#Christ's method
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if youāve been in the shifting community for a while, youāve probably noticed the common thread of positivity and keeping a positive/optimistic mindset. while that 100% works for some people, sometimes youāre not positive. sometimes youāre just angry. and why not use that to shift?
so, introducingā¦ā¦
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get comfortable.
take some deep breaths, count, or anything that gets you into that calm, relaxed meditative state before shifting.
visualize yourself standing in the void.
you have claws on your fingers and are so strong. you are an unstoppable force.
remember where you want to go. remember the people, experiences, and feelings connected to that reality.
know that itās yours already, you just have to get there.
begin to move forward.
there is resistance, ropes and chains of energy tugging at you like spider webs, but your claws are sharp and your arms are strong.
scream and weep and howl. your fury gives you strength.
visualize tethers connected to you to something far behind you. these are your ties to your OR. sever them. you donāt need them anymore. you are free.
move forward. cut and destroy anything trying to stop your progress. you are unshakable. your will is indomitable. keep moving.
rip into the veil with your claws. slice it to ribbons. make clear the path.
keep moving forward. do not stop.
scream as much as you want. here, your anger is a blessing and your determination is unshakable.
your sorrow and grief can be your fuel just as your rage is.
keep going until you either fall asleep or feel yourself in your DR.
rip and tear until itās done.
#shifting#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#desired reality#shifting realities#shifting methods#reality shifting community#reality shifting methods#my methods#my posts#was I driven to fury by certain current events?#maybe so#(no āmaybeā about it I absolutely was. jesus christ.)#anyway I had to cope somehow so here lol#itās much more creative writing leaning than my other methods but it felt right#I hope this helps at least one person to shift#weāre all going home one way or another#it doesnāt matter if we use joy or rage#weāre going home
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transfem loop + siffrin... you agree
i does agree.... i does in fact ... write a 7k word essay on the subject..... if you would like to perhaps click that link and read it if you were not already aware...... kisses u on the forehead......... sorry its that long but i had to cover all of my bases you know how it is with textual analysis when you're trying to draw a distinction between "headcanon" and "reading of the text" because those are different things.... to meeeeeeee.......
#a headcanon is when i say shit like loop has feetie pyjamas.#a reading of the text is when i go jesus christ dude im not sure someone that repressed has a particularly great grasp on their ideal Self#lucabytetalks#isat spoilers#back on the homestuck tangent sometimes i think about how ppl picked up on the trans coding of roxy but were so set in their ways that#they thought it mustve been in the past and not a potential future... and then got real mad about a character being like.#complexly transmasc with a nuianced relationship to gender and not Easily Brushed Off Before The Narrative Begins Binary Trans Woman#one of the few times i think ive seen it be That way around? but i think it comes down to that whole. visible transgenderism happening#during the plot vs Invisible transgenderism that shh its okay you dont have to actually think about you can just say for brownie points#BUT MAYHAPS THAT IS MEAN. mayhaps that is mean. but i know what i saw back in the day.#sighs homestuck tangent over anyway uhhh yeah hold on isat fans ill throw you a new bone instead of getting off topic uhhh#isabeau seems like such a pragmatic planner to me i think theyve got contingency plans for whatever family they want to have in future#logical nerd with his transition timeline planned out and it includes a flowchart with an 'IF partner has X then i need Y to have a kid'#shrodingers op isabeau . guy with a gender spreadsheet and punnet squares. i think it being that methodical is funny#it also speaks to his occasional hesitance but thats too dark of a read i think im not going to stake anything serious on that#i have thoughts on isa but they're more obviously aligned with what he literally says with his words in-game. not really much worth#elaborating on besides poking at how his insecurities and appeasement to others might inform his literal decisions#i have maybe a few bullet points in my head for him. not 7k words
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reading summer sons and going absolutely fucking INSANE over the levels of repression this one man contains
#genuinely reached the bit where he said he wasnāt gay and I just. stared at the wall for ten minutes#I guess when you consider his method of dealing with a haunting is to ignore it and hope it just goes away#makes more sense how we ended up here but jesus CHRIST#summer sons#currently reading#cece.txt#I think if I had read this book in my early 20s it would have reorganized my neurons
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Zelda
She/her, 65 moons, cis molly
#Zelda (cat)#<- so it doesn't go in the fandom tags of the game lmao#Loner#honeyclan#<- the save file she's from. I'm gonna say she lives nearest to them#warrior cats oc#warriors oc#kiriās clangen#clangen#She also doesn't have the chest spot on her sprite but I thought she looked better with it so. Y'know#I made her fur so massive but I need it to be known that the rest of her is massive as well. She's jut very large#also I HAVE RETURNED TO THIS BLOG!!! Can't say how regular activity here will be but I'm queueing this on thursday to go up on friday#and I've got three more finished cats to go up the three days after that. We'll see how many more I draw before the queue runs out#I'm doing hermit-a-day-may over on my main blog and I'm coming up on the end of the schoolyear so I may be mostly swamped until summerish#but I'd like to pick back up with posting these during the summer. I have some ideas for a comic that I'd like to do but I haven't written-#-it out yet becuase I want to get these designs done first and I think I'm about halfway through all the cats I have? across 5 different-#-clans two of which are very large so. Mass extinction events will be on once I start playing moons again!!#anyways sorry for rambling but I'm very proud of my next few designs. I think I've found a good method for doing them quickly. It involves-#-using actual reference images for the poses lmao#EDIT I lied I'm not even close to halfway#I've got 66 out of 181 done meaning I have 115 left#jesus fucking christ ITS FINE it's fine it's just a lot. not a problem though#I can pick up the pace after this next month or two#it's chill
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they should invent a friendship that's easy to forge and doesn't make you feel like a dog pawing at the cat flap door for reasons that don't even necessarily have anything to do with the other person
#it takes me at least a year to befriend someone. jesus christ#like the ppl in my life i can call friends rn have all only gained that title through prolonged proximity that was externally induced#which of course is pretty common but that can't be all of them that can't be my only method. but it is ! and not for lack of trying#tbf im a hard person to like sdksjh i dont do casual i dont do simple. lestat voice im a lot (: im not perfect (:#and im always tallying affections before the friendship is forged like i need to be the less desperate one or w/e#when thats not how it works........#sigh. whatever#r's
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this one fucking gifset thatās been in and out of my drafts for months now because I keep feeling the need to redo the coloring every time my gifmaking process changes
#since literal march. fml#thankfully I think Iāve finally settled on my current method š jesus fucking christ#and my text settings. forgot to mention#redoing it one final time I GUESS#ignore me
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#hi guys so I was just working on my schedule for this term#in short I need to take 8 courses in the first two terms this year and I have six (6) this term#which unsurprisingly is very stressful just from working out the schedule. and I need to fit in the admin work for the volunteering stuff#it's my faut relaly but BY GOD#therefore I'm posting gifs of middle aged white actor <333#ross mccall#hy speaks#follow me for more reasonable stress relief methods and excellent pacing skills tips!#also WHAT HAVE I WATCHED FOR YOU jesus christ
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me knowing logically that immersion will provide more long term gains for language learning vs 5 new vocab flashcards and some grammar exercises go brrrrrrrrr
#i'm trying to create a structured plan w timelines for learning biblical languages (gonna start with greek and go from there)#idk i've just always learned languages in a very traditional way and i always default to it instead of trusting the immersion process#i just downloaded 2 apps on my phone so i could compare their biblical/koine greek courses before catching myself cus i said i wouldn't#ah yes apps only an infamously amazing way to learn languages to a high level#ig i have resistance to adapting popular immersion methods to dead languages and the thought of doing all that adjusting is making me want#to reach for The Apps like an ipad baby#āall listening to low level videos and no reading until x levelā my brother in christ this is the new testament#i forgor that other immersion methods that are not dreaming spanish exist so i'm gonna research refold to see how that translates to dead#languages and will report back ig#the siren call of the language learning apps though!!#right back to research#edit: also these immersion methods focus on speaking as the end goal which i obvs won't be doing.........so yeah idk#ellis exclaims#langblr
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My hot take is that some of you who live vicariously through fictional familial relationships yearn for "a healthy loving family" the same way a lonely person yearns for the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend/partner who will sweep them off their feet and dote on them and love them always and only focus on them and take care of them and protect them and provide for them and give them a fairytale wedding
And it shows
#i just be ramblin#if this post isn't talking about you then it's not talking about you#All I'm saying is that some of y'all's fantasies for the ideal sibling or parent/child relationship are near indistinguishable from the#classic romance fantasies of having a partner who loves you and only you and only ever focuses on you and lives for you#And maybe perhaps we need to stop pretending that behavior/fantasies between 'family' which play out like the folger's incest commercial ar#completely normal and healthy relationships for regular family members to have#Like my brother in christ. If you have an older sibling who gets jealous when *checks notes * other people dote on you or consider#themselves an older sibling to you. So jealous that they try to keep you away from others because you are *their* little sibling and no one#else's to love and take care of and dote on. If they are that possessive. That is not normal healthy sibling behavior#At some point you have to ask if you're really yearning for a loving family or if you're yearning for a partner who will play all the roles#of a classic life partner (romantic or platonic) who doubles as the family you never had#And that's not any more normal than guys who marry women so she can be his partner and surrogate mom.#Maybe you have some shit to unpack#and that's fine if you do. It's fine if you need to heal and you need to unpack your baggage a bit#It is just helping no one to pretend this kind of behavior is normal and healthy and something to strive for in irl families#Or I guess more succinctly. If you're gonna have fantasies or make fictional scenarios between 'family' that are near indistinguishable from#the folger's incest commercialā own that you have a fauxcest kink or something#At the very least don't insist that it's completely normal and healthy behavior for nuclear family members. Own up to your methods of#coping and healing#Indulge in your harmless fantasies without acting like other people are terrible people who don't know what it's like to love your family#because *checks notes* they said that your comic/fanfic where two siblings pledge their lives and unconditional love and decide they want to#live together forever and can't live without each other reads like a sibling complex#vent post#fandom wank
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uuuuuuuu immortal shadow in the far far far future having a devil chaos chao. his chao living such a full and happy life it reincarnates to stay with him TWICE at least.
long ramble about that and chao biology:
chao biology ramble: in-game, chao have a lifespan of about 33 hours total, ignoring all the messy stuff and presuming they never eat. it takes about 3 hours for them to evolve from child to adult, an adult has a lifespan of about 29 hours, and it takes about 9 hours for an adult chao to fully mature/go through āsecond evolutionā. feeding them makes them evolve faster (1 whole fruit (4 bites) shaves off about 3 minutes, with 50 whole fruit (200 bites) for children and 240 whole fruit (960 bites) for adults being enough to evolve it on the spot if it could eat instantaneously) but doesnāt affect lifespan (unless theyāre children, itās kinda complicated). where was i going with this?
anyway, being generous, if we interpret in game hours as years then chao live like 33 years, and assuming theyāre being fed itāll take like 1.5 years to evolve the first time and 4 more years to reach full maturity. shadowās chao is a fully mature adult dark run/run chao (with purple wings :D) so theoretically itāll die or reincarnate in like 27 years. when dying/reincarnating chao cocoon similarly to when evolving for the first time, but when dying itās white and when reincarnating itās a very pale pink. in-game they take like 2 minutes or something to emerge from the cocoon so with taking an in-game hour to be a year, chao will cocoon for about a week. after reincarnation, the chao will emerge from their egg again, but will keep their names, 10% of their stats, and their genetic information like colouration (e.g. shadowās chaoās purple wings).
lore wise, chao seem to be pretty uncommon and often only seen as children or newly evolved. itās likely chao reincarnation and especially chaos chao are perhaps completely undocumented. chao have been on angel island for millennia though so knuckles probably knows a lot about it, either through relics documenting chao, or firsthand experience of seeing the chao up there reincarnate.
in 27 years, when shadowās chao reincarnates for the first time, maybe there wouldnāt be the documentation to tell apart a death cocoon from a reincarnation cocoon. maybe any sparse documentation of chao life cycles would equate an adult chao cocooning with it dying. maybe after days of finding no answers he likes heād find himself up on angel island asking knuckles itās not true, that thereās something he could do, could have done, to save his chao. and knuckles, not knowing the colour of the cocoon, not wanting to get his hopes up, and even after so many years not fully believing shadow capable of making anything that happy, says no. thereās nothing he could do to prevent the inevitable.
so shadow has to accept it. and spends the rest of the week processing it. and on the final day, the day death cocoons would dissipate, he says goodbye to his chao. and the next morning he finds a chao egg right where the cocoon had been and can only stare. and a month later when it hatches, a baby chao with purple wings that already loves him stares right back.
about 33 years later it happens again. and instead of panicking, shadow puts the pink cocoon in a warm and cozy spot. and waits patiently. and a month later he greets his not-so-new born chao a second time.
a century or so later, there arenāt too many beings left that still remember him, and fewer that remember the chao that followed him everywhere. the few that do can see it looks pretty different than it used to. the horns and fire and gold eyes are pretty strange for a chao. still has those purple wings though
#oh my god i made myself cry#iām so not normal about immortality and reincarnation. and two beings with different methods of eternal life#chao are like phoenixes when you think about it. or jesus christ ya boi and saviour#rambles#shadow#idk why this is a mixture of niche chao trivia and major character death fanfiction#i got distracted reading youtube comments about people mourning their chao who died in sa2#way back before guides existed#when they couldnāt tell the difference between death cocoons and reincarnation cocoons#AUGHH#ummmm lemme know if i should tag this as anything
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Ok sorry this is all about my depressing medical records. I promise tomorrow will be back to Dalinar hole posting and whatnot. But it remains EXTREMELY funny that Iāve drank enough over my 2 ish years being legal that itās starting to show up in my blood work and YET I am still of the diehard belief that Alcohol Tastes Yucky :( and that if I donāt have Water Chaser nearby there is a very real chance I will Throw Up Everywhere regardless of how drunk I am. Like it was one thing when I was a 15 year old trying champagne on New Yearsā Eve but I have gotten drunk like 80% of all days since April 2023 (turned 21 December 2022 itās just it didnāt get Bad tm until then) and Iām still like oh itās bitter :( yucky :( like some sort of teenager. (@ my alcoholism) congrats lil buddy thatās the worst anyoneās ever done it
#luke.txt#drunkposting#addictionposting#the combination of me Thinking Alcohol Itself Tastes Bad#with my Drinking Nonsocially Wikipedia Boyfriend Drinking Playlist of songs about getting drunk (that run the gamut from Partying to#Fuckbrains)#that I use as the primary tracking method of how much I drink per night#(it is very hard for a wasted person to keep track of his 15th shot#but if he knows he started the night on Piano Man by Billy Joel#and ended the night on Gay Bar by Electric Six#he knows he drank 15 drinks last night)#well. Iām just gonna say it. Iām gods most autistic alcoholic#combine that with the fact that I drink in the bathroom#because then Iām close to the sink (for No Hangover + Alcohol Yucky Need Pure Water reasons)#and the toilet (for Throwing Up From Too Drunk Or Possibly Just Too Yucky Reasons)#well. Iām not. well Iām not doing this drug the normal way thatās for sure#jesus christ
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"this is dire. the thing I'm about to say is kind of dire and fucked up"
"wow. really?"
"in palisade?" - friends at the table: palisade without context
#skskdjdjf janine and sylvi#something terrible happening? in MY palisade???#telomirage.txt#palisade#jesus christ thoughā¦the thing they learned about the spritzer vs other methods š°
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it seems like getting a ticket to one of the shows for this tour is damn near impossible. i hope jack never pulls this obnoxious shit again like this process is so unnecessary lmao.
#Jack White#No name tour#Music#Words#Even vault members are having difficulty which is crazy#Glad I never became a member bc it never seemed worth it to me lol#It's also confusing as hell bc apparently there's also a code that non vault members need to buy a ticket?#Could be wrong but he really made this as annoying and inconvenient as possible Jesus fucking Christ š#It's also hilarious how some of the idiots who hyped this tour/concert method up are now unable to get a ticket#That's what you get for encouraging this idiocy I have zero sympathy for them lmaoooo
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Why is Dave Anders in every single early-mid 2010 dramas like did he not have anything else to do jeez.
First I see him as Blaine in iZombie, THEN as Dr. Whale/ Frankenstein in Once Upon a Time NOW I see him in The Vampire Diaries as John Gilbert?? I never seem to catch a break from seeing him istg
#Dave Anders is in literally everything Jesus Christ#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting#shifting community#shifters#reality shifting methods#anti shifters dni#desired reality#shiftinconsciousness#permashifting#shifting to tvd#the vampire diaries
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obsessed with the bullets from my 'physical impacts from 'gaming'' notes for class cause they all talk about violence and aggression an yeah that sure is a thing in videogames but have you considered ichiban deserves to enact a lil violence. just a bit. also he's the light of my life and the ray of sunshine in the dark and
#snap chats#the videogame segment funny as hell in general cause theres bullets where its like#'yeah youre putting yourself in the position of these hyperviolent and dangerous people'#and then im thinkin of ichiban calling a fuckin crawfish on his phone like yeah. deadly stuff right there youre right professor#tho now that i mention ichiban Aw Fuck he might be the worst/best example of videogames and the correlation of violence#if not solely because his fighting method is literally influenced by dragon quest but i repeat hes valid and its ok <3#anyway sorry i have to be sick in the head stop reading now if youre a fish. or daigo bear GET OUT#theres a note here like 'increase in arousal' and Honey. if my eyeballs observing this community have a comment on that--#im not guiltless tho š saw that forbidden masato katsu screenshot and i got sick <- still obsessed with how gorg he is#AND WHY DID THEY REMOVE THAT SCENELVKLVKJ ITLL FOREVER BE FUNNY AS HELL#THERES JUST THIS GORJUS AS CHRIST SHOT OF KATSU AND ITS LOST TO THE RGG VAULT#rgg please one high-rendered cutscene of ishin masato is not enough for me. his smile was so cute in the scene pleeaaaaasssee bro#im so ill. anyway im gonna lay in bed for the next five hours until my last class#i thought i was gonna stream but if i even try talking i just might throw up. also i should prob do my comm work instead OOP#luckily its just sketches this week so.... maybe i can stream tomorrow or thursday...#dont quote me on that i suck. anyway bye
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#i will NOT lose my shit and resort to shitty coping methods#REPEAT SELF I WILL NOT DO THAT#jesus christ here's to another afternoon of zoning out thanks to anxiety medication won't it be#well better that than whatever fucking else i have going on#right#good god i don't even wanna take that shit but what else do i even do#personal for ts#im just gonna go and get myself under control
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