voice shakes. âWhat fucking secrets have you been keeping, and why?âÂ
Once you secure the duffle bag on your own shoulder, you finally bring yourself to look at him. Above your mask, your eyes soften. They crinkle at the corners, as if youâre smiling, but there are tears brimming at your lash line, threatening to fall.
Please donât look at me like you donât have a future.
âFor what itâs worth,â you start. Then, you sniffle, breath hitching as you try to get the rest out. âYouâve always had my heart. All of it â every stupid piece.â
And with nothing more than a nod to Jihoon, youâre gone, running out the door with Chan towards the server room before Minho can say a single word to you; before he can even think of chasing after you.Â
In the blink of an eye, biceps wrap around him like a vice, pinning his arms behind his back and gripping tighter with every kick he tries to use for leverage.
âSpider!â Minho yells.
He fights with all he has to break free of Jihoonâs hold, to throw one or both of them to the ground, to get to you, but the older man doesnât bat an eye. As if Minho weighs nothing at all, Jihoon begins hauling him back down the hallway towards the fire exit.
âYouâre going the wrong way,â he grunts as he thrashes. âLet me â go ââÂ
Jihoon doesnât say a word, doesnât waste a breath, doesnât stop pulling. Whatever strength he has left in the reserves, itâs wielded against Minho, not on making apologies.Â
Minho bucks again, throwing all the weight from his legs to his back. It does nothing apart from exhaust him, but he canât stop. Heâll never stop.Â
âSpider!â
Close to feral, his anguished shouts devolve to desperate, growling noises. âI swear to god, Iâll bury you for this, Lee ââ
He digs his heels into the ground to slow the older manâs momentum. His knees could snap at the force with which heâs resisting. He doesnât give a shit if they do; heâll crawl to you if he has to.
âIâll splatter your brains against the fucking wall when I get my hands on you,â Minho spits. âIâm your commanding fucking officer!â
The next time he kicks, someone grabs him by the ankles to help carry his restless body down the stairs. Felix, judging by that pathetic, apologetic look in his eyes. Minho resolves to kill him, too, when he gets his limbs back. Heâll burn the whole goddamn compound to the ground for standing in his way; for letting you do this.
It should be me.
Youâre the best of them, and theyâre letting you die.Â
It should be me.
Theyâre going to stand here, watching while you â
A sob he wasnât prepared for bursts out of his chest in the form of your real name. With it, his threats dissolve into pleas, so goddamn pitiful in comparison to the violent way he still flails.
âPlease!â He cries, voice raw. Making himself louder doesnât make him heard. Incapable of doing anything else, he begs, âPlease donât let her do this. Sheâs all I have â All I want â Goddamnit, please! I need to get her out of there ââ
So useless.
âI have to get her out,â he sobs with one final burst of energy rattling through otherwise spent limbs.Â
The arms and hands around him still donât relent. Over and over, he repeats his only thought in rapid succession until his voice gives out:Â
âI have to get her out.â
Two seconds before they drag his body over the threshold, the whole facility shakes, like the earth below has opened up to swallow it down. Even from the opposite side of the building, Minho can hear shattered glass hitting the ground like sheets of rain. With the heavy, black cloud swirling over the southwest section of roof, he mightâve believed in some storm.
He might have.
But now, Minho sees the flames licking at the sky above, and he no longer believes in anything.
There are 244 kilometers between Cheongju and Changwon. By car, the distance flies by in fewer than three hours, assuming the expressways arenât clogged with corporate commuters. All things considered, itâs not a trip that disrupts a personâs day. Itâs straightforward, and above all, itâs easy.
What isnât easy is crawling on your stomach underneath a blanket of smoke, only to drag half of someone elseâs body weight with you down a flight of stairs.
Thereâs nothing straightforward about slipping through alleyways and ditches, trying to avoid nearby police blockades as they pop up; or attempting to conceal clothes that are singed in some places and actively smoking in others.
That distance does not fly by in three hours, even though the expressways arenât clogged, because thereâs disruption after disruption:Â
Starting on foot, only to steal â and later dump â a car when the walk becomes unbearable.Â
Wandering blindly without a working mobile, unable to access assistance or a map, and learning that your best guesses are wrong turns more often than not.
Avoiding phones in general due to the localized surge in cell surveillance, knowing even a coded message could wind up with you and any recipients dead.
Stopping repeatedly with burning lungs to check on someone in far worse shape than you, pretending not to hurt for their sake.
No, the estimates are all fucked.Â
It takes twenty-one hours to travel the 244 kilometers between Cheongju and Changwon; and you feel the weight of every single one of them when you hobble through the front doors of the factory just to drop, exhausted, onto the floor.
News of your survival spreads like dandelion seeds throughout the compound. Within minutes, it seems, everyone youâve ever made eye-contact with swings by the clinic to pat you on the back.Â
One of them â Sierra, of all people â does you the greatest kindness of all: bringing you a change of clothes and then refusing to stick around for a chat.Â
Half of them have never spoken to you before now, though you try not to hold that fact against them.Â
Almost all of them throw the word âbraveâ around like itâs weightless.Â
You know better.
What you did was useless in the grand scheme of things, and knowing that is heavy. Crushing, even, so much so that you find it hard to catch your breath. No, youâre sure, what you did was peak cowardice.
You need to get out of this clinic. You need all of these well-wishers to stop looking at you like some tragic hero. You need â
You push off the cot youâre occupying without giving it a second thought. The lightheadedness threatens to take you right back down again, but the feeling passes as quickly as it comes. You stay on your feet, even though you sway, by sheer force of will.
Thatâs it. There you go.
Doc gave you a once-over when you were first hauled in. Neither one of you truly felt like you were a priority. She may have been justifiably distracted, but in forming her expert opinion, she saw your bruised â not broken â body and declared you âgood enoughâ. You take that glowing assessment at face value now and promptly discard the bit about âneeding to stay for observationâ.
Her primary concern is that you shouldnât sleep with your concussion. Baseless, you think ruefully. Youâve been awake for two days and donât see that changing any time soon.
Before you attempt to make a break for it, you glance at the far end of the clinic. There, a white screen stretches longways across most of the area for privacy, leaving two exits on either side. You donât see the point of it; it doesnât hide a thing. Two work lights shine so brightly from their spots by the wall that every movement in front of them is broadcasted on the thin, nylon divider.
As expected, the shadow puppet youâre looking for is still hovering around an unmoving mass in the center of the screen.
Chan.
Heâs alive, even though he doesnât look it. Heâs talking, too, which is a marked improvement from the state he was in just a few hours ago. The morphine drip must be helping, you figure. Until now, he had a belt between his teeth to quell the pain, which wouldâve kept him quiet.
Otherwise, thereâs only one explanation for the corner heâs turned over the past few hours: The love of his life hasnât left his side since he was carried into the clinic; and he knows sheâs there.Â
Youâve learned the hard way that both of those conditions must be met to make a difference.Â
One without the other isnât enough.
You canât hear what theyâre murmuring to each other, and you donât want to. Itâs theirs. Thankfully, their hushed tones give you the only confirmation you need: neither of your pseudo-parents will catch and scold you for leaving against medical advice. Theyâre oblivious; theyâre fine; they have each other. You have â
Do you, though?
The person you want to see is coincidentally the only one in the entire compound that hasnât come by seeking proof of life.
At first, you feared the worst; ripped your cuticles to shreds when the faces passing by werenât his. No one mentioned his name or asked you if youâd seen him, as if there was no him left to see.
Then, you saw Jihoon walking around with his cheekbone stitched together. Thereâs some sick comfort in knowing that Minho at least lived long enough to beat his knuckles bloody. Youâve apologized to Jihoon three times now for the effect you caused, but heâs shrugged off every single one of them, like yesterday was just another day at the office.
Wasnât it?
You creep out the door undetected and make your way to the nearest stairwell. The quiet throughout the halls in the factory isnât comforting in the way it used to be. No part of the deeply familiar landscape is.Â
It should be.
Itâs the only real home youâve ever known â one you thought for sure youâd never see again.
But every empty doorway you pass may as well have a body in it. You still see that woman and her unspent aspirations everywhere you look. You still hear the way she begged for her life before she lost it.
And when the stairs ahead finally come into view â ones youâve taken a million times â theyâre insurmountable. Your body aches automatically, like youâre still pulling Chanâs phantom weight out of the fire. That memory is muscle-deep now, you fear. Thereâs no getting rid of it.
At the landing, you force yourself forward. The siren song only you can hear is far stronger than the call of your own bed. It lures you around the corner whether or not youâre ready to follow it.
You arenât, you realize as your steps continue automatically. The guilt threatens to eat you alive, and frankly, youâre prepared to let it. You deserve it.Â
Somehow, despite your bullshit insanity and your numerous violations of trust, you still managed to skate through with a life left to live. Considering what you did, you figure itâs only fair that you pay this price â feel this fucking awful â for the rest of your unearned years.
Maybe.Â
You donât know.Â
Youâre in uncharted territory now because your plan didnât include an after.Â
As your footsteps draw closer to Minhoâs room, it dawns on you that you donât have a plan at all now. You donât know what the fuck to say to him, let alone where to start. You wonder whether or not you should bother at all.Â
If Minho knows youâre back at the compound, that means he made a choice not to find you. You have no right â none whatsoever â to take away his options a second time.
Heâll never forgive you, you tell yourself. If the roles were reversed, youâd do the same.
Maybe.
You donât know.
You canât take those hypotheticals and draw conclusions because Minho has never â would never â put you in the position you stranded him in. He wouldnât hijack a mission you created or exclude you from a half-baked, shittily-executed contingency plan. Heâd never force a friend to make some destructive, deathbed promise; wouldnât have you dragged out of blast radius, kicking and screaming and fighting and spitting, just to drop you in a front-row seat.
Heâs the best of all of you, and you did your absolute worst to him.
Itâs selfish, walking up to his door now. You know it is. Despite that, you canât make your body stop moving now that itâs started; canât keep that boulder from rolling down hill. One last look, you tell yourself. Thatâs all you need.Â
Even if he never looks you in the eyes again, this can be enough.
You raise your hand and reach out to the scraped-up wood with your knuckles leading the way. Theyâre dirty, you note, caked with soot in every crease. They shouldnât be. You scrubbed them raw to get the blood and plasma off your skin. Itâs possible â likely, even â that your brain is fried beyond fixing, and that youâre imagining things.
Maybe.
You donât know.
You donât hear an answer when you finally bring yourself to knock. No, you correct yourself, thatâs an answer in and of itself. Acting selfishly once again, you donât heed that silent reply. You donât knock again, either. Heart hammering against your ribs, you wrap your hand around the knob and twist.
Part of you wants to laugh. Of course, his is the only door in the whole fucking factory that doesnât squeak horrifically on its hinges. His tolerance level for annoyance has always been low.
Inching your way over the threshold, you call out, âMinho?âÂ
And once again, you donât hear a response.
Standing now inside his room, you donât see him â not at first. He certainly doesnât see you. His back leans against the window frame while he slumps on the ledge, presumably staring off in the opposite direction through the glass. His defeated posture is as telling as the position heâs in.Â
The Minho you know never sits with his back to a door. Itâs too big a risk and too broad a target; an invitation for a nasty surprise. Heâs said it a thousand times: whoever kills him needs to look him in the eyes.
This is what it looks like when a personâs given up, you think.Â
This is what you did.
Throat thick, you call his name again. This time around, it barely qualifies as a whisper; all your breath is caught up in that tangle in your chest. Thereâs no way he heard it because you barely did. Really, you should â
âFuck off,â Minho growls without turning around. âI wonât tell you a third time.â
His words donât carry the same venom they usually do in circumstances like this. He just sounds hollow, and it devastates you so completely to hear the emptiness that tears start falling without your permission. You donât move from where you stand, too overwhelmed to process both ambulation and falling apart at the seams.
The lack of footsteps tips him off to your ongoing, unwanted presence.
âWhen will you people give up? â After slamming his left fist against the window frame, he pushes himself abruptly off the ledge to his feet. âI donât want your goddamn sympathy. All Iâve ever fucking wanted is ââÂ
He wheels around then, fists clenched and ready to swing. All the air in his lungs leaves him when he sees you standing there. The rest of that thought is strangled, and it drops lifeless on the floor.
âYou.â
You canât guess what comes next: screaming, blame, silence, violence. You donât even know which of those things would be worst â just that heâs entitled to all of the above, and youâve earned the lot.
What you end up with isnât an outcome you ever wouldâve anticipated. Itâs him, his quivering mouth, and his exhausted, red-rimmed eyes taking several steps forward on shaky legs. Itâs a desperate bid to close the distance, and a look built on so many conflicting emotions that you canât even begin to take inventory.
At first, your hammering heart tells you to back away; that he may hate you enough to hurt you.Â
But he doesnât.
He falls to his knees in front of you when his legs ultimately give out. Boneless, he crumples forward onto his palms until his head hangs low between his arms. From where youâre standing, it almost looks like heâs praying. That is, until you notice the way his shoulders shake.
Of all the people youâve met in your life, Minho is the only one who seemed to be incapable of crying. Nausea swells now that he proves you wrong. It feels like a violation to see him this way, especially knowing that youâre the reason for the state heâs in.
Through a clenched jaw, he begs for answers you didnât anticipate needing to give:Â
âIâm hallucinating, arenât I? Iâve finally lost my fucking mind?â
Oh.
Without a second thought, you fall to your knees, too. Chrome and carbon fiber scrape against concrete as you scoot yourself closer, and you pray that your proximity will be proof enough that youâre here.
Itâs not.
âI left you for dead, and now Iâm seeing ghosts. Is that it?â
Heartbroken, you try your best to get through, âMinho, no.â
Tentatively, you reach out to touch his shoulder, thinking that you might be able to ground him, even if you canât comfort him. Before your fingertips find him, he senses your movement and lifts his head. Your hands automatically reroute to claim either side of his face, fingers sliding into unkempt hair. To your surprise, he doesnât pull away. Instead, Minho studies your features intently, like heâs ruling out translucence; like his sanity is on the line.
Maybe it is.
More desperately than you ever have before, you drink down the sight of him. Beautiful, you think, even like this.Â
Now that youâre able to see his face in full, you find it tear-streaked. Somehow less alarmingly, his right temple is scraped to hell and back, while his left is black-and-blue. Itâs a perfect portrait of the fist that struck him. The darkest shades of indigo demarcate where the knuckles dug in deepest; and the scabbed, scarlet lines on his other side illustrate the state of the ground he fell to.
Gravel.
You have to stop yourself from asking who hurt him. After all, it doesnât fucking matter whose name heâd drop. You already know whoâs to blame.Â
Nevertheless, Minho sees the question in your eyes, and he tells you, âI tried to run in after you once the bomb went off. After the fire started.â
Of course he did. What did you expect?
âIâm sorry,â you whisper, as if thatâll ever be enough. It doesnât and wonât erase what you did, yet you repeat it anyway, âIâm so sorry.â
Opening your mouth was a mistake, you quickly realize. The dam breaks, and you canât keep the words from spilling out. They all pile up, overlapping in time and urgency.Â
Every word you say comes out in one breath; sputtered, as if your head has finally broken through the surface of rushing water. âI shouldâve told you about the contingency plan, but I knew youâd try to take my place, and I couldnât ââ
âI couldnât leave you there,â he swears, as if you left him with any other choice. âEven if I was too late to save you, I needed to bring you home.âÂ
Minho suddenly shifts, prompting your hands to fall from his face. To erase the distance heâs created, he sits back on his knees and pulls you into the space between them. You melt into his body when his arms wrap around you. Just as easily, you give in to the thousandth conflicting reason youâve found to cry:
Heâs never held you like this before.
With his cheek pressed to the side of your bowed head, you can feel his runaway tears. Though his voice wavers, his intentions are rock solid. âI fought like hell to get back to you. They had to knock me out just to get me into the fucking van. I didnât want to leave you. I swear, I wouldnât ââ
âI wouldnât be able to live with myself if I didnât stop the rollout,â you cry. âKeeping you in the dark was the only way to keep you safe.â You bury your face into the front of his shirt and repeat it even more emphatically, âMinho, Iâm so fucking sorry.â
For a moment, he stays quiet. As curious as you are about his silence, you donât pull away to look up at him. You think youâd rather actually die than sacrifice a single second of the closeness you walked through hell and back to find.
Eventually, without prompting, Minho does speak. His voice is so soft that his question hardly reaches you. âWhy did you do it?â
You pause, unsure of which part of your explanation he wants repeated. If heâs truly asking you to start over from the top, you will. Youâre prepared to rake yourself over those coals forever, but you doubt he has the time.Â
âIn the control room,â he explains when you donât arrive at the point yourself. âYou told me that you love me, and then you ran off to blow yourself up. Why did you leave without letting me respond?â
Once again, youâre thrown; so disoriented that you canât find the starting line. There were several reasons for running out the way you did: fear that heâd stop you if he caught on too quickly, or that heâd follow before Jihoon could drag him to safety. More than anything, as you sheepishly admit, âI didnât think youâd say it back.â
He goes silent again. His arms pull you even closer, though you didnât think it was possible.Â
âI think Medusa had it easy,â he confesses, sounding almost self-conscious for the first time in his life.Â
Though youâre caught off-guard, you donât interrupt him.Â
He hesitates for a moment, then adds, âI think my curse has it all backwards. I turn to stone when people look at me, not the other way around.â
At this, you finally unearth your face from where itâs buried in his t-shirt. His body goes slightly slack without your frame to hold him up; the look on his face is just as deflated.Â
Turning in your spot to face him, you frown, but you tell him the truth. âIâm not as good at reading you as I thought I was.â
âSay it again.âÂ
You blink.
Minho lifts his hand and cups your cheek. âPlease,â he begs, thumb brushing over your skin. âSay it again, so I can get it right this time.â
You lean into his palm, allowing the warmth of it to radiate until you feel it everywhere â feel him everywhere. From there, as is always the case, the reflex takes over. âI love you. I think I always have.â
âI love you,â Minho echoes emphatically. âAnd unfortunately for you, I think I always will.â
It strikes like a pickaxe, sending cracks through a well-built wall. You swear you can hear the pieces of it falling. If you look closely, you can see the light as it rushes in.
There you are, you think. I knew you were in there somewhere.
He kisses you then, scrambling your brain so thoroughly that you almost forget itâs the first time he ever has. But heâs no stranger to you, and he proves it. Calloused hands maneuver you into his lap without resistance, without interruption, and lean arms snake around you as you straddle him, pinning you against his chest.
In an instant, you thread your fingers through his hair, hellbent on clinging to whatever parts of him you can get your hands on. That desperate grip of yours has always made him lose his mind; tonight isnât any different. He groans into your mouth when you tug those strands now, proving that youâre no stranger, either.
His tongue flicks over your bottom lip, like heâs scratching at the door to be let in. You let him, let out some needy, mewling sound as he licks into your mouth to claim it.
Yours, you think. Yours, yours, yours.
When he unexpectedly pulls away from you, those little whines of yours only get louder. Kiss-bitten, Minhoâs lips flatten into a thin line that indicates heâs fighting off a smile.Â
âSpider, I know vulnerability is your thing,â he sighs. His left hand releases its hold on the bottom of your thigh. With it, he gestures to the other side of the room. âBut did you mean to leave the door open for this?â
Whipping your head around, you confirm that you did not, in fact, close the door behind you. Heat rises to your face before you can stop it. No matter how thoroughly you rack your brain, you come up short. Thereâs no excuseâ not even a bad one â for a cybersecurity expert being this abysmally accessible offline.
Youâre in the middle of questioning your qualifications for the role you occupy when Minho gently pats the side of your leg, wordlessly asking you to leave his lap. With great difficulty and a dash of awkwardness, you do. Just as soon as youâre back on your feet, your body riots. All the exhaustion and soreness youâve been ignoring screams for acknowledgement.
Minho must hear it.Â
âBed,â he murmurs, punctuating his instruction with a quick kiss to your temple.
Also a first, you note.Â
Despite your long history of entanglements, youâve never once ended up in his sheets. Your heart flutters involuntarily at the prospect; the fever-grade burning in your cheeks only gets worse. Thankfully, with his back now turned to you, Minho doesnât see how eagerly you stagger towards the stolen bed frame in the corner. You hope he doesnât hear the relieved moan you let out when you collapse in an aching heap on his mattress.
Across the room, the lock clicks. Footsteps follow so quietly that you wouldâve missed them if you didnât have his gait committed to memory. The person walking back to you looks unfamiliar, though â somehow. Thereâs no trademark sharpness at the edges now. Thereâs no want darkening his eyes, but something delicate that softens them.
Itâs need, you realize when he comes to drape himself over you. Itâs gentle, the way he compensates for your strained muscles and takes it upon himself to shed your clothes, layer by layer. And itâs trust, finally letting him see the way you exist on your own â with your artificial leg removed from the equation and set carefully off to the side.
After positioning himself between your thighs, Minho pauses. His forearms rest on either side of your head, caging you in against the pillow below. Time doesnât seem to pass while he gazes down at you, and you certainly donât mind the delay. Of all your moments, this one â here, with him â is your happiest.
âIn case it doesnât go without saying,â he murmurs, nudging the tip of his nose against yours. âI forgive you for doing what you had to do.â
Blinking quickly doesnât do much to dispel the tears prickling in the corners of your eyes. You bite your bottom lip and nod to the extent that you can. âThank you,â you whisper.
âDo me a favor, though?â
âAnything.â
âKiss me,â he requests, and you do.
When your mouth is finally on his, he rolls his hips forward with deliberate precision, length sliding through your arousal until he enters you, groaning. He maintains that slow, careful pace; coaxes you open for him until the stretch melts from pain to pleasure.
Eloquent as ever, you mewl with your lips still pressed to his. Itâs muffled, of course, but thereâs no context to miss. âOh, my god.â
Once you acclimate to his size, Minho could ramp up the intensity if he wanted to. He doesnât. He takes his time, grinds against you so perfectly that youâd never dream of rushing through this.Â
At this pace, every stroke hits deeper than the last; each languid drag of his cock along your walls converts more and more of your thoughts to static.
Itâs such a change-up from every other time youâve wound up underneath him. Part of you wishes that you could scrap all those trysts and pretend that this is your first. In a way, you suppose, it is. Thereâs a drastic difference between being fucked by Minho and being loved by him. For obvious reasons, you donât plan on going back to the way it was before.
His length grazes your g-spot, pulling a whimper out of you. Dizzy from the sensation, you donât notice the way your cunt clenches down on him until he curses under his breath.
âShit,â he moans, âWish you knew how perfect you feel wrapped around me. I swear, Iâm not leaving this bed as long as youâre in it.â
Another stroke hits you exactly where you crave him most.Â
âPlease,â you gasp, back arching off the bed. He leans in to capitalize on the length of neck youâve left exposed; the heat of his tongue on your flesh drives you absolutely insane. âR-right there, Minho. Please, Iâm so close.â
Other people have described Minho as defiant, but you have to disagree. He does precisely what you beg of him, angling each thrust to get you gushing around him. And even after he has you shaking underneath him, he refuses to slack off.
The orgasm he pulls from you is so overwhelming that you feel it tingling in your scalp, resonating down your spine until every nerve in your body is a live wire. Youâre still somewhere in the stratosphere when Minho unravels, twitching and spilling inside of you until heâs got nothing left to give.
Spent, he pulls out of your heat, maneuvers himself carefully around you, and collapses at your side to catch his breath.
His eyes are closed when you regain enough motor function to turn your head his way. Across his forehead, stray strands of black hair stick to a thin veil of sweat. The slow rise and fall of his chest says heâs halfway to sleep, and with how hypnotic you find it all, youâre nearly there yourself.
Just a few more minutes, you tell yourself. Itâs too hard to look away from him. Youâd never had the chance to see him this way before, and you know better now than to waste it.Â
âPlease donât ever stop looking at me like that,â he mumbles with his eyes still closed.
Your quiet laughter doesnât prompt him to look at you, but it does spark the hint of a smile. âLike what, Minho?â
âLike Iâm your future.â
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The Golden Shift
Goldmarkt wasnât always the sleek, upscale supermarket it was today. Years ago, it had been an ordinary grocery store, known for its fair prices and friendly atmosphere. Families came for their weekly shopping, greeted by employees in simple uniforms. The store had a mix of men and women, and everyone worked well together.
But things changed when GoldCorp, a mysterious corporate entity, bought the chain. The original owners were quietly replaced, and whispers spread among the staff about a new direction for the store. Thatâs when Richard arrived.
Richard was sent to oversee the transformation of Goldmarkt. His methods were subtle at firstâjust small changes, like improving efficiency and updating technology. But beneath the surface, there was a more sinister plan in motion. GoldCorp had discovered something powerful: the allure of gold. Not just as a symbol of wealth, but as a tool for control. The gold in the uniforms and dĂ©cor was imbued with subliminal cues, designed to break down resistance and foster total loyalty.
When Richard arrived, he immediately began making sweeping changes. The employees noticed how sharply dressed he wasâhis uniform was nothing like theirs. Richard wore a shiny metallic golden AC Milan soccer jersey over a crisp white button-up shirt, with a bold red-and-black striped tie. The golden jersey caught the light, making him seem larger than life. Every detail of his appearance was perfect, from the way his tie was knotted to the way the gold on his sleeves shimmered under the storeâs fluorescent lights.
Richardâs first order of business was to introduce a new system for organizing the store. âWe need to make Goldmarkt a symbol of excellence,â he said in a meeting. âEfficiency, order, and discipline are key. Weâll begin by assigning each of you to the departments that suit you best.â
It all seemed reasonable enough, but the employees soon found out that Richardâs âassignmentsâ were anything but ordinary.
The test was mandatory. Each employee, from cashiers to stock clerks, was called into Richardâs office to take it. The questions seemed harmless at first, but as they went on, they became more personal.
âHow do you feel about wearing uniforms?â
âHow much do you value structure and hierarchy in the workplace?â
âHow proud would you feel representing Goldmarkt in gold?â
The answers didnât matter. The test was designed to assess obedience, to see who would willingly embrace the new system and who might resist.
Once the test was completed, each employee received their new uniform. It wasnât just any uniformâit was a shiny metallic golden AC Milan soccer jersey with a white button-up shirt underneath and a red-and-black striped tie.
The gold shimmered with a hypnotic quality, and each department had its own unique touch:
Bakery staff were given small golden bakery caps to wear with their uniforms, adding a touch of elegance to their roles.
Stock clerks wore golden aprons tied around their waists, the gleam of gold marking them as part of the new order.
Cashiers received golden blazers with their name and department embroidered in bold lettering.
The once colorful and varied staff now glimmered in gold, their names and numbers embroidered on the backs of their jerseys. It wasnât just a uniformâit was a symbol of submission to the new Goldmarkt order.
Almost overnight, the female employees began disappearing. One day, Sarah didnât show up for her shift. Then Lily, a cashier, was suddenly gone. No one questioned it at first. Richard had mentioned in passing that some employees had moved on to other opportunities, but soon, it became clear that all of the women had been quietly removed.
Alex noticed it one morning when he arrived for his shift. The store felt differentâemptier, quieter. He glanced around at the rows of employees now filling the aisles, all men, all wearing their new golden uniforms.
âWhere did everyone go?â Alex asked Ryan as they stood in the breakroom.
Ryan, now wearing the golden Assistant Managerâs uniformâa shiny AC Milan jersey with a special golden stripe down his sleevesâdidnât seem concerned. âWho cares? This new systemâs working. Just look at us. Weâre more organized than ever.â
But Alex couldnât shake the feeling that something was terribly wrong.
For the employees who didnât adapt quickly enough to the new system, Richard had another tool: subtle hypnosis. The test wasnât just about assigning departments; it was also a way to gauge resistance. Those who showed reluctance to embrace the golden uniform or questioned the new rules were quietly called into Richardâs office for âone-on-one discussions.â Everyone obeys...
Tom, a stock clerk, had been vocal about his discomfort with the new uniforms. âI donât get why we need to wear all this gold. Itâs just a supermarket, right?â
Richard smiled, his golden tie gleaming as he gestured for Tom to sit. âItâs about pride, Tom. Donât you want to feel proud of the work you do here?â
Tom hesitated but sat down, thinking it was just another conversation about job performance. But as the discussion went on, Tom felt his mind start to drift. Richardâs voice was calm, soothing, and the golden light reflecting off the walls seemed to dance in his vision. Before he knew it, Tom was nodding along, his resistance fading.
When Tom left Richardâs office, he was different. His eyes were glazed, and his movements were slow and deliberate. He no longer questioned the uniform. He wore his golden apron with pride, and his mind seemed entirely focused on his duties.
âI get it now,â Tom said later to Alex, his voice distant. âThe gold... itâs what we need. Itâs who we are.â
Tom and Richard made new promotion pictures for recruits, who would not fall for it? Ready to embrace the Gold?
As time passed, it became clear that those who embraced the gold the quickest were rewarded. Ryan, who had accepted the changes immediately, rose to Assistant Manager within weeks. His shiny golden jersey had additional golden details, marking him as part of the storeâs leadership team.
Other employees who showed enthusiasm for their uniforms were promoted as well. Stock clerks like Ben were given special roles as inventory managers, their golden aprons bearing embroidered titles. Bakery staff who worked without question were allowed to wear special golden caps, a symbol of their higher rank.
The more obedient the employees were, the more gold they were given. It wasnât long before the entire store was run by men in gleaming golden uniforms, each of them eager to serve.
Not everyone fell in line as easily as Ryan. Alex had noticed the changes in the storeâthe disappearance of the women, the sudden rise of employees who once resisted but now worked with eerie devotion. He knew something was wrong, and the gold wasnât just a uniform anymoreâit was a symbol of something darker.
One night, after closing, Alex snuck into Richardâs office. He had to find out what was going on. Inside, he found a folder labeled âGold Implementation Plan.â As he flipped through the pages, his heart raced. The documents outlined the entire process: the tests, the hypnosis, and the goldâs power over the mind.
The gold uniforms werenât just for show. They were part of a larger plan to control the workforce, breaking down resistance and fostering total obedience. Those who questioned the system were slowly reprogrammed through subtle hypnosis until they wore the gold with pride.
Alex slammed the folder shut, his heart pounding. He had to leave. He had to escape before the gold claimed him too.
But as he turned to leave, the door creaked open. Richard stood in the doorway, his eyes gleaming.
âYou should have accepted the gold, Alex,â Richard said softly. âBut donât worry. Weâll take care of that.â
The next morning, Alex returned to work, but he was different. His shiny metallic golden AC Milan jersey hung neatly in his locker, waiting for him. Without hesitation, he put it on. The golden fabric clung to him, and as it did, he felt a wave of calm wash over him.
The doubts, the questions, the fearâthey all melted away. The uniform wasnât just clothing; it was part of him now. The gold was his identity.
Richard greeted him as he stepped onto the floor. âLooking good, Alex 13,â he said with a grin. âYouâre one of us now.â
Alex smiled back, feeling the warmth of the gold coursing through him. He was part of Goldmarkt now, and he wore his shiny golden uniform with pride.
"We Obey Gold, We Obey Cap"
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Hi. I've been getting a lot of emails and messages with questions about the pride poster, so I'm going to make a quick FAQ:
I want this on a shirt
Good news: mxmorgan.threadless.com
Can I print this? Can I edit it? Can I use it as a phone background?
Yes. High quality and high res versions are here, for only $3 or more. Direct link is here: https://ko-fi.com/s/ac6c284e8c
Will you be making these into patches or back patches?
No. Money is tight and I don't have space in my apartment for more boxes. I suggest getting the license and making it yourself or buying a shirt from Threadless and cutting out the print.
Why did you forget X flag?
I assure you it's not out of malice. I've been doing a lot of extra hours at work, focusing on non pride related projects, working on 6 month+ old unfinished commissions, and fulfilling very delayed Kickstarter rewards. I'm only one person and I do my best to include as many as time allows, leeway is very much appreciated. I will make a few more pride flag requests soon and add them to the license and my shops, but after that I will need to step back from this and focus on other things. It's also why I offer 3 editable image files in the license - you're welcome to make your own or hire an artist to do it for you. [Update 7:18 pm, added those 3 designs, gay/MLM, aroace, and genderfluid, to the license and other shops. I will no longer make new edits for reasons stated here.]
I'm having an issue opening the licensing file. What is .RAR? Is it corrupted?
It's a .RAR, you will need WinRAR to open it. I like how WinRAR compresses large files better than winzip. All the files are in there. [Update 7:18 pm, it's back to a .zip file.]
I am having an issue with my shirt or print order
You need to contact Threadless or Inprnt customer service for order issues. I don't do fulfillment. For inprnt: https://help.inprnt.com/#contact For Threadless: https://support.threadless.com/
Can I commission you?
Not at this time. I need to focus on delayed work as well as my own projects.
Can you make a my nation's flag?
No.
Can I get this tattooed? Do I also have to get the tattoo ticket?
You can get this tattooed. Don't have to buy the ticket or the license, but it's a nice gesture and does help me, the artist, directly.
Can I make and sell this as patches, stickers, etc?
If you bought the license, yes. I have few restrictions: Don't be a fuckin fascist, don't be a company/corporation, and if you do sell them please give the money to your local queer and trans group, Palestinian, and/or Congolese aid. Don't profit from my work.
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Not sure if the offer is real, but I want to participate. I am 5â9 144lbs. I have always wanted to be 200lbs, 6â4, and jacked with a giant package and balls. I would want to go in the super horny direction, but no intellect lost. I am a college student who is waiting anxiously for the battle with fat to begin. Again, I donât know if this is real, but I am interested in Rakurai Inc.
Just a big dude then eh?
Walking back from work you notice a small parcel sticking out of your letterbox.
You open it up to find a beany with a small logo which reads Rakurai Inc. On it.
You put it on and immediately feel a warmth spreading through your being.
As you look over your body you see pounds and pounds of muscle flying onto your frame. Your loose shirt started to tighten around your growing physique.
Your arms make the shirt look painted on, while your pecs jut out, and you can't help but give them a good squeeze.
Your glutes explode making your ass look and feel amazing (you make a mental note of this, making sure to take it for a test drive later).
Your cock thickens, doesn't get much longer but as it was hard before it seems to briefly soften, before harding again, but not growing much more (Another mental note, seemingly you've become a shower).
A fierce stinging pain shootst through your arms as tattoos spread across them, and a heavy itch crawls over your jaw, giving you a stunning beard, adorning your new sharp jawline.
As you walk over to the mirror your surroundings shift and fade, while your mind gets overwhelmed. The new you blinks a few times while both the area around you and in your mind settle.
You're a top tier personal trainer on your way to your own workout. Today is chest day, you think with a smile as you pop your pecs while you hear your boyfriend calling from the other side of the room.
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ËËË âź kairi's AUtober !
day 3: single dad miguel o'hara
a big, busy man with round, dark red sunglasses came to your daycare looking a bit awkward, darting his head from both sides, seeing all the daycare caretakers and parents with their kids; hearing the sounds of joyful laughter, tantrums, crying, and kids just being kids. he approached you by the counter, holding his toddler in his arms; the toddler played with his hair and giggled as she did, while the man himself showed no visible emotions to her touch. "excuse me," he muttered underneath his breath as he looked at you from underneath his dark red sunglasses, his dark, curly hair draping over his forehead and brushing over it as he tried to level with you to speak with you.
you turned around and smiled up at him, looking over at his young daughter who was twirling his hair with her tiny hand. "yes, sir? how may i help you?" you asked him as he took his daughter away from his hair and cooed to her in a soft, soothing whisper. "i'd like to leave my daughter here at the daycare, just for a few hours." he told you as his daughter babbled and stuck her tongue out up at her dad. you nodded, your smile not leaving your face as you looked at the two of them and scoured under the desk for a sign-up sheet he were to fill up.
"ay, briella, mija, don't chew on papĂ 's glasses; he needs these." he gently chided his toddler as he took the glasses away from her little hands that she managed to sneak from under (or over, rather) his nose. you giggled a little at their shenanigans and got back to the man with a form; you directed him where to sign, explaining the vital terms and conditions, with him humming and nodding in understanding, while he cradled his little girl in his arms and snuck kisses on the top of her head. "thanks," he told you as he began to sign away, still clutching on to his daughter with one arm and writing and signing away a storm with his other arm. you noted that the man was... very built, his polo shirt's sleeves weren't helping you redirect your attention towards other matters, because they looked as if they were on the brink of popping if he moved another muscle.
as he signed away, his daughter made eye contact with you; you noticed her big, beautiful dark brown eyes and the way her little lips curved into a smile as she giggled when she looked at you. you giggled in return and made a silly face, delighting the little one even more; you entertained the little girl as her father signed the papers and handed them to you, though he caught you in the middle of doing an impersonation of elmo or some other character, while his daughter giggled and laughed even louder. he gave a slight smile at you and raised an eyebrow.
"was that... kermit?" he asked you, making you feel shy as you tried to explain who you were really impersonating to him. "hah, i see, well... it's quite cute. made my little girl laugh, so, i like it; care to teach me how to do that? it's like the only characters i can impersonate are... the beast from that one disney princess movie, and the big blue spotty monster from that other disney movie." "oh, the beast from beauty and the beast and sully from monsters inc?" you chimed in, making him nod slowly and chuckle again. "yeah, yeah, those guys; you really know your stuff. briella keeps calling me 'kitty', and i always have to correct her that i'm not 'kitty' i'm 'papĂ '." he rambled, gushing about his beloved daughter.
you smiled at his little anecdote, and when you got the form back from him, you quickly skimmed through it. his name? you made sure every necessary information box and blank was filled out: miguel o'hara. occupation? a geneticist at alchemax corporation, and then some. he seemed to be okay and accounted for, but then something caught your eye... 'marital status: single.'
your eyes practically popped out of their sockets and your mouth must've made a noise when it hit the core of the earth, becauseâ
"how on earth is such a perfect man and dad single?"
"excuse me?"
...
you stuttered out your apologies, trying to explain that you didn't really mean anything bad nor negative by it, you were just... shocked, but why would you be shocked? 'it's none of my business, shit, that was so insensitive of me...' you thought to yourself all anxiously and ashamed, but instead of getting angry, miguel smiled at you and reassured you as you freaked out over your little comment. "it's fine, it's fineâi kinda get that a lot, though, really. don't worry, i don't take offense in it anymore." he tells you as you slowly begin to calm down and compose yourself. "sorry, sir, i just... i was so surprised." "at the fact i'm single?" he asks you with an eyebrow raise. you look him up and down, and at the button near his chest that was on the brink of popping open. you felt yourself grow flustered, and all of a sudden, your mouth moved faster than your brainâ
"yes."
and that little comment made him burst out laughing.
this intimidating man who had a terrifying poker face and looks like he could kill you in a matter of seconds was laughing at your honest answer for your surprise. "i was just kidding, but, seriously? you're surprised that i'm single?" he asked you, bewildered that you were actually serious, while you were bewildered at him not realizing how much of a catch he was. he chuckled as he held his daughter closer with his one arm, and extended to you the other one. "let's start over, i'm o'hara, miguel o'hara." he introduced himself to you properly as you took his hand in yours and gave him your name, shaking his hand as he smiled wider. "well, i'd like to leave my daughter, gabriella, here in your daycare's care for a few hours. but a part of me is kinda wanting to stay now." he admitted, with you raising an eyebrow and grinning. "why's that?" you asked him as he gazed back at you and chuckled, shrugging as he held his daughter's tiny hand in his own. "because i'd... like to get to know this sweet person in front of me even more. maybe get to know if... you're single, too? if you are..." he trailed off as he smirked at you and looked at you underneath his dark red sunglasses, and you swore he gave a wink at you from underneath, paralyzing you in your place as you fell for his charms. "...i can fix that for you."
before you could say anything, miguel then kissed his daughter's cheek and blew a raspberry into her cheek; making her squeal as miguel entered the 'loving, silly dad' mode and played with herâmaking your heart soar as you watched this beautiful man act like the perfect role model and father. he really was a catch, and, if he meant what he said... would you maybe give him a chance?
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AOT LONDON BOY HCS PT 2
featuring: reiner, onyankopon, armin
a/n: this is part two of these hcs, part one is here! thanks for tuning in its kinda rushed my bad đȘ, likes and reblogs are greatly appreciated!
ARMIN
-armin would be from islington or finchley maybe even south, but I donât see him living in like bougie areas such as kensington or chelsea or like richmond
- him and eren went to the same primary and secondary together
-armin was literally his get out of jail free card because of his stellar reputation in academics
-he always gets free stuff from the corner shop or the chicken and chip shop
-doesnât own a car, he either bikes or takes the tube because he cares about the environment and doesnât want to add onto the extra pollution in london
-his dress sense is very casual like a t shirt, a pair of loose fitted trousers and some trainers but when he cant be bothered heâll wear a tech fleece
-he has a very good sense of direction, like he knows the fastest routes for anything, like when eren and connie dragged him to carni (if you went this year im saur jealous đ© but anyways) and it was time to get home armin found a quicker route that got them back pretty fast
-knows all the best secret spots in london for anything! which makes hanging out with him more fun because you experience a new part of london when youâre together
-he isnt a fan of erenâs scamming ways but when eren asks for help he always answers as long as heâs not a part of it
-london men i feel like are terrible with their feelings but armin is the exception, he would be very open with you about his feelings and such
-reads so much, youâll catch him at hyde park or greenwich park reading till the sun sets
-he smokes cigarettes but heâs trying to cut it out for you
-his playlist would be very diverse since heâs been brought up in a multicultural area, like it would go from bashment, to rnb, drill to pop
-unlike his unserious counterparts *cough cough* eren and connie, heâs very loyal!
ONYANKOPON
-my ghanaian king, shoutout to my ghanaians!!
-he speaks twi so well that people forget he was brought up in the uk
-he would be from peckham or lewisham for suree, heâs deffo been dragged around by his mum round rye lane market on a saturday morning carrying that trolley with him
-he goes to a pentecostal church, heâs always leading youth service and helping out at church events.
-the aunties love him for this because heâs the perfect son that they donât have and they just love him in general
-ony can cook and im being for real, so you guys never eat out unless ony wants to show you to a new niche restaurant somewhere
-he has snap but doesnât have a bitmoji because he thinks itâs immature đ but eventually he caves and makes one because you ask him too
-hes always promoting his boys stuff whether that be music,
-he deffo went to an all boys secondary and then he went to a mixed sixth form after, he gives me those vibes
-he used to go to the library to link girls after school đ he had a big playboy phase but hes calmed down
-he used to be one of those people at stratford westfield trying to sell you magazines before you enter
-hes not stingy with his money, hes always spoiling the people he loves
-he has a bunch of caps and grills that he likes to rotate out weekly, he has great style
-he works in corporate london so its rare that you dont see him outside of a suit and tie but he always makes time for you
-ony is always holding your bag for dear life when you go to bait areas like oxford street or westfields or like the tourist spots because people be getting their shit stolen loool
-he loves late night tesco trips anything that he can do at night i.e late night walks, drives etc
-bossman is always giving him discounts on stuff because ony is loyal customer.
REINER
-look at that man and tell me he wouldnt be from essex tell me!! like thats pure dagenham material right there
-if you search up a typical person from essex, he would come up
-he probably owns those skintight chinos with those ugly polos with the church shoes
-he tries to downplay his accent a bit since sometimes its hard to understand him but when hes upset his accent comes through in full force
-always at spoons or at the club till early hours
-reiner gives me bricklayer vibes so thats what im gonna roll with
-when he comes home from work in summer hes like hot and sweaty but it makes his biceps glow so its kinda sexy idk
-has a bunch of tattoos, most of them are birthdays of family members and a picture of his grandma who passed away
-has a british bulldog called belle, the dog is fucking scary but reiner thinks the world of her and thinks she can do no wrong
-listens to mainly dnb, garage, techno
-downs pints at the pub like itâs nothing, he has a high alcohol tolerance
-proper geezer thatâs all i have to say tbh!
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