#Closet; Dean

[kenneth-black]

there is something so tragically beautiful about repressed homosexuals in a confession booth 🙃🙃

[clairenatural]

okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel

[bloodydeanwinchester]

slutty ripped jeans + flirting with the fed who's been obsessed with him for the past two years

[the-mpreg-guy]

the reason i know sam didn't know shit about destiel is that he has terminal younger brother pester disease. that man made dean literally talk about EVERYTHING he didn't want to talk about and you're telling me he didn't bug dean during a 9hour drive about it even ONCE? sam straight up doesn't know destiel is happening

[rezal-art]

It is finally the first day of the @crack-in-the-chassis postings! I am delighted to have collaborated with @friendofcarlotta on her hilarious Simpsons AU. Read it here:

Corner House of Horror

Get ready for a gallery of characters all acting silly, and of course an evil plot only the Winchesters can stop!

When I read friendofcarlotta's fic, it was instantly obvious I had to try Matt Groening's style. As the title of the fic is inspired by the Simpsons Halloween Specials, "Treehouse of Horror", I tried my best to pay tribute to the promo posters they did for those episodes. The second art piece I did was just stuck in my mind, and impossible to resist making!

Thank you friendofcarlotta for being such an enthusiastic partner <3

[all-yourn]

Dean Winchester & "O Ruthless Great Divine Director" by Lingua Ignota

[bloodfreak-boyking]

asdfmkeopwaLK I'M DYING bc like Dean is looking at Sam soooo tender here like 😍

and then sam turns around and just-

like you KNOW dean is getting his back blown out IMMEDIATELY after this

[fr3sh-c0rn]

[cassierobinsons]

god it's insane how s8 cas is gay. like, he's for real gay. they sent him to conversion therapy for being gay. that happened in canon. on network television. during obama's 2nd term.

[angelheartcas]

dean is truly gods strongest soldier because if someone's first words to me were "i'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition" and then they looked at me like THAT?! on my knees immediately anything you say angel of the lord castiel

[khaleesidracarys]

My favorite part of OFMD is Izzy being surrounded by a bunch of cute queer people. To his utter exasperation and annoyance. And he’s constantly like ??????? Is this normal????? Are they all insane???? Why did I get dropped in the middle of this what the fuck. I was just following my Captain. And there he is. Surrounded by things and people and feelings he doesn’t understand.

Izzy. Babes. You’re gay as hell too. You’ve found your people. BEHAVE.

[sammygender]

there is no hope for our society

[wispythreads]

Sitting here over Dean Domino like:

He's so fucking funny why is he like this

I'm absolutely horrified. Why are you like this.

So ridiculously petty. Self-esteem issues? His problem with Sinclair feels more like he projected due to his own insecurity with who he is in comparison.

Terrifying. Menacing. Was fully willing to utterly and completely ruin a man's life over a perceived slight that has done him no actual injury. Is absolutely enraged that plan was dashed before it ever had a chance to properly unfold.

Fun to interact with, especially when he actually likes you. Him being so happy to see a friendly face after waking up trapped by security ghosts rubbed that same earnest happiness onto me.

Do not leave me in a room with him.

[wtaffy]

[the-mpreg-guy]

watching supernatural with a conservative family member is like. every night you turn on season six and go dear GOD pls let dean winchester be less bisexual this episode so she doesnt catch on. and then dean winchester emotionally deepthroats another man onscreen prompting me into doing no homo cartwheels like im a straight viewer self shipping myself with jensen ackles in 2013

[sofreddie]

The Parts You Hide 5

Summary: Upon hearing that Sam was hurt, Dean drops everything to be there for him.

Characters: Bisexual!Sam x Bisexual!Closeted!Dean, Cas, Others

Warnings: Wincest (Not Related), M/M, Injury to Sam, Hospitals, Angst, Fluff, Mentions of Violence, Mentions of Past Drug Use

WC: 1,202

A/N: Been a while! Another series update. This one will have 8 parts total and is nearly complete. Feedback is appreciated. : )

The Parts You Hide Masterlist

Part 4

Sam gave up on the pretense of sleep. His body and mind ached, and his heart was broken. He knew Nick was an ass, but he never knew just how dark he was or how far he'd go. Wincing as he adjusted to sit up slightly, Sam glanced through his room's curtained window, seeing his friends' silhouettes outside.

He was grateful they had shown up, but he knew Dean wasn't present, which made his heart ache worse than his body. If he hadn't pushed Dean away and rejected what they had, the whole mess with Nick would never have happened.

Now, he was in the hospital, battered and broken, lamenting Dean's absence and what they had. He needed him more than ever, but Sam was the one who rejected him. Wishing his friends would leave him to his misery, he turned his head away from them and tried to force himself to sleep where he could be with Dean.

-

Dean couldn't calm his racing heart. When he parked the Impala crookedly in an available space, he had worked himself into a frenzy. Who could have done this? How bad off was Sam? Why wasn't he there with Sam instead of off fucking random women?

Fighting back the bile brought on by his self-depreciation, Dean rushed inside, taking the stairs two at a time to the floor Cas had told him. When he emerged in the hall, he could see his closest friends - Cas, Benny, and Garth - gathered outside one of the rooms. He made eye contact with Cas as he approached, his friend's black eye prominent under the glaring hospital lights. The slight shake of Cas's head told Dean all he needed - that his friend forgave him, and it didn't need to be discussed.

"How is he?" Dean asked, glancing at the closed door as if he could see Sam just beyond.

"Doctors won't tell us anything, and Sam doesn't want to see anybody," Cas shrugged.

Despite that, they all remained in case Sam had changed his mind. Dean was grateful for the great friends they had.

"I'll see how he's doing," Dean said with a nod.

He checked up and down the hallway quickly and quietly, entering Sam's room and closing the door behind him. Turning, he could see Sam's back, his large body tucked into the small hospital bed. His heart raced as he approached. Would Sam kick him out or refuse to see him? How bad was he? Would he even recognize him?

As he reached the bed, Sam turned at the sound, gasping in surprise at the sight of the one person he wanted to see most. "Dean?"

"Heya, Sammy." Dean smiled softly and pulled a chair beside the bed to sit closer to Sam. Although Sam was pretty battered and bruised, with one eye swollen shut, he was still as beautiful as Dean remembered.

"Dean? What are you doing here?" Sam was more than surprised and started to worry that he'd missed Dean so much that he hallucinated him. But the flinch and hurt that Dean bore from Sam's words were too real.

"Cas called and said you were attacked," Dean said. He reached for Sam's hand, but Sam slowly pulled away before Dean could touch him. "I'm sorry. I should have been here."

Sam shook his head, "I'm the one that pushed you away."

Dean reached for Sam again and breathed a sigh of relief when Sam allowed him to hold his hand. Dean caressed Sam's hand, soaking up the warmth from his palm into his own, missing the way their fingers fit together.

"I miss you," Dean said quietly, his gaze locked on their intertwined hands. I'm sorry I left, and I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I wasn't here to protect you. " He choked, trying not to cry, though everything was overwhelming.

"It's not your job to protect me."

"I think it is," Dean countered. "It is my job to protect you and look out for you. I always have, and I always will, you know that."

Sam did know that. They'd argued before that Sam didn't need Dean to protect him. But Dean wanted to, and the truth was that Sam appreciated it every time.

"Why did you leave town?" Sam had to know, not that he blamed him.

Dean shook his head, "I was a mess. My family did an intervention at my house," he scoffed, laughing humorlessly. "I had to get away from all of it. Dad was being Dad, and I had a few random hookups, but everything felt worse."

Sam was a little hurt and jealous that Dean had been off fucking women, but he also knew he had no right. He pushed Dean away as he, too, had tried to seek comfort in someone else. It also wasn't the first time either of them had been with others while they were together. But Sam longed to be Dean's only one and for Dean to be his only one.

"I missed you, too," Sam offered.

Dean looked at him with those enchanting green eyes, a gentle smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, and Sam felt that all-too-familiar flutter in his chest.

"What happened, Sam? Who did this to you?" Dean spoke, trying and failing to keep the angered growl from his tone.

Sam reluctantly recounted the gory details of his attack to Dean, who couldn't hide his emotions from his face. Dean blamed himself and was disturbed by what Sam had told him. More than that, Sam could see Dean wouldn't rest until he had revenge.

"Who?"

"Nick," Sam shamefully admitted, seeing the surprise on Dean's face. "Nick was the dealer from my past. He said you couldn't stop him from taking me with you gone."

"I'll rip his fucking lungs out," Dean growled.

Sam began to cry, and Dean wrapped his arms around him, tucking his face into the crook of his neck. Sam was grateful for the comfort, needing Dean more than he realized; his mere touch made him feel safe. Dean kissed his head as Sam calmed down and returned to his chair, holding Sam's hand again.

"I'm gonna take care of you," Dean promised. "I'll take you home and get you better." Dean leaned down and kissed Sam's knuckles, running his free hand over the top of their joined hands on the bed. "Never leaving you again."

Sam didn't know if he believed Dean, but he was willing to give in again—to let Dean into his life, arms, and bed. He needed him, and he just hoped that maybe this time, Dean would stay.

Unknown to either of them, Castiel peeked in the door, eager to see if Sam was well and if they could visit him too, now that Dean had seemed to have settled Sam. He saw Dean so tenderly kiss Sam's hand and whisper promises. He dropped his gaze and backed out of the door. It felt intimate and not for his eyes. He didn't mind it; he found the display quite romantic. But if his sore eye told him anything, Dean was not ready for anyone to know. So, Castiel decided it best to pretend he saw nothing.

PART 6

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