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彡 𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟑𝐭𝐡 - 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠

♡ 𝐬𝐮𝐦. Choso gets obsessed with the girl that offered him a pen in class (wc: 4.7k)

𝐜𝐰 — afab!reader x Choso Kamo. 18+ smut mdni, dead dove do not eat, dub con (sex while reader is drunk and Choso is sober), obsession, yandere, male masturbation, sick fantasies (a mention of wanting to do non-con somno on the reader), getting off to the reader sleeping, p in v, unprotected sex, and cum. -> you've been warned; continue at your own discretion.

The first day he met you was like any other; he remembered the tired and sluggish feeling he had every morning when walking in the grey blur of a cloudy day to reach class and sitting in the back of class. At the same time, he stared at his blank notebook, realising that he had forgotten a pen. He remembered that he—being his shy self—was reluctant to ask anyone for help. His dark brown hair, slightly dishevelled from his tossing and turning sleeping pattern, hung in front of his pale face when he just sat there, nervous and awkward about asking someone to borrow something as simple as a pen.

But then you came into the picture.

He remembered when you sat next to him; he hadn’t ever noticed you before until you were right next to him and organising your things with casual grace; your presence was immediate, warm like sunlight that cut through an overcast sky with your hair framing your perfect face and curled at the edges. He remembered that stirring feeling when his gaze caught with yours; he remembered the warm feeling that spread in his chest but also not understanding the depth of what he was feeling; he knew it was attraction, but he remembered it felt deeper than that, his heart never felt like it stopped when he looked at other attractive women, you were the first to make his heart feel heavy, in a good way.

He could barely focus that day when you smiled at him; it wasn’t forced or polite; it was a simple, easy, and genuine smile that made his heart feel like it was hugged with a warm embrace.

“Hey, do you need a pen? You’ve just been looking at a blank page for the past five minutes.” Those were the first words you uttered to him, and that accompanying smile made him melt; it was beautiful. While giving him a pen was such a small act, it felt like you had offered him the world with your kind gesture and knowing what he was struggling with.

He remembered how he was momentarily frozen, with the sound of your voice catching him off guard, as well as your kindness and being able to notice when he hadn’t even asked for assistance; all he did at the moment was nod and utter a ‘thank you.’ However, this was the start of something bigger to happen, the first meeting of a forever-growing obsession he would have with you, the kind girl who sat next to him in a college class. That little moment was insignificant to many, but it was far from nothing to Choso.

The days passed, and he repeated recounting that moment: the way you smiled at him, the slight feel of the lingering sensation of your fingertips against his, and the way you made him feel warm. His mind couldn’t stop spiralling when he replayed the moment your lips curved, and your eyes shimmered, like a lovesick puppy replaying a movie moment in his wild imagination. The weeks that continued, and the more you sat next to him, engaging in a few-minute conversations before the professor spoke, he catalogued every memory of it. He stored it deep in his mind, replaying it while smiling like a lovesick idiot.

You had absolutely no idea what your presence had done to him, with just a simple gesture and a bit of small talk in the mornings, but Choso knew, and he knew he desperately wanted more of you. He knew it was awful to be this obsessive, but he would be a fool if he ignored how his heartbeat reverberated through his body every time he saw or even thought of you.

His obsession didn’t stop in those first few weeks; it only got worse and grew like ivy climbing up the walls, your lingering presence around his every thought and tightening its grip over him with each passing day.

After the first few weeks, curiosity began to gnaw him, physically hurting him with the want to know more. It started innocent—at first—or at least that’s what he kept telling himself. He searched your name online; you gave him a nickname you went by, and he found the name on the class register that best fit. It was a simple task that got a big tick right next to it. His heart always raced when he combed through your found profile; you had made a public profile and accumulated a decent following, so there were enough pictures for him to stare at and fall in love with. When finding it, he mentioned in the next lesson you two were together that he’d love to have your social media to talk more, as you both enjoyed the small talk; innocently, you agreed and gave him your private socials—rookie mistake.

With the private sector, he could see your life as if he was standing next to you and living it with you; you loved taking silly selfies with messy hair in the morning, coffee shop pictures with a location, and pictures of your shoes with the caption ‘bored’ when standing at the bus stop; however, what you didn’t know was your silly postings were just feeding Choso’s questions with answers. It was a piece of cake to find out what coffee shop you would go to every morning from 10 am to 12 pm; he knew that corner of the library you would always sit at from matching the view he saw in the window you would always take a picture of, and he also knew what time you would get home. From the pictures, you would always get the 6:45 pm bus and the stop just outside of campus; the only thing he needed to complete was to see what stop you got off at and see where your private life was actually situated.

On a Friday evening, you completed your studies at the library, packed up your things, and went to your usual bus stop just outside campus. Choso had made the decision not to turn up to class today, making you believe he was sick in bed when sending:

Hey, I won’t be in class today. If it’s no bother, can you send me the notes?

To which you replied like the sweet angel you were:

Get well soon, cho <3

That was enough for the pale on his face to turn bright strawberry red; you used a cute nickname and a heart. It was almost too good to be true; no girl had given him this sort of attention before, and he would never complain about it; why would he? This was a good sign; perhaps you might have been thinking about him as well, but Choso had a sort of game plan he wanted to follow.

Step one: Talk to you more. This step was already near completion with how you two talked every day, and a big bonus on his part was that he wasn’t the only one initiating the conversations. It was equal between you both, with a mix of topics like class, well-being, and silly videos that made the other one laugh—it was looking good for him. Step two: ask to hang out. This step was a work in progress; at the moment, he was stuck talking to you before and a little bit after class; he enjoyed this, but he longed to be with you longer than a few minutes and in a more intimate manner than just some text messages and funny pictures; he often fantasised about going on a date late at night and inviting you over, to snuggle up on the sofa together until he found the courage to make the move he had wanted to for ages; of course, many of his fantasies were straight up movie cliches, and the dirty ones…well… let’s say they were a certain type of film media inspiration when he fantasised about bringing you home and spending the night.

Gods, he could imagine it now; he could tell you would sound like an angel underneath him, that you would taste like a moreish sweet treat, feel soft as silk. The very final step would be to finally have you, to have the girl that had been driving him crazy from just a few simple smiles and interactions, but he needed to indulge while going through the long steps with you; he needed his sweet treats to keep secret before he could have you whenever you both wanted, plus, what you didn’t know wouldn’t hurt you.

He waited in the background while you sat and waited for the 6:45 pm bus, and thank goodness for his luck; it looked like the bus was quite full, making it easier for him to have his hoodie wrapped over his head and not draw attention while he sat a few seats behind you to watch that innocent face scroll through your phone while he was waiting for you to press the stop button. You hadn’t seen him today, meaning you wouldn’t know what he would be wearing, and accompanied by that little lie of being sick, you wouldn’t be aware nor prepared for his presence.

It was almost like some higher power was helping him since he found it so easy—almost too easy—when a few other people pressed the button straight after you, a few people getting off at the exact same spot; this was too easy with being able to blend into the background.

When you stepped off, he watched as you walked with your earphones in, clueless as you strode forward until you made a left turn into an apartment block—bingo. Finally, he knew where you had been living, and all he had to do now was find out which room you were in. Hopefully, you were somewhere in the back where he could find a hiding spot, and hopefully, you were a silly, naive girl always to have the curtains open to let the world see how gorgeous you were. Everything was going according to plan, and he was hoping things would remain to do as well as they had been.

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Things continued to go according to plan ever since he found your apartment. To his pleasure, your talking had managed to increase more than just a little before and after class; you had been studying together in the library for a few fours together; of course, this was just a small step, but it felt like everything to Choso, it felt intimate to sit opposite you and watch that crinkle form on your brow as you tried to concentrate, the way the tip of your tongue would poke out when doing a reading and annotating the page, and the jolt of excitement that would run through him when your foot accidentally grazed his leg. Every time you apologised for it, he would just smile and tell you that it was okay and not to worry, but what he wanted to say was, “Please touch me more however you like”, like the little obsessive freak he was for you; all for a girl that just offered him a pen on a random day at the back of the class.

It was another evening when you said your goodbyes, giving him that sweet smile he had grown in love with, making him melt, and his knees buckle with the sight and memory of how the lips curved into comfort for him. Despite spending the whole afternoon with you, he needed to see you through the curtains you kept open. That’s right. After some snooping and looking around while staying in the stealth of tall bushes, he managed to find your window, which was always illuminated with aesthetic LED lighting, and just like he had hoped for, you were the type silly enough to keep those curtains open until you went to sleep—lucky him.

Right now, he crouched by the bush and looked forward to you sitting on the sofa, watching some movie that he had noticed you watched often. He noted it to bring up in casual conversation during the next library session break.

You weren’t even doing anything interesting, just lying down, looking like you were about to doze off, but Choso couldn’t help but stare at that pretty face and figure of yours; it only helped add arousal that made a warm stream of blood collect in his pants when he saw you turn around on your side, giving a view of your plush ass where your shorts were riding up when curling up and closing your eyes as you unintentionally dozed off. It's such a shame you kept your window locked. Choso would have adored to pay you an unknowing visit.

Perfect, perfect, perfect, he thought to himself when his breath hitched into a lump in his throat. He had never seen this much-exposed skin; it was autumn, so you would come to class with cosy jumpers and jeans, but seeing you at home, all bundled up with a tight top and shorts, oh, that was enough for the arousal to grow deeper and domino into his cock creating a hardened tent against the rough fabric of his jeans, a pleading pleasurable sensation collecting and drawing beads of sweat from his forehead the more it was begging for a sweet release, but for this time he would have to sort himself out with his own hand, but soon enough he’d be able to be inside of you and make you feel his hard length push in and out of that tight wet hole, he just had to be patient with the game plan, but while he was playing the waiting game he needed a little indulgence.

That was the fantasy. The fantasy of you writhing underneath him, and he just knew you would moan like an angel; just the thought of you moaning his name while orgasming and coming all over his cock was enough to make him spurt out sticky white all over in his tight boxers.

He palmed his large imprint, his pants getting deeper and heavier as it fogged out into the cold evening air as he watched the slow, steady rise and fall of your chest.

“Fuck, you’re so hot,” he whispered to himself as he witnessed his own sleeping beauty unknowingly giving him enough for fantasy to spread like wildfire within his psyche; it’s crazy how far an obsession can go when it involves a pretty girl.

It didn’t take long for the range of moments to cluster up in him unzipping his hands, his calloused hand plunging underneath the stretched waistband to feel his cold palm collect around his thick shaft, making him release a broken jolting yelp as he pumped his fist around his cock from just the sight of you.

“My pretty girl,” he whispers to himself as he watches your closed eyes take you into an innocent dream world while sin is happening right outside your window, but you are too naive and unaware to realise.

He imagined what it would be like to be on top of you, to spread your legs and nestle himself right in between, to feel your doughy and plush thighs underneath his fingertips, perhaps leaning down and peppering your soft skin with his kisses as he proved his love and adoration for you.

He couldn’t wait for the day every step would collide into a night of arousal and passion, and perhaps a relationship that would allow him to touch and appreciate you whenever you both wanted it; he adored you, you were his dream girl, and he couldn’t wait until the day he wouldn’t have to rely on imaginative fantasy and the lonely feeling of his own hand, waiting for the day he’d feel your tight walls spasm and clench around his dick and filling your cervix up with his load. You’d take it like the good girl you’d be for him.

Fantasies only snowballed into deeper and darker needs, wanting to explore it with the idea of taking you right there while you’re sleeping, watching that innocent sleepy face as he would plunge his hardened cock into your gummy insides.

He felt his weeping cock splutter precum and drool down his prominent vein, feeling it collect around his slender fingers as he continued to fuck his own fist, imagining that it was your wet pussy convulsing around him and sucking him in further. He’s been with other women before, but he’s never been obsessed, or even in love, with anyone like he was with you; you were the dream he needed to make a reality.

Choso continued to pump his cock, a heart throbbing sound collecting around his ears as his peripheral started to go blurred as he looked at your far too reach figure in your room and rubbed along his hot sensitive skin; not long before moaning and letting his lip quiver as a shot of white collected in his boxers and darkened the fabric. He wanted you and couldn’t wait for this game to stop until he could finally be with you.

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Ever since that night, fulfilling lusty taboo actions right outside your window, he couldn’t stop visiting; he kept coming over and nestling himself in the bushes right outside your apartment and stroking himself to the view of your sleeping and innocent body that he just desperately wanted there to be a day he could touch you.

Lucky for him, he found it.

On a Friday night, he found out that you liked to go out drinking with a few friends every other Friday. He didn’t catch their names but saw one being a tall blonde girl and another a mouthy brunette. He knew you went to the same club, and you were all divided into three paths when precisely four minutes from your apartment. It was surprising what could be found when being quiet and patient.

You wobbled with blurred eyesight as your arms wrapped around you to keep warm. You should have worn a jacket over the black dress that hugged your curves perfectly. However, to Choso, he was ecstatic you weren’t wearing a jacket; it made it easier to be smooth when he “accidentally” bumped into you.

“Oh, sorry, I didn’t see you there. " Gosh, he was such a good little actor. He smiled at you like he was the epitome of innocence.

“Ohhh, hey Choso, what you doing here?” you wobbled a bit, still in your drunken state but smiling at him; you were obviously attracted to him, but you had kept this secret for a while, and you were completely oblivious to what Choso had been doing these past few days after finding out where you lived.

“Woah there, I think you’ve had a bit too much to drink.”

“Yeah,” you hiccuped softly, “I think I might haveeee, haha.”

“Come on, let’s get you home.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to trouble you.”

“Nonsense. It’s dark. I can’t let a lady out walking around. You don’t know what weirdo could get their hands on you,” he said as he put his jacket over you, the warmth making you feel safe.

However, the feeling of safety was an illusion; the weirdo you had to worry about was the one you were leading home in your inebriated state, but you were too dazed in your connection and attraction to him to care—the alcohol soon took away that filter you managed to keep during the day. Both of you obviously liked one another, but Choso was taking it too far, and you were too shy to mention anything; it was about playing the long game, which was soon going to end for a win for both of you with how being drunk took away your filter and let Choso take every advantage thrown at him.

He was gentle with you when taking you into your apartment, walking you over to your bed while taking in the interior of your place. He had already got a sense of what it looked like when he spent hours outside of your window, but seeing it close, all the trinkets and decorations up close felt like he had gotten closer to your heart—something he had been desperate for ages. You sat together on the bed, and he could feel his heart hammer against his chest. This was his moment to start something, touch you, get closer… but you were drunk. Did he really want his first time with you to be when you were dazed and drunk?

As mentioned previously, the alcohol had taken your filter away, and your real attraction to him had started showing when your soft hands trailed on his thigh, making him swallow the lump that was starting at the base of his throat.

“Thanks for taking me home, such a sweet thing to do,” you whisper in his ear, almost a suggestive and tantalising tone that made a strawberry hue dust on Choso’s cheeks; this was everything he had wanted with you practically all over him, but he still needed to play his cards right.

“No, it’s no problem, r-really… Any decent man would have done what I did… Don’t thank me for the bare minimum.”

“Oh, but I wanna,” you whispered seductively as your hands started to trail on his broad, muscular chest. The alcohol was affecting you internally with how your brain felt like it was spinning in the inside of your skull, but you also felt the warmth collecting in your core as you watched the face you had grown an attachment to be right in front of you; the drunkenness taking away your inhibitions and letting you do whatever your sober self wanted but felt like she couldn’t. “Mmm, maybe I should thank you, sweetie.” You whispered again as you started to kiss his neck, making him expel a deep groan as he subconsciously leaned his head to the side to provide you better access to the slope of his neck that had a bobbing adam’s apple protrude with the way he gasped for the sensation of your glossy lips.

“Oh, fuck,” he quietly moaned out. This was everything he had been dreaming of ever since his hands first collected around his cock and started rubbing himself to the thought of you and then the sight outside your bedroom; he felt devoted to you but also felt a bubbling feeling of guilt. Choso—while obsessive—was not delusional enough to believe he was in the right; he knew he was creepy and that he should stop; he wasn’t going to give a monologue of how he needed to be creepy. But he was someone who gave into his desires easily; any source of temptation he would take it; he was weak-minded, and that was his own fault, and he still felt a bubbling guilt within him when excitement and arousal made the tent of his pants peak and remembering all the boundaries he had crossed for what, an obsessive crush over a girl who gave him a goodman pencil?

“Oh, I think you like that,” you whispered as you started to rub the large imprint on his jeans, which made him shudder. “Mmm, I’m gonna reward your kindness very well, my love.”

Choso was enjoying the ecstasy of your small hands collecting around his cock that had been pushing against the thick denim fabric, begging to be released and nestle itself along and inside your body to fulfil every lusty desire he had accumulated over these days. But that bubbling feeling of guilt eventually eclipsed his desire.

“I want you so bad… I’ve wanted you for ages.”

“And what’s stopping you? I’m right here,” you had started to push down the straps of your dress before he stopped you, your dress resting on your cleavage and making him feel like he was about to burst.

“You’re drunk… I don’t know if you really want it and I…. I… It will break my heart to see you regret me.”

“Chosoooo,” you cooed, “I’ve liked you for ages; I promise you I won’t regret it. Have you ever heard of drunk actions, sober thoughts?”

“Yes, but come on, that’s different-”

“Shh,” you cut him off, “I do want you, I promise… Please just take me.”

“Fuck.”

He practically pounced on you as you both interlocked into a wet and passionate kiss, making you release a harmonious coupling of ‘mmm’s’ and giggles as you felt his kisses envelop your lips and start to trail on the curve of your neck and collarbone as he pulled the black fabric of your dress further down. His quivers got louder as he pushed your dress further down, leaving kisses on the exposed skin before dragging it down your legs, flicking it off your feet and discarding it on the carpeted floor. He knew he shouldn’t be doing this, but the way you begged for him, well, he soon believed in the ‘drunk actions, sober thoughts’ notion you had brought up to your defence; he didn’t imagine his first time with you like this, but he didn’t know when he’d have another chance, he went through with the dance of both of you removing your clothes before the heat radiated off of each other’s bodies while you embraced one another into bodily connection with kisses and grinding that made you moan.

“I want you so bad,” you whispered in the shell of his ear as you felt him rub the tip of his cock against your wet folds, making your lip quiver as you looked at him through your peripheral that continued to be blurred.

“Gods, I want you so much more,” his adam’s apple bobbed as his breath hitched, taking in a gasp as he started to push his cock in further into your anticipating hole, feeling himself shudder with arousal and excitement flowering through his veins when he heard you gasp.

“Aah, Choso,” you moaned through your bitten lip.

“Fuck, you make the p-prettiest sounds… much better than I imagined,” he whispered as his eyes rolled up towards the ceiling and fluttered them shut as he took deep and long strokes, feeling how your gummy insides clenched and pulsated around him as the tip of his cock that kissed that spongy spot that made your toes curl and your back arch towards him through a sea of orgasmic moans.

Your eyelids were heaving, but you couldn’t stop watching as Choso pushed his hand on your stomach and felt the way his long shaft was pushing itself inside of you.

“You like it when I fill you up like this?” he whispered gently.

“Aah, yeah, mmm, this is amazing, Cho,” you whimpered out, filling the room with a cathartic release of orgasms, moans, and wet slapping of skin to fill the room’s atmosphere.

He pushed his hand harder on your stomach, his spare hand squeezing the swell of your breast as he watched them bounce in his thrusts.

“Oh, fuck, I’m falling in love with you,” he whispered through a moan.

“Mm, me too.”

A trickle of excitement ran down his spine. It coursed through his body, continuing to slap his pelvis against the fat of your thighs, feeling closer as he continued to rut his hips forward and feeling your wet aching cunt suck him in further for the tip to kiss your cervix passionately. It wasn’t long after you grabbed onto his biceps and covered his pretty cock with your release, making him take a sharp breath in as he watched that creamy ring form around his shaft.

“Oh, you’re everything a man could want,” he whimpered out.

“Please, please, cum, I want it.”

It wasn’t like he needed the invitation as he pulled out and covered your tummy with his white load, watching how the splash oozed over your curves and softness.

“You’re amazing.”

“You are too, my love,” you answer back to his breathless comment.

He knew he shouldn’t have done anything he had been doing anything he had been these past days, with the obsessive searching, stalking outside the bedroom, the fantasies, and now taking advantage of you. Still, he looked into your eyes, and you shared the same arousal he did, the same want and desire; he would have to tell you in future everything he had done, but for now, he was focusing on recovering after his high of being with you and feeling what he had been desperate for.

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a/n: It's the 13th so had to get a dark fic out; I'm mad it's not a friday but a 13th is a 13th so you get some dark Choso. Just wanted to make a disclaimer, of course we all know I do not condone everything I write, I don't believe in the 'drunk actions sober thoughts', if someone's drunk they obviously cannot consent; this is just a work of fiction where I have warned you prior and by clicking and continuing to read you're consenting to reading and being a part of a fictional roleplay. I just wanted to get that out there.

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surelyyourejesting · 1 year ago

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500 septim shein haul. is this anything

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glossysoap · 3 months ago

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tw dubcon and drugging and alcohol mention!

dark ghost/r/soap where soap pervs on you at the bar and you have to pretend to have a boyfriend, and who better than the hulking brit sitting on your other side. all big and intimidating, with a handgun stuffed in his waistband.

the drink he paid for tastes a bit weird though. and he seems a bit too familiar with the scot who’s feeling you up. and he’s not doing much of anything to stop him.

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somik-severinka · 2 years ago

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cobaltcreations · 7 months ago

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Me and my partner @the-good-ol-art-corner collaborated on this AWESOME poster for one of our favorite Bendy Aus @toontiedterror by @dictatortirah !! I am in LOVE with how it came out and I am so excited to see how this story and world develops!!

I put so many details into this, it is absolutely silly, but I had a swell time doing them. Those headshots on the missing posters belong to the staff from our own Bendy project @howdy-folks-its-showtime and we didn't even intend to make two versions. But I put so much into the background... I just had to make a version without the foreground to show it off <3

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i-eat-deodorant · 9 months ago

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barleyo · 6 months ago

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Strings Attached.

Uncle! Leon Kennedy X F! Reader (smut)

A/N: Read the warnings and tags. This is pretty fucked up, so before you read, please, read the warnings I have provided. Your comfort as a reader is of the upmost importance to me, but the most I can do to protect you as a viewer is to give ample warning. Thanks for reading!

Tags: incest, large age gap (reader: 18, Leon: late 30s/early 40s), p in v, mentions of alcoholism, non/dub-con, coerced/forced, pussyjob, handjob, Leon being a super-mega awful drunken creep (you have been warned, it's bad), cream pie/unprotected sex, shitty amazing writing

Word count: 1.6k

DARK CONTENT AHEAD

Losing your parents really fucked you up.

Living with your Uncle Leon fucked you up ever further, though. You passed through dozens of your relatives, but Leon, for whatever reason, was the only one who would keep you once you turned eighteen.

It didn't seem so bad at first. Sure, his house always smelled like cigs and booze, and if he wasn't at work, he was passed out on his shitty couch, but at least you had somewhere to stay while you tried to figure your life out. It was an easy enough arrangement: you kept his place clean, made his food, and kept your mouth shut and he let you stay with him.

He wasn't awful, but he was so off. His hands lingered on you for too long. His comments were weird sometimes. His eyes scanned over your body too often and left you feeling exposed.

Really, he wasn't that bad until he got truly shitfaced drunk, which, to be fair, was only a few nights out of the week. That's when he got mean. And frustrated. And horny.

"Kid," he said from the couch, wiping the sweat from his brow, "g'head into the kitchen n' get another one of these." He held his empty beer can up, shaking the little liquid left at the bottom.

You really didn't think he needed another, seeing the slowly building pile of cans by his feet and the redness of his face, but who were you to criticize him? You simply nodded and did as you were told.

"Here, Uncle Leon." You bent down to hand the can to your slouching uncle.

"Thank you, baby."

He took it and popped the tab, taking a drink. He tried not to gag at the taste. He didn't even like alcohol, it was just an easy, cheap way for him to feel less awful.

"Sit with me. Give an old man some company," he said, patting his lap instead of the available seat next to him. He was always doing uncomfortable stuff like that, and at this point you had gotten used to it.

You sighed and sat on his legs, trying to focus on the television rather than the drunken murmurings of Leon. You felt a sharp tug on your hair and fell further into his body, leaning back on his chest.

"Bein' distant for what? I don't bite." He swaddled you with one of his arms and split your legs apart with his knee, forcing you to straddle him. "Y'listen so well, you know that? Don't ever have to deal with backtalk fr'm you."

You flinched a bit when his face leaned closer to yours, dark, greasy hair covering his eyes that were no doubt drowning in lust.

"Uncle Leon, I think you should go to bed, it's getting late." You tried to push yourself out of his grasp, but his arm was anchored around you tightly.

"There you go worrying about me again. You love yer uncle, don't you? Takin' good care a' me." Leon nuzzled his face into you neck and inhaled your scent. You smelled so sweet and clean, so perfect.

"H-hey, c'mon, I don't think–"

Your mouth shut quickly when you felt his lips on your neck, and his tongue slowly making its way up to the shell of your ear.

The pungent smell of the booze on his breath brought you back to reality while he whispered into your ear. "You're so nice to me. Just like a little wife f'me, but you don't nag me. You're not a bitch, you're such a sweet girl. Don't know what I'd do without you."

You felt tears well in your eyes, knowing what was to come.

It didn't happen very often, and when Leon sobered up, he was always super apologetic about it. On the rare occasion, when the world really came crashing on him and the alcohol took control, he'd use your body to comfort himself. He wasn't rough with you at least, you tried to reason with yourself about it. He wasn't a bad man, you told yourself this over and over again while it happened. He was just— just lonely, is all.

Leon had long forgot about his beer and focused on your body instead, pulling your shirt over your head and tossing it away.

"Fuck, you look so grown up." He took your tits in his hands, groping them unabashedly. "Puberty hit you hard, girl. Makes me wish I got to you sooner."

God, he made you so sick, how could he say things like this? They say that drunk words are sober thoughts, but you couldn't stomach the idea of this being what he really thought.

"Please don't," you pleaded, stifling a sob.

"Shh." He placed his palm over your mouth. "I'll make you feel so good, just help me get it up, okay? Be a good girl. Don't wanna make me upset with you, do you?"

He removed his hand from your face and wrapped it around your wrist instead, holding it to your mouth instead.

"Spit. More, come on, the more you do, better it feels."

You spit two fat globs into your hand and watched as he undid her belt, pulling his cock out of his slacks. He guided your hand over his length, taking your small hand in his as he jerked himself off with your palm.

"That's it," he said, feeling his chest start to rise and fall. "Those hands are so much soft than mine. Gonna make me cum so easy with 'em."

Leon brought your hand up to his tip, fluidly twisting your wrist back and forth around it. He bucked his hips up and down, fucking into your hand like a well-lubed fleshlight. He pulled your hand off of his dick before he had the chance to cum, wanting to be inside of you.

"Wanna feel you. Can I use your mouth or pussy? Wan' you to choose." He gave you the choice, but his hands still slipped your shorts and panties off, impatiently roaming your inner thighs with his hands. His eyes were narrow and sharp like a predator ready to strike, but his tone was so needy and sweet.

"You can use my pussy," you said quietly, remembering how sore your jaw was after last time. This was the less painful, yet more morally incorrect option, you thought.

A wave of uneasiness crashed over you when you felt his wet dick slide between your thighs, just barely slipping through your folds.

"Mm, you won't regret it. Wanted you to choose that one anyways."

It hurt to be so disgusted by him— you loved him, and cared for him, of course. He was the only person who would give you a chance, but was this really the price you had to pay? What the fuck had your life come to?

The head of his cock prodded at your entrance, not yet pushing in.

"You ready?" His chapped lips were slightly parted, looking at you desperately, as if he were drunk on not only beer but on you as well.

How could one man be so sickeningly vile and sweet at the same time? What he was doing was wrong, it made you want to throw up, but the way he did it... you could almost imagine that it wasn't him you could— you could learn to enjoy it and mentally block who he was out of the equation, just to give yourself some semblance of sanity, of dignity.

You nodded at his question, whining at the stretch of his cock entering you. It wasn't too long, but the girth is what left you aching every time. You felt that you would never get used to it.

"Please, just hurry."

He didn't respond, he only leaned his head over your shoulder and humped into you pathetically. He didn't fuck often, and he came quick, which made it a bit more bearable.

The only sounds that filled the room were the squelching of your pussy, his breathy moans, and the strained hums he forced out of you. With a lucky stroke, his cock actually managed to hit your g-spot, brushing into it hard enough to make you squirmy.

"Feel good?" His voice was cracking and whiny, like a virginal teen beating off for the first time. He was just a hormonal and pathetic. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum. Gonna cum in you, spill my seed."

Your eyes widened quickly and you again tried to peel his arms off of you. "No, no, no! No, you can't do that, let go of me. I'm not on the pill!"

He shook his head, still not listening to you as he bullied himself deeper into you, strokes getting messy.

"Fill you up so good. Make your tits get fatter n' tasty, baby. Cumming now," he whined, wrapping his arms around your lower stomach, clenching your body against his.

Your pussy betrayed you, spasming around his cock like it gave you life, widely receiving every drop of his cum.

You bit your cheeks and let the small pricks of blood fill your mouth. If you weren't stuck with him before, you sure as hell were now. To make matters worse, Leon had drifted off into a drunken nap as soon as he finished, too tired to even pull his limp dick out of you.

You slid off of his lap and sat on the floor, unsure of how to move on. You looked up at your uncle, shamefully admiring his sleeping face. You stood up, legs weak and wobbling, and threw a blanket over his body, then laid your head over his lap.

The man who did the most awful things to you was also the only one who could comfort you. You took what life gave you with a sigh and made you self comfortable on him, arms dangling over his legs.

You saw the beer he left on the floor and picked it up, feeling it still half full.

"Jesus," you mumbled to yourself before downing the rest of the can, grimacing at the bitter taste.

#cw incest #tw inc*st #dark content #smut #x reader #leon kennedy x reader #leon s kennedy smut #resident evil x reader #resident evil #dead dove fic #cw abuse #cw alcohol #smutfic #fanfic

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mini-ism · 7 months ago

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#— LIT CIGARETTES.

paring: gallagher x gn!reader (female anatomy, no use of “breasts”)

words: 3.1k

synopsis: gallagher meets a companion that he invites on a smoke break.

warnings: MDNI! intoxication, p in v, dubcon, alcohol, semi-forced smoking, smoking, cigarettes, kinda OOC?, choking, wrist binding, cunnilingus, light degradation, spanking.

DARK CONTENT AHEAD, DISCRETION ADVISED!!

flick, flick…,

the haze of fresh smoke covered his face as he leaned against the stone wall. the golden hour of penacony was ever-bustling. gallagher took a long drag from the cigarette, taking it out of his mouth with his index and thumb, ashing it slightly, and exhaling the smoke.

a cigarette every so often was refreshing, sometimes soulglad can be sickening. or at least to gallagher, though he might be the sole believer of that. damn near every night was the same, “can i get uh… soulglad?” another drunken patron slurred. the face of this patron is just as muddled as their voice. likely because every night, every person asked for a bottle of soulglad. gallagher obliged, as it was his duty, finishing wiping a glass, then uncapping a fizzy bottle of the drink, and passing it to them without a complaint or a mere word.

he took another puff, a longer one. he sighed, murky grey clouds leaving his mouth and nostrils. he put the cigarette back into his mouth, brushing his long, brown hair out of his eyes, savoring every intoxicating breath. he crushed he butt beneath his shoe, tobacco smearing onto penacony’s smooth pavement, watching it fizzle from existence. another benefit of the dream, one could assume.

he scratched at the stubble on his jawline, walking back into one of the many bars he frequently bartended at, bracing himself to serve more damn soulglad for the nth time tonight.

the chestnut-brown hair on his shoulders bounced as he strode back inside, music blaring a bit too loudly for his liking. he cracked his neck, then his gloved knuckles, and made his way behind the counter.

“how was your break?” a coworker inquired, “you smell like smoke.”

“it was alright, i guess. nothin’ too special.” he spoke, “is that a bad thing?”

music rang in his ears as he wiped down a few more glasses. the same coworker tapped on his shoulder after a few moments, “gallagher, look to your left. total cutie over there.”

gallagher wasn’t the type to pay attention to anyone’s looks. he listened. that was simply his job. he just so happened to look to his left, grumbling slightly. “i mean, they’re alright. what’dya want me to say?”

“come on, man, just have fun for once. i get that this is your job, but it never hurts to bend the rules a lil’, huh?” they responded, “i’ll give you like, 200 credits if you talk to them.”

“make it 500 and i might.” he joked, watching as his bartending partner pulled exactly 500 credits out of their breastpocket, slipping it into his pocket.

“do it,” they snickered.

he watched as you settled into your seat at the bar, waving to your friend from across the club. “anything i can get you tonight?” a voice rung from behind you, slightly raspy, yet smooth, and tired.

he was just as tired-looking as his voice led you to believe, “well, firstly, are you okay?” you asked curiously, hands resting on the edge of the marbled countertop.

“yeah, i’m alright. is there anything i can do for you?” he asked again, his amber-colored eyes focused on you, accented by his eyebags that happened to be deeper than oceans. he was visibly aged, and had scars littered all over him.

in the quiet moment you were investigating his appearance, he too was “checking you out.” you looked nice, now that you were in front of him. his vision wasn’t the best nowadays, but it suffices well enough to delineate all the delicate features painted onto your skin and your face. he liked that.

“could i get a crimson sunset?” finally, something that wasn’t a fucking soulglad.

“sure thing, not a problem.” gallagher grabbed a glass with his hand, pouring a mixture of syrups, drinks, and spirits into the glass masterfully. he smiled tiredly at you, passing the drink to you on a red napkin. the drink itself was a pretty red-orange color that faded into a deep purple.

“mind if i get myself a drink?”

“are you allowed to do that?” you replied.

“well, i mean, never hurts to bend the rules a lil’, yeah?” he answered, unintentionally charismatically.

his accidental confidence made you laugh slightly, “go ahead, mister…?”

“gallagher,” he said, pouring himself his own drink. he isn’t mixing it with anything, just straight alcohol from the bottle into the same type of glass you have in your hand, “no need to be so formal. you can just call me gallagher.”

“alright, gallagher, it’s nice to meet you.” you grinned brightly, taking note of the faint smile painting his features and lighting up his dull eyes.

“it’s nice to meet you too… ah…” he trails off.

“(your name).” you replied, giggling slightly as you take a sip from your drink, admiring the complex profile of gallagher’s mixing skills, “by the way, this is really good.”

“thanks,” he shuffles awkwardly, mimicking you by taking a swig of his own drink, “it’s really nothin’ though, just a lil’ bit of gallagher magic.”

he watches as you sip from your drink again, raising his glass again and finishing the rest of the liquid inside. he can feel the alcohol burning in his throat as he drinks it down hungrily, blurring his own mind as you start to talk again. he’s listening, but not a word is registering in his head. gallagher refills his glass with a more potent drink, leaning over the counter and propping himself up with his toned forearms.

“…and that’s how i ended up here, with my friend,” you finished off, the mix starting to get to your head too. he has no idea you could be such a talker, it almost makes him want to shut you up, but that’s not nice and he should play fair! he never does anyways.

“well, ain’t that a story!” he laughs, sipping on his own concoction again, flashing a grin, “here, lemme getcha another drink, it’ll be on me, hun.”

“thank you, gallagher!” you smiled drunkenly, watching him show off his mastery of mixology like it’s a performing art, pouring the beautiful mixture into your new glass.

“mmmn, what? you like the way i do that, eh?” he teased, leaning over the marble counter again, sliding you the glass, “so what if i do?” you teased back, your words starting to slur together to form one big super-word.

“i can do it again for ya, if ya like,” he breathed, his tired eyes starting to look more like bedroom eyes.

“really? can you?” you nearly begged, awe-struck at his sheer skill.

“yeah, i can show you everything i can do. ‘m not jus’ good at mixin’ drinks, y’know?” he said, sending a shiver down your spine, making your back nearly arch with just a single sentence. he looked at you again, greedily sipping his drink, his eyes imploring you to do the same without a single word from him. you do just as they say, watching the spark ignite within his pupils like a flick of a lighter. his lips curl into a smile as he finishes his mahogany colored concoction, a marvel of alcoholic creativity. you cough slightly as you finish up your own drink, the burn in your gut rising like a flame. it travels from your tummy all the way up your esophagus, tickling your lips with a sting.

“do you like it, babydoll?” he collects the glasses, putting them in the sink for later, “i hope you did. i worked really hard on making you a nice drink.”

you nod sloppily, words caught in your throat like the eager blaze that’s simmering within your body. words are barging into your mind, but you cannot decipher, nor string them together, properly. “that’s wonderful. would’ya mind joining me for a smoke break?”

“sure, we can do that…” you smile, your cheeks hot and your skin prickly with fire. gallagher walks out of the bar, helping you walk out of the bar with enough stability. he leads you back to the wall he stood against before, the golden hour much darker than before. you leaned against him within the alleyway.

“have you smoked before?” he asks, taking out a cigarette from the carton in his pocket, where the credits from before lie.

“nooo…” you slur, giggling against the wall as gallagher helps you up, the unlit smoke between his lips.

“…wanna try?” he asks again, lighting the cigarette, flick, flick, shielding the flame with his free hand.

you considered it for a moment. you never thought you’d touch a cigarette, nevertheless smoke it, yet here you are, “uh… sure…?” you said with a hiccup.

gallagher takes a long inhale of the cigarette, his lungs filling with smoke before he takes it out, filling your own mouth with smoke as he puts his lips on yours, gently cupping your jaw with his other hand.

he exhales the rest of the smoke, watching you cough with a weirdly sick pleasure, “you like it?”

just as you were about to whine and say ‘no,’ the rush of nicotine blurs your mind, you can barely muster up a whimper, let alone nod your head weakly. “thas’ good, hun.”

he passes you the lit cigarette, watching you take it between your fingers as you take a small puff, the paper that wraps the tobacco burning up. again, you cough, but the menthol soothes your throat a bit more this time.

“feels real good, don’t it?” he breathes on the junction of skin between your collarbone and your neck, the burn boiling over as you exhale, feeling his hot breath against your prickly skin.

gallagher takes the cigarette from you again, taking a long drag from it, and exhaling in front of you, a bit of the smoke tingling within your throat.

“gonna feel better sooner or later,” he murmurs, taking the cigarette out of his mouth and kissing the intersection between your carotid artery and your clavicle, tickling your skin with his raw, swollen lips.

you whine as his hands crawl up your body, feeling your chest and your covered up nipples. he’s getting handsy as he finishes the rest of the smoke, holding it in for longer, then exhaling in your face with a sinister chuckle, “you’s needy. i gotcha babydoll, don’t worry.”

you fall into him as he crushes the butt-end of the cigarette, the orange menthol filter dissipating out of existence. his gloved hands feel all over every inch of your torso, from your collarbones, to your low abdomen. gallagher plants more rough kisses onto you, picking you up and leaning you against the wall, your back facing him as your cheek presses against the cold, hard surface of the wall.

your vision is spinning as your intoxicated state seeps deeper into your mind and body, watching as he unties his pretty magenta-colored tie. gallagher binds your hands with the tie, keeping your hands behind your back, in place and secure.

“you wanna stay here like this? i’m not gonna ask you again, so you’d best tell me now if you don’t wanna go through with it.” he commands, his grip tight, but loose enough not to bruise flesh.

truthfully, you want to do this, your body does too. your words are failing you as you make little noises, your cheek scraping lightly against the ragged surface. you mustered up a meager, “wannit, gall… ger…”

“yeah, hun?” he whispered breathily, heat radiating against the shell of your ear, “you gonna be good f’me?”

“yessss…” you whine in response, shuffling against the wall, your mind buzzing with every possibility.

“thas’ good, so good already.” he smiles, you can feel his lips curl against your neck as he gives you another little kiss, his raw, rough lips grazing against your tender, needy flesh.

gallagher was buzzed himself, he’s always had a high tolerance for things like alcohol and nicotine, being high off life was almost entirely new. something he hadn’t felt in so long, and here you were, back arched, being all obedient. all for gallagher, bartender and bloodhound (that of which you were unaware of).

in a swift motion, he tugged your at your clothing, moving it out of the way, so he can paw at your undergarments. you looked so cute like this, wrists bound and legs spread. all of this just so he can see what awaits him, “my, my, you’re all wet.”

“nnnmh, yeaaah…” you heaved, you’re dizzy, needy, you’re hammered, and you’re vulnerable. how much more adorable can you get? his fingers traced circles around the dampened spot in your underwear. you’re soaked already.

gallagher pulled your underwear to the side, tucking it in the crevice between your lip and your asscheek, working his fingers on your wet slit. he took some of your slick on his finger, rubbing your clit with his dominant hand. he gave your pussy a self-indulgent slap, before teasing your entrance with a thick finger. wordlessly, it slipped in with relative ease, eliciting a loud moan to pass through your swollen lips. he chuckled at your reaction, pulling it out, then slipping the digit back inside.

another moan fell from your lips, throaty and whiny. his finger started to move inside you, at first unbent and quickly fucking you. you slid against the wall, knees buckling slightly, before gallagher’s free hand pinned you to the wall, keeping you in your place. his single finger curled inside you, hitting your spongy g-spot. you mewled, crooning at the sensation, practically seeing stars. your vision started to blur as black splotches started to cloud it, but all you could feel, think, understand, want, smell, need, was him. he continued fucking you with his finger, watching your legs shake and your juices drip down his finger and onto his gloved palm.

“feels real nice, don’t it?” he cooed, slipping in another digit without warning. his scarred, toned arm flexed with every movement, curling and slipping inside and outside of you. his fingers made their way to your clit, rubbing it with vigor and passion, before he spread your other lip with his thumb and put his lips to your pussy. he gave it a rough, sloppy kiss, pulling away to listen to you cry out. nobody could care any less, they were experiencing the dream. in all actuality, this feels like a dream within a dream, if that makes sense. you were just so amazing, you were alluring. definitely worth more than 500 credits. he gave your pussy another sopping wet kiss, his scratchy stubble rubbing against your skin, creating friction. his tongue darted to your clit, licking and sucking it between his lips and teeth. his thumb still held your cunt open. gallagher gave you a couple more long licks and kisses for good measure, savoring your every drop, relishing your taste, before standing up.

“ready, babydoll?” gallagher rhetorically asked before unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants (which happened to be the same magenta color as his tie). you nodded, drooling and zoning out. all you could understand was the pleasure he was giving you, all you could care about was how much more pleasure he could give you, “great.”

he pulled his thick cock out from his boxers, lining it up against your entrance, savoring the difference in size. your small, little cunt and his big, fat dick. how cute. gallagher re-adjusted you, spreading your legs just a bit further, then putting some pressure on the lumbar portion of your back, causing you to arch more instinctively.

without warning, the burning within your body had boiled over again between your legs, the stretch to accommodate his girthy dick nearly destroying you. you screamed, but nobody gives a damn, “scream all you want, babe, you gonna take it.”

gallagher pulled out again, just a little, to slam back into you, watching your cunt stretch as much as it could. he savored how warm and tight you were, tight as a vice could get. your eyes rolled into the back of your head, saliva dribbling your chin and onto your clothing. a loud crack, followed by a searing pain, flooded your senses. his palm made contact with your asscheek again, slapping it roughly for a second time, pushing himself into you with as much force as he could use before breaking you in half.

“you takin’ me so good, ‘m proud of ya, doll,” he chuckled, smiling again. gallagher had found a pace inside you, his hand snaking up to your throat and wrapping around it. he applied pressure to your jugular and carotid with his thumb and his other four digits on their respective sides. he sped up slightly, gripping your hips as air flow lessened.

gallagher continued to slam-fuck into you, speeding up with every thrust, chasing his high. his breath was hot and heavy, huffing in your ear as your vision and hearing fizzled out like the cigarette butt on the pavement. your breathing became ragged as he bullied your pussy ruthlessly, “you ever been fucked like this, huh?”

air rejuvenated your senses as he let go of your throat, you heaved a weak, drunken “no.”

“ain’t no dick good as gallagher’s, huh? good as mine, mmm.” he groaned, his hips colliding with yours faster and faster andfasterandfaster…, “gonna cum, babydoll. i ain’t pullin’ out, though.”

you hoarsely whined, your fucked-out brain needing more of him, any morsel of him is good enough, and it just feels so good, and youreabouttofuckingcumtoo…

“mmn, i’m cumming, hun. i’m gonna fuckin’ cum in you, you needy bitch. fuuuuckyeah…” gallagher’s grip on your throat tightened the moment the burning hot coil in your stomach loosened, allowing you to orgasm and scream out his name just as soon as he came. he groaned and huffed in your ear, his brown hair messy and clinging to his sweaty face, “feels so fuckin’ good, fuuuck.”

you let out a choked noise, prompting him to let go and pull out of you. he leaned over you, resting his forehead against his forearm, that of which was supported by the wall you leaned against. your knees wobbled, and before you could fall, gallagher instinctively held your abdomen with his other arm, tucking you against his chest. you stared at his scars, which littered his arm, as you came down from your intense orgasm.

“…you okay?” he asked with a newfound gentleness. he helped you back up as he untied your wrists and pulled up his pants, fixing his belt. he chuckled, “i bet you’re tired.”

“very,” you panted back in response.

“how ‘bout i clock out and carry you home, how’s that sound?”

“sounds amazing, gallagher,” you leaned against him as he lit another cigarette before walking back into the nightclub.

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rayar32 · 2 months ago

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I really really like Mayonaka Punch, Masaki is literally me fr fr

#mayonaka punch #mayopan #live mayopan #live mayonaka punch #masaki sonoue #my art #i love this show so much #alcoholic wife and content wife #and their 2 roommates plus child #it's so good

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kel-lance · 8 months ago

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Stepdad Nanami

——MDNI——GROOMING, not really incest, Age gap, manipulation, broken home, slut shaming (at ur mom lol), drug mention—————-

You knew your mom’s marriage had about 3 years at most, you had to give it toher that 5 with the same man would have been a new record if she was only with him for that time.

It wasn’t your business. If you had anything to say the men would blame you and say you were just like her.

You didn’t care about those guys, and they never lasted long with your mother anyway. It was like this for the first 16 years of your life until your mom met a handsome man, who became your stepfather after 2 years of dating your mother

He was always nice to you, he did everything a good dad should. He got you a car, went all out on your birthday, he wasn’t tying to win you over, he was just that great, he made you change your mind about men. (maybe it was just the kind you mother kept running to)

It was heartbreaking the day he say you down, before he could explain his face sank. He covered his eyes and sighed as he explained that he’s serving your mom with divorce papers. he feels bad to bring you into this but he had to ask

You’re an adult now, you can make your own decisions, but I wanted to give you the chance to get away from her. I don’t mean any offense, but I know for a fact she’s going to use you or worse.

he was right on the money, sometimes she used you to lure in those strange men, where she’d threaten to tell their wives or police what they thought they were doing with you. It was just her type, people who could compare her to parts of herself. In this case, she was sick enough to use her daughter as bait.

You were safe though, it never got further than forceful kisses to tape as proof. That hag just had it out for you but would never consider sharing.

You immediately take his hand as you wanted to move out for years. You’re 21 but she’s had control over you. People always say just leave, you’re an adult so she has no power.

Try living your life as a flea in a jar or a frog in a growing boiling pot, there’s a whole world out there and yet you were taught your limits.

Your eyes pleaded for him to take you away. You didn’t care, you felt closer to him than anyone. You knew it could be wrong, but he said it himself, you’re an adult now. And your mother wouldn’t be upset about sharing since he’s leaving her.

You climb onto his lap and lay your head on his neck, his hand now slid down his face, covering his mouth as his other hand patted your head closer to him.

“Don’t worry. You’re safe with me.” He promised.

The next week sure were hectic. You had to plan out what to take, gathering all your important documents and essentials.

Nanami daddy got a studio for you both, in a matter days you had everything moved out of the house while your mom was on her bender. Her lapses of being with one man for months then going to whoever after was just part of her fun. She didn’t need them for anything other than attention.

Sometimes you wonder what your father was like, if he could’ve treated you better than her if she didn’t have u trapped in her body for months. U don’t want to know what she did while pregnant with you either.

You were given this chance. Your stepdad leaving, and he was taking you with him. He saw what kind of life you both had. He found no sympathy for her as she was the adult. He stayed for you.

A child should be cared for, loved. He didn’t get that from you at all when you first met. Just 16 and you avoided him like the plague. it gave him an indication of who was usually around.

He didn’t lure you out with gifts or make the first move. He just entertained your mother, as he did find something amusing with her. She was fun, but at home she’s a terrible mom and that wasn’t anything he found respectable.

It wasn’t until the 4th month that he was still around that you just found it weird. No ones usually around this long. Mom was probably having a lot of fun with this idiot you thought.

The 6th month came and you started to come out when he was around. If he was in the kitchen, you wouldn’t wait for him to leave the space before making it yours. It was your house after all, you were going to remind him.

It was weird, but you were getting jealous of him being around. Your mom couldn’t stick to one thing, much less take responsibility and take care of you. Why was he so special? Why did she /want/ to see him?

You felt hatred grow in you as he noticed the posters on your wall, the music you played, how you dressed. For your 18th, he’d gotten you tickets to one of your favorite band’s shows. How the hell did he- and the small gifts like stickers of said posters, he made it so you weren’t surprised when you received yet another reward after accomplishing something, even the smallest thing. “Because you deserve it.”

You didn’t know if it weirded you out, that he was being so nice to you, or that he was your mom’s fiancé and you had him under you.

That hate boiled over one day and you just had to get it out somehow. He was always patient with you, as you asked to talk to him. It surprised him, but it was definitely a step forward.

He sits on the same side of the table as you, facing each other, your opposite arms touching the table.

“Are you upset about the wedding?”

You don’t say anything, your eyes darting, answering his question.

“I’m sorry (y/n), but it’s for the best. (M/n) said you’ve seemed happier since we got together.” Your stomach sank. “I could keep-“

You grasp out for his dress shirt sleeve, looking up at him, somewhat between crying and pouting, asking him to stop talking.

His eyes widen. “(Y/n)…” You take his hand, bringing it to your body. You place his palm under your shirt, watching his face go from confused to flustered. His stoic personality wavering, you hold onto his arm and jump onto his lap.

You could already feel it, he was so hard under you.

“(Y/n)!” He takes his hand back, putting you back onto your chair. His stern look scared you. He’s never looked like that around you, only because you were always well behaved, or rather just kept to yourself. He never expected this from you. But you were your mother’s daughter.

His hand around the wrist you let him feel you with. You didn’t know if you had just fucked up big time. Was the wedding off? You just wanted him to yourself and had to let him know.

The look you gave him almost made him feel bad for treating you right the past few years.

you werent used to that, you didn’t know any better. the anger you were feeling was from a lot of things. why did someone like your mother get to marry someone like him?

Why weren’t there more people like him? If there were you would have been saved a long time ago, but instead, you’re giving it all to the first person who’s shown you you’re more than an extension of your mother.

Thankfully he was just a man, and that yearnful, pathetic, desperate look a young girl could give to melt a man’s morals, he kissed you.

He keeps kissing you, almost like he was teaching you how he liked it, you didn’t mind, you didn’t care about anything else. Your mom could walk in right now and you’d show off how much better you were for nanami.

That didn’t have to happen though. As his large hands found their way to your hips and he slowly brings you back to his lap. And after that day you were his.

He stopped himself so many times to not take you just yet though. It wasn’t until the weeks leading up tot he wedding that he wanted you more than ever. And you’ve been more than patient. Only getting by with his touch and words of encouragement.

You didn’t get why he still went through with the small wedding, maybe to just show off to everyone else, mislead them that he’s a good man, marrying into a good family, with an honest job and whatever else to solidify the lie.

the next 2 years being the best you’ve ever had, up until your mothers alcoholism started to catch up with her. Her need to find solace in addictions, whether it was the validation of men, gambling, sex, any other drug, she was a mess. Everyone believed Nanami would be able to fix her, but her last blackout caused you to get a sprained wrist and black eye. That was when nanami had enough.

Spoiler for part 2: Nanami's divorce lawyer fucks his step daughter (Hiromi makes an appearance.)

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