#transchesters

[pumpcidraws]

trans boy Sammy rides Dean's face :) full image on my twt or google drive

I am fighting for my life and hoping this time around the post won't get taken down by tumblr.

[transchesters]

do u have any headcanons abt transfem sam? if yes what r some of ur favs? :-)

HAIII BEN! ugh yess i could write an essay abt transfem sam. here are some brief thoughts so i don’t have to add a read more to this lol

- sam first saw the word transgender while hiding in a library wandering the non-fiction aisles and found herself in the 306s — gender psych. she hid with a pile of books in the back until dean picked her up.

- jess is a big part of her transition. teaches sam how to do makeup, does hours of research w sam and even on her own, takes her to her appts. <3 love u jessica moore

- sam ids more on the gender neutral + non-conforming side of the spectrum. likes the idea of she/they/he pronouns, doesn’t rlly tell ppl that tho.

- cage + soulless sam it/its……. (sastiel it4it)

- she’s a witch. she’s a witch. listen to me she’s a witch and sometimes she drinks hot lady demon blood. okay?!! is that a crime?!?

- lesbian…… trauma based asexual……. nods

- for a long time she “splurged” on old spice mens lavender deodorant. effective but still a nice scent. cas noticed and sources (makes?!?) a lovely lavender perfume for sam. notes of honey and palo santo. sam smells so good now.

and so many more. not even kidding. THANK U BEN

pt. 2

[transfemmesam]

maybe a hot take but i don’t think john would be really transphobic. would he be a perfect ally? probably not but if sam or dean came out to him he’d be like “huh? yeah okay whatever we got a demon to hunt”

[passengerseatsam]

hi jay! for the ask game: 14 & 23!

hi nico!

14. Something new you tried this year

Publishing smut??? and I'm still terrible at it, lol. Turns out nothing is less sexy that writing it yourself!!! But it's a skill I'm practicing and I hope to get better at it over time.

23. Rec another creator's fic you wish more people would read

Oh god so many but the first one that comes to mind is what kind of clock, what kind of time by adi_rotynd. It's gen & rated T, two identifiers I think never get enough attention. It's also one of the most beautiful tragic Sam whump-ish fics I've ever read with brilliant characterization for Dean, Jack, & Cas. Def recommend!!!

[samdeancrimespree]

losing my mind over trans dean rn cause it’s like. what if everything was the exact same just dean was like 5’7

[macbethz]

jst remembered I can draw whatever I want actually

[samsblades]

⋆ —— 𖦹 tag game !

make a moodboard showing the vibes that you’d bring to supernatural if you were a character ! inspired by @legalmente-loca’s post :)

tagging : @mxltifxnd0m @deadgirlsam @toadspondofwhimsy @outof-spite @hhoneylemon @nebulacrumbs @beatlewishes @immodestly-marina @angelicjackles @figurantedefilme @lelapine @s4wdvator @transchesters @rositaslabyrinth @rubyvhs @our-lady-of-venom @nuemanfilms @studiogrimm810 @romanticbunny + literally everybody everrrr if you want !! no pressure tags ofc <33

[samfag]

[Name] + Core moodboards

Tagged by @winchesterlesbian

To make, search up your name and "core" in pinterest or other vibe-finder of your choice!

tagging @8auhaus @chronicschmonic @lycanpunk666 @transchesters @sammygender & anyone else who wants 2!! (no pressure ofc!)

[transfemmesam]

2, 16 & 23!! 💫

hiii thank you!!!

2. a headcanon you weren't sure about at first but have come to like!

hmmmmm i can't actually think of anything, most of my headcanons are the same as when i joined the fandom </3

16. a tiny detail in canon that you want more people to appreciate

sammy dimples. sammy dimples i know this probably means a plot relevant thing but sammy dimples are my favorite tiny detail

23. the fandom you're curious about because of a mutual

house of the dragon/game of thrones in general!!

[sammygender]

Choose violence ask game. 16 and 21. ❤️

ask game

thank u sm for enabling me to be a hater

16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing

well dstiel obviously though i do understand why people like it so much. it's because they're stupid.

aside from that.. oh wait this one is so random and no hate whatsoever (in fact only love) to people who like it but i don't really like transmasc dean in a canon setting. as an au it's incredibly interesting but i see it as occupying similar space to a cis girl dean au in a way where it definitely is..... an AU. in canon like. yeah no. that's NOT a trans guy im sorry. trans guys can be annoying dont get me wrong. but you'd have to be VERY special to be annoying the way he is. also he wouldnt transition for ages cause hes dean winchester and he likes to conform to and in fact play up his expected role. so he certainly wouldve not transitioned in the canon when we see him.

i dont feel this way at all about transmasc sam however. he'd be the same pretty much. as would transfem sam who we all know i adore. anyway i'll probably change my mind in a week and get obsessed with transmasc dean and post 20 times in a row about it and you are all allowed to pelt me with rocks.

21. part of canon you think is overhyped

this was surprisingly hard. in the interest of being interesting and not just going for 'destiel' or something, i'm actually going to say kripke era. it IS my favourite era!! its objectively the best in terms of writing, atmosphere, plot, characterisation. like no contest, obviously. in fact when i recommend the show to people i tell them just to watch the first 5 seasons (while planning on baiting them into continuing after swan song by going 'but its suchhh a bad ending for sam :(( dont you want to see what happens next.....').

so i use 'overhyped' very loosely to mean that despite me recognising it as objectively superior to the rest of the show, i don't actually hugely enjoy a lot of it that much more than i enjoy later on? a lot of my favourite parts of supernatural are heavily built on in the later seasons, or even introduced then. sam & lucifer's cage dynamic and everything resulting from it. the gadreel violation and in fact most of sam's..... everything. ofc this is all present in kripke and it's explored much Better and thematically and gothically and its just more atmospheric and intentional-seeming. whereas late seasons is kind of like this hodge-podge by different writers where you get these insane and intentional gems amid a bunch of white noise. but i just.... im a late seasons kind of person!! i loved buffy s6!! i enjoy works jumping the shark and i enjoy what art becomes when it already has so much to build on. shrug emoji.

like. ok. what first made me compulsively obsessive over supernatural (after the dean daddy issues, which i HAVE to admit hooked me........this is why im the ultimate critique of deangirls, because i was one for 3 seasons <3) was sam & azazel, the metaphor & violation present in his whole demon blood storyline. obvi this is kripke era. and i have to give kripke era credit for it. but a lot of what i consider fundamental to sam & this theme of uncleanliness especially in regards to assault and violation in some way is just soo built on post kripke. his cage trauma in s7. 8x21's "i'm not clean" speech. every compounding incident that happens to sam and his body, from gadreel possession to chuck in s15................

BASICALLY this is to say not that kripke era is really overrated but that so much credit is given to it at the expense of late seasons, when the domestic horror, cycle-of-abuse-sitcom, gabriel's tv show style thing it becomes is actually such a huge part of my enjoyment of spn. and wow i never thought i would be saying this. but i watched riverdale so idk what i was expecting. sigh. but really. what other show is giving us toxic polycule made up of brothers and an Angel of God coparenting the devil's child... also the devil happens to be brother #1's (sam is brother #1) abusive ex.... and hes currently fighting the polycule for custody rights. also the kid was born last week and hes 15. like sorry this is so fundamental to my supernatural. i could never rewatch and stop at s5. i rewatch late seasons eps all the time. ALSO LATE SEASONS SAM WINCHESTER. LIKE. COME ON. EARLY SEASONS SAM IS OVERRATED COMPARED TO LATE SEASONS. <3

[ragdollsammy]

talk about “a hand is a hand” !!!!! Pls!!!!

i feel like hands are the primary language between these two. grabbing at and punching each other.

love how dean loves on cas in explosive, violent and middling ways and cas will always just take it. find some way to make it fit. and he is so desperate for it. hopelessly devoted.

and i like how the whole scene is for cas, but on dean's terms. and he is shit at it!

it is slower. better. not that matters to you. you care too much. a godsend for intimacy to be with him and technically feel good. you can get yourself there though. his hand seems to punch past that same spot. coincidentally. he fucks you like he can't see. like the sun isn't up. fumbling. knowing it is him fries your nerves.

also love how fanworks write cas' autism and his very specific perspective on dean and his vessel and body. he would think squirt is piss. he would!

'your vessel feels unusually hot. you might want to urinate? you say as much....you say you will piss all over his car. he tells you there will be hell to pay, if you do. in this grumpy sitcomy way. like he is waiting for the canned laughter. still, you try to hold it in.'

dean's neuroticism is powerful. truly had to ask disc friends for advice on what to do with the squirt on the car. dead dick dean winchester is so so important to me personally.

'his hands are practiced and reliable. his dick. less so. you stare through the windscreen. he gets purell out of his pocket and starts delicately covering each finger. generously. then gels all the way up to his elbow. he gives baby a long lick clean. rubs her, muttering sweet things to her.'

thank u specifically nico @transchesters and @explainslowly - ur WISDOM!

also very much in reference to the book ponyboy by eliot duncan.

a book about a trans guy in a stage of becoming. he is dating a lesbian who denies his experience. they are both heavy drug users and artists. lots of dissociative chem sex in that book! yay yippee! i really like the idea of the connections trans people make, with people who are weird about them. often because they hold up a mirror to those people in strange ways.

particularly dean being his own gender police and jailer in many many ways. for me, tboything cas makes that accelerate that, but also makes him feel butch!

[prentissluvr]

tag game ! — put a playlist on shuffle and make a poll with the first five songs that come on !

tysm for the tag @transchesters !! <333

tagging : @mxltifxnd0m , @deadgirlsam , @ohsc , @star-wrote , @percyluvr + anyone else who sees and wants to do it !! <333 no pressure tags ofc

[incesthemes]

Happy Wincest Wednesday! I have my first appointment for HRT today (eeeee) so everyone's getting the same question: thoughts on trans wincest? Is it something you like to think about? How do you trans the Winchesters? Which one(s) and which way(s)? And of course, most importantly: how does that impact the sex?

happy wincest wednesday, and congratulations!!! that's so exciting 🥰 wishing you a fulfilling and easy process :)

as for transchesters... honestly i'm not a fan, lol. i don't see either of them as being emotionally intelligent or vulnerable enough to even begin questioning their gender, especially since they grew up in a space that absolutely did not allow for something like that. in a chronic survival situation surrounded only by extreme displays of masculinity and both men and women who are deeply traumatized and lack the emotional capacity for something as intimate and vulnerable as gender exploration, all the while lacking any sort of resources or education on queerness in general, i truly cannot see dean or sam ever even considering the potential for them to be anything other than the men they were raised as.

this, of course, has caveats:

a lot of the recurring themes in supernatural revolve around the performance of masculinity, and specifically sam and dean's failure to perform masculinity adequately. so many of their allegories are feminine: dean is mary, sam is jo, sam is ruby and meg, dean is bela, so on and so forth. they have plenty of masculine allegories as well, but take, for example, gordon as an allegory for dean: he's not so much representing who dean is, but who he should be, and he symbolizes a dean who didn't fail at life. bela, while being an equivalent allegory for dean's fate in season 3, represents the inevitability of that fate and therefore the inescapability of dean to become her. gordon is who dean fails to be; bela is who dean can't avoid becoming.

so on and so forth.

as a result, there is an undercurrent of genderqueerness that saturates sam and dean's story. they consistently fail at masculinity, and oftentimes this failure is actually portrayed as something good—take, for example, john as the ideal of masculinity for both sam and dean, since he is the only reasonable real-life model of it, them being isolated from society. if john is the masculine ideal, then dean consistently turning away from john in season 2 and beyond represents a turning away from masculine performance, and this is undoubtedly a good thing because through his rejection of his father, dean avoids succumbing to his fate. it's when he correctly performs as his father (by selling his soul to revive sam) that he makes the wrong decision, and then he must undergo the rejection process once again in season 3 to return to an acceptable state of being. sam, too, performs as his father by pursuing revenge and thus his fate, and this is a dangerous path to follow. it's only when they both reject john, the masculine ideal, that they can achieve the "correct" paths for themselves (no matter how internally destructive).

john is kind of a unique character overall tbh, since he is at once the masculine ideal and the ultimate representation of fate. it links these concepts together, and so every time sam and dean are fighting against fate, they are equally fighting against the construction of masculinity. don't be like your father; be something else. the message is then genderqueer, and the story does commit to this message through its use of feminine allegories and by encouraging the constant undercurrent of questioning the masculinity of them both in various ways—the gay jokes, the joking accusations of femininity or failed masculinity, dean's odd fetishization of young girls that seems to reflect a desire for girlhood himself. so on and so forth. i can't imagine kripke actually intended for his red-blooded characters to be read as genderqueer, but that's the silly thing about a lot of queer narratives 🤪

so basically, i don't realistically think that sam or dean would ever come to a point in their lives where they would even conceptualize a desire to be something other than masculine, much much less identify themselves as anything other than "man" (and they would definitely be the types, dean especially, to get reactionarily offended at someone calling them cis or asking their pronouns). at the same time, i think their failure to adequately perform the masculinity of the hunter world creates a genderqueer narrative for them, and their series-long struggle against fate (especially with john as the representation of it) can be seen metaphorically as the struggle against masculinity itself—and interesting, too, that the only other option they have presented to themselves, the option they have to choose to avoid their fates, is one of love and intimacy, traditionally feminine domains. they can pick masculine violence and become cain and abel, michael and lucifer, or they can pick feminine love and reject masculinity, reject their father, reject manhood altogether.

tl;dr they're not trans imho because they would never identify that way, but that doesn't mean they don't have something gender going on. if you get what i mean.

[holyfreaks]

tagged by @transchesters and @i-already-know-im-going-2-hell <3

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[macbethz]

transchester black. is this anything

at first i was like maybe this is a little too much. then i was like its pride month and he LITERALLY has purple hair and pronouns

[lycanpunk666]

Tagged by @sammygender ! Thank you!

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