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sunlight-shunlight · 4 months ago
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i always bounced off the "she was a halla and he was a wolf 🥺" or "she's sooo mild and innocent and he's a hardened stoic morally grey immortal" version of solavellan, bc firstly that is generically heterosexual in a way that i find silly. and secondly the timeline is just. SO wild.
from lavellan's perspective they're like "hm this guy saved my life from the anchor! cool. a very knowledgeable and skilled mage. he's a bit annoying about the dalish but i do like our talks. we've been through some pretty scary life or death situations together. he seems kind of mysterious or depressed at times, i wonder what's going on there. but we have been flirting a bit... maybe i can go for 1 (one) kiss and see what happens 🤔"
this is very normal. this isn't notably "✨such a pure and gentle soul that has won the heart of the ancient bloody-handed trickster✨" behaviour, they're actually acting in a fairly regular way as someone who has a crush.
but by the point lavellan makes any move at all, from solas' perspective. he is already Dying Internally. he is Pining. when lavellan shoots their shot, he's already reached the level of "meeting you has changed my whole life and worldview, i don't know how to handle it," and presumably has restrained himself from saying anything to them only through pure stoicism and willpower. millennia of insurgency and political experience, all bent onto the task of Acting Normal Around Lavellan. he's halfway about to blurt out a love confession if they reciprocate the feelings at all.
his entire plan for however many eons was to NOT get overly attached to any single person and risk his trolley problem calculations and schemes for them, but within like 4-6 months of hanging out with this random, somewhat curious mortal, he's considering telling them everything and/or giving up the plan entirely. truly cringe fail.
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javierduffy · 4 months ago
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different.
#can’t help but recognize how kieran is a fantastic unspoken representation of autism#i see a lot of myself in him and the way that he is so isolated and lonely and yet cannot help but perform and find solace in his daily#routines is so heartbreaking in its own way to me. like no matter what you do or where you are you have no choice but to be yourself and fun#nction the only way you know how and it will never not be vastly different from everyone else. and when you’re surrounded by people who DONT#like you and will not accommodate and are not at all willing or curious in understanding WHY you are the way you are you’re left to just ….#live in your own head forever. i’m certain kieran thinks many wonderous things and sees the world in a beautiful light and i know this becau#se i am autistic myself and because of that i see the world in colours that neurotypical people will never comprehend but we’re never allowe#d to see the world through kieran’s eyes. we are never allowed to see where his heart rests or the poetry he waxes or what he believes or wh#at his triggers are or what’s a stim and what’s just habit or anything. anything. the breeze sounds different to him and he can hear birds f#or miles and the sun makes every hair on his arms tingle and that’s why he wears layers everywhere and every green he sees sings a beautiful#song to him and yet we’ll never know. because he is too different even for the van der linde gang. he is incomprehensible to them and he doe#s all of his 4/5 daily tasks over and over and over again and while he would always do them and will always do them because they are innate#to him no one will ever know just what they mean to him. no one will ever know that kieran duffy can distinguish the horses behind him by th#eir breathing cadences behind him as he scrubs the spare saddle with the sun high above his head and he can know when something is wrong bec#ause he can hear it. no one will ever know that he CAN read but the only thing he’s interested in is books about wildlife and horses and fis#h in particular and no one will ever know because he knows no one will ever understand or even care and if they do they’ll be sure to make#it a point to tell him how DIFFERENT he is. and realistically even if the vdl’s DID come around to liking him he STILL would NEVER be unders#tood. i know for certain he would always be described as odd and despite its new affectionate approach he would still be the odd one out wit#h his daily routines and his texture preferences and his inability to make eye contact and his erratic seemingly random triggers and his#anxiety that seems to have a mind of its own. no one would ever know how bright the tree leaves are in his eyes or how every horse smells di#fferent or why sometimes it’s more fun to reel his rod in over and over instead of actually catching a fish. he will always be …. different.#sorry. novel moment. he means a lot to me.#i’m not super happy with how he looks in these but i’m just trying to draw more :’) i always say that but i always mean it too#also if my novel makes no sense then just ignore it. it’s late and my head hurts. i tend to get tangential#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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prettyupsetnerd · 1 year ago
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jennastarkhasaheart · 4 months ago
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rewatching 2x20 rn and the the drama is so well written.
on the one hand, you have may, and coulson, who just spent weeks on the run trying to handle a coup by realShield™ and large new trust issues and find skye, barely having fixed the situation. then skye comes back after almost being killed by realShield, suddenly having a handle on her previously catastrophic powers, but being lukewarm at best towards shield and talking about this group of powered people shes been with for barely two weeks the way youd expect someone in a sect to do. yeah, theyre worried.
on the other hand, you have skye, who still vividly recalls trips death and blames herself for it, who had to deal with her murderous dad and whose life did a complete shitty 180 afterwards in every single way because she got powers she couldnt understand or control, who was put through pointless and exhausting profiling, sustained dramatic injuries, was out of nowhere attacked and almost killed by the people she trusted and never got any context or explanation for it, at least until the ultron timeskip (and even with that its still not a good look), and who just barely got a version of normalcy back together. and she found her real mom, and people who are like her and genuinely know what shes going through, and can and have helped her handle it. but her moms kinda not handling the whole cal situation well so she tries to fix that behind her back, at risk to herself, by involving shield again, before that whole situation erupts into a spectacular clusterfuck. and then she returns to shield only to find the people who tried to kill her in charge and her friends cooperating with them. and theyre after the people who helped her now because she tried to do the right thing and rescue one of them and it has unintended consequences.
so yeah its kind of a mess
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bogkeep · 24 days ago
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i generally think i am pretty okay with being by myself for extended periods of time, i rarely crave physical contact and never desire to be surrounded by crowds. like you can clearly tell i am Not a city boy and i frequently fantasize about living as a kooky artist somewhere out in finnmarksvidda who only visits a small town a couple times a month for groceries. HOWEVER. after three years of social isolation in sweden i think maybe that was not super great for me in the long run
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missescalientee · 24 days ago
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[Cowboy Niccolo AU]
I think I might have sent an ask like this a while back, but do you think Gryffin would make friends and find love in Lonesome Flats? Do you think Niccolo would gain a half-Country sibling or two?
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Gryffin is fine being a single dad, his main focus is his son, I can imagine him and Delta having a short "romance". Delta was very present in Niccolos life, helping him to feel welcome in Lonesome Flats. The folks there are pretty kind to Niccolo because he's just a child, but Gryffin is another story. I think I've said in the past there are still quite a few people who are wary of him being this tall lanky rock troll. It's not until post world tour that he gets more friendly with the others in town, again he's not really bothered by it since he has Niccolo, Delta, and Growly Pete to chill with, plus he's on friendly terms with his employers so it's chill!
And ye, that means no half country siblings as of right now!
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opalsiren · 1 year ago
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the hse's advice on covid self-isolation is such dogshit. 'you can come out of isolation after 5 days but don't interact with anyone high risk for 10 days' cool how do i know the person sitting next to me on the bus isn't high risk. the person in line behind me getting groceries, the person i make small talk with in the pharmacy queue. literally eugenics-adjacent advice
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lumberjackson · 2 years ago
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Why do you care so much with what's going on with Israel? You're a Twitch streamer, stick to video games lol
It's a GENOCIDE happening in real time
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nightingaletrash · 2 months ago
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Do you think Dracula lizard-climbs the walls of the castle so that when he's not present, his absence increases his guests' sense of isolation?
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queer-space-tragedy · 2 months ago
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Okay. But consider. Just CONSIDER...
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Narrator as Phos.
JUST CONSIDER IT.
ARE WE CONSIDERING IT?
Guys. Guys please. Guys come on. Guys-
Have a pleasant 10,000 years.
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unionizedwizard · 6 days ago
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coyote-catcher · 1 year ago
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one thing i actually really like about star stable (and wanna embrace more in my own lore building stuff in my brain) is that it doesn't actually matter at all where your character came from, just that they're on jorvik now
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mysandwichranaway · 1 month ago
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Guysss i can't muster the courage to sign up to the ninjutsu class 😭😭😭. I'm terrified of being in a class making a fool of myself in front of everyone, including my fucking crush, who is the fucking teacher. I want to exchange all my organs for cement.
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indooroutdoorboyfriend · 1 month ago
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it's Harassing You o'clock so i am gonna discuss my oc some more in the tags
#really been considering misha's weird relationship with authority and how it'd present in like. his everyday life#i kiiinda feel like it wouldn't be as simple as 'if i am scared of you i bend the knee' or 'if i am scared of you i will kill you'#like i feel like for his Inevitable religious crashout. he kinda needs more nuance in this specific area#because he simultaneously fears AND idolizes the emperor. he like. Switches lol. i keep projecting my bpd on misha.#i think because the emperor like.. THEORETICALLY#he CANNOT and WILL NOT abandon or betray misha. because the Way to impress him (in misha's mind) is so straightforward? like the emperor is#a symbol. he isn't a person who particularly cares about an individual's fucked up thoughts or minor mistakes. and misha believes he is#like FAVOURED by him. has like this parasocial bond that many adepta sororitas seem to have with the guy lol#anyway. i feel like with REGULAR PEOPLE? things are getting a little fucked up for him. because he's been traumatized and betrayed and#tormented and maimed by Regular People. part of the reason he is soo Angry and willing to Pulverize—believes humans are predisposed to evil#he's not CONSCIOUSLY aware of that fact. but his misanthropy is a major factor in his character lol. always assumes he's going to be#betrayed yet often walks right into it because he is So Blinded With Hope that SOMEONE loves him and cares about him#HOWEVER he also pushes people away because he DOES NOT want to experience more betrayal or pain. like the typical borderline paradox#where you simultaneously NEED constant human contact and reassurance to function but also isolate yourself to keep yourself and others safe#i think by his like. ''game-time'' appearance he'd be very much in a 'DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!!!' stage of his existence. makes his 'Own'#choices based on what He (emperor) tells him is right (misha is. delusional). struggles listening to authority figures like he could#when he was younger. generally just tries to keep to himself. which is a bit hard when you are in a nun mission LOL#i presume misha is working with an inquisitor or something and thus has more 'freedom' than his sisters. that's my only excuse for it akskdj#not to say he's like. some sort of rebel. he will go along with rules if it's easier and he has zero reason to Provoke you. but he is also a#moody and mentally ill freak with Anger ISSUES. thus will either be attacking YOU a heretic or himself. cannot repress his anger very well#at all LOL. it just Comes Out Of Him.#he IS a dogmatic puritan. at least for the most part. doesn't like BELIEVE IT in the sense that he GENUINELY believes it? believes it#because that's The Safest Way? Doesn't make him confront his relationship with religion and society? does that make any sense?#misha has MAJOR identity issues. he considers himself a totally empty vessel for the#emperor to enact his divine will. could not describe himself if you asked him to. not to say he DOESN'T have Traits or Qualities. he is just#hashtag bpd projection teehee..#had the Identity beaten out of him in the schola progenium <3#at least. misha believes the emperor won't abandon him. til he gets taken to commoragh and probably Loses It#anyyywayyyyyy. still fiddling around with him 👍#misha tag
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dgoul · 3 months ago
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it's beautiful how everything is suddenly going wrong for Jonah . the art of plotting roleplays . I think he needs new friends
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dirt-apple-productions · 3 months ago
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The leader of Women’s Bible Study at my new church just called me and talked to me and asked me how I was doing.
Is this what Christian fellowship feels like?
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